这一次比起你，我选择爱我自己
《这一次比起你，我选择爱我自己》 小说介绍
《zheiyicibiqini，woxuanzeaiwoziji》zheibuxiaoshuogousibucuo，qianhuhouying，lanmeiwenbihenhao，siweihuoyue，shenzhinanyelinshigaishudezhuyaorenwu，xiaoshuoneirongjiexuan:turan，yizhenjiaomeideshengyinjiaozhulewo。“nibuzaigongzuo，zaizheiliganshenme？”taliaolexiazijidetoufa，xiangwozouleguolai……
《这一次比起你，我选择爱我自己》 第一章 免费试读
第一章
wobeichezhuangle，songjinlejinjijiuhuzhongxin。
zaijudadetongkuzhong，woyitingdaoyishengbuduandezailianxiwodejiashu，wodelaogong。
他却一直没有接通。
dangwoxinglaideshihou，wocaikandaolaogongdemishufaletiaopengyouquan，shangmianshitagenwolaogongdeheying。
peiwen：“yuanwomenyongyuanshiwomen”
zhaopianshang，tawanzhewolaogongdeshoubei，kanshangqujiuxiangshitianshengyidui。
miansecangbaidewokuxiaoyixia，zhuanfaletadeneitiaopengyouquan。
kanzhetazheicaihuilaidedianhua，woxuanzejujie，binglianxilelvshi。
“bangwoniyifenlihunxieyishu。”
01.
yinweiwomeiyoujiedianhua，tabianzaiweixinshangbuduanjiwofaxiaoxi“nizhuanfatadeneitiaopengyouquanshishenmeyisi？nengbunengbuyaoduoxiang，dougennishuohaojibianlewomenzhishigongzuoguanxi！”
jiuzaizuotian，woxiaoxinyiyidewenguotawanshangshifouyoushijian，tagenwoshuowanshangyouyingchou，kenenghuiwanyidianhuijia。
wanshangxiaoqumeiyouludeng，chuyudanxinwobiandasuanqulukoujieta。
sheizhiquebeituranchongchudeyiliangjiaochezhuangdaozaidi，beisongjinleyiyuan。
tashenbiandemishuwoshirendede，jingmingnenggan，rongmaojiaohao，zaigongsiliyeyouyidingdeweiwang。
dantabuzhidaodeshi，wozhiqianqutadegongsitoutouzhaoguota。
dangshideqiantaibawolanxia，gaosuwomeiyouyuyuebunengjinqu。
neishiwocaizhidaotayuanlaiyizhidoumeiyouxiangwaigongkaiguowo。
woyigerenzaigongsidedatinglizuoleyixiawu，tingdaobushaoyuangongdezuilitiqiguotamen。
“ai，zongcaizhendehenshuaiahaihenduojin，woyaoshinengyouzheiyangdenanyougaiduohao….”
“nikebiezuomengleba，mingyanrendounengkandechulaizongcaigenmishucaishiyiduier，liangrenzhibuguodouhaimeitongponeizhangchuanghuzhi......”
zhurucileideyanlunwotingdaolehenduo。
woyizhidoubaochichenmo，zaicizhihouwoyewenguota，dantameicidejieshidouhenfuyan，haoxiangconglaibugujiwodeganshou。
zuizhong，woqinyankanzhelaogonghetademishucongwodeyanqianzouguoqu，liangrenchengshuangchengduierdezoulejinqu，meiyouyirenhuizulan。
wowuzhuzui，leishuicongzhifengjianliuchu，zaicizhihou，wozaiyemeiquzhaoguota。
kanzhetafajiwodexiaoxi，xindibiandesuanse。
“wozaiyiyuan，womenjianmiantanba。”
henkuai，tabianganleguolai，kandaowodeyishun，talengleyixia。
“nizheiyoushengdeshenmebinga，yaobuyaozheimezuo？nibazijinongchengzheigeyangzijiuyinweixiaolinfadepengyouquan？”
womeiyoushuohuazhishishangxiadaliangzheta。
tashenshangdexifuyouxiezhouba，haiyouyigunongyudejiuweier。
“nidaoshishuohuaa，shenzhinan！nizheifubansibuhuodeyangzishizuojisheikande？！”
tahaowugujidexiangwodahoudao，yinweibeipianaideconglaidouyouchiwukong。
“nengbunengbuyaotiantianzheimexiaoqi，zheidoushigongzuoxuyao，nidongmani？”
hehe，genwozaiyiqidezheijinian，tahaoxiangconglaidoumeiyouqiaodeqiguowo。
womenjiatingxuanshu，tashifujiagongzi，erwozeshichushengnongcundepinkunnv。**zhezhuxuedaicaishangdeqidaxue，erzaidaxueliwocaiyutaxiehou。
neishiwomenganggangxianglian，aiqingdayuyiqie，wobugufumufandui，yibiyejiujiajileta，weilepeideshangta，woconglaidoumeigandiaoyiqingxin，wopinmingdushu，naxialeshuangxueweideshuoshizhengshu。
zaigongzuoshangyeshifennuli，meiyounaguotayifenqian。
danshihaoxiangwulunduoreliedeaiqingzuihoudouhuibiandeguadan….
02.
“我们离婚吧。”
woyouqiwulideshuozhe，mianrusihui。
“he，lihun？zheiyoushinidexinbaxima？”
tahaobuzaiyideshuodao，wokanzheta，faxianxirirangwoxindongdelianpangyebiandeyuelaiyuemosheng。
zicongtatajinzheigebingfangyilai，tajiumeiyoushuoguoyijuanweiwodehua。
jishiwobeichezhuang，tangzaibingchuangshang，tayebingbuzaiyi。
huixiangqitameiciduidaimishudoushixiaoyuyingyingdeyangzi，wodagaizhidaole，tayijingbuaiwole。
jiranmeiyouaile，jiuyinggaifenkai。
leishuibushoukongzhidiyongleshanglai，congyanjiaotangchu。
“woyijinglianxilvshile，bujiutajiuhuisonglailihunxieyishu，niqianlejiuhao。”
wohuayingangluo，menjiubeiqiaoxiang，yigetizhegongzuobaodenvxingzoulejinlai，tacongbaozhongquchuwoyaodedongxi。
wojieguotadijiwodebi，zhanzhanweiweidezaishangmianqianlezi。
“现在，该你了。”
“nizhenshiyoubinga，zheimeduoxienianwokuidainilema？meiyouwo，niyiweinihuizheimeqingsong？ninachuzheizhanglihunxieyishushixiangganshenme？weixiema？”
tanushizhewo，qingjindoubaolechulai。
“womeiyouweixieni，wozhishixianglihun，caichanwoyifendoubuhuiyaode。”
wolejieta，tashiyigejiqikanzhongmianzideren，wohuadoushuodaozheigefenershangle，tabuhuibutongyide。
guoran，tanaqixieyishuqianshanglezijidemingzi，youdaliyishuai，rengzailewodechuangshang。
“xing！lihunjiulihun，nikebuyaohouhui！”
he，wozuoguodezuihouhuideshiqing，dagaijiushigennijiehunleba......
tashuaimenerzou，zaiyemeiyoukanwochuangshangdewoyiyan。
yipangdelvshiyebuyoutanqi，fupaizhewodehoubeishituanweiwo…
qishiwoyijingxiguanle，meiyicidoushiwokanzhetawaichudebeiying。
zhiqianweilenengyougengduodeshijianyutaxiangchu，woshenzhidanwulegongzuohuijiajitazuofan。
danshijini？tajingranyicidoumeiyouhuijiachiguo。
bushiqugongzuojiushizaichuchadelushang。
mishukeyigenzheta，danwobuneng….
danxianzaibuyiyangle，wozhongyujietuole，meiyouhunyin，meiyoushufu。
tatachumendeyishunjian，wohaoxianghuodelexinsheng，congjinyihou，wodoukeyiweizijierhuole…
03.
zaibingfangxiuyangyizhouhou，wojiujinkuaichuyuanle。
chuyuandiyijianshi，bianshicizhi。
woyuanbensuogongzuodedifangqishiyeshitajialiqixiadechanye。
shitatuijianwolaidezheili，meimingqiyuekeyizaigongzuoshangzhaoguwo。
danxianshijiushi，taconglaimeiyoulaikanguowo。
yebucenggenwaijietouluguowomendexiaoxi。
zheilidetongshiqueyinweiwokongjianggongsieryizhiduiwoyouyijian。beihouyezongshishuowodexiaohua，shuowoshibeimougegaocenglaotoubaoyangdexiaomicaihuanlaidezheifengongzuo。
xianzai，woxiangchedizhanduanyutadelianxi，yexianglikaizheigebushuyuwodedifang，dangchuzhishiweileyingheta，caimeiyoujujue，danxianzaibuxuyaole。
wonazhelizhideziliaolaidaorenshibu，sheizhidaoquezaizheilijiandaolelaoshuren。
叶琳，他的秘书。
yelinchuanzhezhiyezhuang，manmiaodeshenzihechusedemianrongxiyinlexuduorendemuguang。
wodixiatou，bingbuxiangyinqitadezhuyi，wozhishixianggankuaibanwanlizhiranhoulikaizheili。
zhibuguoshiqingyongyuanbuhuixiangwoxiangdeneibanfazhan。
“沈..之南？”
turan，yizhenjiaomeideshengyinjiaozhulewo。
“nibuzaigongzuo，zaizheiliganshenme？”
taliaolexiazijidetoufa，xiangwozouleguolai，yibaduoguolewoshoulidedongxikanleqilai。
“nixiangganma？haijiwo！”
wozhoulezhoumei，meixiangdaotahuizaidatingguangzhongzhixiazheimexiaozhang。
“zenme，zheihenjianbuderenma？rangwokankan..ng…nixianglizhi，hehe。”
tayibiankan，yibianwuzhezuixiaochushenglai。
她不屑地看着我。
“nibuguojiuxueliqiangdian，zhenyiweizijishigedongxima？buguotingshuonigenxumolihunle？kuinihaiyoudianzizhizhiming。”
tachaofengzhewo，wanquanbuguwodezizunhexinqing。
qishizheibingbushiwomendediyicijianmian。
zaijizhouqian，wojiuzhudonglianxiguota。
dangshiwohexumohaishifuqi，suiranwojuedetagentamishudeguanxiguojin，danwohaishibuxiangyincidanwutadeshijian，yushiwosizilianxiletademishu。
yuqitayuanpeichuchangdechangmianbingbuyiyang。
woyuetachulaideshihoushiyigeren，dingdezuihaodejiudian。
weilebimianrangtajuedebuzizai，woshuohuayizhidouhenheqi。
dantaquehuazhemingmeidezhuangrong，zuozaiwodeduimianzhigaoqiyangdeshuodao，“nijiushitadeqizima？youmeiyourenshuoguonimenhenbuda？”
neitian，tashangxiasaoshizhewo，jiuhaoxiangwoshiyijianburuyandeshangpin。
“tingshuonishinongcunchulaide？guoranyouyiguqiongsuanwei。”
“niduodalea，chulaihaibeidebubao，yetaituleba，nizenmeburangtajinimaidianmingpaibaoni？bijingtasongwodedongxikedoububianyini......”
tayijujudeshuozhegenbenjiubugujiwozhujiancangbaidelianse，worenrangzhetameiyoushuoyijudaicidehua，fanerjuedezijiwudizirong，diulexuhuidelian。
“wogenxuhuikeshihenshuxidee，wojuedebiqini，tagengxihuanwo，bijingwogentacaishitianshengyidui。”
tashuowanzheijuhuahoujiuzoule，fanyemeiyouchiwan。
erduliuxialaidewoquezaicantinglikuleyiye。
xianzaixianglai，dangshidezijijianzhijiushichundekepa。
zhihuiaibieren，buhuiaizijidechundanyige。
rujindewo，kebuhuizheiyangle。
wotaiqitou，zhishitadeyanjing。yibacongtadeshouzhongduohuilewodeziliao。
“你…”
tabukezhixindekanzhewo。
wonaguoziliao，bingbuxianggentajiaoliu，zhengzhunbeizousheizhiquebeitazaicizhuazhushoubei。
“genwodaoqian，buranworangnichibuledouzhezou。”
wofanlegebaiyan，zhuanguoshen，“pa”deyishengshuaizailetadelianshang。
“shinilanwozaixian，wopingshenmeyaogennidaoqian。”
tadelianbeidawaileguoqu，yishidaofashengleshenmedeyelindunshibiandemianmuniuqu，tazhiqishen，limajiuyaodahuiqu。
woyanjishoukuai，likezhuazhuletadeshouwan。
xiaohua，tayigewuzhibuzhanyangchunshuidejiao**，zenmekenengdadeguowo？
“shenzhinan！！wokeshixumodemishu！nijingrangandawo！”
wochixiaoyisheng，manmandikaojintadelian，zaitadeerbianshuo。
“woquannizuihaobierewo，wofaqifenglaikesheidouzulanbulee。”
wotaiqitou，faxianzhouweiyijingweimanleren，baoankandaodongjingyezhengzaiwangzheiliganlai。
woshuaikaitadeshou，zaizhongmukuikuizhixiagankuaibanwanleshouxu。
再见了，垃圾们。
04.
genxumozaiyiqideshihou，wodeshenghuodoushiweiraozhetazhuande。
woshigebutaiaidabanderen，danweiletawozixuelehuazhuang，chuanda，zhiweigentazhanzaiyiqishikanshangqugengbanpeiyixie。
haijideyouyirixujiayaojubanjiatingyanhui。
zheihaishiwocongyongrenzuilitingdaodexiaoxi，wojideneitianwanshangyiwanshangwodoujinzhangdemeiyoushuizhe，yizhizainaohailixiangzhemingridehuodong。
woyinggaizenmeshejiao？nengbunengchidongxi？huibuhuijitadiulian？
nongcunchushendewohuibuhuichuanshanglifuyehuixiandegegeburu。
womendeshenfenchayizhirangwoxianzaishenshendejiaolvzhong。
kenengshiyinweimingtianyouyanhuideyuanyinba，taneiwanzaozaojiuhuijiale。
wobawodejiaolvgaosuleta，sheizhitaquezhouzhemeizhiwenwodao，“shisheigaosunide？”
wodunshihuangleshen，“zenme..shishijiancuowulema？xiaoxishijiadema？”
tabunaifandefuyandao，“yanhuideshiqingnibuyongguan，nizuohaozijideshiqingjiuhaole。”
wobuzhisuoyundediandiantou，wozuoweitadeqizi，jiatingyanhuiwozhendebuyongguanma？
tashuowanzhihou，jingranchuanhaoyifu，youlikaile。
shibushi，wozhendecuole…
diertianwoquleyanhuidejubandidian。
haijide，neishiyigexiayutian，woduozaizuicuzhuangdezhuzihoumian。
qinyankanjianxumoweiyelinchengqilesan，liangrenyiqianyihoudezoujinleyanhui。
liangrenqinmideyangzikanshangqubuxiangshizoujinleyanhui，ershizoujinlehunyindediantang。
yushuishunzhewodelianjiahuaguo，jiangwotiaodongdexindoulindeshilulude。
wozhuanshenlikai，yuanlai，taconglaimeiyouxiangguodaiwoqu…
zheiyeyizhishiwomaizangzaixindidemimi。
taconglaimeiyoukandeqiguowo，kenengwomendehunyinshitalaishuojiuxiangshiyigecuowu。
wulunshizaitarenlaikanhaishizaitazijilaikan，yelindoushibiwogengheshideduixiang，womendeyizhihunshujiushiyigeleizhui，tuozhuletaqianjindebufa。
dantayeyinggaizhidao，zheichangbuwanmeidehunyinlangfeideyeshiwodeqingchun，zuojiandeyeshiwolianjiadeaiqing…
buguoxianzai，wochediqingxingle，yebuganbiandizijideshiqingle......
chushenbuhaoyouzenyang，woyijiuyouxingfushenghuodequanli。
05.
duiyuwolaishuo，jieshuzheiduanzaogaodehunyinjiuxiangdangyupachulefenmu。
suiranlikaileta，danduiwobingmeiyouzaochengrenheyingxiang。
wodeqianshizijide，benshiyeshizijide，zheijiuzugoule。
baozhehaohaoxiangshouyicidexiangfa，wohanshangzaizheigechengshiliweiyidepengyoulixilaidaolejiuba。
suiranwozaizheigechengshiyijingshenghuoduonian，queyeshidiyicilaidaozheizhongdifang。
“zezeze，zhinan，nizhongyushedeweizijihuaqianle。”
shuohuaderenzhengshilixi，takeshishishizaizaidebendiren，jialiyesuanshixiaokang，danconglaiyemeiyouqiaobuqiguowo，dangchuwohexumojiehun，tayeshidiyigehanbutongyide，jidedangshihaiyinweizheijianshigentadachaoleyijia，xianzaixiangxiangkezhenbuyinggai…
“lai！zhinan，jintianwomenbuzuibugui，nihaoburongyilaizheiliwaneryici，nanmobixudianshang！！”
woyanpiyitiao，haimeilaidejizhizhi，jiukandaolixiyijingshuliandezoudaoqiantai，genjiudiandeguanlirenshuxidejiaotanlejiju。
suihou，talanzhewodejianzairouruandekazuozuoxia。
buyihuier，womendemianqianbianpaileyizhongnanmo。
gegeshengaotuizhang，xiaolianyezhangdehenjun。
suirandanshi…renyezongshiyaoxuehuijieshouxinshiwude。
wosuibiandianlelianggekanzheshunyande，yigezaizuobianjiwodaojiu，yigezaiyoubianjiwoqieshuiguo。
当真是美哉美哉。
jiuzaiwomenchenniyunansedeshihou，queturanbeidaduan。
“shenzhinan！nigenwolihunjiushiweilezheixiema？”
我抬眼，是许墨。
wozhanleqilai，yaoshiyiqian，wokendingbuhuilaizheizhongdifang，danxianzaiwomenlihunle，tapingshenmeduiwodeshenghuozhizhidiandian。
“wolihundangranshiweilewoziji，genniyoushenmeguanxi，nibushiyelailema？niyoushenmezigeshuowo。”
“he，genwolihunle，niyiweizijiyoujigeqian？bieguojitiankuzhelaizhaowoqiufuhe…”
“buguojiushiyigeqiongsuannv，haizhendezijishigerenwule？tiantianchuandeyoutuzhangdeyouchou，meijigeqianhaixiangwandehua，zhenshilingrenexin。”
takanzhewoyiziyijudishuodao，lianshangmanshiyane。
yipangdelixizaojiukanbuguoqule，zhijiantazhanqilaijiuxianggentaduigang，wolianmanganzhuta，zheiyici，wobuxuyaobierenbangwochutou，laoniangyaohaohaojiaoxunta，haodaiyeyaoyangmeituqiyici。
wozoushangqian，shoushangduanzheyibeijiu，chenzhejiuyi，wozhijiejiangjiubeilidejiucongtadetoudinglinlexiaqu。
“jietamaxiangzenmewanerzenmewaner，yaoniguanma？”
wolenglengdikanzheta，xinlizaiwuyisiaiyi。
“shenzhinan，nijiushigeshenjingbing！”tazhanqishenlaiduiwodahoudao。
shuizhucongtadefaweiwangxiadi，jianzhijiushizhiluoshuidegou。
yipangdelixishizairenbuzhu，puchiyishengxiaolechulai。
xumoshenjugaoweizheimeduonian，shenmeshihouzaoshouguozheizhongduidai。
taqifendecongzhuozishangchouchuzhijin，yibiancayibianhuitoudahandao，“shenzhinan，zheibeizinidoubiexiangzaigenwofuhunle，yelinjiushibinihaoyiwanbei！”
“呵，谁稀罕。”
wozhanzaiyuandi，jingjingdikanzhetalangbeideyangzi。
yuanlaibuaikeyizheimedeqingsong。
zhaixialeduitadelvjing，tayebuguojiushigeputongren，bujiushiyoudianchouqianma？tayongyoudeneixie，wochizaoyehuiyongyou