《著名导演的白月光竟是我自己?》 小说介绍
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yingyuanli,subeidechunvzuo《mangqu》neiduanbeifengshendepianweiwushengdubai,zhengrangwushuguanzhongshanranleixia。
yinmushang,nanzhujiaoyongshouyusushuozheshenme,kongqizhongmimanzheyayidechuoqi。danwohunshenjiangying,yinweiwozhidao,
zheibushitadangnianpaishedequanbu。tacengshiwodaersheyingkededadang,yigebeiwoxichengwei“jingtoushashou”,
zongzaiguanjianshikegaozaqicaidetiancai“feichai”。biyezuopindezuihouyigejingtou,tapaiwan,quedangzhewodemian,
‘kada’yisheng,guyigaishanglejingtougai,shenqingshiwocongweijianguodezhengzhongyu……luomo。neigehuamian,
chenglewoduonianweijiedemi。cike,dayinmushang,
neiduanbei‘jiandiao’dejieweiheranchuxian——nanzhujiaoyongtaneishuangzongyenabuwensheyingjideshou,duizhejingtou,
yiziyijuyongshouyubihua:「woxihuanni。」zheisuanshenme?chidaoshiniandebiaobai,
haishiduiwozheige‘qiandadang’jian‘xianluren’degongkaichuxing?
1chidaoshiniande“jingtoushashou”subeide“su”shiwanwufusudesu,“bei”queshizhaobudaofangxiangdebei。
wojiaoqiaoweixi,qiaomudeqiao,chenguangweixideweixi。womendemingzi,fangfojiuyushilemouzhongnanyuanbeizhedejieju。
dengguangliangqi,zhangshengleidong。woxiangbeidingzaizuoweishang,zhouweidexuanxiaodouchenglemohudebeijingyin。subei,
neigecengjinglianduijiaodouduibuzhundemaotouxiaozi,rujinxizhuanggelv,zhanzaitaishangjieshouxianhuahezanyu。
tademuguangsaoguoguanzhongxi,woxiayishidisuolesuobozi,shituzangjinrenqun。“ganxiedajia,
”tadeshengyintouguomaikefengchuanlai,wenrunerfuyoucixing,zaoyibushidangnianneigelvedaishayadeshaonianyin,
“《mangqu》delinggan,laiyuanyuwodaxueshiqideyiduanjingli,heyige……henzhongyaoderen。
”wodexintiaolouleyipai。tadunledun,jixudao:“dianyingdejiewei,qishiyoulianggebanben。
jintiangongyingdeshiaban,danhaiyouyigebban,yigewosixinzanglehenjiudebban。huoxu,
zaimougetebiedechangci,wohuifangchulai。”tazheishi……zaianshishenme?renqunkaishisanchang,
wohunzairenliuzhongwangwaizou,zhixiangkuaidiantaolizheigerangwozhixidedifang。gangdaomenkou,shouwanjiubeirenzuanzhule。
“qiaoweixi?”wojiangyingdihuitou,subeineizhangfangdaledejunlianjinzaizhichi。tabidaxueshigaole,yeshoule,
meiyanjiantunquleqingse,duolejifenchengshudaoyandeshenchen。weiyibubiande,shitakanwoshi,
yanshenlineizhongnanyiyanshuodefuzaqingxu。“zhendeshini,”tazuijiaoyangqiyimokusedexiao,
“wohaiyiweiwokancuole。”“sudao,gongxi。”woqiangzhuangzhending,xiangchouchushou,taquewodegengjin。
“weishenmebulaihoutaizhaowo?”tawen,yuqilidaizheyisibuyichajuedeweiqu。wonengzenmeshuo?
shuowopamianduizheituruqilaide“jingxi”?shuowogenbenbuzhidaogairuhehuiyingneiduanchidaodeshouyu?
“wo……”woyusai。“genwolai。”taburongfenshuo,lazhewochuanguoyongjiderenqun,zouxiangviptongdao。
woxianggebeifuludemuou,liangliangqiangqiangdigenzheta。zhouweishanguangdenglianggebuting,jizhemenxiudaolebaguadeqixi,
fenfenjuqixiangji。“sudao,zheiweishi?”“tashinindexinpiannvzhujiaoma?”“sudao,
nengtouluyixia《mangqu》bbanjiejudeneirongma?”subeizhiruowangwen,zhihuzhewo,jiangwosaijinyiliangbaomuche。
chemenguanshang,gejuelewaijiedexuanxiao。cheneiguangxianhunan,qifenyishiyouxieganga。
“ni……”womentongshikaikou,youtongshidunzhu。taqingxiaoyisheng:“nixianshuo。”woshenxiyikouqi:“subei,
neiduanshouyu……shishenmeyisi?”mingzhiguwen,danwoxuyaoyigequeqiededaan,yigetaqinkoushuochudedaan。
taningshizhewo,mouguangshensui:“jiushinikandaodeyisi。qiaoweixi,woxihuanni。congdaer,bu,
congkaixuediyitian,wojiuxihuanni。”wodedanaoyipiankongbai。shinian,zhengzhengshinian。
zheigewoyiweizaoyibeishiguangyanmaidemimi,yirucishengdaercubujifangdefangshi,zhongxintankaizaiwomianqian。
2chenfengderijiyuyinmidexinshisubeidegaobaixiangyiketourushentandeshizi,zaiwoxinzhongjiqiqiancenglianyi。
wozhanglezhangzui,quefaxianhoulonggansedefabuchurenheshengyin。“weixi,”taqingqinghuanwodemingzi,
yuqidaizheyisikenqiu,“wozhidaozheihenturan。shinianle,nihuoxuzaoyi……”tameiyoushuoxiaqu,
danneiweijinzhiyanyijingzugoumingxian。wodixiatou,bikaitazhuoredeshixian:“subei,women……doubianle。
”zheishinian,wocongyigeduiweilaichongmanhuanxiangdedianyingxueyuanxuesheng,
bianchengleyigezaiguanggaogongsianbujiubanzuozhecehuadexiaozhiyuanqiaoweixi。erta,
congneigelianjingtoudounabuwende“jingtoushashou”,yiyuechengweizaiyuguilaidedadaoyansubei。womenzhijian,
zaoyigezheyitiaowufayuyuedehonggou。“shi,womendoubianle。”tatanlekouqi,“danwoduinidexin,meibian。
”“kedangnian,niweishenmeyaogaishangjingtougai?”zheishiwoyizhiyilaideyiwen。ruguotaxihuanwo,
weishenmebuzaoshuo?subeiyanshenanlean:“yinweizibei。neishihou,woshigeshenmedouzuobuhaode‘feichai’,
lianbiyezuopindouyaokaonibangmangcainengmianqiangwancheng。nineimeyouxiu,guangmangwanzhang,wozenmegan……wopashuochulai,
lianpengyoudoumeidezuo。”tadunledun,congsuishendebaolinachuyigelvexianchenjiudebijiben,
dijiwo:“zheishiwodangnianderiji。huoxu,tanengtiwojieshiyixiedongxi。”wojieguorijiben,
fengmianshangyongzhinendebijixiezhe“beidemimijidi”。fankaidiyiye,shuxidezijiyingruyanlian,
neishisubeilvedailiaocaoquebushiqingxiudeziti。“9yue1ri,qing。kaixuediyitian,
jiandaoleyigejiaoqiaoweixidenvhai。tadeyanjingxianghuifaguang,xiaoqilaiyoulianggeqianqiandeliwo。zaogao,
xintiaohaoxiangyoudiankuai。”“9yue15ri,yin。sheyingkefenzu,woheqiaoweixichengledadang。
tashuowohenyoutianfu,zhishishouyoudianben。tabuzhidao,wodeshouzhiyouzaitamianqiancaihuibenshoubenjiao。
”“10yue3ri,yu。jintianpaiwaijing,turanxiadayu,womenduozaitongyigewuyanxia。
tadetoufabeiyushuidashile,youjilvtiezailianjiashang。wohaoxiangbangtabokai,danwobugan。”yiyeyefanguo,
neixiebeiwohulvedexijie,neixietaweicengxuanzhiyukoudeanlianxinshi,cikedouqingxidizhanxianzaiwoyanqian。
wodexin,xiangshibeishenmedongxijinjinjiuzhule,yousuanyouse。yuanlai,zaiwochaoxiaota“jingtoushashou”deshihou,
zaiwobaoyuantatuohoutuideshihou,tayizhimomodixihuanzhewo。“biyezuopindezuihouyigejingtou,
”subeideshengyinzaiwoerbianxiangqi,daizheyisichangran,“wobenlaixiangpaixiawoduinidegaobai,
zuoweiwomendaxueshengyadejinian。danwopaiwan,youtuisuole。wopanihuijujue,panihuiyincitaoyanwo。suoyi,
wogaishanglejingtougai,baneifenxihuan,zangzailexindi。”“nei……weishenmexianzaiyou……”wogengyanzhewen。
“yinwei《mangqu》chenggongle。”takanzhewo,yanshenjianding,“woxianzaiyouleyidiandiandiqi,
keyizhanzainimianqian,gaosunidangniandexinyi。weixi,wobuxiangzaicuoguole。
”baomuchetingzaiyijiagaojicantingmenkou。subeiweiwolakaichemen,zuolege“qing”deshoushi。
“wozhidaozheixinxiliangyoudianda,”tawenhedishuo,“womenxianjinqu,bianchibianliao,haoma?”wodiandiantou,
jixiedigenzhetazoujincanting。baoxiangli,jingzhidecaiyaoyijingbaimanyizhuo。kewonalihaiyouxinqingchifan?
mannaozidoushirijilideneironghesubeineiju“wobuxiangzaicuoguole”。“weixi,”subeijiwodaolebeishui,
“wozhidaonixianzaihenluan。danwoxiangrangnizhidao,zheishinian,womeiyouwangjiguoni。wonulipaidianying,
nulirangzijibiandegengyouxiu,jiushixiwangyouyitian,nengyouzigezhongxinzhanzainimianqian。”tadehua,
xiangyijizhongchui,henhenzazaiwoxinshang。wohechangbushini?zheishinian,woyiweizijizaoyifangxia,
kesubeidechuxian,queqingyidigouqileneixieshenmaixindidejidong。zhengdangwoxinluanrumashi,
baoxiangmenturanbeituikai,yigedabanyanlidenvrenzoulejinlai,jingzhizoudaosubeishenbian,
qinnidiwanzhutadegebo:“sudao,qinggongyandoukuaikaishile,nizenmehaizaizheili?
”nvrendemuguangluozaiwoshenshang,daizheyisishenshihediyi。subeizhoulezhoumei,
budongshengsedichouchushoubei:“mengyanran,woyoudiansishiyaochuli。nixianguoquba。”mengyanran?
zheigemingziwosihuzainalitingguo。duile,tashi《mangqu》denvzhujiao,yeshishixiazhengdanghongdexiaohuadan。
quanneishengchuan,tahesubeiyinxishengqing,zaoyishigongkaidemimi。wodexin,shunjianlianglebanjie。
3xiuluochangdeqinggongyanyu“zhenggong”detiaoxinmengyanranxianranmeibasubeidehuafangzaixinshang,
fanerxiaodegengwumei:“sudao,youshenmesishibiqinggongyanhaizhongyao?chenzhipiantamenkedoudengzhenini。
”tashuozhe,muguangzaicitouxiangwo,daizhemingxiandetiaoxin,“zheiweishi……?
”subeideliansechenlexialai:“mengyanran,woshuoguo,wozaichulisishi。”“e?”mengyanrantuozhangleyudiao,
yiweishenzhangdikanlewoyiyan,“yuanlaishi‘sishi’a。wohaiyiweisudaojinwuzangjiao,
zangleweibuweirenzhidexiaoqingrenni。”zheihuajiuyouxielugule。wogangadizhanqishen,xiangzhaogejiekoulikai。
“sudao,meng**,wo……”“qiaoweixi,nizuoxia。”subeidaduanwo,yuqiburongzhihui。
tazhuanxiangmengyanran,yanshenlenglejifen:“mengyanran,wohenizhishihezuoguanxi,qingnizhuyifencun。
”mengyanranlianshangdexiaorongjiangzhule,suijiyouhuifuruchang,zhishiyandiduolejifenlengyi:“sudaoshuoxiaole,
womendangranshi‘chunjie’dehezuoguanxi。”tateyijiazhongle“chunjie”erzi,suijizhuanxiangwo,
pixiaoroubuxiaodishuo:“zheiwei**,jiranshisudaodepengyou,buruyiqiquqinggongyanba?
yerangwomenzheixie‘hezuohuoban’renshirenshinizheiwei‘zhongyao’depengyou。”wokanxiangsubei,tameitoujinsuo,
sihuyeyouxieweinan。wozhidao,ruguowojujue,mengyanrankendinghuijietifahui。ruguowoqule,dengdaiwode,
kenengshiyichangmeiyouxiaoyandezhanzheng。“haoa。”woshenxiyikouqi,fanerpingjingxialai,
“nengcanjiasudaodeqinggongyan,shiwoderongxing。”subeikanlewoyiyan,yanshenfuza。
qinggongyanshezaiyijiawuxingjijiudiandeyanhuiting,yixiangbinying,gongchoujiaocuo。subeizuoweijinwandezhujiao,
ziranshizhongrenzhumudejiaodian。mengyanranzexiangnvzhurenyiban,cunbubulidigenzaitashenbian,
qiaoxiaoyanrandiyingfuzhegelurenma。wobeianpaizaiyigebuqiyandejiaoluo,momodihezheguozhi。jinguanruci,
haishiyoubushaomuguangyouyiwuyidiluozaiwoshenshang。bijing,woshisubeiqinzidailaide“shenminvban”。
“qiao**,yigerenzuozaizheiliduowuliaoa。”yigeyounidezhipianrenduanzhejiubeicouguolai,xiaodebuhuaihaoyi,
“sudaojintiankeshidamangren,pashimeikongzhaohunile。buruwopeiqiao**hejibei?”wogangxiangkaikoujujue,
subeideshengyinturancongshenhouchuanlai:“wangzhipian,weixitabushengjiuli,wotitahe。
”taduanqiwomianqiandeguozhi,yiyinerjin,ranhouhuanshangjiubei,duiwangzhipianshuo:“zheibei,wojingwangzhipian,
duoxienindui《mangqu》dezhichi。”wangzhipianshanshandixiaolexiao,penglexiabei,xingxingranzoukaile。
subeizaiwoshenbianzuoxia,dishengshuo:“baoqian,banijuanjinzheixieshiqingli。”woyaoyaotou:“meishenme。
”zhishixinliyouxiebushiziwei。kanzhetahemengyanranzairenqianqinmiwujiandeyangzi,wocaiyishidao,
shinianhoudesubei,zaoyibushidangnianneigezhishuyuwode“jingtoushashou”le。tashuyujuguangdeng,
shuyugengguangkuodeshijie,yeshuyu……biedenvren。“qiao**,jiuyangdaming。
”mengyanranbuzhiheshizouleguolai,shouliduanzheliangbeihongjiu,jiangqizhongyibeidijiwo,“sudaojingchangtiqini,
shuonishitadaxueshiqizuihaodepengyou,yeshitadelingganmousini。”“mousi”erzi,
tashuodegewaiyiweishenzhang。wojieguojiubei,dandanyixiao:“meng**keqile。wohesudaozhishiputongtongxue。
”“e?shima?”mengyanranminlekoujiu,yanshenwanwei,“wodaojuede,
sudaoduinikebuzhi‘putongtongxue’neimejiandan。buran,yebuhuibaneigezangleshiniandejieju,
teyifangjinikanba?”wodexinmengdiyichen。tazhidaole?subeizhoumeidao:“yanran,biehushuo。
”“wohushuo?”mengyanranqingxiaoyisheng,coudaosubeierbian,yongbudabuxiao,
quezuyirangwotingqingdeyinliangshuo:“sudao,nibuhuizhenyiwei,nijintianzaiyingyuanligaodeneixiexiaodongzuo,
nengmandeguowoba?neigejiaoqiaoweixide,jiushinishouyugaobaide‘nvzhujiao’,duibudui?
”subeideliansechedilenglexialai:“mengyanran,nidaodixiangganshenme?”“buxiangganshenme。
”mengyanransongsongjian,lianshangdexiaorongqueyuefadeyi,“wozhishixiangtixingqiao**yiju,youxieren,youxieshi,
cuoguolejiushicuoguole。sudaoxianzaishiwode,sheiyeqiangbuzou。”tashuowan,**sidewanzhusubeidegebo,
tiaoxindikanzhewo。zheiyike,wofanerlengjinglexialai。mengyanrandeduanwei,biwoxiangxiangdeyaogao。
tazheishizaibiwobiaotai,huozheshuo,biwozhinanertui。wofangxiajiubei,zhishizhetadeyanjing,
yiziyijudishuo:“meng**,shouxian,woduisudaomeiyoufeifenzhixiang。qici,jiusuanyou,
neiyeshiwohetazhijiandeshi,yuniwuguan。zuihou,qingnijizhu,shinide,buyongqiang;bushinide,
qiangyeqiangbuzou。”mengyanrandeliansebianlebian,sihumeixiangdaowohuirucizhijie。subeiyeyouxiejingyadikanzhewo。
yanhuitingdeqifen,yinweiwomenzheibiandejianbanuzhang,erbiandeyouxieguiyi。
4yishidexinwuwodehuaxiangyijierguang,henhenshanzaimengyanranlianshang。tajingzhidezhuangrongxia,nuhuozhongshao,
danlianghaodeyanyuansuyangrangtameiyoudangchangfazuo,zhishiyanshengengjiabingleng。“qiao**zhenshilingyalichi。
”mengyanranlengxiaoyisheng,“buguo,guangshuobulianjiabashi。subeidexinzaiwozheili,nijiusuanshuodetianhualuanzhui,
yegaibianbulezheigeshishi。”taguyibatoukaozaisubeijianshang,zitaiqinni。subeimengdishuaikaitadeshou,
yuqidaizheyayidenuhuo:“mengyanran,naogoulemeiyou!《mangqu》dexuanchuanqiyijingjieshu,
womenzhijianchulegongzuo,zaiwuqitaguage。qingnizizhong!”zheijuhuawuyishihuoshangjiaoyou。
mengyanrandelianseshunjianbiandecanbai,suijizhuanweizhengning:“subei!niweilezheigenvren,jingranzheimeduiwo?
woweinifuchuleduoshao,ninandaodouwanglema?”“wocongweiyaoqiuniweiwofuchurenhedongxi。
”subeideshengyinlengyingrutie,“shinizijiyixiangqingyuan。”“yixiangqingyuan?”mengyanranqilidixiaoleqilai,
“haoyigeyixiangqingyuan!subei,nibiewangle,dangchushisheizainizoutouwuludeshihou,bangnilatouzi,
shisheizainibeixuezangdeshihou,dongyongsuoyouguanxiweinishutong!meiyouwomengyanran,nisubeinengyoujintian?
”zheifanhuaxinxiliangjuda,bujinshiwo,lianzhouweishuzheerduotingbaguadebinkemendoujingdaile。
yuanlaisubeidechengmingzhilu,bingfeiyifanfengshun,beihouhaiyouzheiyangbuweirenzhidequzhe。
subeidelianseyeyouxienankan,tasihumeixiangdaomengyanranhuibazheixiechennianjiushidangzhongdouchulai。“mengyanran,
woduinidebangzhuyizhixincunganji。danzheibingbunengchengweiniganshewosishenghuodeliyou。”subeishenxiyikouqi,
jinliangrangzijideyuqitingqilaipingjing。“sishenghuo?”mengyanranzhizhewo,xiesidilidihandao,
“nidesishenghuojiushizheigeshinianqiandejiuqingrenma?subei,nitairangwoshiwangle!”wozhanzaiyipang,
ganjuezijixianggejuwairen,youxiangshizheichangnaojudedaohuosuo。woxiangjieshi,xiangtaoli,
quebeisubeijinjinlazhushouwan。“weixi,bietingtahushuo。”subeikanzhewo,yanshendaizheyisiqianyihekenqie,
“wohetazhijian,zhendemeishenme。”“meishenme?”mengyanranfangfotingdaoletiandadexiaohua,“subei,
niganshuonimeipengguowo?niganshuoniduiwomeiyouyidiandiandongxin?”zheihuayichu,quanchanghuaran。
woganjuezijidexueyedoukuaininggule。ruguomengyanranshuodeshizhende,neisubeigangcaineixieshenqingkuankuandegaobai,
suanshenme?subeideliansetieqing,takanzhemengyanran,yanshenbinglengdexiangyaosharen:“mengyanran,nizaihushuobadao,
bieguaiwobukeqi!”“wohushuobadao?”mengyanrancongsuishendeshoubaolinachuyigedongxi,judaozhongrenmianqian,
“neizheige,nizenmejieshi?”neishiyimeixiaoqiaojingzhidejingtougaidiaozhui,zaoxingdute,
shangmiankezheyige“xi”zi。wodetongkongzhouranshousuo。zheigediaozhui……shiwodangniansongjisubeidebiyeliwu!
wojidedangshiweilegulitakefu“jingtoushashou”demozhou,teyidingzhilezheigediaozhui,
xiwangtanengyongyuanjizhuzijiduisheyingdereai。kehoulai,woyiweitazaojiunongdiule。subeikandaodiaozhui,
yeshiyileng,suijiliansedabian:“zheigezenmehuizainizheili?
”mengyanrandeyidigouqizuijiao:“zenmezaiwozheili?dangranshini‘song’jiwode。sudao,nibuhuiwangleba?
quniannishengri,hezuilejiu,lazhewodeshou,shuozheigediaozhuiduiniyiyifeifan,shinizuizhenguidedongxi,ranhou,
qinshoubatadaizailewodebozishang。”tadunledun,muguangzhuanxiangwo,daizheshenglizhedezitai:“qiao**,
kandaolema?zheijiushisubeiduinide‘niannianbuwang’。tabanisongdexinwu,zhuanshoujiusongjilebiedenvren。
zheiyangdenanren,nihaiyaoma?”wodedanaowengdeyisheng,yipiankongbai。subei……bawodediaozhui,
songjilemengyanran?haishuoneishitazuizhenguidedongxi?wokanxiangsubei,tadezuichunxidongzhe,sihuxiangjieshishenme,
queyigeziyeshuobuchulai。zhouweideyilunshengxiangchaoshuibanyonglai,yanmeilewo。“tiana,sudaojuranshizheizhongren!
 
                 著名导演的白月光竟是我自己?
                                著名导演的白月光竟是我自己?