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＞guyandebaiyueguanghuiguoneitian，tadangzhongshuaikaiwodeshou：“nizhishitadeyingzi。
”＞wozangqiyunjiandanxiaoshiwunian。＞zaixiangyushitahongzheyanqiuwohuijia。＞“niannianxuyaobaba。
”＞wolengxiao：“dangchunishuoguo，tishenbupeiyouhaizi。
”＞zhidaofankaitashufangange——＞fanhuangdeqinzijiandingriqi，jingbihaizichushenghaizaobannian。
＞jiandingshuxiafangyazhezhangzitiao：＞“wanwan，wofenbuqingaihexinjiaotongdequbie...zhidaoshiquni，
wocaidongshenmeshitong。”---suilieshengcipoleyanhuitingdexuanxiao。neizhiangguidexiangbinbeicongwozhijianhualuo，
zazaiguangkejianrendedalishidimianshang，shunjianfenshensuigu。feijiandejiuyexiangxixiaodexuezhu，
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shunjianjujiaoguolai，xiangximidezhen，zhazaiwo**depifushang。wojiangzaiyuandi，
zhijiancanliuzhefangcaibeitamengranshuaikaidechugan——bingleng，juejue，daizheyizhongjiyupieqingdexiane。
neilidaorucizhida，yizhiyuwodeshouwancikehaicanliuzheyinyindetongma。
guyanjiuzhanzailiwoyibuzhiyaodedifang。tashenshangneitaojiancaiwanmeideheiselifu，
chendetashenxingyufatingbalengjun。tademuguang，quewanquanyueguolewo，laolaosuozaiyanhuitingrukoudefangxiang。neili，
yigechuanzheyuebaisezhangqundeshenyingzhengkuankuanzoulai。roushundezhangfa，qingyadeqizhi，
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cengwushucichuxianzaiguyanzuihoudeyiyuli，
chuxianzaitashufangchoutishenchuneizhangbeimosuodebianyuanfabaidejiuzhaopianshang。tayanzhongdebingfeng，
zaichujineigeshenyingdeshunjianzhouranxiaorong，huazuoyizhongwocongweijianguode、jinhushitaidezhuoreguangmang。
neiguangmangruciciyan，jihuzhuoshanglewodeshiwangmo。
tajihushipobujidaidi、shenzhiyouxieliangqiangdichaoneigefangxiangmaichuleyibu。woxiayishidishenchushou，
xiangyaozhuazhutayipianyijiao，neidiankeliande、zhichengzhewozhanzaizheilideyongqi。
“guyan……”wodeshengyinxiruowenrui，daizhezijidouyanedezhandouheqiqiu。tazhongyulinsedipielewoyiyan。
neiyanshenlimeiyouwendu，meiyoubolan，zhiyouyizhongkanmoshengzhangaiwubandebinglengshenshi。bochunkaihe，
tuchudezijuqingxi、canren，rutongcuiledudebingling，jingzhundicichuanwoyaoyaoyuzhuideweizhuang：“linwan，
renqingnideweizhi。”tadeshengyinbugao，queqiyidiyaguolebeijingyinle，
qingxidichuanruzhouweimeiyigeshuqierduoderendeerzhong，“nizhishitadeyingzi。”“yingzi”lianggezi，
xiangliangjizhongchui，henhenzazaiwodexinkou。kongqishunjianbeichoukong，zhixiganezhulewodehoulong。zhouweineixiemuguang，
neixieqieqiesiyu，fangfohuazuoleshizhidechaoxiaoshenglang，jiangwochediyanmei。wokanjiansuqingzairenquncuyongxiazoujin，
lianshangdaizheqiadaohaochudejingyaheyisibuyichajuedelianmin，muguangqingpiaopiaodiluozaiwolangbeidequnbaishang。
shijiezaiwoyanqianxuanzhuan、niuqu、tunse。weiliyizhenjuliedefanjiao，
neigushuxide、lingrenxinjideexinganmengdiyongleshanglai。wosisiyaozhuxiachun，
yongjinquanshenliqicaijiangneifantengdeouyiyalexiaqu。bunengtu，bunengzaizheili，bunengzaitamenmianqian。
womengdidixiatou，buzaikanguyan，buzaikansuqing，gengbugankanzhouweirenheyizhanglian。yongjinzuihouyisiliqi，
wozhuanguoshen，jihushitaoliyiban，zhuangkaijigedangluderen，
diediezhuangzhuangdichongchuleneipianlingrenzhixidehualilaolong。gaogenxiecaizaiguangjiededimianshang，
fachukongdongerjicudeshengxiang，meiyibudouxiangcaizaidaojianshang。yefengdaizhechuxiadenuanyipumianerlai，
quechuibusanwogusuilidehanyi。**zaibinglengdelangzhushang，dakouchuanxi，shentikongzhibuzhudifadou。
shouzhixiayishidifushangpingtandexiaofu，gezhebobodeyiliao，neilifangfoyouweiruode、shengmingdebodong，
zhengyuwocikebinlinbengkuidexintiaotongpingongzhen。
neizhangbeiwozangzaidayineidailide、haidaizheyiyuanxiaodushuiqiweideyunjiandan，cikexiangyikuaishaohongdeluotie，
jinjintiezaiwodexinkou。danbodeyizhangzhi，chengzaizheyigebengaichongmanxiyuedemimi，
cikequechenglejuejingzhongzuifengcidezhujiao。yingzi…tishen…yuanlaizaitayanzhong，lianyunyushengmingdezige，
doushishuyuneigezhengpaibaiyueguangdetequan。yankuangsuansedelihai，wenredeyetimohuleshixian。woyonglizhadiao，
taiqitou，wangxiangchengshicuicanquebinglengdeyekong。xiongqianglineigejudadekongdong，zhengfengkuangditunshizheyiqie，
liantongneidiankexiaode、cancundeaiyi。gaizoule。woduizijishuo。
bushiweilezunyan——neidongxizaojiuzaitayicicimanbujingxindebijiaohecikedexiuruzhongsuichenglejifen。
shiweileduzilizheigeganggangmengya、quezhudingbubeiqidaidexiaoshengming。zailiuxiaqu，woheta，
douzhihuishisuqingguanghuixia，yigegengkebeidexiaohua。wunianhou。“niannian！mandianpao！xiaoxinchezi！
”wodeshengyindaizheyisilijiedeshaya，zhuizaixianggexiaopaodanyiyangchongxiangmaluduimianbingqilindiandexiaoshenyinghoumian。
wusuidegunianan，xiaomingniannian，
geshengwuxuefuqinguyandemouxietezhi——biruneiguziyidanrenzhunmubiaojiujiutouniuyelabuhuilaidejueqiangjinger，
yijiyizhangpiaoliangdeguofendexiaoliandan。cike，tachuanzhenenhuangsedepengpengqun，
liangtiaoxiaobianzisuizhebenpaoyishuaiyishuai，mubiaomingquedisuodingzaichuchuanglineigejudadecaihongshengdaimoxingshang。
“mama！bingqilin！niannianyaochineigecaisede！”taxingfendihuitouhan，xiaolianyinweibenpaohongpupude，
xiangzhishutoudexiaopingguo。neishuangkusiguyande、heiyaoshibandedayanjingliangjingjingde，shengmanleduitianshidekewang。
“haohaohao，mamajinimai，nimandian！”woqichuanyuyudiganshang，yibazhuazhutadexiaoshou，xinliyouqiyouruan。
zheihaizidejingliwangshengdejianzhibuxianghua。yunduokafeiguandemenbeituikai，qingcuidefeng**xiangqi。
dianneimimanzhekafeidouhongbeidechunxianghetiandiandenuantianqixi。zhengshixiawuchashijian，renbusuanduo。
woqianzheniannianzouxiangkaochuangdekazuo，zhunbeiyongyifenbingqilinanfuzheigezaodongdexiaojiahuo，
shunbianchuliyixiashoujilijiyadegongzuoyoujian——wode“yinghuogongzuoshi”gangjieleyigexiaopinpaidequanansheji，
zhengshijiaotoulanedeshihou。“mamanikan！neigeshushuhaogaoe！”nianniangangzuoxia，
xiaoshouzhijiuxingfendizhixiangmenkou。woshunzhetazhidefangxiang，manbujingxinditaitou。shijian，
fangfobeiyizhiwuxingdeshou，cubaodianxialezantingjian。menkouniguangzhanzheyigenanren。
jiancaijingliangdeshenhuisexizhuang，goulechukuankuodejianbanghejingshoudeyaoxian。
shensuidemeiguzaiyanwochutouxianongzhongdeyinying，biliangtingzhirudaoxue。neizhanglian，tunqulewunianqiandejifenzhangyang，
xiantiaogengxianlengjunhechengshu，xiangbeisuiyuejingxindamoguodehanyu。wunianshiguang，bingweizaitashenshangliuxiaduoshaohenji，
zhichendianxiagengshenchende、lingrenwangershengweideqichang。guyan。tazenmehuizaizheili？
zheigeniantouxiangshandianbanpijinwodenaohai，dailaiyizhen**xuanyun。wojihushibennengdixiangyaodixiatou，
xiangyaobazijisuojinkazuodeyinyingli，xiangyaobaoqiniannianliketaolizheigekongjian。danyijingwanle。tademuguang，
xiangjingzhundeleida，zaisaoshiguolvexiankongdangdekafeiguanhou，haowuyuzhaodi、laolaodisuodinglewo。neimuguang，
buzaishiwunianqianyanhuitinglidebinglengshenshi，ershiyizhongjiqifuzadedongxi。youzhenjing，younanyizhixin，
youmouzhongjinhuxionghendezhuanzhu，zuihou，chendianweiyipianshenbujiandidemosexuanwo，fanyongzhewokanbudongdeqingxu。
tadejiaobu，zaimenkoudunzhule。kongqininggule。kafeidexiangqi、tiandiandetianni，sihudoushunjiandongjie。
zhouzaodeyiqieshengyin——kafeijidezhengqisheng、gukedediyu、fenglingdeqingxiang——douchaoshuibantuiqu，
zhishengxiawoxiongqianglineileigubanshikongdexintiao。dong、dong、dong……meiyixiadouchenzhongdizhuangjizheleigu。
nianniansihuyeganshoudaolekongqizhongzhoubiandejinzhangqifen，tayangzhexiaolian，
kankanmenkouneigegaodaderangtabixushijingyangtoudemoshengshushu，youkankanlianseshunjianbiandecangbaidewo，
xiaoshoubuandijiuzhulewodeyijiao。guyandongle。tamaikaizhangtui，yibubuchaowomendekazuozoulai。
pixiecaizaimudibanshang，fachuchenhuanerqingxidekouxiang，meiyibudouxiangcaizaiwodeshenjingshang。tazuizhongtingzaizhuobian，
gaodadeshenqutouxiadeyinying，jiangwowanquanlongzhao。“linwan。”takaikou，shengyindichenshaya，
daizheyizhongjiuweiqifengdezhisegan，queyouwubiqingxidijiaochuwodemingzi。wunianle。
zheigemingzicongtachunchijiantuchudeshunjian，xiangyibashengxiudeyaochi，
mengditongkailewoxindineishanchenfengyijiu、zaoyijuexinhansidemen。wushubeikeyiyiwangdehuamian、shengyin、qixi，
rutongpozhadehongshui，xiongyongerchu，jihujiangwonibi。woxiayishidijiangniannianwangzijishenhouzanglezang，
dongzuodaizheyizhongmushouhuzaibandejingjueheshengshu。shouzhibingliang，zhijianwuyishidiqiajinlezhangxin，
shituyongzheidianweiruodetongchulaiweichibiaomiandezhending。woqiangpozijitaiqiyan，yingshangtaneishuangshenbujiandideheimou，
nulirangzijideshengyintingqilaipingwen、shuli，rutongduidaiyigejiuweilianxidejiushi：“guxiansheng。
”wodeshengyingansedelihai，“zhenqiao。”“guxiansheng”sangezi，xiangyidaowuxingdeqiang，
shunjianhenggenzaiwomenzhijian。guyandetongkongjibukechadishousuoleyixia。tademuguang，
zhongyucongwoqiangzuozhendingdelianshangyikai，huanhuandi、daizheyizhongjinhutanlandetanjiu，
luozailebeiwohuzaishenhoudeniannianshenshang。xiaoguniangzhengcongwodeshoubeihoumiantanchubangexiaonaodai，
neishuangkusiguyandedayanjing，
haobuqiechangdi、chongmanhaoqidihuiwangzheyanqianzheigeqichangqiangdaderangtayouxiekunhuodemoshengshushu。
tademuguangqingchejiandi，meiyouyisizazhi。guyandehoujiejuliedigundongleyixia。
tadeshixianzainiannianlianshangqunxunzhe，congneishuangshuxideyanjing，daotingqiaodexiaobiliang，
zaidaoweiweiminzhede、daizhetianranjueqianghududezuichun……tadehuxisihudoutingzhile，
yanshenlifanyongzhejingtaohailangbandeqingxu——zhenjing、kuangxi、nanyizhixin，
zuizhonghuaweiyizhongjiqifuzashenchendezhuanzhu。taxiayishidichaonianniandefangxiangweiweiqingshen，
shenchudeshouzhisihuxiangyaochupengneizhangxiaolian，quezaibantuyingshengshengjiangzhu，zuizhongzhishizuanchenglequantou，
zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai。tajiannanditaimou，zhongxinkanxiangwo，
shengyinlidaizheyizhongwocongweitingguode、jinhuposuidejinbeng：“ta……jiaoshenmemingzi？”“gunianan。
”woqingxidituchuzheisangezi，meiyigeyinjiedoukeyijiazhong，xiangshizaitixingtashenme，
youxiangshizaijiandingzijidejuexin。woshenshou，jiangniannianwanquanlandaoshenqian，shoubeiquanzhutaxiaoxiaodejianbang，
xingchengyigebaohudezitai。“niannian，jiaoshushu。”“shushuhao！”niannianqingcuidihanleyisheng，
shengyinxiangqingchendeluzhu。tawaizhexiaonaodai，dayanjingpushanzhe，huranshenchupanghuhudexiaoshou，
zhizheguyanchuizaishenceneizhijinwodequantou，“shushu，nideshoushoushanglema？tongbutong？”wozheicaizhuyidao，
guyandeyoushougujiechu，heranyoujidaoxinxiande、shenqianbuyidecashang，bianyuanweiweihongzhong，
shenzhishenchuleyidianxixiaodexuesi。xiangshi……bujiuqian，yonglichuidaguoshenmejianyingdedongxi？
guyanshunzhenianniandeshixianditou，kanzhezijideshou，sihucaiyishidaoneidianweibuzudaodeshang。
tamengdijiangshoubeidaoshenhou，dongzuoyouxiecangcu，xiangshizaiyanshishenme。mianduiniannianchunranguanqiedemuguang，
talianshangneizhongguanyoude、jurenqianlidebinglengmianjusihuliekaileyidaofengxi，
liuluchuyizhonghanjiande、shenzhikeyishuoshibenzhuodewucuo。“mei……meishi。”tadeshengyindichen，
daizheyisibuyichajuedeya，“butong。”niannianquezhouqilexiaomeitou，xianranbuxiangxin。tazhengtuowodeshoubei，
dongzuomalidifanzhezijisuishenbeizhedexiaohuangyabeibao。neilimianjianzhishigebaibaoxiang，
saimanletarenweizhongyaode“baozang”——jikepiaoliangdeeluanshi、jizhangzhoubabadetiezhi、jigenbangbangtang，
haiyouyixiaohekatongtuandechuangketie。tadianqijiao，xiaoshoufeilidizaibaolitaoatao，
zhongyumochuyigeyinzhexiaotuzituandechuangketie，ranhouhaobuyouyudichaoguyandileguoqu，
xiaolianshangmanshirenzhen：“shushu，jinitietie！tietiejiubutongla！”neizhixiaoxiaode、niezhechuangketiedeshou，
jiuneiyangjuzaibankongzhong，daizhehaizihaowubaoliudeshanyi。shijianfangfoyoutingzhile。guyanzhenggerendoujiangzaineili。
taditoukanzheneizhixiaoshou，kanzheneizhangxiaoxiaode、yinzheyouzhituandechuangketie，yanshenjuliedibianhuanzhe，
xiangshiyoushenmedongxizaitajiangudebileineibuhongrandaota。
zhenjing、mangran、yizhongjinhutengtongderouruan……zhongzhongqingxuzaitayandifeikuailveguo。
tashenchudeshoudaizheyizhongweibukechadezhandou，xiaoxinyiyidi，fangfopajingraoleshenmeyisuidezhenbao，
jieguoleneizhangchuangketie。cucaodezhifu，zaijieguochuangketiedeshunjian，wuyijianqingqingcaguoleniannianrouruandeshoubei。
“xiexie。”tadeshengyindichenshaya，jihushiconghoulongshenchujichulaide，
daizheyizhongqiansuoweiyoude、nongzhongdebiyin。taniezheneizhangxiaoxiaodechuangketie，bingmeiyouliketieshang，
zhishijinjindizuanzaishouxin，fangfoneishishierfudedexishizhenbao。muguangzaicitaiqi，
shenshendi、jinhutanlandiningshizheniannian，youhuanhuanyixiangwo，neilimianfanyongzheqianyanwanyu，
zuizhongzhihuaweiyijuchenzhongdejihulingrenzhixidediyu：“linwan，womentantan。”neimuguangtaiguofuza，
baohanletaiduowowufajieduyejujuejiedudeqingxu。chendiandiande，xiangjintouleshuidejushi，yadewochuanbuguoqi。
fangfoxiayimiao，jiuhuiyoushenmedongxicongtayanzhongjuedierchu。womengdibiekailian，bikailetadeshixian，
xinzangzaixiongqianglikuangtiao，jihuyaozhuangsuileigu。kongqilimimanzhekafeidekusehetiandiandenixiang，
cikequezhirangwogandaoyizhenzhenfanwei。
wunianqianyanhuitingdebinglengdengguang、cierdesuiliesheng、neiju“nizhishitadeyingzi”，rutongfuguzhiju，
shunjianfusu，qingxidizaierbianzhaxiang。“meishenmehaotande，guxiansheng。”wodeshengyinbengdexianglajindegongxian，
jieliweichizhezuihoudepingjing。woyibabaoqihaiyouxiemengdongdeniannian，dongzuodaizhejifencangcudeqiangying，“niannian，
womenzou。”“mama？”niannianbeiwoturandedongzuoheleyitiao，xiaogeboxiayishidiloujinwodebozi，
dayanjingbujiedikanzhewo，youhuitoukankanjiangliyuandideguyan，yijitashoulineizhanggulinglingdexiaotuzichuangketie。
womeiyoujieshi，yewulijieshi。baozhehaizi，jihushitaolibandikuaibuzouxiangkafeiguanmenkou。
gaogenxieqiaojidimiandeshengyin，jicuerhuangluan，zaixiangduianjingdekafeiguanlixiandeyichangcier。“linwan！
”shenhouchuanlaiguyandichenyayidehansheng，daizheyizhongwocongweitingguode、jinhushikongdejipo。
neishengyinxiangyigenbinglengdezhen，cichuanlewodebeiji。womeiyouhuitou。tuikaibolimen，
chuxiawuhouyijiuzhuoredeyangguangdoutousaxia，cidewoyanjingshengteng。wobaozheniannian，jihushipaoleqilai，
fangfoshenhouyouzerenershidehongshuimengshou。zhidaozhuanguojiejiao，querenneiporendeshixianbeichedigejuezaishenhou，
wocaikaozaibinglengdeqiangbishang，dakouchuanxi。lenghanzaoyijintoulehoubeideboshan，zhannibingleng。
nianniandexiaoshouqingqingpaizhewodelianjia，shengyinlidaizhedanyoudekuqiang：“mama？mamanizenmele？nikule？
shibushiniannianbuguai？”wozheicaijingjuelianjiayipianbingliang。huangmangyongshoubeihuluanmoqu，
jichuyigebikuhainankandexiaorong：“meiyou，baobei，mamameishi。shi……shifengchuidaoyanjingle。niannianhenguai，
tebieguai。”wojinjinbaozhuhuailidenver，jianglianmaizaitadaizhenaixiangheyangguangqixidexiaojianbangshang。
taxiaoxiaode、wenredeshenti，shiwocikeweiyidezhichengheweijie。
xiongqianglineigujianruide、beiqiangxingsikaidetongchu，hunhezhejudadekonghuanghehoupa，rengzaifanjiangdaohai。
guyanzhidaole。takandaoleniannian。neikusitademeiyan，xiangzuiquezaodezhengju，
zhaoranruojiedijieshizhexueyuandelianxi。tayandifanyongdeqingxu，neiyishengyayide“linwan”，
douxiangcuidudegouzi，yushizhebaofengyudelailin。pingjinglewuniandeshenghuo，zaizheiyike，beichedijidefensui。
jiexialaidejitian，fengshengheli。shouji，chenglezuilingrenkongjudeyuantou。meiyicizhendong，meiyici**xiangqi，
dourangwoxinjingroutiao，fangfoxiayimiaopingmushangjiuhuitiaochuneigekerugusuidemingzi。moshenghaomagengshichenglejinji，
wobuganjie，yebuganqingyiguaduan，zhinengrenyoutamenyibianbianxiangdaozidongguaduan。
gongzuoshidezuojiyefangfochenglebangxiong，meicixiangqidourangwoshenjingjinbeng，
zhidaoquerenshikehuhuokuaidicaigansongyikouqi。jiamenkou，yebiandebuzaianquan。wobiandegewaijingti，
meicikaimenqiandouyaotouguomaoyanzixiquerenloudaoshifoukongwuyiren。jiesongniannianshangxiayoueryuanshi，
gengshirulvbobing，zongshixiayishidihuangusizhou，shixiansaoguomeiyiliangtingzailubiandeshensecheliang，
meiyigeshenxinggaodademoshengnanrenbeiying。
lianyoueryuanlaoshiwuyijiantidaoyiju“jintianhaoxiangyougenandezaiyuanwaikanlehenjiu”，
dounengrangwoshunjianshoujiaobingliang。niannianhenmingan，tachajuedaolemamadebuan。tabuzaixiangyiqianneiyangbengbengtiaotiao，
ershijinjinqianzhewodeshou，xiaoxiaodeshentiyiweizhewo，yangzhexiaolian，dayanjinglishengmanledanyou：“mama，
nipadahuilangma？niannianbaohuni！”haizitianzhendehuayu，xiangyibadundao，zaiwoxinshanglaihuiqiege。
wonuliduitaweixiao，gaosutamamazhishiyoudianlei。keyeshenrenjing，kanzheshenbiannvershushuidexiaolian，
neikusiguyandemeiyanzaihunandeyedengxiaxianderuciqingxi，judadekonghuanghewuzhubianruchaoshuibanjiangwoyanmei。
tahuizenmezuo？zhijielaiqiangzouniannian？yongtapangdadecaifuhequanshi，
qingyiniansuiwomenmunvliangxiaoxinyiyigouzhudepingjing？dangnianneiju“tishenbupei”，xiangbinglengdezuzhou，
yingraobuqu。woshenzhikaishihouhui，dangchuweishenmemeiyouzoudegengyuan，yuandaotayongyuanwufachujidedifang。
jiuzaizheizhongjianaozhong，yizhouhoudebangwan，menlingxiangle。bushijicudecuicu，ershichenwen、guilvdesansheng，
jiangejunyun，daizheyizhongburongzhiyideyiwei。neishengyin，xiangqiaozaiwodexinkoushang。
wozhengpeizheniannianzaiketingdibanshangdajimu。men**xiangqideyichanei，
niannianshoulidehongsexiaofangkuai“pada”yishengdiaozaidibanshang。taxiayishidiwangwohuailisuolesuo，
dayanjinglishanguoyisiqieyi。wohunshenjiangying，xinzangjihuyaoconghoulonglitiaochulai。
touguomaoyanwangchuqu——guoranshita。guyanjiuzhanzaimenwai。loudaodingdengdeguangxianyouxiehunhuang，
jiangtagaodadeshenyingladehenzhang。tachuanzhejiandandeheisechenshanhexiku，meiyoudalingdai，
lingkoudekouzijiekaileliangke，luchuxiantiaoqingxidesuogu。butongyukafeiguanneicidaizhefengchenpupuyiweideouyu，
cikedeta，sihukeyishoulianleneizhongporendeqichang，danneifenchenningheshensui，quegengjialingrenxinji。
tashoulimeiyouhua，meiyouliwu，zhiyouyishenlengsu。talaile。zhongjiuhaishilaile。meiyoudianhuahongzha，
meiyoupairenweidu，ershixuanzelezuizhijie、yezuijuyouyapogandefangshi——dengmen。woshenxiyikouqi，
shouzhibingliangdidazaimenbashoushang。zhangxinquanshilenghan。“niannianguai，”wojinliangrangzijideshengyintingqilaipingwen，
jiangniannianqingqingtuidaowoshimenbian，“huifangjianwanyihuier，mamahe……shushushuodianshiqing。bamenguanhao，
mamabujiaonibiechulai。”nianniankanzhewo，xiaozuibianlebian，sihuxiangshuoshenme，danzuizhonghaishitinghuadidiandiantou，
yibusanhuitoudizoujinlewoshi，qingqingguanshanglemen。kadayishengqingxiang，gejuelehaizidanyoudemuguang。
wozhuanguoshen，mianduizheneishanbobode、cikequefangfozhongruoqianjundemenban。zaicishenxiyikouqi，
ningdonglebinglengdemenbashou。menkaile。loudaolidekongqidaizhechenaideqixiyonglejinlai。
guyandeshenyingqingxidizhulizaiyanqian，julirucizhijin，jindewonengkanqingtayanzhongmibudehongxuesi，
kanqingtaxiahejinbengdexiantiao，yijimeiyujianhuizhibuqudenongzhongjuanyi。tasihushoulexie，
lianjiadelunkuogengjialingli。simuxiangdui。kongqiningzhi。tademuguang，xiangtanzhaodeng，diyishijianyueguowodejianbang，
touxiangwunei，sihuzaisouxunneigexiaoxiaodeshenying。dangkandaowoshijinbidefangmenshi，
tayanzhongshanguoyisijiqifuzadeqingxu，xiangshishiluo，youxiangshimouzhongleran。zuizhong，tadeshixianluohuiwolianshang，
shenshendi、chenchendikanzhewo，fangfoyaojiangzheiwunianqueshideshiguangdoukanchuan。
neimuguanglibuzaiyoukafeiguanchuyushidezhenjinghezhuore，
zhishengxiayizhongchendiandiande、jihulingrenzhixidepibeiheyizhong……jinhuguzhuyizhidekenqiu？“linwan。
”takaikou，shengyindichenshayadelihai，meiyigezidouxiangshishazhimoguohoulong，“rangwojinqu，womentantan。
”wodangzaimenkou，shentijinbengdexiangyizhanglamandegong，meiyousihaorangbudeyisi。zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin，
yongneidianweiruodetongchutixingzijibaochiqingxing。woyingshizheta，nulirangzijideshengyintingqilaibinglengjianying，
budaiyisiwendu：“guxiansheng，womenzhijianmeishenmehaotande。ruguonishilaiyaohuinianniande，”wodunledun，
meiyigezidouxiangcuilebing，“wogaosuni，bukeneng。chufeiwosi。”zuihousigezi，zhidiyousheng，
daizheyizhonghuochuyiqiedejuejue。guyandetongkongmengdiyisuo。taxiahedexiantiaobengdegengjin，
fangfozaijilikezhizheshenme。taxiangqianbijinleyibu，gaodadeshenqudailaideyapoganshunjianjiangwolongzhao。
tashenshangneigushuxide、lengliedemuzhixiangdiaohunhezhedandandeyancaoqixi，qiangshidiqinruwodeganguan，
jiaodongzheneixiebeiwokeyifengcundejiyi。“yaohui？”tazhongfuleyibian，
shengyinlidaizheyisinanyizhixindetongchuheshaya，“linwan，zainixinli，wojiushizheiyangyigeren？
yigehuicongzijihaizimuqinshenbianduozouhaizide……**？”tabilebiyan，
nongmidejiemaozaiyanjianxiatouxiapibeideyinying，zaizhengkaishi，yandineipianfanyongdemoseli，
qingxidifuxianchuyizhongwocongweizaitayanzhongjianguodecuiruo。neicuiruorucizhenshi，rucimosheng，
xiangyigenxixiaodezhen，cubujifangdicileyixiawojianyingdexinfang。“wobushilaiqiangzounianniande。
”tadichendishuo，meiyigezidouxiangyongjinleliqi，“woshilaiqiuni。”qiu？zheigeziyancongguyankouzhongshuochu，
huangmiuderangwojihuyaolengxiaochusheng。neigegaogaozaishang、zhangkongyiqiedeguyan，huiyong“qiu”zheigezi？“qiuni，
”takanzhewo，neishuangshensuideyanmouli，qingxidiyingchuwocangbaierjiebeidelian，
neilimianfanyongzhenongliedehuabukaidetongchu、pibei，haiyouyizhongjinhujuewangdekenqie，“jiwoyigejihui。
yige……mibudejihui。yige……zuofuqindejihui。”tadeshengyinjiansewubi，