《放不下走不出》 小说介绍
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第一章
zhangfudenvxueshengshalewowusuidenver。
kemianduiwotonghongdeshuangyan,zhangfuquehaobuzaihudishuo,
“xiaohaoshizijiwanpicaishuaixialoude,zenmenengshuoshitiantianzuodeni?”
kewoqinyankandaoshijitiantiantuilewodenver!
jianwosibusongkou,zhangfuzhijiejiangwosongjinlejingshenbingyuan,
“dengshenmeshihounibuzaishuohuhua,wojiufangnichulai。”
zaidianshishangkandaojitiantiankailehuazhanhou,wocongjingshenbingyuantaolechuqu。
lushangxingrenfenfenyuanliwozheigelangbeidefengnvren。
woquehaobuzaiyi,jijianghedaquledianhua,
“niyiweiyigejingshenbingyuanjiunengkunzhuwoma?”
1.
shuowan,wobutingneibianjicudehuxisheng,zhijieguaduanledianhua。
jianghesihuwangle,zaijiehunqian,wocengshiquanguowushudiyi。
zhibuguohunhou,woweiaibianderouruan。
xiaoxinyiyididuidaizhangfuzheigerouruodehuajiahewokeaidenver。
xiangdaosiqudenver,wodexinzhongfanqitongyi。
baobei,mamayidinghuiweinibaochoude。
jishizulanderenshinidefuqin,wodeairen,woyebuhuishouxialiuqing。
jianghesihujizuleqian,dajiexiaoxiangdoushitadeaitujitiantiankaihuazhandeguanggao。
meigepingmudeguanggaodoubujinxiangtong,yongzulexinsi。
woyikanjiuzhidaoneishangmiandeshejihehuashiwodezhangfu,jianghezhishou。
wolengxiaoyisheng,yanzhongshanguohanmang。
zhikexi,tadexinsiyijinghenjiumeiyongzaiwohenverdeshenshangle。
在季甜甜出现后。
ershisuidejitiantianbaizailesanshisuidejianghemenxia。
woduicipoyouweici,kejianghequeshuo,
“tazhishigexiaoguniangeryi,nibieduoxiang。”
jitiantiangengshiyanleiwangwangdikanzhewo,
“shimu,nifangxinwoyidinghuiheshifubaochihaojulide。”
yankantajiuyaokule,woyezhinengzanshianxiabuman。
jianghejianzhuanglouzhuwo,qingshengshuodao,
“biedanxin,hongying,nizhidaodewozhiainiyigeren。”
“niyegaixiangxinnilaogongwoderenpin,woshibuhuibeipannihenverde。”
kejiushizheigerangwoxiangxintadenanren,yinweijitiantiandiyicidalewomendenverjiangfanghao。
zhiyinweitashuonverduitaeyuxiangxiang。
chenwobuzai,jianghejiuwendoubuwen,jiangnverdadepikairouzhan。
kewodenverwolejie,tadongshiyoulimao,lianmarendoubuhui。
zenmekenengduitaeyuxiangxiang?
jiangnversongjinyiyuanhou,wohejianghebaofalejiliedezhengchao。
woxianghuzaidecishiyiyangchaozhetanuhou,
“niyouwenguoxiaohaoma?zenmenengpingjitiantiandeyimianzhicijiurendinglexiaohaomaren?”
jianghequezhuantouguozhizewo,
“tiantianminganrouruo,hexiaohaoyoumeienyuan,genbenjiumeiyouliyouyuanwangta。”
“daoshini,zhiqianjiuduitiantianbuman。”
“kendingshinihenvershuosandaosi,tashoulenideyingxiangcaizheimezuode!”
womenzhengchaodeshihou,jitiantiankukutiti,yilianrouruodishuo,
“shifu,shimu,nimenbiechaole,doushiwodecuo。”
“wobugaijiangzheijianshiqinggaosushifude。xiaohaomeimeinianjixiao,wozhanzherangtamajiushile。”
他连忙安慰她,
“nijiranrenlewozuoshifu,jiumeiyourangnishouweiqudedaoli。”
weileburangjitiantianshangxin,tahaidasuanxunchinveryidun。
yidiandoubugunveryijingkudaoshayadesangzi。
woyibazhangdadaotadelianshang,
“nizaiganmawonver,wojiubanidexinganbaobeidadaopigunniaoliu!”
江禾立即皱起眉头,
“shenmexinganbaobei,nibuyaoluanshuo。”
“tiantianzhishiwodexueshengeryi。”
danbeiwoweixieguohou,tayebuzaitijizheishi。
2.
这事就这么过去了。
wogaosukuqidenver,rangtayuanlijitiantian,tongshizaijialianlejiankong。
kemeiguojitian,nvergangchuyuan。
wobuguoshiquzijidewuguanbanledianshi,huijiashijiukandaojitiantianjiangnvercongyangtaituixia。
nverkandaowoshi,yanlibengfachuguangcai,
“妈妈,救救我!”
wolianmangganguoqu,xiangyaozhuazhunver。
kelaibujile,wozhinengyanzhengzhengdikanzhenvershuaixialou。
siloudegaodu,nvershuaidefenshensuigu,dangchangbiming。
kejianghequewushilewodeshengsilijie,
“xiaohaoyijingsile,nibuyaowuliqunaole。”
zaimianduijingfangdexunwenshi,jiandingdishuonvershizijitanwancaishuaixialoude。
我死不松口。
taquerangrenweizaoleyifengwodejingshenjiandingbaogao,qinglesigedahanjiangwoyajinlejingshenbingyuan。
zaibeiguanjinquqian,wokandaolejitiantiandeyidemuguang。
她对我做着口型,
【laonvren,nijiuzailimianhaohaodaizheba。】
【江老师是我的。】
xiangdaoguoqudezhongzhong,wodexinzhonghenyishangyong。
tamenlianggegounannvdougaisi!
wobingmeiyouzhejibaofutamen,ershixianqulenverdemudi。
dangchunversihou,wojiangjiankongbeifenleyifenfangzainverdemubeishang。
就粘在她的遗像下。
zanglishangwobaozhenverdemubeishishengtongku,meiyouyirenhuaiyiwozuoleewaidedongzuo。
jiulianjiangheyezhishixianqiwokudebugouyouya,diuletajiangdashidelianeryi。
kedangwodaolemudishiquefaxiannverfenluanqibazaode。
mubeidaozaidishang,tiezaishangmiandezhaopianbeiwunifugaileyiban。
jiuliannverdeguhuiyebuyierfeile。
shenmerenyouzheizhongshenchoudahen,lianyigexiaonvhaidemaiguzhidiyebufangguo。
wodenaodaililijifuxianchulejitiantianneizhanglian。
wowojinshuangquan,shuangmutonghong,quxiaupanhouzhibenjitiantiandehuazhanerqu。
tadehuazhanjiuweiyushizhongxin,wogandaoshihuazhanhaimeijieshu。
wushilebaoandehuhan,wotieqingzhelianchuanglejinqu。
limian,jitiantianzhengduizheyifuhuakankanertan,
“zheifuhuashiwodedeyizhizuo,huashanghuiandechangjingshiyongguhuizuoweiyanliao。”
“tebieganxiewodelaoshi,jianghexianshengjiangtanverdeguhuijiaojiwo。”
yipang,jiangheyilianxinwei。
wochuangjinlaishi,mududejiushizheifuchangmian。
wonuhuozhongshao,zhijiechuangleguoqu,jiangneifuhuasidefensui,
“jianghenizenmegande?nijiubupanverzuzhounima?”
3.
mianduiwozheigeturuqilaidechuangruzhe,huazhandeguanzhongdunshiyilunfenfen,
“zheigenvrenshisheia?zenmenengsuiyipohuairenjiadezuopinni?”
“renjiajiangdashibazijinverdeguhuigongxianchulaiguantashenmeshia?”
zheishiyourenshiwoderenlalelatadeyixiu,
“bieshuole,zheishijiangdashidelaopo,neiyeshitanver。”
kandaowodeneiyike,jitiantianlijihedehuarongshise,duodaolejianghedeshenhou。
江禾的脸色难看,
“hongying,nidejingshenbinghaimeihao,zenmenengzijipaochuyuan?”
ranhoutayilianqianyidikanzheqitaren,
“zhenshibaoqian,hedaogeweile,zheishiwoqizi。”
“zhiqianyinweinverdesishoule**jingshenbutaizhengchang。”
kantahaizaihushuobadao,woyibazhangdadaotadelianshang,
“wokannicaishijingshenbuzhengchangdeneige!”
“nagezhengchangrenhuibanverdeguhuijihaisitaderenzuoyanliao?”
jianghewuzhulian,fennudikanzhewo,
“你闹够了没有。”
“jiushiyinweinifeiyaoshuoshitiantianhaisilexiaohao,nicaijindejingshenbingyuan!”
tadeyanzhongbaohanzheweixie,kewoquesihaobuju,
“neishiwoqinyankandaode!”
zhiqianbeiguanjinqushiyinweiwoduitameiyoufangbei。
xianzaiwoyoulefangbei,tajiubiexiangzaimouhaiwo。
季甜甜委屈地开口,
“shimu,xiaohaodesizhendehewomeiguanxi。”
“nikendingshibeishimeidesi**daole,chuxianhuanjuele。”
woshangqianjibu,raoguojiangheshunshoujiletayibazhang,
“jiaowoshimujiaodehenbuqingyuanba!”
“fangxinhaolejianghezheigenanrenwobuxihan。”
“guoyiduanshijiannijiunengchenggongshangweile。”
mianduizhouweiyiyangdemuguang,jitiantianlijiwuzheliankuleqilai。
jianghejianzhuangxintengbuyi,duiwonumuershi,
“hongyingniyouwanmeiwan?nijiufeidezhengfengchicuma?shenzhibuxinanverzuofazi!”
“ruguoxiaohaohaihuozhe,kendinghuiweiyounizheizhongmuqinerxiuchide!”
tingzhetatinver,wojiuhendeyaoyaqiechi,
“nimeiyouzigetixiaohao!”
weilejitiantian,tabufenqinghongzaobai,jiangnverdajinyiyuan。
shenzhizainvershengrineitian,tazhengwanzaipeijitiantianhuahua。
diertianwozhiwenta,taquelizhiqizhuangdishuo,
“tadeshengriyouhenduoci。”
“ketiantianyaoshicuoguolezheicitupodejihui,jiuhennanzaiyouxiacile。”
kenverzaiyemeiyouxiacishengrile。worenbuzhuhongleyan。
jishiailewojibazhang,jianghedelianyijiujunmeixiuqi。
sanshiduosuiderenquehewomengangrenshishiyiyang。
zhibuguotazaojiuyijingbianle。
wokanzhetadeshuangyan,yiziyijudishuo,
“jianghe,nibupeizuoxiaohaodebaba!yebupeizuowodezhangfu。”
dangchuneigefashiyaoyibeiziduiwomenmuzihaodejiangheyijingsile。
xianzaihuozhedeshishuyujitiantiandejianghe。
wenyan,jianghedelianshangshanguoxiexumimang,danhenkuaijiubianchenglebuxie,
“baoanni?haibukuaijiangrenkongzhizhu?”
“fangxinhaole,womashangjiujiangnisonghuijingshenbingyuan。”
jigerengaomadadebaoanlijikongzhizhuwo,kewoquedaxiaoqilai。
jiuzaizheishi,yinweizheichangnaojuzhunbeilichangdeguanzhongfachulejinghusheng,
“kanneigepingmu,neishangmiandebushineigejitiantian,jihuashima?”
jiangheliansenankandidaizhejitiantianwangwaizou。
jigebaoanyazhewogenzaitamenhoumian。
zhijianwaimianweilezhanshijitiantiandezuopinteyibaoxiadedapingshang。
xianshidezhengshitajiangwonvertuixiayangtaidehuamian。
kanzhelianseshabaidejitiantian,wofengkuangdaxiao,
“jitiantian,ganzuojiuyaogandanga!”
“nibuchengrenmeiguanxi,wobangnia!”
 
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