《他叫我不要回头》 小说介绍
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第一章
nanyoushoujishangdanchuyitiaoxiaoxi:【nianzhougege,ananjiezhonghuisaichanghuiqiangwodeminge,ninengbunenggenjiatingyishengdagezhaohu,bierangtahuifuneimekuai?】
faxiaoxideshiguyizhuangdaowo,zhishiwoguliedeyuanxiong——zhaoqianyou。
woyiweizheishitadechixinwangxiang。
kedangtianyeli,wotingdaosongnianzhouduijiatingyishengdingzhu:
“wobuxiwangtazaifanhuisaichang,nizhidaozenmezuo。”
neiyike,woxinrusihui。
jiruci,woxuanzetuichu。
1.
【ananjie,niyoukandaowodeneiyima?shangcibuxiaoxinluonijiale。】
liaotiankuangli,zhaoqianyoufalaideneiyiyuwoshouzhongdedeyimoyiyang。
zhishishouzhongzheijian,jiandaiduanleyizhi。
【douguainianzhougegetaicubaole,zheijianneiyi,nianzhougegezuixihuanle,kexijiandaiduandiaole。jiejie,tapingchangyeneimeduinima?】
zhaoqianyoufawanyoukuaisuchehui,jinjiezheyoufalaiyitiaoxiaoxi:
【wozhidaobugaizainijia,danshinianzhougegeshuozheiyangbijiao**,duibuqiajiejie。】
kanzheshoulidexiaoxi,woyouxiezhanbuzhu。
却被一双大手扶住。
“zenmezheimebuxiaoxin?”
songnianzhouzhoumei,yanshenlveguowoshouzhongdeneiyi,yanshenbolanbujing。
“nituibufangbian,wobangnixitouba。”
他将我抱了起来。
wolenglengkanzhetawenroudelian,shouzhonghaijuzheneijianneiyi。
shoujidanchuxiaoxi,shizhaoqianyoudexiaoxi。
【xinbuxinzhiyaowoyijuhua,nianzhougegejiunengmashanglaiwoshenbian?】
wobuxiangxin,yinweisongnianzhoukanqilaihenaiwo。
可终是我太过自信。
songnianzhoujieleyitongdianhuahou,yibazhuaizoulewoshouzhongdeneiyi。
tamianshangyouyisibonu,quehenkuaiguiyupingjing:“anan,wojiangtahaijiqianqian,henkuaihuilai。”
chuwozhiwai,tadiyicijiaobierenxiaoming。
“keshiwotouhaimeixiwan。”
songnianzhoudunledun:“wohenkuaihuilai。”
【ananjie,nicai,nianzhougegejinwanhaihuiquma?】
liaotiankuangli,zheishizhaoqianyouzuihouyijuhua。
wozhengzhengdekanzheshouji,ganshoudaoxileyibandetoufachuanlaiyizhenzhenliangyi。
suizhiliangxialaide,haiyouneikecengweisongnianzhoutiaodongdexin。
songnianzhoubuxiwairenzai,yushi,songnianzhoulikaihou,wozhinengzhuzheguaizhangzijixitou。
yigerenxingdongshifenbubian。
zaiwobushendiedao,huasadeshuijiaolewoyishendeshihou,
louxiachezifadongdeshengyinxiangleyishunyoutinglexialai。
wozaixixililideshuishengliyongqiwuxiandexiwang,
tadexuanzeshiwo,bushizhaoqianyou。
我告诉我自己,
zhiyaotaxuanzelewo,wojiunengxuanzewangjitahezhaoqianyoudeshi。
keshixiayishunchezizhongxinqidong。
【anan,aohaodeyaozaichufang,nijidehe】
songnianzhoutingxialai,zhiweilefazheiyitiaoxiaoxi。
wobuzhidaogaigandonghaishinanguo。
chufangzaiyilou,wozhuzheguaizhangxiabulelou。
wobuganxin,tazhendekeyiweilezhaoqianyoufangqiwo。
shiqisuidesongnianzhouhuizaiwowanchengyigebushuliandexuanzhuanqitiaodongzuoshi,yanshenliangjingjingdiweiwohuanhu。
keershiqisuidesongnianzhou,paoqilewo。
wozaichuangbiandaizuoleyiye。
宋念舟没回来。
songnianzhoudiertianzhongwuhuilaishi,wohaimeishuixing。
taqianqixiao,tuolewaitaojingjinglouzhewo。
wobeitadedongzuochaoxing,niutoukandaotayifulingkoudekouhongyin。
songnianzhoumozhewodetoufa:
“nizuotianzenmezijibatouxile?”
“wodengnidenglehenjiu,nimeihuilai,henleng。”
他沉默了一会看我:
“zuowangongsitu**kuang,womeizaiqianqianjiaguoye。”
woxiangqizhaoqianyoubanyefajiwodezhaopian,dianlediantou。
queshimeizaimeirenjiaguoye,danshiyeliyoumeirenzuopei。
songnianzhoukanzhewodefanyingningmei:
“niwangchanghuiwenwoleibuleide。”
我装没听见:
“woxiangbandaoyilouquzhu。”
“zheiyangyebuyongshishimafanni…”nihuiyougengduodeshijianqupeizhaoqianyou。
songnianzhoudemeitouzhoudegengshenle:
“shishimafanwobuhaoma?”
“wozhishixiangbaxuanzequanfangzaizijishouli。”wopingjingdiyingshangtademuguang,bujutalianshangdenuqi。
songnianzhouzhuazhewoshouwanzhijianyongli:
“nixiangyaoshenmexuanzequan?”
“qiaoan,wohenijieshiguole,zuotianshizaimanggongzuo,ninengbunengbuyaowuliqunao?”
shouwanshangzuowanshuaichudedeyuqingbeitaniedeshengteng,wojiangyanleibiehuiqu,
tingdaozhaoqianyoudeshengyinconglouxiachuanlai:
“nianzhougege,nizaijiama?wolaijinihaiwaitaola!”
宋念舟松开了手:
“ruguonibandaoyilouquwohuishengqi,niyeyaojianchima?”
我点了点头。
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tawenyanliansegengleng,culudebaoguowowanglouxiazou。
daoleyilou,taxiangrenglajibanjiangworengzaishafashang,zuozailezhaoqianyoushenbian,
“nizuotianbushishuoyaoquxiangchengwanma?zhenghaogongsideshiqinggaoyiduanluole,dainiquwan。”
zhaoqianyoutiaoxindekanwoyiyan,qinnidebaozhesongnianzhoudegebo。
liangrenpangruowurendeshuozheqinmidehuawozuozaipangbianchongdangqitoumingren。
wobulijie,weishenmeduiyuwoyaolaiyilousongnianzhouhuiyouzheimedadefanying。
tamingmingkeyihewoyiqiban。
ketaquexuanzejiangwojinguzaierlou,fanshiyilaita。
我想不明白。
suoxingbuzaixiang,fanzhengwoyaolikaile。
tamenlikaile,diertianwokandaolezhaoqianyouzaixiangchenglvyoudezhaopian。
haibian,nanrenwenroudiwangxiangjingtou,yanshenmanshichongni。
jinguandasuanfangxiale,kexinhaishitenglexia。
songnianzhoubuxihuanwochumen,taconglaibudaiwochuqulvyou。
可他带了赵浅悠。
wojizhaoqianyoudepengyouquandianlegezan,yuyuelegukeyisheng。
songnianzhoufangqilewodetui,kewobuhui。
disancijiuzhenshi,qiafengshengdan。
jiebianliuguangyicai,renaofeifan。
我莫名觉得很幸福。
danshijishangwoduishengdanjiemeishenmeteshudeganshou,youdezhishiwoyouguanyusongnianzhoudejiyi。
shaonianshi,wohesongnianzhouchangchangchibubaofan。
neinianshengdanjie,tayongdalinggongdeqian,jiwomaileyigexiaodangao。
小蛋糕不算好吃,
danneishiwojuede,tahentian,henmeihao。
街角有家甜品店。
wotuikaimenzoujindianli,quetingdaoleyidaoshuxideshengyin:
“nianzhougege,wojuedeniweiwodedangaogengtian,yihoudouweijiwochihaobuhao?”
“niyechangchang,woweideshibushiyezheimetian?”
zhaoqianyoutiantiandichongzhesongnianzhouxiao。
songnianzhouzuilihanzhedangao,wunaiyouchongnidemuguangkanzheta。
我呼吸一滞。
zhongfenghou,songnianzhoucengjujuewodidaotazuibiandedangao,shuotataoyanchidangao。
可如今......
“ya?ananjieyelaile?jintianshengdanjie,niyigerenduogudanya,laihewomenyiqichiba。”
zhaoqianyouxiangshicaikandaolewo,yilianjingya:
“nianzhougegebujieyirangananjiegenwomenyiqiba?”
songnianzhouzhouzhemeikanxiangwo,zuilidandandirengxialianggezi:
“扫兴。”
“aiyanianzhougegenibiezheimeshuo,nijiusuanbuxiangheananjiejiexiangchu,haodaikanzaiwodemianzishangma~”
songnianzhoudandansaowoyiyan,meizaishuohua。
leiyibushoukongzhidiyongshangyankuang,wojilidixiatou。
jishiwozhidaozhaoqianyouzaisongnianzhouxinzhongdefenliangbuqing,dancikezaicijiandao,xinzhonghaishinanmiannanguo。
wozhuantouzhuzheguaizhanglangbeilikai。
quechuangjinjiejiaohouheiqiqidehutong。
zhunbeidiaotoushi,songnianzhoulengmodeshengyincongshenhouchuanlai:“wangqianzaizouyidianjiushisihutong,zheilimeiludeng,nibuzhidaohuihenweixianma?”
tadedanxinbuxiangzuojia,wolenglengkanzheta。
songnianzhouquexianqidezhuazhuwodeguaizhang。
“nidetuishibushihuifuleyixie?”
wobuzhidaogaizenmehuida。
tabuxiwangwodehuifuneimekuai,kewoquebuxiangrangtafaxian。
wobuzuosheng,tazhuazheguaizhangdeshoubiangengyongli。
“哎呀!”
“wuwuwu,nianzhougege,woshuaidaole,haotonga!”
zhaoqianyoudejinghushengchuanlai。
yexushiyesetaishen,wojingranzaisongnianzhoudeyanzhongkanchuleyishunjiandebunaifan。
dantahaishihenkuaidunzailezhaoqianyoudeshenbian。
zhaoqianyouyanleiwangwangdikanxiangwo:
“ananjiejie,jiusuannitaoyanwoqiangzoulenianzhougegedeai,niyebuzhiyuguyibazheikuaishitoubaizailuzhongjianguyirangwoshuaidaoba?”
“woshuaidaolemeiguanxi,yaoshiyibuxiaoxinshuaidaolenianzhougege,tagaiduotenga!”
zhaoqianyoukudelihuadaiyu,zhenggerenyiweizaisongnianzhoudehuaili。
songnianzhousaolewoyiyan,shengyinlengxialai:
“qiaoan,nizhidaotuiduihuahuayundongyuanlaishuoyouduozhongyaoma?jingranguyisuanjiqianqian?”
tazhidaohuahuayundongyuandetuihenzhongyao。
danneiyejinxianyuzhaoqianyoudetui。
wozhizhikanxianganweizhaoqianyoudesongnianzhou,xinliyongqiwuxianbeiliang。
“不是我。”
“shidaorujinnihaiganjiaobian!”
songnianzhounushizhewo,jiangzhaoqianyougongzhubaoleqilai,yanshenshiyiyizhishouzaiyipangdebaobiao。
“gunhuiquhaohaofansheng,wodengzhenigenqianqiandaoqian。”
“抱歉,乔**。”
baobiaoshuoleshengbaoqian,zhuaizhulewodegebo。
wodetuizaidishangtuoxing,yijingyuhedeshangkouyoushajianbengliekailai。
wotongkudizhoumei,shiquyishideqianyimiao,wotingdaosongnianzhoubaohannuyideshengyin:
“wozhishiyaotatuihaobule,bushiyaorangtacanji!”
wohaoxianghuidaolehesongnianzhoudeshaonianshiqi。
neishi,womenxiangyiweiming,tahaimeibeisongjiazhaohui,beiyangfumunvedaiqiling。
womenliangxiangshiliangzhihuxiangyiweidexiaoshou,biciqunuan。
woconggueryuanbeibalingzheganchulaideshihou,tahuijiangwodeshoufangzaizijiduzishangjiwoqunuan,xiangwochengnuo:
“songnianzhouweilaihuihuqiaoanyibeizi。”
wobuzhidaoweilai,zhijiangtaneishidewendujileyinianyouyinian。
就像现在。
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zaicixinglai,woyouhuidaoleshuxidedifang。
wotuishangganshoubudaotengtong。
songnianzhoujiangwodesuifawandaoerhou,zhangxintiezhewodelian。
他温柔地看着我:
“worangyishengjinidalezhitongzhen。”
woyazheshengyin“ng”leyisheng,songnianzhoubianqianyididuiwoshuodao:
“woyijingjiangbaobiaocituile。”
“wozhishixiangrangtabanidaihuibieshuli,dantaqueyangfengyinwei。”
“shiwomeiyoubaohubaoni,duibuqianan。”
taqingzhenyiqie,wocongbuzhidaotarucihuizuoxi。
“没关系的。”
“wozhidaonibushiguyide。”wofushangtatiezaiwolianshangwenredeshou,“nishiqisuishuoguonihuibaohuwoyibeizi,wozhidaonibuhuihaiwo。”
songnianzhouyanjingliangjingjingde,xinxidigouqichunjiao。
wodeneixinqueyicuncundibinglenglexialai。
wozaiyemeiyouhesongnianzhouchangguofandiao。
tabuxiwangwoqiangduozhaoqianyoudebisaiminge,wozaiyebuzaitamianqiantiguowoduihuahuadexiangwang。
tabuxihuanwoxiaerlou,neiwobianbatadangzuowoshenghuodebixu,meitianduitashenzheshou,yaotalaibangwo。
songnianzhoukanqilaijingranhenshouyongwodexuyao。
jiatingyishengyihandixiangwobiaoshiwotuishanghaobuledeshihou,woyemeiyoudachaodanao。
wozhishijiazhuangtanxi:“zaiyeshixianbulehenianzhoubaitoudeshihouyiqisanbudeyuanwangle。”
woqingchudikanjiansongnianzhouyanzhongdedongyao,tazaiyangtaichouleyiwanshangdeyan。
wozhongyunengmanmandizhanqilai。
我心里觉得可笑。
taweilezhaoqianyoudeshiyexuanzelepaoqilewo,jingranzhendeyouhewobaitoudeyiyuan。
kaishinenghuanmanxingzoudeshihou,wozhongxindingleyizhangjipiao。
woyebuzaizuzhisongnianzhouquzhaozhaoqianyou。
zaisongnianzhouyouyiciyinweizhaoqianyoushoushanghuapoleyidaokouziyaoliqudeshihou,taqueyinchenzhelianwenwo:“anan,nibunanguoma?”
wodandanhuita:“wolijienidexuanze。”
songnianzhousisizuanzhezhangxin,xiangshiyayizheqingxu:
“zhiyaonibuyuanyirangwoqu,neiwojiuliuxialaipeini。”
我眨了眨眼。
“meiguanxide,niquba。”
宋念舟摔门出去了。
wokaishikuaisudishoushilikaixuyaodebixuwupin。
woteyifaxiaoxi**zhaoqianyou,weidejiushizheiyike。
liqudeshihou,woshenshenkanleyiyanzheigewohesongnianzhoushenghuolehenduoniandefangzi。
limiandemeiyigezhuangshi,doushiwohetahaixingfudeshihoujingxintiaode。
guoquwokanzhetamenbianjuedexingfuganyouranersheng,xianzaiquejuedebinglengyichang。
zhaoqianyouxuanyaodexiaoxisuichidandao:
【nianzhougegejintiankanwoxunlian,duiwozanbujuekouni】
【qishinibenlaibiwohuadegenghao,danshikexia,niquele】
wojiangzhaoqianyoulajinleheimingdan。
qifeidezuihouyike,woxianglexiang,haishijisongnianzhoufaqulefenshouduanxin。
xianchuangwaideshiyezhujianshenggao,wotuchuyikouqi,qingqingxiaoleqilai。
他叫我不要回头