《自由雀》 小说介绍
xiaoshuo《ziyouque》,benshuzhongdedaibiaorenwushitunianerxingyichen。gushineirongqimeierquzhe,shizuozhedashenxuyuansuoxie,wenzhanggenggai:wochixugaoshao,hanshuijinshileyifu,tayounaixindibangwohuanxi。youshiwoshaodehutu,lazhetacucaodedashouhanmama。……
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第一章
jiehunneitian,xingyichenbawoanzhizailewaimian,rangwochengletabunenggongkaidemimiqingren。
baitian,tapeibanzhezijideqizi,erdaoleyewan,tahuiqiaoqiaolaidaowoshenbian。
aidaoshenchu,taqingfuzhewodelianpang。
“nianer,niaibuaiwo?”
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“爱,我爱你。”
wojinjinyiweizaitadebeiwanzhong,jiuxiangyizhuyilaitashengcundetengman,meiyouta,jiuhuobuxiaqu。
shihou,woxixindiweitazhengliyiwu,tazeqingqingmosuozhewodeshou。
zhongyuwoguzuyongqi,yaoleyaochun,duitashuo:“xingyichen,ninengbunenghetalihunquwo?”
tadeyanshenweiweiyian,qingqingtaiqiwodexiaba,wenrouzhongdaizheyisiwunai:“nianer,niyaotinghua,bierangwoweinan。”
womingbai,taganggangburuhunyindediantang,xinniangshilaizixianhejiazudejiangyinzhu。
zheishiyichangjiazuliyihuhuandehunyin,tabuhuilihunde。
zheiyangdedaijiataiguochenzhong,wocongweiganyouguoshewang。
“bushixianzai,dengyihou,jinianyihou,keyima......”
wodehuayinweiluo,bianzaitaneilvexianlengmodemuguangzhongjianjianxiaosan,xinzhongfanqiyizhensuanchu。
neiyike,zuilifangfohanlehuanglian,kusenanyan。
xingyichenyouxiebuyuedilikaile。
kenengshiwojuranwangxiangtalihunretashengqile,tayilianbangeyuedoumeizailumian。
buguo,bieshudebaoanhaishishoudeyanyanshishide,buyunxurenherenjinchu。
woshenbiandeguanjiaxiancuolijidezhiduojiao。
“nianer,nihaishigenxingzongdigetou,rengecuoba!”
wozuozaichuangqian,wangzheneipianxiaxiaodetiankong,xinlifanerjuedeqiansuoweiyoudeqingsong。
woqishishipaxingyichende,patashengqi,gengpayaomianduitadegezhongyaoqiu。
danwoxinliqingchu,xiancuolishixingyichenderen,suoyiwobunengzaitamianqianbiaoxianchurenhebunaifan。
wozhinengzhuangchuyifurouruowuzhudeyangzi,dixiatou,fangfozijijiushiyiduolibukairenzhaogudewenshihuaduo。
“zenmefuruana?tabawolaheile,wogenbenlianxibushangta。”
xiancuolibeiwoyeleyixia,qidezhiduojiao,ranhouqihuhudizoule。
kanzhetalikaidebeiying,wopazaichuangtaishang,muguangluozaichuangwaidemaqueshang。
wozhidaozijiyoudiansha,danwoyemingbai。
xingyichengangqulejiangyinzhuneiyangjiashixianhedelaopo,ruguotahaipinfandilaizhaowo,chizaohuibeifaxiande。
daoshihou,yigemingzhengyanshundehaomenshaonainaiheyigemeimingmeifendeqingfu。
xingjiahuizenmexuanze,zheijianzhibuyaneryu。
suoyi,woguyizaizheigeshihouretabukaixin。
jiushixiangrangtalengluowoyiduanshijian。
zhiyouzheiyang,wocainengbaoquanziji,jixuhuoxiaqu。
2
yizhuanyan,lianggeyuejiuzheimeqiaowushengxidiguoqule。
yanqiandefancai,zhishengxiaxiecangenglengzhi,worenbuzhutanlekouqi。
xingyichenbuzailai,zaineixieyongrenyanli,woyinggaihenkuaijiuhuibeipaoqi。
tamenyemeibiyaoduiyigeqingfubigongbijing。
wobuguaitamen,zheishidao,sheibushikuhahadihuozheni。
wofaduanxinjixingyichendanduweiwokaitongdeshoujihao。
wozaiduanxinzhongxie“woxiangnile。”
buchusuoliao,dangtianyeli,xingyichenjiuqiaowushengxidihuidaolezheigexiaobieshu。
yijinmen,tajiubawojinjinbaozaihuaili,zeguaidao:“xiaomeiliangxinde,zheimejiudoubulianxiwo。”
woyiweizaitaxiongqian,banzhenbanjiadishuo:“wohaiyiweinishengwoqile。”
woyankuangweihong,yuyuhaixiu,wozhidaotazuixihuankanworourouruoruodeyangzi。
neiyiye,womenzhongshijiuhuan,wodeshenghuoyefangfohuidaolezhenggui。
yishiqijuzaicihuifuleyiwangdebiaozhun,xiancuoliyexiangshenmeshidoumeifashengguoyiyangjixuzhaoguwo。
fangfozhiqiankekouwoshenghuofeideshicongweifashengguo。
danwobingbuguaita,tadejialiyouneimeduodefudan。
shengbingdemuqin、canjidedidi,haiyouaoaodaibudexiaozhizi,taxuyaoqian,shiwojibuletadeshumu。
suoyidangjiangyinzhuzhaoshangmenshi,tazhanzaijiangyinzhushenhou,woyemeishenmeyiwai。
wozhishijingjingdizhanzaiketingli,renyoujiangyinzhudailaidejiemeishanwoerguang。
生活啊,真是苦涩。
xingyichendexinhunqizizhenpiaoliang。
aidadeshunjian,woxinlizheimexiang。
tingshuotashihaomenshijiadeqianjin,mingzijiaojiangyinzhu。
kanzhetaneiyishenshechipindeyifu,shenshangdezhubaoshoushi,haiyoujushoutouzujiansanfachudeyouyaqizhi。
我就知道。
yinzhu,zhenshimingfuqishidezhangshangmingzhu。
erwoni,tunianer,nianernianer,zhixuyaojibamanianlaiyigeerzi。
aileershigeerguanghou,jiangyinzhuzhongyurang**meitingxialeshou。
tadingzhewo,yanshenlichongmanleyane、buxiehefennu。
woxinlimingbai,ruguoxianghuoming,cikewoyinggaiguixialaiqiurao。
huoxuweileweihutadehaomingsheng,tahuifangwoyima。
但之后呢?
jiangjiazaibshiheibaitongchi,wojiucishizongyebuhuiyourenquwenzeta。
wangzhetaneizhanggaoguidelianpang,woturangandaoyizhenpibei。
xiangwozheiyangderen,huozhehaiyoushenmeyisini?
wozhendebuxiangzaizhengzhale。
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jiangyinzhuqingqingtiaoqiwodexiaba,hongchunweizhang,zhengzhunbeishuohuashi,xingyichenchuxianle。
tachuanzhegangxiabandexizhuang,congchelicongcongzouchu,dabuliuxingdizoujinbieshuli。
zirandiwozhujiangyinzhudeshou,hengzaiwomenzhongjian。
wokanbuqingtamendebiaoqing,danerbianqingxidichuanlaixingyichenwenhedeshengyin。
“yinzhu,hebidongzheimedadeqini?”
jiangyinzhushuaikaitadeshou,muguangruilidizhizhewo。
“xingyichen,tashishei?”
xingyichenchenmopianke,suihoudishengxiaqidianfujiangyinzhu。
“tazhishiwojiadeyigeyongren,ruguonibuxihuan,woyihoujiuzaiyebujiantale。”
jiangyinzhuxianranbuxin,zuijiaogouqiyimolengxiao,xienilexingyichenyiyan。
“e?jiranzheimebuzhongyao,neijiubatashalesuanle。”
xingyichenmeitouweizhou,sihuyouxiebuyue。
“xianzaishifazhishehui,zenmenengsuibiansharenni?”
jiangyinzhulengxiaogengshen,muguangrudaobansaoxiangwo。
“zheizhongzhudongtieshanglaideyongren,shaletadousuanqingde。”
woshenziyizhan,queqiangrenzhemeiyouchusheng。
ruguojintianxingyichenmeilai,wokenengzhishibeitamaijinheishi。
dantalaile,wojiubixuxiaoshi。
yinweitakeyirongrenyigebuaitadezhangfu,quewufarenshouyigebeizhangfuchongaideqingfu。
xingyichenyechenmoleyihuier,zuizhongtazuochulejueding,jiangwosongjilesijipanghongyi。
wojingeditaitou,zhikandaotafuzadeyanshenyishanerguo。
yigegaodadenanrenzhanzaiwoshenbian,mianwubiaoqingdijieshoulezheigeanpai。
shia,jianlegelaobanbuyaode“mafan”,younengyoushenmegaoxingdeni?
danjiranmeisi,wojiudejixuhuoxiaqu。
jiangyinzhusuiranbuman,danzaixingyichendeanfuxiahaishilikaile。
tamenlikaishi,woyanqianyihei,jihuyaoyundao。
danzaishiquyishiqian,woyinyuekandaoxingyichenhuitouwanglewoyiyan,suihougenzhejiangyinzhushangleche。
我生病了。
quanshentengdejiuxiangbeihuokaoguoyiyang,nanshoujile。
mimihuhuzhong,wofangfohuidaolejiusuineiniandexiatian。
wozhanzaimamadefangmenwai,sishiduodudegaowenzhongwoyingshengshengzhanlewugexiaoshi。
wobuganlikai,yinweiwopawoyizoukai,jiuzaiyezhaobudaomamale。
jiuzaiwokuaiyaoronghuadeshihou,fangmenzhongyudakaile。
woganmangcoujinqituxiangshouneiyisicongfangmenzhongtouchulaideliangshuang。
yigefeitoudaerdenanrentuimenchulai,kanjianlewo。
taxiaozhehuitouduiyibubitidemamashuo:“ninverkeyiazheimexiaojiuaitingzheixie,zhangdaleyidingyeshigehumeizi。”
mamasuishoucongchuangbiannaqigepingzi,zaxiangta。
“给老娘滚!”
nanrenbuhuangbumangdiduoguomamarenglaidedongxi,youqialeqiawodeliandan,zhuanshenlikai。
neishiwobumingbaitamenzaishuoshenme,yebumingbaimamaweishenmeshengqi。
wozhizhidaomamashengqidizemawo,ruguobushiyinweiwoshiyigenvhai,babajiubuhuipaoqita。
tabuhuilunluodaozheigedibu,wozhangdahouzhihuihetayiyang。
mama,nishuodedui,womenzuizhonghaishibianchengyiyangderenle。
shisisuineinian,wobeimamarengjileburenshideqinqi。
yigebandadeguniang,meiyourenhuiyao。
danshiwodayixinruan,tashouyanglewo。
wogenzhedayizhujinlexingjia,neishixingyichenshixingjiadexiaoshaoye,woshizhujiabaomudeqiongqinqi。
wozaixingjiadediweilianyongrendouburu。
shibasui,wobeixingyichenduzaitadewoshili,tawenwodeshihougaosuwohuiyibeiziduiwohao。
wogenzhetadugaozhong、niandaxue,meiyoutajiumeiyouxianzaidewo。
renrendoushuowominghao,nengbeixingyichenkanshang。
danshiconglaimeiyourenwenguowo,zheiyiqieshibushiwoxiangyaode。
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wobingdebuqing,zuzutanglebangeyue,caimianqiangnengzhanqilaizoujibu。
panghongyizheiduanshijianyizhimeilikaiguowo。
meidangyeshenrenjing,wokedesangzimaoyanshi,zongyougegaodadeshenyingqiaoqiaokaojin,qingqingdifuwoqilai,weiwojikoushui。
wochixugaoshao,hanshuijinshileyifu,tayounaixindibangwohuanxi。
youshiwoshaodehutu,lazhetacucaodedashouhanmama。
“mama,wohaonanshou。”
“mama,biediuxiawo。”
shuowancaimengdiyishidaozheibushimeng。
danpanghongyimeichajue,tahaiyiweiwozaishuohuhua,hanhoudiyingzhe:“buhuide,buhuide。”
wodeleishuihehanshuihunzaiyiqi,tayiyibangwocaqu。
tadaizheshaohutudewoquyiyuanshuye、dazhen、chiyao,zaitadexixinzhaoliaoxia,wojianjiankangfule。
yinweiwodeshi,panghongyishiquleyuanbendesijigongzuo。
jiangyinzhuanpaitaqulecshixiangxiadefendian,shengpaxingyichenhaihuiquzhaowo。
danwozhidaoxingyichenbuhuile。
taneimegaogaozaishang,youzhezijidejiaoao,woyichengweitarenzhiqi,tazenhuizaihuitoukanwo。
wozuozaipanghongyijianloudechuzuwuqian,wennuandeyangguangfangfoqusanlewoxinzhongdeyinmai。
panghongyishangwanbanhuilai,yijianwozaiwaimianjiuzhouqimeitou。
wofanyingguolai,zhidaozijibugaisuiyiwaichu,miandecunlirenxiaohuata。
tazouguolaixiangfuwohuiwu,wobenxiangdengtazebei,shenzhikenengaima。
dantazhishiwenroudiquanwo:“zenmechulaile?yishengshuonideduoxiuxi。”
woshuncongdirangtabaoqi,qingqingfanghuichuangshang。
taquzhunbeilejiandandefancai,dabandoutuijilewo。
suiranbibushangyiqianderizi,danwochidegewaizhenxi。
yeli,womentangzaitongyizhangchuangshang,tayirujiwangdibaochizhejuli。
wozhudongkaojinta,qingshengshuo:“xiexieni,woyuanyiheniyiqishenghuo。”
他愣了一下。
neitianwanshang,wotunquyiwu,qiaoqiaozuanjinlepanghongyidebeiwo。
taxiangshichudianbanmengdizuoleqilai,shoumangjiaoluandijiangwowangwaitui。
tajujuewoshiduide,wozhidaowohenzang。
kewohaishirenbuzhukaikou:“wo...wobuzhidaogaizenmebaodani。”
panghongyidelianjiaweiweifanhong,suijihuifulechangtai,taxixinditiwogaihaobeizi,zijizezaiyipangpuqiledipu。
dangwojijiangchenrumengxiangshi,tadichenerlvedaixiusedeshengyinzaiyesezhongxiangqi:“wobushineizhongzhannvrenbianyideren,nidebaodawoyebuxuyao。”
“yihouzanmenjiuyiqiguoba,ruguonibuxianghewojiehun,dengnishentihaole,zanmenjiudangchengxiongmeichu,wofuzebangnizhaogehaoguisu。”
“nifangxin,jiusuannibuyuanyijiehun,woyehuiyizhizhaoguni,youwoyikouchide,jiujuebuhuiezheni。”
pingrilitazongshiguayanshaoyu,zheiyangyizhangchuanhuacongtakouzhongshuochushishunande,。
wojingjingditingzhe,chuangwaideququshengciqibifu,yefengqingfu,fangfoyouhuidaoleneigeliangshuangdeqiutian。
woqingqingdihuiying:“woyuanyide。”
panghongyitinghou,chenmoleyihuier,suihouzaitachenwendehuxishengzhong,woanxindijinrulezheixienianlizuitashidemengxiang。
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woshentijianjianhuifu,xiangxialiyishijianyezhaobudaoshenmegongzuo。
pingrili,wojiufuzedasaofangjian、zuozuofan,haizaizulaideyuanziliyijiaokaipileyipianxiaocaiyuan。
kongxiandeshihou,wohuicongwangshangmaidianzhuzichuanshouchuan。
woshanzhangzuoshougonghuo,ganghaonianqinggunianghaoxiangtingxihuanzheixie,wojiuhuinadaowangshangqumai。
dengwoshentizaihaoxie,panghongyihaishijianchiburangwogongzuo,pawoleizhe。
qishineixiexianyansuiyuwozaojiuxiguanle,wobuzaihubierenzenmeshuo。
danpanghongyibutong,tatebiezaiyizheixie,jianjueburangwotingdaoneixienantingdehua。
woyelijietadexinqing,jiubuzaijianchi。
xinghaowodeshouchuanshengyihaibucuo,yesuanshiyizhonganwei。
jiuzheiyang,wohepanghongyikaishidahuoguorizi。
qichu,tajianchishuizaidishang,worangtashangchuangshui,tahaibuleyi。
zuihou,wolianbeizidoubanlexialai,tacaipawozheliangcaimianqiangtongyi。
tatangzaichuangshang,jiangyingdexiangkuaimutou,kanzhetaneiyangzi,worenbuzhuxiaole。
tayiliankunhuodiwenwozaixiaoshenme,wojiupazaitaxiongkou,ganjuedaotaxintiaodefeikuai。
woqingshengshuo:“wojiushikaixin。”
tabudongwoweishenmekaixin。
wokaixindeshiwozhongyunengdakouchuanqi,xiangzoudaonalijiuzoudaonali。
kaixindeshiyougerenzhenxinshiyidiguanxinwodelengnuan,shenzhichaoguoletaziji。
jiuzaiwoyiwei,wohexingyichendeshijiecongcizaiwujiaojishi,tahaishilaizhaowole。
neishiyinianhoudeyitian,dangwogangtuikaimen,yanqiandejingxiangrangwozhenggerenjiangzhule。
panghongyiguizaidishang,erxingyichenshoulijingnazhewodetieshenyiwu,yanshenfuzadidichuizhe。
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