《我们都以不是曾经的自己》 小说介绍
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wosile,zheiyexuduiwolaijiangshiyizhongjietuo,yeshizuihaodeguisu,keyihandeshi……neiyinian,
yiqiehaoxiangbianle,youhaoxiangmeibian。woyushijingyanshimingyishangdexiongmei,danduiwolaijiang,
woduitazaoyimeiyoulewangridexiongmeiqinggan,gengduodeshiaiyi,shenzhixiangzhanyouta。dantazhishibawodangzuomeimei,
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shishushuyebuhuilikaiwomen。wokanzhejingyangegedebeiying,zheiyikewomenchengweilezuishuxidemoshengren。
wobuganqukanta,gengbugankantadeyanjing,shengpaxiayimiaotajiuhuihuotunlewo。woxiangzaijianshishushuyiyan,
quebeijingyangegeganchuleyiyuan。taburangwokanshishushuzuihouyiyan。neiyike,
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womanwuzi“hanzhemama”wozhidaoshita。shitadaizoulemama,wolaibujilengjingchongchufangjian,quzhaota,
bijingzheiyiqiedoushiyinweiwo,wobunengrangmamabeiwuguqianlian。wolaidaotingyuanwaiyizhipaihuaibuding,
youyuhenjiuyaobuyaojinqu,suiranbushidiyicilai,danshizongganjuezheilibianlexuduo。wogangxiangzoujinqu,
yongrennazheyipenshuipodaolewodeshenshang,wozhidaozheishitaguyiweinanwo。wocalecalianshangdeshui,
shuodao“tarenni”?yongrenpaipaishou,tashenbianderenjiangwobangleqilai,mengzhuyanjing,
nimenzheishiganshenme?lin**,nikebieshuashenmeda**piqi,bijingnizijizuoleshenmeshi,
jiubuyongwogennizaifushuyibianleba?yongrentiedaowoerbianshuodao。lin**qingniyidingyaojizhu,
nishiyigesharenfan,shiyigechetoucheweidesharenfan,qingniyongyuanbuyaowangji。wotingzheyongrenzuilishuodehua,
meiyijuhuawushiwukedouzaicitongwodexinfang,tademeiyijuhuadouzaishishikeketixingwo,
shiwohaisileshishushu。daoledifang,wotanzuozaidishang,yanzhaobeichelexialai,wohaimeiyoushiyingguangxian,
zhiganjueyinyinyueyuewomianqianzhanzheyiweishenzheheisexizhuangnazheyusandenanren。budengwokanqingnanrenmianrongshi,
jimingzhuanghanyingbawoenzhu,guizaidishang。wochengren,dangshiwohenhaipa。nimenxiangganshenme?
nibawomamazenmele?woshuangyanwangzheta。tamianwubiaoqing,fangfobianleyigeren。nimuqinyijingbeiwoqiujin,
ruguoxiangrangnimamaanranwuyang,jiubiegenwoshuanineixiexiaoxinji。kanqingyanqianderenlema?
yanqianshishijingyanfuqindemubei,mubeishangkejixingdazi。jingyangege,nishiqulefuqin,wozhidao,
zheiyiqiedoushiwodecuo,shiwoduibuqishishushu。ruguokeyi,woyuanyiyongwodeminglaishuzui,
zhiqiunifangguowomuqin。wonulizhengzhazhe,kequebeitayonglichuaidao,linshuwan,nirenweinidejianmingzhijigeqian?
nijizhu,wohuiyongyuanzhemoni,zhemodaonisi,zhemodaobanicuoguyanghuidoubuweiguo。wodeetouzaxiangdimian,
etouchuanlaidecitongrangwohaojiudoumeiyouhuanguoshenlai,xianxueyidiandianshendaodimian。fuqinnikanjianle,
nishengqianzuitengaideren,quechenglehaisinideren。neitianyuxiadehenda,tabawoyigerenrengzaimudi,
wokanzheshishushudemubei,manyandoushikuijiu,womeiyoufuqin,shengqianshishushuzuitengwo,rutongfuqinban,
rujinwoquechengweihaisitaderen,xianzaiwohaiyoushenmeyiyihuozheni?woxiangjiuzheimejieshushengming,
xiaqupeishishushu,quebeitadeshouxiazuzhi。shia!tabuxiangrangwojiuzheimejianjiandandandesi。
wodeyanleiyuyushuijiehe,wangxiangtiankong,yuyuexiayueda,haoxiangshijianzaizheiyiketingzhi。dengwozaicixinglai,
woyijingtangzaichuangshang,fangjianlifangzhewoyutadehezhao,
zheizhanghezhaokenengshiweiyijianzhengguowomencengjingyouguomeihaohuiyizhengju,woxiangdiuqizheifenhuiyiqueyoushebude。
jingyangegecongxiaomuqinjiuqushile,shenbianzhiyoufuqin,rujinwoshahailetadeyanjingweiyiqinren。
ruguodangshiwobuneimerenxing,shibushizheiyiqiejiubuhuifasheng。huoxushilaotianyeshoucuoleren,
xiadiyuderenbenyinggaishiwocaiduia!wojiuzheiyang,buzhidaobeiguanleduoshaotian。wobuchibuhe,
zhiweilejiandaojingyangegedengwobeidaidaotamianqianshi,kanzhecengjingwozuiaidejingyangege,
tadelianshangzaiyemeiyoulewangriduiwodewenrou,cengjingtadewenroujiuxiangshineiyongbudiaolingdehuaduo,
yongyuanshengkaizaiwodeshengmingzhong。xianzaidetajiuxiangemo,tademeiyigeyanshen,meiyigedongzuo,
doutouluchuwujindexieeyulengmo。wozhanzhanweiweidezhanqilaishuodao。womamadaodibeiniguandaonaliqule?
shijingyansixiaofeixiaodekanzhewo,linshuwanruguonixiangjiunimama,jiutmjiwolaolaoshishitinghua。
ayitakemeiyounidemingying,ruguonibulaolaoshishitinghua,
neikejiubieguaiwoshouyidou………woxiangayizheibalaogutou,yinggaihencuiba?nibieshanghaiwomama,
youshenmeshiqing?nijinguanchongwo。haoa!niyinggaizhidao,wocongbuduinvrendongshou。jingyangegeyigeyanshen,
siwugehunshenechoushenchuanqigaiyifudenanrenbuhuaihaoyidechongwozoulai。nimenxiangganshenme?bieguolai,
woshentibuyoudewanghou,yizhituidaoqiangjiao。xiaomeinv,zhenpiaoliang,gengegehaohaowanwana!shia!xiaomeinv,
gegehuihaohaotengnide。nimenbieguolai,womeiyouxiangdao,tajurannawoneixinshenchuzuibukejiekaideshangba,
lai**wo,laizhemowo。xiaodeshihou,yinweimeiyoufuqin,muqinshentibuhao,
congxiaowojiufeichangnulidezaizhichengzhezheigejia,shishishushubawodangzuoqinshengnverduidai,
cairangwoneiposuidetongnian,youlewanzheng。kebucengxiangyouyitianwohuibeibangjia,tamenweixiewodemama,jiqian,
buranjiuhuiqjwo,wobuzhidaobeitamenguanleduojiu,zhizhidaomeitiandoushizaijianaozhongduguo,
tamenmeitianduiwosiyibianda,yuyandewuru,shenzhiduiwo……neigeshihoudewoyebuguocai18sui,
zuihouwobeijiulechulai,danshizheimeduonianneixinshenchudedeneicengyinmai,yizhidouwufasanqu,
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wohaipadebaojinshenti,zhuazheyifunuliburangzijikanshangqutailangbei,wodunsuozaiqiangjiao,shentibutingdezhandou,
meiyoubanfatingxia。jingyangegezhanzaiwomianqian,lenghengyiju,yuanlaiyebuguoruci。
shijingyanqiamieshouzhongdeyanshuodao。linshuwanruguonihaibulaolaoshishitinghua,bieguaiwoduinimuqindongshou。
woqiangzhichengshenti,shoufuzheqiangbi,buwendezhanqishuodao。jingyangege,buguannishibaofuwoyehao,
shalewoyeba,zhiqiunifangguowomuqin。shijingyansixiaofeixiaodekanzhewo。
nimuqindesihuoyuwoshijingyanyoushenmeguanxi?kewomuqinshiwugude。woxuruodeshengyinweiraozhefangjian。
nimuqinshiwugude,neiwofuqinjiubuwuguma?linshuwannihenimuqinbixusi。tazouchufangjian,
liuxiawoyiren,wodenaoziliyizhixunhuanzhetashuodehua。shia!shiwohaisiledetaweiyideqinren。
tazenmekenenghuifangguowomen。danzhiyaoyouyisixiwang,wojiuyaodaizhemuqinlikaizheigedifang。
tabawoguanzaifangjian,wotaobuchuqu,zhinengrangtalaijianwo。wokaishizisha,xiangrenhebanfa。
zhiweinengzaijiantayimian。dangranzheizhaohenzouxiao。jingyangegewobuqiuniyuanliangwo,yebuqiunifangguowo,
zhiqiunirangwojianyiyanwodemuqin,woshenmedoukeyidayingni,weiniquzuo。
shijingyanzhuanlezhuanshouzhidejiezhishuodao。haoa!talikailefangjian。banyewaimianyishengkaimen,
bawocongshuimengzhonglahuixianshi,wotoutoubamentuikaiyidianfengxi,kanjian,shijingyanhedelanzui,
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zheishitayizhideaimeiduixiang。shangxueneigeshihou,tajiuyizhigenzaita**houmian。woqingqingdeguanshanglemen,
xianzaibuguantazuoshenme,dougenwomeiyourenheguanxile。wozuozaichuangbian,
weishenmelaotianyeyaogenwokaizheimedagewanxiao,zheigewanxiaokaizaiwodeshenshang,zhendeyidiandoubuhaoxiao。
wodefangmenbeituikai,woyouxiehaipa,shentibennengdewanghoutui。linshuwan,nijiumeiyoushenmehuayaoduiwoshuoma?
shixianshenghaiyoushijianlaizhaowo,buyinggaihenideduixiangzaiyiqima?
shijingyanshouqingqingniezhuwodexiabashuodao“zenmelin**haichicubucheng”。baoqianshixianshengrangnishiwangle,
nidaiduoshaogenvrenhuilai,neiyuwolinshuwanyouyoushenmeguanxini?biewangjile,
wokeshishahainifuqindesharenxiongshoua。shijingyanbeiwoshuodehuajinu,yishouzhuazhuwodebojing,henjin,
lidaohenda,huxikaishikunnan,womeiyouzhengzha,rentaduomeyongli。wogangxiangjiuzheimejieshu。taturansongshou,
wohaoyizhenzihuxicaibiandetongchang。zenmeshixiansheng,xinruanle。tameiyoulihuiwo。
shijingyanbawoqiangxinganzaichuangshang,shuodao。nibushiyizhixihuanwoma?jintianwojiuyaoleni,rangnixinmanyizu。
wohaipadeyonglituita。buyao,bunengzheimeduiwo,wokeshi**mei。shijingyankanzhewodeyanjing,youyuyixia,
qishenlikailefangjian。shia!taconglaidouhenjihuirenherenshuowoshitameimeizheijianshi。diertian,
yiyemeishuidewo,tingjianmenbeidakaideyishunjianxintidaolesangziyan。zhijianshijingyanzhanzaimenkou,kanzhewoshuodao。
xiangjiannimuqin?jintianwanshangbatasihouhao,jiurangnijian。tazuilideta,ruguowomeiyoucaicuo,
yinggaijiushitaneigebiantaishushushiaotianle,yeshigentazhengjituanweizhideren。meixiangdao,
tajuranyaobawosongdaotashushudechuangshangqu。wanshang,wobeisongdaojiudian,fangjianlimiankongwuyiren,
wozuozaichuangbianxinliwubidetantebuan。wodeshouzhilaihuicuodong,xintiaoyuelaiyuekuai。zheishi,
fangjiandemenbeidakai,yiweishenchuanbaisexizhuang,daizhebaisemianjudenanrenzoulejinlai。tazuozaishafashang,
kanzhewo,shiyiwoguoqu。wohenhaipa,yanzhongdexinlijibingrangwogengjiaganjuebushi。wodeshentiyoukaishi,
zhandou,shenzhihuxikunnan。woconglaimeiyoujianguoshijingyanzuilidezheiweishushu。tayeyizhibushuohua,
dantagenwoyuxiangzhongdebutaiyiyang。
tabawoyishoubaoqi……kezheiyiyewonaohailifuxiandejingdoushiwoyushijingyanzuimeihaodehuiyi……zheiyiye,
tayaowoyiciyouyici,ketashizhongyijuhuameiyoushuo。diertian,woxinglaideshihou,tayijingzoule,
zhikanjianyizhangzhitiao。woqiangrenzhetengtongqilai,kanchuangtoujushangdezhitiao,
shangmianxiezhe……shenmeyisiwoyouxieyihuo???wohuidaozhuangyuan,anzhaoweizhi,xunzhaozhe。wohuhanzhe,
haihaomamameiyoushenmeshi?wogaosumama,buyaopa,wohuidainilikai,wobunengrangtazaiyicizhaodaoni。
neijianshizhihou,wozaiyemeiyoujianguoshijingyan,woyebingmeiyoulihui,zhishitingyongrenshuo,tashizaizhunbeizhehunli。
yinggaishiyuxuqingdehunliba!ruguochentajiehunneitian,taopaoni?
woxiangfangshefasidixialianxilehenjiudeguimirangtabangwo。tajiehunneitianhenkuaidaole,
tingyuanliderendouqukanrenao,erwosidixiarangguimizaimenwaijieyingwo。wotouzoumenyaochi,
我们都以不是曾经的自己