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yudaozhangfuzhiqian,wozongjuedezijixiangsouzaiwulidazhuandechuan,kandejianyuanchumohudean,quebianbuqingfangxiang,lianchuanshendemuwendoujibuzhenqie。neishihouderizi,shibei“yiyi”lianggezikunzhede,xiangxiaoshihouwomenkandonghuapian《caoyuanyingxiong**mei》jiuzaiwomenxinlizhongboxialejitizhuyidezhongzi,mamajiwodude《hongyan》《ouyanghaizhige》doushiyingxiongrenwu,doushiwomenxinzhongdebangyang。woxiaoshihouxuezuocao,doushi“haobuliji”bageboshouhui,“zhuanmenliren”zaibagebotuichuqu,tongyang,“quanxinquanyiweirenminfuwu”yeshiruci。
yidanyijiarennengzaiyiqiyoudianxian,bamajiutiyixiaobisai,kansheixiemaobizixiedehao,kansheiyonggangbimofangzheigezitirangbierenkanbuchulai。
henxiaodeshihoujiumomoqiangpozijiyong“yibupakuerbupasi”dejingshenquzuohaomeiyijianshi。
yaoxuexileifenghaobangyang,jiankufendouhaochuantong。
xiezixiebuhao,xiangxiangzijizheidiankunnanyugemingxianliebi,zijidekunnangenbenbusuanshenme,bizijixiechugongzhengdemoyang。
wodu《gangtieshizenmelianchengde》juexinxiangbaoerneiyang,dugaoerjide《wodedaxue》dengsanbuqu,woshidaxindilixin“bunengliuliuwuwei”guoyisheng。
duiyuwoeryan,suoyoudezhishidoushiduiweilaiyouyongde,buxihuanyingzhetoupiyeyaoxue。zheiniantouxiangkezhongzi,shineigeshidaizaiwogangdongshishijiumaijinwoxinli。
xiaoshihoujialichuleyipaipaishujia,xiezizhuozi,bimo,meiyougengduojiaju。**de《shijianlun》《maodunlun》《lunshidaguanxi》maoxuanwujuanbeiwomenquanjiachuankanhaizuoweijiatinghuatitaolun,congxiaoguazaizuibiandejiushizuorenyaozuozheiyangderen,yaoyouyikehongliangdexin;muqinyoushikanwodushuzuozhehenjiule,quanwochuqupaoyipao,zhaotongxuewanyiwan,shuo“leilejiuxiehuier”,zijijiutezhengqideshuo“shaozhuangbunuli,laodatushangbei”
jiuerjiuzhi,wojuede“wan”shizuiguo,shiwanwusangzhi。
“chi”shitantuxiangle,zichanjiejineiyitaobunengzuo!(maozhuxishuo,diguozhuyiwangwozhixinbusi,huiyongtangyiguozhepaodan,fushilalongwomendedierdaidisandai,bixufangweidujian。)
neishi,meiyifenzhongdoubunengliuliuwuwei,duoshuilianggexiaoshi,douhuizizeruguoyonglaidushu,nengduobeijishigedanci,nengxuedaogengduozhishi。
danshiwobuzhidaoweishenme,wohennuli,wodexuexichengjibingbuhao,zongshipaizaibanjidaoshuzhizhong。neishi,woyaoqiuzijibunengtoujiquqiao,huijiushihui,buhuijiushibuhui,bunengquxiaoqiaomen,bixunongdongxuemingbai。zijigenzijisike。
jinguanneishixuexichengjihencha,danshi,wozhendexuedezhashi。
zhidaoershunzhiniandewoyirannenggoubawodangnianxueguodetizuoyibian。ouerhaihuixiang,dangnianzenmejiuzhuanbuguowaner,zuanleniujiaojianni?
neishihoudewoshijiandingdebuhunzhuyizhe。bushiduihunyinyoupianjian,shijuedetatai“langfeishijian”。
lianaiyaoyuehui,jiehunyaocaoxinchaimiyouyan,zheixiezaiwokanlaidoushi“wuyiyideshi”。
wozongxiangzhe“zuoyifanshiye”,kewodeshiyeshishenme?shichengweikexuejia,haishidangzuojia?wodabushanglai。
jiuxiangzhanzaichaoshidehuojiaqian,zhidaozijiyaomaidianshenme,queduizhelinlangmanmudeshangpinfaleng。meitianzaoshangxinglai,diyijianshijiushimoguochuangtoudebenzi,xiexia“jinrijihua”:beidanci、duzhuanyeshu、xieyipianduanwen、yundongbanxiaoshi。
wofanfudingjihua,fanfuxiudingjihua,fanfuzairijizhongzebeizijidebunuli……
zuirangwojiaolvdeshizijidejixing。wofaxian,neixierenming,diming,wogenbenjibuzhu。yixiezhexuedaolibixunongmingbaicainengjixialai,zheijiubeidongxixiangdangman,tebieshiguwen,budongjiujibuzhu,yingyubumingbaiweishenmezheimepinjiujibuzhu。rujinwotebiezantong“manjiushikuai”dedaolile,jiushizhenduiwozheileirenshuode。wentishiyoudeshihourongbudewonongmingbai,jiukaishixiaoceyanle,wogenbushanglaoshidejiezou。
woxuyaobashufangzaizhentouxia,tongguomengjingbeixialai,danshizheizhongbanfafeichangbukaopu,yinweiyoushimengliyemeijizhu。
bushijibuzhudaoli,yebushijibuzhuguocheng,shijibuzhurenming,yinweibuzhidaoweishenmejiaozheigemingzi。
muqinzongshuowo“xiaoxiaonianjibuzhuanxinjixingcha”,shuozheihuashidaizhedianwunai,youyoudiandiaokan。
muqincongxiaoduguosishu,tazongdeyideshuo,wosisuipeididishangsishu,wonengbaqianjiashibaijiaxing……henkuaibeixialai,nijiujiujidemanjiubeidashouban。muqinba《hongloumeng》lidaguanyuandebujushuodeqingqingchuchu。meigerenwudounengjideqingqingchuchu。erwoquejibuzhubiaogejiahaizidemingzi;nengfushuchuzuotianhuiyishangmeigerendefayanyaodian,quejibuzhufayanrendemingzi。youcijiatingjuhui,eryidaizhegangshangxiaoxuedesunzilai,woreqingdizhaohu“xiaopengyouguolaichitang”,zhuantoujiuwenmuqin:“tajiaoshenmemingzi?”eryizaipangbianxiaochusheng,shuo“nizheidanggugude,shangcijianmianhaibaoguowomenni!”wolianyixiazihongdaoergen,feichangganga。
neishihoubieshuowojibuzhuzhouweideren,jiulianzijideshengridoujibuzhu。bushikeyiwangji,shizhendemeigainian。
muqinmeiniandouhuitiqianjitiantixingwo,kedaoledangtian,wogaichifanchifan,gaikanshukanshu,haowubolan。
youcimuqinchenguaiwo“nizheihaizi,zenmeyidianyishigandoumeiyou”,wohaizhenzhenyouci:“jizheiganma?youbushishenmezhongyaodeshi。”xianzaixiangxiang,neishihoudewo,huodexiangtaishedinghaochengxudejiqi,jingzhun,quebingleng,lianzijidewendudouganzhibudao。
yudaozhangfushizaiyigepengyoudebangongshi。tazhenghaozaibangongshiyuwopengyoutaigang,liangrenhubuxiangrang。tachuanjianjiandandebaichenshan,xiukoulingkouxidekouziguiguijuju,queshiyiliandewanshibugong。
houlai,youzaiyigejuhuiyudao,bierengaotankuolunshi,tabuzenmeshuohua,zhishiouerchayiliangju,quezongnengshuodaodianzishang。
yourentidaomayanhong,zaimeiguowosibaojuxingdedi20jieshijieticaojinbiaosaigaodigangjuesaizhong,wanchenglianggeczuzuinandongzuozuchengde**biaoyan,yi“huihuanbenggangzhuanti180dujietuanshenqiankongfanxia”,luodiwensibudong,zuizhongyi19.825fendechengjiyudeguoxuanshougenaokebinglieshijieguanjun。
tazantongdeshuo,dui!tade“tengshenhuihuandaolizhuanti360du”dongzuo,beiguojiticaolianhehui(fig)mingmingwei“mayanhonghuihuandaoli”。
zaimeiguoluoshanjijuxingdedi23jieaoyunhuiticaobisai,zaigaodigangbisaizhongyumeiguoxuanshouzhu·maikenamalabinglieguanjun。shizhongguodiyigeduodeaoyunjinpaideticaoyundongyuan。tade“bengganghoukongfanzhuanti360°xia”beimingmingwei“mayanhongxia”。
yourenliaodao1971niandi31jieshipingsai,nanpingtuantixiaozusaiyuxiongyaliduiduijue,shuangfangzhanzhi4ping。
taxingfendeshuo,duia!jueshengpan18suixiaojianglianggelianglicuoduishou,zhongguonanduiyi5:4xiansheng,zuizhongdisicipengqisiweisilinbei。di36jieshipingsai,zhongguoduipaichuxiesaike、caizhenhuadengxiaojiang,yi5:2jibaixiongyalidui,duohuisiweisilinbei。
yourentidaolanqiushi,tidao1978nianzhongguonanlancanjiamanilashijinsaishi,tashuo,burongyia!womenzhongguonanlansuiyi97:154shiruoshi,danshihoulaizhujianzhaohuizhuangtai。duiyuanzhangweipingzhanxianchujiqiangdedefennengli,7changbisaichangjundedao25.3fen,rongyingleneijieshijinsaidefenbangdierwei!
tarushujiazhen,wodangshijiulengle,xinxiangzheirenzenmegengeshujukuside。
houlaishulecaizhidao,tazhei“shujuku”licundedongxi,biwoxiangxiangdeduodeduo。
yiciwokanwan《niluoheshangdecanan》,wojipengyoujiangdianyingzhongdeqingjie。meidangwoshuodaoneigezhentan,wojiuyinweijibuzhumingzitingdunxialai,tajiujiezhuhuachaer:boluo。woshuoneigeshangxiao,tajiujiezhu:leisi。womenliao《jidushanbojue》woshuoneigezhurengong,tajiujiexiashuo:aidemeng·tangtaisi。
tabudongshengseyouqiadaohaochu,buzhiyurangwogangadebangwobuchongxijie。
womenyitongquchezhandelushang,luguoshangchangdeguanggaopai,wosuikoushuo“zheimingxingkanzheyanshu”,tajiushunkoubaochumingxingdexingzuo、daibiaozuo。wozongjuedebukesiyi,wenta“nishizenmejizhude?”taxiaozheshuo“zheixiedoushishenghuodeyibufena,jiuxiangnijideshulidejuzi,wojidezheixie,meishenmebuyiyang。”
zhenzhengrangwojuede“buyiyang”de,shitaduiwoshenbianrendeshangxin。wodiyicidaitahuijiajianfumu,fanzhuoshangwomabaoyuan“zuijinshuimianbuhao”,tameiduoshuoshenme,diertianjiutuorencongxiangxiadailexiesuanzaorenguolai,shuo“zheidongxianshen,bichiyaohao”。wobaxihuandiaoyu,suikoutileju“shangciqudeneigeshuiku,jiyugetouxiao”,guoleliangzhou,tajiulazhewobaqulelingyigediaodian,shuo“wowenlediaoyou,zheierdejiyupingjunbanjinyishang”。wobamasixialigenwoshuo“zheixiaohuozi,binixinxiduole”,wozuishangbufuqi,xinliquenuanhonghongde。
gengrangwojingyadeshitaduiwoneixie“bianjiaoliao”xinxidejiyili。woyougeduoniandewangyou,houlaiduanduanxuxulianxizhe,wozongzaifanzhuoshanggentaniantaowozheigewangyou“zuijinhuangongzuole”“tanverxuegangqinle”。youciwangyouturanfalaixiaoxi,shuo“wojiahaiziyaokaojile,jinzhangdebuxing”,wozhengxianghuifu“jiayou”,tazaipangbianshuo“tanverjinnian8sui,xuedeshizhongyangyuandejiaocai,kaodeshisanjiba?niwenwentazhunbeidenashouquzi,wojidenishuoguotalaoshitebieyan。”wokanzhepingmu,turanbiziyisuan——zheixiedoushiwosuikoushuodehua,lianwozijidouwangle,taqueyigegejizaixinli。
jiehunhou,tazhei“yingpan”gongnengjiuchenglewode“shenghuobaodian”。wotongshideerziyaogaokao,woxiangfaxiaoxiguliyixiahaizi,quewanglehaizixuedewenkehaishilike,tashuo“like,erqiepianke,wulitebiehao,shuxuechadianyisi”
woyixiazixiangqilaile,ganjingulidao‘fangqingsong,nidewuliyoushida,zhengchangfahuijiuxing’”;
wodaxuetongxuejiehun,wojiujiesongshenmeliwu,tatixingwo“tashangcipengyouquanfaguo,shuoxinjiaquegekafeiji,erqietaxihuanlanse”;lianwoneixiebaganzidabuzhedeyuanfangqinqi,tadounengshuochu“sanjiulaoyedesunziquniankaoshanglejingxiao”“eryifudemeimeikailejiahuadian,zaixingfuluneibian”。
youciwocanjiatongxuejuhui,yijinmenjiushaleyan——haoduorenshijinianmeijian,mingzidouxiangbuqilai。zhengzhanzaimenkoufaleng,taconghoumianqingqingtuilewoyixia,zaiwoerbianshuo“zuoshoubiandisange,shiwanglei,dangnianzuonihouzhuo,zongjienixiangpi;chuanhongqunzideshilina,talaogongshixuexiaolidetiyulaoshi,jiaozhangqiang”。wogenzhetadetishiyiyidazhaohu,meirenkanchuwodejiongpo。sanchanghouwowenta“nizenmelianwotongxuedoujide?”tashuo“niyiqianfanxiangcedeshihougenwoshuoguoa,zheigedaiyanjingdezongqifuni,neigezhamaweideshinitongzhuo,wojiujixialaile。”
yeshigenzheta,wocaimanmanmingbai“guoshenghuo”sangezidaodishishenmeyisi。yiqianwojuedeshenghuoshidaozhengmingti,depinjinquanlizhengmingziji“youjiazhi”;xianzaicaizhidao,shenghuoqishishidaotiankongti,nixiangtianshenme,tajiushishenme。tahuizaizhoumozaoshanglazhewoqucaishichang,jiaowozenmetiaoxihongshi(“yaoxuandingdifalvde,shuomingxinxian,niezheyoudianruandanbutade,shudezhenghao”),zenmekanyuxiahuobuhuo(“xiayaotiaode,yuyaoyanjingliangde”);tahuizaiwanshangpeiwowozaishafashangkandianying,shoulipengzhebaomihua,bianchibiangenwoliaoqingjie,napashiwokanguobabaibiande《taitannikehao》,tayenengzhaochuxindexijiegenwojiang(“nikanjiekejilusihuaxiangshi,beijinglideshizhongshi2dian20fen,genchuanchenmeideshijianyiyang”)。
wokaishibuzaiwei“chi”gandaozize。yiqiangenpengyouchuquchifan,diancaishizongxiangzhe“zheigetaiguile”“neigebujiankang”,xianzaihuigenzhetadianyidazhuo,xiaozheshuo“zheigehongshaoroukanzhejiuxiang,neigebingqilinyanzhigao”。youciwomenquchizizhucan,wonalemanmanyipantiandian,tabujinmeishuo“shaochidianhuipang”,fanerbangwoyounalelianggemakalong,shuo“zheigepaizidexingrenfenfangdeduo,weidaozheng”。kanzhewolangtunhuyandeyangzi,taxiaozheshuo“niyiqianzongshuo‘chishilangfei’,xianzaizhidaoleba,chihaochide,yeshishenghuodeyiyia。”
woyejianjianbuzaijiaolv“jintianyoumeiyouxudu”。yiqianwozongjuede,zhiyouxuedaoxinzhishi、wanchengdaxiangmucaisuan“youyiyi”,xianzaifaxian,peitaquxiuzixingche,tingxiucheshifujiangtanianqingshihoudegushi;zaiyangtaishangzhongjipenhua,kanzhezhongzifaya、zhangye、kaihua;shenzhizhishizuozaichuangbianfadai,kantianshangdeyunpiaolaipiaoqu,zheixie“meiyong”deshi,qishidouzangzheshenghuodeziwei。youtianwanshangwoshimian,taqilaipeiwoliaotian,woshuo“woyiqianzongjuedezijiyishiwucheng,xianzaihaoxianghaishimeizuochengshenmedashi”,tawozhuwodeshoushuo“nengbariziguochengzijixihuandeyangzi,jiushizuidadeshile。nikan,nixianzaihuixiaole,huijuedebingqilinhaochile,huijidehuakaile,zheidoushichengjiua。”
muqinyeshuowobianle。shangcihuijia,takanzhewogenzhangfuzaichufangmanghuo,yigezhaicaiyigechaocai,zuilihaibanzhezui(“nizheitudouqiedetaihoule”“houdiancaiyoujiaotou”),turanxiaozheshuo“yiqianzongdanxinni,juedenihuodetaijinbeng,xianzaikannizheiyang,wojiufangxinle”。tahaitoutougenwoshuo“nizheiwangxingdademaobing,daoshibeitazhihaoleyiban,zhishaoxianzaizhidaonibaaichishenmecaile”。womozhebizixiao,xinxiangnashiwojizhule,shitazongzaipangbiantixing“jintianmaitiaoluyuba,bashangcishuoxiangchiqingzhengde”。
womenliangjiuxiangyiduihubudechilun,yansihefeng。wojibuzhuxianshilidexingming、riqi、suoshi,quenengbamenglidechangjingshuodehuolinghuoxian——wohuimengjianzijizaiyipianjinsedemaitianlipao,maisuihuaguoshoubeiyangyangde;huimengjiangenyiqunchuanguzhuangderenhecha,chabeishiqingcide,shangmianyouxisuidebingliewen;shenzhihuimengjiancongweijianguodedahai,haishuishitoumingde,nengkanjiandixiayoulaiyouqudeyu。tatingwojiangmengshi,zongshihenrenzhen,suirantazijijihubuzuomeng,quenengbangwofenxi“maitiankenengshiyinweinizuotiankanleneibenguanyuxiangcundeshu”“qingcichabei,shibushigennishangciqubowuguankandezhanlanyouguan?”
qishi,tayeyouduanban,neijiushixieleyishouchaojinankandezi。wozenmeshoubashoujiaotatadouxiebuhao,woneishicaiyishidao,bushibierenqingsongzuodaodeshiqing,zijijiuyidingnengzuo。tongyang,worenweinengqingsongzuodaode,taquezuobudao。zheidagaijiushizijichengzhangguochengzhongzhuanzhuleshenme,jiunengchucunxiashenmeba。
xianzaidewo,buzaijuede“jibuzhuren”shiduodademaobing。wanglejiuwangle,fanzhengyoutazai;yebuzaijuede“aichihe”shizuiguo,renshengzaishi,bujiushiweilechangbianshijianbaiweima?woshenzhikaishixuezhejiyixiexiaoshi——taxihuanchila,danweibuhao,suoyijializongbeizheweiyao;tashuijueaitibeizi,suoyiwoyelihuixinglaikanyiyan;tashengrishinonglisanyueshiliu,wojibuzhugongli,jiuzaishoujirilishangsheletixing,tiqianjitiantoutoujitazhunbeiliwu。
qianzhenzizhenglijiuwu,fanchuleyiqianderijiben,limianxiemanle“jinrijihuaweiwancheng,zize”“youwanglemoumoudemingzi,ganga”“ganjuezijiyishiwucheng,jiaolv”。wokanzheneixiezi,xiangkanzhelingyigeren。zhangfucouguolaikan,xiaozheshuo“neishihoudeni,huodezhenleia”。**zaitajianbangshang,wenzhetashenshangdandandexiyiyexiangwei,turanjuede,zheibeizizuixingyundeshi,jiushiyujianta。
tabushiwanmeide,huiqiangpozijichumenqianchonggezao,huizaikanqiusaishigenwoqiangyaokongqi,huiyinweiwobatadeshufangcuoweizhierlaotaoliangju,huizaiwozuofanshiduoguanxianshijiwotiqianjialeshuihuozheshunshoufangleyan。
zheixiedoubuzhongyao,doushiwomenrichangyaotaigang,fanbaiyandexiaochaqu。wojuezheshenghuojiuxiangzuocai,xuyaoyouyixieshaoliang,shikeerzhidezuoliaodiaoweicaiyouweidao。
tayongtade“yingpan”,yidiandiantianmanlewoshenghuolidekongbai,rangneixiehundunderizibiandeqingxi、wennuan。jiuxiangheiyelideyizhandeng,buyidingduoliang,quezugouzhaoliangwojiaoxiadelu,rangwobuzaihaipamilu。
youshihouwohuixiang,huoxumeigerendouyouzijide“cunchufangshi”,wobamengcunzaixinli,tabashenghuocunzaiyanli。erwomenzaiyiqi,jiushiyigewanzhengdeshijie——youmenglideshiyi,yeyouxianshideyanhuo;youwojibuzhudesuosui,yeyoutazhuabuzhudepiaomiao。zheiyangdedapei,gangganghao。
rujinzaixiangqi“bunengliuliuwuwei”zheijuhua,woyoulexindelijie。bushifeiyaozuochujingtiandongdidedashicaisuan“youwei”,nengbariziguochengxishuizhangliudemoyang,nengbeiyigerenzheiyangwenroudijiguazhe,nengzaipingfandeyanhuolizhaodaoshuyuzijidejiezou,zheibenshenjiushiyizhonglebuqidechengjiu。jiuxiangcike,chuangwaideyueguangsajinlai,tazaipangbiandayouxi,zuiliniantaozhe“zheiguandebossxuezhenhou”,wowozaishafashangxiezheixiezi,xinlitashiyouanwen。zheiyangderizi,zhenhao。
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