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”“lushangxiaoxin。”tazhanqilai，songwodaomenkou。zhensuoliyougudandandexiangwei，bushixiangshui，
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wobalazhefan，hanhudao：“meishuihao。”“shimian？”tayadishengyin，jimeinongyandiwen，
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”taxiaodeyilian“woshibushihengouyisi”debiaoqing。woqueshiqianzhenzigentabaoyuanguo，
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wosuibiandiankaijigewenjianjia，doushixiechangguideyewushuju。jiuzaiwozhunbeiguandiaodeshihou，
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”tazheigefanying，taibuziranle。“xingba，wohuiquzaishishi。”wopailepaitadejianbang，meizaiduowen。
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wonachubijibendiannao，baupanchashang，zhaodaoneigejiamiwenjian，zaimimakuangli，
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zhenduanjieguobushichehuowaishang，ershisigeciyandezi：“jixingyaowuxingshiyi”。baogaozuixiamian，
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zheibaogaoshizhenshijia？ruguoshizhende，neianranzheiyinianlai，douzaiduiwosahuang。
tabushizaibangwo“huifu”jiyi，tashizai“guanli”wodeshiyi。ruguoshijiade，
neigaojieweishenmeyaojiwozheige？taxiangganshenme？wobaneizhangtupianfangdalekan，
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diertianshangban，wojiandaogaojie，xiangwangchangyiyanggentadazhaohu、kaiwanxiao。“neigeyasuobao，wodakaile。
”wuxiudeshihou，wozhuangsiwuyiditiqi。tazhenghezhekele，wenyanqiangleyixia，kedemanliantonghong。
“keke……dakaile？mimashishaa？”“wosuibianshileshiwoyiqianyigexiangmudedaihao，jiukaile。
limianshixielaoshuju，meishenmeyong。”wodingzhetadeyanjing，guanchatameiyisixiweidebiaoqing。
tamingxiansonglekouqi，paizhexiongkoushuo：“neijiuhao，wohaiyiweishishenmezhongyaodedongxini。nengdakaijiuxing。
”tazaisahuang。tajueduizhidaolimianshishenme。tajiwozheigedongxi，jiushiyigeshitan。
shitanwonengbunengcaidaomima，shitanwokandaobaogaohoudefanying。wohuranjuedehoubeifaliang。woshenbian，
daodisheishiren，sheishigui？zheizhouwu，youdaolequanranzhensuoderizi。zheici，wozoujinneijianshuxidezhenliaoshi，
ganjuewanquanbuyiyangle。yiqianwojuedezheilianjing、shushi，xianzaizhijuedeyayi、xujia。
kongqizhongneiguhunhezhezhiwuhexiaodushuideweidao，rangwoyizhenfanwei。“jintianzhuangtaihaoxiangbutaihao？
”anranhaishineifuwenroutitiedeyangzi，jiwodaolebeiwenshui。“ng，youdianlei。”wojieguoshuibei，
beibidewendutouguozhijianchuanguolai。“neiwomenjintianbuliaojiyile，suibianshuodianshenmeba。
”tazaiwoduimiandeshafashangzuoxia，shuangtuibinglong，zishiyouyadexiangjiaokeshu。wokanzheta，
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woyizhihenhaoqi，”wohelekoushui，zhuangzuoxianliao，“nizheizhensuo，nongdegengeyishuguanside，
yinggaihualebushaoqianba？”talengleyixia，suijixiaole：“haihao，doushixiegerenaihao。
”“zheiweidaoyehenhaowen，hentebie。shiyongdeshenmexiangxun？”wojixuwen。“shiyizhongdingzhidefuhejingyou，
youanshendexiaoguo。zenme，nixihuan？xiacikeyisongniyixiaoping。”tadehuidadishuibulou。
woyaoleyaotou：“buyongle，wojiushisuibianwenwen。”wushifenzhongde“liaotian”henkuaijieshu。
woxiangwangchangyiyanggentadaobie，zouchuzhensuo。danwomeiyouzhijiehuijia。woraodaolezhensuodaloudehoumian。
zheilishihouqintongdaohelajichulizhan。jigejudadelvselajitonglizaiqiangjiao，sanfazheyigusuanchouwei。
wozaineierzhanleshifenzhong，meiren。woshenxiyikouqi，zoudaoyigelajitongqian，xiankailegaizi。
yigugengnongliedechouweipumianerlai。worenzheexin，fanzhaoqilai。kuaicanhe，feizhi，suliaodai……zhongyu，
wozaiyiduilajidediceng，zhaodaolejigeyinzhe“beichenglianhejingshenweishengzhongxin”biaozhidelanseyiliaofeiwudai。
daizishifengkoude，danwocongbantoumingdedaibi，nengkandaolimianzhuangzheyixieyongguodezhenguanheyaoping。wonachushouji，
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yaopinmingcheng：lvqianganding。wobushixueyide，danwohuiyongshoujicha。woyongzuikuaidesudusousuozheigeyaoming。
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womeicilaizheili，doubushizai“huifu”jiyi。woshizaibeidingqi“cachu”jiyi。
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anran，gaojie，neigesuoweide“jingshenweishengzhongxin”，tamendouzaiyigejudadehuangyanwangluoli。erwo，
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gaojiejiwodeupanshiweiyidexiansuo。neifenzhenduanbaogaozhishigekaishi，
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gongsijiuxiangyigejudadewutai，suoyourendouzaiyanxi，zhiyouwozheigezhujiaobuzhidaojuben。
woxuyaogengduodexinxi。gaojiedediannao，anrandezhensuo，shenzhishineijiajingshenweishengzhongxin。
danwozhishigeputongyuangong，womeiyouquanxian，yemeiyounengliqudiaochazheixie。weiyidetupokou，
kenengjiuzaigongsidefuwuqili。womengongsishiyijiakejigongsi，zhuyingyewushidashujuherengongzhineng。
gongsidehexinshujudoucunchuzaineibufuwuqili。ruguo“shenyu”xiangmushizhende，neitadexiangguanziliao，
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zhinengjiechudaoyixiezuiwaicengdeshuju。neitianxiawu，wojiazhuangdayinjihuaile，baitbumendexiaolijiaoleguolai。
xiaolishigegangbiyededaxuesheng，jishubucuo，danrenhendanchun。chenzhetamaitouxiudayinjideshihou，
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”tayibianningzheluosi，yibiandeyidishuo。“neiqibushigengetietongyiyang，sheidoujinbuqu？”“chabuduoba。
chufeiyouzuigaoquanxiandemiyao，buransheiyebiexiangdonghexinshuju。”“zuigaoquanxian？neideshijinzongjibiedeba？
”wojixutaohua。“jinzong，haiyoujigexiangmuzongjianyou。e，duile，weilefangbianweihu，
itbudezhuguanyeyouyigebeiyongmiyao，buguoneigemiyaopingshishisuozaibaoxianjulide，
yaolianggerentongshishumimacainengdakai。”woxinliyouleshu。wanshang，womeiyouhuijia，
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woxinzangkuangtiao，xunsudakaitadewendang，kaishisousuo“shenyu”、“anran”、“zhouyan”zheixieguanjianci。
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zheibuzhengchang。taibuzhengchangle。womeiyoufangqi，kaishifanchaxitongrizhi。zhongyu，zaiyigebuqiyandejiaoluo，
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woshunzheneigeipdizhichaxiaqu，zuizhongzhixiangleyigedifang——gongsidixiaercengdefuwuqizhongxin。
jiuzaizheishi，wotingdaolezoulanglichuanlailejiaobusheng。wohedeganjinguandiaosuoyouchuangkou，badiannaohuifuyuanyang，
ranhoushandianbandipaohuizijidezuowei，zhuangzuozairenzhengongzuodeyangzi。jiaobushengyuelaiyuejin，
zaiwodegejianmenkoutingxiale。“zhouyan？haimeizou？”wotaiqitou，shigaojie。taxiaomimidikanzhewo，
shoulihaitizheliangbeikafei。“re，kannijiabanxinku，jinidailebei。”tabayibeikafeifangdaowozhuoshang。
“xiele。”wodehoubeiyijingshitoule。“zenmeyang，gongzuohaishunlima？”talalebayizi，
zaiwopangbianzuoxia。“haixing，jiuyixieshujuyaochuli。”“bietaileile。”tapailepaiwodejianbang，
ranhouxiangshixiangqileshenme，yipainaodai，“e，duile，wohuranxiangqilai，woupanlineigejiamiwenjian，
mimahaoxiangshi‘chimera’，nishishikan。”chimera。kamaila，
xilashenhualideshitou、yangshen、sheweidepenhuoguaiwu。yigexiangmudedaihao，huiyongzheimeqiguaidecima？
takanzhewo，xiaoronglidaizheyisiwokanbudongdeyiwei。tabushilaisongkafeide。tashilaiqueren，
wodaodiyoumeiyoufaxiantademimi。yeshilaijiwoyigexinde，kenengshixianjingdexiansuo。gaojiezoulezhihou，
wodingzheneibeihaimaozhereqidekafei，yikoumeidong。chimera。taweishenmeyaogaosuwozheigemima？
zheishiyigexindexianjing，haishiyigeliangxinfaxiandetishi？wobugandu。huidaojia，
woyongxunijidakaileneigeupan。xunijijiuxiangyigeshahe，jiusuanwenjianliyoubingdu，
yebuhuiganranwodezhudiannao。wozhaodaoneixiehouzhuishi“.hymn”dejiamiwenjian，suibianxuanleyige，
shurulemima“chimera”。zheiyici，wenjianjiekaile。danchulaideshiyigebofangqijiemian，
danpingmushiheide，zhiyouyinpin。wodaishangerji，dianlebofang。“……shiyanti7hao，zhurujiliang12。
naobohuodong……chuxianjuliebodong。
jiyipianduankaishiboli……”yigebinglengde、budairenheganqingdenanshengzainianzhebaogao。beijingyinli，
jiazazheweiruodedianliushengheyigenanrentongkude**。wodeweiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai。zheishishenme？
rentishiyandeluyin？wojieliandakailehaojigewenjian，neirongdoudatongxiaoyi。butongdeshiyantibianhao，
butongdeyaowujiliang，danjieguodoushiyiyang——bolijiyi。tamenbushizaizhiliaoshiyi。tamenshizaizhizaoshiyi。
wohuranyishidao，“.hymn”zheigehouzhui，bushishenmeluanma。tadeyisishi“zanmeishi”。
zheiqunfengzi，bazheizhongcanwurendaodeshiyan，dangchengshishangdidefuyin。zaizuihouyigeyinpinwenjiandemowei，
wotingdaoleyigeshuxideshengyin。shianran。tadeshengyinhaishiyirujiwangdiwenrou，
danshuochulaideneirongquerangwomaogusongran。“‘linghaobingren’suxingle。jiyifugaichenggong，
jiuyoujiyimokuaiyibeichedigeli。taduixinzhirudeshenfen‘zhouyan’meiyoubiaoxianchurenhepaichifanying。
‘shenyu’xiangmu，keyijinruxiayijieduanle。”linghaobingren……zhouyan……wozhaixiaerji，hunshenfaleng，
xiangshidiaojinlebingkulong。wobushizhouyan。zhishao，woyuanbenbushi。“zhouyan”zheigeshenfen，
shitamenzhirujiwode。woderensheng，wodegongzuo，wodetongshiguanxi，shenzhiwoduiwozijiderenzhi，
quandoushijiade。shiyiduanbeijingxinbianxiehaodechengxu。neiwodaodishishei？
neigebeitamenchengwei“linghaobingren”deren，youshishei？woxiangshibeichouzoulesuoyouliqi，tanzaiyizishang。
chuangwaidechengshidenghuotongming，danwozhijuedeyipianheian。wobixujinrugongsidehexinfuwuqi。zhiyouzaineili，
wocainengzhaodaoguanyu“linghaobingren”he“shenyu”xiangmudewanzhengziliao。zhiyouzaineili，wocainengzhidao，
wodaodishishei。womeiyouitzhuguanbaoxianjudemima，danwoyoulingwaiyigebanfa。
itbumenweilefangbianyejianweihu，shezhileyigeyuanchengweihutongdao。zheigetongdaodequanxianhengao，
danxuyaoyigedongtaikouling。erzheigedongtaikouling，meifenzhongdouhuishuaxin，koulingshengchengqibeisuozaizhuguandechoutili。
buguo，wozhidaozheigekoulingshengchengqidesuanfa。zheishiwo……bu，shi“zhouyan”zheigeshenfen，
zairuzhipeixunshixuedaode。dangshizhijuedeshigemeishenmeyongdexiaozhishi，
meixiangdaoxianzaichenglewoweiyidejiumingdaocao。suanfadehexin，
shijiyufuwuqideshishicpuwendu、wangluoliulianghedangqianshijianchuo，
sanzhetongguoyigefuzadehanshujinxingyunsuan。woyaozuode，jiushizhaodaozheisangeshishishuju。shijianchuozuijiandan。
cpuwenduhewangluoliuliangbijiaomafan，woxuyaoyigenenghunjinfuwuqizhongxindejihui。jihuihenkuaijiulaile。
zhousan，gongsifabutongzhi，yinweiyaojinxingxiaofangxitongniandujianxiu，
benzhouwuwanfuwuqizhongxinhuiduandianweihubanxiaoshi。suoyouyuangongxuyaozaineizhiqianbaocunhaozijidegongzuo。duandian。
zheiyiweizhe，fuwuqizhongxindemenjinxitonghuizanshishixiao。zheibanxiaoshi，jiushiwodehuangjinshijian。zhouwuwanshang，
wogenwangchangyiyangjiaban。dengdaobangongshiliderendouzouguangle，woqiaoqiaoliujinleloutijian。womeiyouqudixiaerceng，
ershiqulelouding。fuwuqidesanrexitongzailouding。wogenjugongsidejianzhutuzhi，