《她与深渊共勉》 小说介绍
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yi、tongnian-gelou·suidangao·niwafang——1990niandechuntian,laidegewaichi,yegewaiyinleng。
lianmiandedongyumeiwanmeilediqiaodazhenanfangdeqingwaheshibanlu,
kongqilimimanzheyizhongchendiandiande、huabukaidechaoqi,xijinfeilidoudaizhebingchazisidehanqi。zheigenianfen,
duiyudaduoshureneryan,huoxuzhishirilishangyigeputongdeshuzi,
danduiyuquansuozailijiageloujiaoluolidenianqingnvrensuxiulaishuo,meiyitiandouxiangshicaizaibobingshang,shaoyoubushen,
bianshiwanjiebufu。tajiaosuxiu,caishijiusui,yizhanglianyuanbengaishixianhuode,
cikequezhishengxiayizhongjinggongzhiniaobandecanbaiheshenzhongdepibei。
tashenshangguozhelinjulinainaiyingsaijitadejiumianao,yijiudongdeyachiqingqingdazhan。geloudiai、xiazhai,
zhiyouyishanxiaoxiaodeqichuangtoujinwaimianhuimengmengdetianguang,
kongqilichongchizhechennianmuliao、huichenhefangzhucaoyaohunhede、lingrenzhixidechenmenqiwei。
jiaoluoliduimanlemengchendenongjuhefeiqideluokuang,tabazijisaizaiweiyiyikuaishaoweiganjingxiededaocaodianzishang,
longqidefubuxiangyizuochenzhongdexiaoshan,yadetahuxidoukunnan。
louxiachuanlailinainaikeyiyadide、daizhenongzhongxiangyindeshuohuasheng,haiyoulingyigenanrenbunaifandexunwen,
shengyinchuantoubobodelouban,xiangzhenyiyangzhazaisuxiujinbengdeshenjingshang。“……zhenmeikanjian?shangtoucuidejin,
zheiyuefendale,zaizhuabuzhejiumafanle!yigeguniangjia,mingshengbuyaole?”suxiumengdiwuzhuzui,
bayongdaohoulongkoudewuyansisiduzhu,shentibushoukongzhidishaikangbandouqilai,
liandaizhefuzhongdehaiziyejiaozaoditidenglejixia。kongjuxiangbinglengdetengman,congjiaodiyizhichandaoxinzang,
ledetachuanbuguoqi。paichusuoderenyoulaile。tamenxiangyouling,wuchubuzai,weiyideshimingjiushizhaodaota,
bataduzilizheige“jihuawai”de、buhefadeshengmingchulidiao。tahelinjianguo,neigehaizidefuqin,
doutainianqingle,haimeidaolingzhengdenianji,zheiweihunxianyun,zaizheipianbaoshoudetudishang,
shizuyiyakuayigejiatingdechiru,gengshizhengcesuobunengrongde“cuowu”。jiaobushengzailouxiapaihuai,
meiyimiaodouxiangyigeshijineimemanzhang。
suxiusisidingzheneitongwanggeloude、beizawuzhedangdejihukanbujiandemutikou,zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin,
liuxiajigeyueyaxingdexuehen。duzilidehaizifangfoyeganshoudaolezheifenjizhidekongju,buandifantengzhe,
dailaiyizhenzhenjianruidezhuitong。tabishangyanjing,guntangdeleishuiwushengdihuaguobinglengdelianjia。bunengchusheng,
yidianshengyindoubunengyou。weileduzilidezheikuairou,tayijingzaiwaimianxiangyegouyiyangdongduo**lekuailianggeyue,
haojinlesuoyouliqiheyongqi。linainaishitamenzheitiaopojiuxiangziliweiyiyuanyimaoxianshouliutaderen,zheifenenqing,
tanamingdouhaibuqing。buzhiguoleduojiu,louxianeilingrenzhixidepanwenshengzhongyutingle,
chenzhongdejiaobushengjianjianyuanqu,xiaoshizaixiangkou。geloulisiyibandejijing,
zhishengxiasuxiuzijicuzhongyayidechuanxiheleigubandexintiao。youguolehaoyizhen,
mutichuanlaijiqiqingweide、xiaoxinyiyidezhiyasheng。linainaihuabaidetoucongtikoutanshanglai,
bumanzhouwendelianshangmanshihoupaheshenshendelianmin。“xiua,zoule,zoule……”laorendeshengyinshaya,
daizhejiehouyushengdezhandou,“biepale,tamenzouyuanle。”suxiujinbengdeshentishunjiankuataxialai,
xiangbeichoudiaolesuoyougutou,tanruanzaibingliangdecaodianshang。judadekongjutuichaohou,
shixijuanquanshendexutuohefuzhongyizhenjinsiyizhende、moshengdejiaotong。“nainai……”taqiruoyousi,
lenghanshunjianjintouledanbodeliyi,
“wo……woduzihaotong……haoxiang……yaoshengle……”linainaihunzhuodeyanjingmengdidengda,
suijibaofachuyizhongjingrendeguoduanheliqi。tashoujiaobingyongdipashanggelou,
kushoudeshoujinjinzhuazhusuxiubingliangdeshou。“chengzhu!xiu!chengzhu!nainaizai,nainaijinixiangbanfa!
”tayibianyuwuluncidianweizhe,yibianxunsuzhuanshen,yongyutanianlingbufudeminjiepaxiamuti,
yibianyadishengyinchaolouxiahan:“laotouzi!kuai!kuaiqushaoshui!duoshao!yaogunkaide!haiyou,kuaiquzhaozhangpozi!
kuaia!yaochurenmingle!”1990niannonglieryueshijiu,yigehanyichegudelingchen。
meiyouyiyuanxuebaidechanfang,meiyouyishenghushi,zhiyouhunanyaoyedemeiyoudengguang,
kongqilimimanzhenongliedexuexingwei、hanweihecaoyaokusedeqixi。
zaizheijianduimanzawu、laoshukenengsuishicongjiaoluocuanguodegeloushang,suxiuhaojinlezuihouyisishengmingli,
zaisixinliefeidetongkuhejuewangdezhengzhazhong,shengxialeyigeshouruodexiangxiaomao、kushengqueyichangjueqiangdenvying。
danglinainaiyongwenshuixiaoxincaqunvyingshenshangdexuewu,yongyijianrouruandejiumianbujiangtabaoguohao,
qingqingfangzaijihuhunsiguoqudesuxiuzhenbianshi,laoleizongheng。
takanzhechuangwaiyijiuheichenchende、touzhebuxiangyinlengdetianse,nannandao:“zheihaizi……mingyinga。
zheimezhetengdouhuoxialaile……jiujiaowanba,linwan。wandianlai,kedaodihaishilaile。
”——shiguangrutongxiangkouneitiaohunzhuodexiaohe,zaijimaosuanpidezhengchao、shuaidahehaitongyayidekuqishengzhong,
huanmanerzhizhongdiliutanglesinian。linjianguozainversisuineinian,zhongyuzouchuleneidaochenzhongdetiemen。
tahuilaideneitian,zhengqiaoshixiaolinwandeshengri。suxiunandedishechileyici,yongzanxiadejidanheyidianbaitang,
zhengleyigexiaoxiaode、jinhuangdejidangao,shangmianwaiwainiuniudiyongkuaizitoudianlegehongdian。xiaoxiaodelinwan,
chuanzhexidefabaidejiuyifu,dianzhejiaojian,yanbabadiwangzhezhuozizhongyangneigesanfazhetianxiangdexiaodangao,
heiputaosideyanjinglichongmanlechuncuide、xiaoxinyiyideqidai。zheishitapinjitongnianli,
weishubuduonengchangdaodetianwei。menbeicubaodituikai,zhuangzaiqiangshangfachuyishengmenxiang。
yigegaodade、daizhewaimianhanqihemoshengliqideyinyingduzailemenkou。guangxianbeidangzhu,wuzishunjiananlexialai。
linjianguohuilaile。tatizheduanduandetoufa,lianjiashouxue,quangutuchu,yanshenhunzhuoeryinzhi,
saoguowuneideqinv,meiyouyisiwendu,zhiyouyigulingrenbuhanerlide、gangconglaoyulidaichulaideguaili。
“ba……”xiaolinwanqieshengshengdijiaoleyisheng,daizheyisibennengdetaohao,xiaoshouwuyishidizhuajinlezhuoyan。
linjianguodemuguangluozaineigexiaoxiaodejidangaoshang,xiangshikandaoleshenmejiqiaiyandedongxi。
tazuijiaochechuyigekebodehudu,houlonglifachuyishenghanhude、chongmanyanqidegunong。xiayimiao,
tamengditaijiao,daizhejiyalesiniandewumingnuhuohechuyuhoumianduipobaixianshidesuoyouyuandu,
henhenchuaizaizhuotuishang!“kuangdang——huala!”danbodemuzhuojulieyaohuang,
neigechengzailexiaolinwansuoyoushengrihuanxiangde、jinhuangsedejidangao,xiangyigecuiruodemeng,beigaogaopaoqi,
ranhouzhongzhongzazaikengwabupingdenidishang。nianhuhudenaiyouhedangaopeihuchengyituan,zhanmanlechentuhecaoxie,
xianyandehongdianbeichediniansui,zaiyekanbuchuyuanlaideyangzi。
tiannidexiangqishunjianbeichentuweiheyizhonglingrenzhixidebinglengsuoqudai。“peiqianhuo!guoshenmeshengri!
langfeilaoziliangshi!”linjianguodepaoxiaorutongjinglei,zaixiaxiaodewuzilizhakai。
takanyemeikanshunjianshabailelian、yanleizaiyankuanglifengkuangdazhuanquesisiyaozhezuichunbugankuchushengdenver,
bumanhongxuesideyanjingxionghendidengxiangdailizaiyipang、liansecanbaidesuxiu,“chuzheganshenme?sangmenxing!
jilaozidaojiu!”xiaolinwanxiaoxiaodeshentijuliedizhandouzhe,xiangqiufenglizuihouyipiankuye。
tasisidingzhedishangneitanlangjiedehuangse,neicengshitaxinzhongweiyideguanglianghetian。
yanleizhongyubushoukongzhididakedakegunluo,zazaitongyangbinglengdedimianshang,quebuganfachuyidianshengyin。
tamanmandi、manmandidunxiashen,shenchuzangxixidexiaoshou,bushiqujianneiposuidedangao,
ershijinjinwuzhulezijidezuiba,basuoyoudewuyanheweiqudouduzaihoulongshenchu,
zhiliuxiashouxiaodejianbangwushengdi、juliedisongdong。neitianzhihou,“peiqianhuo”sangezi,jiuxiangluoyin,
shenshenditangzailelinwandetongnianli。linjianguochuyuhoudeshenghuo,
bingweirusuxiucengjingjuewangzhongqipandeneiyangchuxianzhuanji,fanerxiangtouruleyikejushi,
jiangzheigebenjiuyaoyaoyuzhuidejiachedizajinleshenbujiandidenitan。tazhaobudaozhengjinggongzuo,
huozheshuogenbenwuxinquzhao,zhongriyoushouhaoxian,xujiuchengleweiyidejituo。jiupingpengzhuangdecuixiang,
rutongsangzhongdeqianzou,meiyicixiangqi,douyushizhejiexialaidekuangfengbaoyu。zhengchaochenglejiachangbianfan。
qichushisuxiuyayidebaoyuanhekusu,jianjiandibianchenglexiesidilidejianjiaoheduima。linjianguohelejiu,
neidianbenjiuxiboderenxingbiandangranwucun,baolichengletaxuanxiesuoyouburuyideweiyichukou。
bazhang、quantou、jiaochuai,haobuliuqingdiluozaisuxiushenshang,youshijinjinshiyinweicaixianle,huozhetaxianjialitaichao。
xiaoxiaodelinwan,chenglezheichangwuxiuzhifengbaozhongzuiwuzhudekanke,yeshizuipinfandeshouhaizhe。
taxuehuilexiangyizhishoujingdexiaolaoshu,zaifumubaofadediyishijian,
jiufeikuaidixunzhaozuiyinbidejiaoluo——chuangdixia、wanjuhoumian,huozheneizhangshanghenleileidesifangzhuodixia。
tajinjinbaozhuziji,quansuochengyituan,xiaoxiaodeshentiyinweikongjuerbinglengjiangying。heianzhong,tazhengdayanjing,
erduoquelingmindibuzhuozhewaimiandeyiqie:muqintongkudekuhanhe**,fuqinyeshoubandepaoxiaohezhouma,
quantouzazaipiroushangchenmende“pengpeng”sheng,haiyoujiuping、wandiebeishuaisuidecierzhaliesheng。shijianshiquleyiyi。
tazhinengshu。shuzhezhuotuishangbeifuqinyongdaohuachudedaodaohenji,shuzhedishangsuiliedecipian,
shuzhecongpochuanghufengxilitoujinlaide、zhujianyidongdeguangban。meiyicishushu,doushiduikongjudeduanzanmabi,
doushizaijuewangshenyuanbianyuandekukuzhicheng。tashenzhibugandashenghuxi,
shengpayidiandiandongjingjiuhuibafuqindenuhuoyinxiangziji。taxuehuilezaibaofengyudejianxi,xiangyoulingyiyangliuchuqu,
qulinainaijia,heyiwanwenredemitang,zailaorencucaoquewennuandeshouzhangfumoxia,huodepiankedechuanxi。
dangengduodeshihou,tazhinengduzitunyanxiazheifenshenrugusuidehanlenghegudu,zaiwubiandeheianli,
tingzhezijiweiruodexintiao,yibianbiangaosuziji:huoxiaqu,yidingyaohuoxiaqu。zheiyangderizi,
zairifuyiridejianaozhong,youtuonidaishuidiaiguolewunian。xiaolinwanjiusuile。
shenghuodekunanbingweizaitashenshangkexiaduoshaofengyu,tayijiushouxiao,xiangyizhuquefayangguangyuludedouyacai,
danneishuangyanjing,queguozaodichendianxiayizhongyunianlingbufudechenjiheshuli。kanrenshi,
buzaishihaitongdetianzhenmengdong,ershidaizheyizhongjinhubennengdeshenshihejingti,xiangyizhisuishizhunbeitaolidexiaoshou。
neishiyigeyichangmenredexiaye,kongqizhanchoudefangfonengningchushuilai。
liezhibaijiudeqiweimimanzaixiaxiaodewuzili,xiangmouzhongbuxiangdeyuzhao。zhengchaohaowuyiwaidizaicibaofa,
daohuosuozaoyimohubuqing,huoxuzhishiyigendiaozaidishangdekuaizi,huoxushisheipengdaolebanbeijiu。
yinliangxunsupansheng,wuyanhuiyurutongdujian,zaixiazhaidekongjianliduishe。linjianguochihongzheyanjing,
xiangyitoubeichedijinudekunshou,mengdichaoqishoubianyigekongjiuping,henhenzaxiangsuxiu!“a——!
”suxiuqilidecanjiaobansuizhebolisuiliedejuxiang,cipoleningzhideyekong。xianxueshunjiancongtadeetouyongchu,
wanyanerxia,hulebanzhanglian,zaihunandedengguangxiaxiandegewaizhengning。neiyike,shijianfangfojingzhile。
quansuozaizhuoxiadelinwan,touguozhuotuidefengxi,qingxidikandaolemuqinlianshangbenliudexianxue,
kandaolefuqinyanzhongchediminmierenxingdefengkuang。yigubinglengdehanyi,shunjiandongjieletadesizhibaihai,
lianxueyedousihutingzhileliudong。suxiuwuzhetou,wenredexuecongzhifenglibuduanshenchu,diluozaiangzangdedimianshang。
takanzheyanqianzheigecengjingrangtabuguyiqie、shenzhidushangxingmingyeyaozaiyiqidenanren,
kanzhetayanzhong**luodeshayi,suoyoudeaihenqingchou、buganxin、weiquqiuquan,zaineiyishunjian,
beizheibinglengdejiupingheguntangdexianxuechedizadefensui。yizhongqiansuoweiyoude、sijibandepingjing,longzhaoleta。
tameizaikuhan,meizaizhouma。zhishimanmandi、manmandifangxialewuzheshangkoudeshou,renyouxianxueliutang。
tademuguangyueguokuangzaodelinjianguo,
luozailezhuozidixianeishuangjingkongwanzhuang、queyichangchenjideyanjingshang——neishitadenverlinwan。
suxiudezuichundongledong,sihuxiangshuoshenme,zuizhongquezhishijiqiqingweidi、jibukechadiyaoleyaotou。
neiyanshenli,youjuewang,youqianyi,youjietuo,haiyouyizhonglinwandangshiwufawanquanlijiede、chenzhongdegaobie。
diertian,tiangangmengmengliang,suxiujiudaizheyigepojiudexiaobubao,etoushangchanzheshenxuedebutiao,
touyebuhuidilikailezheigetazhengzhalejiuniande“jia”。tadebeiyingzaixiweidechenguangzhongxiandeyichangdanbo,
queyoutouzheyiguzhanduanyiqiedejuejue,henkuaibianxiaoshizaixiangkoumimengdewuqili,zaiyemeiyouhuitou。
tayuanzoutaxiang,congciyaowuyinxun。linjianguoduizhekongdangdangdewuzizhoumalejitian,henkuai,
yigedabandehuazhizhaozhan、yanshenjingmingshikuaidenvrenjiudaizhetazijideerzidengtangrushi,chenglexindenvzhuren。
houmadailaidenanhaibilinwandaliangsui,jiaohengbahu,kanlinwandeyanshenchongmanlehaobuyanshideqingmiehediyi。
linjianguoduizheigexinerzidaoshiheyanyuese,fangfoyaobaduiqianqidesuoyouyuanqiheduishenghuodesuoyoubuman,
doujiabeibuchangdaozheigexinzujiande“jia”shang。erlinwan,zechedichenglezheige“xinjia”liduoyuaiyandeyingzi,
yigelianhuxidouxianlangfeikongqide“peiqianhuo”。nainai,
neigechenmoguayan、yibeizidouzaitiandilicaolaodeshouxiaolaoren,zaiyigepiaozhelengyudebangwan,zhuzheguaizhang,
bulvpanshandichuxianzailezheige“xinjia”demenkou。yushuidashiletahuabaidetoufa,
tiezaibumanshenkezhouwendeejiao。tameiyoukanwulineidui“xinren”,
hunzhuodemuguangzhijieluozaijiaoluolixiangzhuxiaomoguyiyangchenmodelinwanshenshang。
tachaolinwanshenchukushuzhiban、bumanlaojianheliekoudeshou,shengyinganseshaya,
quedaizheyizhongburongzhiyidejianding:“wanwan,shoushidongxi,gennainaihuijia。”neiyike,
yizhixiangshitouyiyangchenmo、basuoyouqingxudousisifengzaixindidelinwan,mengditaiqitou,
sisiyaozhudexiachunyijingshenchuxuesi。takanzhenainaishenchudeshou,
neishuangchenjiletaijiu、jihuyiweibuhuizailiuleideyanjing,shunjianbeixiongyongdeleishuiyanmei。
taxianglixiandejianyiyangchongguoqu,xiaoxiaode、binglengdeshoujinjinzhuazhulenainaitongyangbinglengcucaodeshou,
fangfoneishikuangfengjulangzhongweiyidefumu。tameiyoukuchusheng,zhishijianbangjuliedichoudongzhe,
yongjinquanshenliqizhuazhuneizhishou,xiangshizhuazhuleyizhenggeshijie。“hao。”tayonglididiantou,shengyingengyanshaya,
queyichangqingxi,“wogennainaihuijia。”meiyouzaikanshenhouneigesuoweide“jia”yiyan,
yemeiyoulihuihoumaneikebodediguhelinjianguofanzaodehechi。tasuoyoudedongxi,
buguoshiyigetongyangpojiudexiaoshubao,jijiandamanbudingdejiuyifu。zusunliang,yigegouloushouxiao,
yigezhinendanbo,huxiangchanfuzhe,panshandizoujinnanfangchudongbinglengdeyumuli,
zouxiangzhenzibianyuanneijiangengjiapobai、danzhongyunengzanshiyuanlibaolihebinglengdeniwafang。
shenhouneigechongchizhezhengchao、damahe“peiqianhuo”chizedewuzi,liantongneijiuniandeemeng,
beizhongzhongdiguanzaileshenhou。yusibingliang,dazailianshang,queqiyididaizheyisijietuodenuanyi。
er、chengzhang-dengxiafengbudexingguang——nainaidejia,shizhenzizuibianyuandeliangjiandiainiwafang,qiangbibanbo,
wudingdewapianzaiyutianhuilouxiaxixiaodeshuiliu。wuzixiaxiaohunan,weiyidedianqishiyizhanshiwuwadebaichidengpao。
danzheilimeiyoujiuqi,meiyouxiesidilidepaoxiao,meiyouquantouluozaipiroushangdemenxiang。
zhiyouzaotanglichaihuoranshaoshiouerfachudepipasheng,henainaizuozaixiaozhudengshangbodouzishi,
doujiapoliedexiweishengxiang。kongqilimimanzhechaicaoranshaodeyanhuoqi、shaigandaocaodeqingxiang,
yijiyizhongjiuweide、rangrenxinandeningjing。duilinwaneryan,zheiliwuyiyutiantang。nainaichenmorushan,
jishaoshuohua,gengbuhuishuoshenmeanweirenxindepiaoliangciju。tadeai,xiangjiaoxiazheipianchenmodetudi,wushengwuxi,
却深沉厚重。
tazangzaimeitianqingchenzaotaishangneiwanretengteng、choudenenglizhukuaizidebaizhouli;zangzailinwandengxiaxiezuoyeshi,
qiaoqiaofangzaitashoubiandeneiyixiaodiechaodepenxiangdexiancaihuojilihuashengmili;zangzaishenyelinwanbeiemengjingxingshi,
naineishuangcucaoquewubiwennuan、qingqingpaifutahoubeideshouli;gengzangzailinwanmeicicongxuexiaopenghuiyouyichengjidanshi,
nainaiyanzhongneishunjiandianliang、suiranyijiuwuyanqueshengguoqianyanwanyudexinweiguangmangli。“wanwan,dushu,
”zheishinainaishuodezuiduodeyijuhua,yuqizongshineimepingdan,quedaizhepanshibandezhongliang,“shijingdu。
 
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