魂穿凶手枕边人
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《hunchuanxiongshouzhenbianren》shiyibulingrenxinchishenwangdezuopin，jiangshuleshenchesuniansuzhenbangzaizhuiqiumengxiangdedaolushangjinglidejianxinyufuchu。shenchesuniansuzhenbangfendoubuzhi，mianduizhegezhongtiaozhanhekaoyan。tongguoyutarendejiaoliuyuhuzhu，shenchesuniansuzhenbangbuduanchengzhang、gaibian，bingzuizhongshixianleziwochaoyue。zheibuxiaoshuochongmanyongqiyuxiwang，shenshanghaichuanzheneitaocanjiawozanglideheixizhuang，zhishilingdaisonglexie，lianshangneiqiadaohaochudebeishanghaiweiwanquantunqu。tazouguolai，zirandijiangwoyongruhuaizhong，xiabadi……jiangdianranduzheneixindejiqing。
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wozaiwodezanglishangxinglai，queshizaiwoweihunfudexinhuanshentili。taduizhewodeyixiangliuxiaguntangdelei，
zhuantouqueyongzhe「wo」rumian。tabuzhidao，meiwanshuizaitashenbiande，shiwocuizhejududelinghun。
zheichangyoujiyibianzhidefuchou，xianzaicaiganggangkaishi。
【1】xiaodushuideweidaohebaihehuafulandeqixihunzaiyiqi，zuanjinwodebiqiang。womengdizhengkaiyan，
yingruyanliandeshiyipiancimudebai。tianhuabanshanghualideshuijingdiaodeng，huangdewotouyunmuxuan。zheibushiwodefangjian。
wozhengzhazhexiangzuoqilai，quefaxianshentixiangguanleqianyiyangchenzhong，sizhibaihaidoutouzheyigubushuyuwodemoshenggan。
chuangtoudedianshikaizhe，shengyinhenqing，danmeiyigezidouxiangcuiledudegangzhen，zhajinwodeerduo。
「tiancaijiyiyishujialinxidezhuidaohuiyujinrijuxing，qiweihunfu，
tongweiyejiexinxingdeshenchexianshengbeitongyujue……」pingmushang，shiwoneizhangcangbaiwuxuesedeyixiang。zhaopianshangdewo，
xiaodewenroutianjing。erzhaopianxia，shencheyishenheisexizhuang，mianrongqiaocui，yankuangtonghong，
duizhejingtougengyandao：「xixita……zhishishuizhele，tahuiyongyuanhuozaiwodejiyili，huozaiwomendeyishuli。
」tashuodeneimeshenqing，neimebeitong，fangfoshiquleyishengzhiai。zhouweideshanguangdengxiangxingchenyiyangmiji，
jiangtasuzaochengyigewanmeide、lingrenxinsuidechiqingnanren。woweiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai，jihuyaotuchulai。xuwei！
exin！ruguobushiwo，sheihuizhidaozheizhangbeitongmiankongxia，zangzhezenyangyikeshexiebandaidudexin？wocaishilinxi。
santianqian，yeshizaizheigechengshi，zaiwodegongzuoshili，taqinshoujiangwotuixiashiliulou。zaiwoshentizhuiluodeshunjian，
wokandaotalianshangluchudebushijingkong，ershirushizhongfude、daizheyisicanrendeweixiao。
taweilewoduchuangde「jiyibianzhi」jishu，weilewomengongtongshumingdeneixiangjijiangzhenjingshijiedefaming，
haobuyouyudixuanzerangwocongzheigeshijieshangchedixiaoshi。tayiweiwosile，jiukeyiduzhanyiqie。ketabuzhidao，
wo，linxi，huilaile。yizhenjuliedetoutongxilai，wushubushuyuwodejiyisuipianxiangchaoshuibanyongrunaohai。
paoche、mingpaibao、shehuapaidui……haiyouyigemingzi，sunian。shentideyuanzhuren，jiaosunian。
woliangqiangdichongxiangxishoujian，jingziliyingchuyizhangwanquanmoshengdelian。neishiyizhangnianqing、piaoliang，
shenzhikeyishuodeshangshijingyandelian，pifubaixi，yanmouxiangxiaoluyiyangqingchewugu。dancike，neishuangyanjingli，
ranshaozhebushuyutade、laizidiyudefuchouhuoyan。「niannian，nixingle？」yigewenroudenanshengcongshenhouchuanlai，
wohunshenyijiang。zheigeshengyin，wotaishuxile。shishenche。wohuanhuanzhuanshen，kanjiantazhanzaimenkou，
shenshanghaichuanzheneitaocanjiawozanglideheixizhuang，zhishilingdaisonglexie，
lianshangneiqiadaohaochudebeishanghaiweiwanquantunqu。tazouguolai，zirandijiangwoyongruhuaizhong，xiabadizaiwodetouding，
qingshengtanxi：「hesiwole，yishengshuonizhishiqingxujidong，youdiandixuetang。douguaiwo，
bugairangnikanzheixiexinwende。」tadehuaibao，cengjingshiwozuijuanliandegangwan，cikequexiangyigebinglengdetielong，
rangwobuhanerli。wonengqingxidiwendaotashenshanghunzazhedegaojigulongshuihewozanglishangbaihehuadeweidao。
tayibianbaozhe「xinhuan」，yibianhuiweizhe「jiuai」desiwang。duomefengci。「womeishi。」
wojiannandiconghoulonglijichulianggezi，shengyinjiaoruoderangwozijidougandaomosheng。zheishisuniandeshengyin。
「meishijiuhao。」shenchesongkaiwo，pengqiwodelian，muzhiwenroudimosuozhewodelianjia，「niannian，
wozhidaonixinlibuhaoshou。linxishiwodeguoqu，dannicaishiwodeweilai。dengzheijianshiguoqu，womenjiudinghun，
haobuhao？」tadeyanjinglimanshishenqing，fangfowoshitadequanshijie。kewoquecongneishenqingdeyandi，
kandaoleyishanerguodesuanjihelengmo。taaisunianma？bu，taaide，
shisunianshenweisushijituanweiyijichengrendeshenfen，shisujianengweitaqiequlaide「yishudiguo」
pupingdaoludexionghouziben。jiuxiangdangchu，taaiwoneizuyigaibianshijiede「jiyibianzhi」jishuyiyang。
wochuixiayan，yanqumouzhongdehenyi，yongsuniantianzhenwuxiedeyuqi，qingshengwen：「shenchegege，
linxijiejie……zhendeshiyiwaima？」tadeshentiyouleyishunjiandejiangying，suiranjiqixiwei，
danwohaishibuzhuodaole。tabaozhewodeshoubei，buzijuedishoujinlexie。「dangranshiyiwai，」tatanlekouqi，
shengyinlichongmanlepibeihebeishang，「tazuijinweilewomendexiangmu，yalitaidale，
jingshenyizhibutaihao……shiwobuhao，meiyouzhaoguhaota。」kan，taduohuiyan。
jiangyiqiedoutuijilewosuoweide「jingshenyali」。yigeweileshiyezouhuorumo，zuizhongshizuzhuiloudetiancai，
duomewanmeidejuben。erta，zeshineigetongshisuoai、queyijiuyaobeifuzheliangrengongtongmengxiangqianxingdebeiqingyingxiong。
**zaitahuaili，zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin，yongtengtonglaiweichiqingxing。wobunengchongdong，bunengbaolu。
shencheshengxingduoyi，yidantafaxianrenhebuduijing，wojiangwanjiebufu。wobixubanyanhaosunian，
zheigebeitawannongyuguzhangzhishangde、tianzhenyuchundefujiaqianjin。ranhou，yongzheijutazuimeiyoufangbeideshenti，
jiangtacengshijiazaiwoshenshangdeyiqie，baibei、qianbeidifenghai！woyaorangtashenbaiminglie，yiwusuoyou。
woyaorangtayechangchangcongyunduanzhuirudiyudeziwei。【2】jiexialaidejitian，
wobeipokaishilebanyansuniandeshenghuo。zheishiyigeyuwojieranbutongderensheng。linxichushenpingfan，
kaozhezijidetianfuhenuliyibubuwangshangpa，shenghuoposu，suoyoudexinxuedouqingzhuzai「jiyibianzhi」
deyanjiushang。ersunianzeshizaijintangchilipaodadegongzhu，
tadeshijielizhiyoupaidui、gouwuheruhetaoshenchehuanxin。tadeyimaojianbiwozhenggejiadouda，
limianduimanlewoburenshideshechipinpai。taderichangjiushiheyiqunsuoweide「guimi」hexiawucha，
liaozhezuixindebaguahebaobao。wobixuxiaoxinyiyidimofangtadeyanxingjuzhi，
xuetaneizhongdaizhedianjiaohanhewuzhideyuqishuohua，xuetayangmudikanzheshenche，jiangtashiweishenzhi。meiyici，
dangshencheyongneishuangzhanmanwoxianxuedeshoufumo「wo」detoufashi，wodouyaoyongjinquanshendeliqi，
cainengyazhizhuneiguxiangyaohetatongguiyujindechongdong。woxiangyigezuiyouxiudeyanyuan，chenjinzaiwodejiaoseli。
ershenche，duiwozheige「sunian」debiaoxian，xianranfeichangmanyi。taxihuantadetianzhen，xihuantadechongbai，
gengxihuantaneihaobushefangde、keyirentayuquyuqiudejiatingbeijing。zheitian，
shenchedaiwohuidaoletahewocengjingde「jia」。neishiwohetayiqishejidegongyu，
meiyigejiaoluodouchongmanlewodexinxue。rujin，nvzhurensile，taquedaizhexinhuandengtangrushi。「xixidedongxi，
wodoushouqilaile。」tayibianshuo，yibiandakaixieju，nachuyishuangzhanxindenvshituoxie，dunxiashen，
qinziweiwohuanshang，「wobuxiangrangnikandaochujingshengqing。」wokanzhetawenshundecelian，xinzhonglengxiao。shouqilai？
kongpashixiaohuileba。xiaohuiyiqiekenengbaolutazuixingdezhengju。gongyuli，suoyouwodehenjidoubeimoqule。
wodezhaopian，wodeshu，wochangyongdeneizhimakebei……suoyoudeyiqie，douxiaoshile。fangfolinxizheigeren，
conglaimeiyouzaizheilishenghuoguo。weiyiliuxiade，shigongzuoshi。neijianweiyudingceng，yongyouzuihaocaiguangdegongzuoshi，
shiwojinxing「jiyibianzhi」dedifang。「neili……wohaimeilaidejizhengli。」shenchedeyanshenyouxieshanduo，
「womenbieshangqule，haoma？」「weishenme？」woguzuobujiedizhazheyanjing，「shenchegege，
woyizhihenhaoqi，nihelinxijiejiede『jiyibianma』daodishishenmeyangde？wonengqukankanma？
woxianggenglejienideshijie。」woyongdeshisunianzuishanzhangde、rangrenwufajujuedesajiaoyuqi。
shenchedelianshangshanguoyisiyouyuhezhengzha。wozhidaotazaixiangshenme。neijiangongzuoshi，shitafanzuidexianchang，
yeshitaqiequwochengguodehexindidai。tajixiangzaiwomianqianxuanyaotade「caihua」，
youhaipawozheigewaixinghuifaxianshenmezhusimaji。zuizhong，xurongxinzhanshenglejingti。「haoba，」
tachongnidixiaolexiao，gualeyixiawodebizi，「danniyaodayingwo，buyaoluanpengdongxi。
neiliyouhenduojingmideyiqi。」「ng！」woyonglidiantou，xianggededaotangguodehaizi。
tongwangdingcenggongzuoshidelouti，meiyibudouxiangcaizaiwodeshigushang。tuikaimen，
yigushuxidenengliangbodongpumianerlai。gongzuoshidegejumeibian，
zhongyangneitaiyouwoqinshoushejihezuzhuangde「jiyixiezhenyi」haizaijingjingdichulizhe。qiangbiandejiazishang，
chenliezheyigegetoumingdejingtifangkuai，limianfengcunzhegezhonggeyangdejiyi。neishiwodexinxue，wodeyiqie。
rujin，quechengleshenchexuanyaodeziben。「kan，zheijiushiwomendezuopin。」shenchezoudaoxiezhenyipang，
lianshangluchuzihaoyoudaizheyisiqiadaohaochudeshanggan，「womenkeyitiqushengwuzuishenkedejiyi，
jiangqizhuanhuaweikeyibeiduqu、beiganzhidenengliangxingtai，fengcunzaizheizhongtezhide『jiyijingti』li。
zheishiyizhongquanxindeyishu，yeshiyizhongyonghengdejilu。」tanaqiyimeijingti，
didaowomianqian：「xiangganshouyixiama？」wokanzheta，xinzhongyongqiyigujudadebeiliang。「women」dezuopin？
conglilungoujiadaohexinsuanfa，congyiqishejidaojingticailiao，quandoushiwoyigerenbumianbuxiuyanjiuchulaide。
erta，zhishizaiwoyudaozijinpingjingshi，liyongtaderenmailalaileyixietouzi，
biantangerhuangzhidizaisuoyouchengguoshang，shushangletazijidemingzi。wocengyiweitashiwodebole，wodezhiji，
wodeairen。zhidaosiqianneiyikewocaimingbai，tazhishiyigetanlande、**deqiezei。woshenchuzhandoudeshou，
jieguoleneimeijiyijingti。jingtirushouwenrun，wonengganshoudaolimianfengcunzhedeyiduanjiyi。
neishiyiduanguanyuhailangheshatandejiyi，wennuanermeihao。zheishiwosongjitadediyifenshengriliwu，
shiwocongyizhihaitundenaohaizhongtiqude，guanyutadiyiciyuechuhaimiandexiyue。tajingranhailiuzhe。
shiweilemianhuaiwo，haishiweilexiangsunianzheiyangde「xinren」xuanyaotadehuihuangguoqu？wobishangyan，jiazhuangzaiganshou。
「haoshenqi……」woyongsuniandeyuqijingtandao，「shenchegege，nihaolihai。」wodezanmeirangtafeichangshouyong，
tayanzhongdejingtiyousongxielejifen。takaishitaotaobujuedixiangwojieshaojiazishangde「zuopin」，
jiangwodemeiyigechuangyi，doushuochengshitade「lingguangyishan」。woanjingditingzhe，xiangyigezuizhongshidetingzhong。
wodemuguang，quezaigongzuoshilifeikuaidisaoshi。wozaizhaoyiyangdongxi。
yiyangwosiqianpinjinzuihouyisiliqizangqilaidedongxi。neishiwoweitazhunbeide，
yifenyongyuanwufagongzhiyuzhongde「liwu」。zhongyu，
wodemuguangluozailegongzuoshijiaoluoliyigebuqiyandepenzaihoumian。neiliyouyigexiaoxiaode、buqiyandebaoxianxiang。
wodexinmengdiyitiao。【3】neigebaoxianxiangshishenchede，
tayonglaicunfangyixiezhongyaodewenjianhe……yixiejianbudeguangdedongxi。wozhidaomima。danxianzai，
wobunengqingjuwangdong。woshouhuimuguang，jixubanyanzheneigeduiyiqiedouchongmanhaoqidewuzhishaonv。「shenchegege，
nimashangyaokaigerenzuopinzhanleba？daoshihou，zheixiejiyijingtidouhuizhanchuma？」woyangzhelian，
manyanchongbaidiwen。tidaozuopinzhan，shenchedelianshanggengshiyiqifengfa。「dangran，」tahuilehuishou，
fangfozaizhidianjiangshan，「neijiangshiyichangqiansuoweiyoudeshenghui。wohuixiangquanshijiezhanshi，
『jiyibianzhi』yishudezhenzhengmeili。zheijiangshishuyuwodeshidai。」shuyunideshidai？woxinzhonglengxiao，
neibuguoshiyongwodeshiguduiqiqilaidehaishishenlou。wohuiqinshoujiangtatuidao。「neiwonengweinizuodianshenmema？」
wolazhetadeyixiu，qingqingyaohuang，「wobuxiangzhidangyigepangguanzhe，woyexiangcanyujinlai。」
shenchexianranmeixiangguowohuitichuzheiyangdeyaoqiu。zaitayanli，sunianjiushiyigexiongdawunaodecaobao，
tadezuoyongjinxianyutigongzijinherenmai，erbushichashoutade「zhuanyelingyu」。「niannian，zheigehenfuzade，
ni……」「wokeyibangnidaxiashoua！」wodaduanta，yuqilimanshiqidai，「wokeyibangnizhenglicailiao，
bangnidiaoshiyiqi，shenmedoukeyi！wobaozhengbujinitianluan，haobuhaoma，shenchegege？」
wojiangsunianneitaosajiaodebenshifahuidaolejizhi。shenchekanzhewo，yanshenliyoupiankededongyao。huoxu，
rangsuniancanyujinlai，gengnengrangtahetabeihoudesujia，yuzijishendubangding。yigecanyuzhe，
zongbiyigepangguanzheyaogengzhongcheng。「haoba。」tazhongyusongkou，「buguo，
nizhinengzuoyixiezuijichudefuzhugongzuo。hexincaozuo，nibunengpeng。」「taihaole！」wogaoxingditiaoleqilai，
zaitalianshangqinleyikou。talianshangdexiaoronggengshenle，danneixiaoyi，queweidayandi。wozhidao，tatongyile，
danyeduiwomaixialegengshendehuaiyi。congzheitianqi，
wodedaoleyigejuejiadejihui——ziyoujinchuzheijianmaizangzhesuoyoumimidegongzuoshi。wobaitianbanyanzhesunian，
wanshang，dengshencheshuishuhou，wobianqiaoqiaoliujingongzuoshi。zheijushentisuiranshuyusunian，danwodelinghun，
wodeyishi，yiranshilinxi。「jiyibianzhi」demeiyigexijie，doushenkezaiwodelinghunli。
wokaishitoutoudijianchaneitai「jiyixiezhenyi」。buchabuzhidao，yichaheyitiao。shenchezheigechunhuo！
tagenbenmeiyouwanquanzhangwo「jiyibianzhi」dehexinjishu。tazhihuizuijibendecaozuohetiqu，
duiyuyiqideweihuheshencengsuanfadediaoshi，tayiqiaobutong。zheitaiyouwoqinshoudazaodejingmiyiqi，zaitashouli，
jiuxiangyijianbeisuiyishiyongdeshaguaxiangji。henduoguanjiandecanshu，douchuxianlexiweidepiancha。ruguozaizheiyangxiaqu，
buchuyigeyue，zheitaiyiqijiuhuiyinweihexinmokuaiguozaierchedibaofei。ergengrangwoxinjingdeshi，
wofaxianzheitaiyiqidedicengshujuyoubeicuangaiguodehenji。ji。bushishenche。yitadeshuiping，genbenzuobudao。
shilingyigeren。yigejishuyuanzaitazhishangdegaoshou。shishei？nandaochulewo，haiyourenzhangwolezheixiangjishu？
yigekepadeniantou，zaiwonaohaizhongshanguo。woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，jixushenrudijiancha。henkuai，
wozaiyigebeijiamiderizhiwenjianli，faxianleyigeshuming。yigewocongweijianguodeshuming——「yexiao」。
「yexiao」……zheigemingzixiangyidaoshandian，pikailewohunluandesixu。womengranxiangqi，
zaiwoyanjiudezuihoujieduan，shenchecengxiangwotiqiguo，tatongguoyigetouziren，
renshileyiweizaishenjingkexuelingyufeichangyoujianshude「zhuanjia」，shuokeyiweiwodeyanjiutigongyixie「bangzhu」。
dangshiwozhengchuyupingjingqi，bianjiangyibufenfeihexindelilunshujufajileneiweisuoweide「zhuanjia」。houlai，
wodeyanjiuqudeletupo，yejiumeizaibazheijianshifangzaixinshang。nandao……neige「zhuanjia」，jiushi「yexiao」？
shenchebeihou，haizhanzhelingwaiyigeren？zheigefaxian，rangwohunshenbingleng。wodediren，sihubiwoxiangxiangde，
yaogengjiaqiangdaheshenmi。fuchouzhilu，yeyincibiandegengjiapushuomili。jiuzaizheishi，
wotingdaolemenwaichuanlaiqingweidejiaobusheng。shishenche！woxinzhongyijing，likejiangsuoyoujiemianhuifuyuanzhuang，
guandiaolediannao。wogangcongyizishangzhanqilai，gongzuoshidemenjiubeituikaile。shenchezhanzaimenkou，
shuiyanxingzhongdikanzhewo：「niannian？zheimewanle，zenmehaizaizheili？」「wo……woshuibuzhe，
jiuxiangshanglaizaikankannidezuopin。」wodixiatou，zuochuyouxiexinxudeyangzi，「woshibushidaraodaonile？」
tazoujinlai，muguangbuzhehenjidisaoguozhenggegongzuoshi，zuihouluozaiwoshenhoude「jiyixiezhenyi」shang。「meiyou，
」taxiaolexiao，zoudaowoshenbian，jiangwolanruhuaizhong，「zhishiguanxinni。zouba，huiqushuijue。」
tadeyuqihenzhengchang，danwonengganjuedao，tafangzaiwoyaojiandeshou，daizheyisishitandelidu。tazaihuaiyiwo。
wobuganzaiyourenheyidong，zhinengguaiguaidigenzhetalikailegongzuoshi。huidaowoshi，tangzaichuangshang，
woquehaowushuiyi。「yexiao」decunzai，xiangyigenduci，zhazaiwodexintou。wobixunongqingchu，zheige「yexiao」
daodishishei。haiyouneigebaoxianxiang。woyouyizhongqiangliedeyugan，neigebaoxianxiangli，
zangzhejiekaiyiqiemituandeyaochi。wobixuxiangbanfa，dakaita。【4】jihuihenkuaijiulaile。
shenchedegerenzuopinzhanchoubeijinrulebairehuajieduan。tabiandeyichangmangliu，meitianzaochuwangui，
shenzhihaojicicheyebugui，doudaizaishizhongxinweitaxinjianlide、genghaohuadegerengongzuoshili。ersuniandefuqin，
sushijituandedongshizhangsuzhenbang，yeyinweiyizhuanghaiwaibinggouan，feiquleouzhou。zheiyiweizhe，
woyouleyiduanjuejiade、wurendaraodekongchuangqi。zheitianwanshang，woquedingshenchebuhuihuilaizhihou，
zaiciqianruledingcengdegongzuoshi。wojingzhizouxiangneigejiaoluolidebaoxianxiang。
zheishiyigelaoshidejixiemimabaoxianxiang，anquanjibiebingbugao。mimashishenchedeshengri，jiashangwoshengridedaoxu。
wocengjingchaoxiaota，bazheimezhongyaodemimashezhiderucijiandaneryouzilian。tadangshixiaozheshuo，
yinweizheishitashengmingzhongzuizhongyaodelianggeshuzi，yongyuanbuhuiwangji。xianzaixianglai，zhijuedewubifengci。
woshenxiyikouqi，shenchuzhandoudeshou，kaishizhuandongmimapan。kada，kada……bansuizhexiweidejixiesheng，
wodexintiaoyeyuelaiyuekuai。dangzuihouyigeshuziduizhun，woqingqingyilabashou。「ka」deyishengqingxiang，
baoxianxiangdemenkaile。limianmeiyouwoxiangxiangzhongdejimiwenjian，yemeiyouchengduidexianjin。
zhiyouyigeheisedetianeronghezi，heyidiehouhoudeziliao。woxiannaqileneidieziliao。fankaidiyiye，
wodetongkongmengdishousuo。neishiyifen……guanyusuniande，jiqixiangxideyiliaobaogao。
laixingrengezhangai】【banyoujieduanxingjiyiqueshijijingshenbengkuishi】baogaoshangxiangxijilulesuniancongqingchunqikaishi，
jiuyinweijiatingdebianguhemuqindezaoshi，huanshangleyanzhongdexinlijibing。tajiduquefaanquangan，
henrongyiduimougerenchanshengbingtaideyilai，yidanzheizhongyilaibeidapo，jiuhuiyinfayanzhongdejingshenwenti，
shenzhizican。ertayilaidediyigeduixiang，shitadefuqinsuzhenbang。diergejiushishenche。baogaodezuihou，
fuzheyifenzhiliaofangan，zhuzhiyishideqianminglanshang，heranxiezheyigemingzi——zhoujing。zheigemingzi，
wozaishuxibuguo。zhoujing，shiwodaxueshizuihaodeguimi，yeshiyimingfeichangyouxiudexinliyisheng。wosiqian，
yinweichajuedaoshenchedebuduijing，jingshenyalijuda，haicengzhaotazuoguoxinlishudao。
yuanlai……tayeshishenchederen？bu，budui。womengdixiangqi，sunianzhisuoyihuidixuetangyundao，
zhengshizaikanlewodesixunzhihou，qingxujidongsuozhi。wodesiwang，chengleyakuatajingshendezuihouyigendaocao。
yigehewohaowujiaojideren，weishenmehuiyinweiwodesierjingshenbengkui？
chufei……wonaqipangbiandeneigetianeronghezi，dakai。limianjingjingditangzheyimeijiyijingti。danzheimeijingti，
hejiazishangneixiechengchetoumingdejingtibutong。tadeneibu，bumanlezhuwangbandeheiseliewen，
sanfazheyigubuxiangde、hunluandeqixi。zheishiyimei……beiwuranhesunhuaidejiyijingti。wojiangtawozaishouzhong，
bishangyanjing，yongwolinghunshenchude「jiyibianzhi」nengliquganzhita。shunjian，
wushuhunluan、posui、chongmanletongkuhejianjiaodehuamian，xiangjuedidehongshuiyiyangchongjinwodenaohai！
「……qiuqiuni，baba，biebiwo……」「……wozuobudao，wozhendezuobudao！zheitaicanrenle！」
「……shenche，niweishenmeyaopianwo……weishenme……」「……linxi……duibuqi……duibuqi……」
zheixieshengyin，shuyusunian！erhuamiandebeijing，
shiyigewocongweijianguode、bishenchezheijiangongzuoshigengzhuanye、gengbinglengdeshiyanshi！
zaineixiezhiliposuidehuamianli，wokandaolesunianchuanzhebaisedeshiyanfu，tongkudiguizaidishang。tademianqian，
shiyitaigengjiapangda、gengjiajingmide「jiyixiezhenyi」。ertadefuqinsuzhenbang，zhenglengmodizhanzaiyipang，
bipotajinxingyixiangcanwurendaodeshiyan。tamentiqude，bushidongwudejiyi，ershi……huorende！
neixiebeidangzuoshiyanpinderen，zaijiyibeiqiangxingbolihou，bianchengleyijujuyanshenkongdongdexingshizourou！
erzheixiangshiyandezhudaozhe，neigezhanzaiyinyingli，
zhiluchuyishuangxiangyingyiyangruilideyanjingdenanren……jiushi「yexiao」！gengrangwogandaomaogusongrandeshi，
zaizheixiehunluandejiyizuihou，
wokandaoleyigeqingxidehuamian——shenchejiangzheimeisunhuaidejiyijingtijiaodaosunianshouzhong，
wenroudiduitashuo：「niannian，wozhidaonishanliang，burenxin。meiguanxi，yihouzheixie『zanghuo』，
doujiaojiwolaizuo。nizhiyaoguaiguaidi，zuowodegongzhujiuhaole。」neiyike，wozhongyumingbailesuoyoudeyiqie！
sunian，genbenbushishenmedui「jiyibianzhi」yiwusuozhidemenwaihan！ta，huozheshuotadejiazu，
caishizheixiangjishudemuhouheishou！tamenyizhizaijinxingzhefeifade、fanrenleidehuotijiyitiqushiyan！erwo，
linxi，wodeyanjiu，wodesuoyouchengguo，buguoshitamenpangdajihuazhongdeyige「youhuafangan」！shenchejiejinwo，
taohaowo，qiequwodejishu，zuihoushasiwo，doushizheigejihuadeyibufen！ersunian，taliangxinweimin，
wufachengshouzheizhongzuiegan，zuizhongzaiwodesixun**xia，jingshenchedibengkui，linghunxianrulechenshui。
zheicaijilewo，zheigebeitamenhaisideyuanhun，yigejiuzhanquechaodejihui！
wobushihunchuandaoleyigewugudefujiaqianjinshenshang。
woshichuangjinleyigebiwoxiangxiangzhonggengjiaheian、gengjiazuiedemoku！woshouzhongdezheimeisunhuaidejiyijingti，
jiushisunianjingshenbengkuideyuantou，shitasuoyoutongkuhezuiedezhengming！yizhentianxuandizhuan，wojihuzhanlibuwen。
yuanlaiwozuidadediren，bushishenche。ershisuniandefuqin，suzhenbang。yijineige，zangzaigengshenchude，
shenmide「yexiao」！wodefuchou，congyikaishi，jiuzhaocuolemubiao。huozheshuo，wozhikandaolebingshandeyijiao。
【5】judadezhenxiangxiangyizuoshan，yadewochuanbuguoqi。wotanzuozaidishang，hunshenlenghan，xinzangkuangtiao。fennu，
kongju，haiyouyisiguiyidexingfen，zaiwotineijiaozhichongzhuang。woyuanyiweiwozhishiyigedanchundefuchouzhe，
meixiangdaoqueyijiaotaruleyigeshenbujiandidexuanwo。sujia，yexiao，
huotishiyan……zheiyijingbushijiandandemoushaheqinzhan，zheishiyichangjudade、hairentingwendeyinmou。erwo，
linxidelinghun，fushenzaisuniandeshentili，chenglezheigeyinmouzhongzuibuquedingdeyikeqizi。wogaizenmeban？
baojing？bu。womeiyourenhezhengju。neifenyiliaobaogaohesunhuaidejiyijingti，genbenwufazuoweichengtangzhenggong。
tamenzhihuibawodangchengyigejingshenshichangdefengzi。genghekuang，sujiadeshili，
zuyijiangrenheduitamenbulidezhengjumodeyiganerjing。wobixukaoziji。woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，
danaofeisuyunzhuan。jirantamenzhenzhengdemudeshiwode「jiyibianzhi」jishu，