青书不愿，明堂照
《青书不愿，明堂照》 小说介绍
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《青书不愿，明堂照》 第一章 免费试读
第一章
zhangfushizongsannianhou，tadiushisuoyoujiyidaileyigenvrenxiaohaihuijia。
huilaidiyishijianjiwoliguiju。
sumianshitadejiumingenrenyaoyichengxiangdai；xiaohaishenshangliuzhetadexue，yaojiangtashizuoqinshenghaizifuyang。
tayicicidezongrongsumianduiwodewuxianshanghai。
rangwozheigegongzhenshiniandeqiziguodeburusumianyangdegou。
zhidaomoutian，woyiwaifaxianzijihuaiyun，xiangzhezhangfuzuixihuanhaizi，xingxunenghuanxingtadejiyi。
quezaimenkoutingdaotamenyijiadeqieqiesiyu。
“chenshu，wobuxiangniheliuqingyouhaizi。”
“erzi，xiaomianshinidechulian，wolaolehouneixieyichanzhihuijixiaomian，bunengbianyijiliuqingdehoudai。”
chenshuchenmobanshang，dishenghuida。
“wohuijitaanpaiyichangchehuozhaidiaotadezigong，buguo......liuqingbijinghewoxiangbanshinian，yihounimendouduitahaoyidianba。”
wozheicaimingbaizhangfudeshiyidoushizhuangde，shizongshijiade，yiqiedoushiweilerangzijideqingmeizhumazhengdaguangmingdejinmen。
wochedisixin，dadiaohaizi，chengquantadeaiqing。
kedangwolingxunliangyuan，hechenshudelaodamairuhunyindiantanghou。
taweishenmeyoukuzheqiuwohuijia？
1.
zhangfuyijiazidesiyuchuanjinerduohou，woruzhuibingku。
lianxiangdaochenshudaizhesumianhechenxiaoxiaohuijia，zheibannianfashengdesuoyoushicaimingbai，zheiyiqiedoushihuangyan。
wozuichunfabai，xiangyaochongjinwuzihechenjiarenzhengzhi！
wojiajichenshudeshihoushichenjiazuiluopodeshihou，shiwotianzhelianqiupengyou，zaiquanligezhonglatouzicairanggongsisihuifuran。
chenshushizongneiduanshijian，gengshichenjiazaoyuduishougongsidajizuiweixiandeyici。
wofenglesidemanshijiezhaochenshu，yibiantigongsikangzhuwaimiandefengyu，chengjiujintiandechenzong。
xianzai，waimianpaolailegetianyuannv。
wodefuchu，wodeaijiubeishiruowudu，dangchengwairen！
wobeifenjiaojiawozhumenbashou，yaotuikaidamenshi。
丈夫突然回答。
“sannianqiantadehaizishiwoanpaidadiao，zheiyinianshijianwoyezaitahedeniunailijialeduoziyao，nimenyaohaibufangxindehua。”
“wohuianpaiyichangchehuozhaidiaoliuqingdezigong，buguo......”
他的声音严肃。
“liuqingbijinghewozaiyiqishinian，chenjiazhumudeweizhijinile，nibixuduixiaoqinghaoyidian。”
wodunshiganjuexiafuyitong，tianxuandizhuan，sibeiduolehunpo，shuaizaidishang
menneitingjianwodedongjing，kaimenhouchenshuxiayishidexiangwobenlai，daogenqianyingshengshengzhizhujiaobu，shengyinlengmo。
“怎么回事？”
wotaiqinaodai，kanzhexiangbanshinian，shuxieryoumoshengdenanren，zhangzuishuobuchuwanzhengdehua。
yuanlairenzaibeishangdaojidianshi，zhendefabuchurenheshengyin......
chenshuchiyileyixia，quchufangduanlebeireniunaishuodao。
“shentiyoubushufule？hebeiniunaiba，nuannuanjiuhao。”
liangnianqian，chenshuhuijiahou，shiyixingqingdabianmeilewangriduiwodewenrou。
tabujidewoshihetagongzhenshiniandeqizi，zongrongsumianyazaiwotoushangzuoweizuofu。
weiyouyidian，neipatashiyiyejidewoshentibuhao，meitiandoujiworeyibeiniunai。
chenshushihexianglianshiniandeairen，beizhewozaiwaiyoulehaizi。
shentiqueliuyouaiwodebenneng。
zheiliangnianshijian，wozaizheifenaiyihelunlizhongzhengzha。
zhidaozheiyike，wocaizhidao，zheiyiqiedoushiqipianwodejiaxiang。
woyachizaidazhan，qiangrenxinzhongdebeitong，yaotou。
“我不想喝。”
chenshuyanjiansihuchajuedaowozhuangtaidebudui，xiangshuoxieshenmeshi。
sumianlikezhuangmozuoyangdemoyanlei。
“liuqingjiejieyidingshijianlewoweikoubuhao，xiaomianzheijiurangwobidaoyipangjueduibuhuizaidaraojiejie。”
houzhedunshilianseyihei，shuaisuishoulidemakebei。
“liuqing，xiaomiandouhuijiaduojiule，haizaizheishuailianse？jiunichoupiqiyeganzichengshiwolaopo？”
“buhejiuganjingunhuinidefangjianqu，biezaizheiaiyan。”
woshenmehuadoumeishuohuawuzheduzishanglou。
poposhunzhesumiandehua，yuqijifeng。
“zhengtianjiuzhidaozhengfengchicu，yidianxianqiliangmudeyingzidoumeiyou。”
“haole！goule！doushaoshuoyidian。”
他罕见的为我说话。
却又小声补充。
“wogangcaiyijingzhaorenanpaijianyugangchulaidezuifan，shichenghou，douanfenyidian。”
2.
huidaofangjianwoquansuozaijiaoluo，kanjianbaizaizhuozishangdejiehunzheng。
zhaopianlidewohechenshuxingfudexiaorong，xinrudaoge，yanleibuduanluoxia。
wohechenshushizaidaxueshirenshi，xiangshixiangai。
zaichenjiazuiluopodeshihoujiajizheifenaiqing。
neishidewomanxindoushizheigexihuandenanren，weilegongsi，weilewomendeweilaimeitianzaiwailatouzi，qiurenqingzhaodingdan。
jiulianghenchadewo，changhedaoweituxuebeisongdaoyiyuan。
chenshuxintengwo，zuzhi，wojiuchenzhetamanghuoshuijuedeshihouyuejiantouzishang。
tahouzhihoujuedefaxian，gandaoxianchang，qiangguojiubei。
kechenshubenrengengduijiujingguomin，hekehuhuahaimeishuowanjiubei120jijiusongjinicu。
taxinglaiwomatashagua，yiweitahuihaizuijiaoxunwobutinghua。
chenshuquehongzheyankuang，shuo。
“liuqing，nizhidegenghaodeshenghuode，worangnishouweiqule......”
wozaicimaletayijushagua，baozhetaxiangyongerwen。
suiranguochengkekebanban，danwomendeshenghuohaishizainulixiayuebianyuehao。
woyizhiyiweizheiyangdexingfunenggouchixu。
zhidaohunhoudiliunian，chenjiagongsizaoshoudiduigongsidedaguimofanji，chenshujieleyigedianhuachuchahouzaoyukongnan，wohuaiyunliuchan。
yilianchuandedajijihurangwoyouleqingshengdexiangfa。
haishizaipopodequanzuxia，wobaohuairendegongsi，bazhenggeshifanguolaizhaota，qusimiaoshibuyikoushouweitaqifu。
haoxiaoxishichenshuzaisannianhouhaofawushangdihuilaile。
huaixiaoxishitashiyi，buchengrenwoshitadeairen。
tadaihuilesumianhechenxiaoxiao。
taneihunyueweixiewo，woyaoqiangxingdaizaitajiadehua，bixujieshousumianhexiaoxiao，buranjiuhewolihun。
zhihou，wodeshenghuoshangbeisumianqifuzhendui，gongzuozhiweiyebeisumianqiangzou，tadingtiwodeshenfenchuanjindaiyinhechenshuchurugezhongchangsuo。
woxinliyizhixiangzhezhiyaochenshuzhaohuijiyijiuhao，zhiyaotahuilaile，neizheixiesuoyoudeweiqudoubusuanweiqule。
huanlaide，queshiyichangqipian......
wowuzheweiweilongqidexiaofu，xiangdaocengjinghechenshulianaidediyitiantajiushuoguozijizuixihuanhaizi。
xianzaicaimingbai，taxihuande，yizhishichuliandehaizi。
yaopozuichun，wonaqidianhuadachufukeyiyuandedianhua。
“ninhao，woyaoyuyuemingtiandataideshoushu。”
3.
banye，woganshoudaohoubeichuanlaiyizhennuanyi。
chenshubuzhiheshichuxianzailewodebeiwoliqingqinglouzhuwo，shengyinwenhe。
“xiaoqing，wobushiguyixiangyaoxiongnide，woshizaixiangbuqiwomenguoqudeshile，yikanjiannihesumiannaomaodunjiu......duibuqi。”
“houtianwomenyiqiqulvyouba，qunizuixiangqudewutaishan，jiuwomenliang。”
wutaishanshiwomenxinhunlvxingshidediyizhan，woyizhixiwangtanengpeiwoqu，gudizhongyounenghuanhuitadeyinxiang。
danxianzai，wozhiganjuedaoxiongmenzhixi。
houtian，tajiuzheimejizheyaohaiwo？
wodingzhetadeyanjing，gengyandewenchuxindideyiwen。
“chenshu，nizhendedouwangjilema？”
chenshumanlianyihuodeshuodao。
“nizaishuoshenmenixiaoqing？wotingbudong。”
“wowennizhendewanglema，wangjijiehundeshihounifashishuoyibeizihuiduiwohao，jueduibuhuirangwoshoudaorenheweiqu。”
wanglewomendangnianchuanzhezulaidechicunbuheshidehunsha，zaijigeqinqixiongdimianqianhongzhelianxiangwofashi，shuoyibeizihuibaohuwo？
tadebiaoqingmingxianniuqu，yanshenzhongyouhuangkong，youkuijiu。
haiyoubeichuochuanneixindenaoxiuchengnu。
chenshumengdeyonglibawotuidaozailechuangxia，shunshiyijiaocaizaiwodeyaojianzhanqishen，dayilinrandehoudao。
“nishuozheijuhuashishenmeyisi！zhiwenwo？jinianbujiannijiuganhuaiyiwodepingele？”
“wogaosuniliuqing！jiusuanwoshiyiwangjisuoyouren，woyebukenengrangwoshenbianrenshoudaoweiquheshanghaide！”
“zijitiantianwuliqunaogezheizhengfengchicu，biedaishangwo！”
shuoba，tafennuzhijidechongchudewuzi，kanzheshuaizaichuangxiawuzheduzicanjiaodewo，buchongdao。
“shuaixiachuangcaiduoshaolimiaochengzheiyang，nicaishizuixuweideneigeren！”
“kankanrenjiasumian？laijiaduojiuleliantayidianyoudiandoumeixuedao！”
wokezhenaodai，duzijiyatengdelihai，xiangyaohanchenshubangmang，huiyingwodezhishimengliedeshuaimensheng。
xianhongdexueyecongwodeshuikuliuchu，ranhongdefangjiandemudiban，wowuzhudehanzheyishengshenglaogong，kongdangdangdefangjianmeiyourenhehuiying。
wotongkudewuzhezijidexiaofu，xingenzhesile。
4.
zuihou，haishichenshuchuangyeshirendeshetuanlaoda，fumingyinweigongzuodeshiqingdalaidianhua，tingjianlewodeqiuzhu，banyekaicheguolai。
sumianshuiyanmenglongdeshuodao。
“liuqingjie，buzhiyuba，jintiannixiahunaodajiayemeishuoshenme，zenmehainengmafandaodageshenshang！nizheiyang！rangchengeduoweinana！”
fumingbudali，kanjiandishangdexianxuehouzhejimanghuangdejiangwobaoleqilai，shouzhangfumozaiwodeetou。
woganshoudaotashouzhidewendu，ganshoudaotadeshentizaiweiweizhandou，hetayunnudebiyin。
“chenshu，nijiushizheiyangzhaogudimeidema？”
chenshugenzhefumingjinmencaierankanjianmandixianxue，zuichunyouxiefabai。
苏眠见缝插针。
“ya！liuqingjie，weileboqutongqingnijingranhaizhuanmenmailexuebao？ni，nijiuzheimerongbuxiawozaichenjiama......hao，womingtianjiudaizhexiaoxiaozou......”
chenshudelianseyizhenqingyizhenzi，shuodao。
“fuge，nibaneinvrenjiaojiwo，dawanshangdedaraodaonixiuxiwoyidinghaohaojiaoxunta！rangtajininyigejiaodai！”
fumingjinjinlouzhewo，bulihuierrenzhijiebaozhewoshangche。
......
yudingzaimingtianzuodeshoushujinwantiqianzuo。
wozhengkaiyanjingdeshihouyijingshidiertianle，ganjuezijidexiaofukongleyikuai，haimeilaidejibeishangjiuduishanglefumingdagedeyanjing，heleyitiao。
“fugewo......”
fumingshouliduanzherezhou，yuqipingdandeshuodao。
“zenmefashengzheimedadeshibuhechenshushuo？”
tayibianshuozheyibianyongxiaoshaozidailebanshaodefan，xixinchuiliang，weidaowodezuibian。
fumingshishetuanlaoda，danmeiyouexiang，zhangdejunqiao，litidewuguanshensuideyanmou，shenshangdaidaiyouruoyouruowugulongshuideweidao。
xujiumeiyoubeizheiyangwenroudeduidai，woliansebuzirandefahong，jieguofanshao。
“meibiyaoshuole，tabuhuixihuanzheigehaizide。”
“......woqubatahanguolai，shiyibushitahunaodeliyou！”
tayizhishigeshuoyibuerderen，shuoyaojiaoxunchenshukendinghuixiahenshou，wojimangzhizhi。
fumingmeitouweizhou：“xintengle？”
我释然的摇头。
“yemeibiyaole，dage，woyaohechenshulihun。”
fumingshenxingyizhi，kanwodeyanshenmingxianfashenglebianhua，dianlediantou。
“youxuyaodehua，wohuibangmang。”
......
zaiyiyuanxiuyanglejitianhou，wonazheshoushudanhezhunbeihaodelihunxieyihuijia，zhunbeihechenshutanbai。
daojiahouquefaxianzhenggewuziyipianlangjie，jinzeibanzhuoyidianshibeizadexisui。
wojimangpaohuizijidefangjian，fanzhaohouquefaxianwodeshouzhuobuyierfei。
wozhejimanghuangdexiangyaodadianhuajichenshu，duifangxianyibudalai，shengyinwubilengmoderangwoqugongsi。
“zhuanggoulejiuganjingunguolai！”
zaicidachedaogongsizhihoufaxiangongsidabufendeyuangongkanwodeyanshendouhenqiguai。
guoqusumianjieguolewodezhiwei，pingrimeishaozaigongsishuowodehuaihua。
gongsideyuanlaomennengmingshifei，congmeibasumiandehuadangzhen，danjintian，suoyourendeshixiandouyichangshengying，bawoshizuozuiren。
woxinzhongyinyinyouxiebuan，gangdakaibangongsidemen，cibeiyingmianfeilai！
wolaibujiduo，beizazailebiliangshangxueliubuzhi。
gangdaletaiwodeshentimeihuifu，zaoshouzhongji！danaotianxuandizhuan。
kebudengwochuanqi，yigureliuyouposazaiwolianshang。
陈书破口大骂。
“liuqing！nizheige**，taiguofenle，zheicizhendetaiguofenle！guyizhuangbingzhengneiexindexuebaobuguo，xianzaijingranganduisumianxiaheishou！”
“nijiushizheiyangdangxianqiliangmudema？”
wo**canjiao，feilidezhengkaiyanjing，caikanqingsumianquansuozaichenshudehuaiyi，qingshengchouye。
“liuqingjie，wo，woqianjitianchuochuanniyongxuebaomengpianchengeshiwobudui，keni，kenizenmeyebunengjiaorenlaiqifuwoa......woyehuailechengedehaizi，woyeshichenjiarena！niweishenmeyaozheiyang。”
tadehaizijisuidechenxiaoxiaoyeliuzheleihanzhemama。
wodingzhemohudeshixian，buyongsikaojiutuicechuzheishisumiandexianhai。
yiqiantajiujingchangzhizaowohechenshudewuhui，lijianwomenzhijiandeganqing。
chenshuyikaishihaiyouyuxiangyaoquanhe
erzheicibeizasuijia，haiyousumianhunshenbeisisuideyifu，shenshangquemeiyoubandianshangkou。
wobuzaihuzheixie，hongzheyanzhizhesumianshouwanshangdeshouzhuo。
“chenshu，neishiwomaliujiwodedongxi。”
shiwoqushiqianliujiwodehushenfu。
chenshushenziqingqingyizhan，yonggengdadeshengyinhoudao。
“shenme**，niguyishanghaixiaomian，peiyimeishouzhuozenmele！jintianwojiaoniguolaishirangnijisumiandaoqiande，nizheizhongweifeizuodaidenvren，haiyoulianyaodongxi？”
woxindidefennuyayibuzhu，dingzhexianxuepuleguoqu。
“neiwode！neishiwomade！！”
chenshuzhijiejiangwoendaozaizhuozishang。
“liuqing！ninaogoulemeiyou！”
sumianyanzhuziyizhuan，youzhuangwugudikaikou：“liuqingjiejie，wozhishikantapiaoliangcaiyaode，wobuzhidaotaduiniyouteshuyiyi，zheiyangba，nihewodaoqianwojiubashouzhuohaijini。”
yanleibuduancongwodeyankuangluoxia，weilemuqindeyiwuwoqufudebishangyanjing。
“duibuqi，shiwodecuo，duibuqi......”
sumiandunshiyejichuyanlei，yibianshuozhemeiguanxiyibianzhaixiashouzhuo，quezaiwoshenshouguolaishi，huransongshou。
“pa——”yishengqingcuishengyinxiangqi，yuzhuosuileyidi。
“a！buhaoyisi，meinawen。”
“不，不要！”
wochedinule，shenchushouxiangyaozhualanneizhangedudelian。
chenshufennudejiangwochuaidaozaidishangqiazhewodebozi，zhouma。
“gouleliuqing，nigoule！nizaizheiyangdehuaxinbuxinwohenilihun！”
tameicibeibijilezongshinazhelihunweixiewo。
我爱他总会屈服。
danzheici，woyongjinsuoyouliqicongkoudailishuaichulezhoubabadeshoushudanhelihunxieyi。
“好，我们离婚！”
chenshukanzhewoshuaichulaidelihunxieyilenglehaojimiao，songkaiwo，dakaihouzhizhanghouturanpofang。
“liuqing，dataishizenmehuishi？nishenmeshihouhuaideyun！nipingshenmezheiyangyishengbuhangdedadiaowomendehaizi！”
tayankuanghongzhongdahandajiao。
“niyoushenmezigehewotanlihunde！jiunizheizhongduoguotaierhundejiannvren！lilewosheihaihuiyaoni！”
woyaoyazhengyaohuidui，erbianquexiangqiyidaowenhedeshengyin。
“我要！”
fumingbuzhiheshizoujinwulijiangwoloujinhuaizhong。
“我要。”