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yuanlaizaitayanli，wolianqiushengdebennengdoushisuanji。hushinazhezhenjizoujin：“wenzong，
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”“anzhuta。”talengshengmingling。bingliangdezhentoucirupifushi，wojuewangdiyishidao，biqiwodeming，
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nijiuzheimejianbudeanyaxingfu？”shoujibeitashuaidefensui，woquansuozaiqiangjiao，
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zhidaomoutianturanbengta。“wen**，gaichiyaole。”hushituizheyaochejinlai，
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”hushibunaifandidaduanwo，“tansuanli、aodanping、paluoxiting…”tanianchuyilianchuanjingshenleiyaowu。
womengdizhuazhuchuanglan：“woshixueyebing！zheixieyaohuiyaowodeming！”hushihoutuiyibu，
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quezaiwurenzhuyishiduiwoluchushenglideweixiao。neitianqi，wobeisongquguowai“xiushenyangxing“，
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tazhoumeichakan，lianseshunjianbianle。jingtoulajin，
wokandaotashoujishangshiyizhangzhaopian——jingshenbingyuanlixingrongkugaodewo。wodexintiaolouleyipai。
shishei...yinlejiaranerzhi，mochenzhouturanlixi，liuxialianyagangadizhanzaiyuandi。huamianyizhenhunluan，
zhibobeijinjiqieduan。“bu…”wohunshenfadou。
ruguotanenglai...ruguotakandaozhenshidewo...chuangtoujushangdehujiaolingturanjilewolinggan。
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...wenshijituandemozong…”tayouyuleyixia：“zheibuheguiding…”“wokuaisile…”wochekaibinghaofu，
luchuxiongkoudeyuxuebankuai，“zheibushijingshenbing...shiyichuanxingxueyebingwanqi…”tadaoxiyikoulengqi，
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“nizenme——“menbeimengdichuaikai，wenzimingdaizhebaoanchongjinlai。shoujibeiduozoushuaizaidishang，
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jibianruci，wodeqingkuangrengzaiehua。jinzaoxinglaishi，zhentoushangquanshixue，
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bingfangdianshizhengzaibofangyulexinwen：“moshijituantaiziyeyulishiqianjinhunlitiqian，
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peishangsongdongdezimu：“haomenqianjinyinaishenghen，jingshenbengkuidanaoyiyuan“。
zuirangwoxinsuideshijizhejiexialaidehua：“mochenzhouxianshenghuiying，yuwenwanjinshiputongxiaoyouguanxi，
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”“woyaojianchenzhou…”woxuruodanjiandingdishuo，“fouzewoningkesizaizheili。
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”“linyisheng，nibeikaichulehailaiyiyuan，shixiangchiguansima？”yigenanshengweixiedao。wotiezaimenshang，
tingjianlinyueyadishengyinshuo：“worenshimochenzhoudetezhu，tayijingkaishihuaiyile…”xinzangmengdiyitiao。
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“nizenme——““xu。”tataochuyigetingzhenqi，“mochenzhouzaichanidexialuo，
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pizangzhongda…”tafankaiwodeyanpijiancha，“laotian，
niyandichuxuezheimeyanzhong…”“wohaineng...huoduojiu？”zheigewentiwoyijingzaixinliwenlezijiwushubian。
linyueyaoleyaozuichun：“ruguobulijizhiliao，zuiduo...liangzhou。”liangzhou。
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linyueliansedabian，xunsubashoujisaijinwodebinghaofukoudai。“wenzonglaile！kuaizou！”yourenhandao。
linyuehuangluandizaiwoerbianshuo：“zanghaoshouji，chongdianqizaizhentouxinli。wohuizai——“menbeimengdituikai，
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hunshensanfazheshangweizhedelengjunqixi。“linyisheng，feifachuangrusirenyiliaojigou，gounizuosannianlao。
”talenglengdishuo。linyuetingzhiyaogan：“wenwannvshiyoumingxianxueyebingzhengzhuang，
wozuoweiyisheng——““nishenmedoubushi。”wenzimingdaduanta，“daizou。”baoanjiaqilinyuewangwaituo，
tazhengzhazhehuitoukanwo，yanshenzhongmanshijiaoji。woxiayishiwuzhukoudailideshouji，xinzangkuangtiao。
“youjiworemafan。”wenzimingguanshangmen，mantiaosilidituoxiaxizhuangwaitaoguazaiyibeishang，
“kanlaiputongbingfangduinitaikuansongle。
”**zaiqiangshangzhichengshenti：“ge...linyishengshuode...shizhende…”“bizui！”taturanbaonu，
yiquanzazaiqiangshang，“niyiweiwobuzhidaonizaiwanshenmebaxi？
zhuangbing、zisha、shoumaiyisheng...jiuweilepohuaianyadexingfu！”wobeitaturuqilaidenuhuozhenzhu，
tuiyiruanguidaozaidi。koudailideshoujixiangkuailuotieyiyangtang。“womeiyou…”wojiannandichuanxi，
“zhendebingle…”wenzimingdunxialai，yibajiuzhuwodetoufaqiangpowotaitou：“kanzhewodeyanjingshuo。
”wozhishizhetabinglengdeyanjing，neilicengjingyouguoduiwodewenrouma？jiyilizhiyoulianyalaiwenjiahou，
tayuelaiyuepinfandexianeyanshen。“wo...kuaisile…”meigezidouxiangdaoge，
“qiuni...rangwojianchenzhou…”“zuomeng。”tasongkaishou，wozhongzhongshuaizaidishang，
“mingtiannijiuzhuanqubeiqudefengbibingfang，neililianchuanghudoumeiyou，kannizenmechuandixiaoxi。”xiongkouyizhenjutong，
wokechuyikouxue，jianzaitazengliangdepixieshang。wenzimingyanedihoutuiyibu。“zang。”tataochushouji，
“anpaiyixia，xianzaijiuzhuanyuan。
”wozhengzhazhepaguoquzhuazhutadekujiao：“ge...womenshiqinxiongmeia…”taditoukanwo，
yanshenxiangkanyizhizhanglang：“congnixianhaianyaneitianqi，wojiuburennizheigemeimeile。
”zheijuhuachedijikualewo。wosongkaishou，quansuozaidishangwushengdiliulei。wenzimingzhenglezhenglingdai，
naqixizhuangwaitaozhunbeilikai。“zuihoujinggaoni，”tazaimenkouhuitou，“ruguozaireshi，
wojiurangniyongyuanchubuqu。fanzhengjingshenbingyuanliyoudeshiyiwaisiwang。”menguanshangdeshengyinxiangguancaibanhelong。
wozhandouzhetaochushouji，pingmushangyouyitiaoweiduduanxin，laizimoshenghaoma：「bingliyoujia，jianchizhu，
wozaizhaoni。——s」s...chenzhoudeshouzimu。leishuimohuleshixian，wosisizuanzhushouji，
xiangzuanzhuzuihouyigenjiumingdaocao。chuangwaihuranxiaqidayu，yudianpilipaladazaibolishang。
wojiannandipadaochuangbian，touguotiezhalanwangxiangyuanchushizhongxindefangxiang。neili，
moshidashadeledpingzhengbofangzhemochenzhouhelianyadehunshazhao。“chenzhou…”wobashoujitiezaixiongkou，
“qiuni...kuaiyidian…”yucitongshi，moshidashadingceng。mochenzhouzhanzailuodichuangqian，
dingzheshouzhongdepingbandiannao。pingmushangshiyifendianzibingli，xianshiwenwanyoushinianjingshenbingshi。
“zheifenbinglishiweizaode。”tadetezhuzhizhejichuxijie，“qianmingyishengsannianqiancainadaozhizhao，
bukenengshinianqianjiujitakanbing。”mochenzhouyanshenyinchen：“chaqingchusheizaibeihoucaozong。
”“haiyoujianshi…”tezhuyouyuleyixia，“li**gangcailaidian，shuoxiangbahunlitiqiandaoxiazhou。”“jujue。
”mochenzhouzhandingjietie，“jixuchashengxinyiyuandesuoyouzhe，woyaomeigegudongdexiangxiziliao。”tezhuganglikai，
bangongshimenyoubeituikai。lianyachuanzhefensetaozhuangzoujinlai，zhuangrongjingzhi，shoulinazheliangbeikafei。“chenzhou，
jiabanxinkule~“tatiannidishuo，bakafeifangzaizhuoshang，
“bamashuohunlichangdi——““woshuoguojinlaiqianyaoqiaomen。”mochenzhoulenglengdaduanta。
lianyaxiaorongjiangleyixia：“duibuqima，renjiawangle。”tacoujindiannao，“zaikanshenmeya？
”mochenzhouxunsuqiehuanpingmu：“gongsibaobiao。”“e~“lianyatuozhangshengdiao，turanshenshoudiankailiulanjilu，
“shengxinyiyuan？nihaizaichawenwandeshi？”mochenzhoumengdizhanqilai：“chuqu。”“tajiushigefengzi！
”lianyaturanjianjiao，“niweishenmejiushifangbuxiata？”“worangnichuqu。”mochenzhoudeshengyindidekepa。
lianyashuaimenerquhou，mochenzhouzhongxindiaochuwenwandezhaopian——neishitadaxueshidaidemoyang，baiyipiaopiao，
xiaorongmingmei。yuxianzaixingxiaogulideyangzipanruoliangren。tabotongyigedianhua：“zhunbeiche，
woyaoqinziqushengxinyiyuan。”dianhuaneitouyouyuleyixia：“keshimozong，
lijiaganggangzengchileshengxinyiyuan30%degufen…”mochenzhoudeyanshenshunjianbiandefengli。tazoudaochuangqian，
yushuizaibolishangwanyanrulei。“wanwan…”taqingshengninan，“nidaodizaina…”ercishideshengxinyiyuanli，
wozhengbeilianggehugongcubaodituoshangzhuanyunche。wenzimingzhanzaiyipangjiandu，lianshangdaizheshenglideweixiao。
“beiqubingfanghenanjing，shihenizheizhong...aiyanxideren。”tafushenzaiwoerbianshuo，
“anyaxiazhoujiujiehunle，nizuihaoanfendian。”wosisizuanzhezangzaixiukoudeshouji，zaixindihuhuanneigemingzi。
chenzhou，qiunikuailai...5beiqubingfangbiwoxiangxiangdegengkepa。sibidoushiruanbao，
liandibandoupuzhehouhoudehaimiandian，fangzhibingrenzisha。meiyouchuanghu，zhiyouyizhanyongbuximiedecanbaidengguang。
zuikongbudeshimenshangdeguanchachuang——meigeshiwufenzhongjiuhuiyouhugongdelianturanchuxianzaineili，
xiangjianshiqiufanyiyangdingzhewo。santianle，woxianggeshiyanshidexiaobaishu，beizhushegezhongyaowu，
chouzouyiguanyouyiguandexue。meirengaosuwozheixieshizhiliaoshenmebingde，yemeirengaosuwojianchajieguo。
koudailideshoujishiwoweiyidexiwang。chenzhehugonghuanbandejianxi，womosuozhecongzhentouxinlizhaochuchongdianqi，
zhandouzhechashangdianyuan。pingmuliangqideshunjian，wodeyanleichadiandiaoxialai。yitiaoxinxiaoxi：「zhaodaolinyishengle，
tajilewomennidezhenshibingli。jianchizhu，wohenkuailai。——s」woyaozhuzuichunburangzijikuchusheng。
chenzhouzhidaole...tazhongyuzhidaole...shouzhizaipingmushangzhandouzhedazi：「wozaibeiqufengbibingfang，
tamenjiwozhushe——」menwaituranchuanlaijiaobusheng。wohuangmangguandiaopingmu，bashoujisaijinbinghaofuli。menkaile，
yigemoshengnanhugongtuizheyaochejinlai。“chiyao。”tamianwubiaoqingdidilaijiliyaopian。“zheishishenmeyao？
”wojingtidiwen。“wenneimeduoganshenme？”tacubaodibaikaiwodezui，bayaopiansaijinqu，
ranhoudilaiyibeishui，“tunxiaqu。”wojiazhuangtunyan，shijishangbayaopianzangzaishexia。dengtalikaihou，
woliketuchulai，yongzhijinbaohaozangjinzhentouxiamian。zheixieyaopianwoyaoliujichenzhoukan，
zhengmingtamenzaiduiwozuoshenme。jianhuyishangdexinlvshuzituranbiaosheng。woanzhuxiongkou，
neilixiangbeiwushugenzhenzhazhe。ditoukanshi，
binghaofushangyoushenchulediandianxueji——pifuxiademaoxixueguanzaipolie。wojiannandinuodaoqiangbian，
yongzhijiazairuanbaoqiangshanghuaxiayidaohenji。yijingwutianle，chenzhouweishenmehaimeilai？zhijianchuanlaijutong，
ditouyikan，zhijiafenglishenchulexue。yigefengkuangdeniantoushanguonaohai。woyaopozhijian，rangxuedideduoyixie，
ranhouzaiqiangshangwaiwainiuniudixiexia：「chenzhou，wodengni」xuezizaibaiseqiangmianshanggewaicimu。wotanzuozaidishang，
kanzhezijidejiezuo，turanxiaochushenglai。duofengcia，woshengmingzuihoudehenji，
jingranshiyongzijidexuexiexiayigenanrendemingzi。menbeimengdituikai。wotaitou，kanjianwenzimingtieqingdelian。
tashenhougenzhelianggehugong，kandaoqiangshangdexuezihou，liansegengjianankan。“zhenshiganrena。”tajifengdishuo，
“douzheiyanglehaixiangzhegouyinnanren？”**zaiqiangshang，
xuruodanjianding：“tahuilaide...tazhidaozhenxiangle…”wenzimingyanshenshanshuoleyixia，
suijilengxiao：“niyiweimochenzhouhuiweileyigejingshenbingfangqihelijiadelianyin？biezuomengle。
”tashiyihugongshangqian：“batazhuandaogelishi，jiaqiangjianhu。”“bu！”wozhengzhazhezhanqilai，
“nibuneng——“yizhenjutongturanxilai，wowanxiayao，dakoudakoudexianxuecongzuiliyongchu，
jianzaiwenzimingzengliangdepixieshang。tayanedihoutuiyibu。“zangsile。”tataochushouji，
“jiaoyishenglaichuliyixia，bierangtasizaiputongbingfang。”woquansuozaidishang，yishikaishimohu。
zuihoudehuamianshiwenziminglengmodizhuanshenlikai，erwodexueshouyinliuzailetadexizhuangxiabaishang。zaicixinglaishi，
wotangzaiyigewanquanmoshengdefangjian。zheilibizhiqiandebingfanggengxiao，lianchuangdoushigudingzaidishangde。
shouwanhejiaohuaibeiruanbudaibangzhu，xianggejingshenbingrenyiyangbeishufuzhe。“fangkaiwo…”woxuruodizhengzha，
“womeiyoujingshenbing…”menkaile，yigedaizhekouzhaodenanyishengzoujinlai，shenhougenzhelianggehushi。“wen**，
nizuotiandezicanxingweihenweixian。”yishengyuqipingdan，“womenxuyaoquebaonideanquan。”“womeiyouzican！
”wosiyadihan，“woyouxueyebing！woxuyaozhiliao！”yishengchongerbuwen，nachuzhenguan：“zheishizhenjingji，
huirangniganjuehaoyixie。”wopinmingyaotou：“buyao...zheiyaohuihaisiwo…”hushianzhuwodeshoubei，
zhentoucirupifudeshunjian，wofachuyishengqilidejianjiao。bushiyinweitengtong，ershiyinweijuewang。
yaowuhenkuaifahuizuoyong，wodeyishikaishipiaoyuan。menglongzhong，wotingjianyishengduihushishuo：“tongzhiwenzong，
病人情况恶化，
kenengxuyaozhuanicu…”icu...zhishaoneiliyouzhengjingyisheng...womimihuhudixiang。
ranhouheiantunshilewo。buzhiguoleduojiu，wobeiyizhenjianruidetengtongjingxing。xiongkouxiangbeihuoshaoyiyang，
meiyicihuxidoudaizhexuexingwei。shufudaiyijingbeijiekai，danwoyemeiliqidongdanle。
shouji...wodeshoujizaina？wojiannandizhuantouxunzhao，
faxianbinghaofuyijingbeihuanchengleyijianmoshengdebaisezhangpao。
kongjushunjianjuezhuwodexinzang——tamennazoulewodeshouji！“zhaozheigema？”yigeshuxideshengyinxiangqi。
womengditaitou，kanjianlianyazhanzaimenkou，shoulihuangzhewodeshouji。tajintianchuanzhexiangnaierdetaozhuang，
zhuangrongjingzhi，xianggelaicanguandeguifu。“haijiwo…”wozhengzhazhexiangzuoqilai。“zeze，zhenkelian。
”tazoujinlai，gaogenxiezaidibanshangqiaochuqingcuideshengxiang，“chenzhoukandaonixianzaizheiyang，yidinghuizuoemengde。
”tafushen，jiaxingyandibangwozhenglitoufa：“nizhidaoma？mingtianjiushiwomendehunlicaipaile。”wobishangyan，
buxiangkantadeyidebiaoqing。“duile，”taturanxiangqishenmeside，
“chenzhouzheijitianyizhipairenchashengxinyiyuandeziliao，zhenshizhizheni。”taqingxiao，“kexi，
tachabudaobeiqubingfangdejilu，yinweizheilimingyishangshibucunzaide。”wodexinchendaogudi。
chenzhouzhaobudaowo...yinweizheigedifanggenbenbuzaiyiyuangongkaidejiluli...“weishenme…”wozhengkaiyan，
泪水模糊了视线，
“weishenmezheimehenwo…”lianyadebiaoqingshunjianbiandezhengning：“yinweiniyongyoudeyiqiedouyinggaishiwode！
”tayadishengyin，“wenjiaqianjindeshenfen，ziminggedechongai，haiyouchenzhou...nipingshenme？”tazhiqishen，
youhuifuleyouyadezitai：“buguomeiguanxi，mingtianzhihou，nijiuchedichengweiguoqule。
”tahuanglehuangwodeshouji，“zheige，wobangnichulidiao。”menguanshanghou，wozhongyubengkuidaku。
zuihouyisixiwangyebeiduozoule。chenzhou，nizaina？ninengtingdaowodehuhuanma？yucitongshi，moshidashadingceng。
mochenzhouzhanzailuodichuangqian，shoulinazheyifengangsongdaodeyixuebaogao。tadeshouzhiweiweifadou，
yanshenyinchendekepa。“quedingshushi？”tashengyinshaya。“linyishengyongmingdanbao。”tezhudishengshuo，
“wen**huanyouyichuanxingxueyebing，yijingdaowanqi。neixiejingshenyaowuzhengzaijiasutadeqiguanshuaijie。
”mochenzhouyiquanzazaiganghuabolishang，boliwensibudong，tadeshouquexianxuelinli。“zhunbeiche，
xianzaijiuqushengxinyiyuan。”“keshimozong，banxiaoshihoujiushihunlicaipai，
lijiasuoyourendouzaidengnin…”“quxiao。”mochenzhouzhandingjietie，“quanbuquxiao。
”tezhuyouyuleyixia：“lilaoshuoruguoninquexi，jiuzhongzhisuoyouhezuoxiangmu。
gongsihuisunshi…”“woshuoquxiao！”mochenzhounuhou，“likelianxishengxinyiyuandezhangyuanzhang，
woyaoqinzijiewanwanchulai！”tezhucongconglikaihou，mochenzhouzoudaobangongzhuoqian，lakaizuidicengdechouti。
limianfangzheyigerongbuhezi，hezilishiyimeizuanjie——sannianqiantajiuzhunbeihaodeqiuhunjiezhi。
taqingqingfumojiezhi，yanshentongkuerjianding。shengxinyiyuanwai，yiliangheisebenchijichatingxia。
mochenzhoudabuliuxingzoujinyiyuandating，shenhougenzheliumingbaobiaoheliangweiyixuezhuanjia。“mozong！
”yiyuanyuanzhangcongcongyingshanglai，“shenmefengbanin——““wenwanzaina？”mochenzhouzhijiedaduanta。
zhei...womenyiyuanmeiyoujiaowenwandebingren…”mochenzhouyibajiuzhutadeyiling：“biebiwochailezheijiayiyuan。
”jiuzaizheishi，tadeshoujixiangle。tezhujiaojideshengyinchuanlai：“mozong，chushile！
li**zaicaipaixianchangshuaixialouti，xianzaisongwangyiyuan！
tashuoshiwen**zuzhouta…”mochenzhouliansezhoubian：“shenme？”“lilaobaonu，shuoruguoninbuquyiyuan，
jiurangwen**jianbudaomingtiandetaiyang…”mochenzhoudeshouhuanhuansongkaiyuanzhangdeyiling，
yanshenzhongdenuhuobeitongkuqudai。tawangxiangyiyuanshenchu，fangfonengtouguocengcengqiangbikandaoneigezhengzaishoukudeshenying。
“wanwan…”taqingshengninan，“zaijianchiyixia…”zhuanshenlikaishi，tadebeiyingqiansuoweiyoudegudu。
erzaibeiqugelishili，woturangandaoyizhenmomingdexinji，fangfoyoushenmezhongyaodedongxizhengliwoyuanqu。
wojiannandipadaoqiangbian，yongzhijiazaiqiangshangkexiajintianderiqi。6yue18ri。
julilianyadehunlihaiyouliangtian。yeshiyishengshuowoshengmingzuihouqixiandeyiban。6gelishidedengyongyuanliangzhe。
woyijingfenbuqingbaitianheiye，zhinengtongguohugonghuanbandecishulaijisuanshijian。santianle，
ziconglianyanazouwodeshouji，wojiuchediyuwaijieshiqulelianxi。shentimeikuangyuxia。jintianzaochen，
wofaxianzijikaishiniaoxue。danhongsedeyetizaibianpenliyunkai，xiangyiduodiaoxiedehua。
wozhidaozheiyiweizheshenme——shenzangkaishishuaijie。“chifan。”hugongtuikaimen，rengxiayigesuliaocanpan。
womianqiangchengqishenzi，kanleyiyanpanzilideliushi，weiliyizhenfanyong。jishiruci，