失心痛殇
《失心痛殇》 小说介绍
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woyulongzutaizichenghunduonian。
weilejiwohuti，tajiangfaliliantongxinzangfenjilewoyiban。
congneizhihou，kaojinta、pashangguotachuangdemeiyigenvrenwodouzhidao。
wojidudaofakuang，dachaodanaozhiwenta。
tarenyouwojiangneixienvrenganchulonggong，danrandao，“shanshan，nanrenshenbianzenmekenengmeijigenvren，zhiyaowoxinlizhiyouniyigebujiudele。”
zhongyuzaidiyibaigenvrenpashangtachuangshangshi，wobingqiletadexinzanghuidaomuzu。
kewolikaihou，taquehongzheyanqiuwohuiquguanta。
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xinzangzhanleyixia，beiyigunuanyiqiangliedebaoguoerzhu。
wofumozhexiongkouchechunkuxiao，mingyuanyouyushanglerangtaxindongdenvzi。
zheiyijingshidiyibaigele。
sanshinianqian，mingyuanweilejiwohuti，jiangfaliliantongxinzangfenjilewoyiban。
congneizhihou，meiyigehetayourandenvrenwodounengqingchudiganzhidao。
xinzanghaizaitiaodong，erpanhaosixiangqitazhengzaiduineinvrenshuo，
“nizhenmei，longgongzhizhongweinizuidewoxinyi。”
“woyouxielibukainile，liuzailonggongpeiwokehao？”
leizhuhuaguolianjia，wowuzhuerduohunhunchenchendibishangleyan。
zuikaishiwohaihuitongtadachaodanao，daoxianzaijingranyijingmamu。
woyijingbeimomielesuoyouduyi，wufazaitiqijingliquganzouyutasihundenvren，kuzherangtaliuzaiwoshenbianle。
mingyuanhuidianshiyijingyeshenle，tazuozaichuangtahuyididingzhewo。
mouguangzhongdaizhexiexutanjiu，tawen，
“jinri......niweihemeiqujiangneinvziganzou？”
woqianqichunjiaowuliyaotou，
“不去了，累了。”
tachunbianfuqimanyidexiaorong，fumoshangwodelianxiaodao，
“zheiyangcaidui，shanshan，taizifeijiugaizheiyangdaduxie。”
“nizhidaode，buguanwoshenbianyouduoshaonvren，danxinlizhiyouniyige。”
zheiyangdehuameiciwokuzhejiangtashenbiannvrenganzoushi，tadouhuishuoyici。
kewojidesanshinianqianwomengangzaiyiqishi，tamingmingshuodeshi，
“shanshan，longzushizuizhuanyidezhongzu，wofashicishengjinniyiren。”
neigeshihou，tacongbujirenhenvrenkaojintadejihui。
buguanshiyanli、xinlizhenzhengzuodaolejinwoyiren。
keshixianzaiyijingdiyibaigenvrenpashangtadechuangle。
“duile，woyoujianshiyunishangyi。womenchenghunsanshinianhaiweinengyouhou，longzubunengjuehou，wozhunbeijieyinvzidaolonggonglai。”
tafushoubeiduizhewo，yuqiruminglingbangaogaozaishang。
xianran，zheibushishangyizhishizhihuiwoyisheng。
“shijinrineiweiguniangba，nishuonilibukaita，wodoutingjianle。”
shuohuashipingdanyouwuwei，keshejianzaojiufakufase。
tongguogongganwotingdaoguotaduiqitanvrenxuduodeqinghua，zaichuangshangshitashenzhinengshuochuaishangduifangzheizhonghua。
kerangduifangliuxialai，quehaishidiyici。
zhongyu，chuxianleyigerangtadapohougongzhiyouwoyirenshiyanderenle。
tasihaowusuoweiwodetaidu，morandao，
“shi，tahuaishanglewodehaizi，yuqingyulidougaijiedaolonggonglai。”
huaiyunlianggezijilewozhongbangyiji，wochouchuleyixia，jiansediwen，
“你爱上她了？”
taminzhechunxianrulechenmozhizhong。
henjiuzhihou，jileyigetangsaifuyandehuida，
“aibuaiyouneimezhongyaome，wodehaizijueduibunengliuluozaiwai。”
woliangyanwushendikanxiangta，
“jiranruci，neizheitaizifeiweizhijiurangjitaba。”
mingyuanningzhulemeiyanzhongshiyangaibuzhudeyanfan，baonudipaoxiao，
“youlaile！wobenyiweiniyijingyougaibianle，zendihaishibudongshi？！”
“buguannitongyiyufou，qingfushibixujiedaolonggonglaide！censhan，nibiezuodaonariwochediyanjuanleni！”
他走了，摔门而去。
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wojiyuanzaixihaidezuneichuanquxiaoxi，gaosutamensanrihouwojianghuilaijieguanlizu。
youshangzoulelongwang，jiangmingyuanweibeishiyanzhijutongtongshangbao，yaoqiuyutajiechufuqiguanxi。
gangjiangzoushujiaojishinv，donghaineixiangqilehongmingsheng。
woqianwangtingyuanzhizhong，kandaodeshiwubizhuangguandelongyinhuxiao。
neishiyaohaofeisibainiangonglicainengyindedongshuixingchengdelongxiao，buguoxianzaichuxiandebingbushishihou。
wolianmangganquyinqilongxiaodedifang，yilushangtingzheshinvmengantandao，
“taizidianxiaduizheigenvrendangzhenbuyiban，tayijubugaoxingjinghaofeisibainiangongliyinyichanglongxiaolaijitakan。”
“tingshuoneinvzihaihuaishangledianxiadehaizi，niangniangsanshiniandoumeihuaishang，neinvzicaijitian......”zhaodaolongxiaoshi，yezhaodaolemingyuan。
tazhengzaishifaweiyipangxiaozhechunzhendenvzijiangyindongshuidaocilai，nvrenfangzongdihandao，
“dianxia！hainengzaidaxiema？！qieyaorangquanlonggongderenkandaodianxiaweiwoyinlaidezheichanglongxiao！”
mingyuanchongniyixiao，“fuerxiangyaodewoqinengbuduixian？”shuoba，quanshentouruyuzheichangyinfadongshuizhizhong。
wodaduantashifa，jimanghechidao，
“mingyuannifengle！zheigejieguyanyinfadongshui，xihaineiliangtiaojiyulonggongdejijiaolongchenxulaixizenban？！”
shifabeidaduan，qingfuxianpielezui，
“nishiheren！zheishidianxiazhuanchengweiwoyinlaidelongxiao，nijinggandaduan！”
mingyuanlianmanglanzhuta，shoufangzaitaduzishangkuanghong，
“bieqidaoshenzidongletaiqi。”zhuanyanlengbingbingdiduishangwo，buxiedishuo，
“ququlianggewodeshouxiabaijiangeryi！naeryouwofuergaoxingzhongyao！”
“censhan，wokannishiyufafanhutule，zheigeshihoujianglongxiaodaduanhuiwofuerxingzhi！”
tayanfandeyanshenwobingfeidiyicijian，kequeshidiyicineimecitongwo。
congqianbuguantaduofangzongziji，kemeicizhiyaowochuxiandoushilijizhandaowoshenbianlaide。
erxianzai，tajingranlouzhebiedenvrenzhanzailewodeduilimian。
suanchudeyanleiduokuangerchu，wojiannandibiekaiyanshuoli，
“longwangcishibuzai，yinfadongshuipohuailelonggongjiejie，ruoshi......”
“goule！niconglaijiushizheibanhaowurenheqingqukeyan！biezheiertaoraolewoyuqingfudeyuehui！”
taliantingwobahuashuowandenaixindoumeiyou，jieshengpaoxiaodao。
leizhubutingdiaoluo，dedaoqueshitafanzaodejinggao。
congqiandeta，zhiyaokandaowodiaoxiayanleibianhuixintenglianxibaozhewohonghaojiu。
tashuoliyuzuhuachengrenxingjiqibuyi，jiuyaohuodewuyouwulvdebuyaozaichiku、zaidiaoyanleile。
yeshineijuhua，rangwofenbugushenjiadaoledonghailai。
shinianshijian，tajilewozuihaodeyiqie。
zhigaowushangdetaizifeiweizhi，yutagongfendefalixinzang。
wozaiyeganshoubudaotengtonggaobieleruoxiao、beiqifuderizi。
meiyouxinzangganshoubudaotongku，faxieshangxinweiyidetujingbianshiliulei。
buzhishenmeshihoukaishi，tacongbaozhewoshuozaiyebuhuineiyanglechengleshinibugoudadu、shinimeizuohaotaizifeidebenfen。
zhidaoxianzai，yanleichenglerangtafanzaodechanwu。
wotunxialesuoyouzhiwenweiqu，kanzhetajixuquyindongshuijiqingfuzhizaolongxiao。
qingfudexiaoshengzaiwoerbianchuanlai，tazaishuo，
“haiyiweinizhanjuzheitaizifeiweizhiduonianzaidianxiaxinzhongfenlianghengaoni，kanlaiyebuguoruci。”
longxiaozailonggonghuxiaoerguo，zhuangguanyouxuanlan，zuizhongliuxiayidaocaihong。
mingyuanwanzhuqingfu，shengyinxianghonghaitongneimewenrou，
“kehaixihuan？zheicikegaoxingle？niya，huaiyunzhihoujiushiaishuaxiaoxingzi，yejiuwochongzheni。”
neiyangdeenairangwozhinengtuisuo。
wozhidao，woyutazhijianzaiyewuhuakeshuole。
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longwangpairenlaihuixin，timingyuanyuwodaoqianyunnuolejiechufuqiguanxideqingqiu。
woshoushihaolexingnang，zhunbeijirichufahuixihai。
haimeitachulonggong，hurandianwaichuanlailecanjiaosheng。
wofangxiaxingnangchuleqindian，shinvlazhuwodeyijiaokuhandao，
“niangniang！shineiliangtiaojijiaolonglaile！”
woxinzhongyichen，jingranzhendebeiwoshuozhongle。
mingyuandaoqindianshi，yishanhaishisanluanzhede，qifudexiongtangshangfuxianzhedapianfeihongdeaimeihenji。
tayebuzheyan，haobugujidichuxianzaiwomianqian，jiaojidao，
“taizifei，niyouwodefalifutixianzaidaizhefuerxianzou！woqianquyingzhan！”
shuowanjiujiangxiangjiantanludeqingfusaidaoledianneilai。
linzouqian，taduiwojinggaodao，
“fuerruoshifashenglerenheyiwai，wobiranweinishiwen！”
tayizou，qingfuyandidaizhechaononghuanshileqindian，
“taizifeizijizhuzheiruodadeqingongpashiyouxiejimoba，bururangyuwo？dianxiayuwojiuaiwanxiehuayangdifangdaxiecaifangbianshizhan。”
wolengyanduita，jifengdao，
“jiranyijingyouyunjiuxiaotingdian，biebanishangweidehaizinongmeile。”tadengyuanleyannushiwo，yandimanshichaoxiao，
“shidaorujinnihaiqiaobuqiwo？censhan，nijuededianxiaxinzhongshiwobijiaozhongyao，haishinibijiaozhongyao？”
“wobuguanxinzheigewenti！xianghuomingjiugenwozou！”
wojiangdianneiandaodakai，zhengyaojinruandaobinanzhishi。
turanqingfuzhuaizhuwodeshou，tuozhewodaodianwaizijiwangtaijiexiayizai，canjiaodahan，
“dianxia！dianxiajiuwo！”
mingyuanzaitingdaotadehuhuanshengzhihou，daizheshangganleguolai。
kandaoqingfutangzaidishangshi，tamanshizhenjing，suihouzhennudidingzhewojiangqingfubaoleqilai。
neiyiyan，jiangwosuoyouzhenjingjikui。
tabaozheqingfujindian，wozhuizhetajieshi，
“wodakaileandao，shitazhuaizhewochudianzijituranzailexiaqu......”
“够了！”
tanubukeedesihou，jiangzhuoshangdebeizhanyonglidishuaidaoledishang。
yanzhongshiwujindelengmo，tahoudao，
“shinijiduwochongaifuer！shiniyanzhongrongbuxiafuerchenwobuzaixiangliudiaotadehaizi！shinidebupeiweimeiyoutaizifeideqiduhaizhanjuzheigeweizhi！”
“censhan，yinweinidejiduxinhaidedongxihaibugouduoma？！”
paoxiaoshenghuidangzaiwoerbian，tadexinzangzaiwoxinzhongpengpengzhitiao。
neixiefushuchushiqingjingguo，weizijibianjiedexiangfazaizheiyikechengweilekongbai。
wojingranyijuhuayeshuobuchulaile。
qingfuxuruodelazhetadeshoukusu，
“dianxia，haizi......womendehaizi......”
chuangtashanghuanhuanxianchuleyitanxueji，mingyuanjinghuangshicuodijitashifaxiangyaoliuzhuneigehaizi。
tashenshangyoushanggenbenjiuwufajixuxiaohaofalijiuren，talouzhuqingfuleishenganfu，
“haizi......womenhaihuizaiyoude，fuer......”qingfukudelihuadailei，henhendidengzhewo。
kehenyizhixia，fenmingdaizhedeyixuanyaozhiwei。
jijiaolongdefanghuashengchuanlailediannei，mingyuanzhinengbeipofangxiaqingfuchuquyingzhan。
jiuzaitaqishenzhiji，qingfuhurantikudao，
“dianxiayizouwuneiyouzhishengxiawoyutaizifeiliangrenle，qiehaipa......”tasaoshilewojiyan，jinggaodao，
“fuerhaizideshiworihouzhaonisuanzhang！taxianzaishenzixuruojiwohuhaota！”
neiyanedemuguangrangwobeigansuanchu，wolazhutadeshouwan，hanleizheshuo，
“我没有伤她。”
“nirenweiwohuixinma？”
talengyanfengci，huranmouguangyilinsihushixiangdaoleshenme。
yanshenluozaiwoxinkouchu，lengshengdao，
“nitineiyouwoyibanxinzang，ruoshiduifuerzuoleshenme，tawufafankang。”
woyuxiangdaoletazhihoudehua，bukezhixindikanzheta，pinmingyaotou，
“wohuiside，mingyuan！wohuiside！”
xinzangbolidetongkutazhixiao，wowuzhuxinkoulianlianhoutui。
takanpolewotuisuomizheyanqinzhuwodeshuangbei，wuqingdao，
“bangeshicheneryi，sibule。”
huayingangluo，tawushiwodekangjuyujingkongshifajiangxinzangcongwotineibolichulai。
xinzangyuwoshentijianjianfenlishi，wohaosikandaoleneigeyinwoxinzangyousunyeyexinji，baozhewoxintengdeliuleidemingyuan。
jiangzijixinzangjiwoyiban，neishiyigeduomexuyaoyongqidejueding。
ertalianyandoumeizhayixia，congrongduilongwangshuo，
“jinshengjinshiwozhiyaocenshanyiren，jitaba，zheishiwoduitaxuduoyongbufenlidechengnuo。”mingmingneizhanglianhemianqianderenyizhi，keyounengmingxiandefenbianchulaibushiyigeren。
yinweimianqianzhiren，yijingbuaiwole。
xinzangbeitarongruleqingfudetinei，wowuliditanzuozaidishang。
tazhuaiqilewojiangworengwangdianwai，hanshengdao，
“nibunengliuzaidiannei，wobuhuijiniyisiyihaoshanghaifuerdejihui！”
kanzhetayuanqudebeiying，woyaotoushirandixiaolechulai。
ranhou，qiangchengshentiyonglezuihouyisijincundeliqitaochulelonggong。