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tamenzaiwofenqianweizhuangshenqing，quebuzhiwoyihuaweiligui，jishengyuyijuxindequqiao。gengbuzhi，
wodailaileyizhiyishangliushehuidehuangyanweishideyaowu。dangzhenxiangdexingtianxiangqimiman，
bianshizheichangfuchoushengyandekaixizhishi。【1】bingleng，cigudebingleng，shiwohuifuyishihoudediyiganjue。
bingfeidongrihanfengdelinlie，ershiyizhongjintougusuide、shuyusiwangdesiji。wofeilidizhengkaiyan，
shixiansuojishiyipiancanbaidetianhuaban，biqianglichongchizhefuermalinyufubaihunzadeguiyiqiwei。
zheilishitingshijian。yigeniantoushanguo，woxiayishidixiangzuoqilai，quefaxianzheijushentijiangyingdebutingshihuan。
woditou，kanjiandebushiwoneishenbeixianxuejintoudexiangnaiertaozhuang，
ershiyijianmoshengde、xidefabaidejiutxu。zheishuangshou，shouxuecangbai，zhijiafenglihaidaizhexiexunigou，
wanquanbushiwoneishuangchangnianjingxinbaoyang、tuzhedior999dexianxianyushou。zheibushiwodeshenti。
konghuangruchaoshuibanjiangwoyanmei。jiuzaizheishi，
yigebingleng、bushuyurenheyizhiyuyandeyinianzhijiezaiwonaohaizhongxiangqi——「e」。
zheiyiniandaizheyizhongchuncuide、yuanshidetanlan，fangfoyitouzhefuwanniandexiongshouzaiwolinghunshenchusuxing。
wogandaoweibuyizhenfanjiangdaohai，bushishenglishangdejie，ershiyizhongyuanyulinghunde、duimouzhongteding「shiwu」
dekewang。「zhiya——」tingshijiandemenbeituikai，liangdaoshuxideshenyingzoulejinlai。shiwodeweihunfu，
kejixinguilinzimo，hewozuihaodeguimi，xiarou。linzimochuanzheyishenjiancaidetideheisexizhuang，
yingjundemianrongshangguazheqiadaohaochudebeitong，taqingqingfumozhewoshenpanglingyizhangtingshichuangshanggaizhedebaibu，
shengyinshaya：「qingqing，nizenmejiuzheimezoule……womendehunlijiuzaixiazhou，nizenmenengzheimehenxin……」
xiarouzeyiweizaitashenbian，kudelihuadaiyu，jianbangbuzhudizhandou：「zimoge，nibietainanguole，
qingqingzaitianzhilingyebuxiwangkandaonizheiyang……douguaiwo，ruguoneitianwonenglanzhuta，
burangtaquchashenmedeepfakedeloudong，tajiubuhui……jiubuhuichuyiwaile……」
tamenyichangyihe，qingzhenyiqie，rensheikanledouhuiweizheiduitongshizhiaidebirenerxinsui。kewo，
tangzaizheijumoshengdequqiaoli，linghunquezaijianxiao。yiwai？woqingxidijide，
neifenzuyidabailinzimoshangyediguodedeepfakefanzuizhengjubeifendaojiamiupandeshunjian，
bangongshidemenbeiqiaorantuikai。jinlaide，zhengshilinzimohexiarou。linzimolianshangmeiyoulewangridewenqing，
zhiyouyipianbinglengdemoran。erxiarou，zexiaozhenazoulewozhuoshangdeupan，
yongwosongtadeneizhikezhetamingzidegangbi，henhencirulewodexinzang。「qingqing，」
tadangshideshengyinwenrouyoucanren，「bieguaiwomen，yaoguaijiuguainitaicongming，taiaishile。」xianzai，
tamenjiuzhanzaiwode「shiti」pang，shangyanzheyichuganrenfeifudexima。jiuzaixiaroushuochu「yiwai」
zheigecideshunjian，yiguqiyide、daizhetiannixingqide「xiangwei」congtashenshangpiaosanchulai。
zheiweidaofanrenwufachajue，querangwonaohaizhongneitoumingwei【e】dexiongshoushunjianzaodongqilai。tazaihuanyu，
zaicuicu，zaikewang。womengdizhuantou「kan」xiangxiarou，wodeshixianfangfochuantoulepirou，
kandaotadehuayuzaikongqizhonghuazuoyilvlvhuiheisede、buduanrudongdewuqi。zheiwuqiduiyuwonaozhongde「ta」
eryan，shiwushangdemeiwei。linzimowozhuxiaroudeshou，shenqingkuankuan：「buguaini，rourou，zheidoushiming。yihou，
wohuilianzheqingqingdeneifen，yiqiaini。」tashuozheihuashi，
yigugengjianongyu、gengjiaxiangtiandewuqicongtashenshangzhengtengerqi，yansegengshen，jinhumohei，
haidaizheyisisijinsedeguangyun，fangfoshichenniandejianiang，sanfazhezhimingdeyouhuo。wonaozhongde「ta」
chedifengkuangle。【huangyan……meiweide……huangyan……】neigeyinianzaicixiangqi，daizheyisimanzudekuitan。
woganjuedaoyiguweiruodeliliangshunzhewodesizhibaihailiutang，yuanbenjiangyingdeshenti，
zhijianjingrannengqingweididongdanyixiale。womingbaile。wosile，danyouyiyizhongguiyidefangshi「zhongsheng」le。
wojishengzailezheijugangsidenvhaishentili，bingqie，wodelinghunyuyizhiyihuangyanweishideyaowuchanshenglegongsheng。
tamingwei「mo」，shihuangzhimo。taciyuwoxinsheng，erwozexuyaoweitaxunzhaozuidingjideshiliang。
eryanqianzheilianggewocengzuiai、zuixinderen，zheiduijiangxuweiyueduyanyidaojizhidegounannv，
tamenshenshangsanfachudehuangyandexiangqi，jianzhishi……yichangtaotieshengyan。linzimo，xiarou。nimendefuchoudaxi，
xianzaicaiganggangkaimu。erwo，jiangshinimenweiyide、zuijiedeguanzhong。
【2】woyongjinmofankuijiwodequanbuliliang，caimianqiangnengrangzheijushentideshouzhiquansuoyixia。
zheidianweibuzudaodeliliang，genbenbuzuyirangwocongtingshichuangshangzuoqi，gengbietiwanchengrenhefuchou。
linzimohexiarouzaiwode「shiti」qianyoubiaoyanleshijifenzhong，zhidaofayijinlaicuicu，
tamencaiyiyibushedilikai。suizhetamendeliqu，neiguyourende「xiangqi」yexiaoshile，
wonaozhongdemofachulebumandesiming，linghunshenchudejieganzaicibiandejianrui。wobixulikaizheili，
bixuzhaodaogengduode「shiwu」。shenye，wozhongyujizanlezugoudeliqi，zhichengzhezheijumingwei「anran」
deshenti，xiangyijuzhenzhengdexingshizourouban，jiangyingdizouchuleyiyuan。tingshijiandeguanliyuanshigeshishuidelaotou，
womeifeishenmeliqijiuliulechuqu。zhanzaiwuyekongwuyirendejietou，wogandaoleqiansuoweiyoudemangranyuyayi。
woshisuqing，guoneizuidingjiandeaishipinjianweizhuanjia，chushenyouwo，qiantuwuliang。erxianzai，
wochengleanran，yigeshenfenxinxixianshiweiguer、siyu「jixingxinshuai」deshehuidicengnvhai。
wodeyiqiedoubeiduozoule，wodeshenfen，wodeshiye，wodeshengming，shenzhiwosihou，
haiyaobeixiongshoudangzuozhanlipinyiyang，zaiwofenqianxuanyaotamende「aiqing」。taotiandehenyizaiwoxiongzhongfanyong，
jihuyaojiangwotunshi。naozhongdemoganshoudaolewojiliedeqingxu，tafeidanmeiyouanfu，fanerxingfendizhandongqilai，
fangfowodechouhenyeshiyizhongnengcuihuatashiyudediaoweipin。「e……fuchou……huangyan……」
tadeyinianduanduanxuxu，quewubiqingxidiweiwozhiminglefangxiang。fuchou，xuyaoliliang。erliliang，laiyuanyuhuangyan。
woxuyaoyigejihua，yigenengrangwojiejinlinzimohexiarou，yigenengrangwobuduan「siyang」wodemo，
tongshiyounengbubaoluzijidejihua。jiexialaidejitian，woduozaichengshizuiyinandejiaoluo，xiangyizhizhenzhengdelaoshu。
woconglajitonglifanzhaoshiwu，shuizaibinglengdeqiaodongxia，qieshentihuizheanranshengqiandejuewang。tongshi，
woyezaifengkuangdishoujizheguanyuwo「sihou」deyiqiexinxi。wangluoshangputiangaididoushiguanyuwodexinwen。
「tiancaijianweizhuanjiasuqingyiwailishi，weihunfulinzimobeitongyujue。」
「zhiyouxiaroufawenmianhuai：tiantangmeiyoudaima，yuannianxi。」linzimodegongsi「chuangshiji」gujiabujiangfansheng，
tadeshenqingrensheweitayingdelewushutongqingyuzhichi。tashenzhixuanbu，jiangyiwodemingyichengliyigecishanjijinhui，
yongyuzizhuyoucaihuadenianqingaiyanjiuzhe。meiyigezi，meiyizhangzhaopian，
dousanfazhelingwozuooude、huangyandetianxiang。wokanzheshoujipingmushang，
linzimozaixinwenfabuhuishangneizhangyingjunerbeishangdelian，naozhongdemoyinweizheigezhepingmude「huabingchongji」
erjiaozaobuan。wogandaoyizhenxuanyun，linghunshenchudejieganhuazuoleshizhidetongku，
fangfoyouwushuzhimayizaikenshiwodeshenjing。mozaijinggaowo，ruguozhangshijiandebudao「weishi」，
tahuiliantongwodelinghunyiqitunshidiao。wobixuxingdongle。pingjiezheduilinzimogongsijiagoudelejie，
wozhidao「chuangshiji」meizhoudouhuizhaopinyipidicengshixisheng，fuzeshujubiaozhu、xingzhengzawudenggongzuo，
yaoqiujidi，jihulaizhebuju。zheishiwoweiyinengxiangdaode，zhongxinqianruneigehuangyanzhongxindejihui。
woyongshenshangjinyoudejikuaiqian，zaiyijiawangbazhenglileanrandejianli。jianlijiandandekelian，chulenianlinghexingming，
jihuyipiankongbai。danwozhidao，zheiqiaqiashizuihaodeweizhuang。yigewuzuqingzhong、buhuibeirenherenzhuyidelouyi。
mianshineitian，wochuanzheyishencongjiuyihuishouxianglijianlaide、haisuanganjingdeyifu，
zoujinleneidongwocengjingwubishuxi、rujinquehuangrugeshide「chuangshiji」dasha。
mianshiguanshiyigeyounidezhongniannanren，tamanbujingxindisaoleyiyanwodejianli，yanshenlichongmanlebuxie。
「anran？meixueli，meijingyan，nipingshenmejuedewomengongsihuiyaoni？」takaozaiyibeishang，shuangshoubaoxiong，
zuijiaoguazheyisijifeng。wodizhetou，shengyinxiruowenying：「wo……wonengchiku，shenmedounengzuo。」
「nengchikuderenduolequle，」tachixiaoyisheng，「womenzheilikebushishourongsuo。」jiuzaizheishi，wowendaole。
yigudandande、daizhesuanfuqixidehuangyanweidaocongtashenshangsanfachulai。wotaiqitou，
yongwozheishuangshuyuanrande、qingcheyouqienuodeyanjingkanzheta。zaimodenenglijiachixia，
wokandaoyifumohudehuamianzaitashenhoushanxian：tazhengtoutoujianggongsidebufenwaibaoxiangmushuju，
maijileyigejingzhengduishou。woxinzhongyidong，yigedadandejihuashunjianchengxing。womeiyoudianpota，
ershijixuyongneifukelianxixideyangzi，qingshengshuo：「zhuguan，wozhendehenxuyaozheifengongzuo。
wo……woshenmedouyuanyizuo。」wokeyijiazhongle「shenmedouyuanyi」zheijigezi。talengleyixia，
suijishangxiadaliangzhewozheijusuiranshouruodanwuguanqingxiudeshenti，yanshenbiandewanweiqilai。tashenshangdehuangyanqixi，
yinweitaneixindewochuoxiangfaerbiandenongyuleyixie。「e？shima？」tashentiqianqing，yadishengyin，
「gongsiyougongsideguiju，buguoma……guijushiside，renshihuode。jinwanbadian，zailanyejiuba，
womenzai『shenru』liaoliaonidegongzuowenti。」tashuozheihuashi，lianshangguazheyifu「nidongde」deweisuoxiaorong。
wonaozhongdemoxingfendizhanlizhe。wochuixiayanlian，yanqumoudidebinglengyushayi，
shengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou，huidadao：「hao。」henhao。wodefuchou，jiucongnizheitiaoxiaoyukaishi。
【3】lanyejiuba，denghongjiulv，kongqizhongmimanzhejiujingheheermengdeqixi。wozuozaijiaoluodekazuoli，
mianqianfangzheyibeizuibianyideningmengshui。neigejiaowangzhuguandenanrenbiyuedingshijianwanlebangexiaoshicaidao，
tayi**zuoxia，jiushurendibashoudazailewodejianbangshang。「xiaoanran，dengjileba？」
tashenshangdaizhenongzhongdejiuqi，haiyouneigulingwozuoouyoulingmoxingfendehuangyansuanfuwei。woxiayishidixiangduokai，
danqiangxingrenzhule。woxuyaota，xuyaotazheitiaoxian，gengxuyaotashenshangyuanyuanbuduande「shiliang」。「meiyou，
wangzhuguan。」woqieshengshengdishuo。「haijiaowangzhuguan？duoshengfen，jiaowowangge。」taxiaodeyanjingmichengyitiaofeng，
shoukaishibulaoshidizaiwojianbangshangmosuo。wopeihediluchuyigejiangyingdexiaorong，
naozhongdemoyinweizheijinjulide、**luodexuweierfachulemanzudediyin。wonengganjuedao，
wodejingshenlizhengzaihuanmanhuifu。「wangge，wodegongzuo……」woxiaoxinyiyiditiqizhengshi。「fangxin，
baozaiwoshenshang。」wangzhuguandashouyihui，jiaolaifuwuyuan，dianleyiduiangguideyangjiuheguopan，
fangfotazhendeshineigenengyishouzhetianderenwu。「zhiyaonibawanggesihouhaole，bieshuoyigeshixishengdeweizhi，
yihouzhuanzheng、jiaxin，doubushiwenti。」tashuozhe，yanjingzhigougoudidingzhewo，chongmanlebujiayanshideyuwang。
tashuodemeiyigezi，douzaikongqizhonghuaweishizhide、huiheisedewuqi，zhengxiankonghoudiyongruwodeshenti，
beimotanlandixishou。woyibianyingfuzheta，yibianqiaoqiaodakaileanranneibulaojiushoujideluyingongneng。
jiuguosanxun，wangzhuguanyijingyouxiezuiyi，danziyeyuelaiyueda。takaishichuixuzijizaigongside「renmai」
he「nengliang」，shuozijihemoumougaoguanguanxiduotie，youshuolinzong（linzimo）duomeqizhongta。meiyijuchuixu，
doushiyizhenqiangxiaodezibuji。woganjuezijidesiweiqiansuoweiyoudeqingxi，shenzhilianjiubalicaozadeyinlesheng，
douwufaganraowo。modeliliang，bujinjinshirangwoneng「wen」daohuangyan，
tahaizaiqianyimohuadiqianghuawodewuganhejingshenli。「wangge，nizhenlihai。」woshishidisongshanggongwei，
yanjinglichongmanle「chongbai」。wangzhuguanbeiwopengdepiaopiaoran，tayadishengyin，coudaowoerbian，
shenmixixidishuo：「lihaidehaizaihoutouni。nizhidaogongsizuijinzaigongkeyigejiao『qingganmoni』dexiangmuma？
jiushirangaimofangtedingrenwudeyuqi、xiguan，shenzhinengjinxingshishiyuyinjiaoliu。zheixiangmuyaoshichengle，
heihei……」tameishuoxiaqu，danyanshenlidetanlanyijingshuomingleyiqie。qingganmoni？woxinzhongyilin。
zheibujiushiwoshengqianzhengzaiyanjiude、deepfakejishudexiayigefenzhima？
linzimojuranhaizaijixu，erqietourulegengdadeziyuan。tamendaodixiangganshenme？
「zheigexiangmu……tingqilaihaolihai，shilinzongqinzifuzedema？」wozhuangzuohaoqidiwen。「neidangran！
zheikeshichuangshijideminggenzi！」wangzhuguanhelekoujiu，dalegejiuge，「buguoa，
zheixiangmuzuijinhaoxiangyudaoledianmafan。tingshuozhiqianfuzezheigefangxiangdeneige……edui，
jiushineigesiledetiancai，suqing，taliuxialaidehexinsuanfayoujiami，sheiyejiebukai。
xianzaizhenggexiangmuzudoukazhule，linzongzuijinpiqikedale。」wodexin，henhendichenlexiaqu。wodesuanfa！
woweilefangzhijishubeilanyong，zaizuihexindebufenshezhilesanzhongdongtaijiami，
miyaoyuwodeshengwutezhengheyizuzhiyouwozhidaodesuijishuliebangding。wosile，
neifensuanfajiuchengleyizuosheiyewufajinrudebaoku。yuanlairuci。linzimozhisuoyihaizaiweichishenqingrenshe，
shenzhichengliyiwoweimingdejijinhui，bujinjinshiweilemingsheng，gengshiweileyangaitaxiangmutingzhidejiongjing，
tongshiyingzaoyizhongtayijiuzai「jicheng」woyizhidejiaxiang，wenzhutouzizhehetuandui。tademeiyibu，
douchongmanlejingxinsuanjidehuangyan。「wangge，nilianzheigedouzhidao，nizhendetailihaile！」wokanzheta，
yanshenlide「chongbai」youjiashenlejifen。wangzhuguanchedibeiwoguanlemihuntang，
tadeyiwangxingdipaizhexiongfu：「neikebu！wogenxiangmuzudeligongshitiegemen，tashenmedougenwoshuo！
tahaigenwobaoyuan，shuoxiazongjian……jiushilinzongdeneigexinweihunqi，xiarou，tiantiancuijindu，
shenmedoubudonghaixiazhihui，gaodedajiayuanshengzaidao。」xiarouchenglezongjian？haichashoulehexinxiangmu？zheigenvren，
guoranbuganxinzhizuoyigehuaping。tadeyexin，yuanbiwoxiangxiangdeyaoda。ertamenzhijiandemaodun，
jiushiwodejihui。xinxishoujidechabuduole，wangzhuguanyekaishidongshoudongjiao，shitujiangwolajintahuaili。
woyanzhongshanguoyisibinglengdeyane，danshijiweidao。「wangge，」wohurananzhutadeshou，shentiweiweiqianqing，
yongyizhongchongmanyouhuodeyuqizaitaerbianqingshengshuo，「zheilirenduo，wo……woyoudianhaixiu。wotingshuo，
gongsideshujuzhongxin，wanshangjihumeirenqu，erqieanbaoxitong……haoxiangyoujigejiankongsijiao，duima？」
wozhisuoyizhidao，shiyinweineitaoanbaoxitongjiushiwoshejide。wangzhuguandehuxishunjianbiandecuzhong，takanzhewo，
yanjinglijihuyaopenchuhuolai。yigedicengzawujian，yigefengqingwanzhong（taziyiweide）deliewu，
yige**dechangjing。tahoujiegundongleyixia，shayazheshengyinshuo：「nizenmezhidao？」
「wo……wozhiqiantingbaojieayiliaotianshishuoqide。」wosuibianzhaolegejiekou。tameiyouhuaiyi，huozheshuo，
tayijingbeiyuwangchonghunletounao。tashenshangdehuangyanqixi，yinweizheijijiangdaolaide「**」erdadaoledingfeng，
jihuhuaweishizhidemozhi，jiangtazhenggerenbaoguo。「xiaoyaojing，」taningxiaozhe，yibalaqiwo，「zou，
gedainiquge**dedifang！」woshuncongdibeitalazhe，dichuideyanmouli，yipianbinghan。shujuzhongxin，
neilibujinyoujiankongsijiao，haiyouwocengjingweilefangbianzijijiaban，liuxiadeyigeyinzanghoumen。wangzhuguan，
niyiweizijishilieren，quebuzhi，nizhengxinggaocailiedidaizhewozheitouzuijiedeyeshou，zouxiangnidejitan。
jinwan，woyaorangmochigebao。【4】「chuangshiji」dashadedixiaerceng，shujuzhongxin。binglengdebaiguangdengxia，
yipaipaifuwuqijijuzhengqipailie，fengshandewengmingshengxiangshimouzhongdandiaodecuimianqu。
zheilishizhenggegongsideshenjingzhongshu，chucunzhehailiangdeshujuhemimi。wangzhuguanshualetademenjinka，
daizhewoshumenshuludiguaijinleyigexiazhaidetongdao。zheiliguoranshijiankongdesijiao，
zhiyouyizhanhunandeyingjidengliangzhe。tayijinlai，jiupobujidaidibawodizaibinglengdejijushang，
manshijiuqidezuichunhuluandicouleguolai。「xiaomeiren，ranggehaohaotengtengni……」wocetouduokai，
renyoutayounidezuichunluozaiwoerbiandekongqizhong。tongshi，wozangzaishenhoudeshou，
yijingqiaorananxialeshoujidetingzhiluyinjian，bingjiangluyinwenjianyongwozaoyishezhihaodekuaijiefangshi，
fasongdaoleyigenimingdeyunduanyouxiang。zuowanzheiyiqie，wobuzaiweizhuang。「wangzhuguan，」wotaiqitou，
yongneishuangshuyuanrande、qingchedeyanjingzhishizheta，danyanshenliqueshiwosuqingdebinglengyuchaonong，「nizhidaoma？
nishenshangdehuangyanweidao，zhenshi……choubukewen。」wangzhuguandedongzuojiangzhule。talenglengdikanzhewo，
fangfomeitingdongwozaishuoshenme。「ni……nishuoshenme？」「woshuo，」woyiziyidundizhongfudao，
「nichumaigongsishuju，shoushouhuikou，haisaoraonvxiashu。nishuodemeiyijuhua，zuodemeiyijianshi，
douxiangfulandelajiyiyang，sanfazheechou。」wodeshengyinbuda，quexiangyibabingzhui，henhencirutadeermo。
talianshangdeyuwangshunjiantunqu，querdaizhideshizhenjinghekonghuang。「ni……nihushuobadao！nishishei？
nidaodishishei！」taselineirendihoudao，xiayishidihoutuileyibu。womeiyouhuidata，
zhishijingjingdikanzheta。woneng「kan」dao，tashenshangneicengnongyude、mozhibandehuangyanqixi，yinweiwodejiechuan，
kaishijuliedibodong、fangun，fangfobeitouruleshizidepingjinghumian。
【shengyan……kaishile……】modeyinianzaiwonaozhongkuangxidijianjiao。xiayimiao，
yigubangbodeliliangcongwolinghunshenchupenyongerchu，tongguowodeyanjing，zhishexiangwangzhuguan。tazhenggerenmengdiyizhan，
shuangyanshunjianshiqulejiaoju，tongkongfangda，lianshangluchulejidukongjudebiaoqing。takandaole。zaiwodeyindaoxia，
mojiangtaneixinzuishenchudekongju、tasuofanxiadesuoyouzuie，yizuizhiguan、zuikongbudefangshi，
zhanxianzailetadenaohaili。takandaoleneixiebeitachumaideshuju，huazuoyigegezhengningdeguilian，xiangtasuoming。
takandaolebeitasaoraoguode、neixiegannubuganyandenvtongshi，cikedouhuaweiligui，sichezhetadexuerou。
takandaolelinzimobinglengdelian，xuanpanzhetadesixing。「a——！！」yishengqilidaobusirenshengdecanjiao，
huapoleshujuzhongxindejijing。wangzhuguanbaozhetou，fengkuangdizaidishangdagun，tisihengliu，
yuwuluncidisihouzhe：「bieguolai！bushiwo！wocuole！wozaiyebuganle！bieshawo！」
tashenshangdehuangyanqixi，zaijizhidekongjuzhongbeisilie、fensui，huazuozuijingchundenengliang，
beimodakoudakouditunshi。wonengganjuedao，mozaihuanchangdipaoxiao，erwo，
yesuizhihuodeleyizhongqiansuoweiyoudemanzugan。wodesizhibaihaidouchongmanleliliang，jingshenshijieyipianqingming，
shenzhilianzheijushentideyixieanji，sihudouzaizheigunengliangdechongshuaxiabeizhiyule。
zheijiushi……huangyanbeichuoposhideweidao。zheijiushi……fuchoudeziwei。
wolenglengdikanzhezaidishangchouchudewangzhuguan，tayijingchedijingshenbengkuile。wozoushangqian，
jianqitadiaozaidishangdemenjinka。ranhou，wozhuanshenzouxiangtongdaoshenchu，
neigewojiyizhongde、yinzangzhehoumendefuwuqijiju。
shouzhizaibinglengdejinshubanshanganzhaotedingdejiezouqiaojilesanxia，
yikuaiweizhuangchengsanrebandegaiziqiaowushengxidihuakai，luchuleyigeusbjiekou。zheishiwocengjingdewangzuo。
wojianganranneibupojiudeshoujilianjieshangqu。shoujipingmushang，wushudaimafeisushanguo。wohuilaile。
suiranyongdeshizuijianloudegongju，zuidicengdequanxian，danwosuqingdelinghun，
zaiyicilianjieshanglezheigeyouwoqinshougoujianlebufenguizedeshuzishijie。
womeiyoushituqupojiewozijidehexinsuanfa，neitaimaoxian，yetairongyibaolu。wozuodediyijianshi，
shibawoganggangluxiade、wangzhuguanzaijiubalideneiduanluyin，
yijitachumaigongsishujudebufenzhengju（zheixieshiwoganggangtongguohoumenquanxian，zaitagerendiannaolizhaodaode），
nimingfasongjilegongsineiwangdelianzhengbumen，bingqie，chaosongjile……xiarou。shide，xiarou。
woyaoyongwangzhuguanzheitiaoxiaoyu，qujiaodongxiarouneipiankansipingjingdechishui。woyaorangtazhidao，
gongsineibubingfeitiebanyikuai，yourenzaitiaozhantadequanwei。yitadeduoyihekongzhiyu，tayidinghuichecha。
erzhiyaotakaishicha，jiuhuifaxiangengduodewenti，jiuhuiheneixiepangencuojiedelaoyuangongchanshengmaodun。
woyaorangtamengouyaogou。zuowanzheiyiqie，woqiaowushengxidilikaileshujuzhongxin。dangwozoudaomenkoushi，
wohuitoukanleyiyanyijiuzaidishangquansuozhe、koutubaimodewangzhuguan。tashenshangdehuangyanqixiyijingxiaoshidaijin，
zhenggerenjiuxiangyigebeichouganledepinang。momanzudidalegebaoge，xianruleduanzandechenshui。erwo，
quesihaomeiyoufuchoude**，xinzhongzhiyouyipianbinglengdepingjing。zheizhishiyigekaishi。wangzhuguan，
zhishiwoxianjilinzimohexiaroudediyidaokaiweicai。jiuzaiwozhuanshenzhunbeilikaishi，
yidaoshenyinghaowuzhengzhaodichuxianzailezoulangdejintou。tachuanzheyishenangguidedingzhixizhuang，shenxingtingba，
lianshangmeiyourenhebiaoqing，danneishuangshensuideyanjing，quexiangyingyiyang，ruilidisuodinglewo。shilinzimo。
tazenmehuizaizheili？！wodexinzangshunjianloutiaoleyipai。woxiayishididixiatou，xiangbazijisuojinyinyingli。
tahuanhuanxiangwozoulai，pixiecaizaidibanshang，fachuchenmenerfuyouyapogande「da、da」sheng，meiyixia，
douxiangshicaizaiwodexinshang。tatingzailewodemianqian，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo。wowendaole。
neigushuxide、wanruchennianjianiangban，chunhouyouzhimingdehuangyanxiangqi，birenheshihoudouyaonongyu。tameiyoushuohua，
zhishijingjingdikanzhewo。neimuguang，buxiangshizaikanyigebeiweideshixisheng，
gengxiangshizaishenshiyijianyouqude、danyouchongmanweizhidewupin。「nijiaoshenmemingzi？」tazhongyukaikou，
shengyindichen，tingbuchuxinu。「an……anran。」woyongjinquanshenliqi，
cairangzijideshengyintingqilaimeiyouzhandou。taweiweihanshou，ranhoumuguangyueguowo，
kanxiangwoshenhoutongdaolineigeyijingbushengrenshidewangzhuguan。
tadezuijiaogouqileyimojidande、lingrenbuhanerlideweixiao。「anran，」tazhongxinjiangshixianluozaiwolianshang，
yiziyidundishuodao，「congmingtianqi，nilaizuowodezhuli。」【5】linzimodezheijuhuaxiangyikezhalei，
zaiwonaohaizhonghongranzhaxiang。zuotadezhuli？zheijianzhishitiandixiazuihuangmiu、yezuiweixiandeshiqing。
woyigeganggangtongguobuzhengdangshouduancaihunjingongside「shixisheng」，yigetaliyingkandoubuhuikanyiyandelouyi，
jingranyaowoquzuotazuitieshendezhuli？wodediyifanyingshijujue。litayuejin，baoludefengxianjiuyueda。
tashiyitouxiujueminruideelang，erwo，shipizheyangpi、tongyangjiedelingyitoulang。liangtoulangkaodetaijin，
chizaohuiwenchuduifangshenshangdexuexingwei。dannaozhongdemoqueyinweilinzimoshenshangneigunongyudaohuabukaidehuangyanxiangqi，
erfachulexingfende、tanlandesiming。tazaicuicuwo，youhuowo，dayingta。neishijizhidemeiwei，
shiwushangdeshengyan。woqiangyaxiaxinzhongdejingtaohailang，taiqitou，
yonganranneishuangtianzhenyouhuangkongdeyanjingkanzheta：「lin……linzong，wo……wobuxingde，woshenmedoubuhui。」
「woshuonixing，nijiuxing。」linzimodeyuqiburongzhihui。tademuguangyijiutingliuzaiwolianshang，
fangfoyaochuantouwodepinang，kanqingwolinghundeyanse。「zhiyuwangzhuguan，」
tadandandipieleyiyandishangderenxinglaji，「taweifanlegongsiguiding，huiyourenlaichulide。ni，gandebucuo。
」「gandebucuo」sigezi，tashuodeyiweishenzhang。wodexinchendaolegudi。tazhidaole。
tahuoxubuzhidaowoshisuqing，dantayidingcaidaowangzhuguandefengdianyuwoyouguan。tabudanmeiyouzhuijiu，
fanerjiangwotibadaotashenbian。tadaodixiangganshenme？shizaishitanwo？haishijuedewozheike「youqu」deqizi，
youbiedeyongchu？wulunruhe，jianzaixianshang，budebufa。jujue，huirangtagengjiahuaiyi。jieshou，
zeshiwoshenruhuxue、tanxuntazhenzhengmimideweiyijihui。「shi……xiexielinzong。」wodixiatou，
shengyinjiansedihuida。「mingtianzaoshangbadian，daodingloubangongshizhaowo。」linzi-modiuxiazheijuhua，
bianzhuanshenliqu。tagaodadebeiyingxiaoshizaizoulangjintou，liujiwode，
shiwujindehanyiheneiguyijiuyingraobusande、yourendexiangqi。diertian，wochengle「chuangshiji」
dashalideyigechuanqi。yigegangruzhiyitian、liangongweidouhaimeiyoudeshixisheng，jingranyifeichongtian，
chenglezongcaitezhu。gezhongcaiceheliuyanfeiyuzaigongsineibufengkuangchuanbo。yourenshuowobeijingtongtian，
yourenshuowoyonglebuguangcaideshouduanshangwei。woduiciyigaibuli。wohuanshanglegongsitongyipeifadexingzhengzhifu，
zoujinleneijianweiyudingloude、cengjingshuyuwohelinzi-mogongtongmengxiangdebangongshi。yiqiedoumeiyoubian。
woxihuandeluodichuang，wotiaoxuandelvzhi，shenzhibangongzhuoshanghaibaizhewocengjingzuiaihedelanshankafeidou。
weiyibiande，shizuozaineizhangxiangzhengzhequanlidingfengdezhenpizuoyishangderen。「laile？」
linzi-mocongyiduiwenjianzhongtaiqitou，zhilezhiduimiandeyizi，「zuo。」woyiyanzuoxia，
shuangshoujinzhangdifangzaixigaishang，banyanzheyigechuruzhichangdecainiaogaiyoudejucu。「nidegongzuohenjiandan，」