失忆后，被冰冷总裁折磨只为报复
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”03jiyiliehenchenshuneiju“bisheidouaixiao”xiangyiketourusishuideshizi，
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“xianshenghaimeihuilai。”tabunaifandi“ze”leyisheng，zheicaijiangmuguangzhuanxiangwo，neiyanshenxiangshoushudaoyiyang，
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zhendemeiyouyisihouhuima？”tadingzhewodeyanjing，yiziyidun，shengyinyadehendi，
quexiangjingleizaiwoerbianzhaxiang，“woge……luyankeweileni，fuchutaiduo！”wodexinzangzhoutingleyixia。
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fuchutaiduo？zheisigezixiangmozhou，zaiwonaohailifengkuangdipanxuan、zhalie。yigefuchouzhe，weiletadechouren，
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04huaiyunyuanyongluqingyaneiju“fuchutaiduo”xiangyigenwuxingdeci，shenshenzhajinwodenaohai。baitian，
tazaiwoerbianwengwengzuoxiang；yewan，tazaiwomenglifanfuhuidang。yigefuchouzhe，weilechouren，fuchutaiduo？
wozuozaichuangqian，kanzhehuayuanlibeijingxinxiujianguodemeigui，ganjuezijijiuxiangqizhongdeyizhu，
beiqiujinzaiguihuahaodefangcunzhidi，lianzhiyedechaoxiangdoubeirenlaolaozhangkong。kexiao。huangmiudekexiao。meiguojitian，
shentixianyuwodedanaofachu**。qichuzhishimomingdepibei，houlai，shiwendaoshiwuyouniqiweishi，
weilifanjiangdaohaideexin。wokaishifengkuangdixiangchisuandedongxi，suanju，suanxing，
shenzhishipaocaitanzilizuisuandeluobu。yongrenkanwodeyanshenjianjianbiandeguguai，wozhishizhuangzuobuzhi。
zhidaoneitianzaoshang，woluguoketing，wendaoxinhuandebaihehuaxiang，neigunongyudexiangqixiangshichufalemougekaiguan，
wozaiyerenbuzhu，chongjinxishoujiantudetianhundian。jingzili，wodeliancangbairuzhi，zuichunmeiyouyisixuese。
yigehuangtangyoukepadeniantou，xiangtengmanyiyang，congwoxindizuiyinandejiaoluolifengkuangzizhang，
jinjinchanraozhuwodexinzang，rangwochuanbuguoqi。wobunengzaidengle。zheizuobieshuli，chuleshikejianshiwodeyongren，
haiyouyigeteshudecunzai——laoguanjia，zhongshu。tabuxiangchenshuneiyangduiwobirushexie，
danyeshizhongbaochizhejuli，yanshenfuza，fangfozangzheqianyanwanyu。tashilujiadelaoren，
shiweiyikenengbangwoderen。wozhaodaoyigeyongrenhuanbandekongxi，
zaihouhuayuandegongjufangliduzhulezhengzaizhenglihuacaodezhongshu。takandaowo，mingxianheleyitiao，
shoulidehuajian“kuangdang”yishengdiaozaidishang。“jiang**？”taxiayishidixianghoutui。“zhongshu，nibiepa。
”wojinliangrangzijideshengyintingqilaiwenhewuhai，“woxuyaonidebangzhu。”tagoulouzhebei，
hunzhuodeyanjinglimanshijiebei，“xianshengyoufenfu，womenbuneng……”“woxuyaoyigeyisheng。”wodaduanta，
shengyinyadejidi，daizheyisizhandou，“yigejueduikekao，buhuixiangluyangaomideyisheng。
”zhongshudelianseshunjianbianle，tasisididingzhewo，zuichunduosuozhe，queyigezidoushuobuchulai。wowangqianyibu，
jihushizaiaiqiu：“qiunile，zhongshu。jiuyici，wobaozheng。”takanzhewo，yanshenliyoujingkong，youzhengzha，
zuihou，huaweiyishengzhangzhangde，jihutingbujiandetanxi。tashenmedoumeishuo，zhishimomodijianqihuajian，
duiwodianlediantou，ranhouxunsulikai。dengdaideguochengshimanzhangdejianao。wobuzhidaozhongshuhuibuhuiqugaomi，
buzhidaoluyanzhidaohouhuishizenyangdeleitingzhinu。meiyifenmeiyimiao，douxiangzaidaojianshangxingzou。
liangtianhoudeyigeshenye，yiliangbuqiyandeheisejiaocheqiaowushengxidihuarubieshuhoumen。
zhongshudaizheyigebeizheyaoxiang，mianrongyansudezhongniannanren，jiangwoyindaoyijianjiuweishiyongdekefang。“dongzuokuaidian，
zhiyouyigexiaoshi。”zhongshuzaimenkoujiaojidicuicu，etoushangquanshilenghan。fangjianlimeiyoukaidadeng，
zhiliangzheyizhanhunhuangdetaideng，jiangwomendeyingziladeyouzhangyouguiyi。yishenghenzhuanye，meiyouduowenyijufeihua，
chenmodiweiwojinxingjiancha。tingzhenqibinglengdejinshutoutiezaiwoxiongkou，wonengqingxiditingdaozijileigubandexintiao。
shijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu，fangjianlianjingdekepa。yishengjianchawanbi，shouqiqixie，quechichimeiyoukaikou。
tazuozaiwoduimian，shenseningzhongdikanzhewo，neiyanshen，xiangshizaikanyigejijiangbeixuanpandesiqiu。
wodexinchendaolegudi。“yisheng，wo……”wojiannandikaikou，sangzigansedefateng，
“woshibushi……deleshenmejuezheng？”zheihuoxushizuihaodejieju。ruguowozhudingyaosi，
zhishaokeyibaituozheizuolaolong，baituoluyan，baituozheibujiantianridejuewang。yishengwenyan，lengleyixia，
suijiyaoleyaotou。tatuiletuibiliangshangdeyanjing，sihuzaizhenzhuoyongci。“jiang**，nimeiyoushengbing。
”tadunledun，meiyigezidouxiangzhongchui，henhenzazaiwodexinshang，“nihuaiyunle，dagaiqizhou。”huaiyunle。
zheisangezixiangyidaojinglei，zaiwokongbaidenaohailihongranzhaxiang。shijieshunjianshiquleshengyin，woshenmedoutingbujian，
zhikandaoyishengkaihedezuichun，hezhongshuzaimenkouneizhangzhenjingdaoniuqudelian。
wodeshouxiayishidifushangyiranpingtandexiaofu。zheili……youleyigeshengming？yigewoheluyandehaizi？bu，
zheibushishengming。zheishiniezhai。shizheichangfengkuangbaofudechanwu，shiwobeiqiujin、beizhemodetiezheng。
yigucigudehanyicongjiaodishengqi，shunjianmanyanzhisizhibaihai，wozhenggerenruzhuibingku，doudebuchengyangzi。
kongju，judade、wubianwujidekongju，xiangchaoshuiyiyangjiangwoyanmei。
woshenzhibujideyishenghezhongshushishenmeshihoulikaide。wojiuneimedaidaidizuozhe，zhidaotianguangweiliang。
chuangwaidechenxitouguoboshachuanglianzhaojinlai，zaidishangtouxiayipianbanbodeguangying。wokanzhezijishangqiepingtandexiaofu，
neixinfanjiangdaohai。henma？wodangranhen！zheishiluyandehaizi，neigebawodangchouren，
riyezhemowodenanrendehaizi。tadecunzai，jiushiwosuoshouqurudehuoshengshengdezhengming。
ke……dangwodezhijianwuyishidiqingqingchupengneilishi，yizhongcongweiyouguode、qiyidelianjieganyouranersheng。
tashiwugude。tashiwodeyibufen，shizheipianjuewangdefeixuli，weiyiyuwoxuemaixiangliandecunzai。liu，
haishibuliu？zheigeniantouzhichuxianleyimiao，jiubeiwoqiamie。woyoushenmezigezuojueding？zaizheizuolaolongli，
wolianzijideshengsidouwufazhangkong，youruhenengjuedingtademingyun？turan，yigefengkuangdeniantoujuezhulewo。
luyanbushihenworuguma？bushixiangkanwotongkuma？neiwojiubazheigezuidadefengci、zuiguntangdezhadan，
qinshousongdaotamianqian！woyaokantadefanying，kantayinyiweiaodefuchou，zaiyunyuchuwomengongtongdexuemaihou，
huibianchengzenyangyigexiaohua。zheigehaizi，huoxushiwoweiyidechouma，yeshiwonengcixiangtade，zuifenglidedao。
wocongchuangshangzhanqilai，xiangyijubeixiancaokongdemuou，yibubuzoushangerlou，
zouxiangneijianwowubishuxiyouwubiweijudeshufang。meiyibu，douxiangshicaizaishaohongdedaorenshang。menmeiguan，
luyanzhengzuozaijudadehongmushuzhuohou，chulizhewenjian。qingchendeyangguangjitadushangyicengjinbian，
quesihaowufawennuantazhoushendehanqi。tatingjianjiaobusheng，touyemeitai，
shengyinlidaizheguanyoudejiqiaoyubunai：“zenme，zheimekuaijiuyouxiangchuxindehuayanglaiboqutongqing？
”wodeshuangjiaoxiangguanleqian，dingzaiyuandi。xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangdizhuangji，jihuyaoconghoulonglibengchulai。
wozuanjinquantou，zhijiashenshenxianjinzhangxin，yongtengtonglaiweichizuihouyisiqingxing。“wo……”wozhanglezhangzui，
houlonggandefabuchushengyin。tazhongyushilenaixin，jiangshoulidegangbizhongzhongdidiuzaizhuoshang，
fachu“da”deyishengcuixiang。tataiqitou，neishuangshensuideyanmouzaikandaowodeyishunjian，
bianfushangyicenghouhoudebingshuang。“woshuoguo，meiyouwodeyunxu，buyaochuxianzaiwomianqian。nishitingbudongrenhua，
haishijuedenidelianpi，bizheidibanhaihou？”neikebodehuayuxiangyibianzi，chouzaiwojinbengdeshenjingshang。
woshenxiyikouqi，yongjinquanshendeliqi，yingzhetabinglengdeshixian，yiziyidundijichuleneijuhua。
“wohuaiyunle。”shengyinhenqing，queqingxidihuidangzaisijideshufangli。luyandesuoyoudongzuo，jiaranerzhi。
taweichizhetaitoudezishi，yidongbudong，fangfoyizunwanmeidediaosu。shijianzaizheiyikebeiwuxianlazhang，
kongqiningguderangrenzhixi。woshenzhinengtingdaozijixueyeliudongdeshengyin，
tingdaotajiqingweide、jihubeiyayidaojizhidehuxisheng。woyiwei，tahuizhenjing，huifennu，huizhiwen。raner，
dangtahuanhuandi，yicunyicundijiangmuguangcongwodelianshangyikai，zuizhongluozaiwopingtandexiaofushangshi，
wosuoyoudeyuxiangdoubeijidefensui。tadeyanshenlimeiyouzhenjing，meiyouxiyue，
shenzhimeiyouyisirenleigaiyoudeqingxubodong。neishiyizhongbinanjibingchuangenglengdekongdong，
yizhongkanyijianyuzijihaowuguanxide、angzangdewupinshideshenshiyupinggu。ranhou，taxiaole。
zuijiaojiqihuanmandigouqiyigemeiyouwendudehudu，neixiaoyiqueweidayandi，fanerrangneishuangshenbujiandidemouzi，
xiandeyufayinsenkebu。05xunzhaozhengjutaxiaole。neixiaorongxiangyibacuiledudebingdao，
yicuncunzhajinwodexinzang，ranhouhuanmandi、canrendijiaodong。“huaiyun？”tazhongfuzhezheilianggezi，
weiyintuodezhangzhangde，chongmanjizhidechaonong，“jiangli，weileliuxialai，nihaizhenshiwusuobuyongqiji。
”tazhanqishen，gaodadeshenyinglongzhaoxialai，daizhelingrenzhixideyapogan。taraoguoshuzhuo，yibubuxiangwozoulai，
pixiecaizaidibanshang，meiyixiadouxiangshiqiaozaiwocuiruodeermoshang。“shisheide？ng？”tafuxiashen，
bingliangdezhijiantiaoqiwodexiaba，qiangpowokanzheta，“wohenhaoqi，shinagebupasidenanren，
ganpengwoluyandedongxi？”tadeshengyinhenqing，quebirenhepaoxiaodougengrangwobiantishenghan。yuanlai，zaitayanli，
wolianrendoubushi，zhishiyijianguitasuoyoude“dongxi”。erzheigehaizi，bushiwomendexuemai，
zhishiwoyubierengouhede“yezhong”。neifengkuangdehenyizhixia，wosihubuzhuodaoyisi……yishanerguodehuangluan。
shide，huangluan。tazaihaipa。pazheigehaizidecunzai，huidongyaotayongchouhenzhuqidebaolei。zheigefaxian，
rangwoyuanbenbinglengdexin，ranqiyisiguiyidehuomiao。“wohuijiaoyishenglai。”tamengdisongkaiwo，
fangfopengleshenmeangzangdedongxi，yongshoupayonglidicashizhezhijian，“ruguozhendeyoule，jiuchuliganjing。
woluyandejiali，rongbuxiazheizhongbuqingbubaidedongxi。”shuowan，tazaiyemeikanwoyiyan，zhuanshenzuohuishuzhuohou，
zhongxinnaqineizhigangbi，quechichimeiyouluobi。“gun。”yigezi，jiangwosuoyoudezhengzhayushitan，
doudingsizaiyuandi。wobuzhidaozijishizenmezouhuifangjiande。jigexiaoshihou，
yigemoshengdejiatingyishengdaizhebinglengdeqixie，zaiwoshenshangjinxingleyichangqurudejiancha。tameiyouduoyudeyanyu，
zhishizaizuihou，gongshihuadixiangshouzaimenwaidebaobiaobaogao：“qizhou，querenhuaiyun。”neiyike，
woquansuozaichuangshang，shouzhangxiayishidifushangxiaofu。tashizhende。yigezhenshicunzaideshengming。wodehaizi。
yeshiluyandehaizi。ketadefuqin，quexuanpanletadesixing。wanfanshi，wohaowuweikou，weilifanjiangdaohai。
chongjinweishengjiantudehuntianandihou，wofuzheqiangbi，liansecanbaidizouchulai，
quekandaolaoguanjiazhongshuduanzheyiwanqingzhou，zhanzaimenkou。tazaizheiligongzuolejishinian，zongshichenmoguayan，
xiangbieshuliyizunmeiyouganqingdediaosu。“**，chidiandongxiba。”tadeshengyinyouxieshaya，
“shenzishizijide。”wokanzheta，zaizheizuobinglengdelaolongli，zheishidiyifenbudairenheshenshideguanxin。
“weishenme？”wowen。zhongshutanlekouqi，jiangtuopanfangzaichuangtoujushang，hunzhuodeyanjingkanzhechuangwai，
xiangshixianrulehuiyi。“xianshengta……yiqianbushizheiyangde。furenzaishishi，zuixihuananjing，
tashuojialiyouleshengqicaihao……”tadehuajiaranerzhi，xiangshishuolouleshenme，likebishanglezui。
furenzaishishi？yigemohudehuamianzaiwonaozhongyishanerguo。yangguang，qiuqian，
haiyouyigenvrendewenrouxiaolian……neishishei？“zhongshu，”wozhuazhutadeyixiu，
xiangshizhuazhulezuihouyigenjiumingdaocao，“dangniandeshi，daodishizenmehuishi？
luyandefumu……”zhongshudelianseshunjianbianle，tajingjudixianghoutuileyibu，lianlianbaishou：“**，
ninbiewenwo，woshenmedoubuzhidao！”tacongconglikaile，jihushiluohuangertao。danwozhidao，
tayidingzhidaoshenme。luyanshuowohaisitadejiaren。kezhongshudehuali，quetouzhebiedeyiwei。zheigejiali，
yidingzangzhemimi。erzheigemimi，huoxujiushiwohehaizihuoxiaqudeweiyijihui。congneitianqi，
wobuzaishineigezhihuibeidongchengshoudejiangli。wokaishiguancha。yuntuchenglewozuihaodeyanhu，wojiekouexin，
yicicidizaibieshulizoudong，shuximeiyigeshexiangtoudejiankongfanweihezhuandongpinlv。
luyandejianshiyebiandegengjiabingtai。tahuizaiwoyuntuzuinanshoudeshihou，turantuimenjinlai，lenglengdikanzhewo，
jifengdao：“zenme，zheimekuaijiuyanshangmuziqingshenle？biewangle，zheichuxidejieju，zaojiuxiehaole。
”tayueshizheiyang，woyueshikending，tazaixinxu。yitianxiawu，wojiekouxiangquhuayuantouqi，
zhongshuchenmodigenzaiwoshenhou。wo“wuyi”dizoudaosanlouxiafangdeyipianshijuemangqu，
neiliyouyishanjinbidechuanghu。“zhongshu，neishishenmefangjian？
”zhongshudemuguangbiandeyouyuan：“neishi……furenyiqiandehuashi，houlaijiugaichenglechuzangshi。nianjiushixiu，
suoyexiule，xianshengburangrenkaojin。”womingbaile。jihui，jiuzaiyicishenye。
woyouyicibeiyuntuzhemodewufarushui，qiaoqiaozouchufangjianxiangqulouxiadaoshui。jingguoshufangshi，
woquekandaomenfenglitouchuyisiweiguang。wopingzhuhuxi，guishishenchadicouleguoqu。shufanglimeiyoukaidadeng，
zhiyouyizhanluodidengsanfazhehunhuangdeguang。luyanmeiyouzaigongzuo，tabeiduizhewo，zuozaiditanshang，
mianqiantanzheyibenhouhoudexiangce。tayidongbudong，shenyingzaihunandeguangxianxiaxiandewubiguji。wotingbujianshengyin，
quenengganjuedaoyigunongzhongde、jihuyaojiangrennibidebeishang，congneidaomenfenglishentouchulai。yuanlai，
taweiwobianzhidezheizuoqiulong，tongyangyekunzhuletaziji。diertian，luyanqulegongsi。wozaiciliyongyuntu，
bikaisuoyourendeshixian，laidaosanlouzoulangdejintou。wocongkoudailimochuyigencongjiufakashangchaixialaidexitiesi，
zheishiwozhunbeilehaojitiandegongju。wodexinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao，shouxinquanshilenghan。
tiesitanruxiujibanbandesuokong，wopingzhuhuxi，mofangzhejiyizhongkanguodekaisuoshoufa，xiaoxinyiyidibodong。
“kada”yisheng，biwoxintiaoshenghaiqing。menkaile。
yiguchenfengyijiude、hunzazhesongjieyouhejiuzhizhangdeweidaopumianerlai。fangjianlideyiqiedouyongbaibugaizhe，
xiangyigegechenmodeyouling。wojingzhizouxiangfangjianzhongyangneigezuidade、gaizhebaibudewuti。xiankaiyikan，
shiyigediaohuadehongmuxiangzi，meiyoushangsuo。wodakaixiangzi，limianshimafangzhengqidesichouqipao、yixieshoushihe，
haiyoujibenhouhoudexiangce。wozhandouzheshoufankaixiangce，limianshiyigejiwenroumeilidenvren，
zaibutongdechangjinglixiaozhe。qizhongyizhang，jiushitazaiyuanzilideqiuqianshang，yangguangsazaitashenshang，suiyuejinghao。
zheijiushiluyandemuqinma？woyiyeyedifanxiaqu，huran，wodeshouzhitingzhule。xiangcedejiacengli，
diaochuleyizhangxiaoxiaode、beicaijianguodedanrenzhao。zhaopianshangdenvhaichuanzhebaisedelianyiqun，shuzheliangtiaomahuabian，
xiaodemeiyanwanwan，lianjiashanghaiyoulianggeqianqiandeliwo。zheizhanglian……womengdiwuzhulezui，
hunshendexueyefangfozaizheiyikeshunjianninggu。zhaopianshangdenvhai，fenmingjiushinianshaoshide……wo。
06chousibojianwosisididingzhezhaopianshangneigezhazhemahuabian、xiaodeyiliancanlandenvhai，
xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshoujinjinzuanzhu，tengdewowufahuxi。neishiwo，shiwowangjiledeguoqu，
shiwozhiliposuidejiyili，weiyiqingxidelian。weishenme？
weishenmewodezhaopianhuichuxianzailuyanmuqindeyiwuli？haibeixiaoxinyiyidizangzaixiangcejiaceng？
wushugehunluandeniantouzaiwonaozhongzhakai，xiangyituanchanraodeluanma。woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，jiangzhaopianshouhao，
ranhoujixufandongneigehongmuxiang。zaijijianqipaodexiamian，womodaolexiangdisihuyouyikuaituqi。woyongliyian，
xiangdijingdankaiyigeange，limianjingjingditangzheyibenyingzhifengmiandebenzi。shiyibenriji。
fengpishishenzongsedeniupi，zhizaiyouxiajiaotangyinzhelianggezimu：w.y.，wenya。wodezhijianweiweizhandou，
fankairijiben。zijijuanxiu，touzheyiguwenwandeliliang。rijideqianbanbufen，
jiluzheyigemuqinduierzidejiaoaoheduijiatingdemanzu，luyandemingzibeifanfutiji，zilixingjianquanshiaiyi。
zhidaomouyiye，yigemoshengdemingzichuxian——luxinyan。【9yue12riqing】xinyanjintianyoubugaoxingle，
yinweiayanzaiwulijingsaishangnalediyi。zheihaizi，congxiaojiushenmedouxianggengegebi……ai，
xiwangshiwoxiangduole。【10yue3riyu】ayandailegexiaogunianghuijia，jiaojiangli。
xiaoqilaiyoulianggeqianqiandeliwo，henkeai，xianggexiaotaiyang。ayanneixiaozi，zuishangbushuo，
yanjingqueyizhimeilikaiguorenjia。【10yue20riqing】jintianxiawu，jianglipeiwozaihuayuanlihecha，
tashuoxiangxuehuahua。danxinyansihuhenbuxihuanta，zongyouyiwuyidishuoxiedaicidehua。wotixinglexinyan，
taquekuzheshuowopianxin……rijiyiyeyefanguo，neixiewenzixiangyibayaochi，tongkaiwojiyidesuo。
wofangfowendaowenyaayishenshangdandandemoxiang，xiangqitashoubashoujiaowodiaosedewuhou，
yexiangqiluxinyanduozaimenhou，touxiangwoneishuangcuileduyibandeshixian。yuanlai，
luyankouzhongneige“haisitamuqin”denvren，bushiwo，ershitadeqinmeimei——luxinyan！