《我们终将一败涂地》 小说介绍
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第一章
julihunlihaiyoubangeyuedeshihou,wohechenxiningzhijianbaofaleyichangjiweijiliedezhengchao。
yuanyinwuta,tayaogenenshideerzishenggehaizi。
“wohetazhishiquzuogeshiguan,bushizhendeyoushenme,laoshixianzaibingzhong,tazuixiwangdejiushinengkandaolinjiayouhoueryi!”
chenxiningshuodeyundanfengqing,woquejuedebiantishenghan。
“womenhaiyoubangeyuejiujiehunle,niqueyaoqugenbiedenanrenshenghaizi,nibujuedehenhuangtangma?”
kanzhechenxiningshuaimenerchudebeiying,wofaleyitiaopengyouquan。
「bangeyuehoujiehun,xianghuangexinniang,youmeiyourenyuanyi?」
......
wozuozaishafashangkanzhezheitiaopengyouquanxiadaduoshipengyoumendediaoxiao。
yeshi,sheibuzhidaowoaichenxiningaidaolianzijidoukuaimeiyoule。
meiyourenhuixiangxin,zaiwohechenxiningjijiangxiuchengzhengguodeshihou,huixuanzelikaita。
wozaichenxiningshenhouzhuilesanniancaidedaoyigewozirenweiyuanmandejieju,wochengweiletadenanpengyou,youzaiwo27suizheitianxiangtaqiulehun。
woyiweiwozheixienianlaidefuchuzhongyujiuyaoyouhuibaodeledeshihou,chenxiningquejilewodangtouyibang。
tayaojibiedenanrenshenghaizi。
wobushigehendaduderen,keaidetaibeiweirangchenxiningzongjuedewoshigedadudaokeyibazijideweihunqirangchuquderen。
wozaishafashangfadai,shouji**tuwudixiangqidapoyishiningjing。
shiduonianmeiyoulianxideshenqiaoxin。
suanqilai,wohetayesuandeshangshiqingmeizhuma,nianshaodeshihoutazongshigenzaiwodeshenhou,beirenxiaozheshuo,tashiwode「xiaogenpichong」。
zhangdahoudeshenqiaoxinxingziqingleng,changbeirenshuoshi「shengrenwujin」degaolingzhihua,kewoguoququemeiyouzheiyangdeganjue。
jinguanzaiwoyanlishenqiaoxinhuashaodekelian,ketaquebuyanqifanditingwoneixielajihua。
gaokaozhihou,shenqiaoxinqulejingbei,erwoqulehaicheng。
zaihoulai,woyudaolechenxining,bukejiuyaodiaishangleta,yizhizhuizhuzheta,weileta,woshenzhihaojinianmeiyouhuiguojiangcheng。
suoyixianzaijiedaoshenqiaoxindedianhua,qishiyouxiezaiwoyiliaozhiwai。
wohaimeishuohua,shenqiaoxinneiyouxieqinglengdeshengxianchuantoulejixietingtong。
“nishuodeshizhendeme?”
“什么?”
wolenglebanshangcaimingbaiguolaishenqiaoxinzhideshishenme,wokanzhezhaopianqiangshangneizhangwohechenxininggulinglingdehezhao。
“真的。”
taqingxiaoyisheng,lianyuqidoutouzhexiekaixin。
“ruguonibujieyidehua,kaolvyixiawozenmeyang?”
yizhenfengcongyangtaimeiguanyanshidemenfenglichuijinlai,meilaidejiguaqilaideboshalianbeixianleqilai,qiangjiaodeneipentiantangniaobeigaizhu。
“hao,niyoushenmetiaojian。”
shenqiaoxinsuiranshigelvshi,danshenjiashidaijingshang,liandaizheshenqiaoxinyedaizhexieshangrensiwei,wobuxiangxintaduiwomeisuotu。
“womingtianhuijinifayifenhunqianxieyi。”
guoran,wojiuzhidaoshenqiaoxinbuhuizuokuibendemaimai。
“lingwai,jiaxun,woxiwangninengbawodebeizhugaicheng「laopo」。”
woxiayishidibashoujinakaikanbeizhuming,dequeshishenqiaoxin,wozhijuedetashibushichicuoyaole,buranjinianmeijiantazenmebiandezheime......
“lujiaxun,zheishinimaixiangxinshenghuodediyibu。”
shenqiaoxinhaoxiangbiwogengqingchu,woxianzaideaiqingyituanzao,ertayehenqingchuwozhishibatadangzuotaolizheiduanbujiankangdelianailidefumu。
“neihaiyoushenmebiedeme?”
wowozheshoujideshoubuzijueshoujin。
“jiaxun,nizhidaode,woxuyaoyiduanzhengchangdehunyinguanxi。”
tadeshengyinqingrou,daizhexieguhuodeyiwei。
dagaishizhidaowoxiangwenxieshenme,tatiwojiedalezheigeyihuo。
“yisishi,woxuyaonilvxingsuoyoudefuqiyiwu,chengweiwozhangfudetongshi,yeyaochengweiwohaizidefuqin。”
“jibianjialicuidejin,woyebuxiwangwomenzhijiandehunyinshiyiduanmeiyourenheganqingdeshiyouguanxi。”
woqishenbaguazaitiantangniaoshangdebaiseshaliannaxialai,kanzhechuangwailuoshandetaiyang。
“shenqiaoxin,jiranyaojiehun,wojiumeixiangguogennilaijiadeneiyitao。”
“jiranruci,neiwomingtianquhaichengjienihuilai。”
“jiwobangeyueba,youxiedongxizongdechedishuoqingchude。”
gualedianhua,wojiangshenqiaoxindebeizhucongtadedaminggaichengle「laopo」。
jiuxiangtashuode,zheishiwotaolizheiduanganqingdediyibu。
chenxiningmeiyouzaihuilai,zhunquedishuo,talianzhehaojitiandoumeiyouhuilai。
ruguohuanzuoyiqian,wodagaihuibuyanqifandiyibianyouyibiandatadedianhua,wentaqulenali,shenmeshihouhuilai。
keshixianzai,wozaojiumeiyouneigexinsiquwentale。
fanzhengtazainali,xianeryijian。
wolianxilehechenxiningdejigegongtonghaoyoubaqingjianshoulehuilai,tamenduicigandaohenshijingya。
jibiananzhaochenxiningdeyisibudacaodaban,kewohaishijueqiangdixieleqingjian,jiuxiangshiyizhongyishigan。
wobaneijizhangqingjiansaihuibaoli,shenseandandikanzhetamen,wobingbuxiangyinmanrenheren,rushixianggao:
“ng,xinnianghuanle,jiehunqingjianziranyaozhongxinhuan。”
dangwoneijuhuashuochulaihou,zhouweibingmeiyouxiangqitaiduodejingyasheng。
fanergengduodeshipengyoumenzhijiandexixiaodanao,xianran,tamenbingmeiyoubawodehuadangzhen。
zixixiangxiangyeshi,woyiqianneimexihuanchenxining,duitadelengmocongbuzaiyi。
yaoshihuanchengbierenzuoguotongyangdeshituranshuobujiehunle,gujiwoyebuhuixiangxinba。
danmeiguanxi,wohuiyongshijixingdongxiangsuoyourenzhengming,zheiyiciwoshizhendefangxiale。
woshouhuilesuoyoufachudeqingjian,meiguoduojiu,chenxiningyehuijiale。
tayixiangzhuzhongzhengjie,dancikeshenshangdeneijianbaiselianyiqunqueyoulexiezhezhou,yandibumanlehongxuesi,shenqingpibeibukan。
woyiyanjiukanchuletazhuangtaibujia。
takandaowo,diyijuhuajiuyuwogangzuodejuedingbumouerhe:“zhiqianfachuqudejiehunqingjiandoushouhuiba,wolaoshiqushile,wozhishaoyaoshoubannianxiao,bunengjiehun。”
shuochuzheihuashi,chenxiningkenengyiweiwohuidanaoyichang,huozhegentazhengchao。
bijingjiehunzheishiyeshiwoyizhizaicuide,erqiewoyezhidaowoyeyeyizhizaipanzhewojiehun,wokendingyeshizhejide。
dagailianfanbodehuadouxianghaole,danwoquezhishiyilianpingjing。
“知道了,节哀。”
“laoshidezhuidaohuijintiankai,nipeiwoyiqiqukankanba,tashengqianyizhixiangjianjianni。”
woxibeizideshoudunledun。
jinguanwobingbuxihuanlinsiye,dantadefuqindequeshishourenzunjingdelaojiaoshou,wocengjinghetayouguoyimianzhiyuan。
zaitashenshangwodagainengyongshang「xianfengdaogu」zheigeci。
woyoushihouyebutaimingbai,weishenmezheiyangyigewenweneryadeheshandelaoren,nengyoulinsiyezheiyangdeerzi。
shizheyiyi,woquweitaxianshangyishuhua,yemeiyoushenme。
wocaganjingleshou,quyijulifanchulaiyijianheisededayi,nashangbaogenzhezhengliwanbidechenxiningchulemen。
linlaodequeshigeshourenzunjingde,lingtanglilailehenduoren。
linsiyechanfuzhetademuqindaxieqianlaidiaoyanderen。
jiandaochenxining,linsiyeyixiazisongkailetamuqindeshou,sanliangbushangqianzhuazhechenxiningdeyixiujiukaishihaotaodaku。
daolezuihou,shenzhijiaoxiayiruanchadianshuaidaozaidi。
chenxiningsanbubingzuoliangbushangqianjiangtayibalanzaihuailianweizhe。
“wozaizheierpeipeita,nixianquba。”
wozhishidianlediantou,ranhouduzizoudaolinlaodeyixiangqianjulesangegong,ranhouzouxiangyipangliansecangbaidelaofuren。
“师母,节哀。”
tacalecayanlei,ranhouwozhuwodeshoudianlediantou。
“nijiushixiningdenanpengyouba,xiexienilaikanlaolin。tingshuonimenbenlaidouyaojiehunle,tashigeyouqingyouyidehaizi,zhudongtichuyaotilaoshishouxiaobannian,zhenshixinkunile。”
wojingjingditingzhe,neixinwuweizachen,quemeiyoubiaotai。
womeiyoutiqichenxininghetaerzizhijianneixiehuangtangdeshiqing,danlinmusihunengcongwodeyanshenzhongduchuxieshenme,tashenshenditanlekouqi。
“xiningzheihaizi,womenjihushikanzhetazhangdade。laolinshitadedaoshi,congdaxuedaoshuobo,tayizhidouhenzunjingta。tazhongganqing,caihuizuochuzheiyangdejueding。xiwangnibuyaoguaita。”
linmudehuayuzhongdaizhejifenkenqiu。
womianqiangjichuyigeweixiao,huiyingdao:“wolijietadejueding。”
bijingxinniangyijinghuanleren,wozaizeguaitayemeiyouyiyi。
linmudianlediantou:“niyebuyaojieyisiye,suirantayizhinianzhexining,danwokandechulai,xiningduitabingmeiyouneigeyisi。taqishishixihuannide。”
wodexinmengdiyizhan,youxienanyizhixindikanzhelinmu。
“喜欢我?”
wozhongfuleyibiantadehua,shitucongtadeyanshenzhongxunzhaodaan。
linmujianworucifanying,gengjiajiqiedijieshiqilai:
“haizi,womeipianni。yiqianwohelaolindoujuedetazhengtiandouchenjinzaishubenli,bukenengyouxihuanderen。danzicongnichuxianhou,tazaiwomenmianqianzonghuibujingyiditidaoni。”
“biruzainaliouyuleni,niyouweitazuoleshenmehaochide,huozheweilezhuitazuoleshenmeshashi......suirantingqilaixiangshixianqi,danwomenxinlidoumingbai,neibuguoshitaaierbuzizhidebiaoxian。”
wotingzhelinmudehua,xinzhongwuweizachen。
huoxuzaiyiqian,tingdaozheixiehuawohuigandaokaixinhemanzu。
danxianzai,wozhijuedefengcihekexiao。
ruguochenxiningzhendeaiwo,weishenmewocongweiganshoudaotadezhenxin?
ruguotazhendeaiwo,youweishenmeyuanyihebiedenanrengongtongyunyuyigehaizi?
woshenxiyikouqi,nulirangzijideqingxupingjingxialai。
congtatongyihelinsiyeshenghaizideneiyikeqi,wohetazhudingjiuzoujinlesijuli。
chenxiningzuoweilinlaodeguanmendizi,tashizuihouyigezoude。
wozhanzaibinyiguandemenkou,tadeneiliangchetingzaiwodemianqian,woxiayishijiuyaoqulafujiashidemen,quezaiyaoxiadechechuanglijiandaoleyankuangtonghongdelinsiye。
erlinmuzedaizheyilianqianyidizuozaihouzuo。
womeishuohua,lakaichemenjiuyaoshangchequebeilinsiyedaduan。
“xining,songwoqumuyuanzaikankanbababa,jiuni、wohaiyoumama。”
linmuzhouzhemeitou:“siye!”
linmudehuayingangluo,linsiyequeturandakuqilai:“babazoule,wojiuzhixiangqinjinderenpeiwoyiqigenbabashuoshuohua,zheiyangdoubuxingma!”
“wodenghuierlaijieni。”
chenxiningzaiwodemianqianguanshanglehouzuodechemen,ranhoutouyebuhuidikaizhetaneiliangbaiselanshenglikai。
wozaogaixiguande,zaichenxiningneili,tashishidoubalinsiyefangzaidiyiwei。
wozaibinyiguanmenkoudenglelianggexiaoshi,zhidaotaiyangkuaixiashan,menweidayehaoxindilaiwenwoshibushizaidengren,wocaizhongyuyishidao,jintianchenxiningbuhuilaile。
binyiguanzaijiaoqu,zheilibutaihaodache。
wokanzhechichimeiyourenjiedandeyemianzhongyutanlekouqirenmingdizouchubinyiguan。
yuanbenhaishiqingtian,quezaiwozoudaoyibandeshihoutianjiangdayu,wotuihuiquyebushi,zhinengyingzhetoupiwangshanjiaozou。
haoburongyilanxiayiliangchuzuche。
huidaogongyudeshihou,woyijingjuedezijiyouyixietouzhongjiaoqingle。
wohuluanchonglegereshuizao,youbatoufachuilegebangan,dunzaidianshijupangbianzhaotuishaoyao。
ranhoudaozaichuangshangbazijiguojin。
woshuidehenbuanwen,zhishaobanyexingguolaihaojici,mengliyeguangguailuli,zongjuedemengdaolehenduoshi,danshixinglaiquejibuzhenqie。
wowuliditunxiaganmaoyaozhihou,chenxiningcaikaimenzoulejinlai,meikanwo,jingzhiqulewoshi,piankehoutuizhegexiangzichulai。
“siyezheijitianjingshenzhuangtaibuhao,woqupeipeitajitian。niyoushijiwodadianhua。”
ranhoubudengwohuihuajiulakaimenlikai。
tayanliconglaidoumeiyouwo,buranzenmehuikanbujianwoyinweifaleshaoercanbaidelian。
wozaijialiyangleliangtian,xiehaolecicheng,zaizhouwudeshangwuqulegongsi。
zhuguanweiwandiwenwoshibushixinzibugou,woyaoleyaotou,zhishuoyaohuijia。
“neiniheninvpengyouyihoushiyidilianleba?”
wonazhehrjiwodelizhizhengming,ranhouyaoleyaotou:“meiyou,womenliangmashangyaofenle,woyaoganzhehuiqujiehun。”
zaihrjingyadeyanshenli,wozouchulezheigegongzuolesiniandedifang。
zaiketingkanjianlinsiyedaoshiwoyiliaozhiwaideshiqing。
“nizheishi......?”
chenxiningjiandaowobaozhexiangzi,xianranyouxiejingya,tuokouerchuwendao。
womiansepingjing,suikoubianlegeliyou,lianshangmeiyouyisibeifaxiandehuangluan:“e,gongsihuanlegexinzhi,wojiuxianbadongxibanhuilaile。”
“换到哪儿去了?”
chenxiningmeitouweicu,wogangyuhuida,linsiyequeturanchalejinlai,
“jiaxunge,zuijinwobaguoshi,woxinqingyizhihendiluo,kenengzuolebushaohutushi,birugenxiningtiyiyaogehaizi,xianzaixiangxiangzhenshihuangtang。”
“buguo,wogenxiningzhijianzhendemeishenme,xianzaiwobabuzaile,woyemeileyaohaizideniantou。duibuqi,xiwangnibiewangxinliqu!”
tabaichuyifuchuchukeliandeyangzi,ruofeiwozhiqianyikanguoneitiaochongmantiaoxinyiweideliaotianjilujietu,shuobudinghaizhenhuibeitapianle。
danxianzai,wolandequchuochuantazheixiexiaohuazhao,zhishiqingqingdianlediantou,bianlinzhexiangzihuilefangjian。
dongxiganganzhituodang,shouji**buheshiyidixiangqi,erneishengyin,jingshicongketingchuanlaide。
wozheicaiyishidao,shoujiluozaileketing。
zhengyuchumenququ,menquemengdibeituikai,chenxiningyilianyinchendizhanzaimenkou,shoulinazhewodeshouji,yanshenzhigougoudidingzhewo,
“nishoujilineige「laopo」shishei?”
我们终将一败涂地