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【zhengwen】（yi）woshizaiyizhenlongxianxiangzhongxinglaide。neiweidaochunhou、gulao，
xiangshicongyancengshenchushentouchulaideshiguangbenshen。kewofenmingjide，worushuiqianrandeshiqingxindehuaban，
weidaoqingku，nenganfuwoyinxiubuposuide“dimaijiyi”erguoduhaosundejingshen。womengdizhengkaiyan。
rumushimoshengdechuangzhang，xuanheiweidi，jinxianxiuzhefanfudelinwen，zaihunandeguangxianxialiutangzhelengyingdehuaguang。
zheibushiwodefangjian。wodezhuchuzailiyuegangbuqiyandelouxiangli，
zhiyouyizhangyingbanchuangheyizhangduimanjuanzongdemuzhuo。erzheili，shiyujingtaidedinglou，
wangshengtangdekeqing——zhonglidejusuo。woweishenmehuizaizheili？xintiaozhouranshikong，woxiankaibeizi，
quefaxianzijishenshangchuanzhedebingfeixunchangshuipao，ershiyijianzuogongjingmeidehongsesichouqinyi，
lingkouhexiukoudouyongjinxianxixigunlebian。zheishi……hunfudeneichen。
yigehuangmiudaolingrenzhanlideniantouzaiwonaozhongzhakai。“xingle？”dichendenanshengcongpingfenghouchuanlai，
daizheyisigangshuixingdeshaya。wohunshenyijiang，yanzhengzhengkanzheneigeshenyingraochupingfeng。shizhongli。
tazhizheyijiansongkuadeheisezhangshan，mosedezhangfapisanzaijiantou，
neishuangbiaozhixingde、wanruorongjindeyantongzaihunanzhongjingjingdikanzhewo，xiangshizaishenshiyijianchucijianmiandegudong。
“ni……”wodesangzigandefateng，jihushuobuchuhualai，“woweishenmehuizaizheili？”tahuanbuzoudaochuangbian，
zitaicongrongdefangfowomenyijingzheiyangxiangchuleqianbainian。talaguoyizhangyizizuoxia，weiwodaolebeicha，
neishuanggujiefenmingdeshouzaizuozheiyiqieshi，meiyousihaochiyi。“wodeqizi，buzaizheili，younengzainali？
”tajiangchabeidijiwo，yuqipingdandexiangshizaichenshuyizhuangchenailuodingdeqiyue。“qizi？
”wonaozhonghongranyixiang，jihuyaoniesuishouzhongdechabei。zheilianggezixiangshiyidaojinglei，jiangwoderenzhipidefensui，
“bukeneng！woshenmeshihouhenichenghunle？！”zhonglimeiyouhuida，zhishijingjingdikanzhewo，
neiyanshenshensuidexiangyikoubujiandidegujing，sihunengdongxiwolinghunshenchuzuiyinmidejiaoluo。
tadechenmobirenheyanyudougengjuyapogan。woshiyiming“dimaixiubujiang”。wodegongzuo，
shiqianrutiwatejiyidehongliu——dimai，quxiubuneixieyinqiangliezhinianhuojudazaieerchanshengdeliehen。
zheixieliehenhuiniuquxianshi，cuangaijiyi，shenzhirangzhenggeshijiezouxiangbenghuai。zheishiyifenguduerweixiandegongzuo，
womeiyouqinren，meiyoupengyou，gengbukenengyou……zhangfu。“wobujide。”woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，
sisidingzheta，“wobujiderenheguanyuhunlideshi。womendehunqini？anzhaoliyuedeguiju，
hunqibixuzaishuangfangshenzhiqingxing、yiyuanmingquedeqingkuangxia，youyuehaitinggongzheng。”“youde。”zhonglidandandishuo。
taconghuaizhongquchuyifenjuanzhou，zaiwomianqianhuanhuanzhankai。neishiyifenyongzuishangdengdexuanzhixiejiudehunqi，
shangmianbujinyouyuehaitingdezhuhongyinzhang，haiyouwohetademingzi。wodebiji，worende。erluokuanderiqi，
shizuotian。wodexueyeshunjianlenglexiaqu。zuotian，wozhengzaichuliyizhuanglaizimengdedejishouweituo。
neilidedimaichuxianleyidaojudaqieguiyideliehen，sanfazhetiannide、fuxiudeqixi，
xiangshiyiduanbeiqiangxing“meihua”debeiju。wohaojinlesuoyouxinshen，caimianqiangwendingzhuliehendebianyuan，
suihoubianxianrulehunshui。ranhou，wojiuzaizheilile。chenglezhonglideqizi。zheibuduijing。
zhenggeshijiedoutouzheyiguguiyideweihegan。“zheibushizhende。”wofangxiachabei，
shengyinyinweikongjuerweiweizhandou，“shidimaideliehenyingxianglexianshi，duibudui？niyebeiyingxiangle，zhonglixiansheng。
niwozhijian，bingwuhunyue。”woshituyongwozuishuxideluojiqujieshizheiyiqie。
dimaideniuquhuishengcheng“nitaixianshi”，rangshenchuqizhongderenxinyiweizhen。zhonglishiyanzhishen，
yuyanshihejiyideguanlianzuishen，tahuoxushidiyigebeishenduyingxiangderen。raner，
zhongpidefanyingquewanquanchaochulewodeyuliao。tafeidanmeiyouluchukunhuohuojingtideshense，fanerweiweitiaoletiaomei，
neishuangjinsedeyantonglilveguoyisiwokanbudongde、jinhubeimindeqingxu。“kanlai，‘ni’haishichuxianle。
”taqingshengshuo，xiangshizaiziyanziyu，youxiangshizaiduiwoxuangaomouzhongpanjue。“‘wo’？
”wozhuazhuletahualideguanjianci，xinzangmengdiyichen。tazhanqishen，zoudaochuangbian，tuikaileneishandiaohuademuchuang。
qingchendelengfengguanlejinlai，daizheliyueganghaishuidexianxingwei。tianjixianfanqiyudubai，
zhenggegangkouhaichenjinzailimingqiandejingmizhong。“‘ta’zhidaozijishiriwuduo。
”zhonglideshengyinpiaosanzailengfengli，tingqilaiyaoyuanerbuzhenqie，“tayizijiweijipin，yuwolixiaqiyue。
woweitashouhuzheigebeitaqiangxing‘xiuzheng’guodeshijie，erta，zejiangzijideyiqie，
baokuoni——tazuihoude、yeshizuiyuanshideyishisuipian——jiaojilewo。”woruzaoleiji，daizuozaichuangshang，
wufadongdan。“ta”？lingyigewo？“shenmeyisi？”wotingjianzijideshengyinzaifawen，moshengeryaoyuan，
“shenmejiao‘xiuzheng’guodeshijie？”zhonglihuiguotou，chenguangweitadushangleyicengjinsedelunkuo，
rangtakanqilaixiangyizunmeiyouganqingdeshenxiang。“yisijiushi，nisuorenweide‘zhenshi’，zaoyibufucunzai。
nisuoshuxideneigetiwate，yijingsile。”“erwo，”tayibubuxiangwozoulai，
meiyibudouxiangshicaizaiwodexinzangshang，“wodezeren，jiushikanzhuni。
zainichedijuexing、shitujiangzheigeshijie‘boluanfanzheng’zhiqian，quebaonibuhuizuochurenhe……duoyudeshi。
”tadeshouqingqingfushangwodelianjia，neichuganbinglengdexiangshiwannianbuhuadeyanshi。“huanyinghuilai。
”tazaiwoerbiandiyu，shengyinlimeiyoubanfenxinhundexiyue，zhiyouwujinde、lingrenzhixidejianshiyujingu。
“shuodaodi，niwo，rujindoushiqiutu。”（er）wobeiruanjinle。yizhongliqizidemingyi，
beikunzaizheizuoweiyuyujingtaidingduandehuameilaolongli。tameiyouxianzhiwodexingdong，
wokeyizaizheijiankuanchangdezhaidiliziyouzoudong，shenzhikeyizoudaotingyuanli，fukanzhenggeliyuegang。
danwulunwozoudaonali，dounengganjuedaotaneishuangrongjinbandeyantong，ruyingsuixing。tabushizaikanyigeairen，
ershizaikanguanyijianweixianpin，yijiansuishikenengbaozha，jiangtashouhude“xinshijie”zhadefensuideweixianpin。
riziyitiantianguoqu，woshitucongzheiguiyidepingjingzhongzhaochupozhan。wofaxian，zheigeshijiequeshibei“xiuzheng”le。
woxiangshinvmendatanzuijindexinwen，tamengaosuwo，
mengdede“chenxijiuzhuang”rujinshitiwatezuifushengmingdeguojiuchandi，
diluke·laigenfendelaoyehetadeyidikaiyaduizhangxiongditongxin，jiangjiazuchanyedalidejingjingyoutiao，
errenxiongyoudigong，shimengdechengneirenrenchengxiandejiahua。wodexinchenlexiaqu。
zaiwocancunde、shuyu“jiushijie”dejiyili，
dilukehekaiyazaitamendefuqinkelipusi·laigenfendesihou，zaoyifendaoyangbiao，xingtongmolu。
neichangchongchizhehuoyan、beipanhejueliedeyuye，shimengdedimaizhongyidaoshenkejiangudeshanghen，
wocenghaofeishuyueshijianquanfuneiduankuangbaodejiyi。erxianzai，neidaoshanghenbeiwanmeidimopingle。querdaizhide，
shiyiduanwenxinhemudexujiatonghua。zheibujinjinshijiyicuangai。zheishixianshicengmiandezhongsu。
shisheiyouzheimedadenengnai？youshiweileshenme？zhonglikouzhongde“ta”——lingyigewo，jiujingzuoleshenme？
taweishenmeyaoyongzijidecunzaiweidaijia，qushouhuzheiyangyigexujiadeshijie？wushugeyewan，
wocongemengzhongjingxing，mengliquanshiposuidehuamian。shineigeyuye，dilukexinghongdeyanmou，
kaiyalianshangbinglengdejiaxiao，haiyou……mantianfeiwude、huibaisedexue。xuehualuozaizhuoredetudishang，
fachuzizideshengxiang，xiangshizaiweimougerendesiwangaidao。woshituyunyongwo“dimaixiubujiang”denengli，
qianrudimaishenchuxunzhaodaan。danmeiyici，dangwojizhongjingshen，shitulianjieneijiyidehongliushi，
zhonglidouhuiqiadaohaochudichuxian。youshitahuiduanlaiyiwanlianzigeng，shuoshianshen。
youshitahuiqingwopinjianxindaodeshipo，shuoshishangwan。tacongbujiechuanwodeyitu，yecongbuqiangyingdizuzhiwo，
zhishiyongyizhongwenheeryouburongjujuedefangshi，daduanwodeshifa。tadecunzai，
jiuxiangshiyizuowuxingde、youqiyuegouzhudelaolong，jiangwolaolaosuosi。zhidaoneitianwanshang。
womenyouyicixiangduiwuyandiyongwanlewancan。tazuozaizhuozidelingyitou，yisibugoudipinzhecha，
zitaiyouyadexiangyifuhua。erwo，shibuzhiwei。“nibuhaoqima？”wozhongyurenbuzhu，
dapolezheilingrenzhixidechenmo。tataiqiyan，jinsedemouzilibolanbujing：“haoqishenme？
”“haoqi‘ta’weishenmeyaozheimezuo。”wozhishizhetadeyanjing，shitucongzhongzhaodaoyisipozhan，
“nihe‘ta’lixiaqiyue，shouhuzheigeshijie。danzheigeshijieshijianlizaihuangyanzhishangde。
shenwei‘qiyuezhishen’，ninandaobujuedezheibenshenjiushiyizhongbeipanma？”wodehuayinjianrui，xiangyibadaozi。
zhonglidedongzuotingdunleyixia，neixiweidebianhuameiyoutaoguowodeyanjing。tafangxiachabei，fachuyishengqingxiang。
“qiyuedebenzhi，shi‘jiaohuan’。”tahuanhuankaikou，shengyindichenerqingxi，
“‘ta’fuchule‘ta’dequanbu，laihuanquzheigeshijiede‘wending’。wozuoweiqiyuedelingyifang，
zhixuzunshouyuedingjike。zhiyuzheiwendingshizhenshijia，yuqiyuebenshenwuguan。”“neiwendingzhixiashishenme？
shifulan！shinongchuang！”wodeqingxuyouxieshikong，“yigekaohuangyanweixideheping，jiuxiangshatanshangdechengbao，
yigelangtoujiunengjiangtachongkua！nishenweiyanshen，huoleshuqiannian，nandaolianzheigedaolidoubudongma？”tachenmole。
liangjiu，tacaitanlekouqi，neishengtanxilidaizhewocongweitingguodepibei。“wodong。”tashuo，
“wobirenherendoudong。danzheishi‘ta’dexuanze。”“tashishei？！”wojihushihouchulaide，
“wocaishi‘wo’！tapingshenmetiwozuoxuanze？！”“yinweitabinigengaizheigeshijie。”zhonglizhanqishen，
jugaolinxiadikanzhewo，yanshenlidiyiciliuluchulefenglideqingxu，“bu，huoxuyinggaishuo，
tabinigengaizheigeshijielide‘mougeren’。weileneigerennenghuozaiyige‘xingfu’dejiaxiangli，
tayuanyixianjiziji，yeyuanyi……moquni。”“‘mougeren’？”wodexinmengdijiujinle。
“yigehongtoufademengderen。”zhonglideshengyinhenqing，quexiangzhongchuiyiyangzazaiwodexinshang，
“yigeyinweiwufachengshoushiqu，erjihuyaohuimiezijide……kelianren。”hongtoufademengderen。
diluke·laigenfende。suoyoudexiansuozaizheiyikechuanlianleqilai。mengdedimaineidaobeiqiangxingfupingdeshanghen，
dilukehekaiya“xiongyoudigong”dejiaxiang，yiji“ta”buxiyiqiedaijiayeyaoshouhudezheige“xinshijie”。
yuanlai，zheiyiqiedegenyuan，douzaineigenanrenshenshang。“ta”aishanglediluke。
suoyi“ta”wufarenshoudilukehuozaishiqukaiyadetongkuzhong。yushi，
“ta”dongyongleshenwei“dimaixiubujiang”dejinjizhili，nizhuanlexianshi，fuhuolekaiya，
cuangailesuoyourendejiyi，zhiweilehuantayigexujiade、wuyoudexianzai。erwo，
zuowei“ta”qianyishiliweiyihaijide“zhenxiang”desuipian，chenglezheigexinshijiezuidadeweixie。“suoyi，
nihetadeqiyue，jiushiweilekunzhuwo。”woxiaoleqilai，xiaoshenglichongmanlebeilianghezichao，
“yinweiwohuihuiletajiairenjingxindazaodewanmeishijie。”“shi。”zhonglidehuidagancuililuo，
budaiyisiganqing。“ruguowozhiyiyaohuifuyiqieni？”wobishizheta。tadejinseyantongweiweimiqi，
yiguqiangdadaolingrenzhixideyanyuansulishunjianlongzhaolezhenggefangjian。kongqifangfoningguchenglehupo，
jiangwosisidijinguzaiyuandi。“neime，zaiqiyuedekuangjianei，”tayiziyidundishuo，
“woyouquandongyongyiqieshouduan，jiangni……chedimochu。”neiwan，wozuoleyigewanzhengdemeng。
menglimeiyouposuidehuamian，zhiyouwujinde、cigudebingxue。
wokandao“ta”zhanzaifengxuejiaojiadelongjixueshanzhidian，zaitamianqian，shiyijingbinglengjiangyingdekaiyadeshiti。
erzaibuyuanchu，dilukebaozheranshaode、shuyuzijideshenzhiyan，guizaixuedili，fachuyeshoubanjuewangdeaihao。
“ta”kanzheta，yanshenlichongmanleailianyuburen。ranhou，“ta”zhuanguoshen，duiwoshuo——bu，
shiduizhexukongzhongdewo，luchuleyigeqimeidexiaorong。“duibuqi。”taqingshengshuo，
“woyaobatacongdiyulilachulai。napa……daijiashibawoziji，haiyouni，yiqituirudiyu。
”huayinluoxia，tajiaoxiadedimaifachucimudeguangmang，zhenggeshijie，zaiwoyanqianfenbenglixi。
（san）zaidezhizhenxianghou，woxianrulegengshenchendejuewang。wodedirenbushizhongli，bushizheigexujiadeshijie，
ershichuangzaolezheigeshijiede“woziji”。wobei“ta”deaiyuzhinianqiujin，dongdanbude。meiyicihuxi，
douxiangshixirulehuangyandechenai，rangwogandaozhixi。zhongliduiwodekanguanyufayanmi。
tasihuchajuedaolewoneixindebupingjing，kaishicunbubulidigenzhewo。
womenxiangyiduizhenzhengdefuqineiyangtongjintongchu，zailiyuegangzuigaodeshifuyongcan，
zaishuoshurendechaguanlitingyunxianshengdexi。zaiwairenkanlai，womenshitianzaodishedeyiduibiren，
wangshengtangshenjujianchudekeqing，yutashenmiermeilideqizi。zhiyouwozijizhidao，meiyiciyutabingjianerxing，
tafangzaiwoyaojiandeshou，kansiqinni，shizeyunhanzhesuishikeyijiangwohuaweijifendeyanyuansuli。
neishiyizhongwenroudejingu，youyadeweixie。wokaishibiandechenmoguayan，zhengridaizaishufangli，
fanyuezhonglishouzangdeneixieguji。tasihuleyujiandaowozheiyang，yiweiwofangqiledikang。
tashenzhihuiqinziweiwotiaoxuanyixieguanyugudailiyuelishideguben，yuwotantaoqizhongdexijie。
danwobingfeizhendechenmiyulishi。wozaixunzhaoyigedongxi。yigehuoxunengdapojiangjude……loudong。
“ta”cuangailexianshi，dandimaidejiyiwufabeipingkongchuangzaohuoxiaohui，zhinengbeifugaiheniuqu。
jiuxiangyizhangbeitugaiyexiugaiguodezhi，zhiyaoyouzugoudeguang，zongnengkandaoxiamiandehenji。
wozaixunzhaoneishu“guang”。zhongyu，zaiyibenjilu“cengyanjuyuan”yidongdegujidejiafengzhong，wozhaodaolexiansuo。
neishiyiduanyongjiyinhuidebichuxiexiadehua，miaoshuleyizhongmingwei“jiyizhizhong”deqitejingshi。
zheizhongjingshidanshengyudimainenglianggaodunongsuozhidi，
nenggoujiluxiazhouweihuanjingzuizhenshide、weibeicuangaide“yuanshijiyi”。dangtabeijihuoshi，
huirangzhouweiderenduanzandikuijian“zhenxiang”。erzheizhongjingshi，zuidadechandi，jiushicengyanjuyuandedixiakuangqu。
yigedadandejihuazaiwoxinzhongchengxing。woxuyaoqucengyanjuyuan。woxuyaozhaodao“jiyizhizhong”。
danwogairuhebaituozhonglidejianshi？jihuihenkuaijiulaile。zheitian，ningguangpairensonglaiqingjian，
yaoqingwomencanjiaxinluochengdequnyugedewanyan。zhonglizuoweiliyuedegaowangzhongdemingshi，ziranzaishouyaozhilie。
erwo，zuoweitade“qizi”，yebixupeitongchuxi。wanyanshang，mingliuyunji。ningguang、keqing，
shenzhilianbeiguoyinxingdezhixingguan“gongzi”dadaliyayeheranzailie。wochuanzhezhongliweiwozhunbeidehuameilifu，
wanzhetadeshoubei，youzouzaigongchoujiaocuozhijian，lianshangguazhedetideweixiao。
wodexinquezaifengkuangdijisuanzheshijianhekenengxing。wozhuyidao，dadaliyademuguangpinpinluozaiwoshenshang。
neibushinanrenkannvrendemuguang，ershiyizhonglierenkandaoxinqiliewudeyanshen，chongmanletanjiuhexingwei。
zaiyanhuidejianxi，wojiekouqulutaitouqi，zanshibaituolezhongli。wogangzoudaolutaidelanganbian，
dadaliyajiugenleguolai。“zhonglixianshengdefuren，kanqilaisihubutaikaixin？”takaozailanganshang，
xiaoyinyindikanzhewo，lansedeyanjinglishanzhejiaoxiadeguang。“zhixingguanxianshengshuoxiaole。”wopingdandihuiying。
“shima？”tacoujinleyixie，yadileshengyin，“kenideyanjingzaishuo，nixiangyizhibeiguanzailongzilideniao，
pobujidaidixiangfeichuqu。”wodexinyijin。zheigeren，yuanbitabiaoxianchulaideyaominrui。
“wobuzhidaonizaishuoshenme。”wozhuanshenxiangzou。“biejizhefouren。”talanzhulewo，
xiaorongliduoleyisiwanwei，“woduinimendegushihenganxingqu。
yigeturanchuxiande、lianzijidoubujidechengguohundeqizi，
yigebaqizikandebizhenshihailaodeqi（yan）yue（wang）zhi（di）shen（jun）。zheibeihou，
yidingyougetiandademimi，duima？”tajihushitiezhewodeerduoshuochule“yanwangdijun”sigezi。
wohunshenyizhen，bukesiyidikanzheta。tazenmehuizhidaozhonglideshenfen？“biezheimejingya。”tazhiqishen，
songlesongjian，“womenyurenzhongdeqingbaowang，kebinixiangxiangdeyaolihai。suoyi，xiangbuxiangzuogejiaoyi，
zhonglifuren？”“shenmejiaoyi？”wojingtidikanzheta。“wobangnilikailiyue，qunixiangquderenhedifang。
erni，zhixuyaogaosuwo，nimenzhijiandaodizangzheshenmemimi。”tadeyanshenzhuore，
“woduinengrang‘shen’dourucijinzhangdemimi，keshihaoqidekuaiyaofafengle。”zheishiyigemoguideyaoyue。
yuyurenzhongzhixingguanhezuo，wuyiyuyuhumoupi。danwobiewuxuanze。zheishiwoweiyinengtaolizhonglizhangkongdejihui。
wodemuguangyueguodadaliyadejianbang，kandaozhonglizhengchuanguorenqunxianglutaizoulai。tademeitouweicu，
xianranyijingchajuedaolewode“sihui”。womeiyoushijianyouyule。“hao。”woxunsudiduidadaliyashuo，
“wodayingni。bangwolikaizheili，qucengyanjuyuan。”“cengyanjuyuan？”dadaliyatiaoletiaomei，
sihuyouxieyiwai，danlikeyouxiaoleqilai，“youyisi。chengjiao。”jiuzaizhonglitashanglutaideqianyimiao，
dadaliyaturanzhuazhulewodeshou，jiangyigexiaoxiaode、binglengdedongxisaijinlewodeshouxin。“zishi，beimatou。
wodechuanhuidengni。”tafeikuaididiyuleyiju，ranhousongkaishou，tuihouliangbu，
huifuleneifuwanshibugongdeyangzi。zhonglizouleguolai，muguangzaiwohedadaliyazhijiansaoguo，
zuihouluozaiwojinwodeshoushang。“‘gongzi’xiansheng，liwodeqiziyuanyidian。”tadeshengyinhenpingjing，
danzhouweidekongqiqueshunjianjiangzhibingdian。“biezheimexiaoqima，zhonglixiansheng。”dadaliyahahayixiao，
juqishuangshou，“zhishihemeilidefurenliaoliaotianeryi。yanhuichabuduojieshule，woxianzouyibu。”shuoba，
tachongwozhalezhayan，zhuanshenxiaosadiliqu。zhonglimeiyouzaikanwo，zhishilaqiwodeshou，xiangwaizouqu。
tadeshouzhangganzaoerwennuan，querangwogandaoyizhencigudehanyi。huidaozhaidi，tayiyanbufadizoujinshufang，
guanshanglemen。wozhidao，tayijingqileyixin。wotankaishouzhang，dadaliyasaijiwodeshiyimeiyurenzhongdehuiji。
tazaiwodezhangxin，binglengerchenzhong，xiangshiwoweiziyoufuchudediyigedaijia。lijieshihaiyouyigeshichen。
wozuozaishuzhuangtaiqian，kanzhejingzilineizhangjishuxiyoumoshengdelian，xinzangkuangtiaobuzhi。wozhendeyaobeipantama？
beipanzheigeyi“zhangfu”zhimingqiujinwodeshenming？jingzhongdewo，yanshenjianding。shide。weilezhenxiang，
weileduohuishuyuwodeshijie，wobiewuxuanze。（si）zishi，yeserumo。
wohuanshangleyishenbianyuxingdongdejingzhuang，qiaowushengxidilikaileneizuohuameidelaolong。zhonglideshufanghailiangzhedeng，
tameiyouchulaizulanwo。huoxushitaguoyuzixin，renweiwowufataochutadezhangxin；youhuoxu，
zheibenshenjiushitamoxudeyichangshitan。wobuganshenxiang，yilujixing，laidaolebeimatou。
yisouguazhebeiguoyinxingqizhideshangchuanjingjingditingbozaijiaoluo，yigedaizhemianjudeyurenzhongshibingzhengzaidengwo。
jiandaowo，taweiweigongshen，yinwoshangchuan。chuanhenkuaishililegangkou，liyuegangcuicandedenghuozaishenhoujianjianyuanqu，
zuihouhuazuoyipianmohudeguangyun。wozhanzaichuantou，haifengchuiqiwodezhangfa，xinzhongmeiyoubanfentaolidexiyue，
zhiyouchendiandiandebuan。dadaliyabingmeiyouchuxianzaichuanshang。zheirangwoshaoweisonglekouqi，yerangwogengjiajingti。
tajiujingxiangcongwozheilidedaoshenme？chuanxingleyiye，zaidiertiantianliangshi，didalecengyanjuyuanderukou。
yurenzhongdexiaolvgaodejingren。tamenzaoyizailinshiyingdiliweiwozhunbeihaoledituhekantangongju。
yinlingwodeshibingjiaojiwoyigetongxunzhuangzhi，gaosuwo“gongzi”darensuishihuilianxiwo，ranhoubianchelile。
tamenbawoyigerenliuzailezheili。yehao。wobenjiubuxiwangyourengenzhe。cengyanjuyuan，
zheigebeiziheisejingshiqinshidejudakengdong，xiangdadideyidaozhengningshangba。
kongqizhongmimanzheyiguqiyide、lingrenbuandenengliang。woshenxiyikouqi，anzhaogujizhongdejizai，
xiangzhedixiakuangqushenchuzouqu。zheilidedimainengliangyichanghunluan。
wushuposuidejiyisuipianxiangyoulingyiyangzaiwoshenbianpanxuan。youkuanggongmenshengsilijiedenahan，
youqianyanjunyuxuefenzhandenuhou，haiyou……yizhonggengshenchen、genggulaodebeiming。woqiangrenzhejingshenshangdebushi，
jiannandizaimigongbandekuangdaozhongchuanxing。yuewangshenchu，neizhongbeikuishideganjuejiuyueqianglie。wozhidao，
shidimaizhongde“dongxi”zhuyidaolewo。zhongyu，zaiyichubeijudajingshifengsuodedongxueshenchu，wozhaodaoleta。
neishiyikuaizhiyoubazhangdaxiaodejingshi，tongtichengche，quezaihexinchu，youyidianxingchenbandeweiguangzaihuanhuanliuzhuan。
jiyizhizhong。woshenchushou，xiaoxinyiyidijiangtacongyanbishangquxia。jiuzaiwodezhijianchupengdaotadeshunjian，
yigupangdaerhunluandejiyihongliumengdichongjinlewodenaohai！bushiwodejiyi，yebushizheigeshijiedejiyi。
shizhonglide。shiyanwangdijunmolakesi，zhangdaliuqianniandejiyi。wokandaoletayuruotuolongwangbingjianzuozhan，
kandaoletaqinshoujiangfanmudezhiyouzhenya；wokandaoletayinlingliyuexianminjianligangkou，
yekandaoletazaimoshenzhanzhengzhongshiquyiweiyouyiweixianrenzhanyou。neifenmanzhangsuiyuejileixialaidemosunyuguji，
jihuyaojiangwodeyishiyakua。wosisiyaozhuzuichun，burangzijihunguoqu。
erzaineirushanhaibanchenzhongdejiyizuishenchu，wokandaole……“ta”。kandaole“ta”shiruhelaidaoliyue，
ruhechengweiyimingdimaixiubujiang。kandaole“ta”zaixiubudimaishi，diyicikuijianletadejiyi，
kandaoletadepibeiyugudu。wokandao“ta”yidiandiandiaishanglezheigechenmoerqiangdadeshenming。bu，budui！
juqingbudui！“ta”aidebushidilukema？weishenmezheilihuikandao“ta”duizhonglideaiyi？
wodedanaoyipianhunluan。jiuzaizheishi，jiyidehuamianmengranyizhuan。shineichangwanyan。zaiqunyugedelutaishang，
“ta”xiangzhonglibiaobaile。“zhonglixiansheng，”mengjingzhongde“ta”guqiyongqi，yangtoukanzheta，
yanzhongshihaobuyanshideaimu，“wo……xihuanni。”erzhongli，zhishichenmodikanzheta，
jinsedeyantonglimeiyousihaobolan。“renleideganqing，yuwoeryan，taiguoduanzan，yetaiguochenzhong。”xujiu，
tacaihuanhuankaikou，shengyinyirujiwangdepingdan，“baoqian。”tajujueleta。
“ta”lianshangdeguangmangshunjianximiele。yuanlaishizheiyang。yuanlai“ta”zhenzhengaideren，shizhongli。erdiluke，
zhishiyigehuangzi，yigetayonglaiyangaizijizhenzhengmudede……jiekou？bu，budui！ruguotaaideshizhongli，
neitaweiheyaofeijinxinliqu“zhengjiu”dilukehekaiya？zheiliangjianshizhijian，daodiyoushenmelianxi？
wowozhejiyizhizhong，gandaoyizhenchegudehanleng。woganjuezijisihuchupengdaoleyichangjudapianjudehexin，
danneizhenxiang，quebeigengshendemiwulongzhaozhe。“kanlainizhaodaohaodongxile。
”yigexixuedeshengyinturanzaishenhouxiangqi。womengdihuitou，zhijiandadaliyabuzhiheshiyijingzhanzailedongkou，
zhengxiaomimidikanzhewo。“xianzai，keyigaosuwonidemimilema？”tayibubuxiangwozoulai，
“nengrangyanwangdijunqinzishejukanguandemimi，yidingfeichang……youqu。”“sheju？”wolengzhule。
“buranni？”tatankaishou，yilian“nizenmezheimetianzhen”debiaoqing，“nizhenyiwei，meiyoutademoxu，
ninengqingyilikailiyuegang？woneisouchuan，kongpagangchuhai，jiuhuibeitayongyanqiangchuochengsuipianle。
”wodexueyeshunjianninggule。zheiyiqie，doushizhonglidejihua。taguyirangwotaochulai，
guyirangwozhaodaojiyizhizhong。weishenme？“taxiangrangniqinyankankan‘zhenxiang’。
”dadaliyafangfokanchuanlewodexinsi，lianshangdexiaorongyufacanlan，“yigebeicengcenghuangyanbaoguode，
cankudezhenxiang。erwoma，zhishigeleyuzhurende……zhongjianshang。”“nidaodixiangshuoshenme？
”wowojinleshouzhongdejingshi，jingtidikanzheta。“woxiangshuodeshi，”tadeyanshenturanbianderuiliqilai，
“niyoumeiyouxiangguo，weishenmedimaihuibeiniuqu？zhendeshiyinwei‘ta’duidilukede‘ai’ma？haishishuo，
zheizhengge‘xinshijie’，benshenjiushiyichangxianjimouwei‘shenming’de，shengdaerjuewangde……jipin？
”tadehuaxiangyidaoshandian，pikailewonaozhongdemiwu。womengdiditou，kanxiangshouzhongdejiyizhizhong。
ruguo“ta”aideshizhongli，ruguo“ta”demudeshiweilezhongli……neime，tacuangaimengdedelishi，
zhengjiudilukehekaiya，jiujuebushibiaomianshangkanqilaineimejiandan。zheibeihou，
yidingyinzangzheyigenengyu“shen”cheshangguanxide，gengjiakongbudezhenxiang。wobixujihuota。
wobixukandaobeifugaizaizuidicengde，neigezuichude、zuiyuanshidejiyi。wotaiqitou，
kanxiangdadaliya：“bangwozhengqushijian。”tatiaoletiaomei：“e？xiangzuoshenme？”“jihuota。
”wojuqijiyizhizhong，“zhonglihenkuaijiuhuilaile。woxuyaonibangwodangzhuta。
”dadaliyadelianshangluchulejiduxingfendebiaoqing，xiangshitingdaolezuimeimiaodezhandouyaoyue。“leyizhiji。
”talaxialelianshangdemianju，yanzhongzhanyifeiteng，“nengheneiwei‘xiansheng’quanlidayichang，
wokeshiqidaiyijiule！”huayinweiluo，zhenggedongxuekaishijuliedizhandongqilai。
yigushuxierbangbodeyanyuansuli，congdongkouxiongyongerru。talaile。wobuzaiyouyu，
likejiangzijiquanbudejingshenli，guanruleshouzhongdejiyizhizhong！
（wu）dangwodejingshenliyongrujiyizhizhongdeshunjian，zhenggeshijiezaiwoyanqianhongranbengta。
zhouweideyanbi、zisedejingshi、yijidongkouchuyijingyuzhonglijiaoshangshoudedadaliya，
quanbuhuazuoleliuguangyicaideshujuliu，zaiwoshenbianjisuxuanzhuan。woxiangshizhuiruleyigewanhuatong，
shikongdegainianbiandemohubuqing。wokandaole。
wokandaoleneigebei“ta”fugai、beisuoyourenyiwangde“jiushijie”dezhenxiang。
neishiyigebiwoxiangxiangzhonggengjiacankudezhenxiang。zai“jiushijie”li，mengdedeneichangyuye，
jiejubingfeidilukehekaiyafendaoyangbiaoneimejiandan。neiwan，zaidilukeyinweifuqindesierxianrudiankuang，
jijiangbeixieyandeliliangfanshishi，kaiyaweilezuzhita，
yeweilelvxingzijizuowei“kanruiyamodaiwangyi”demouzhongshiming，dongyongleyizhongjinjideliliang。
tajiangzijiyukanruiyazuihoude“gengdiji”hexinronghe，shituqiangxingjinghuadiluketineidewuhuizhili。
neichangmian，canliedaowufayongyanyuxingrong。kaiyadeshentibeiheiniyuhuoyantunshi，zaidilukemianqiancuncunxiaojie。
erdiluke，yanzhengzhengdikanzhezijideyidiweilezhengjiuzijierhuaweihuijin，neifentongkuyujuewang，
zhijieyinbaoletatineiqianzangde、shuyu“yanzhimoshen”decanyuliliang。shide，laigenfendejiazudexuemai，