《第一次死亡》 小说介绍
《diyicisiwang》shiyibuyinrenrushengdeyanqingxiaoshuo,youzuojiakongtingwanjingxinchuangzuo。gushizhujiaoyanyujunchuguangxidemingyunyuaiqing、quanlihebeipanjiaozhizaiyiqi,jieshilerenxingdefuzaheshehuideheianmian。zheibenxiaoshuoyiqishenkededongchalihejinzhangdejuqingerbeishouzanyu。zhijiantahuranqingxiaoleyisheng,suihouzhanqishenlai,duobudaolewodeshenpang,tantouchaowaikanleyiyan,jieryouluchuyifubuhuangbumangdeshensexiaodao。……。
《第一次死亡》 第二章 免费试读
受益人的四百万
woheyanyujunxiangshizaisannianqiandexiatian。
neigeshihouwogangdaxuebiyeyinian,taqueyijingzaiyudajituanneichulufengmangle。
yinzhepengyoujieshaohecuohe,wohetahenkuaibianzaiyiqile。
zheisanniandeshijianrutongbaijuguoxi,zailianailitaaiwo、baorongwo、zhaoguwodeyiqie,shiyigesuoyoupengyoudouxianmude‘buzhebukoubierenjiadenanyou’。
taqingxupingwen,piqixinggeyehenzhenchengrexin,shenghuoligongzuoshangsuoyourenduitadepingjiadouhengao。
suoyizhishizhizhongwodoubumingbai,zheiyangjinhushiquanshimeideyigerenweishenmeyaoxuanzezisha?
erqiezhongyaodeshi…womenjiukuaiyaojiehunle。
kanzhezhuoshangtaqinbishuxiedexiapinhunshu,woyanleizaicixiongyongchuleyankuang。
wozhishizaiwomenganglianaishitiguoyijuwohenxihuanzhongshidehunli,meixiangdaotajingranzhendejilezheimeduonian。
wozhanqishen,wojinshouzhongdedaizipingwenxialexinqing,suihouchulemen。
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「做DNA鉴定?」
yiyuannei,wojiangshouzhongzhuangzheyanyujuntoufadedaizidijilehaiyijiuzaiyiyuandiaochajiudianshihuoyuanyindejingcha。
「jiuzheiyici,woxiangquedingneijubeishaochengneiyangdeshitijiujingshibushiwonanpengyou。」
wobaituozheyishenghejingcha,tamenjianwodemoyang,sihuyeshiyuxinburen,tanlekouqihaishiwunaidejieguolewoshouzhongdekoudai。
tamenzouhou,wojingjingdezuozaidatingneinaixindedengdaiqilai。
「chuxiaojie,youmeiyourenshuonizhuangyangzizhendezhuangdehenxiang?」
yidaonanshenghurancongwoshenhouxiangqi,woshuerlengxialelian,tiqiyipangdebaojiuxiangzou。
「e^,chuxiaojienijiandaowopaoshenme?」
wodeshoumoranbeirenlazhu,wozhuanguotoukanleyiyanyipangweixiaozhedetanyuchuan,maleyiju:「fangkaiwo。」
「ok。」tarenshudeyixiao,suihouyoucetoukanleyiyanwoshenhouweiyoudeyigefangjian——jianyanshi。
「chuxiaojiemingmingzhidaotajintianjiuyaohuohuale,suoyicaiganmangdaizhedongxilaiyiyuanzuogednajianding?」
tanyuchuanneirangrenexindecaiyiyouzuanchulekoulai。
bansuizhe‘pa’deyisheng,wotaishoujiujiletayigebazhang。
「woyoushihouzhendehenbumingbai,tanlvshi,niweishenmezongshibuxiangxinwo?wozhendemeiyousibaiwan,shenzhixianzaineibiqianhaibianchenglewodezhaiwu!」
wochaotadahouchulesheng,yanleiyesihaobuzhengqideliulexialai,huayinluoxia,womoranbianzhuanshenlikai。
zhiliuxiatayigerentouwaizhe,lengzaiyuandi。
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dnajieguochulaidehenkuai,dangjingchabaneiyifenbaogaoshujiaodaowoshoushangdeshihaiyouyimeijiezhi。
那是…
wowangzhetadaidaichuleshen。
zheiyimeijiezhishiwoheyanyujungangtanlianaiyizhounianshiwohetayiqiqudiydianzuodesujie。
dandangshiwozuodetaixiaole,suoyihoulaitazhangpangleyixie,neijiezhiyezaiyequbuchulaile。
wodangshihaikaiwanxiaodewentashuozenmeban,dantadehuidaquerangwoxianzaixiangqilaineixinyekuangtiaobuzhi。
「qubuxialaibushizhenghaoma?zheiyangwojiukeyiyizhidaizhewomendejiezhi,yeyongyuanbuhuifenkaile。」
tasihuhaizaiwonaohaidejiyilixiaozhe,danwohaoxiangjianjiankanbuqingtadelianle…
chuimouwangzheshouxindeneimeijiezhi,wokudaoqibuchengsheng。
yanyujunnigepianzi!bushishuohaoyizhidaizheyongyuandoubufenkaima?weishenmenixianzaibataquxialaile?!
「真的是他?」
「闭嘴!」
taoyanderenyouyinhunbusandekailekou。
wojidongdechaozhetanyuchuanhouleyisheng。
「tanyuchuan!nidaodihaixiangzenmeyang?yujunshizhendesile!niweishenmejiushibuxiangxin?!」
「nijiujingyoushenmemude?weishenmeneimeguanxinyanyujunsimeisi?」
wozhanqishenlaiyibuyibuchaotakaojin,shengyindaizhekuqiangwogenbenkongzhibuzhu。
「tasileduiyudalaishuobushigenghaoma?fouzezheisibaiwandewumingzhaiwuyebuzhiyuwumiedaolewodenaodaishang!」
wolengxiaozhe,kanzheyanqianhaixiangyaokaikoudenanrenduichulesheng。
zheijiushiyibizixuwuyoudejiazhang,ketamenquexiangjinbanfaxiangcongwozheilidedaozheibiqian!
tanyuchuankanzhewopojiu,tayanshenyouhei,dingdewoyekaishifachu。
liangjiu,tachuixialemou,banshangdoumeiyouzaichusheng,huranbianzhuanguoshenzoule。
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wohuidaolejia,kanzheshoulideneimeijiezhifadai。
sixufangkong,wojiangtayuenieyuejin。
tademeiyicunwenliwodourutongzhongduleyibandexiangyaoganshouqingchu。
neishangmianhaiyoudangchubeiwobuxiaoxinzadaodeyikuaiquekuai。
zheimeijiezhiwohenqueding,jiushiwonanpengyouyanyujundejiezhi。
woyicunyicundifuguotadehenji,zhidaoganshoudaojiezhineilideaotubuping。
这是什么?
wocuzhemeijiangjiezhinaqiduizhechuangwaideguangliang。
neilidejingxiangbeiwoyishouyandi。
「1990.07.18…yj?」
dishengninanchushangmiankezhedanqueyijingyouxiemohubuqingdeziji,wogandaoyizhenguaiyi。
wojinjindecushanglemeitou,kanzheneiyichuangenbenbushuyuwodeshengri,shenzhijiuliannianfendouduibushang。
kezheimeijiezhiqueshishiwodachulaisongjiyanyujunde,neizheilimiandeshengriheyjyoushisheide?
「叮铃铃——」
dianhuadeshengyinshuerzaiyoujingwanfendeketingneixiangqi,wobeiheleyitiao,shenshoujieguo。
「wei,nihao,nawei?」
「是我。」
duimiandenanrensihuduiwodewentiyouxieyiwai,anjingleliangmiao,suihoucaiyoukailekou。
「谭律师?」
wonaxiadianhuakanleyiyan,jianzheshangmiandeyichuanmoshengshuziwoyoukailekou:「nizenmehuidawodianhua?」
「咳。」
zhitingjiantanyuchuankesouleyisheng,suihouhualihuawaidoushizhuangsiwuyidetaidu,dao:「meishenme…ke,zhishijuedewozaoshangkenengqueshitaijidongle,redeniyebukaixin,wohenbaoqian。」
「woqishizhishixianggaoqingchuyanyujundaodihaihuozhemei,ruguotahaihuozheneijiuyidingyao…yaoshibagongkuanbuqingde。」
nanrenqianqiangdehuayuzaiwotingqilaiyouxiekexiao。
「haiyoushimatanlvshi?meishidehuawojiuguale。」
wobuxiangzaihezheizhongrenlangfeikoushe。
对牛弹琴。
「mei…」tashengyintingqilaisihuyouxieguaiguaide,wobumingbaitaweishenmeneimeguanxinyanyujundaodihuomeihuozhe。
taduitacunhuodeguanxinshenzhiyijingdaoleyizhongwoganjuedou…biantaidedibu。
xiangzhetajinzaoshangzaikanjianwohouchaoshenhouzangqilaidesuliaokoudai,shuoshihuawobudebuhuaiyitaneitianquwojiazhaowoshuobudingshiquwojianawonanyouyanyujundednawu。
fouzetazenmekenengyeneimeqiaozaijintianchuxianzaiyiyuan,haishidnadejianyankeshi?
「haode,zaijian。」wolengdandeyingleyisheng,gangxiangguaduandianhua,duimiandenanrenyoukailekou。
「fayuanneibianhenkuaijiuyaokaitingle,nizhuyiyingsu。ruguofangbiannimingtianzuihaolaiyudazhaowoyitang…」
wo‘peng’diguadiaoledianhua,biaoqinglengmo。
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diertianyidazao,wodaoleyuda。
tanyuchuanlaimenkoubawojieshanglelou。
qishishuoshihua,zheishiwodiyicilaiyuda,zaicizhiqianwulunshiyanyujunzaizheilizuodeduomedefengshengshuiqi,wodoubucengjianguotadepiankehuihuang。
wogenzhetanyuchuanjinletadebangongshi,taguanshanglemen。
「坐。」
fukaiyizitadiandiantoushiyiwozuoxia,woweiweihanshouceshenzuolexialai。
mianqiandeshiyifenbaozhuangxiqingdelidai。
「你要过生日了?」
kanzheyanqianlidaishangjudadeshengrikuailesigezi,woduozuidewenleyiju。
tanyuchuancetoukanleyiyanwoyanqiandedaizi,yaoleyaotou,「bushiwo,shiwomendelaobanniang。」
「daizilimianyoutang,nixiangchikeyina。」
woeleyisheng,yebukeqi,shenshoujiumoguolaileneigelidaijiangqichaikai。
daizineilidetangzhongleifanduo,wosuibiannieleyikesaijinzuili,zhongyuganjuedaozheiyigexingqiyilaishoudaodekusihuhuanjieleyixie。
woditouzhunbeijianglidaifanghao,kehuangyanjianwoquepiejianlelidaineideyizhangshengriyaoqinghan。
这是…?
woqingqingjiangneizhangyaoqinghancongzhongduodetangguozhongnachulai,yingruyanliandeheranshi1990.07.18——yingjiyj。
wogandaoyizhenqingtianpili。
xiayishunwojimangdezhaixialetaozaiwoshouzhishangdeneimeiyuanshuyuyanyujundejiezhi,shoupangdebeiziyebeiwoyibuxiaoxinfuluozailedishang。
bansuizhebeizi‘peng’deyishengshuaisuisheng,tanyuchuansihuyefaxianlewodeyichang。
「你怎么了?」
takuaibudicuzhemeiraoguoyanqianjudadebangongzhuochaowozoulai,suihoutahewoyiqiqingxidikanjianlejiezhishangneihelaobanniangyimoyiyangdemingzisuoxieheshengri。
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ziqianjiriwohetanyuchuanyidaofaxianlejiezhideyichangzhihou,tabianzheshoudiaochaqilezheijianshi。
tasihuduicishishifenzhongshi,zhongshidao…tagenbenbujinjinshixiangyudadeyigedaililvshineimejiandanle。
woduitadeshenfenyeyuelaiyuecunyi。
henkuai,fayuanjiuwo、yanyujunheyudajituandeshijianjinxinglediyicidekaiting。
erzuoweiyudajituandedaililvshitanyuchuanquebingmeiyouchuxizheiyicitingshen。
wosongleyikouqi,shengpatayilaijiuhuizhuazhewobufang。
danhuoxuzhengshiyinweizheiyicitameiyoulaideyuanyin,yudaduicitigongdezhengjuhelvshidebianhudoubuzu。
suoyihenxingyun,zaizheiyicitingshenjieshuhou,wobingmeiyoushoudaorenheshizhixingdepanjue。
bingqiefayuanrendingyudatigongdezhengjubuzu,suoyiyebingmeiyouyaoqiuwoyaotinanyouyanyujunguihaisibaiyuwanyuandegongkuan。
zheikongpajiushizuijinsuoyoubuxingxiaoxizhizhongdewanxingleba。
wotuozhepibeideshentihuidaolejia,henkuai,zhangjiuhewoyijingmeiyoulianxidetanyuchuandedianhuaquehurandalai。
「tingshenwanlema?jieguoruhe?」
「buhaoyisi,meiyourunideyuan,fayuanbingmeiyoupanwohaiqian。」
woxiluodexiaoleyisheng,duimiandenanrenlenglepianke,suihouyouxiaoleqilai:「ruwodeshenmeyuan?wokecongmeishuoguoxiwangnibeipanhaiqian。」
tadesangyindichenermianmi,zaizheiweiweiguazhefengdeheiyeliqingfuguowodexin。
「nidadianhualaishiyoushenmeshima?」
「womeishijiubunengdajini?」tafanwenlewoyiju,wobeiyezhulaimeihuakeshuo。
「haoledounide,buguoganjuenixinqinghaishihaolebushao,yaoshixiangyiqiannizhibudingyouyaoshuaiwobazhangle。」
tanyuchuansihuzichaodexiaolexiao,neiju‘xiangyiqian’shuolaihaoxiangwomenyijingrenshileduojiuyiyang。
我尴尬的不敢接话。
dianhualiangtoudoutongshichenmolexialai。
zhidaoduimiandenanrenzaicikaikou:「shangcijiezhideshiqingzhihou,wozhuanmentuorenqudatingleyixiayudalaobanhelaobanniangdeqingkuang。」
「你猜怎么着?」
nanrenmaizheguanzi,woneixinyouxiejinzhangdepengpengzhitiaoqilai:「wobuzhidao。」
「jugongsineiyourenshuoqianbujiuyudadelaobanhelaobanniangzainaolihun,chaodehenlihai,shenzhihaidongleshou。」
「neigeshihousuoyouyuangongdouyiweicengjingenaideliangkouzibianchengzheiyangshiyaolihunle,danzuijinhaoxiangshuoyoumeishenmewentile,jiulianlaobanniangdeshengrihuiyehuizhaochangdejuban。」
nanrendichendesangyintongguotingtongshashadichuanlai。
「weishenmeshitingshuo,nibujiushiyudaderenma?zheixienizhiqiandoubuzhidao?」
wozhuazhuletahuazhongdeloudong。
「erqieniweishenmeyaochenghunizijidelaobanhelaobanniangjiao——yudadelaobanhelaobanniang?」
woyoubuchongleyiju,duimiandenanrenchichidoumeiyoukaikoujiehua。
「习惯这么说了。」
tazhidaleyijuhaha,henkuaibianyouzhuanyilehuati,「wodasuanzheizhoulaobanniangshengrideshihouqutashengrihuishangkankan…niyaobuyaoyiqi?」
tingzhenanrendeyaoyue,wozongganjuenanatingqilaidouyoudianqiguai。
bijingzheishizheisannianyilaichuleyanyujunyiwaidiyiciyounanrendanduyuewo。
woculecumei,sikaoleyishunhou,haishiyingleyiju:「hao。」
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zhoumoderizihenkuaijiudaolai,wozuoweiyanyujunde‘qinpeng’hetayiqishouyaoqianwang。
shengrihuishang,wojiandaoleyudadelaobanhelaobanniang。
wonazheshoushangdesujie,henkuaibianchenzheyudazhangzonglikaihouzoudaoletalaopodeshenbian。
「张太太。」
woxianghanzhexiaohetadagezhaohu,danhenxianran,wobingbushizhuangmozuoyangdezheikuailiao。
「你好。」
tatingjianyourenjiaotahuiguoleshen,suihoulimaodichaowodianlediantou。
danwoxiang,wosihumeishenmeduoyudeliyoukeyigentazaizheilihanxuan。
wokaimenjianshandetankaileyoushou,shouxinliheranjiushiyanyujundeneiyimeisujie。
「zhangtaitai,henbaoqianyizheiyangdefangshirenshinin,zheimeijiezhishiwonanpengyouyanyujundesirenwupin,xianzaiwozaizheishangmiankanjianlenideshengriyijinimingzidesuoxie。」
「woxiangqingwennin…zheizuohejieshi?」
bansuizhewohuayuyiziyidundeluoxia,tadeliansebiandeyuelaiyuenankan,kanqilaicangbaidejiuyaosile。
wokanzhetayifunanyiqichidemoyang,wodeneixinhurangandaoyizhenkexiao。
neishiyizhongkebeidekexiao。
yuanlai,zuishangshuozhezuiaiwo,xinlishuozheyongyuanjidewoaideyiqiedenanren,yebuguoshiyigelvlewodepituinan。
shenzhijiuliantapitui,tadoushizaizuobierendexiaosan。
「haha…hahahaha…」
wohuranrenbuzhuxiaoleqilai,xiaozhexiaozhe,yanleiquebuzijuedeliulexialai。
buyuanchu,yudadezhangzongbuzhicongnalizoulechulaihuidaoleyingjideshenbian。
tawangxiangwodeyanshendaizheyisirangrenhanzhandeyinchen。
henkuai,yingjibeitatuozoule。
shengriyanhuihuranzhongzhi,suoyoudebinkedoubeimomingqimiaodeganchulezhangjia。
woyanqiandenanrenyangqilemeitou,lianseyeshanguoleyimochayidechourong。
「zheizhangjiakendingyougui。」
tanyuchuanshuozhe,lianseyeyufabuhao,kanzheshenhoululuxuxulikaidebinkemen,tahuranzhuantouchaowodao:「niyaobuyaohewoyiqiliuxialai,womenzaikankan?」
wokanzhetaboqingyaoyedeshuangmou,neilimiansihuyouzhejingyusuanjidemouguang。
guishishenchaxia,wodianlediantou。
jiuzheiyang,wohetanyuchuanyitongliulexialai,henkuaibianzuandaolezhangjiabieshudehouhuayuan。
ganggangdunxiazanghao,biantingjianzaiwoshenpangdetanyuchuanyouxiezhenjingdedaoleyiju:「tazhendezaidatalaopo。」
touguohouhuayuanchaobieshushangkanqu。
fangjianneibeilashanglechuanglian,suikanbuqingchuneilidezhenshiqingkuang,dantongguoneichuanglianshangdeyingziquenenggoushifenqingxidekanchuyingjizhengzaibeizhangzeanzaidishangouda。
tazaiqiurao,zaidishangfangunzhe。
tadecanjiaosihujiuyaochuanpoyunxiao,sihuyouxiangdaolegangcaizhangzezhangzongkanwodeneiyifuyinsenshenqing,womengdidaleyigehanzhan。
「kanlaicishizhendelingyouxiqiao。」
tanyuchuancuzhemei,tahewoyidaodunzaiyipangyouxiegaodudezhiwubeihou,wenredehuxijunyundepensazaiwodezuoerpang。
woganjueyouxiere,suihouchaoyipangduoleduo,kejinjiezhexiayimiao,neigenanrenyousihuwuyishibandekaowojinleyixie。
「zheijianshiwomenbufangbianzhijiechashou,dengmingtianwozhijienimingbaojing,zheijianshihaishixuyaojingchalaidiaocha。」
henkuai,wohetanyuchuanbianyidaoquchelikailezhangjiadebieshu。
diertian,wokaishijingjingdedengdaiqiletanyuchuandebaojingjieguo。
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「叮铃铃——」
dianhuazhongyuxiangle,wokanzheshoulimoranzhendongqilaidedianhuahuixinyixiao。
wosihuzijidoumeiyoufaxianzijicikexintaidebianhua。
wofangfo…bingbuxiangzhiqianneiyangneibansangqi,neibanbuguanxinwaijiedeyiqiele。
「laiyuda,woyijingnimingbaojingle。」
jieqidianhua,tanyuchuandeshengyinzaidianhualingyitouxiangqi。
guaduandianhuawocongcongchulemenchaozheyudajituanganqu。
jiuzaiwoganggangwodaodayudashi,jingchayeqiahaolaidaoleyuda。
zongcaibangongshiwai,wotingjianletamendejiandanwenhua。
「zhangtaitai,zheixieshangshibushibeinilaogongdade?」
「bushibushi!」jingchadexunwenhuayingangluo,zhitingyingjijiulianmangzhejidefourenqilai。
neimoyangjiuhaoxiangshengpasheizhidaoletalaogongjiabaoletayibandejia。
「meiguanxi,yingnvshi,zhiyaonishuochulaiwomenyidinghuibangni。」
jingchajiantademoyang,lianshangdeshenqingyemoranyansuqilai,meitouxiayishideshoujin。
「meiyou,wolaogongduiwohenhaode!wobuzhidaowobuzhidao——tahenaiwo,dui!tapawoyinweibiedenanrenlikaita,taduiwozhendehenhaode,zhende!」
huoxushiyizhongjingchaweiraodeqingkuanghezheleyingji,tajicisanfandeqiangdiaotalaogongduitazhendehenhaoleqilai。
「laogongqiuqiunifangguota,wobu——wobuyaohenilihun,qiuqiuni!」
yingjishuozheshuozhe,buzhidaoyoushoudaoleshenme**,jingranhurankaishifengyanfengyuleqilai。
touguochuanghudefengxiwokanjianlelimianneigezuowanhaifengguangyikedezhongniannvren。
dancikedetaquezaoyishipitousanfa,yizhelingluanle。
wotanleyikouqi,xianglaiyeshi,zuoweiyigerucibeishouyalizhemodenvren,taaidenanrenbeizijidelaogongxianhai,tongshi,zijiyoupalaogonghezijilihunershiquronghuafugui。
yigezongshidanjingshoupalaogonghuizhemoziji、shalezijidenvren,youzenmenengzuodaozairuciyalizhidadeqingkuangzhixiabufengni?
suirantaaidenanrenshiwodenanpengyou,danzheisihubingbuyingxiangwoduitagandaokebei。
jingchazhongyulikailezongcaibangongshi。
woyihuaizhechenzhongdexinqingzaicihuidaoletanyuchuandebangongshi。
「怎么样?」
tawangzhewocongneiyiduigeshigeyangdewenjianlitaiqiletou。
wopieletayanqiandewenjianyiyan,tayouxiejingtidejiangneixiewenjianshouleshou。
「yingjibuchengrentashenshangdeshangshizhangzedade,tameiyouzhizheng,jingchayenazheijianshimeibanfa。」
woyaoleyaotou,zhuanshenzuozaileyipangdeyizishang,qishidaoxianzaiweizhiwodoubumingbaizheijianshiqingweishenmehuifazhanchengzheiyang。
huran‘zisha’denanyou,fayuandechuanpiao,sibaiyuwanyuandegongkuan,daizheqitamudededaililvshi,nanyoupituidexiaosanfupo,yiji…tamenzhijianheyudazhangzong——yanyujundingtouzuidashangsidelianxi…
zheiyiqieqiedourangwoganjuedaoyanqiandemiwuyuelaiyueshenleqilai。
「wozhidaole。」nanrenweiweiyihanshou,suihouyoumochuwozaoyijiaojitadeneiyimeiyuanbenshuyuyanyujundesujie,「zheishiyigezhengju,buzhidaonijiebujieyiwobatajiaojijingcha?」
shunzhetademuguang,wodeshixianluozailetashoushangnazhedeneimeijiezhishang。
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wowangzheneimeijiezhihaobanshang,daidaide。
henjiuzhihou,wocaizhongyuxuanzeyaoleyaotou。
「jiaojitamenba,zheizhongdongxi…woyebuxiangzailiule。」
buzhidaogairuhexingrongwozijicikedexinqing,wozhizhidaoyanyujun——yigeriribaaiwofangzaikoutouhexingdongshangdenanren,queyehuizaiwomenaidezuinongliedeshihoubeipanwo。
shenzhihaiweileyudaneibudequanshihezhiwei,buxiquzuobierenyoufuzhifudesaner。
woshenshangfanqileyicengjipigeda,neiguzijidongxibeidianwudeexinganzaiyicidechaowofengkuangyonglai,**ouleyixia。
yanyujun,nijiuxiangyikuaicongneikaishixiangwailandefurou,zhongyuhaishizaixianzaihuranzaiwomianqianbaodiaole——
「zouba,wosongnihuiqu。」
tanyuchuanjiangjiezhijiaojijingchahouhenkuaibianhuidaolebangongshi。
huoxushitajianwoshenseyangyang,yushibiantiyisongwoyicheng。
「hao,mafannile。」dianlediantou,womeiyoujujuetadeqingqiu。
yinweizheiyitianwodoushizaishiguodelaitaiguopibeile。
woxiangxiuxi,woxiangyaozijihaohaojingjing。
jinjindiniezhuyibai,wozaitanyuchuandecheshangchenchendishuiqu。
cheliangpingwendexingshizailushang,yiluwuhua。
直到很久以后——
「喂?」
「shenme?!nicongnadedaodexiaoxi?」
「hao,womashangganlai,nixianxiangxiangbanfatuoyanyixiashijian!」
beishenpangnanrenhuranxiangqideshengyinchaoxing。
tasuiranyazheyuqi,danwoquehaishiyinzheshuimianqiandeyuanguchaotadefangxiangzhuanguoletou。
「zenmele?shichushenmeshilema?」
tanyuchuandianlediantou,mubuxieshidikanzheqianmiandelu:「ganggangwoderendadianhuashuo,yudadelaobanyaobayingjisongjinjingshenbingyuan。」
「songjinjingshenbingyuan?」womorandengdaleshuangmou。
「ng。」nanrendianlediantou,suihouyoudazhezhuanwandengzhunbeizuozhuan,「xianbanisonghuijia,woxianzaiyaomashangquyitangyiyuan。」
「woheniyiqiqu,zhijiediaotouba。」
wodangjiliduanshuolehua,tanyuchuanzhishicetoukanlewoyiyan,suihoubianyemeiyouzaiduowen,zhishizhuantoubianhuanlefangxiang。
wohetayilujichizhechaozheyiyuanganqu。
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jiaochezaijiedaoshangfeichizhechuanguocheliu,jiuzaiwomenjijiangyaodaodayiyuanqiandeyigelukoushi,hurancongbuyuanchuchongchulaileyidaoshenying,yingshengshengdilanxialewomendeche。
「草!」
tanyuchuandamaleyisheng,haibudengtafahuo,xiayishunwomenbiankanzheyanqiandenvrenlengzhule。
「kuaiqujingchaju!wohaibuxiangsi!」
yingjidahanzhe,suihouxunsudilakailechemenliangundaipadeshangleche。
talianshangdeshenqingzhengning,shenshangdebinghaofuyesihubeirensilan,zhenggerendoushiyifuyishanlanlvdeluopomoyang。
wohetanyuchuanjieshiyijing,duishileyiyanhou,xiayishun,youmenbeitanyuchuanyonglidicaixia,heisedejiaochebianrulixianzhijianyibanfeikuaidehuapoleyunxiao。
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bansuizhejiaocheyizhenjichashengzaijingjumenkouxiangqi,ganggangtingwen,zhijianhoupaideyingjibianzhizhichongxialechemen,zhibenjingchajunei。
yucitongshi,womenhaitingjiantadashenghanzhe:「jingcha!jingcha!woyaobaojing!wozhangfuzhangzeguyishahaiyudajituanjingliyanyujun!」
…
yingjihenkuaibianbeijingchadaidaoleshenxunshi,dengtazaichulaideshihou,wohetanyuchuandengrenyidaochaotaweileshangqu。
「woshoujineiquanbuguanyuzhangzeshejiguyishahaiyanyujundezhengjuwodouyijingyiyitijiaojijingfangle。」
yingjisihuzhongyuconggangcaideneizhongdanjingshoupazhonghuanguolexieshenlai,tashuozhe,yuqiliyedaishangleyisikuqiang。
「womeixiangdaotajingranzhendehuiduiwoneimehen,wozuoweitadezaokangzhiqi,tajuranzhendeyaobawosongjinjingshenbingyuan!」
yingjihenhenzhe,hualihuawaidoushiduizhangzezuofadehanyi。
wozhanzaitashenpang,yizhimeiyoukaikou。
「tashaleta,haixiangwobaozhengguozhiyaowohetahaohaoguo,tajiuyidingnenghaohaoduiwo!danxianzaitajuranyaobawosongquheneiyiqunfengziguanzaiyiqi!」
yingjiyizhidaizhenuyimazhezhangze,zhidaohenjiuhoutazhongyubaoyuanwanleyiqie,tasihucaifaxianletashenpangwodecunzai。
yishijian,yizhonggangadefenweizharanzaiwohetazhijianmanyan。
womenbicidouchenmozhe,meiyousheikaikoushuodiyijuhua。
「suoyi,zhangzeshizenmeshejishahaiyanyujunde?」tanyuchuanzhanzaipangbian,bansuizhetadekaikou,renqunzhizhongweimiaodepinghengzhongyubeidapo。
zhijianyingjihurantanleyikouqi,lianshangdeshenseyesuizhesixuyibanpiaoyuanle。
「wodiyiciheyanyujunjianmiandeshihou,qishitahaizhishizuidicengdeyimingputongyuangong——」
「tazhuiqiuwo,chaowofengkuangshihao,yizhimeiyoudedaoguozhangfuguanzhudewoqingbuzijindexianruletazheiyangyouchaoqidenianqingrendeaihezhizhong。」
tashuozhe,youxiaoxinyiyidikanlewoyiyan,jianwoyizhilenglengdemeishenmefanying,tacaiyoujiezhekailekou。
「houlaiwotibata,tajiyuwojingshenshangdeweijie,womenxiangchudehenyukuai,jiulianneimeiqubuxialaidejiezhi…tayechengnuoyidingyaojiangtaquxia,zhishiweilekeshangwodeshengrihemingzilaizhengmingtaaiwodexin。」
「danwohetadeshihaishibeizhangzefaxianle,tabiwohetafenshou,duanlian,fouzejiuyaoshaleta。wodayingleta,danshizaizuihouyiciheyanyujungaobiedeshihou,womenbeitazhuangjianle…」
yingjishuozheshuozhe,leishuiyufaxiongyong。
wojinjindicuzhemei,neixinqueshichongmanleexinhebieniu。
「ranhoutajiuchenzhezheicidaxiangmudediaoyan,zhangzebianpairenchumianjiaoshangleyanyujun,zaichuchadejiudianli,tachenzhetachixiaheshifenlianganmianyaoshuizhehouyouchaotaguanlehaoduohaoduoanmianyao——wu…」
nvrenshuozhe,zhishizhanzaineilitayezaokudeqibuchengsheng。
「houlai,chuchadejiudianshihuo,yanyujunbeishaodemianmuquanfei,chuletaweilijiancechulaideguolianganmianyaochengfenyiwai,qitadezaoyijingbansuizheyizhendahuoerwucongchazhengle…」
「zhiyuhoulaitanlvshoudaoyanyujundeqinbixin,shizhangzeyizhiqianyanyujunqinbidewenjiandengdongpinxicouweizaode。」
「neichuanpiaolideneiyifenxieyishuni?」
wokailekou,dingzheyanqianzheigeyiranbuzaifengqingwanzhongdenvren。
「neige…shizhende。」tadunledun,banshangzhihoucaikuxiaozhedianlediantou,「yanyujunsheidoubuai,taaideshiqian,shiquan。neiyifenxieyishushitatuomolenideshouyinheqianmingsiziqianxiade。」
「taxiangyaoyihounichengweibangtazhuanyizichandegongju,zhishitameixiangdao…zheijianjihaimeikaishi,tajiusile。」
yingjijiangyingdijieshileyiqie。
wodexinbizhiqianzhidaoyanyujunpituishenzhizuoxiaosandeshihouhaigenglianglebanfen,bansuizheyingjidezuihouyijuhuayuluoxia,suihouwotizhebaobiankuaibulikaile。
shuoshihua,wopawozaidaixiaquhuirenbuzhuxiangdata,huozheshi…renbuzhubayanyujunzaiwachulaibeitadeguhuiyeyangle。
mianwubiaoqingdelikailejingju,woshenshoulanxialeyiliangchuzuchebianganhuilejia,renpingshenhoudetanyuchuanruhedehuanwowodoumeiyouzailita。
woxianzaiyigerendoubuxiangli,wozhixiangyigerenhaohaodaizhe。
pengdeguanshanglechemen,shenhouzhuizhudenanrenshenyingzhujianxiaoshiyuanqu。
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zaicitarufayuanshi,woshiyipangtingzhedeshenfenlaide。
kanzheyuangaoxishangdeyingjihebeigaoxishangdezhangze,woxiaokanzheyuanlaifuqiyehuiyouzoudaozhei‘bingrongxiangxiang’deyitian。
bijingsuhuashuodehao:fuqibenshitonglinniao,dananlintougezifei。
yingjixiangyaohuoming,tajiubixuyaobazhangzedechoushidouluochulai,fouzexianzaizaijingshenbingyuanshouzhezhemoderenjiushitale。
woxuanleyigekaobiandeweizhianjingdizuolexialai,jingjingdidengdaizhefayuankaiting。
「你也来旁听?」
shenpanghenkuaidezuoxialeyigegaodaderenying,woyaleyamaoyan,buyongxiang,wodouzhidaoshenpangderenshitanyuchuan。
「nizenmezuopangtingxi?nibuyinggaishizhangzededaililvshima?」
wolenghengleyishengkailekou,chaopangbiannuoleyigeweizhi。
nanrenxunsudejintieleshanglai,「wokeconglaibushishenmezhendedaililvshi。」
woceguotouweiweiyangqi,cuzhemeiqiguaidikanletayiyan。
yanqiandetanyuchuannongmeixingmou,shensedandande,danwoquezongganjuetalianshangsihuqinzhexiao。
gaoshenme?zheiyoushenmehaoxiaode?
「那你是…」
「开庭!」
bansuizhefachuizhongzhongdezaxiang,zhenggefatingneidousujingleqilai,shenzaiqizhong,wosihudougengjiazhuangyanlebanfen。
wohetanyuchuandouanjinglexialai,muguangsuodingzaileqianmiandexijian。
…
beigaorenliyuqianfanguyisharenzui、mengruihongfanbaobizuijixingshifudaiminshisusongyianjinxingyishengongkaixuanpan,yiguyisharenzuipanchuliyuqiansixing,huanqiernianzhixing,boduozhengzhiquanlizhongshen;yibaobizuipanchumengruihongyouqituxingbanian。fayuantongshiduifudaiminshibufenyifazuochupanjue。
「beigaorenzhangmoufanguyisharenzui,eyishejixianhaizhishiyanmoujunsiwang,bingzaisihouxuyifanghuoyangaicanrenzuixing。genjuxingfadierbaisanshiertiaoguiding:guyisharende,chusixing、wuqituxinghuozheshinianyishangyouqituxing;zhangmouyinfeifaboduotarenshengming,yiguyisharenzuipanchuzhangmousixing,huanqiernianzhixing,boduozhengzhiquanlizhongsheng。」
bansuizhefachuidezaiyicilingxia,yiqiezhongyuchenailuoding。
likaifayuanzoudaoyangguangli,zheisihushizheijinyigeyueyilaibshishaojiandeyanyangtian。
「yaohuiquma?wosongni。」
tanyuchuanbuzhiheshiyougenzailewodeshenhou。
「nibiezongshituranchuxianzaiwoshenhou,nizheiyanggaodelaijiuhaoxiangsuishidouzaigenzongwoyiyang。」wodengletayiyan,zhuanshenjiuxiangzou。
「xianzaiyiqiedouyijingjieshule,zhangzezheigeyinweijiatingyuanyineryangchengniuquxinliderenyezhongyubeizhengzhipanxing,yuanbenshenweiguoqigaoguandetayezhongyuyinweisinuogongkuanheguyisharenerlangdangruyu,neinijiexialaihaiyoushenmedasuan?」
tanyuchuanzaiwozhuanshendeshunjianyoukailekou,wodunxialejiaobu。
「falvmianqianyiqieniuqudeemodouhuixianchuyuanxing,guoqiyebuhuishimouxierenliyuxunxindesiqi。zheiyiqiedoushizhangzeyingdedechengfa,wojiexialaideshenghuobuguoyejiushihuidaozhengguibale。」
weixiaozhezhuanguotouchaozhetanyuchuandaoleyijubiehou,wodabudichaoqianmaichulebuzi。
erwoshenhousihuhaiyixitingjianleyourenhetazaishuohua。
「yuchuan,zenmeyang,zheixiazhangzezheishehuidezhuchongzhongyubeizhua,nizaiwomenzheiliyesuanshigongbukemeile!haihaoyounizaiyudaneidangdaililvshishoujizhengju,fouzezheizhangzehaibuyidingshenmeshihouluowangni!」
「wangdaduizhangguoyule,wozhishiyekanbuguanzheiyangdereneryi。」
「e^,wodoudong,nizheishishuyu…lianaigongzuoliangbuwuduiba!erqiezaishuole,ruguobushiwobaituoni,nizheiqianniantieshuhaibuyidingkaihuani!」
「…」
「heinipaoshenme!shibushiwomenjiukuaiyaojiaodimeilea?!」
「bizuiba…hainulini!」
tanyuchuandeshengyinsihuliwojinlexie,woxiaoleqilai,jiaoxiadesuduquegengshijiakuaileqilai。
guanyuzheixie,shengxiadejiujiaojishijianba,rujindewosihuyemeishenmexinsizaiqujingyingyichangfuzadelianaile。
第一次死亡