《十八岁的牢笼》 小说介绍
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《十八岁的牢笼》 第2章 免费试读
neizhangshuxidelianzenmehuibiandezheimemoshengni?
18suidezhouxingyeshizheimeduiwodema?
woturanyouxiehuaiyidangchuzhouxinggenwoshuodehua,bijing18suidezhouxingneimetaorenyan。
wochuixiamouzi,wangzheshouxindeniunaichushen,yuanlaiyigerenzhendehuibianchengliangfuwanquanbuyiyangdemiankonga——
zhouxingedudehuahaihuidangzaierbian,「zheishisongwodeniunaima?qiniannitiandezheimerenzhena?juranqudatingwoxihuanheshenme。」
「neiwojiumianweiqinandejieshouba。」
xixuedehuayu,zheishiwocongweitingdaoguode。
xinzanghenteng,yankuangyemanmandezaifanhong,wobizhezijiguiyupingjing,wobushifeizhouxingbuke。
woxiaozheniukainiunaidepinggai「shia,songnide。」
yigunaojiangniunailinzaizhouxingdetoushang,binglengdeniunaipeitaneikebinglengdexin,huoxujuepei。
「我不喜欢你。」
wugezijiwohezhouxinghuashanglejuhao,zheigehunbujieyeba。
「nishuoshenme?zaishuoyibian?」
zhouxinghaimeilaidejisikaolinzaishenshangdeniunai,tafengleyibandewenwo。
daoshijiangnianjingedejianjiaozhechongwohandao「qinianniyoubingba。」
womeiyoulijiangnian,baikaizhouxingzhuazhewodeshou,pingjingdexiangtazhongfu「wobuxihuanni。」
tayouxieqijibaihuaidechuaizhezhuozi,neixiewugudezhuozibeichuaideqiniubawaide「qinianninengnaileshiba?」
neizhangshuxiqueyoumoshengdelianpangrangwogandaobuzhi,xinzanghaishihuiteng,bijingshiwoailewunianderen,danzuihouhaishihuiguiyupingjing。
wozhuanshenlikai,buzaihuitou。
shenhouzhouxingdenuhoushengchuanruwodeerduo,tingqilaiyouxiererenfan。
「qinian,nijintianzoulejiubiexianghuilaile。wobuhuijinijihuide!」
youzhideweixieshouduan,wobolanbujing。
woxiangshizhouxingqinshoumomielewoduitadexihuanba。
9.
wobeizhouxinglazhu,yigeheiyingcongwoshenceshanguo,woditouyikan,e,yuanlaishiwojizhouxingmaidezaocan。
zaihuitou,jiangnianzhengyilianqifendewangzhewo。
zhouxingyouxiechayi,youxienaonu,meitouzhouzaileyiqi「niganshenme?」
jiangnianyouxieweiqu「nixiongshenmea……」
「wobushikantaponi,xiangtinibaochouma?」
zhouxingdebiaoqingnuanhelexie,shengyinyebuzijuedefangqing「neiyebuyaoyongzheiyangdefangshi。」
「我错了嘛。」
真挺恶心的。
wozhengtuozhouxingdeshouwangzheta,jiaozhetademingzi「zhouxing」
zhouxingtingdaowodeshengyinlimadesedehuitou,yanshenliquanshiyuliaozhizhongdexinxi
「怎么,后悔了?」
「wogaosuniqinian,woshibuhuiyuanliangnide。」
「chufeinidaoqian,jiugennianniandaoqian,jugong,ranhoubaozhengzijixiacibufanle,wokeyikaolvkaolv。」
womuguangpiexiangyipangdedengzi,lunqidengzizazailejiangniandeshenshang。
「qinian,niyoubingba!」
zheiyicichushengdeshizhouxing。
wosonglesong,「jiudangshiba。」
zheigerena,xianglaibuyuanyichiyidiankui。
woxiaochusheng「nimenkezhengouexindea。」
jiangdengzirengzaiyipangpailepaizijideshoulikailejiaoshi。
「qinian,nizoulejiubeixiangrangwozaiyuanliangni!」
「祈年……」
houmiantayoushuolexieshenmewomeiyoutingdao,wozhijuedezijiyishenqingsong。
10.
wobuzaijiangzhuyilifangzaizhouxingshenshang,tabuzhide。
gaosandexueyebenjiuyaderenchuanbuguoqilai,nanweizijizhiqianyaofenchuxinlaiguanzhouxing。
wojiangzijizhongxinmaijinshijuanzhizhong,zhouxingdeweilaishishenmeyanggenwohaowuguanxi。
daoshizhouxingzuijinlaoshiwangwogenqiancou。
zaoshangjianwomeiyoujitadaizaocan,bianyihuodeguolaiwenwo「wodezaocanni?」
wocongshijuanzhizhongtaiqitoulai,zhouqilemeitou「biefanwo,gun。」
tayouxiejiangzhu,shenseyelenglexialai「meiyoujiumeiyou,wobuxihan!」
yebuzhidaoshishuojiwotinghaishizijitingde。
ruguoshishuojiwoting,meibiyao,yinweiwohaobuzaiyitale。
如果是说给自己听?
无所谓了。
womeiyoulihuizhouxing,jixumaitoukuxue,jishishizhonglaiyici,woyeyaokaoruzuihaodexuefu!
「zhouxing,wojinimailezaocan,yaochima?」
tadeshenqingwenhedejieguojiangniandoujitadezaocan,teyipaodaowogenqiandese「kandaomei,wobuque。」
是啊,他不缺。
所以没必要的。
「neiwoyihoudoulaijinisong,niyebuyaochibierendezaocan。」
「好。」
zhouxinghaobuyouyudedaying,shenzhiteyitigaoleyinliangshuo「wohenxihuan。」
幼稚。
wosaishangersaigejuelesuoyoudeyiqietaorao。
danzongyourenlairaowodeqingjing。
zhouxingjiangzuoyerengzaiwodezhuozishang,wobujiedetaitou,tanaolenaotou,gengzhebozi,muguangwangqitadifangpiezhe「nizhiqianyaowojiaodezuoye,woxiele。」
wofangxiashoulidebi,jiangtadezuoyeshuaidaotadeshenshang,qingqingdixiaozhe「wogenlaoshishuole,yihouzuoyebuguiwoguan。」
beibenzishuailiantameiyoushengqi,dantingdaowodehuatashengqile,hongzheyanjingwenwo「shenmeyisi?」
什么意思?
讨厌他的意思啊。
wozirenweiwodetaoyanshiyizhixiezailianshangde。
womeiyoudalitaquebeitazhuazhuleshou「nifeiyaogenwobaguanxiduandezheimeqingchuma?」
woyihuodetaitou,25suidezhouxingkeyishuoyuwoyouxieguanxi,bijingtashiwodeweihunfu,dan18suidezhouxingyuwoyouyouxieshenmeguanxini?
suoyiwoshuo「womenyoushenmeguanxi?」
zhouxinglenglehaobantiancaizhongyuhuishen,yaozheyaduiwoshuo「qinian,wojiguonijihuile!」
ranhoujiutingdaoshenhouzhuozibeichuaideshengyin,wodaishangerji,duiyu18suidezhouxing,wozhendetaoyansile。
11.
「zhouxing,nidezaocan。」
「zhouxing,zheishiwojinizhenglidebiji。」
……
meiyicijiangnianlaidouyaoteyicongwogenqianjingguo,yongneizhongshizaibidededesedemuguangwangzhewo。
是这么很烦。
meiyicizhouxingdouhuiquanpanjieshou。
tamendeguanxishigengjinyibuleba,yinggaishiba,dangenwomeiyouguanxi。
wodechengjiyirujiwangdeminglieqianmao,erzhouxingmeilewodeducuyouzhujianchenglediaochewei。
wozongshihuitingdaoqushouzuoyedefuzerenshouzhouxingzuoyeshi,zhouxingbaozaodeshengyin「meixie,bujiao,gun。」
zhouxinghaishiyirujiwangderangrentaoyan。
ketaoyandetazaiwobulitadediyizhouhounazheyipingreniunaifangzaiwodezhuozishang「hainide,wobuxiangqiannide。」
womeiyoulita,buyuanyizaitashenshanglangfeiwodeshijian。
beihushidecuobaigandadaodianfeng「wozaigennishuohuaniqinian。」
「不需要谢谢。」
wohaobuyouyudejujueta,taqueqiangyingdebaizhewodeshoujiangniunaisaijinqu「jinijiunazhe!」
「xiangzenmechulidouxing,rengle,hele,songren……」
「huozhe,nizaipowoyici……」
zhouxingyoumeiyoufaxian,taxianzaideyangzizhendexiangshiyitiaokelianchong。
wosongkaizijideshoutaiqitou,yuqipingdandeshuozhe「zhouxing,biefanjian。」
wojianzhouxingdeshouzhijinjindequansuozaiyiqi,wolejieta,neishitarendaojizhiyubaofadezhuangtai,cengjingwobeirenmashizaizhouxingdeshenshangjianguo。
niunaibeitaniedaobianxing「qinian,nihaiyaozenmeyang?」
「wodoujinijihuile!」
「bujiushishuoleniliangju,nineimexihuanwo,shuoniliangjunengsia……」
xiaoshaoyeyongyuandoubuzhidaozijicuozainaer。
wobuzailita,woxianzaiwubiqingxingdezhidao,wogenzhouxingconglaidoubushiyiluren,huoxuyu25suidezhouxingyebushi。
tiyukeliangliangzudui,buzhidaoshishenmeyuanyinrangwohezhouxingfendaoleyizu。
jiangnianwanzhezhouxingdegebosazhejiao「zhouxing,woxiangheniyizu。」
wowusuowei,daorulewodeyuan。songlesongjian,zhudongzhaotiyulaoshihejiangnianhuanlezu。
ranhouzoudaoyuanbenshuyujiangniandedadangqian,jiangniankaixinle,zhouxingqueshixiangfalefengyiyangdesisidezhuaizhewodeshou。
「nibuzhungentayizu!」
jiangniandeliansejiuyouxienankanle。
wobaikaitadeshou「henidexiaoqingmeiyiqibushitingkaixindema?」
「祈年!」
「我没有……」
「nibuzhunhetayizu。」
shuoshihuawoyoudianbudongzhouxing,huoxudebudaodeyongyuanzaisaodongba,wobuhuiqulihuiyigeshanghaiguowoderen,hewodedadangxunsudewanchengleketangrenwu,zuozaiyipangshuazhelizongshijuan。
12.
「zhouxinggenbierendaqilaile!」
caochangshangcaozawubi,jiangwocongtihaizhonglachulai,zheicaitingdaotamenzaichaoxieshenme。
jiangshijuanshoushiqilai,haimeicoujinjiukandaozhouxinganzhewodedadangfalehendezou。
haojigenanshenglianshoucaijinguzhulefafengdezhouxing,tahongzheyanjing,zaiyangguangxiadelunkuoyijingjianjianxianluchu25suizhouxingdeyingzi。
womeiyoulihuizhouxing,laidaodadanggenqian,xiangtashuodaoleqian,danqishiyinggaidaoqiandeshizhouxing。
nantongxuebeijigenanshengkangzhequlexiaoyishi,tiyulaoshiyishengshaoxiashuosanle,wobiantouyebuhuidelikai。
「祈年!」
wohuiguotou,kanzhebeirenjinguzhudezhouxing,tazhanglezhangzui「nibuneng……buguanwo……」
「我是因为你……」
woqingxiaoleyisheng,suoyishuorenahaizhenshijianni——
wozoudaozhouxingdegenqian,xiang25suishiyiyanggouzhuzhouxingdebozi,tahuoxumeiyoufaxian,taneishidemuguanglidaizhexieqiqiuheqixu。
「woshuoguole,zhouxing,biefanjian。」
dangnijiantabierenaiyideshihoujiugaixiangdaonihuiyouaishangtadeneiyitian。
wosongkaizijideshou,「biererenexin,zhouxing。」
13.
houlaizhouxinghaoxiangzhendemeiyouzailaifanwole,tahejiangniandeshichuandefeifeiyangyangde。
zhouweiyourenyinweizhouxingduiwoeyanxiangxiangde,yeyouzaijiangniandeyindaoxialengbaoliwoderen。
neixieduiwohaowuyingxiang,wozhizhuanxinyuxuexi。
zhouxingyekaishirenzhenxuexi,suanlesuanyuanyindagaishiyinweijiangnianba。
tachuolechuowo「qinian,zheigetizenmexie?」
wohuitoukanleyiyanzheidaoti,shitingyoushendudeyidaoti,wobuhuijujuerenheyigerenguanyuxueyefangmiandeqingqiu,jinguanneishiyigewotaoyanderen。
wofangxiaduizhouxingdepianjianweitajiangzhexiti,jiangwanhoucaifaxiantadingzhewobuzhidaotingjinquleduoshao。
wotaoyanzheizhonglangfeiwoshijianderen,jiangbifangzaizhuozishang「ruguobushirenzhendexiangtingjiang,neijiubielaifanwo。」
tayebunao,fenhaobuchadezhongfuzhewogangcaiweitajiangdejietisilu。
「我听了的。」
neiyikewohaoxiangzhidaole,zhouxingtayizhidoushicongmingde。
woqingqingngleyisheng,jiangtadeshubentuijita「yihouyouwentikeyiquwenlaoshi,huiledehuayebielaifanwo。」
「weishenme?shiyinweineijuhuama?」
**zaiyizishangwenta「naju?wanwan,haishitiangou?」
wokanzhezhouxingdeliansebiandecangbaibiandewucuo,juedeyouxiehaoxiao。
「wo……wojiushiyishizuikuai,wobushineigeyisi……」
tabieniudejieshizhe,wobunaidedaduantadehua「wobuganxingqu,ruguomeiyouqitadeshijiubiefanwo。」
talazhuwoyanjinglijinshimimang,huayuliranshanglejucu「nizhendebuxihuanwolema?」
「shiyinweineixiehuama?」
「haishiyinweijiangnian,wogentameishenmede。」
「wobushiguyishuoneixiehuade。」
「祈年我后悔了。」
「wohaoxiangyoudianxihuannile……」
「wotongyihenizaiyiqile。」
nikan,zhouxinghaishineifuyangzi,zhihuibasuoyoudecuotuidaoqitarenshenshang,wozhendeyanejilexianzaidezhouxing。
「nizhendehenhuinaobu。」
「wobuxihuanni,tingdaolema?」
taquexiangmeitingdaoyiyang,taohaosidejiangneibenbeisisuirengjinlajitonglidebijibenzhanhaofangzaiwomianqian「qinian,nikanwozhanhaolede。」
「我都道歉了……」
tahongleyanjing,neibenposuidebijibeijiaobuzhanleqilai,kanqilaichoujile。
wocongtashouliduoguoneibenbiji,zhouxingdehuasuizhewosisuineibenbenjiuzhanzhanbubudebijierzhongzhi。
beizhanguodebijisiqilaigengrongyi,zheiyiciwoqinshouside,sidegengsui。
「你干什么?」
zhouxingcuoedekanzhebeisichengsuipiandebiji,hongzheyanjinglishengzhiwenwo。
womeiyoulihuitadehua,zhishigaosuta「wobuhuizaixihuannide。」
xianzaishixiuxishijian,jiaoshimeiyouren,woshuowanzheixiehuayelikailejiaoshi,zaimenkoushitingdaotadenuhou「qinian,wobushifeinibuke!」
shi,taqueshibushifeiwobuke。
dangenwoyouyoushenmeguanxini?
congwojuedingfangqitadeneiyike,wodexinjiubuhuizaiweitatiaodongle。
14.
kandaojiangnianfajiwodezhaopian,qinnidemoyangdaoshizhenhuirangrenxiangdaoxieshenme。chulegangkandaoshiyouxienanshou,suihoubianxiaoshidaijin。
「qinian,yourenzhaoni,zaibanji。」
wodiantoushiyizijizhidao,bianwangbanjiganqu。
haishishicele,caihuikandaowangxiadeneiyimu。
jiangnianzuozaizhuozishang,zhouxingzhanzaizhuoqian,congzheigeshijiaokanguolai,liangrensihushizaijiewen。
wodagaizhidaolejiaowolaiderendemude,xiaohaizibansidexuanyao,youzhijile。
**zaimenkoukanzheyanqianzhicunzaiyuouxiangjulidehuamian,zhendehenxiangweitamenguzhang。
十八岁的牢笼