旧忆如刀，心字成灰
《旧忆如刀，心字成灰》 小说介绍
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zhiyindiedieshuoyugunvchengqinyingxiangshitu，woniangjiuwumingwufengenlediedieshiqinian。
kediediezhongyugaozhongtanhuahou，queqianzheyigegeshenhuailiujiademeimaonvzishuoyaoyingquta。
众人刻薄地讥讽：
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“tabuhuizhenyiweitanhualanghuiqutaba？”
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woxinrusihui，duimuqindao：
“aniang，zheijingchengbuhao，womenhuimiaojiangba。”
houlai，jingzhongdabanxishineiri。
有人慌张地大喊：
“buhaole！suhemunvlijingshiluyushuihuo，shiguwucun！”
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wohuidaojiazhongshi，wuneiyipiansiji。
wojibuchongjinneishi，zhijianniangqintangzaibinglengdedishang，zuijiaoyixue。
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“niangdexin，haotong......”
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neiri，aniangqujingchengjietoujiwomaituzibingshi，kandaotabeijigeebaqiling。
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dangchuruomeiyouwoniangqinriyecaolaoxinkugongyang，tanayoujihuichengweijinridetanhualang。
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kerujin，jingchengzhidiyibuzairangwoliulian。
niangqinyouyupianke，wendao：“neiwangyezenmeban？”
tidaota，woxinzhongmanshikuse：“tayaoyuwojiechuhunyue，yingqutaifuzhinvliumeizhao。”
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womianwubiaoqingdikanzheta，lenglengshuodao：“wangye，nikexiangqingchu，quchuguchong，nidehanduhuifufa，daoshihoukeshihuiside。”
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我气得浑身发抖。
dangchu，peixiayundaozaiwojiamenqian。
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peixialianseyinchen，yibubuxiangwobijin：“wogaosuni，jibianzheiguchongliuzaiwotinei，woyejuebuhuiquni。”
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wobuxiangzaiyutajiuchan，lenglengdiuxiayiju：“rujinwoniangqinshentibuhao，dengtahaoxie，wozihuirangtaquchunitineideguchong。”
shuowan，wozhuanshenhuiwu，jiangzijiheniangqindeyiwuxinglishoushituodang。
zhengmangliujian，neigaozhongtanhuadediediehuilaile。
tajianwobutingdishoushidongxi，bianwendao：“nizheishiyaoqunaer？”
woshouxiadongzuoweiting，dandandishuo：“diediejiranyaolingqutaren，wohemuqinzirandetengchuweizi。”
linxuqinglenghengyisheng，dao：“nibiqininiangqinhaisuandongshi。
shuobabianjingzhizoujinniangqindefangjian。
woxinjuebumiao，ganmanggenlejinqu，biantingdaotalengmodeshengyin：“yuefuyuemuyijiaduiniyuyierdeshenfenbuman，rangwojinkuaichulihaocishi。”
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“jiushuodangnianshiniguanzuiwo，haipashangwodechuang，shengxiahaiziyiciyaoxiewo。”
“rujinwogaozhongtanhua，buyuanzaishounixiepo，yaoyuniheyierchediduanjueguanxi，congcixingtongmolu。”
tingdaozheifanhua，niangqinzaiyerenbuzhu，yonglipaidazhechuangyan，daxiaoqilai。
linxuqingnaonudekanzheta，“nixiaoshenme？！”
“woxiaozijixialeyan，kancuolenizheilangxingoufeidedongxi！ruobushiwoduoniangongyang，ninayoujinri？nirujinjinbangtiming，jiuxiangyijiaotikaiwomenmunv，haixiangrangwozihuiqingyu，gaosuni，weilenver，wojuebudaying！”
linxuqingnaoxiuchengnu，mengdijiuzhuniangqindeyiling：“niruobutongyi，kebieguaiwobukeqi！”
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jibianruci，niangqindeshenseyijiujianding，jueranbukenxieneigaoshishu。
linxuqingjianzhuang，muluxiongguang，mengdijiangbingtashangdeniangqinchexia，henhenshuaizaidishang。
niangqinbenjiushentixuruo，zheiyixiazhijierangtayunleguoqu。
“niang！”wochongshangqianqu，jiangniangqinjinjinhuzaihuaizhong，nushizhelinxuqing。
“nianghaibingzhe，shangweikangfu，nizennengrucihenxin？！”
“heng！”linxuqinglenghengyisheng，“sheirangtabuzhihaodai，buguoshixiefengaoshishu，taquezheibanzhiao。”
shuoba，tajinghuanlaijigecuzhuangdepozi，wodunganbumiao，dashenghewen：“nixiangganshenme？”
“jiwohenhendida，dadaotayuanyixieweizhi！”linxuqingehenhendishuodao。
“sheigan！”wohuzhuniangqin。
“linxuqing，ruoniganduiwoniangdongshou，wojiusuanpinlewozheitiaoxingming，yejuebuhuifangguoni！”
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dantashouxiarenduoshizhong，yejuebupawomen。
tadao：“zhiyaonimenqianlegaoshishu，wobianjinimenxiepanchan，fangnimenhuimiaojiang，fouze，nimenxiuxianglikai。”
语罢，他挥袖离开。
wozhuanshenandunhaohunmideniangqin，jiakuaisudushoushixingli。
linxuqingbuhuiqingyifangguowomende，cidibuyijiuliu，wodejinkuaidaizheniangqinlikai。
kemeixiangdao，yeli，peixiahetadeweihunqiliumeizhaoyouyinhunbusandechanleguolai。
tachaowonubukeedihoudao：“yaodengdaoshenmeshihoucainengquchuguchong？nimobushixiangfanhui，laishangwo？”
“bushiwolaishangni，niangqinrujinhunmibuxing，ruhebangniquchuguchong？nihaiyoumeiyouliangxin？”
huayingangluo，niangqinfachuyizhenweiruodeshenyin，huanhuanxinglai。
woyoujingyouxi，pudaotashenbian：“niang，ninzhongyuxingle！”
niangqinquebukanwo，zhizhididingzhepeixia：“nibushiyaoquguchongma？wolaibangni。”
“niang，buke！”wodajingshise，“nixianzaishentixuruo，quguchonghuiyoushengmingweixian！”
niangqinxuruodiyaoleyaotou，qingqingfuzhewodetoufa：“meineimerongyisi。zheiguchongyitunshibushaohandu，zishenyexuruole，fangxinba，niangmeishi。”
jiantaxinyiyijue，wosuimanxindanyou，queyezhinengwunaidisongkaishou。
bangeshichenhou，peixialikai，niangqinshouzhongwozheyizhidanheisedeguchong。
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niangqinweixiaozheyaoleyaotou，jiangguchongshouhao。
“niangmeishi。zhishipeixiatineihanduweiqing，rujintazhiyiquchuguchong，guobuleduojiu，handufufa，taxingmingkanyou。”
“zheishitazizuozishou，yuwomenwuguan。”
wolenglengdishuo，ranhoujixushoushixingli。
raner，dangwomenzhunbeitoutouliuchufushi，quebeizaoyoutifangdelinxuqingdaigezhengzhe。
tanaoxiuchengnu，mingrenjiangwomenbangqilai，diujinleyinanchaoshi、bujiantianridedixiashi。
“yiribuxiegaoshishu，nimenjiubiexianglikai！”linxuqingehenhendishuo。
dixiashiliyinlengcigu，zhengzhihandong，wosesefadoudiyiweizainiangqinshenbian，xinzhongmanshiduilinxuqingdeshiwangyuanhen，bumingbaicengjingneigewenrouciaidediedieweiherujinbianderujinzheiban。
jiuzheiyang，womenbeiguanleliangri，linxuqingshibushipairenlaibiwen，niangqinshizhongmeiyousongkou。
zuihou，tajingqidelianfandoubuxurensong。
daoledisanri，wocongpozikouzhongdezhi，zheirishilinxuqingyingqutaifuzhinvderizi。
linxuqingzaipairenlaishi，wodashenghandao：“woniangtongyile，womenyuanyixiegaoshishu！”
niangqinjingyadikanzhewo，woxiangtashilegeyanse，tabiandixiatou，yangzhuangdaying。
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jiuzaitafangsongjingtizhishi，woqiaoqiaofangchujizhiguchong，padaoneijiadingheneijigepozishenshang。
chentamenbeiguchongyaodetengtongnanren、fangcundaluanzhiji，wolazheniangqin，jingzhicongfulichonglechuqu。
womenyilukuangben，shenhoudepozihejiadingjinzhuibushe。
buduoshibianxingzhihubian，jingchengzheishuridebaoyu，ranghushuiyinzhangchaoerbotaoxiongyong。
shenhoudezhuiganshengyuelaiyuejin，wowangzheneitaotaohushui，yanzhongshanguoyisijuejue。
zhuantoukanxiangniangqin，yankuangfanhong：“niang，ninxinwoma？”
niangqinjinjinwozhuwodeshou，jiandingdidianlediantou。
wobuzaiyouyu，zaitamenjijianggandaodeshunjian，lazheniangqinyirantiaoruleneijulangfanyongdehushuizhizhong。
anshangdepozihejiadingmenjiaojidisichusouxun，quezhijianhushuitaotao，bujianwomendezongying。
linxuqingzhengyilianxise，meizizidepansuanzhetayingqujingzhongguinvjinmendemeishi，queturankanjianjigepozishensehuangzhangdipaojinlai，dashengbingbao：
“buhaole！suhemunvcongfuzhongtoupaolechuqu，zaitaopaotuzhongzaoyushuihuo，shiguwucun！”