《不要在临终前才爱我》 小说介绍
《buyaozailinzhongqiancaiaiwo》shiyibuqihuanmofaleideyanqingxiaoshuo,youchenjingbojingxinchuangzuo。gushizhuyaoweiraozhelinjingshenbaiyanhehuanzhankai,yigeyiwaideshikongchuansongjiangqidaidaoleyishijie,chengweileguangmingshiliyuheianshilizhijiandeguanjianrenwu。linjingshenbaiyanhehuanbixuxuehuizhangwozijidemofanengli,bingzhaodaotongwanghuiguixianshishijiedefangfa。kewocongbuzhudongkaojinta。yinweiwomenzhuanyehenduorendouzhidao,linjingshenyouyiweixinlixuezhuanyedeqingmeizhuma,……chongmanleshenmihemofadefenwei,jiangdailingduzhetansuoyigelingrenjingtandeqihuanshijie。
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naoaijinruwanqihou,wochuxianhuanjue,shucibengkui。linjingshendebaiyueguangqueyixinliyishengdeshenfen,
rendingwoshijingshenzhangai,wangxiangtongguozhuangbingqiqiuguanzhu。woxiesidilidifouren。linjingshenlouzhebaiyueguang,
yuqitebieleng:“nizheifufengdiandeyangzihaiyoubokeliandexiaojiliang,rangwojuedehenfan。”woxinhuiyileng,
tilelihun。tapobujidaidiyubaiyueguanghejiuqingzhu,cheyekuanghuan。houlai,dangwoshileyijianhunshadangsangfu,
zhengxiaozheduilaobanshuoyaotiqianjianghunshasongdaobinyiguanshi。linjingshenqueturanchuxian,
sisizuanzhewodeshou:“nigentazaizheiganshenme?”1di10citaopaoshibaishi,baiyanhenhenshanlewojibazhang。
“sifengzi,jinghuijiwotianmafan!yaoshinipaole,jingshenzeguaiwozenmeban?”wopushangquzhuatadetoufa,
yaotadeshou。baiyanjianjiaozhehoutui,dieruyigekuanhoudehuaibaozhong。gangcongwaimianjinlaidelinjingshen,
wenroudishiqutalianshangdeleishui,zhuantouzhiwenwo:“hehuan,niyouzaifashenmefeng?!
”kandaowolianshangdebazhangyinshi,taweiweiyizheng:“nidelianzenmele?
”baiyanlikejiehua:“hehuanzuijindezicanxingweiyuelaiyueyanzhongle,gangcaitayizhizaishanzijibazhang,
douguaiwomeikanhaota。”woluchushenshangdeshanghen,shengqidifanbo:“bu,womeiyouzican,
shitabuduandinvedaiwo!”“chulebazhangyin,haiyouzheixieyuqing,shitatuidaowoshiliuxiade,haiyouzheixieshanghen,
shitanadaozihuade。”linjingshenkanzhewodeshang,weiweicumei。baiyanzhuangchunanyizhixindeyangzi。
“hehuannizenmenengzheimewuxianwo?zheixieshangmingmingshinichuxianhuanjueshizijibuxiaoxinnongde。”“weilezuzhini,
wozijidoushoushangle。”taluchushouwanshangdeyayin,zheishitagangcaiyongliqiazhuwobozishi,
woweizhengtuoeryaochudehenji。linjingshenxiaoxintuoqitadeshou,yiliantengxidezeguai:“zenmebuzaodianhewoshuoni?
tengbuteng?”zaikanxiangwoshi,yanshenheyuqizhouranbianleng。“hehuan,jibaiyandaoqian。
”wokanzhemianqianzheigemingmingyuwojiehun5nian,cikequejinjinhuzhebaiyan,duiwoyilianfangbeidezhangfu。
yikexinfangfobeiqianwangenzhenzha,tengdechuanbuguoqi。“wobu!tawuxianwoshifengzi,
erqiewomingmingshizhengdangfangwei!”neizhongqiabozidelidu,rangwoganjuedaoleshayi。
wocongshoujifanchuyizhangnaobuctjieguodejietu,duidaolinjingshenmianqian。“nikan!
zheishiwoshangcitaopaoqunaokepaidepianzi。”“woqueshishengbingle,queshikandaolehuanjue,
danbushibaiyanshuodejingshenzhangai,ershinaozilizhanglejiaozhiliu,pianzixianshishi4ji,wanqi。”“linjingshen,
wodoukuaisile,nijiubunengxiangxinwoyicime?”yulinjingshenjiehun5nian,womenganqingsuiranshuobushangduorelie,
danyesuanwenxinhemu。zhidaobannianqian,baiyanhuiguo。wohaojicizhuangjianlinjingshenxiabanhouquzhaota,
errenzaidingcengcantinggongjinwancan,lianshangshiwocongweijianguodexiaorong。qiangliedebuanrangwopinfantouteng,
jianjianchuxianhuanjue。ranhoulinjingshenbawodaidaolebaiyanjia。tashuobaiyanzaiguowailiuxue,shizuiquanweidexinliyisheng,
youta24xiaoshikanzhewo,wohuihaodegengkuai。kewozhidao,tazheishijizijizhizaolaikanbaiyandejihui。
baiyanzaiyicicizhenliaozhongkeyiyindao,siyouruowudixuanyaotahelinjingshennianshaodeqingyihexianzaidemoqi。
cairangwoyuelaiyuejiaolv。zaizuizhongduocihuanjuehouqingxushikong,bianchengxianzaide“fengzi”。linjingshenkandaojietu,
dunshilengzhu,lianshangnandedichuxianleyisihuangluan。kebaiyanqueturanchusheng:“hehuan,wolijienixianzaidexinqing,
bijingmeiyouyigerenyuanyichengrenzijishigejingshenbing。”“dan……nizenmenengweizaojianchabaogaodanlaiqipianjingshen,
guyirangtashangxinni?”2linjingshendelianseshunjianyinchen。tabaifenbaixiangxinbaiyan,
shenzhidoumeixiangguonaguowodeshoujiyanzhengyixia,zhijiechongwohou:“goulehehuan!
wozhidaoniyizhihuaiyiwohebaiyan,danneidoushinidehuanjue!wohebaiyanshilaopengyou,womenzhijianqingqingbaibai。
”woxiaole,leishuiwushengdibumanlelianjia。suiranshengbingle,kewofendeqinghuanjinghexianshi。wozhidao,
tadanxixiaguixiangbaiyanqiuhunshiwofabingshichuxiandehuanshi。kewoyezhidao,
tahebaiyanxiangshishimuguanglidejuanlian、yihan,cengchuxianguobuzhiyici。tamendeshentiqingqingbaibai。
danbicidelinghun,quezaozaibujingyijianjinjinjiuchan。wozhizhelinjingshenjinjinlouzhebaiyandeshoubei,
wulidizhiwen:“nimenqingqingbaibai?neizheiyousuanshenme?zheishilaopengyouzhijiangaibaochideshejiaojulima?
”linjingshenyidun,bikailewodemuguang。“neihaibushiyinweinigangcaifafeng,babaiyantuidaole,
wozhishifutayixiaeryi,nibiezongxiangdeneimewochuo。”baiyandixiatou,yanquanmanmanfahong。“jingshen,
qishizheidouguaiwo。”“yaobushiwohuiguohoulianxini,hehuandejingshenyebuhuishoudao**。
”“jishiwoquanlishudao,tahaishideleguanxiwangxiangzheng,lianweizaonaoaiquezhendanzheizhongshidouzuochulaile。
”“nixianzaibahehuandaizouba,women……yihoubuyaojianmianle。”baiyanbeiguoshenquchouqi,jianbangweiweizhandou。
beiyingjijianqiangyouposui。“suiranwoshixinliyisheng,wolijiehehuanjingshenyouwenti,bunengkongzhiziji。
”“danwoyeyouzizunxin,wowufajieshouzijimingmingshenmeyemeizuo,quechengweibierenyixiangzhongdexiaosan。
”youshizheiyangdeshuoci。youshibaiyanshifenweiqudilanxiasuoyoucuowu,
kemeiyijuqiantaiciqueshizaishuowowuliqunao。luotiebandejutongheqiangliedeyanfanganzaiwonaozhongzhakai。
zhuoshangdehuapingbeiwosaoluo,zaidishangzhachengwushusuipian。wowuzhetou,tengdelenghanlinli,zhijianzhandou,
zaiyekongzhibuzhuqingxuchongbaiyandahan:“nigoule!yaobuleduojiu,linjingshenjiushinide。
”“niweishenmefeiyaoshuowoshigejingshenbing?!wobushibushibushi!”baiyanjingjiaoyisheng,
houtuishibeiyizibandao。sanluozaidishangdehuapingsuipian,jiuzheiyangcijinletadeshouzhangli。“baiyan!
”linjingshenyigejianbushangqian,wanyaofuqita,ditouzixitiaochushangkoulidesuipian,
tongshibuduanchizewo:“hehuan,nicaishigoule!nizheifufengdiandeyangzihaiyoubokeliandexiaojiliang,
rangwojuedehenfan。”“nikankannizijichengleshenmeyangzi。”wodexinyijingtongdaomamule。
baiyanzhuangsiwuyidiyiweilinjingshenhuaili,taimoushichuchukelian:“jingshen,womeishi,si……”yitingtajiaoteng,
linjingshendedongzuoyouqingroulejifen。zailinjingshenkanbujianshi,baiyanqiaoqizuijiao,tiaoxindikanxiangwo,
yuqiquezhuangdeyaoduoguanhuaiyouduoguanhuai。“jingshennikan,hehuanxianzaichedifengle,wanquankongzhibuzhuziji。
”“zuoweixinliyisheng,wozhijianyinijiangtaqiangzhisongdaojingshenbingyuan,24xiaoshikanguan,
fouzetakeneng……”fennuhetongyijinyibujiaju。wozaicipuleguoqu。“nibizui!wobushifengzi!!!
”3baiyanshizhidaozenme**wode。tasanyanliangyu,jiu**dewoshikong,
ranhoushuliandijiwodazhenjingji……xianruhunshuiqian,wodezhijiashenshenxianrulinjingshendeshoubei。“linjingshen,
wozhenhenni。”hennicongbuxiangxinwo……linjingshenyoupiankedeshishen,zuichunbuduankaihe,sihuzaijieshishenme,
kewomeitingqing。zaicixinglaishi,wotangzaijialidechuangshang,jiaohuaishangshibinglengdejiaokao。
jiaokaolingyiduansuozaichuangtoushang。fangjianliweiyideguangyuan,shichuangtoubianranshaodexiangxunlazhu,sanfadandandetanxiang。
baiyanshuo,tanmuxiangweikeyifangsongshenjing,zhenjingrumian。suoyilinjingshenmeicidouhuidianshang。napatazhidao,
wobuxihuantanmudeweidao。baomuzhuandatadehua:“linzongrangwogaosunin,zhiyaoninguaiguaitinghua,biezaixiangtaiduo,
tajiubuhuijiangnisongqujingshenbingyuan。”taxianzaiyetingbaiyandehua,
jiangwozheige“fengzi”jinguzaizheijianhunanshaoguangdefangjianli。yijiangenjingshenbingyuanmeiyouqubiedefangjian。
woyuexiangtouyueteng……zuihoujingchuanbushangqilai。yanqianweiyiliangzhedechuangtoudeng,turanbiandemohu,
manmanandanxiaqu。wohaipale。woganjueyaobeiyanmeizaifangjiandeheianzhongle。zaitengtongjikuishenjingqian,
wozhengzhazhefanchushouji,jilinjingshendadianhua:“jingshen,wohenhaipa,qiunifangwo……”“qingwenninshi?
”baiyandeshengyincongdianhuaneitouchuanlai。woyanqiansuoyoudeguangxiaoshile,shijiechedixianruheianhechenmo。piankehou,
baiyandeshengyinzaicichuanlai:“shihehuanma?”“buhaoyisi,jingshenmeiyoubeizhunidehaoma,
woyiweishimoshengdianhua。”“eduile,tazaixizao,niyoushenmeshikeyixiangenwoshuo。”womeiyoushuohua。
guntangdeleiwushengdihuaguolianjia。mole,baiyanjieshileyiju:“hehuan,nibuyaowuhui,
wohejingshenzhishizaitanshiqing。”tanshenmeshiqingxuyaoxizaoni?wobushishazi。gengjiaqiangliedetengtongxilai,
fangfoyigenshaohongdezhenguanchuanlewodenaodai。teng!conglaimeiyouzheimeteng!wotengdehunshenfazhan,
zaidishangjuliefangun。zaiheianzhongmosuodaoyigejianruidezhuojiaohou,henhendizhuangleshangqu……“pipa!
”shenbianchuanlaiboliposuideshengyin。woyiwuxiasikaoshishenmedongxisuile。woyinggai……keyisileba?
zheishiwoyishimohuqian,zuihoudexiangfa。……naodailidetengtongtaijulie。rangwoshierhunsiguoqu,
shieryoubanmengbanxing。wohuanghuanghuhuzhijian,haoxiangtingdaobaomujiaojidihan“zhehuole!kuaijiuhuo!
”youhaoxiangtingdaotajilinjingshendadianhua:“linzong,furenmeishaoshang,danetouliulehenduoxue,
renyijinghunleguoqu。”“nifangxin,renyijingshangjiuhuchele……”4woshuidehenbuanwen,
yishizaihuiyizhongbuduanchenfu。8nianqian,wohelinjingshendoushijiangdafuzhuangshejizhuanyededasanxuesheng。
shitongnianjidetianfuxingmiaozi。shiweiernengzaiquanguofuzhuangshejidasaizhongnadaomingcidexuesheng。buguo,
wozaigezhongbisaizhongdemingci,zongshipaizailinjingshenqianmian。quanguodaxueshenghunshashejidasai,wodi2ming,
tadi3ming。xinxingbeichaoliufushizuheshejidasai,wohuodezuijiashejijiang,
tanadaozuijuqianlijiang……woduitaweiyideyinxiangshimeicihuojianghou,tabuganxindeyanshen。zhidaoneiyitian,
woqulaobuliaoshichangxunzhaoyitingchandemianliao,jieguobeijigexiaohunhunduzaipianpixiangjiao。weijiguantou,
linjingshenturanchuxian。weiwodangzhuxiaohunhunmendegunzi,lawoyilukuangbenzhidamalushang……paodechuanbushangqi,
cuzhehaokandemeiyanjiaojixunwenwoyoumeiyoushidemoyang,rangwodexintiaobuzijuedijiasu。
kewocongbuzhudongkaojinta。yinweiwomenzhuanyehenduorendouzhidao,linjingshenyouyiweixinlixuezhuanyedeqingmeizhuma,
tajiaobaiyan。errendeguanxi,shigongrendeyouqingzhishang,lianrenjiangman。meixiangdaozaibiyedianlineitian。
zhengdangwohesheyouyiqinazhebiyezhengshupaizhaoshi,linjingshenturanchuxian。hongzheyanquan,
pengzheyidashumeiguixiangwogaobai:“hehuan,zuowonvpengyouhaoma?”wobeituruqilaidejingxichonghunletounao。
zaisheyouxianmudegantanzhongjiexialetadehua,beitayongbaozaihuaili。wanquanmeizhuyidao,
huashulidezhufukabeilinjingshenjinjinzuanzaishouli,shangmianxiezhe:【baiyan,woxihuanni。】5biyezhiqian,
quanqiuzhimingdeshepaigongsikanzhonglewocengnaqucansaidehunshasheji。
yaoqingwojiarutamenjubanhunshazhutishishangdaxiu。ketamengongsizongbuzaibali,xiangdaogangduiwogaobaidelinjingshen,
wofangqile。woyulinjingshenyitongjinrumouchaoliufuzhuangjituandeshejibumen。tahenhaoqiang,weilezaodianzuochuchengji,
shiyongqibianjiabanjiadiandihuashejitu、daban……dantadezuopinzongquefadutexing。
wangwangtajiabanhaojiyezuochudeyifu,queyuanbujiwolingguangyixiandesheji,beizongjianpideyiwushichu。
wokanbudetashoucuo,keyishoulianguangmang。bingzaitameiyoulingganshikeyiyindao,
shenzhibuxijiangwodechuangyijianjietishijita……zhongyu,tayongwochuangyishejichufengmiyishidebaokuan,
chengweiquanneizuijuqianlideshejishi。binglikaigongsichuanglilegerenpinpai——“linzhichao”。woxuanzetiaocao,
qingjinquanlibangta。weilebangtadaxiangxinpinpai,woliangtianyiyebumianbuxiu,
huachu10kuanqiehedangxianianqingrenxihaodeshejigao。woyongyuanjidelinjingshenzaikandaoshejigaoshi,
yandidejingyanyuzhenjing。neigeyanshenrangwojuededuoleidouzhide。houlai,wodezuopinxunsubaohuo,
dutedezhuangse、biechuxincaidesheji,bujinbeixuduocaifahemingxingxiai。gengbeiwushushangjiamofang,
chuzaigedashangchaoheyeshiditanli……dangnianshejideqizhongliangkuan,jintianrengshi“linzhichao”dejingdiankuan,
xiaoliangjugaobuxia。duanduan3nian,“linzhichao”congwurenwenjindexiaopaizi,
fazhanchengnianqingrenzuixihuandeshishangpinpaizhiyi。moucilinjingshendaiwojuhuishi,
tingshuolebaiyanzaiguowaijiehundexiaoxi。tadeliansebiandehenbuhao,zhenggewanshangdouzaizoushen。neishiwocaimingbai,
yuanlaibaiyan,yizhizhanjutaxinlidemougeweizhi。juhuidedi2tian,
tabuguanbugudijiangyimeijiezhitaozaiwoshoushang,yuqidaiyouxiaoxinyiyideqipan。“hehuan,yongyuanpeizaiwoshenbian,
keyima?”zaiwodiantouhou,tayoulazhewozhibenminzhengjulinglezheng。wotianzhendiyiwei,tajuedingyuwojiehun,
shijuexinchediwangjibaiyandekaishi。jiusuanhoulai,wolazhetaqukanwotebiexinyidehunsha,beitayimangyushiye,
zanshibubanhunlideliyoujujue。wotichuyaoyigehaizi,beitaxiangjinbanfaditaobi。woyegaosuziji,
yubaiyanshijiniandeganqing,bushineimerongyiwangji,tahaixuyaoshijian。weiletaohaolinjingshen,wotingtadehua,
zhudongdanchushizhuangshejixingye。xuezhezuoyigexianhuideqizi。jianjiandi,linjingshendeshiyezuoyuezuoda,
erwofangfobeizheyidefeiniao。meirizhizaibieshuli,weizhezhangfudazhuan……6zhidaobaiyanlihunhuiguo,
zailinjingshengongsifujinkailexinlizhensuo,errenpinfandijianmian。wochuxianlekaishitoutong,huantinghehuanshidezhengzhuang。
yinweibaiyandachaoyijiahou,linjingshenjiangwolingdaotajiazhiliao。“niyixinbingtaizhong,danaodoukaishiqipianzijile,
congxianzaikaishinijiuzhuzhei,rangbaiyanhaohaoshudaoni。”woshitukunao,huanlaidezhiyoutadebunaifan。
baiyanbiaomianshangshuobufangxin,youzhaoleyigebaomuhelianggebaoanyiqizhaoguwo,shijishangshibianxiangdijianguanwo。
buguan**shenmedouyoubaomugenzhe,lianxizaoyebufangguo。meiyicixiangchumentouqi,
doubeilianggexiongsheneshadebaoanlanzhu,shuowobushihequrenduodedifang。
baiyangengzaidanduzhenliaozhongyi“jieshi”weiyou,xiangwochanshutamendecengjing……“hehuan,
suiranwohenhouhuizaibiyedianlineitianjujuelejingshendegaobai,xuanzechuguoliuxue,danwoxianzaizhenxinzhufunimen。
”“duila,jingshendayidangniancanjiahunshashejibisaidezuopin,shitaweiwoliangshendingzuode,
neitiaohunshahoulaiyinggaishinichuanshangle,yidinghenmeiba?”“woganghuiguo,jingshenjiulaijianwo,
genwoshuolenideshi,taduinihenhaoduibudui?”……meiyicizhenliao,tadoujingzhundicitongwodeshenjing。
rangwodehuanting、huanshiyuelaiyueyanzhong。zuihou,baiyan“zhenduan”woyoujingshenzhangai,jingchangchuxianwangxiangzhengzhuang,
rangwozailinjingshenmianqianchengledefengzi。erwoshentibushidezhenzhengyuanyinquebeisuoyourenhushi。
danwulewozhiliaojiaozhiliuzuijiadeshijian。6zaicizhengkaiyanjingshi,shuxideguangmingyouhuilaile。wosongleyikouqi,
haihao,kanlaizhiyoufabingshicaihuichuxianshilishousundeqingkuang。linjingshensihuhaimeidao。
wokandaoyishengduibaomushuowodeqingkuangfuzayaoctdengjianchacainengqueding。wobianjiekoushangweishengjian,
yigerencongyiyuanhoumenliulechuqu。shenqiudejiedaokongkongdangdang,yefenghenleng。womanwumudedizouzhe,
buzhibujuezoudaolejiangdadexiaomenqian。sanliangchengqundedaxueshengtanxiaofengsheng,baoyuanzhebiyeshejimeiyoulinggan,
wanyixiaozhaonadaoleofferquemeinadaobiyezhenggaizenmeban?qizhongyigezhangfabaiqundenvhaixiaodezhangyang,
genwodangnianhenxiang。wozichaodixiaolexiao。hehuan,nizhei8nianlai,huodeduokexiaoa。
dangniannizaixuexiaolihuashejigaoshi,conglaimeixiangguo,zijiyouyitianhuiruciqiaocui、ruciyiwushichu。
yanleidiluozaizhangxin,genyefengyiyangliang。zouzhezouzhe,wobuzijuezoudaoyijiahunshadianqian,
chuchuanglihunshazhengshiwo5nianqianxinyideneiyijian。yulinjingshenlingzhenghou,wohualeshangbaiyecaogao,
xiangshejiyitiaoshuyuwomendehunsha。kewoshizhongduishejigaobumanyi。xianzaixianglai,yuanlaichanlejiadeaiqing,
shiwufatigongxingfudelinggande。chuchuanglidehunsha,baidechunjing,queliuguangyicai,
rangwobujinhuanghu……zhulixujiuhou,wobotonglebinyiguandedianhua:“ninhao,
woxiangtiqianyuyueyitiyunsongshijianhehuazhuangshi。”“sizhe……shiwoziji……”“duile,
qingwennimendehuazhuangshi,huibuhuihuaxinniangzhuangrongni?woxiangchuanhunsharuguan,zheikeyima?
”……anpaihaoshenhoushi,linjingshendedianhuajiulaile。tagandaoyiyuanquefaxianwotaopaole,gujizaidafapiqi。
woendiaoledianhua,zhihuifuleyitiaoxiaoxi:【linjingshen,womenlihunba。】tamenlianggerendeaiqinggushili,
wozheigewailaizhezhendehenlei。leidaowoyijingbuxiangzhuijiushisheirangwoderenshengrucibeican,
shisheibawobianchengleyigefengzi。wozhishiyihanwomeiyoujianchinianshaodemengxiang。zuoweiyigehunshashejishi,
wozhixiwangzaishengmingdejintou,nengchuanshangzheijiancongsheji、mianliao、caijian,
douwanmeiqihewocengjingyigemeihaogouxiangdehunsha。jidianbeifangqidemengxiang,
zaidixiadanduzhangmian……7linjingshenbiwogengzaodaojia。woyituikaimen,biankandaozuozaishafafue,
bimuyangshendeta。“bushishuoyaolihunma?”“nihaihuilaiganshenme?houhuile?”linjingshentiaomeikanwo,
tayiweiwohuixiangyiqianyiyangguaiguairencuo,qiutabuyaoshengqi。kewobingmeiyou,
zhishidandanhuileyiju:“huilaishoushidongxi。”linjingshensihulenglepianke,kandaowozhijielveguotashangloushi,
yanlidenuhuozhongyuyayibuzhule。takouzhuwodeshouwan,jiangwosisianzaishafashang。
hongzheyanzhiwenwo:“hehuan,niyaogenwolihun?”“niyinggaihenqingchu,nixianzaichulewo,shenmedoumeiyou。
”tataiqiwodexiaba,yanlijinshibuxie:“niyiwei,nihaishiyiqiandetiancaishejishima?
”“xianzaideshizhuangjie,tidao‘linzhichao’dechengjiu,sheihaihuijidenihehuandemingzi?
”“niyoushenmezige——gen、wo、li、hun?”zuihouyijuhua,tajihushiyaozheyashuode。wobieguolian,
lengmodao:“nixizhuangshangdeyoubaiyandexiangshuiwei,xundaowole。”linjingshenlengleyishun,
xiayishixiangjieshi:“wo……”ketazuizhonghaishimeishuoshenme。zhishimanmansongkailewodeshouwan,
beizheshenzilengshengdao:“hehuan,nibingdehenyanzhong。”“zainijingshenzhuangtaihuifuzhengchangzhiqian,
wobuhuigennilihunde。”“niyezhidao,paoqishengbingdeqizizheiyixinwen,
dui‘linzhichao’pinpaixingxiangshiduodadechongji。”woshenshentanleyikouqi。
qishenjiangyifenqianhaozidelihunxieyishufangzaizhuoshang:“linjingshen,woshuoguo,womeiyoujingshenbing。
”“woxianzaiwubiqingxing,woyaocongzheiduansanjiaoguanxizhongchouli。”“nikeyixuanzemibuchuliandeyihan,
woyeyouquanlizhongzhizheiduancuowudehunyin。”shuowan,wobuzaikanta,shangloushoushileyiwulikai。
linjingshenmeiyouwoxiangxiangzhongdegaoxing。fandaodingzhezhuoshangdelihunxieyishu,chushenlexujiu。
yixiangchuyugaoweizhedeta,huoxunanyijieshou。wozheizhiyuanyiweitashouliansuoyoutianfuguangmang,
zheduanmengxiangdejinsique。youyitianjinghuizhudonglikaita。duiyutaeryan,
zheishidiyicizaiwoshenshangtihuidaocuobaiganba?danmeiguanxi,tayoubaiyan。dangye,
baiyanzaijiubafaleyitiaopengyouquan:【hezuiledelinzong,gendaxueshiyiyangkeai~buguo,
woyigerenzenmebatakanghuijiani???】peitushizuidebushengrenshidelinjingshen,pazaitadejiantou。
tamianqianduiledadaxiaoxiao7、8gejiuping。kanyangzi,mashangnenghewolihun,
yuqingmeizhumadechulianzaiyiqizheijianshi。lingtafeichanggaoxing,gaoxingdepobujidaidihejiuqingzhu。8ciri,
wolaidaoneijiahunshadian,wangzhebeiyangguangzheshechuxisuiguangcaidehunshachushen。
【shengjiedebaiyingshexingfudeguangcai】zheishiwodangniancanjiaquanguohunshashejidasaishi,
cenggenpingweitiguodeyigegouxiang。danyinweimeizhaodaoheshidemianliao,suoyizheigechuangyibeiqiyong。meixiangdao,
zheijiadiandeshejishiwanmeichengxianchuwodeshejilinian。“nihao,yaoshiyishima?”chuchuanglidehunshapang,
buzhiheshichuxianleyigeyanshenmingliang,xiaorongwennuandenanren。shidianlideshejishi,zaixiangwodazhaohu。
wogangxianghuida,queturangandaoyizhentianxuandizhuan,yanqiandejingxiangkaishimohu……youfabingle。duanzandeheianzhong,
yishuangwennuandeshoufuzhulewo。“nimeishiba?liansehaoxiangbutaihao。”shineiweishejishideshengyin。
woshijingyaoleyaotou,mianqiangkanqingdongxi:“buhaoyisi,woyoudianbushufu,xiuxiyihuierjiuhao。
”shejishijiangwofujindianli,haoxindijiwodaoleyibeiwenshui,bingziwojieshao:“wojiaoxuqing,
shizheijiadiandeshejishijianlaoban。”buzhiweihe,wozongjuedetahenmianshu。qingxiudelianpang,
xiaoqilaiwanwandeyanjing,sihuzainalijianguo,lianmingziye……“dingdong!”linjingshendexiaoxidaduanwodesixu。
【hehuan,wojinizuihouyicirencuodejihui,fouze,wozhendehuilihun。】wozhijuedetazizunxinzuosui。
【lihunxieyishuqianhaolema?wozaidengzhe。】fasonghou,wojieguonvdianyuansonglaidehunsha,
jinrushiyijian.....hunshadeliucai,siyueguangbanliutangzaiwodemeicunpifu,meiderumengsihuan。
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