《灭亡》 小说介绍
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woqinyankanjianzhangfuyuxiaosanchanmian,
sisuiyunjiandanhou,wohezhananzhangfulihun。
xiaosanquezhaodaowo,jilewosanshiwan。
1.
hanyizijiaodicuantengershang,shentiyishunjianruzhuibingjiao,shouzhongdejianchabaogaobeiwoniedesijin,mianshangdehuanxincuncunguilie。
真是可笑啊。
dangwohuailetadehaizimanxinhuanxideshihou,taquezaihebiedenvrenzaiwomenjialijiuchan。
“沈燃。”
chuhuyiliao,wohainengweichizhelengjingdeshengyinqujiaotademingzi。
huidawodebushishenran,shineigenvrenbukesiyidejingkongjianjiaosheng。
nvrenbeiduizhewo,kewohaishirenchuleta,shisongzhi。
zongcaihemishuconglaidoushixiaoshuolitianleigoudihuodezuhe,kewomeixiangdaotamenjuranyekeyichengweiqizhongzhiyi。
wojintiancaizhidao,songzhineikansidaibanyansudewaibiaoxiazangzhezheiyangjiaonendeshenti,gongshihuadesangyinyekeyichengweimimizhiyin。
shenranzhuanguoshen,xiongtangshangdoushixiezhijiazhuanaodehenji,henciyan。
tafenhaobujianhuangluan,shenzhihailisuodangrandiwenleyiju,“nizenmelaile?”
qingpiaopiaodeyijuxunwenrangwodeqingxuchedibengpan。
这是我家啊!
我为什么会来!
zaikuchulaizhiqian,wokuaisuzhuanguoshen,liuxialeyiju,“wozaiketingdengni。”
zaiguanshangmendeshunjian,wotingdaoshenranduisongzhifahaoshilingdishuoleyiju,“bazheixiezhenglihao。”
yetingdaolesongzhixiyiweichangdimeishunyandeguaiqiaohuida:“hao。”
tamenzheiyang……duojiule……
shineidenuanqihenzu,keshiwoshuangshoushuangjiaoquemeiyousihaodewendu,lengdemaohan。
wonaohaizhongbuduandihuiyizherichangdezhongzhong,shitufanchechutachuguidezhusimaji。
没有。
yiqiedouzhengchangdebudele。
congchagang,shenghuozaidaoxiangchudemoshi,shenzhilianzaoanwendouyirujiwang。
一孕傻三年?
haimeishengni,shixianzaijiushaleme?
wokanzheshouzhongdejianchabaogao,jiangtazheleqilaisaijinlebaoli,shouzhiyinweiyonglierzhigufanbai。
zuozaizijiadeketing,woquegegeburudexianggejuwairen,zhishengxialejiaozhuohejianao。
shenranhesongzhishiyitongchulaide,tamenshenshangchuandaizhengqi,nanrensihuhaixilelian,jiemaodoushilulude。
jiuzaishenrangangyaokaikoushuohuadeshihou,wodehoujianfanyongershangdeshiyizhensuanse,zheizhongbushiganshizaishiguoyumingxian,wowuzhezuipaojinleweishengjianganouleqilai。
好难受……
shenglihexinlideshuangzhongzhemoxia,wodeyanleizaiyekongzhibuzhu。
hualaladeshuishengyanyingxia,wotingdaoleshenranhanlewodemingzi,jipoyoudanxin:“xinyu!”
meiguojimiao,wobianzaishenqiandejingzilikandaoleneigeshuxideshenying。
takanshangquhendanxinwo,manliandoushijise。
zheishiyandema?hewozaiyiqidezhongzhongdoushiweizhuangma?
woguandiaoleshuilongtou,younazhijincalecayanlei,jinliangzhuangchugeruowuqishi,rangzijiweichizhetimian,“shenran,womenlihunba。”
yuqizaitongkudeniningzhongzhengzha,wozhidaowoxianzaizuiyinggaizuodeshizhuanshenlikai。
2.
shenranzhigougoudikanzhewo,yuanbendedanyouhejiqieyishunjiandouchenglebukesiyi。
tasihuhennanyizhixinwonengzaizheimeduandeshijianneizuochulihunzheiyangdejueding。
wohetazaiyiqilebanian,conglianaidaojiehun,fenshouhelikaizheiyangdeziyanwocongweishuoguo,sheinengxiangdao,wodiyicishuo,jingshilihun。
tashenchushoujiangwolanzailehuaili,xiangwangchangyiyang,anfuxingdishangxiayidongqingpaizhewodehoubei。
erbianshitawenroudeqinghongsheng,“xinyu,nilengjingyixia,womenhaohaotantan,haobuhao?”
cengjingwoyiweidewenroudebifenggang,xianzaiduiwozhiyoumoshengheexin。
shangyimiao,tahuailiderenshilingyigenvren,tashenzhijinrulebierendeshenti,xianzailaibaowo,haishuorangwolengjing!?
wofangandizhengzha,quanshendemeiyigexibaodouzaishuozhekangju,“fangkai!”
dagaishiwozhengzhadetailihaile,tadelidaobuyouzizhudijiada,yuqiyezaiyishunjianbiandexiongleqilai,“xinyu!”
“shenran,nifangkaiwo!nitaizangle!wozhijuedeexin!”
wozaitadehuailibutingdifankang。
tayezaijiaojing,jiushibukensongkaiwo。
jiuzaizheishi,menkouchuanlailesongzhideqingshenghuhuan,“shenzong,furen……”
yucitongshi,shenranshouzhongdelidaoxielexialai,erwocubujifangtuolijingudewoshuaidaozailedishang。
zaizheizhongqingkuangxia,wowufakongzhishenti,quexiayishidihuzhuleduzi。
bansuizhexiaofuchuanlaidejianruidetengtong,woyizhenzhendexuanyun。wozhengzhazhexiangyaoqishen,jiannandiqumowodeduzi,shengyindoudegengshibuchengyangzi,“wo……haohao……teng……teng。”
shenbiannanrendelianshangshicongweiyouguodejise,songzhiyeshimanlianhuangzhanghewucuo,keshiwoquewuxiaguji,cheditengyunleguoqu。
shenran,zheishiwomenweiyideqianbanle……
yishihuifuzhihou,wofajuezijiyijingtangzaileyiyuandebingchuangshang,fuqinshouzaiwodeshenbian,shenranshouzaimenwai,sihuhaiyousongzhi,tashenzhibuganguolaijianwo,zheiyangyehao。
duiyushenran,woxianzaizhendebuzhidaogairuhequmianduita。
tazhangdehaokan,congqianwozongshishuomeicishengqideshihoukantadelianjiuqibuqilaile,zhishi,xianzaiwodanshikantayiyandouhuijuedeexin。
bukefouren,lihunzheijianshiqing,shiyishichongdong,danshizheizhongchongdongshiyinweibennengdifangyujizhi,wozaibaohuwoziji。
wobuhuirangzijizainitanlizhengzhabuxiu,xianzaizhidangshenranshigetoumingren,xiayishidiquyikaowofuqin,“baba,baobaozenmeyangle……”
fuqinjiangwofuleqilai,yishidaolewoheshenranzhijiandebuduijing,taqueshenmedoushuo,zhishimanlianxintengdijiangwofuleqilai,“xiaoyu,baobaomeishier,tahenjianqiang。”
没事——
woxiayishidimolemozijideduzi,hennanxiangxiang,limianjuranyouyigexiaoshengming。
tashiwoheshenrandegurou——
congqiandeziweishixingfude,danshizaizhidaoshenranchuguizhihou,woduizheigehaizichongmanlebuqueding。
woheshenranzhudingshiyaolihunde,daoshihouzheigehaizi……
yikaolvzheixiewojiujuedetoutengyulie。
fuqinchajuedaowodeyichang,tashenchushouzaiwodehoubeishangqingqingpailepai,manmuciaihedanxin。
haozai,haiyourenyizhiaiwo。
wogengyan,shenshouwozhulefuqindegebo,“biegaosushenran。”
“hao,neiwomenhuijia。”
chumendeshihou,shenranbeiwomenfunvlianggerendangchenglekongqi,quemeiyousihaobumandefanying。
zaiwozhunbeiquzuolunyideshihou,tazhongyuyoulexingdong,couleguolai,shitubaowo:“baba,wobaoxinyushangquba。”
fuqinmeishuohua,jiangyanshendijilewo。
wodeyuqishunjianbiandelengying,“buyong,mafannirangkai。”
duanzhejijikeweidelengmojiazi,yongyanehefangandeqingxulaichedimabiziji,kedaochudoushiloudong。
woshenzhibuganqukanta,shengpazijiqingxushikong。
wozairen,dengzheyigefaxiekou。
fuqindongle,zhijieshenshoubashenrantuidaoleyibian,taiduyixiazijiulenglexialai,duitadao,“wodenver,wozijikeyizhaogudehao。”
shuowanbianjiangwobaoqilaifangzailelunyishang。
我依旧没有去看他。
fuqindaizhewohuilejia,shenranyizhigenzaiwomenchezidehoumian。
3.
woheshenrandexiangyushizaigaozhong,anzhaoxiaoshuolimianderenshe,wohetadagaikeyichengdeshangshiqingpinxiaocaoheqianjinxuezhadezuhe。
woxihuanchanzhetajiwojiangti,xihuankantabanzhelianguzuoyansujiaoxunwodeyangzi,wuluntazuoshenme,wodouhenxihuanhenxihuan,haowuguji,chongdongyouchire。
neishihouwohaibuzhidaoshenranshiwomenjiagongsidezizhuduixiang,yebuzhidaotadejiajingshineiyangdeqiongkun。
zaiwoyanli,tayourenyouyu,gaogaozaishang。
yinweitadeyuangu,wodiyicineimenulidiquxuexi,jiushiweilehetakaoshangtongyigexuexiao。
kaixuedeqianxi,woduitabiaolebai。
henyihan,wodediyicibiaobaijiubeijujuele。
neiyeshiwodiyicizhidao,woyanzhongdeneigeyouxiudeshenranqishiyehuiyinweijiatingerganjuedaozibei。
congtadezuili,yuanlaiyekeyishuochu“buheshi,peibushang”zheiyangdehua。
我好心疼他啊——
neishihouwoshizenmeshuodelaizhe,“neidengnihaiqingzhaiwu,zhuanhenduoqianzhihou,keyikaolvyixiawodelianaishenqingma?”
好不知羞啊——
bukesiyideshi,shenrantongyile。
womenyiweilailianaiduixiang,xianzaidepengyouzheiyangyouxiemomingqimiaodeguanxixiangchuzhe。
henzhangyiduanshijian,dajiadoujuedewoshishenrandetiangou,titoudanziyitoure。
kezhiyouwozhidao,bushizheiyangde。
沈燃有在爱我。
taweilebaituoqiongkundejingdiyouzainulizhuanqian,pinmingdexuexi,**,jihubujizijichuanxideshijian。
womeicixintengdixiangyaotoutoubangtadeshihou,tazongshihuiwenroudizuzhiwo:“xinyu,zheishiwodeshiqing,xuyaowozijiwancheng,ruguonichashoudehua,wohuihenmeiyoumianzide。”
womeiyoubanfajujueta,yinweizheishishenranqingqiu。
shenranhaiqingzhaiwudeshihou,shizaidaerdehanjiali。
zaijiantashi,tashouleyidaquan,haobukuazhangdeshuo,douxiandeyouxieshougulinxun。
pianpianzheirenhaixiaodeyouxieyiqifengfa:“xinyu,nizhidaojintianshishenmerizima?”
“什么呀?”
tayiliangaoshenmoce:“qingrenjie。”
难道他!
woxinzangjuliezhenzhan,danaodunshiyongxianchuleyidaduideniantou,chadianbaweilaihaizidemingzidoujixianghaole。
yinweizheixieluanqibazaodexinsi,wosixuyipianhunluan。
xiayimiao,jiujiannanrencongshenhoutaochuleyizhihongsedemeiguihua,“xinyu,nikeyizuowodenvpengyouma?”
neijiandingbuyideyanshenfangfoyidaoqiheideshandian,shunjianpilianglewohundundesixu,woqingnanziyi,chadiankuchulai,“haoa!wotongyinidelianaishenqing!”
woyizhidoujideneiyizhilvexianhansuandemeiguihua,dagaishiyinweitianqiyouxieleng,huaduodoubeidonghuaile。
keshizaijiyili,takaideneimejiaoyan。
zaiyiqizhihouwocaizhidao,neishihoudeshenranlaidaowodechengshihou,qiancaiyijingsuoshengwuji,yuanbendasuanyaochifandeqiandouyonglaimaizheizhihuale,tashiyingshengshengzaihuocheshangzhanlebagexiaoshicaihuidaotadechengshide。
fenmingyiwusuoyoule,jishilangbeiquerengjiuyaojiwolangman。
多傻的人啊。
shibasuideta,xianzaixiangqilai,doujuedexindong。
womenshibicidechulian,conglianai,dinghun,jiehun,yiqiedoushineimedelisuodangran。
yutaeryan,chuguiyeshilisuodangranma?
zaiwohuidaojiazhihou,shenranyijiutingliuzaifujinbukenlikai。
ludengxia,taqiaodazheshouji,qiyahendi,lianshangshihuabukaideyinyuhebingleng。
suizhetadedongzuo,wobaizaipangbiandeshoujizaibuduandizhendong。
shenranpiqibushiduohao,yuedayueailengzheyizhanglian,danduiwozongshiwenroude,woyiqianzuibuxihuantaluchuzheiyangdebiaoqing,meicizheiyangwodouhuipengzhetadelianqucengcengqinqin,neishiyichangguoyumenghuanmeihaodemengjing,errujinshilvjingposuizhihoudechuangyi。
xianzaiwokanzheta,zhijuedewuzangliufudouzaisiche,houlonglichuanlaideshiwufarenshoudekuse。
shenran,zheigeshijieshangzhendemeiyouyongyuandeaihezhongchengma?
cengjingnifenmingneiaiwo……
tasihuyousuoganying,mengditaiqilianlaikanxianglewosuozaideweizhi。
wobingmeiyouduokai,zhishijiangchuanglianlashang,ranhoulikaileneili。
shenranhaishibuduandizaijiwofaxiaoxi。
daoqian,quebingmeiyoujieshi。
“对不起。”
“zhendeduibuqi,wobusheqiuniyuanliangwo,danshiniyaohaohaozhenxiziji。”
“wodeguocuowufamibu,nibuyaoyongwodecuowulaichengfaziji。”
zaiwushutiaodedianhuahexinxihongzhazhihou,wozailiaotiankuangqiaoxialeyixingzi,suijijiangshoujiguanleji。
“shenran,womenlihunba,shengxiadeshiqingmingtianhuiyoulvshihenijiaoshe,qingnibuyaozailaidaraowo。”
wozuozaichuangbian,sixuxiangshibeichenmendeshituanzisuozusai,yinweizhaobudaochukouerzainaohaizhonghengchongzhizhuang,shizainanshou。
yinweibaochiyigezishizuolitaijiu,shentidouyouxiefama。
qishendeshihou,woxiayishidikanxianglechuangkouchu,buyouzizhudixiang,shenranxianzaihaizaima?
buzhidaoshoulehezhongqushi,womanmannuodongzhebuzi,yibubuzouleguoqu,shenzhichanshenglexiangyaodangmianhetatantandechongdong。
qinyankandaodebuyidingshizhenxiang,bushima?
zailizhiheganqingdebusuanjiuchanxia,wozuizhonghaishizhanzailechuangkoudefujin,lakaileyixiaoduandelianzi。
kewokandaodebushishenrandeshenying,ershisongzhilakaichemenjiangshenranfujinfujiashidedongzuo。
shenranyouyanzhongdeweibing,sancanbuguilvdeqingkuangxiajiuhenkenengyinqiyanzhongdeweibujiaotong。
qishibunancaidao,tadagaishiweibingfanle,zheizhongqingkuangwoyijingbushidiyicijianle。
ertazhisuoyiyouzheiyangyanzhongdeweibinghewoyouguan。
fuqinyizhiburenkeshenran,youqishizaizhidaotadejiajingzhihougengshijielifanduiwomenlianggerenzaiyiqi。
zheizhongqingkuangxia,shenrannengzuodezhiyoupinmingnuli。
wojianguotazaixiaoyuanliyiyishenghui,yejiandaoletazaixiazhaidechuzuwuliduizhediannaojiabandaoshenye。
woxintengta,xiangyaoandiligaishantadexianzhuang。
keshenrantaicongming,yetaiguoyulejiewo。
zhidaoxianzai,wodouhaijide,tazaihoumianhuanbaozhewo,yongzheiyangmanshiyilaidedongzuo,duiwobaozheng,“xinyu,shinirangwojuedewodecunzaishiyouyiyide,xiangxinwo,wohuijinizuihaode,rangniyongyuanxingfu。”
wobufuqi,yutazhenglun,“keshiwomenweilaishiyaojiehunde,shiyijiaren,wodebujiushinidema?”
“woyigenanrenqunihaiyaoyikaojieji,zheisuanshenme?”
tarangwochediwuhuakeshuo,danshirengjiumianbuleshuaxiaoxingzi,xiaoliandalazhe。
shenranxiaozheqinwo,douwo,woderenhexiaopiqidouhuibeitamodexiaoshi。
jibianzaineimejiannandeshihou,tadoubucengkuidaiguowo。
zhidaowojiaoqi,zainangzhongxiuseyezongshitiaozuihaodeliwujiwo。
taweilequwochideku,wodoukandeyiqingerchu,jiulianfuqinzuihouyesonglekou,wocainengjiajileta。
kerujinneixiehaimengshanshi,xianzaidoubiandezhengningyoukexiao。
meiyourenshiyichengbubiande,aiyeshi。
tashenbianyoulesongzhi,yijingbuzaixuyaowole。
4.
wozuozaichuangshangquansuozhe,xiangshishiquleyishi,zhishidaidaidikanzhemouchu,naohaizhongchongchidequandoushihuiyi,woheshenranxiangchudediandiandidi。
haotonga,weishenmelianhuxidoukeyishinanshoude。
“xinyu,chidianfan,haobuhao?”
fuqindeshengyinjiangwoconghuiyililalehuilai。
wokanzhefuqin,zhangzuihou,wotingdaolezijideshengyinshayakadun,xiangshiyigefeijiuxujiudejiqiren,“baba,woheshenranyaolihunle。”
zaishuowanzheijuhuazhihou,meidengfuqinshuoxieshenme,wodeqingxubianchedishikong,“baba,wohaonanshou,haonanshoua……”
meishuowan,wojiuyijingkudeshangqibujiexiaqi。
woduichuguizheiyangdeshiqingshenetongjue,yanjinglirongbudeshazi。
ketashishenrana,woailetaneimeduonian。
zaixinkoushangwanroudetongku,zenmekenengyundanfengqing。
fuqinshenmedoumeishuo,tazhishishouzhewo。
wokuleile,jihuyaoshuiguoqu。
yanjingyinweiliuleiguoduerbiandeguoduganse,shengyinzaoyijingyadebuchengyangzi,“ba……ba……babawo……zhiyounile……”
shenranbuaiwo,buyaowole。
我只有你了,爸爸。
“wozai,babahuipeizhenide——”
宋芝找上了我。
rutongwangchangyiyang,talianshangdebiaoqingduiwoyijiuhenyoushanzunjing,jiulianyuqidoubucengyousihaodemaofan,“furen,zheishishenzongrangwojiaojinide。”
womeiyoushuohua,yemeiyouqujietashoulideneigewenjian,zhishikanzheta。
宋芝——
wozizhutaduwanlechuzhong,gaozhong,daxue,shenzhiweitatuijianlegongzuo,qinshoubatasongdaolewozhangfudeshenbian。
他们怎么能……
biqimoshengrendeeyi,beiqinjinderenshanghaigengjiaowonanyijieshou。
woningyuanshenrandechuguiduixiangshibieren!
“夫人……”
tabingweizhishiwo,zhishimomodijiangwenjianfangzailewodemianqian,wokandaole,zheishilihunxieyi。
真是讽刺……
renzaichedijuewangzhiqianzonghuiqidaishiqinghuiyouzhuanjide,keshixianzai,songzhiwuyishijiangwozuihoudeneixiejiaoxingsisui。
“songzhi,exinma?”zhisandangsanzheiyangdeshiqingbuhuijuedeexinma!
songzhimeiyouhuidawo,zhishiminzhechun,yifurenyouwozenmedoudaoqiangburudezitai。
biqiwoxianzaidelengying,taxianzaizheifudimeishunyandezitaigengxiangshiyigeshouhaizhe。
是我看错人了吗……
wonulilengjing,ranhouqufankanlihunxieyi。
shenranjingranbazijiquanbudecaichandoujilewo。
lihunzhihou,tajiuzhendeshiyipinruxi。
wo:“nizhidaolimiandeneirongma?”
“知道的,夫人。”
“lilehun,shenranjiushenmedoumeiyoule。”
“我知道的……”
tazhidao,shenmedouzhidao……
wolengchileyisheng:“neinimendaoshizhenai。”
“furen,women……”songzhiyuyanyouzhi,buzhidaoxiangdaoleshenme,zuihoujianjianxiaosheng。
“yihoubuyaozailianxiwole,houxushiyizhijiehelvshijiaoshe。”
woshuowanzhihou,songzhihaishimeiyoushenmefanying。
kejiuzaiworenyaolikaideshihou,tajiaozhulewo,“furen!”
“还有什么事吗?”
taxiangshizhongyuxialejueding,duiwodao,“shenzongxianzaizaiyiyuan。”
wokanzheshouzhongdelihunxieyi,youkanlekansongzhi,“tashisishihuo,hewoyouguanxima?”
songzhixiangshimengdibeishenmejingxing,tameizaishuoshenme,zaicidilexiatou。
buzhidaoshibushiyinweihuaileyun,wodeweikouyouqichajing,shuimianyeyuefabuhao。qingxubiandeminganyoubaozao,huizhengsuzhengsudeku,huixiangyaoqushuaidongxi,yanzhongdeshihou,shenzhihuichanshenglexiangyaozinvedechongdong。
wonulixiangyaobashenrancongwodeshengminglichouli,keshibuxing,yutashenghuodeneixierizizhipeizhewo,yixieshentidexiguanxiangshikezaileguzili。
wozongshihuixiangqita,danyoufalefengsidihenta。
fuqinyijingweiwohuanlehaojigexinliyisheng,taxintengwo,haojiciwodoukandaotayigerenduizhewomuqindezhaopianku。
woyexiangnuliqupeihe,weilefuqin,weileduziliwodebaobao,keshimeiyong,wulunshishentihaishijingshenzhuangtai,biandeyuelaiyuebuhao。
haojicibanshuibanxingjian,wofangfokandaoleshenran,tarutongwangchangyiyang,qinwenwodeetou,qingpaizhewodehoubei,qinghengzhehongwo。
yiqiefangfohuidaolecongqian,rangwochanshengleshenmedoumeiyoufashengdecuojue。
shimengba,shiwohaitanlianzhecongqianmeihaodecuojueba……
wonulixiangyaozhuazhuzheduanzandexuhuan,“shenran……woxiangnile……”
tazaiku,zaixintengdiqinwenwo,zaibuduandixiangwodaoqian。
keshiwohaoxianglianmenglidetadouzhuabuzhu。
5.
woyiweiwoderenshengyijingbunengzaizaogaole。
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