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tamenyiweiwozhongshengshishangtiandeenci，shitamenjihuadekaishi。tamenbuzhidao，dangwonaqishoushudao，
wei「wangfu」xiurongdeneiyike，jiuqinshouweitamensuoyouren，yudinglediyudemenpiao。zheiyici，
wobujinyaoxuanfu，wohaiyaoxuanyikuaishanghaodemudi，batahetazuihaodexiongdi，maizaiyiqi。
【1】wozhongshengle。zhengkaiyan，bushiyiyuandecanbai，
ershibinyiguanlishuxide、hunzazhefuermalinyugaojixiangxundebinglengqiwei。wodeweihunfu，shenxiu，sile。
siyuyichangliqidedahuo，shiguwucun。erwo，zuoweihaishizuiyoumingdeyitizhengrongshi，beishenjiagaojiaqinglai，
weitazuozuihoude「yirongzhengli」。duomefengci。shangyishi，woyeshizhanzaizheili。
kanzheneijushaodejiaohei、genbenbianbuchurenxingde「shiti」，wokudeganchangcunduan。woxiangxinletaliuxiadeyishu，
xiangxinletasuoweideweibaohujiazuliyierziwoxishengdeguihua。ranhou，tazuihaodexiongdi，guyan，
xiangyidaoguangbanchuxianzaiwoshengmingli。tawenroutitie，weiwochulishenxiudehoushi，
bangwodalishenxiuliuxiadejueyichan，zaiwozuicuiruodeshihou，wuweibuzhidizhaoguwo。
woxiangzhuazhujiumingdaocaoyiyangzhuazhuleta，jiajileta。hunhousannian，tayibubucanshidiaowoniangjiadechanye，
jiangwoqiujinzaibieshuli，zhidaowozaiyemeiyourenheliyongjiazhi。zuihou，wosizaileneidongbieshudedixiashili，
bingleng、juewang。er「zaoyisiqu」deshenxiu，jiuzhanzaiwodemianqian，wanzhetazhenzhengdeairen，
xiaozheduiwoshuo：「sunian，nideyanjinghenpiaoliang，kexi，taiaishile。」yuanlai，tamencaishiyidui。
shenxiudejiasi，guyandeshenqing，buguoshiyichangjingxincehuadepianju。tamenyigezaiming，yigezaian，
lianshoutunbinglesu、shenliangjiadechanye，jiangsuoyouzhiqingren，baokuowo，qinglideganganjingjing。zhonghuoyishi，
wohuidaolezheichangpianjudeqidian。binglengdejinshutingshichuangshang，tangzheneijusuoweide「shenxiu」。
wodaishangbaisedexiangjiaoshoutao，naqishoushudao，shenqingshiwocongyeshinianlaizuizhuanye、zuilengjingdeyici。
shenxiudefumuzhanzaiyibian，tademuqinlinwanyikudelihuadaiyu，jiyuhunjue，beitadefuqinshenzhenguochanfuzhe。
「niannian，ni……nihaihaoba？xinkunile，haiyaonilai……wuwuwu……」linwanyigengyanzhe，
kanwodeyanshenlichongmanle「tengxi」。shangyishi，wojiushibeitazheifumoyangpianle，yiweitashizhenxindaiwo。
kewosiqiancaizhi，tazaojiuzhidaoerzijiasidejihua，shenzhiqinshouweitatiaoxuanlezuibizhendedaojushiti。
wotaiqitou，shuangyanhongzhong，liansecangbai，shengyinlidaizheqiadaohaochudeshayahezhandou：「bofubomu，jieai。
nengweiaxiuzuozuihouyijianshi，shiwoderongxing。」wodemuguangluohuineiju「shiti」shang。daojuzuodebucuo，
jinkouguijiao，gaofenzicailiao，lianshaojiaodewenlidoumonideweimiaoweixiao。zhikexi，tamenzhaocuoleren。woshishei？
woshisunian。wonengbayijuzhuangdexisuideyiti，xiufuderutongshuizheleyibananxiang。wobizheyanjingdounengwenchu，
zheishangmianmeiyoushitifubaiguochengzhongchanshengdeshianhefuan，zhiyouhuaxuecailiaodeweidao。wodeshoushudao，
qingqinghuaguoneijiaoheide「pifu」。「zheilidetanhuachengdubudui，」woqingshengshuo，xiangshizaiziyanziyu，
youxiangshizaiduipangbiandezhushoujieshi，「huozaixianchangdezhongxinwenduchaoguoyiqiandu，gugehuichenghuibaise，
gaizhihuiliushi。danzheiju『yiti』de『guge』，zhishibiaomianxunhei，neibujiegouhaihenwanzheng。
axiu……tasideshihou，yinggaimeineimetongku。」wodeshengyinhenqing，quexiangyigenzhen，
zhazaishenzhenguohelinwanyidexinshang。wokandaolinwanyideshentijibukechadijiangleyixia，
shenzhenguofuzhetadeshouyemengdishoujin。tamenxinxule。wogouqiyimowurenchajuedelengxiao，jixuwode「gongzuo」
。woweizheijujiarenxizhidiqinglizhe，meiyigedongzuodouchongmanledui「wangfu」deaiyiyubushe。zhidao，
neigewohenrugusuidenanren，guyan，tuimenerru。tachuanzheyishenheisexizhuang，shenqingaiqi，yanxiadaizheqinghei，
fangfoweixiongdidesixunbeitongdecheyeweimian。「niannian。」tazoudaowoshenbian，shengyinshaya，
daizhelingrenxintengdecixing，「bietaileile，nideshentiyaojin。」tadeshou，shitanxingdixiangdashangwodejianbang。
shangyishi，jiushizheizhishou，jilewoxujiadewennuan，zuihouyouqinshoujiangwotuirudiyu。wofangfomeizhuyidao，
weiweiceshen，duokailetadechupeng，shouzhongdeniezi「buxiaoxin」diaozailedishang，fachuqingcuidexiangsheng。
「duibuqi，wo……」wowanyaoqujian，shentiquehuangleyixia，xiangshibeishangguodu，tilibuzhi。
guyanlikefuzhulewo。「wolai。」tajianqiniezi，yongxiaodushijincashiganjing，zhongxindijiwo。takanzhewo，
yanshenlishiqiadaohaochudexintenghekezhi，「niannian，wozhidaoninanguo，danrensibunengfusheng。axiuzaitianyouling，
yebuxiwangkandaonizheiyangzhemoziji。」wotaiqileiyanmenglongdemouzi，cuiruodikanzheta：「gudage，
wozhishi……wozhishibuganxiangxin，tajiuzheimezoule。」「wohuiyizhizainishenbian。」guyanchengnuodao，
muguangshensuier「zhencheng」。shia，nihuiyizhizai。zhidaowoshiqusuoyou，ranhouxianglajiyiyangbeinimenchulidiao。
wodixiatou，yanquyandidetaotianhenyi，yongjibukewendeshengyinshuo：「xiexieni，gudage。」wozhidao，
wodebiaoyanyijingrangtamenwanquanfangxialejiexin。tamenyanzhongdewo，
yijiushineigeshenaizheshenxiu、danchunhaopiandesujiada**。haoxi，caiganggangkaichang。【2】jiexialaidejitian，
wowanmeidibanyanzheyigechenjinzaibeitongzhongwufazibadeweiwangren。wobazijiguanzaifangjianli，buchibuhe，
renyouguyanzaimenwaikukoupoxindiquanshuo，renyoushenjiafumupailaideyongrensonglaiyiciyouyicibingdiaodefancai。
wozaideng，dengyigeshiji，dengyichangdaxi。zanglidingzaiyizhouhou。zheiqijian，guyanjihucunbubulidi「shouhu」
zhewo。tahuigezhemen，jiwojiangtaheshenxiuxiaoshihoudequshi，
jiangtamenyiqitaoke、yiqidajia、yiqichuangyedexiongdiqingshen。jiangdaodongqingchu，tazijideshengyindouhuigengyan。
「niannian，axiuzuifangxinbuxiadejiushini。tachushiqianyitianhaigenwoshuo，zheibeizizuidadexingyunjiushiyujianni。
tarangwo……ruguotayoushenmewanyi，yidingyaowotitahaohaozhaoguni。」menneidewo，zuozaibinglengdedibanshang，
tingzhetakanbiyingdidebiaoyan，xinzhongyipianbingleng。zhaoguwo？shangyishi，tajiushiyongzheitaoshuoci，
rangwochediduitachangkailexinfei。tasuoweide「zhaogu」，jiushijieguanshenxiuliuxiadesuoyouzichan，
ranhouyiwodemingyi，jinxinggezhonggaofengxiandetouzi，yibubujiangzheixiezichanzhuanyidaotazijidemimizhanghuli。
erwo，yinweixinren，yinweiyilai，qinshouzaitademeiyifenwenjianshangqianxialezijidemingzi。zhidaozuihou，
gongsikuikong，zhaiwuchanshen，farendaibiaoshiwo，taqueyaoshenyibian，chenglezuidadezhaiquanren，
ganjingliluodijiangyiqieshourunangzhong。yuchundewo，zhidaosi，caikanqingtadezhenmianmu。「gudage，」
wozhongyudakaimen，shuangyankongdong，mianrongqiaocui，xiangyiduojijiangkuweidehua，「nishuodeshizhendema？」
guyankandaowo，yanzhongshanguoyisijingxihexinteng，tazhongzhongdidiantou：「qianzhenwanque。niannian，niyaozhenzuoqilai，
weileaxiu，yeweileniziji。」wo「xuruo」dixiaolexiao：「nishuodedui，wobunengrangtashiwang。」
wode「zhenzuo」，rangguyanheshenjiafumudousongleyikouqi。tamenkaishidaiwoshuxishenxiude「yichan」，
yifenfenhouzhongdewenjianbaizaiwomianqian，shejiguquan、dichan、haiwaijijin，pangdadaolingrenzashe。
shenzhenguoyilianchentongdiduiwoshuo：「niannian，zheixiedoushiaxiuliujinide。womenlaole，yebudongzheixie。yihou，
jiuyaoxinkunile。」linwanyizaiyipangmozheyanlei：「shia，axiuzheihaizi，xinliyanlidouzhiyouni。
womenzhixiwangninenghaohaode。」guyanzeshishidizhanchulai，banyanzhejieweidejiaose：「bofubomu，
niannianxianzaizheigezhuangtai，zenmechulidelezheimefuzadeshiqing？buruzheiyang，wozanshitiniannianguanlizheixiezichan，
dengtaqingxuwendingxialai，zaijiaohaijita。wobaozheng，suoyouzhangmudouhuiqingqingchuchu，juebuhuigufuaxiudetuofu。
」laile。heshangyishiyimoyiyangdetaici，yimoyiyangdeqingjie。shenzhenguohelinwanyiduishiyiyan，
jiayituituolejiju，zuihouhaishi「wanbanwunai」ditongyile。tamenkanzhewo，dengzhewoxiangshangyishineiyang，
ganjitilingdibasuoyouquanlidoujiaochuqu。wochuixiayanlian，zhangzhangdejiemaoyangaizhusuoyoudeqingxu。「bu，」
woqingshengshuo，「woxiangxingudage。danshi，axiudeyiwu，woxiangqinzizhengli。」wodehuida，
rangtamendoulengzhule。guyandeyanzhongshanguoyisibuyichajuedecuoe，danhenkuaiyouhuifulewenrou：「dangrankeyi。
danshiniannian，zheixiedongxihenfanza，wopani……」「meiguanxi，」wodaduanta，taiqitou，
muguangjiandingleyixie，「zheishitaliujiwode，woxiang……litajinyidian。」zheigeliyou，
chongmanleganxingyucuiruo，rangtamenwufajujue。tamenyiwei，
wozhishiyigexiangtongguoyiwulaijituoaisidekeliannvren。tamenbuzhidao，woyaodebushijituo，ershizhengju。
shenxiushiyigejiduzifuqiekongzhiyujiqiangderen，taxihuanyonggezhongfangshijiluzijide「fenggongweiji」。
shangyishiwosiqian，tacengxuanyaobandigaosuwo，tayouyigemimidedianziriji，
limianjiluletasuoyoubukegaorendemimi，baokuozheichangjiasijihuademeiyigexijie。tashuo，dengtajunlintianxia，
zheibenrijijiushitazuihuihuangdexunzhang。shangyishi，wobuzhidaozheigerijidecunzai。zheiyishi，
tajiangchengweiwobandaotamendezuiqiangwuqi。wobanjinleshenxiudeshufang。
zheilideyiqiedoubaochizhetalikaishideyangzi，zhengjie、sumu，daizheyisibujinrenqingdebingleng。
wokaishi「zhengli」tadeyiwu，yibenbenshu、yifenfenwenjian，zaiwoshouzhongfanguo。guyanmeitiandouhuilai，
mingweitanwang，shiweijianshi。tahuijiwosonglaikafei，huozhezaiwopibeishiweiwonieniejianbang，kansititie，
shizezaiguanchawodeyijuyidong。wobiaoxiandehaowupozhan，zhishichenjinzaiduishenxiude「sinian」zhong。zhongyu，
zaiyigeshenye，wozhaodaoleneigerukou。zaitazuixihuandeyiben《fushide》li，
wozhaodaoleyizhangboruchanyidexinpian。erzaishufangneitaicongbulianwangdejiudiannaoli，
wozhaodaoleyigexuyaoteshumiyaocainengdakaidejiamichengxu。shangyishi，tamenjiushizheiyang，zaiwoyanpizidixia，
zhuanyilesuoyoudexinxihecaifu。wojiangxinpiancharudukaqi，
shuruleshangyishishenxiuwuyizhongxieluguodemima——tazhenzhengairendeshengri。pingmuliangqi，
yigemingwei「xinshijie」dewenjianjiadanlechulai。limian，shidiyudejingxiang。
xiangxidejihuashu、zijinliuxiang、canyurenyuanmingdan，shenzhihaiyoutamenweiwozhunbeihaode「yiwaisiwang」
dejizhongbeixuanfangan。wodeshouzhizaizhandou，bushiyinweihaipa，ershiyinweijizhidefennuhexingfen。
wojiangsuoyouwenjiankuaisufuzhidaowodailaideweixingupanli，ranhou，wozuoleyijiangengdadandeshiqing。
womeiyoushanchuyuanwenjian，ershixiugaileqizhongyigezuiguanjiandewendang——zijinzhuanyidezuizhongzhanghu。
wojiangneigezhixianghaiwaidenimingzhanghu，gaichenglewoyongmuqinmingzishelideyigecishanjijinhuidezhanghu。
zheigejijinhui，shimuqinshengqianweijiuzhushaoshangertongershelide，ganjingdebunengzaiganjing。zuowanzheiyiqie，
wojiangyiqiehuifuyuanyang，fangfocongweiyourendongguo。**zaiyizishang，kanzhechuangwaideyese，
zhangzhangdihuchuleyikouqi。shenxiu，guyan，nimende「xinshijie」，woqinshouweitahuashangjuhao。
ernimendezangli，yegaitishangrichengle。【3】zanglidangtian，tianseyinchen，xiazhexixililidexiaoyu，
fangfolaotiandouzaiweizheiwei「yingnianzaoshi」deshangyeqicaierkuqi。haishiyoutouyoulianderenwujihudoulaile。
shenjiadeshijizangli，paichangjida，heisededitancongbinyiguanmenkouyizhipudaolingtangzhongyang，
liangcebaimanlegejiemingliusonglaidehuaquan。wochuanzheyishenheisezhangqun，mianrongqiaocui，yanshenkongdong，
youguyanchanfuzhe，zhanzailingtangqian，jieshouzhelaibindeweiwen。「su**，jieai。」「shenzongzhenshitianduyingcai，
taikexile。」「niyaobaozhongshentia。」woyiyimamudidiantouhuiying，xiangyijubeichouzoulelinghundemuou。
wodebiaoyan，wuxiekeji。guyanzaiwoerbiandishengshuo：「niannian，chengbuzhujiugaosuwo，wofuniquxiuxi。」
woyaoyaotou，shengyinqingdexiangyumao：「bu，woyaopeizheta，zouwanzuihouyicheng。」wode「shenqing」，
rangguyandeyanshengengjiawenrou，yegengjiamanyi。tayiwei，woyijingchediluoruletadezhangkong。lingtangzhongyang，
baifangzheshenxiude「yiti」。jingguowo「qiaoshouxiufu」，neijudaojuyijingkanbuchuyuanlaideyangzi，
beifugaizaibaisedexianhuazhixia，zhiliuchuyigeanxiangdelunkuo。dangran，zhiyouwozhidao，neixiamiantangzhede，
genbenbushitamenzhunbeideneigegaojiguijiaomoxing。zaizangliqianye，woyi「xuyaoheaxiudandudaiyihuier」
weiyou，zhikailesuoyouren。ranhou，woyongyijucongyixueyuanjielaide、zhenzhengdeshaoshangjiaoxuebiaoben，
tihuanleneigejiahuo。zheijubiaoben，caifuhehuozaixianchanggaiyoudeyangzi。erneigeangguideguijiaomoxing，
yijingbeiwoqiegefenjie，chongjinlexiashuidao。wojiushiyaorangtamen，lianyijujiadeshitidouzhaobudao。
zhuidaohuikaishi，shenzhenguoshangtaizhici，laoleizongheng，jiangshuzheerzide「guanghui」shiji，
tingdezaichangbushaorenshanranleixia。jiezhe，shiguyan。tayishenxiuzuihaoxiongdideshenfen，huiyizhetamendeguowang，
shengyincixingerbeishang，meiyigezidouqiaozairenxinshang。「axiu，nifangxindizouba。nideshiye，
wohuitinijixu；nizuiaideniannian，wohuiyongwodeyishengqushouhu。」tashuodeqingzhenyiqie，
fangfozhendeshituoguzhongchen。taixia，shenxiudefumuluchulexinweidebiaoqing。yixiebumingzhenxiangdebinke，
yexiangwotoulaitongqingeryoudaizheyisi「zhufu」demuguang。kana，duomeganrendeyimu。xiongdiqingshen，
airentuofu。wodixiatou，jianbangweiweisongdong，xiangshizaiwushengdikuqi。zhiyouwozijizhidao，wozaixiao。
xiaotamendeyuchun，xiaotamendezifu。zhongyu，lundaowole。zuoweiweiwangren，wojiangweishenxiuzhizhizuihoudedaoci。
wobeiguyanchanfuzhe，yibubuzoushangtai。wodejiaobuxufu，shentiyaoyaoyuzhui，fangfosuishidouhuidaoxia。
wowozhehuatong，huanshizhetaixiasuoyouderen。tamendelianshang，guazhetongqing、wanxi、beishang。wodemuguang，
zuihouluozaileguyanheshenjiafumudelianshang。wokandaoletamenyanzhongdeqidaihemanyi。woshenxiyikouqi，yanlei，
qiadaohaochudihualuo。「axiu，」wokaikou，shengyinshaya，chongmanlewujindeaisi，「wozongshizaixiang，
neitian……ruguonimeiyouquneigecangku，ruguonimeiyouweileneipisuoweide『zhongyaohuowu』eryishenfanxian，
womenxianzai，shibushiyinggaizaitiaoxuanhunshale？」wodehua，rangtaixiayipianxixu。guyandemeitou，
quejibukechadizhouleyixia。wojixushuodao：「suoyourendoushuo，nishigeyingxiong，weilebaohugongsidecaichan，
xishengleziji。keshi……woningyuannibushiyingxiong。woningyuannizisiyidian，danxiaoyidian。」wotaiqishou，
cadiaoyanlei，muguangquebiandeyouxiebuyiyangle。「wozhenglinideyiwushi，
faxianlehenduowoyiqianbuzhidaodeshiqing。biru，niyouyigemimidezhanghu，zaihuozaifashengqian，
youdabidezijinbeizhuanyilechuqu。」cihuayichu，quanchanghuaran。guyandelianseshunjianbianle，taxiangshangtai，
quebeiwoyigeyanshenzhizhile。wodeyanshen，bingleng、ruili，xiangyibachuqiaodedao。「zaibiru，」
wodeshengyindouranbagao，buzaishigangcaideaiqi，ershichongmanlezhiwendelidu，
「neipirangnisonglemingde『zhongyaohuowu』，genbenjiubucunzai！neizhishiyichangpianju！
yichangweinizijijingxincehuade，jinchantuoqiaodepianju！」wodehua，xiangyikezhalei，zaizhenggelingtangzhaxiang。
suoyourendoujingdaile，bukesiyidikanzhewo。shenzhenguohelinwanyidelian，shunjianbiandecanbai。「niannian！
nihushuoshenme！」shenzhenguolishenghedao，xiangyaodaduanwo。「wohushuo？」wolengxiaoyisheng，
congshoubaolinachuyigeupan，gaogaojuqi，「zheilimian，shishenxiudeqinbiriji！
shitacehuazijijiasi、bingjihuayu『zhenai』yuanzougaofeidesuoyouzhengju！」
wojiangupanjiaojizaoyianpaihaodegongzuorenyuan。lingtangzhongyangdedapingmu，yuanbenbofangzheshenxiushengqiandezhaopian，
cike，huamianyizhuan，bianchengleyifenfenchumujingxindewenjian。jihuashu，zijinliushui，
shenzhihaiyoushenxiuheguyandeliaotianjilu！「dengwo『si』hou，sunianneigechunnvrenjiujiaojinile。gaodingta，
sujiadechanyejiushiwomendele。」「fangxin，duifuneizhongnvren，wozuiyoujingyan。」tiezhengrushan！quanchangsiji，
suoyourendoubeizheijingtiandefanzhuanzhendeshuobuchuhualai。guyandelian，yijingmeiyouyisixuese。tasisididingzhewo，
yanshenlichongmanlebuganzhixinhe……shayi。「bu！zheibushizhende！shini！shiniweizaode！」
linwanyixiesidilidijianjiaoqilai。「weizao？」woxiaole，xiaodeqimeierjuejue，「neiburu，
womenqingshenxiubenrenchulaiduizhiyixia，ruhe？」wodehuayingangluo，lingtangdemenbeirencongwaimianmengdituikai。
jigechuanzhezhifudejingcha，yazheyigedaizheshoukaohetoutaodenanrenzoulejinlai。
dangneigenanrendetoutaobeizhaixiadeshunjian，zhenggelingtangxiangqileyipiandaoxilengqideshengyin。neizhanglian，
suiranqiaocuilangbei，quezhengshineigebengaitangzaiguancaili、shiguwucunde——shenxiu！
【4】shijianfangfozaizheiyikejingzhi。suoyourendemuguang，doujizhongzaineige「sierfusheng」denanrenshenshang。
shenxiudelianshangxiemanlejingkonghemangran，taxianranmeixiangdao，zijihuibeiyizheizhongfangshi，daihuizijide「zangli」。
dangtademuguangsaoguoquanchang，zuihouluozaiwoshenshangshi，neifenjingkongshunjianbianchengleyuandu。「sunian！」tasihouzhe，
xiangyitoubeikunzhudeyeshou，「shini！nizheige**！」wozhanzaitaishang，jugaolinxiadikanzheta，
lianshangdaizheyisibeimindelengxiao。「wojian？shenxiu，biqinihenidehaoxiongdilianshoucehua，piancaipianse，
zuihouhaiyaosharenmiekoudejihua，wozheidianshouduan，yousuandeleshenme？」wodehuazaiciyinbaoquanchang。
binkemenkanxiangguyanheshenjiafumudeyanshenyijingcongzhenjingbianchenglebiyihefennu。「bukeneng！zheijueduibukeneng！
」linwanyihaizaizuozhezuihoudezhengzha，tachongdaoshenxiumianqianzhuazhutadegebo，「erzi，nigaosuma，
zheibushizhende！shizheigenvrenzaixianhaini！」shenxiukanzhezijidemuqin，
youkanlekanliansetieqingdefuqinheshenbaimingliedeguyan，tazhidaoyiqiedouwanle。
taturandiankuangdidaxiaoqilai：「hahahaha！shiwo！doushiwozuode！neiyouzenmeyang？sunian，
niyiweiniyinglema？wogaosuni，jiusuanwojinjianyu，woyeyaobanilaxiashui！
neixiezichanzhuanyidewenjianshangmiankedoushinideqianming！」tayiwei，tazhuazhulewozuihoudemingmen。shangyishi，
woqueshiyincibeishanglejuezhaiwu，wanjiebufu。danzheiyishi，wozaoyouzhunbei。「wodeqianming？」
wohuanhuanzouxiatai，laidaotademianqian，shengyinbuda，queqingxidichuanbianlezhenggelingtang，「shenxiu，
nishibushiwangle，woshizuoshenmede？」wodunledun，kanzhetayufabuandelian，
yiziyijudishuodao：「woshiyigeyitizhengrongshi。mofangbiji，duiwolaishuo，bixiufuyizhangposuidelian，
yaojiandandeduo。」wocongbaolinachulingyifenwenjian，dijiweishoudejingguan。「jingguan，
zheishiwopinqingdeguoneidingjianbijijiandingzhuanjiachujudebaogao。shangmianqingchudizhengmingle，neixiewenjianshangdeqianming，
quandoushiweizaode。erweizaozhe，jiushiwomianqianzheiwei，shenxiuzuihaodexiongdi，guyanxiansheng。」wodemuguang，
zhuanxiangzaoyimianrusihuideguyan。「guyan，nimofangwodebiji，shibushimofangdehenxinku？kexi，
nihulveleyigexijie。wodezhiyexiguan，rangwozaiqianxiameiyige『nian』zishi，xiafangde『xin』zidi，
zuihouyibihuiyouyigejiqiweixiaode、xiangshangdegou。neishishoushudaohuaguopifudehenji。ernidemofang，
meiyoulinghun。」guyandeshentimengdiyizhan，tabukesiyidikanzhewo，fangfozaikanyigeguaiwu。
tazenmeyexiangbutong，zheigezaitayanzhongrouruo、yuchun、zhipeidangzuoqizidenvren，zenmehuibianderucikepa。
「zhiyuneixiebeizhuanyidezijin，」wohuanshiquanchang，shengyinqinglang，「henbaoqian，meinengrunimensuoyuan，
jinrunimenzaihaiwaidemimizhanghu。yinwei，jiuzainimendejihuashishizhiqian，woyijingjiangquanbuzijin，
yishenxiudemingyi，juanzengjilewomuqinshengqianshelide『chenxingshaoshangertongjiuzhujijinhui』。」「xianzai，
neixieqian，zhengzaiweineixiezhenzhengbeidahuoshanghaiguodehaizimen，tigongzuihaodezhiliao。woxiang，zheicaishishenxiuxiansheng，
zuihaode『guisu』。」「pu——」shenzhenguotingdaozheili，zaiyechengbuzhu，yikouxianxuepenchu，
zhitingtingdixianghoudaoqu。linwanyifachuqilidejianjiao，puleguoqu。zhenggelingtang，luanchengyituan。
jingchaxunsukongzhizhuleqingxushikongdeshenxiuhezaoyifangqidikangdeguyan。naoju，zhongyuluomu。
wozhanzaiyipianlangjiedelingtangzhongyang，kanzhezheidui「haoxiongdi」beidaishangshoukao，yachudamen。tamendeyanshen，
xiangcuiledudedaozi，sisididingzaiwoshenshang。woquezhishipingjingdihuiwangzhetamen，ranhou，huanhuandi，
luchuleyigeweixiao。yigeshenglizhedeweixiao。zhongshengyishi，womeiyouxuanzejiajishei。woxuanze，
qinshouweitamensuoyouren，songzhong。yu，buzhidaoshenmeshihoutingle。yilvyangguang，chuantouwuyun，zhaolejinlai，
luozaiwoshenshang。wennuan，eryouchongmanlexiwang。woyiwei，yiqiedoujieshule。kewomeixiangdao，
dangwozouchubinyiguan，zhunbeiyingjiewodexinshengshi，yiliangheisedebinli，qiaowushengxiditingzailewodemianqian。
chechuangjiangxia，luchuyizhangwoyixiangbudaodelian。neishiyigezuozailunyishangdenanren，
mianrongjunmeiquecangbaidemeiyouyisixuese，yishuangshensuideyanmou，xiangbujiandidehantan，zhengjingjingdikanzhewo。
tadeshenhou，zhanzheyigeheiyibaobiao，erneigebaobiaodelianshang，daizheyisiwoshuxidegongjing。shiwoshangyishi，
jianguowushuci，genzaiguyanshenhoudeneigebaobiao。nanrenkanzhewo，bochunqingqi，
shengyinbizheichudongdekongqihaiyaolengshangjifen。「su**，wojiaofushenxing。guyan，shiwodegou。」「xianzai，
gousile。ni，shibushigaipeiwoyitiaoxinde？」【5】fushenxing。zheigemingzixiangyidaojinglei，
zaiwonaohaizhongzhakai。shangyishi，wocongweitingguozheigemingzi。guyandebeihou，sihuyongyuanshiyituanmiwu，
wozhizhidaotashilipangda，quebuzhitadegenyuanzaihechu。yuanlai，tabuguoshibierenyangdeyitiaogou。
erzheitiaogoudezhuren，jiushiyanqianzheigezuozailunyishang，kanqilaibingrugaohuang，
queyongyouzhelingrenbuhanerliqichangdenanren。wodexin，shunjianchendaolegudi。woyiweiwoyijingbaolesuoyoudechou，
zhanduanlesuoyoudenieyuan。quemeixiangdao，tanglangbuchan，huangquezaihou。wocaishineizhichan。「fuxianshengshuoxiaole，」
woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，danaofeisuyunzhuan，fenxizheyanqiandejushi，「guyanheshenxiudeshangyezhapianan，
zhengjuquezao，ziyoufalvzhicai。wozhishiyigeshouhaizhe，peichangdeshiqing，kongpanizhaocuoleren。」
fushenxingmeiyoushuohua，zhishijingjingdikanzhewo。tademuguang，xiangzuijingmidesaomiaoyi，fangfonengchuantouwodepinang，
kanchuanwosuoyoudeweizhuanghemimi。neizhongganjue，bimianduishenxiuheguyanshi，haiyaoweixianbaibei。「shouhaizhe？」
taqingxiaoyisheng，xiaoyiqueweidayandi，「yigenengzaiyizhouzhinei，jiangjijiuji，
fanshalianggeshangyejingyingdeshouhaizhe？su**，nitaiqianxule。」tadehua，rangwohunshendexueyedoujihuninggu。
tazhidao！tashenmedouzhidao！tazhidaowozhongshengle？bu，bukeneng。tazhidaodeshi，wozaiduanshijiannei，
zuochulechaohuchangrendefanji。tabushilaizhuijiuguyandesihuo，tashiduiwozheigeren，chanshenglexingqu。
「su**dezhuanyeshiyitizhengrongshi，duima？」fushenxingturanhuanlegehuati，shengyinlitingbuchurenheqingxu，
「wotingshuo，nideshou，nenghuafuxiuweishenqi。」wowojinlechuizaishencedeshou，zhijiashenshendiqiajinzhangxin。
「zhishihukoudebenshi。」「woyouyigemeimei，」tahuanhuanshuodao，muguangtouxiangyuanfang，
neishuangshentanbandeyanmouli，zhongyuyouleyisibolan，「sannianqian，chuleyichangyiwai，lian……huile。
zuihaodeyisheng，doushushouwuce。tabazijiguanzaifangjianli，zaiyebukenjianren。」wodexin，mengdiyitiao。
womeiyoujie。tabushilaixunchoude，tashilai……qiuyide。bu，bushiqiuyi。yitadeshenfendiwei，
gengxiangshiyizhongburongjujuede「pinqing」。「fuxiansheng，」woshenxiyikouqi，shitujujue，「wodegongzuoduixiang，
shishizhe。wozhiweisirenhuazhuang，buweihuorenzhengrong。」zheishiwodeyuanze，yeshiwodedixian。wodejishu，
shijiyushizhezuihoudezunyan，erbushiweihuorenxujiadepinangfuwu。fushenxingzhuanguotou，zhongxinkanxiangwo。
tadeyanshen，lengdexiangbing。「su**，wobushizaihenishangliang。」tashenhoudebaobiao，shangqianyibu，
dijiwoyifenwenjian。womeiyoujie。「zheishinimuqindangnianshelide『chenxingjijinhui』dequanbuziliao，」
fushenxingdeshengyin，xiangmoguidediyu，「juwosuozhi，jijinhuizuijindeyunying，sihuyudaoleyixiemafan。
youhaojigezhongyaodezizhufang，douturanchezile。ruguozaimeiyouxindezijinzhuru，buchusangeyue，
neixiekeliandehaizimen，jiuyaobeitingdiaosuoyoudezhiliao。」wodetongkongzhouranshousuo。
muqindejijinhuishiwoweiyideruanlei！shenxiuheguyandeqian，suiranzanshijieleranmeizhiji，
danjijinhuichangniandeyunying，xuyaodeshichixuwendingdezijinliu。tajingranlianzheigedouchadeyiqingerchu！
「niweixiewo？」wodeshengyinlenglexialai。「bu，」fushenxingyaoleyaotou，zuijiaogouqiyimocankudehudu，
「woshizaijiniyigexuanze。」「zhihaowomeimeidelian，wohuichengweijijinhuizuidadezizhuren，
zhidaozuihouyigehaizikangfu。huozhe……nijujue，ranhouyanzhengzhengdikanzhenimuqinbishengdexinxuehuiyuyidan。」
tajiangwosuoyoudetuiludoudusile。zheigenanren，bishenxiuheguyanjiaqilai，haiyaokepayibaibei。