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linzhikuanruchiruzuiyanjiuairenshinian,wopeitashinian,weitazuowonengzuodeyiqie。padaraota,
zheishinianwomeijinguotadeshiyanshi,zhimomojitatigongtadexuqiu。tashuo,
tayaobazuiaiderenshejichengairen。woyiweitashuodeshiwo。zhongyu,tadeairenwanchengmianshi,
queshitasiqudexuemeiyanqingxue。wobugandezhiwenta,“woweinifuchuneimeduo,niquebuaiwo?
”talengmodikanzhewo:“tanyu,bieziwogandongle,sheiyaonifuchule?dangchu,ruguonikenjiuqingxue,
tajiubuhuisi,wojiubuhuitongkushinian!”shuowan,tawenroudimozheguqingxueairendelian,
ranhoubatalouzaihuaili。woxinlengrubing。shinianqian,guqingxueshiyanshicaozuoshiwudaozhihuozai,
taheguqingxueyiqibeikunhuozaili,wodangshizhinengjiuyigeren,xuanzejiuta,erguqingxuezezaihuozaizhongsiwang。
wojingshenhuanghuzouzailushangbeichezhuangsi,zaicizhengyan,huidaoshinianqianhuozaixianchang。“jiuqingxue!
”beidiaoxiadehengliangyazhutuidelinzhikuanmeixiangshangyishineiyangjiaojiuta,ershijiaowojiuguqingxue,
neiyishuangkanxiangtademuguangchongmanlejuanlianheshenqing。kanlai,tayezhongshengle。hao,zheiyishi,
wojiuguqingxue1zhuoredeqilangtianshizhepifu,nongyanqiangdewosixinliefeidikesou。
yanqianshishinianqianneichangtunshiyiqiededahuo,yeshiwoemengkaishidedifang。“tanyu!jiuqingxue!
”shuxideshengyindaizhecongweiyouguodejiqie,womengdizhuantou,kanjianlinzhikuanbeiduanliedehengliangyazhuzuotui,
etoushangshenzhexue,neishuangzongshidanmodeyanjingcikesisidingzheqiangjiao,limianfanyongdejuanlianjihuyaoyichulai。
taguoranyezhongshengle。shangyishi,tazaizheilisihouzherangwojiuta,wopinjinquanlibatatuochuqu,
zijibanbianlianbeishaoshang,youtuiluoxiabinggen,erguqingxue——neigecaozuoshiwuyinfahuozaideshizuoyongzhe,
queyinweiwode“danwu”zangshenhuohai。woyiweineishishixiongmeideqingyi,
zhidaoshinianhoutabaozheheguqingxueyimoyiyangdeai,yongzuibinglengdeyuqishuo“sheiyaonifuchu”,wocaimingbai,
woyongshinianqingchunhebanzhanglianhuanlaide,buguoshitaduilingyigenvrendekuijiuqiannu。qiangjiaochuanlaiwuyansheng,
guqingxuesuozaineili,angguideshiyanfuzhanledianhui,liantoufadoumeiluanjigen,fenmingshihedebugandong。zhenhaoxiao,
shangyishiwojuranyiweitabeikunzhule。“tanyu!tingjianmeiyou!”linzhikuandeshengyindaizheweixie,
“niyaoshiganbujiuta,wozheibeizidoubuhuifangguoni!”wochelechezuijiao,xiaochuyanlei。fangguowo?
shangyishinihecengfangguowo?buzaikantayiyan,wojingzhizouxiangguqingxue,tajingkongditaitou,kanjianshiwo,
xiangshizhuazhujiumingdaocao:“tanyujie,jiuwo……wopa……”“qilai。”woshengyinpingjing,tingbuchuqingxu。
talengleyixia,sihumeixiangdaowohuishizheizhongtaidu,danqiushengyurangtalikezhuazhuwodeshou。woyongliyila,
taliangqiangzhezhanqilai,quanchengwodoumeipengtadierxia。“genwozou。”wolazhetawangxiaofangtongdaozou,
jingguolinzhikuanshenbianshi,tasisidingzhewo,yanshenlidefennuhenanyizhixinjihuyaohuaweishizhi。“tanyu!
nihuihouhuide!”wojiaobumeiting,shenzhilandehuitou。houhui?wozuihouhuide,shishinianqianchongjinhuochangjiuleta。
gangbaguqingxuetuichuanquanmen,shenhouchuanlaiyishengjuxiang,bansuizhelinzhikuandecanjiao。wohuitoukanleyiyan,
yigenranshaodehengliangzazaitabeishang,huomiaoshunjiancuanshangtadebaidagua。xiaofangyuanzhenghaochongjinlai,
wozhizhelimian:“limianhaiyouren。”shuowan,wozhuanshenlikai,
renyoushenhoudexuanxiaohelinzhikuandecanjiaobeigejuezaihouzhongdemenhou。waimiandefenghenliang,chuizailianshangquegewaiqingxing。
womolemozijidelianjia,guanghuayijiu,meiyoushaoshangdebahen。zhenhao,zheiyishi,
wozhongyukeyiweizijihuoyici。2yiyuandexiaodushuiweizongshirangrenbushi,
woquezaisantianhoujiedaoleguqingxuededianhua。“tanyujie,ninengbunenglaiyiyuanyitang?
zhikuangeta……”tashengyindaizhekuqiang,tingqilaiweiquyouwuzhu。wozhengzaisushezhenglidongxi,
wenyanlengxiao:“tazenmele?”“ta……tabeibushaoshanghenyanzhong,yishengshuokenengyihoudouzhanbuqilaile,
lianye……”taxilexibizi,“tayizhijiaonidemingzi,shuoyaojianni……”“e,
”womantiaosilididiezheyifu,“guanwoshenmeshi?”dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao,sihumeixiangdaowohuizheimeshuo。
“tanyujie,nizenmenengzheimeshuo?”guqingxuedeshengyindouranbagao,daizheyisibeimaofandejianrui,
“zhikuangebianchengzheiyang,haibushiyinweini?yaobushinidangshibuguanta……”“guqingxue,”wodaduanta,
yuqilengxialai,“huozaishisheiyinqide?shisheihedesuozaiqiangjiaobugandong?shisheirangtabeidiercizazhong?
”tabeiwendeyakouwuyan,
banshangcainierudao:“ke……ketashiweilerangnijiuwocai……”“shitazijixuande。”wogualedianhua,
laheileneigehaoma。meiguoduojiu,sushemenbeiqiaoxiang,shiguqingxue。tazhanzaimenkou,yanquanhonghongde,
xiangshishouletiandadeweiqu:“tanyujie,wozhidaonihaizaishengqi,danzhikuangezhendehenkelian,
niqukankantahaobuhao?jiudangkanzaiwomentongxueyichangdefenshang。”**zaimenkuangshang,
kanzhetaneizhangchuchukeliandelian,turanjuedehenfengci。“guqingxue,”wokanzhetadeyanjing,yiziyijudao,
“diyi,huozaishinicaozuoshiwu,niqianlinzhikuande,bushiwo。dier,shitazijirangwojiuni,tadexuanze,
houguozifu。disan,wohetameishenmeguanxi,meibiyaoqukanta。”tadeliansebailebai,
suijixuanranyuqi:“tanyujie,nizenmebianchengzheiyangle?yiqiannibushizuitengwomenlema?
”“renzongshihuibiande。”wodandandao,“youqishizaikanqingyixierenheshihou。”zheishi,
yigewenhedeshengyinchuanlai:“tanyu,fashengshenmeshile?”wohuitou,kanjianduqiaozhanzaibuyuanchu,
shoulinazhejibenshu,yanshenlidaizheguanqie。shangyishi,
duqiaoshiweiyiyigezaiwobeilinzhikuanlengyu、beipangrenzhidianshi,momodijiwozhijin、bangwochulishangkouderen。
tayeshiailingyudetiancai,zhishixingzididiao,houlaichenglexingyeqiaochu,queshizhongdanshen。
woyeshisihoucaicongbierendeyilunzhongzhidao,taxihuanlewohenduonian。“meishenme。”woduitaxiaolexiao,
neishizhongshengyilaidiyigefazineixindexiaorong。guqingxuekandaoduqiao,yanjingliangleyixia,
likehuanshangyifurouruodeyangzi:“duqiaoxuezhang,nilaidezhenghao,nibangwoquanquantanyujieba,
zhikuangetazhendehenkelian……”duqiaozhoumei,kanxiangwo:“linzhikuanzenmele?”“guannishenmeshi?
”wohaimeishuohua,guqingxuejiuqiangzhedao,“xuezhang,nihaishiquantanyujiequkankantaba,
bijing……”“gutongxue,”duqiaodaduanta,yuqishuli,“woxiang,tanyuyouzijidepanduan。erqie,
linzhikuandeshi,sihuhenigengxiangguan。”guqingxuedelianchedijiangle,
dagaimeixiangdaoyixiangwenhededuqiaohuizheimebujimianzi。tayaoleyaochun,denglewoyiyan,zhuanshenpaole。
kanzhetadebeiying,woheduqiaoduishiyiyan,doucongduifangyanlikandaolewunai。“xiexieni。”woshuo。
“yinggaide。”duqiaoxiaolexiao,yangguangluozaitalianshang,henwennuan,“nimeishijiuhao。”3linzhikuanchuyuanneitian,
wozhengzaishiyanshiheduqiaotaolunyigeaimoxingdeyouhuafangan。menbeimengdituikai,
linzhikuanzuozhelunyichuxianzaimenkou,lianseyinweishaoshanghousesuchendianerxiandebanbo,toufayetiguangle,
luchuzhengningdebahen,zhenggerenkanqilaiyinyuyoukebu。tashenhougenzheyigehugong,xianranshihugongbatatuilaide。
“tanyu。”takaikou,shengyinshayadelihai,yanshenxiangcuiledudedaozi,sisidingzhewo。
shiyanshilideqitarendoutingxialeshoulidehuo,haoqidikanzhewomen。womeilita,
jixuheduqiaoshuohua:“wojuedezheilidesuanfakeyizaidiaozhengyixia,yongliziqunyouhuakenengxiaoguogenghao。
”“tanyu!”linzhikuantigaoleshengyin,daizhenuhuo,“nilonglema?”duqiaozhoumei,
dangzaiwoshenqian:“linzhikuan,zheilishishiyanshi,qingzhuyinideyanxing。”linzhikuanlengxiaoyisheng,
kanxiangduqiao:“wohetanyushuohua,younishenmeshi?”tayouzhuanxiangwo,yuqidaizheyizhongshishebandeaoman,
“tanyu,wozhidaonihaizaishengwodeqi,danguoqudeshijiusuanle。nixianzaiguolai,bangwozhongjianshiyanshi,
yiqiannizenmebangwode,xianzaihaizenmebangwo,wokeyidangshenmedoumeifashengguo。
”wojianzhiyaobeitade**qixiaole。“linzhikuan,nishibushishaohutule?”wokanzheta,“diyi,
woweishenmeyaobangni?dier,niyiweinishishei?”talianseyichen:“tanyu,biejilianbuyaolian!meiyouwo,
ninengjinzheigeshiyanshi?meiyouwo,nidongshenmejiaoai?biewangle,nidehenduozhishidoushiwojiaonide!
”“shima?”wotiaomei,“neiwohaizhenyaoxiexieni。buguo,laoshijiaoxuesheng,nandaobushiyinggaidema?
haishishuo,nijiaowodiandongxi,jiuxiangrangwomaishenjini?”zhouweichuanlaidididexiaosheng,
linzhikuandelianyizhenqingyizhenbai。“ni……”taqidehunshenfadou,“wogaosuni,meiyouwo,
nishenmedoubushi!xianzaizhiyouwonengjinijihui,rangnizaiailingyuyousuochengjiu!”“buhaoyisi,
”duqiaokaikou,yuqipingjingquedaizheliliang,“tanyudenengli,buxuyaorenherenjijihui。erqie,
womenzhengzaihezuoyigexiangmu,qianjinghenhao。”linzhikuankanxiangduqiao,yanshenlichongmanlejiduhebugan:“duqiao,
nishaodeyi!yaobushitanyu……”“goule。”wodaduanta,“linzhikuan,nixianzaizheigeyangzi,
shinizijixuande。hewomeiguanxi,herenherendoumeiguanxi。niyaoshihaiyoudianzizun,jiubiezaizheilidiurenxianyan。
”“diurenxianyan?”taxiangshitingdaoleshenmexiaohua,“tanyu,niyiweinixianzaiheduqiaozoudejin,
jiunengwangleguoqu?nibiewangle,niyiqianshizenmeduiwode!nishuoguohuiyizhipeizhewo,zhichiwode!
”“woshuoguodehuaduolequle,”wokanzheta,yanshenbingleng,“biruwoshuoguo,wozaiyebuxiangjiandaoni。
zheijuhua,woxianzaizaishuoyibian。”woduihugongdao:“mafannibatatuizou,zheilibuhuanyingta。
”hugongmianlunanse,kanlekanlinzhikuan。linzhikuanturanjidongqilai,zhengzhazhexiangyaoconglunyishangzhanqilai,
queyinweidongzuotaida,lunyiyihuang,tachadianshuaixiaqu。“tanyu!nihuihouhuide!niyidinghuihouhuide!
”tasihouzhe,xiangyitoukunshou,“meiyouwo,nishenmedouzuobucheng!duqiaoyebangbuleni!
”duqiaojiaolailebaoan,balinzhikuan“qing”lechuqu。shiyanshilihuifuleanjing,
dandajiakanwodeyanshendoudaizhetanjiu。“baoqian,daraodajiale。”wodaoleqian。“meishi,tanyujie,
neilinzhikuanyetaiguofenleba?”yigeshimeifenfenbuping,“tazijigaochengneiyang,haihaoyisilaizhizeni?
”“jiushi,yiqianjiujuedetaduinihulaihequde,zhenbazijidanghuishile。”woxiaolexiao,meishuohua。
duqiaodijiwoyibeishui:“biewangxinliqu。”wojieguoshui,zhijianpengdaotade,xinliyinuan:“ng,womeishi。
”zhishimeixiangdao,linzhikuandejiuchan,caiganggangkaishi。4linzhikuanbeiganzouhou,xiaotinglejitian。
danguqingxueneibian,queyouchuleyaoezi。wozaitushuguankanshushi,jiedaoleyigemoshenghaomadedianhua,jietonghou,
shiguqingxuedeshengyin,daizhekuqiang:“tanyujie,nikuailaixueshenghuibangongshi,
zhikuangeta……tazaizheilinao……”wozhoumei:“wobuqu。”“keshitashuoruguonibulai,tajiubuzou,
haishuoyaobabaonideliao……”guqingxuedeshengyinhenzheji,“xianzaihaoduorendoukanzheni,xueshenghuizhuxiyezai,
nikuailaiba,buranyingxiangduobuhao……”baoliao?tanengshuoshenme?shuotarangwojiuguqingxuezijibeiza?
haishishuoshangyishitaduiwodesuozuosuowei?woxinlilengxiao,tabuguoshizhuazhulewobuxiangremafandexintai。
danzhuannianyixiang,wobuqu,tashuobudingzhendehuihuyanluanyu,daoshihouyaoyanchuanqilai,
duiwoheduqiaodexiangmuyebuhao。“dizhifawo。”gualedianhua,woqishenwangxueshenghuibangongshizou。
haimeidaomenkou,jiutingdaolimianchuanlailinzhikuandepaoxiaosheng:“guqingxue!nibunengzheimeduiwo!
woweilenibianchengzheiyang,nizenmenenghebierenzaiyiqi?”“linzhikuan,nibienaole!”shiguqingxuedeshengyin,
daizhebunaifan,“womenbenlaijiumeishenmeguanxi,nibianchengzheiyangshinizijideshi,hewoyoushenmeguanxi?
”“meishenmeguanxi?”linzhikuandeshengyindaizhejuewang,“neiyiqianwomenyiqizuoshiyan,yiqitaolunwenti,
suanshenme?nishuoguoxinshangwodecaihua,suanshenme?”“neidoushiyiqianle!”guqingxuedeshengyinjianruiqilai,
“yiqianwoshijuedenitinglihaide,danxianzainikankanni!youqueyouchou,haiyishenshaoshang,sheihuixihuanni?
xueshenghuizhuxibinihaoduole,tayoushuaiyounenggan,hainengbangwo……”“goule!”linzhikuannuhoudao。
wotuikaimen,limiandejingxiangrangwolengzhule。linzhikuanzuozailunyishang,xiongkoujulieqifu,
lianshangdebahenyinweifennuerniuqu。guqingxuezhanzaitaduimian,
pangbianzhanzheyigechuanzhexizhuang、kanqilaihenjinggandenansheng,yinggaijiushixueshenghuizhuxi。
xueshenghuizhuxilouzheguqingxuedeyao,yilianbuxiedikanzhelinzhikuan:“lintongxue,chabuduojiuxingle,
qingxueyijingshuodehenqingchule,nizheiyangjiuchanbuxiu,zhihuirangrenkanbuqi。”“nisuanshenmedongxi!
”linzhikuandengzheta。“woshiqingxuedenanpengyou。”xueshenghuizhuxibaguqingxuewanghuailidailedai,“suoyi,
mafanniliwonvpengyouyuandian。”guqingxueyiweizaixueshenghuizhuxihuaili,
kanzhelinzhikuandeyanshenchongmanlexianqi:“zhikuange,nijiufangguowoba,yefangguoniziji。nixianzaizheigeyangzi,
zhende……henheren。”linzhikuandeyanshenyidiandianandanxiaqu,takanxiangmenkoudewo,
xiangshizhuazhulezuihouyigendaocao:“tanyu,nikandaolema?tajiushizheimeduiwode!woweiletabianchengzheiyang,
taque……”wokanzheta,turanjuedehenkebei。“linzhikuan,”woyuqipingjing,“zheiyiqie,
doushinizijixuande。nixuanlejiuta,xuanleweitafuchu,xianzaitabulingqing,yeshinigaichengshoudehouguo。
”“niyeyiyang!”taturanjidongqilai,“niyehuixiangtayiyanghouhuide!tanyu,
niyiweiduqiaoshizhenxinduinima?tabuguoshikanzhongnidenengli!dengtaliyongwanni,
jiuhuixiangrengdiaolajiyiyangbanirengdiao!”“zhishao,”wokanzheta,yiziyijudao,“tabuhuiwangenfuyi,
yebuhuizaiwofuchuyiqiehou,shuowoshiziwogandong。”linzhikuandelianshunjianbiandecanbai。
xueshenghuizhuxijiaolaibaoan,zaicibalinzhikuantuilechuqu。linzouqian,linzhikuanhuitoukanlewoyiyan,
yanshenlichongmanleyuanduhebugan:“tanyu,wobuhuifangguonide!”womeilita。guqingxuezoudaowomianqian,
lianshangdaizheyisiganga:“tanyujie,xiexieniguolai……”“buyong。”wodaduanta,
“wozhishibuxiangbeirendarao。haiyou,yihoubiezaijiwodadianhuale,womenbushu。”shuowan,wozhuanshenlikai,
liuxiaguqingxuelengzaiyuandi。zouchuxueshenghuibangongshi,yangguangzhenghao,wonachushouji,
jiduqiaofaletiaoxinxi:“mangwanlema?yiqiquchifan?”henkuai,tahuifu:“hao,
wozaishiyanshilouxiadengni。”zuijiaobuzijuedishangyang,zheiyishi,zhenhao。
5linzhikuanbingmeiyouyinweiliangcibeijujiufangqi。
takaishipinfandichuxianzaiwoheduqiaokenengchuxiandedifang——shiyanshilouxia、shitang、tushuguanmenkou。
meicijiandaowomen,tadouzuozailunyishang,yongneishuangbumanbahendeyanjingsisidingzhewomen,zuiliniannianyouci,
youshishimaguqingxuewangenfuyi,youshishizuzhouwoheduqiaobuhuiyouhaojieguo。yikaishi,haiyourentongqingta,
juedetakelian。dancishuduole,dajiayedoufanle,juedetajingshenyouwenti。zheitian,woheduqiaocongshitangchulai,
linzhikuanyouduzaimenkou。“tanyu,duqiao。”takaikou,shengyinshaya,“woyougexiangmuxianghenimenhezuo。
”duqiaozhoumei:“womenmeixingqu。”“nimenhuiyouxingqude!”linzhikuanjiqiedishuo,
“shiguanyuqingganaide,woyoushangyishidejingyan,zhiyaowomenhezuo,yidingnengchenggong!daoshihou,minglishuangshou,
nimenxiangyaoshenmedoukeyi!”woheduqiaoduishiyiyan,doujuedehuangmiu。“linzhikuan,”wokanzheta,
“nijuedewomenhuixiangxinnima?”“weishenmebuxiangxin?”tajidongqilai,
“wozhidaonimenxianzaiyezaizuoaixiangmu,dannimendefangxiangbudui!zhiyouwozhidaoweilaidequshi!
zhiyouhewohezuo,nimencainengchenggong!”“womendeshi,jiubulaonicaoxinle。”duqiaoyuqilengdan,
“qingnirangkai。”linzhikuanquexiangshimeitingdao,jixushuodao:“tanyu,niwanglema?
niyiqianzuizhichiwodeyanjiule!nishuoguo,wodexiangfahenweida!xianzaizenmejiubianle?
shibushiduqiaozainierbianshuowohuaihuale?”“wobianle,shiyinweiwokanqinglenideweiren。”wokanzheta,
“nideyanjiuzaiweida,renpinbuxing,yeyiwenbuzhi。”“ni!”taqideshuobuchuhua,
guolehaoyihuiercaihuanguolai,“hao,hao!nimenbuhezuoshiba?neinimenjiudengzheba!wohuizijizuochulai,
daoshihourangnimenhouhuimoji!”“womenshimuyidai。”duqiaolazhewodeshou,raoguotalikai。zoulehenyuan,
wohainengganjuedaobeihouneidaoyuandudemuguang。“bielita。”duqiaowojinwodeshou,“taxianzaijiushifengle。
”“ng。”wodiantou,“jiushijuedeyoudianexin。”“tazailaisaoraoni,gaosuwo。
”duqiaodeyanshenhenjianding,“wobuhuirangtazaishanghaini。”xinlinuannuande,wofanshouwojinta:“hao。
”meiguojitian,linzhikuanzhendekaishi“gaoshiqing”le。tazaixuexiaoluntanshangfaleyipianzhangwen,
biaotishi《shinianshenqing,yichaocuofu——jiwoyutanyudeaihenjiuge》。wenzhangli,tabizhongjiuqing,
zhishuohuozaizhongwo“jiansibujiu”,rangtaluoxiazhongshencanji,quejuekoubutishitazijirangwojiuguqingxue,
gengbutihuozaideqiyinshiguqingxuecaozuoshiwu。tahaiwaiqushishi,shuowoyiqianduitabaibanyilai、chixinyipian,
rujinqueyinweitacanjijiuxianqita,zhuanertouxiangduqiaodehuaibao,shige“xianpinaifu、wangenfuyi”denvren。
tiezixiamianhenkuaijiuyoulehenduopinglun,yourenbumingzhenxiang,kaishizhizewo。“wa,zhendejiade?
tanyukanqilaibuxiangzheizhongrena……”“zhirenzhimianbuzhixinbei,renjialinzhikuanyiqiankeshixilidetiancai,
xianzaibianchengzheiyang,takendingbuyuanyigenzheshoukule。”“duqiaoxuezhangneimeyouxiu,taxuanduqiaoyezhengchangba?
buguozheimeduiqiannanyou,queshiyoudianguofen。”kandaozheixiepinglun,woqideshoudouzaidou。
duqiaodiyishijiankandaoletiezi,tazhijielianxileluntanguanliyuan,yaoqiushanchubushixinxi,tongshishoujilezhengju,
faleyipianchengqingtie。tadetiezili,
fushanglehuozaishigudeguanfangbaogao(shangmianmingquexieleqihuoyuanyinshiguqingxuecaozuoshiwu),
haiyoujiweidangshizaichangtongxuedezhengci(zhengminglinzhikuandangshiqueshihanzherangjiuguqingxue),luojiqingxi,
zhengjuquezao。“tanyucongweiduilinzhikuanyouguosuoweide‘chixinyipian’,liangrenzhishiputongtongxueguanxi。
huozaifashengshi,tanyutingconglinzhikuandeyaoqiujiuchuguqingxue,yishirenzhiyijin。linzhikuanrujindezhuangkuang,
shitazijidexuanzeheguqingxuedeshiwuzaochengde,yutanyuwuguan。”“zhiyuwohetanyu,
womenshiyinweizhitongdaohezoudaoyiqi,ganqingchuncui,burongdihui。qinglinzhikuantingzhisaorao,
fouzewomenjiangcaiqufalvshouduan。”duqiaodetieziyifa,yulunlikefanzhuan。“**,fanzhuanle!
yuanlaishilinzhikuanzijirangjiubierende?”“guqingxuecaozuoshiwuyinfahuozai?neitameishi?linzhikuanfanercanle?
zheiqingjie……”“linzhikuanzheishierenxiangaozhuanga,taiexinleba!”“zhichiduqiaoxuezhang!
tanyujiebielineizhong**!”linzhikuandetiezibeishanle,tadagaimeixiangdaoduqiaohuizheimekuaifanji,
hainachuleshichui,qidezailuntanshangfengkuangfatiemaren,jieguobeiguanliyuanjinyanle。
kanzheshoujipingmushangdechengqingtie,woxinliyizhengandong。“xiexieni,duqiao。”“shagua,
womenzhijianbuyongshuoxiexie。”taroulerouwodetoufa,“yihouzaiyudaozheizhongshi,bieyigerenkangzhe,youwoni。
”wodiandiantou,yankuangyoudianshirun。shangyishideguduheweiqu,zaizheiyikesihudoubeifupingle。
6linzhikuanxiaotingle,danguqingxueneibianyouchushile。tingshuotahexueshenghuizhuxideganqingbingbuhao,
xueshenghuizhuxiyikaishiqueshiduitatingshangxin,danjiechujiule,jiufaxiantazisiyouxurong,haitebienengzuo,
jianjianjiubunaifanle。zheitian,wozaishiyanshijiaban,duqiaoqumaixiaoyele,guqingxueturanzhaoshangmenlai。
tayanjinghonghongde,lianshanghaiyoudianhongzhong,xiangshibeirendaguo。“tanyujie……”tashengyingengyan,
kanqilaihenlangbei。wozhoumei:“nizenmelaile?”“wo……wobeizhanghaodale……”takuzheshuo,
“tashuowofan,haishuowoburuni……”woxinlihaowubolan,shenzhiyoudianxiangxiao。“suoyini?”wokanzheta,
“nilaizhao**shenme?rangwobangnidahuiqu?haishirangwoanweini?”talengleyixia,
sihumeixiangdaowohuizheimelengmo。“tanyujie,wozhidaoyiqianshiwobudui……”tamolemoyanlei,
“danwomenbijingtongxueyichang,ninengbuneng……nengbunengjiewodianqian?woxiangbanchuquzhu,
zhanghaota……taburangwozou……”jieqian?wohuaiyizijitingcuole。“guqingxue,”wokanzheta,
“nijuedewohuijiejinima?”“wo……wohuihaide!”tajimangshuo,“dengwoyihouyouqianle,
woyidinghaini!tanyujie,woxianzaizhendezoutouwulule,zhanghaotabujindawo,
haikongzhiwodeqian……”“neishinizijixuande。”wodaduanta,“nidangchuweilexuronggentazaiyiqi,
xianzaichangdaokuguole,jiulaizhaowo?nijuedeheshima?”tadeliansebailebai,turanjidongqilai:“tanyu!
nishibushiguyikanwoxiaohua?nishibushijuedewohuogai?”“shi。”wokanzhetadeyanjing,“niqueshihuogai。
”tabeiwodezhibaiyezhule,banshangcaifanyingguolai,zhizhewomadao:“tanyu!
nibieyiweiniheduqiaozaiyiqijiulebuqile!nijiushigejianpolande!linzhikuanbuyaoni,nicaiquzhaoduqiaode!
”“zhishaowozhaoderen,buhuidawo,buhuikongzhiwo。”woyuqipingjing,“buxiangni,fangzhehaohaoderenbuxuan,
pianyaowanghuokenglitiao。”“ni!”taqideshuobuchuhua,turanchongshanglaixiangdawo。woceshenduokai,
tapulegekong,shuaidaozaidishang。“guqingxue,nibiejilianbuyaolian。”wolenglengdishuo,“zheilishishiyanshi,
bushinisayededifang。zainaoxiaqu,wojiujiaobaoanle。”tapazaidishang,kuleqilai,kushenghenda,
xiangshishouletiandadeweiqu。zheishi,duqiaohuilaile,kandaozheiyimu,zhouqilemei。“zenmehuishi?
”“talaijieqian,womeijie,jiuzheiyangle。”wojiandanjieshileyixia。duqiaobashoulidexiaoyefangzaizhuoshang,
duiguqingxueshuo:“gutongxue,ruguonimeibiedeshi,qinglikaiba,buyaoyingxiangtanyugongzuo。
”guqingxuekandaoduqiao,xiangshikandaolejiuxing,paqilaixiangqulatadeshou:“duqiaoxuezhang,nibangbangwoba,
wozhende……”duqiaohoutuiyibu,bikailetadeshou,yanshenlengdan:“baoqian,wobangbuleni。nideshi,
yinggaizijijiejue,huozhebaojing。”guqingxuedeshoujiangzaibankong,lianshangdebiaoqinghennankan。takanlekanduqiao,
youkanlekanwo,turanlengxiaoyisheng:“hao,haodehen!nimendoukanbuqiwoshiba?nimendengzhe!
wobuhuijiuzheimesuanlede!”shuowan,takuzhepaolechuqu。kanzhetadebeiying,
wotanlekouqi:“zhenshimomingqimiao。”“bieguantale。”duqiaobayifenxiaoyedijiwo,“kuaichiba,
lianglejiubuhaochile。”wojieguoxiaoye,xinlinuannuande。“nishuo,tahuibuhuizhendezuoshenmeshashi?
”woyoudiandanxin。“yinggaibuhui。”duqiaoyaoyaotou,“taneimeximing,zuiduoyejiushizuishangshuoshuo。
 
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