我们终将两败俱伤
《我们终将两败俱伤》 小说介绍
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《我们终将两败俱伤》 第一章 免费试读
第一章
julihunlihaiyoubangeyuedeshihou，wohejiangbeichenzhijianbaofaleyichangjiweijiliedezhengchao。
yuanyinwuta，tayaogenenshidenvershenggehaizi。
“wohetazhishiquzuogeshiguan，bushizhendeyoushenme，laoshixianzaibingzhong，tazuixiwangdejiushinengkandaopeishanyihounengyougeyikaoeryi！”
jiangbeichenshuodeyundanfengqing，woquejuedebiantishenghan。
“womenhaiyoubangeyuejiujiehunle，niqueyaoqugenbiedenvrenshenghaizi，nibujuedehenhuangtangma？”
kanzhejiangbeichenshuaimenerchudebeiying，wofaleyitiaopengyouquan。
「bangeyuehoujiehun，xianghuangexinlang，youmeiyourenyuanyi？」
1.
wozuozaishafashangkanzhezheitiaopengyouquanxiadaduoshipengyoumendediaoxiao。
yeshi，sheibuzhidaowoaijiangbeichenaidaolianzijidoukuaimeiyoule。
meiyourenhuixiangxin，zaiwohejiangbeichenjijiangxiuchengzhengguodeshihou，huixuanzelikaita。
wozaijiangbeichenshenhouzhuilesanniancaidedaoyigewozirenweiyuanmandejieju，wochengweiletadenvpengyou，youzaiwo27suizheitianjieshouletadeqiuhun。
woyiweiwozheixienianlaidefuchuzhongyujiuyaoyouhuibaodeledeshihou，jiangbeichenquejilewodangtouyibang。
tayaohebiedenvrenshenghaizi。
wobushigehendaduderen，keaidetaibeiweirangjiangbeichenzongjuedewoshigedadudaokeyibazijideweihunfurangchuquderen。
wozaishafashangfadai，shoujilingshengtuwudixiangqidapoyishiningjing。
shiduonianmeiyoulianxidejusibai。
suanqilai，wohetayesuandeshangshiqingmeizhuma，nianshaodeshihouzongshigenzaitadeshenhou，beirenxiaozheshuo，woshijusibaide「xiaogenpichong」。
jusibaixingziqingleng，changbeirenshuoshi「shengrenwujin」degaolingzhihua，kewoguoququemeiyouzheiyangdeganjue。
jinguanzaiwoyanlijusibaihuashaodekelian，ketaquebuyanqifanditingwoneixielajihua。
gaokaozhihou，jusibaiqulejingbei，erwoqulehaicheng。
zaihoulai，woyudaolejiangbeichen，bukejiuyaodiaishangleta，yizhizhuizhuzheta，weileta，woshenzhihaojinianmeiyouhuiguojiangcheng。
suoyixianzaijiedaojusibaidedianhua，qishiyouxiezaiwoyiliaozhiwai。
wohaimeishuohua，jusibaineiyouxieqinglengdeshengxianchuantoulejixietingtong。
“nishuodeshizhendeme？”
“什么？”
wolenglebanshangcaimingbaiguolaijusibaizhideshishenme，wokanzhezhaopianqiangshangneizhangwohejiangbeichengulinglingdehezhao。
“真的。”
taqingxiaoyisheng，lianyuqidoutouzhexiekaixin。
“ruguonibujieyidehua，kaolvyixiawozenmeyang？”
yizhenfengcongyangtaimeiguanyanshidemenfenglichuijinlai，meilaidejiguaqilaideboshalianbeixianleqilai，qiangjiaodeneipentiantangniaobeigaizhu。
“hao，niyoushenmetiaojian。”
jusibaisuiranshigelvshi，danjujiashidaijingshang，liandaizhejusibaiyedaizhexieshangrensiwei，wobuxiangxintaduiwomeisuotu。
“womingtianhuijinifayifenhunqianxieyi。”
guoran，wojiuzhidaojusibaibuhuizuokuibendemaimai。
“lingwai，fanyi，woxiwangninengbawodebeizhugaicheng「laogong」。”
woxiayishidibashoujinakaikanbeizhuming，dequeshijusibai，wozhijuedetashibushichicuoyaole，buranjinianmeijiantazenmebiandezheime......
“yufanyi，zheishinimaixiangxinshenghuodediyibu。”
2.
jusibaihaoxiangbiwogengqingchu，woxianzaideaiqingyituanzao，ertayehenqingchuwozhishibatadangzuotaolizheiduanbujiankangdelianailidefumu。
“neihaiyoushenmebiedeme？”
wowozheshoujideshoubuzijueshoujin。
“fanyi，nizhidaode，woxuyaoyiduanzhengchangdehunyinguanxi。”
tadeshengyindichen，daizhexieguhuodeyiwei。
dagaishizhidaowoxiangwenxieshenme，tatiwojiedalezheigeyihuo。
“yisishi，woxuyaonilvxingsuoyoudefuqiyiwu，chengweiwoqizidetongshi，yeyaochengweiwohaizidemuqin。”
“jibianjialicuidejin，woyebuxiwangwomenzhijiandehunyinshiyiduanmeiyourenheganqingdeshiyouguanxi。”
woqishenbaguazaitiantangniaoshangdebaiseshaliannaxialai，kanzhechuangwailuoshandetaiyang。
“jusibai，jiranyaojiehun，wojiumeixiangguogennilaijiadeneiyitao。”
“jiranruci，neiwomingtianquhaichengjienihuilai。”
“jiwobangeyueba，youxiedongxizongdechedishuoqingchude。”
gualedianhua，wojiangjusibaidebeizhucongtadedaminggaichengle「laogong」。
jiuxiangtashuode，zheishiwotaolizheiduanganqingdediyibu。
jiangbeichenmeiyouzaihuilai，zhunquedishuo，talianzhehaojitiandoumeiyouhuilai。
ruguohuanzuoyiqian，wodagaihuibuyanqifandiyibianyouyibiandatadedianhua，wentaqulenali，shenmeshihouhuilai。
keshixianzai，wozaojiumeiyouneigexinsiquwentale。
fanzhengtazainali，xianeryijian。
wolianxilehejiangbeichendejigegongtonghaoyoubaqingjianshoulehuilai，tamenduicigandaohenshijingya。
jibiananzhaojiangbeichendeyisibudacaodaban，kewohaishijueqiangdixieleqingjian，jiuxiangshiyizhongyishigan。
wobaneijizhangqingjiansaihuibaoli，shenseandandikanzhetamen，wobingbuxiangyinmanrenheren，rushixianggao：
“ng，xinlanghuanle，jiehunqingjianziranyaozhongxinhuan。”
dangwoneijuhuashuochulaihou，zhouweibingmeiyouxiangqitaiduodejingyasheng。
fanergengduodeshipengyoumenzhijiandexixiaodanao，xianran，tamenbingmeiyoubawodehuadangzhen。
zixixiangxiangyeshi，woyiqianneimexihuanjiangbeichen，duitadelengmocongbuzaiyi。
yaoshihuanchengbierenzuoguotongyangdeshituranshuobujiehunle，gujiwoyebuhuixiangxinba。
danmeiguanxi，wohuiyongshijixingdongxiangsuoyourenzhengming，zheiyiciwoshizhendefangxiale。
woshouhuilesuoyoufachudeqingjian，meiguoduojiu，jiangbeichenyehuijiale。
tayixiangzhuzhongzhengjie，dancikebaichenshanqueyoulexiezhezhou，yandibumanlehongxuesi，shenqingpibeibukan。
woyiyanjiukanchuletazhuangtaibujia。
takandaowo，diyijuhuajiuyuwogangzuodejuedingbumouerhe：“zhiqianfachuqudejiehunqingjiandoushouhuiba，wolaoshiqushile，wozhishaoyaoshoubannianxiao，bunengjiehun。”
shuochuzheihuashi，jiangbeichenkenengyiweiwohuidanaoyichang，huozhegentazhengchao。
bijingjiehunzheishiyeshiwoyizhizaicuide，erqiewoyezhidaowoyeyeyizhizaipanzhewojiehun，wokendingyeshizhejide。
dagailianfanbodehuadouxianghaole，danwoquezhishiyilianpingjing。
“知道了，节哀。”
3.
“laoshidezhuidaohuijintiankai，nipeiwoyiqiqukankanba，tashengqianyizhixiangjianjianni。”
woxibeizideshoudunledun。
jinguanwobingbuxihuanlinpeishan，dantadefuqindequeshishourenzunjingdelaojiaoshou，wocengjinghetayouguoyimianzhiyuan。
zaitashenshangwodagainengyongshang「xianfengdaogu」zheigeci。
woyoushihouyebutaimingbai，weishenmezheiyangyigewenweneryadeheshandelaoren，nengyoulinpeishanzheiyangdenver。
shizheyiyi，woquweitaxianshangyishuhua，yemeiyoushenme。
wocaganjingleshou，quyijulifanchulaiyijianheisededayi，nashangbaogenzhezhengliwanbidejiangbeichenchulemen。
linlaodequeshigeshourenzunjingde，lingtanglilailehenduoren。
linpeishanhetademuqinhuxiangchanfuzhedaxieqianlaidiaoyanderen。
jiandaojiangbeichen，linpeishanyixiazisongkailetamuqindeshou，sanliangbushangqianzhuazhejiangbeichendeyixiujiukaishihaotaodaku。
daolezuihou，shenzhijiaoxiayiruanchadianshuaidaozaidi。
jiangbeichensanbubingzuoliangbushangqianjiangtayibalanzaihuailianweizhe。
“wozaizheierpeipeita，nixianquba。”
wozhishidianlediantou，ranhouduzizoudaolinlaodeyixiangqianjulesangegong，ranhouzouxiangyipangliansecangbaidelaofuren。
“师母，节哀。”
tacalecayanlei，ranhouwozhuwodeshoudianlediantou。
“nijiushibeichendenvpengyouba，xiexienilaikanlaolin。tingshuonimenbenlaidouyaojiehunle，tashigeyouqingyouyidehaizi，zhudongtichuyaotilaoshishouxiaobannian，zhenshixinkunile。”
wojingjingditingzhe，neixinwuweizachen，quemeiyoubiaotai。
womeiyoutiqijiangbeichenhetanverzhijianneixiehuangtangdeshiqing，danlinmusihunengcongwodeyanshenzhongduchuxieshenme，tashenshenditanlekouqi。
“beichenzheihaizi，womenjihushikanzhetazhangdade。laolinshitadedaoshi，congdaxuedaoshuobo，tayizhidouhenzunjingta。tazhongganqing，caihuizuochuzheiyangdejueding。xiwangnibuyaoguaita。”
linmudehuayuzhongdaizhejifenkenqiu。
womianqiangjichuyigeweixiao，huiyingdao：“wolijietadejueding。”
bijingxinlangyijinghuanleren，wozaizeguaitayemeiyouyiyi。
linmudianlediantou：“niyebuyaojieyipeishan，suirantayizhinianzhebeichen，danwokandechulai，beichenduitabingmeiyouneigeyisi。taqishishixihuannide。”
wodexinmengdiyizhan，youxienanyizhixindikanzhelinmu。
“喜欢我？”
wozhongfuleyibiantadehua，shitucongtadeyanshenzhongxunzhaodaan。
linmujianworucifanying，gengjiajiqiedijieshiqilai：
“haizi，womeipianni。yiqianwohelaolindoujuedetazhengtiandouchenjinzaishubenli，bukenengyouxihuanderen。danzicongnichuxianhou，tazaiwomenmianqianzonghuibujingyiditidaoni。”
“biruzainaliouyuleni，niyouweitazuoleshenmehaochide，huozheweilezhuitazuoleshenmeshashi......suirantingqilaixiangshixianqi，danwomenxinlidoumingbai，neibuguoshitaaierbuzizhidebiaoxian。”
wotingzhelinmudehua，xinzhongwuweizachen。
huoxuzaiyiqian，tingdaozheixiehuawohuigandaokaixinhemanzu。
danxianzai，wozhijuedefengcihekexiao。
ruguojiangbeichenzhendeaiwo，weishenmewocongweiganshoudaotadezhenxin？
ruguotazhendeaiwo，youweishenmeyuanyihebiedenvrengongtongyunyuyigehaizi？
woshenxiyikouqi，nulirangzijideqingxupingjingxialai。
congtatongyihelinpeishanshenghaizideneiyikeqi，wohetazhudingjiuzoujinlesijuli。
4.
jiangbeichenzuoweilinlaodeguanmendizi，tashizuihouyigezoude。
wozhanzaibinyiguandemenkou，tadeneiliangheisedagtingzaiwodemianqian，woxiayishijiuyaoqulafujiashidemen，quezaiyaoxiadechechuanglijiandaolelihuadaiyudelinpeishan。
erlinmuzedaizheyilianqianyidizuozaihouzuo。
womeishuohua，lakaichemenjiuyaoshangchequebeilinpeishandaduan。
“beichenge，songwoqumuyuanzaikankanbababa，jiuni、wohaiyoumama。”
linmuzhouzhemeitou：“peishan！”
linmudehuayingangluo，linpeishanqueturandakuqilai：“babazoule，wojiuzhixiangqinjinderenpeiwoyiqigenbabashuoshuohua，zheiyangdoubuxingma！”
“wodenghuierlaijieni。”
jiangbeichenzaiwodemianqianguanshanglehouzuodechemen，ranhoutouyebuhuidikaizhetaneiliangheisedaglikai。
wozaogaixiguande，zaijiangbeichenneili，tashishidoubalinpeishanfangzaidiyiwei。
wozaibinyiguanmenkoudenglelianggexiaoshi，zhidaotaiyangkuaixiashan，menweidayehaoxindilaiwenwoshibushizaidengren，wocaizhongyuyishidao，jintianjiangbeichenbuhuilaile。
binyiguanzaijiaoqu，zheilibutaihaodache。
wokanzhechichimeiyourenjiedandeyemianzhongyutanlekouqirenmingdizouchubinyiguan。
yuanbenhaishiqingtian，quezaiwozoudaoyibandeshihoutianjiangdayu，wotuihuiquyebushi，zhinengyingzhetoupiwangshanjiaozou。
haoburongyilanxiayiliangchuzuche。
huidaogongyudeshihou，woyijingjuedezijiyouyixietouzhongjiaoqingle。
wohuluanchonglegereshuizao，youbatoufachuilegebangan，dunzaidianshijupangbianzhaotuishaoyao。
ranhoudaozaichuangshangbazijiguojin。
woshuidehenbuanwen，zhishaobanyexingguolaihaojici，mengliyeguangguailuli，zongjuedemengdaolehenduoshi，danshixinglaiquejibuzhenqie。
wowuliditunxiaganmaoyaozhihou，jiangbeichencaikaimenzoulejinlai，meikanwo，jingzhiqulewoshi，piankehoutuizhegexiangzichulai。
“peishanzheijitianjingshenzhuangtaibuhao，woqupeipeitajitian。niyoushijiwodadianhua。”
ranhoubudengwohuihuajiulakaimenlikai。
tayanliconglaidoumeiyouwo，buranzenmehuikanbujianwoyinweifaleshaoercanbaidelian。
wozaijialiyangleliangtian，xiehaolecicheng，zaizhouwudeshangwuqulegongsi。
zhuguanweiwandiwenwoshibushixinzibugou，woyaoleyaotou，zhishuoyaohuijia。
“neiniheninanpengyouyihoushiyidilianleba？”
wonazhehrjiwodelizhizhengming，ranhouyaoleyaotou：“meiyou，womenliangmashangyaofenle，woyaoganzhehuiqujiehun。”
zaihrjingyadeyanshenli，wozouchulezheigegongzuolesiniandedifang。
5.
zaiketingkanjianlinpeishandaoshiwoyiliaozhiwaideshiqing。
“nizheishi......？”
jiangbeichenjiandaowobaozhexiangzi，xianranyouxiejingya，tuokouerchuwendao。
womiansepingjing，suikoubianlegeliyou，lianshangmeiyouyisibeifaxiandehuangluan：“e，gongsihuanlegexinzhi，wojiuxianbadongxibanhuilaile。”
“换到哪儿去了？”
jiangbeichenmeitouweicu，wogangyuhuida，linpeishanqueturanchalejinlai，
“fanyijie，zuijinwobaguoshi，woxinqingyizhihendiluo，kenengzuolebushaohutushi，birugenzhuoyutiyiyaogehaizi，xianzaixiangxiangzhenshihuangtang。”
“buguo，wogenbeichenzhijianzhendemeishenme，xianzaiwobabuzaile，woyemeileyaohaizideniantou。duibuqi，xiwangnibiewangxinliqu！”
tabaichuyifuchuchukeliandeyangzi，ruofeiwozhiqianyikanguoneitiaochongmantiaoxinyiweideliaotianjilujietu，shuobudinghaizhenhuibeitapianle。
danxianzai，wolandequchuochuantazheixiexiaohuazhao，zhishiqingqingdianlediantou，bianlinzhexiangzihuilefangjian。
dongxiganganzhituodang，shoujilingshengbuheshiyidixiangqi，erneishengyin，jingshicongketingchuanlaide。
wozheicaiyishidao，shoujiluozaileketing。
zhengyuchumenququ，menquemengdibeituikai，jiangbeichenyilianyinchendizhanzaimenkou，shoulinazhewodeshouji，yanshenzhigougoudidingzhewo，
“nishoujilineige「laogong」shishei？”