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”“jingyang？”worenbuzhubagaoleshengyin，daizhelianrijileidejiaozaoheweiqu，“wozhishikanyiyan！jiuyiyan！
tashiyinweiwocai……”“baoqian，lin**。”duifangyuqihaowubolan，xiangfuduji，“zheishiguiding。
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mingxiandaizheyizhongxiaoxinyiyidekezhi，meiyigexiweidedongzuodouqianchezhebeihoudeshangkou。
neishiwodiyiciruciqingxidikandaotashoushanghoudebeiying，binghaofuxiayinyuetouchubengdaidelunkuo，
xiangwushengdexunzhang，yexiangyidaobinglengdebilei。wodehuxibuyouzizhudifangqingle，jiaobuyetinglexialai，
gezhejibuyuandejuli，tanlanyouxinsuandikanzhetadebeiying。yangguanggoulechutaceliandexiantiao，
xiahexianyijiujinbeng，bochunminzhe，yanshenwangzheyuanchu，shendexiangbujiandidehantan，kanbuchurenheqingxu。
“guzheng……”woqingqingdijiaoleyisheng，shengyindaizhezijidoumeichajuedezhandou。tahuanhuanzhuanguoshen。
neizhanglianyijiumeishenmebiaoqing，cangbai，qingshou，meiyujiandaizhedabingchuyudepibeiheyisihuizhibuqudelengying。
kandaowo，tayanzhongsihulveguoyisijidandeyayi，suijiyouhuifuchengneizhongzhiyexingdepingjing。“lin**。
”taweiweihanshou，shengyindichenshaya，queqingxi，“ninshentihuifuderuhe？
”youshizheizhonggaiside、gongshigongbandeyuqi！fangfowomenzhijiangezhedeneichangshengsijienan，
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yankuangbushoukongzhidifare，“nini？niganjuezenmeyang？shangkouhaitengbuteng？yishengzenmeshuo？
ni……”woyuwulunci，xiangshuodehuataiduo，duzaihoulongkou，faneryijuwanzhengdehuadoushuobuchulai。
wozhishikanzheta，muguangpoqiedizaitalianshangsouxun，xiangzhaodaoyisichulepingjingzhiwaidebiaoqing。
tachenmodikanzhewo，neimuguangchenjingdexiangyiwangshenshui，meiyourenhelianyi。jimiaozhonghou，tabochunweiqi，
yijiushineibolanbujingdediaozi：“lao**feixin，wohenhao。”“henhao？”woxiangshibeizheigecicitongle，
shengyinmengdibagao，daizheyayibuzhudekuqiangheweiqu，“shenmejiaohenhao？nibeishangchamanleboli！
nichadianjiusile！guzheng，nizhibuzhidaowo……”woxiangshuo“woyouduohaipa”，xiangshuo“woyouduoganji”，
xiangshuo“wo……”。kehoumiandehua，zaiduishangtaneishuanghaowubolandeyanjingshi，shengshengkazailehoulongli。
neishuangyanjing，qingxidiyingchuwocikedejidong、langbeihecuiruo，quemeiyourenhehuiying。xiangyimianbinglengdejingzi，
zhizhaochuwodeshitai。womengdixileyikouqi，yaxiahoutoudegengyan，buguanbugudishenchushou，
xiangyaoquchupengtadeshoubei，fangfozhiyouzhenshidechugancainengquerentadecunzai，
cainengdapozheicenglingrenzhixidebingbi。“rangwokankannideshang……”wodezhijianshenzhihaimeipengdaotadeyixiu。
guzhengdeshentijiqixiweidibengjinleyixia，neishiyizhongjinhubennengde、chongmanfangbeidejiangying。
tajiqizirandi、quedaizheburongzhiyidelidao，weiweiceshen，bikailewodeshou。dongzuofuduhenxiao，
quexiangyidaowuxingdepingzhang，shunjianlakailewomenzhijiandejuli。“**，”tadeshengyindichenerqingxi，
daizheyizhongburongzhiyideshuli，“shangkouzaiyuhe，bubikanle。waimianfengda，ninganghuifu，
haishihuibingfangxiuxiweihao。”tadeshoushenzhimeiyoutaiqilaizudangwo，zhishineigexiweideceshendongzuo，
heneipingjingdejinhulengmodeyanshen，jiuzuyijiangwosuoyoufanyongdeqingxudongjiezaiyuandi。
yangguangyijiunuanyangyangdisazaishenshang，woquejuedeyiguhanqicongjiaodizhicuanshanglai。shenchuqudeshoujiangzaibankong，
zhijianbingliang。wokanzhetaneizhangpingjingwubodelian，kanzhetaneishuangshenbujiandi、meiyourenheqingxuxieludeyanjing，
kanzhetabinghaofuxianeidaibiaozhetaweiwofuchuguoshengmingdeshangkoulunkuo……suoyoudeweiqu、danyou、houpa，
haiyouneiganggangmengya、quechiredejihuyaojiangwofenshaodaijindemouzhongqinggan，zaizheiyike，
tongtongbeizheipenmingwei“guzheng”debingshuijiaoxile。zhishengxiayizhongjudade、binglengde、beichedijujuedenankan。
yuanlai，zhendezhishirenwu。yuanlai，tapushanglaidangzhadan，hetiwolingouwudai、zhanzaijiubajiaoluodangbeijingban，
zaitaxinli，meiyourenhequbie。doushi“guiding”，doushi“zhize”。wodezhijianweiweizhandouzhe，
manmandi、manmandishoulehuilai，jinjinzuanchenglequantou，zhijiashenshenxianjinzhangxin，dailaiyizhenjianruidecitong。
wosisiyaozhuxiachun，changdaoleyisixingtiandetiexiuwei，caimianqiangyazhuyandixiongyongdereyi。
woshenshendikanletayiyan，neiyanshenliyoushenmedongxichedisuiliele，youyoushenmedongxizaihuijinlizhongxinranqi，
daizheyizhongguzhuyizhide、jinhupianzhidehuoyan。“hao。”wodeshengyinchuhuyiliaodepingjing，
shenzhidaishangleyidianwozijidoumoshengdebingleng，“wohuiquxiuxi。”shuowan，womengdizhuanguoshen，
buzaikantayiyan，tingzhilebeiji，yibuyibudizouhuineijianchongchizhexiaodushuiweidehaohualaolong。meiyibu，
douxiangcaizaisuibolishang。guzheng，nihuikandaode。wohuirangnikandao，linwanchudexin，bushishitouzuode。
wohuirangnizhidao，pushanglaidangzhadan，helingouwudai，jiushibuyiyang！congneitianqi，zhenggeyiyuanvipceng，
shenzhizhenggeshangliushejiaoquan，douzhidaolelinshiqianjinlinwanchu，fenglesidezaizhuiqiutadebaobiao。
wochengleguzhengbingfangdechangke。dingzhehushibuzantongdemuguanghemenkouneigemutouliantongshiwushengdezulan，
wozongnengzhaodaojihuiliujinqu。angguidejinkoushuiguo、dingjiyingyangpinduimanletadechuangtouju。tahuanyaoshi，
wohuiguzhidishouzaimenwai，tingzhelimianoueryayidemenheng，xinjiuchengyituan，dengtachulai，
likedishangwendugangganghaodewenshui，taquezhishidandanyiju“xiexie**”，zaiwuxiawen。
wosouluogezhongduishangkouhuifuhaodeyaoshantangshui，qinzidingzhejialidechushiaozhujigexiaoshi，
zaixiaoxinyiyidizhuangzaibaowentonglidailai。diyicidijitashi，
wodaizhezijidoumeichajuedexiaoxinyiyi：“changchang？duishangkouyuhehao。”takanleyiyanbaowentong，meiyoujie，
zhishipingjingdishuo：“lin**，yiyuanyoupeican，yingyangzugou。”“yiyuandenayoujialidehao！
”wozhiaodibabaowentongsaidaotapangbiandezhuozishang，“nichangchangma，jiuchangyikou？”tachenmolejimiao，
zuizhonghaishidakailegaizi。nongyudexiangqipiaosanchulai。tanaqishaozi，jiqihuanmandiyaoqiyishao，
dongzuojianqianchedaobeihoudeshang，meitoujibukechadiculeyixia，danhaishisongjinlezuili。wopingzhuhuxi，
jinzhangdikanzheta。tajujiaolejixia，tunyanxiaqu，ranhoufangxiashaozi，gaihaogaizi。
zhenggeguochengmeiyourenhebiaoqingbianhua。“……zenmeyang？”worenbuzhuwen，shengyindaizheyisiqidai。
tataiyankanwo，muguangpingjingwubo：“weidaohenhao。xiexie**feixin。”youshizheiyang！limao，zhouquan，
quexiangyiduwuxingdeqiang，bawosuoyoudeyongxindoudangzaiwaimian。neitang，tazuizhongyezhiheleneiyikou，
zhihoujiuyuanfengbudongdifangzaineili，zhidaoliangtou。cuobaiganxiangtengmanyiyangchanraozhuwo。danwobukenrenshu。
tabuaishuohua，wojiupinmingzhaohuashuo。congzuixindeshizhuangzhoubagua，daojialihuayuanxinkaidexiyoulanhua，
zaidaowoxiaoshihouxueqimadeqiushi……wosouchangguadu，diediebuxiu，zhixiangdapotaneilingrenzhixidechenmo。
daduoshushihou，tazhishianjingditingzhe，ouerhuiyingyigejiqijianduande“ng”huo“shima”，yanshenfangkong，
buzhidaozaixiangxieshenme。youyici，wojiangdetaitouru，meiliuyitayinweizhangshijianbaochiyigezishitingwoshuohua，
lianseweiweifabai，ejiaoshenchuximidelenghan。zhidaotafangzaibeizishangdeshou，
yinweiqiangrenbushierzhijieweiweifanbai，wocaimengdijingjue。“nizenmele？shibushishangkouteng？
”wohuangmangzhanqilai，xiangquanhujiaoling。“buyong。”talikekaikou，shengyinyouxiejin，“zhishiyoudianlei。
**，ningaihuiquxiuxile。”tazhijiexialezhukeling，yuqilidaizheyisiburongzhiyidepibei。
woshenxianghujiaolingdeshoujiangzaibankong。kanzhetacangbaidelianheyinrendeshenqing，yigujudadesuanchumengdichongshangbijian。
wozaizheili，duitalaishuo，shibushiyizhongfudan？wodeguanxin，wodekaojin，shibushixiangneixiebolisuipianyiyang，
zhihuirangtagengtong？“hao……hao，wozou。”wodixiatou，feikuaidizhuanshen，pazijikongzhibuzhuyanlei。
zoudaomenkou，worenbuzhuyouhuitoukanleyiyan。tabizheyanjingkaozaizhentoushang，meitoujinsuo，
xiahexianbengdejinjinde，sihuzaiduikangzhejudadetongku。neigeshunjian，tabuzaishineigewujianbucuidebaobiao，
ershiyigeshanghenleilei、xuyaoxiuxideputongren。wodexinxiangbeizhenhenhenzhaleyixia。yuanlaiwodekaojin，
zhendehuirangtagengtong。woxiaotingleliangtian。danneizhongxiangyaokaojinta、lejieta、ronghuatadekewang，
xiangyecaoyiyangzaixinlifengzhang。liangtianhou，woyourenbuzhuqule，zhishizheiyici，woxueguaile。
wobaoleyibenhouhoudejingzhuangshu，zuozailitabingchuangshaoyuandeshafashang，anjingdikanshu。yangguangtouguochuanghusajinlai，
bingfanglizhiyoushuyefandongdeshashasheng。tabushuohua，woyebushuohua。wozhishixiangdaizaitashenbian，
napazhishihuxizhetongyipiankongqi。ouertaiqitou，nengkandaotachenjingdecelian，
huoshibimuyangshenshiweiweizhandongdejiemao。zheizhongchenmodepeiban，sihubizhiqiandediediebuxiugengrangtajieshouyixie。
tasuiranmeiyoubiaoshihuanying，danzhishaomeiyouzaizhijieganwozou。
rizijiuzaizheizhongwodanfangmiande、benzhuoerzhizhedekaojinzhongyitiantianguoqu。guzhengdeshanghuifudequeshihenkuai，
beishangdeshabuyicengcengchaidiao，liuxiazonghengjiaocuodezhengningbahen。taxiachuanghuodongdeshijianyuelaiyuezhang，
dongzuoyejianjianhuifulewangrideliluo，zhishineifenchenmoheshuli，meiyousihaogaibian。
taxiangyikuaibeibingfengdecishi，woyueshinulikaojin，ganshoudaodehanyijiuyuezhong。zhidaotachuyuandeneitian。
neitianyangguanghenhao。tahuanxialebinghaofu，chuanshangleyishenjiandandeheisetxuhezhangku，yuefaxiandeshenzitingba，
zhishidabingchuyudeqingjianrangtalunkuogengxianlengying。wobapailechelaijieta，yelaijiewohuijiaxiuyang。
woteyihuanleyitiaoxinmaidequnzi，yanseshiwozuixihuanderoufense，zhanzaiyiyuanmenkoudengtabanwanzuihoudeshouxu。
talinzheyigejiandandexinglidaizouchulai，bulvchenwen，beijitingzhi，
sihuyijingwanquanhuifuleneigewuxiekejidebaobiaomoyang。kandaowo，tajiaobudunleyixia，jingzhizouleguolai。
yangguangluozaitashenshang，quequbusantazhoushenneizhongshulideqichang。“lin**。”tazhandingzaiwomianqian，
shengyinpingwenruchang。wodexintiaobushoukongzhidijiakuai，kanzhetagangyidexiahexian，
kanzhetashensuiquehaowuqingxudeyanjing，yigedadandeniantouchongpolesuoyoudegulv。chuyuanle，
shibushiyiweizhe……yiweizheyouxiedongxikeyizhongxinkaishi？shibushiyiweizhe，
tabuzaishineigebixuyong“zhize”laigejuewodeshanghuanle？“guzheng，”wotaiqitou，zhishizhetadeyanjing，
guzulebishengdeyongqi，shengyinyinweijinzhangerweiweifazhan，lianjiayekongzhibuzhudifatang，
“wo……wo……”neijuzaixindipanxuanlewushugeriyedehua，zhongyuyaochongpohoulong，
“woxihuan……”“linxianshengjiaodai，houxuanbaofanganyidiaozheng。”tadichendeshengyinmeiyourenheqifu，
qingxididaduanlewoweichukoudegaobai。neishuangshentanbandeyanjingkanzhewo，meiyourenhebolan，
fangfozhishizaichenshuyigezaipingchangbuguodegongzuoanpai，“huiyouxindetuanduijieshounindeanquan。woderenwu，
daocijieshu。”yangguangciyan。shijiefangfozaizheiyikebeianxialejingyinjian。yiyuanmenkourenlairenwangdecaoza，
qicheshiguodeyinqingsheng，shenzhiwozijileigubandexintiaosheng，douxiaoshile。zhishengxiaguzhengneipingjingwubodeshengyin，
xiangcuilebingdedaozi，jingzhundi、huanmandizhajinwodeerduo，wodexinzang。
“……xindetuanduijieshou……woderenwu，daocijieshu。”meiyigezidouqingxiwubi，
meiyigezidoudaizhebinglengde、jinshubandezhigan。daocijieshu？wodaidaidikanzheta，
kanzhetajinzaizhichiqueyuanzaitianyadelian。neizhanglianyijiushishuxidelunkuo，lengying，chenmo，
meiyourenheduoyudebiaoqing。tashuochuzheijuhuashi，yanshenshenzhimeiyouyisiyihaodeshanshuo，
pingjingdexiangzaishuo“jintiantianqibucuo”。wosuoyoudeyongqi，suoyouguzuliqicaishuochukoude“woxihuan……”，
xiangyigebeichuopodefeizaopao，shunjiansuilie，lianyidianshengxiangdoumeiyouliuxia。neijuweijindegaobaikazaihoulongli，
bianchengleyituanguntangde、daizhexuexingweideyingkuai，yedewojihuzhixi。lianjiashangganggangyongqidehongyunxunsutunqu，
zhishengxiayizhongshixuedecangbai。“jie……jieshu？”wodeshengyingansedelihai，xiangshazhimoca，
daizhewozijidoumoshengdezhandou，“nishuo……renwujieshule？”“shi。”tahuidadegancuililuo，
meiyousihaotuonidaishui。neishuangyanjing，yijiupingjingwubodikanzhewo，xiangshizaidengdaiquerenzhilingdejiqi。
yigubinglengdehanyicongjiaodishunjianmanyanzhisizhibaihai，lianzhijiandoudongdemamu。yangguangmingmingneimenuan，
woquejuederuzhuibingku。yuanlaizheiduanshijianwodesuoyounuli，wodesuoyouxiaoxinyiyi，wodesuoyouchirehebenzhuo，
zaitayanli，zhendezhishirenwujieshuqiandefujiazaoyin？shiguzhunverbuheshiyidemafan？
“suoyi……”wojiannandikaikou，meiyigezidouxiangyongjinlequanshenliqi，
“suoyi……niweiwodangzhadan……chadiansidiao……yezhishi……zhishirenwu？”wenchuzheijuhuadeshihou，
wosisididingzhetadeyanjing，xiangyigenishuiderenzhuazhuzuihouyigendaocao，
juewangdiqiqiuzhenapayisiyihaodedongyao，yisiyihaoshuyu“guzheng”zheigeren，
erbushi“baohuguzheng”deqingxu。guzhengdemeitoujibukechadiculeyixia。neishunjiandeweidong，
kuaiderutonghuanjue。suiji，tadebiaoqinghuifuchengyipianshenchendepingjing。tameiyouzhijiehuidawodewenti，
zhishiweiweiyikaileshixian，kanxiangtingzailubiandeheisejiaoche。“lin**，qingshangche。
”tadeshengyinhuifuleguanchangdepingwen，daizheyisigongshihuadetixing，“waimianbuanquan。”buanquan？
wojihuyaoxiaochushenglai，houlongliqueyongshangyigunongzhongdexingtian。youshianquan！yongyuandoushianquan！
yongyuandoushirenwu！zaitayanli，wolinwanchu，
shibushiyongyuanzhishiyigexuyaobeibaohu、beigelizaianquanbaoleiliderenwumubiao？
yigetieshang“guzhunver”biaoqiandemafanjing？neigenmingweilizhidexian，chedibengduanle。“guzheng！
”womengdijianjiaochusheng，shengyinqilidehuapolewuhoudeningjing，yindezhouweijigelurencemu。
suoyoudeweiqu、bugan、fennuheneibeichedijiantadezhenxin，rutongjuedidehongshui，xiongyongerchu。
leishuixiangduanlexiandezhuzi，fengkuangdiyongchuyankuang，hunhezhejuewangdesihan，“ni**！
nishigemeiyouxindeshitou！lengxuedejiqi！nizhibuzhidaowo……”houmiandehuabeixiongyongdegengyanduzhu，
zhishengxiaposuidechouqi。woxianggefengziyiyang，buguxingxiangdizaitamianqianshishengtongku，
suoyoudejiaoaohejinchizaizheiyikesuichenglefenmo。guzhengdeshentisihubengdegengjinle。tazhanzaineili，
xiangyizunchenmodejiaoshi，renyouwoqingxudejingtaohailangpaida。tameiyouhoutui，danyemeiyoukaojin。
tademuguangluozaiwoleiliumanmiandelianshang，neiyanshen……henfuza。sihuyouyisijiqixiweidebodong，
xiangtourushentandeshizifanqidelianyi，danzhuanshunjishi，kuaiderangrenwufabuzhuo。zuizhong，neiyanshenchendianxiaqu，
zhishengxiayizhongjinhubeimindepingjing，huozheshuoshi……yizhongkantoushishi、buyuanzhanranchenaideshuli。
tameiyouanweiwoyigezi。tazhishijingjingdizhanzaineili，dengwokudeshengsilijie，
dengwochouqishengjianjianweiruoxiaqu，caizaicikaikou，shengyindichenerpingwen，
daizheyizhongchenailuodingbandezhongjiegan：“**，baozhong。”shuowanzheisigezi，tabuzaikanwo。
linzheneigejiandandexinglidai，maikaijiaobu，jingzhizouxianglubiantingzhedelingyiliangbuqiyandeheisejiaoche。