《浮生恍若梦,醒时方碎》 小说介绍
《fushenghuangruomeng,xingshifangsui》zhuyaomiaoshulexushengshengfujinnianzhijiandegushi,gaishuyousenmiaosuozuo。xiaoshuojingcaijiexuan:“xiaowanshinuji,ruoshizhaolepangdezhumuyouzenmenengrongdexiata?zhiyouxushengshengzheizhongbeizaotaleshenzidenvren……...
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第1章浮生若梦
fengzhiheqinhou,wobeibeijiangwuru,diujinyangquanyuyegouduoshi。
jiuzaiwoyiweiyushengkunkuzhishi,fujinniancemasaopingbeijiang,bujishenfenquwoweiqi。
sannianshijiantaaiworuming,congbukennayifangmeiqie。
shenzhishengchandangtian,wodachuxuemingxuanyixian,congcizaibunengyouyun,tayewunizhongren,ningyuanbaodabubaoxiao。
tapeiwohuifushenti,fashijiusuanwuziyezhiduiwoyirenzhuanqing。
woyiweitaaiwozhishen,kejiuzaiwoneijiuweitaxunlaisanfangmeiqieshi,quezhuangjiantahepomuduihua。
“era,nijibukennaqieyoubuzhunxushengshengshengxiahaizi,nandaonixiangyaowomenfujiajuehou?”
“niang,nibudong,tashenziyijingzangle,bupeihuaixiawodehaizi。”
“kuangqiexiaowanshinuji,zhudingchengbulezhumu。zhiyourangxushengshengyongyuanshengbule,yihouwojiangxiaowanyingjinmenshi,tacainengduiwohexiaowandehaizishirujichu。”
1.
wodailengdizhanzaishufangwai,tingzhefujinnianbudairenhekuiqiandishuozheyiqie,xinlixiangshiyoubadaozaijiaodong,tengdegandanyusui。
“dangchunibuguweiniangquanzu,pinsipinhuoyeyaoquxushengshengjinmenshi,nandaojiushiyaorujinzheimemanzhetayibeizima?”
fujinnianyanshenkongbaileyishun,henkuaiyoujiandingleqilai。
“xiaowanshinuji,ruoshizhaolepangdezhumuyouzenmenengrongdexiata?zhiyouxushengshengzheizhongbeizaotaleshenzidenvren,caibuhuihepangdenvziyiyanghujiaomanchan,zhunxuxiaowanjinmen。”
“jirandangnianwomeiyouyongqibaxiaowanqujinmen,neiyihouwoyidingyaoweitahewomendehaizipupinglu,yaotamenzhiguanzaijiangjunfulixiangfu。”
“zhiyushengsheng,wojiangtacongbeijiangjiuchu,haijiletazhumuzhiwei,zugoumibutale。”
pomuyuxinburen,xintengdisichulesheng。
“neihaizimingmingdouyijingkeyishengxialaile,niyouzenmerenxinyaochanpojiangtazaixushengshengdeduzilihuohuomensi,kuangqienizheimeyizuo,xushengshengkongpawanghouzaiyebunengyouyunlea。”
fujinnianzhishiqingxiao,buxiekaikou。
“tashengbulehaizizuihao。nibuzhidao,tazicongshengbulehaizizhihou,congcijiuduiwobaiyibaishun,xianzaijiusuanyaoxiaowanzhijiejinmen,tayeyidinghuixiaozheanpaihaoyiqie。”
“wanghouzhiyaotadaixiaowanhehaizihao,neiwoyeyidinghuizhenxinaita。”
wozhanzaimenkou,xinshunjiankongle。
huixiangqidangnian,wozaiyangquanlibeibeijiangrenzaotazhemozhishi,shifujinnianxiangyidaoguang,tabianshishanxuehaijiangwolouzhu。
那时,我认定了他。
shenzhitayexuwocishengbufu。
woyiweitaqingshenbukedongyao,shiwoshengminglideguang。
kerujin,tazizizhenqingbushiweiwo。
shenzhizuishangrendedaoziyezhiciwoxinkou,bidangnianbeijiangrendaicidebianzidazaishenshanghaiyaotong。
fujinnianchanzhepomubatasongchumen,kegangyidakaiquehewozhuanggemanhuai。
tameitouzhouleqilai,huayulidaizhezhiwen。
“xushengsheng,nizenmelaile?”
woqiangyanzhuxinzhongbeitong,chezhesangzikaikou。
“fujun,jinrilaiwoshiweilejininaqie。”
fujinnianzixididingzhewokan,yanjiaoliuxiadeyidileihaishibeichajue。
“你哭了?”
woshixiancongfujinnianyinzhideliansaoguo,tongkukaikou。
“fujun,wozhishixiangqilewomendehaizi......tamingmingdouyijingyaoshengxialaile......nishuo,huibuhuiyourenhaileta?”
fujinniankanwozhishibeishanghaizi,huayudoubiandewenrouqilai。
“shengsheng,biehusiluanxiangle,haizideshiqingzhiguaiwomenhetameiyouyuanfen。nixiandiaoyanghaoshenzi,yihouwomenhaihuiyouxuxuduoduodehaizide。”
“zhiyunaqiezhishi,fujunzaojiushuoguocishengfeinibuhuan。”
wokanzhetayanshenkenqie,haishirenbuzhuwenchuneiju。
“fujun,wozhendehainengheniyougehaizima?”
fujinnianwenroudizaiwolianjialuoshangyiwen,huanghujian,shenzhiyaowojuedeganggangzhishichangmengjing,aiworugudefujun,congweibianguo。
kexianshi,fujinnianquelengzhulesanmiaomeiyoushuohua,shenzhilianpianwodoubuyuanyi。
tabawohongdaochuangshang,bayangshenyaoweidaowodezuili。
“shengshengguai,dengnibashenzidiaoyanghao,womenyidinghuiyouxuduohaizide。”
wobeitalouzaihuaili,hecengjingwogangcongbeijiangbeijiuhui,wushucicongmenglijingjueyibanhongworushui。
wotanlandiganshoutazuihouderouqing,leishuishikonghualuo。
zhiyuanshimeng,xinglaiyiqiehuihao。
2.
diertianzao,chuangtashangduliuwoyirenhanliang。
zhuoanshangxinfengbimoshirun,quezizicangbai。
“shengsheng,jinriwoqusimiaoweinihehaierqifu。”
kanzhezheifengxin,leishuizhibuzhudiluoxia。
zicongwoliuchanzhihou,fujinnianwulunzaimangmeiyueyehuichouchuqiritiwoqumiaoliqifu。
congqiantaxiaozhepengqiwodelian,shuoyaoweiwohehaierqianchengqifu,yuanwoyushengankang。
kexixixianglai,shenmemiaoyaoyueyuequqimanqiri?
zhipashibeizhewohetakouzhongdexiaowan,zaizhutianshenfomianqian,yishangtanhuan。
worenzhexinkouchenmen,diediezhuangzhuangzoudaomenkou。
“将军去哪了?”
“huizhumu,jiangjundemachegangwangnanzou。”
woyilukuaizou,zhiweiqiugedaan,xiangjizijisannianqingshenzuogelejie。
woshihundichuanguofujinniandechema,kanzhejiaozilizaluandifangzhewomenhaierdeguhui,xinlixiangshiyouyibadaozijiaodong。
wodiediezhuangzhuangchanzheqingzhuanpajinsimiao,zaikandaofujinnianqianchengguibaihaibuwanggouzhushenpangnvzideshoushi,leishuihaishirenbuzhudicongyanjiaozaluo。
cengjing,tayeshizheibanzaizhutianshenfomianqianwanzhuwodeshouxiangwofashi,xuyuanyongbuliqi。
可如今,恍如隔世。
“fujinnian,zenmezheiyuenichileyiricailai?”
fujinnianyanzudibaxiaowandizhu,fachumenhengsheng。
“ruguobuguoshifulideneiweiyoufashenjingyaowohong,wozaojiuxianglaibanizheigexiaoyaojingjichile。”
xiaowanxiuhongzhelianshouzhigouzhufujinnianyaodai。
“nibushiyixiangzuibuxihuanzheizhongzishi,jinrizenmezheimexinji?”
fujinnianrenbuzhudijiangxiaowantuidaozaipiandian,ranrantanxiangshengqi,hunhezheqingyusisan。
“xushengshengduzidetaiwentaichou,suoyiwoziranbuxihuangentazheiban,danni,duoshaociwoyeyuanyi。”
woduozaiqiangjiao,kanzhecengjingduiwokezhidefujinnianrujinneimeshikongdezhanyouzhepangdenvren。
tamenshuxidedongzuo,qiadangdeyongwen,douxiangbeijiangdehandaocirujigubantengdesixinliefei。
yuanlai,zhengzhengsannian,tayueyueweiwohehaierqifuquandoushijia。
takouzhongdefotangjindi,shitayuqingrentouxingdeaichao。
至于我,太多余了。
woshihunluopodizouchusimiao,huixiangqihefujinnianchenghunneinian,manjingchengdoutuoqiwobeibeijiangwannong,youshizhenjie。
zhiyoufujinnianyankuangshirun,xintengdibawolouzaihuaili。
“shengsheng,shirenshinirucaojie,wopianyaodainiruzhenbao。”
tabataidajiao,jiazhuangcongjingchengpaidaohuangjiao,xipaozhengzhengxianglesantiansanye。
zongshirenrentuoqi,yebudebushuoyijufujinniandangzhenaiworuming。
kerujin,zinveditingzhetamenjiaohuansheng,zhijuehuangtang。
woziyiweishidejiushu,buguoshijingzhonghuashuizhongyue。
3.
wotaohuilefuzhong,leishuizaiyerenbuzhushunzheyanjiaohualuo。
woyiweiwonenggoushihuai,kezhenxiangxuelinlindijiekaihou,quehaishiyaowobiantishenghan。
womenmingmingcengjingneimexiangai,shenzhineigehaizidouyijingchengxing,fujinniannizenmejiuneimehenxin?
nandaozhishiyinweiwobeibeijiangzhemo,shenzizaoyizangwubukan,suoyinijiuyaozheibanliyongwoma?
jiranniaiderencongbushiwo。
neihao,zhumudeweizhiwohaijini,yuniyouguandeyiqie,wodoubuyaole。
wofalefengdezasuifujinniansongwodeyiqie,cengjingdejinzanyuqixiangshiyidaodaobeijiangdebianzidazaishenshang,jiaorenchitong。
leishuizaojiuyinyunzaiyanli,mihuzhushixian。
turan,fujinniandechemahuilaile。
fujinnianyijinmen,kanzhewozasuiyiqie,yanshenlitouzhehanyi。
“xushengsheng,nijinriqusimiaole?”
wokusekaikou,quehaishijiliyanshiqingxu。
“fujinnian,wozhishixiangqusimiaoyeweiwomendehaiziqiqifu,jingemuqindezeren。”
“keneiqunsengrenquejiangwolanzhu,shuowoliuguotaishenshangyouxueguanglianmendouburangwojin。”
“wodexinhaotonghaotong,womendehaizidouyijingyaoshengxialaile,zenmejiu......”
fujinniantingzhewokaikou,meitoushuzhankailai。
“shengsheng,zhishizheixie?”
我失意地点点头。
“kefujun,nijinribushiqusimiaoqifulema?zheicaidiyiri,zenmejiucongcongganhuilaile?”
fujinnianyongshouyanzhubanbianlian,chengzhikaikou:“shixiaosikanjiannijimangpaochusimiao,wopanichushisuoyihuangdejiuganhuilai。”
tarouqingdijiangwolouzhu,kanzhewobeijinchaihualandeshouxin,xintengdehongleyankuang。
“shengsheng,neigehaizidouguaiwomeiyouhuhao,kenizheibanshangzijideshenzi,nizhibuzhidao,tongxinderenshiwo......”
fujinnianpairendasaohaoyidilangjie,youduanlaiyiwanyangshenyaolai,tangyaoxiadugundehoulongshengteng。
taanweidewenzaiwodelianshang,ranhouqingnanziyidekaikou:“shengsheng,woyaoqusimiaoqifule,dengwohuilai,jiusuanshitianshangdelingyao,woyeyaoxunlaibanishenziyanghao,yihouwomenyidinghuiyouyigehaizide。”
wokanzhetazhenzhideyanshen,ketayixiushangdebandianyanzhizaojiuchumaileta。
jiranwozhishinihepangrenqingaidexishengpin,youhebizhuangzuoruciqingshen?
yuanlaiaiyigeren,zhendekeyizhuangdezheimeqingzhenyiqie。
wokanzhefujinnianlikaidebeiying,shiyicongyaoluliyidiandianshoujiqiyaozha。
guoran,xixixiuxiuhewozaibeijiangbeimanrenqinfanshiyiyang,yonglebizitang。
neiyaoweiwobuganwang,keruobushifujinnianzheisannianzhuangdetaiqingzhenyiqie,woyouzenmehuifenbianbuchuwushugeririyeyelibeizhemo,huaitaiyouliuchandebizitangni?
leishuirenbuzhucongyanjiaohualuo,fujinnian,nideaitaichenzhong,shaodewotaitong。
sannianpiaomiaosimeng,rujinmengxingshifen。
我该走了。
dangwan,wozasuilefujinniancengjingsongjiwodedingqingxinwu,mochulefuliyouguanwodeyiqie,lianyezuoshangshuichuanquleyuanzaishiwanbaqiandesuzhou。
zicijunxiangbei,wozinanqu,bufuxiangjian。
4.
fujinnianyoucongcongpaoqulefosi,tayijinmiaomenkanzhebanshabanludexiaowan,xinzhongyuwangzaiyicipansheng。
tajiangxiaowanloujin,kanzhetayanjiaohexushengshengbiewueryangdeleizhi,huanghujianjingranwucuodibatadangchenglexushengsheng。
tahuanglexianaodai,buzaiyidiyouyicibaxiaowanyongzhu。
duiyuxushengsheng,taconglaizhishidangzuoyigekeyirongxiaxiaowandenvreneryi。
keweishenmeneimeduoshenshibeicandenvren,neimeduoduitabaiyibaishunxiangyaojiajinjiangjunfudenvren,pianpianjiuxuanlexushengsheng,fujinniancongmeiyoushensishulvguo。
kenengzhishidangnianbeijiangshishanxuehaili,xushengshengkuhongzheyanlangbeiditanzaidishangshi,yaotachanshenglebandianlianai。
zhiyupangde,tazhizhidaoxushengshengshenshibeicanyouaitarugu,yuqingyuli,tayeshikuiqianta,yaodaitagenghaoyidian
“langjun,zenmeniyouxinshi?”
“bushi,zhishijuedezuijinshengshengbutaiduijing,yaobu,wojienihuifudeshijianzaituiyituiba。”
xiaowandelianshunjianheilexiaqu,tayaozhechunquebuganfanu,zhishizaifujinnianerpanjiaochen。
“fujinnian,nijiushigefuxinhan!wopeinizaizheigepomiaotouxingsannian,ririduizhetoudingfoxiangxingzheixiegouqiezhishi,ruguobushiyinweini,woxianzaiyouzenhuikunzaizheilichubuqu。”
fujinnianrenyouxiaowanzaitaxiongkouqiaoda,xinliquezongshixiangzhelikaishixushengshengneizhangyukudelian。
“haole,youbushibuyaonijinfu?kukutitishenme?”
“woxianzaijiuquheshengshengshuo,woyaoqunijinfu,zheiyanggoulema?”
fujinnianyebushizhendeyaobaxiaowanyingjinfuli,zhishitaxianzaikanzhenanchandexiaowan,gengxianghuifukankanneigebaiyibaishundexushengsheng。
bijing,huanyuzhishipiankede,ruoshixiaowanyaoyoushengshengbandianxianhui,tayebuhuichichibubatajiehuifuli。
tabeixiaowanchanlewuri,xianzaitayouxieleile,zhixiangjiangxushengshenglouzaihuaili,haohaodishuiyijue。
fujinniankuaimahuidaofuli,tahewangriyibantiqianyaoxiaosichuanlexin。
tashuxidituikaifangmen,yiweicishixushengshenghuihewangchangyiyangtiexindiweitadahaoxijiaoshui,zaiguolaijita**。
ketaduizhefangmenkonghanlejisheng,huiyingtadezhiyouxiaosidecongconglaibao。
“jiangjun,zhumutarenbujianle......”
浮生恍若梦,醒时方碎