《如果情深真能似海》 小说介绍
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第一章
heliqian,wojileqingmeizhumadejiangjunfujunsancijihui。
diyici,taqianjiudiduiwoshuoshengmingnanwei,jiangwocongzhengqibianchengleqieshi。
dierci,tajiwofuzhongdehaizizhunbeilechushengli,yongyupeihuanwobanchuzhuyuan。
disanci,woxinrusihuilikai,taquedangzhezhongrendemianshuowofuqinsiyouyugu。
zheiyici,wochedikantouleta。
nanchanshiquyishiqian,wozhizuoleyijianshi。
jiushirangrennachuzaojiubeihaodehelishu。
houlaitingshuo,neiweinianshaoyouweidezhenguojiangjun,yiyebaitou。
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zicongcihundeshengzhixiada,fujuncijiuzaishufangdaileyizhengye。
zheishitadiyicimeiyouzaiwodefangliguoye。
suoyourendouyiwei,tashizaixiangzheruhekangzhi。
zhiyouwozhidao,tashizaidengwozheigeshenhuaiyouyundezhengqishangmenqiuta。
qiutabuyaokangzhi,naxinrenjinmen。
bijing,shengshangrangtaqude,bushibieren,zhengshitayijianzhongqingdexiaoguniang。
erta,shebude“zhongzhenbuer”demingsheng,gengshebudeqingmeizhumadeyunqi。
zhuyuannei,wotaishoufushangyijingbageyuedeyundu,duziyanxiasuoyoudekuse:
“走吧。”
jintianshishengshangxiazhidediertian。
yeshiwojuedinghefujuncihelidediertian。
zhengshicaozhangyingfeidejijie,yuanzilidechameikaidezhenghao。wozixiaoaihua,jinmendediyitian,fujuncijiurangrenzaijiangjunfuzhongmanlehua。
neimexianeryijiandechongai,wochenjinlezhengzhengsannian。
xianzaizaikan,zhiyiyan,jiucitonglewodexin。
conghouyuandaoshufang,meiyoutongbao、meiyouzulan。
shunliderangrenbuganxiangxinzheijuranshiyiguozhongchendefudi。
fujuncizuozaishuzhuoqian,yanxiadaizhemingxiandewuqing。
“晚凝,你来了。”
wongleyisheng,zhuangzuotingbuchutahualidedudingheqidai。
jianwomeijiehua,fujunciyanshenyishan,ziguzidikaikou:
“wanning,shengzhideshiqing......”
wochelechejiangyingdezuijiao,yanhanrelei:
“将军,接旨吧。”
“jiudangshi......kanzaijiangjunfushangshangxiaxiajishikourendexingming。”
“qieshen......qiuni......”
shuowanzuihouyijuhua,wolikedixialetou,yanleixunsuhuaguolianjia,yinrudimian。
nianqingdejiangjunzhangtanlekouqi,jiangzijishanjierenyideqizibaozaihuaili,manlianlianxi:
“wanning,weiqunile。”
“不委屈。”
委屈又有什么用?
wozhishinanguo,nanguonipianlewozheimejiu,quehaishiyinweilinpianyueluchumajiao。
woningyuan......ningyuanniyizhipianxiaqu。
erbushizaiwozuolesannian“yuandeyixinren”demeimenghou,zaijiangwoyibangzidaxing。
duzilidehaizipangfoyefaxianlewodeyanlei,buandidongledong。
woganshouzhexuemaixiangliandexintiao,yuanbenjiandingdexiangfayebiandeyouyu。
yexu,woyinggaiweilehaizi,renxiazheifenxinsuan。
yexu,jiusuantabianlexin,yehaishizaiyiwomendehaizi。
也许......
woxianglehenduo,kefujuncizhiyijuhuajiujiaomielewodeyouyu。
“wanning,shengshangdeyisishinibijingshigezuichenzhinv,suoyi......ayuejinfuhou,taweizhengqi。”
shoupadiaozaidishang,wushengwuxi。
jiuxiangwoduifujuncideneikezhenxin,zaiwurenzaiyideshihou,chedisuilie。
“yejiushishuo......yihou,woshiqiele?”
fujuncibugankanwo,dianlediantou。
我闭上眼,声音哽咽
“neiwomendehaizini?”
fujuncichenmoleyihuier,shayadikaikou:
“ruguoniyuanyi,wohuibatajizaiayuedemingxia,yihouhaishidizi。”
好一个还是嫡子。
这样施舍般的语气。
fujunci,niyeshuodechukou。
zhengkaiyan,wozhongyuxiadingjuexin。
jiangtiqianzhunbeihaodezhangbenfangdaozhuoshang。
“zheixieshifulidezheixiezhangbenyihoujiujiaoyouxin......furenzhangguanba。”
“zhishihaiyaobaituojiangjunzaizheixieqishushangqianzi,yimianzhihouzaochengwuhui。”
fujuncilengleyixia,sishimeixiangdaowozheimedafang。
ketaxianzaimanxinmanyandoushilinpianyue,likejiuyingxialewodehua。
kanyemeikanjiuqianshanglemingzi。
fangxiabi,tagandongdelazhuwodeshou,baozhengdao:
“wanning,xiangxinwo,yihouwoyidinghuiduinihehaizigenghaode。”
wochelechezuijiao,xiaodekuse。
什么叫做更好?
ruguonizhendezaiyihaizi,youzenmehuizaixinrenhaimeijinmen,jiuxianghaolebatajizaibiedenvrenmingxia。
ruguonizhendezaiyiwo,youzenmehuizhiguzhegandong,kanbuchuwodeqiangyanhuanxiao。
都是假的。
jiuxiangneidieqishu,yeshijiade。
zuihouyizhangshiwotiqianxiehaodehelishu。
womendefuqiqingfenhuizhongjiezai,nilvxingnuoyanbangxiejiafangongdeneitian。
倒计时,七天。
houlailiangtian,fujunciyiciyemeiyoutajinguozhuyuan。
shenbiandeyahuangaosuwo,zheijitianfujunciyizhidaizhelinpianyuechushuangrudui。
tamenzaidenggaoloushangyue,zaiyuguifangpinshi,zaimahuishangsaima,zaihebianfangdeng。
cengjingfujuncipeiwozuoguodemeiyijianshi,rujin,doubeitayiyibuchangjilelinpianyue。
sihuzheiyang,jiunengminmiediaohewodesannian。
wohefujuncishiqingmeizhuma,congxiaoyiqizhangda。
basuineinian,taweilejianwofanqiang,shuaiduanletuitanglezhengzhengbannian。
shiliusuineinian,tazhidaowoxihuanhuabenlidejiangjun,manzhezhangbeiqiwencongwu,duzicanjun。
shibasuineinian,fuqinbeirenxianhai,liufanglingnan。
fujuncishoudaoxiaoxicongbianguanganhuilai,bugujiarenquanzu,zhiyiquwojinmen。
他说:
“wanning,woyidinghuihuzhunide。”
他说:
“wanning,dengwozangoulejungong,woyidinghuiquzhaohuangshang,rangtahaixiejiaqingbai。”
neiyike,tachenglewodeguang。
kexianzai,tayaozhaozaibierenshenshangle。
yexushiyishidaolezuijinduiwotaiguolengluo,wanshangfujuncizhongyuchouchuleshijiankanwo。
bishi,wozhengzuozaitashangweiduzilidehaizixiuhutouxie。
yitaitou,jiukandaolemanlianchunfengdeyidefujunci。
mashangjiunengyingquxinrenjinmenle,tashigaideyide。
wobushuohua,fujunciyebujuedewuliao。
conghuailitaochuyikuaishanghaodeyangzhiyudijiwo。
“wanning,zheishiwojihaizizhunbeidechushengli,xihuanma?”
woyouxiejingya,meixiangdaotahaijidewomendehaizi。
jieguoyupei,shangmianhaidaizhenanrendetiwen,shaoshaoqusanlewoxintoudeyinmai。
“nanweijiangjunhaijide,womendehaiziyidinghuixihuande。”
chuixiatou,wotaishoufushangdupi,sihulianhaiziyezaigaoxing。
jianwoluchulexiaolian,fujunciyexiaolejisheng,jiezhelianshangshanguoyisichouchu:
“wanning,woxianggennishanglianggeshi。”
“ayuemashangjiuyaojiajinlaile,zheizhuyuan......yegaikongchulaile。”
“nifangxin,banyuanzideshiqingwohuirangguanjiabanhao,buhuirangnileidaode。”
yupeidiaozaidishang,fachu“guangdang”yisheng。
suoyoudereqingdouzaishunjianximie。
woxiayishizhuajinlexishangdebuliao,zhenjianhuapoleshouzhang。
“nizhaowo,jiushiweilezheijianshi?”
wohaiyiweinishizhendexianglaikanwo。
qifenyixiabiandeningzhi,fujuncipianguotou,chenmoleyihuiershuodao:
“wanning,bijingnixianzaishi......qiele。”
“shia,wozenmewangle,woshiqiele。”
zaiguojitian,wodefujunjiuyaozaizheigefangjian,hexinrendongfanghuazhule。
我该自觉的。
chelechezuijiao,woquejibuchuyigexiaorong,zhiliuxiafahongdeyanjiao。
“好,我知道了。”
dedaolexiangyaodehuiying,fujuncimeilianzailiu,jicongcongdizoule。
zhishitachuyuanmenqian,huitoukanleyanjinbizhedechuangling,buzhidaozaixiangxieshenme。
womeiyouqujiandiaozaidishangdeyupei,zhishihongzheyanjixuxiuhua。
yanleibushoukongzhidiluoxia,zhanshileganjingdebuliao。
时间,还剩四天。
yiriyizao,guanjiajiudaizherenlaitiwobanyuan。
yixingrenhaohaodangdangdezoujinlai,lianshangzaimeiyoucongqiandegongjing。
wozuozaiyuanzhong,lengmodikanzhetamendedongzuo,yanlizaiwubolan。
douzheiyangle,hainengzaichadaonaerquni?
bandaoyiban,shenhouchuanlaiyidaohuanxindenvsheng。
“junci,zheijiushiwoyihoudeyuanzima?”
linpianyueqinmidiwanzhefujuncideshou,xiaodeyiliantianmi。
fujuncichongnidimolemotadetou,shengyinshiwoshuxidewenrou:
“嗯,喜欢吗?”
linpianyuehuanshileyiyanzhouwei,shixianluozaiyuanzilidehuapushang,yanlihuaguoyisixianqi。
“qitadoutinghaode,jiushizheixiehuataichoule。”
woxiaolexiao,zhijiekaikou:
“jiranbuxihuan,neijiuquanhuanleba。”
“fanzhengdoushixiebuzhiqiandedongxi。”
两人这才注意到我。
fujuncixiayishilakaileyulinpianyuedejuli,zhoumeidao:
“zenmebuzhiqian,zheixiehua......”
fujuncidehuameishuowan,kewomenbicidouxinzhiduming。
zheixiehuashifujunciquwojinmenneinian,yikeyikeqinshouzaixiade。
曾经,我视若珍宝。
现在,一文不值。
linpianyuelianseweibian,buhuaihaoyidishangxiadalianglewoyiyan,shixiandinggezaiwolongqideyundu。
“junci,tajiushinikouzhongdeneigezuichenzhinv?”
yijuhua,dasuilewosuoyoudejiaoao。
woxiangqilexiejiahuozuideneitian,suoyoucengjingjiaohaoderendouzaiqingkejianbianlelian。
tamenxianqidikanzhewo,jijinsuonengdiyongexindeziyanmiaohuiwo。
zhiyoufujunci,zhiyouta。
jikairenqun,jiangwohuzaishenhou,zhenchengdiduiwoshuo:
“wanning,woxiangxinxiejia,xiangxinbofu,tajuebuhuishizuichen。”
neishidehuayupangfohaizaierbian,yanqianderenqueyibushibishirenle。
taishoumoshanglianjia,zhijuedeyipianbingliang。
fujuncimianshangshanguoyisihuangluan,chaowozouleliangbu。
“wanning,wo......”
kexiayimiao,linpianyuejiulazhuletadeyixiu。
jiaobudunzhu,tahuitoukanleyanlinpianyue,zuihouhaishichenmole。
wojiannandizhanqishen,xinzangzhujianbiandelengying。
“baoqian,woshenzibushi,xianzoule。”
tingzheduzi,wohuanmanquejiandingdiluguoliangren。
jiuxiangshiluguolezhiqiandesannian。
congjintianqi,guowangsannian,yanxiaoyunsan。
cajianerguodeshunjian,wotingjianlinpianyuexiaozheshuo:
“xieyiniang,niyidingyaohaohaozhaogushenti。”
“junciyijinggenwoshuole,dengnibahaizishengxialaile,jiubaojiwoyang。”
“bijing,niyebuxiangzijidehaizi,yougezuichenzhinvdemuqinba?”
话落,满院寂静。
wobuganzhixindizhuanguoshen,kanxiangfujunci。
“她说什么?”
fujunciminzhechun,bugankanwo。
“wanning,woyeshiweilewomendehaizizhexiang。”
“niyebuxiangrangtachushenghoubeirenchaoxiao,yougezuichenzhinvmuqinba?”
wolenglengdikanzheta,xinzangpangfobeiyizhangwuxingdedashoufanfurounie。
rangwojihuchuanbuguoqilai。
wobuzhidaowodehaizihuibuhuixianqiwozheigemuqin。
kewowubiqueren,fujuncideqingjian。
zhijianshenshenqiajinzhangxin,wojihushipudaolefujuncideshenbian,jinjinzuanzhuletadexiukou:
“fujunci,nidayingguowode,huizaisanrihoudezaochaotixiejiafanan。”
“neishi,wojiubushizuichenzhinvle,wodehaiziyebuhuibeirenxiaohuale。”
duziyekaishitengle,danwomeixinsizaiyi,zhishizhiaodikanzhefujunci,xiangqiugeanxin。
kefujuncideliansequezhujianbiandeqingbai,takanzhe,zuichunrudonglejixiadoushuobuchuyigezi。
fanershilinpianyuezidedeshengyinxiangqi:
“shenyiniangnihaibuzhidaoa,jiangjunyijingyongjungonghuanlecihundeshengzhi。”
“xiejia**,xiacizaishuoba。”
fujuncimianlukuijiu,shengyinxiaoderangwojihutingbuqing。
他说:
“wanniang,rensibunengfusheng。”
“fanzhengbofutamendouyijingbuzairenshile,pingbu**de,yemeishenmeguanxi......”
wozhenjingdikanzheta,turanxiaole。
笑出了眼泪。
haoyigerensibunengfusheng。
好一个没关系。
都是骗子,骗子。
wodingdingdikanzhefujunci,yanlideguangchediximie。
“你骗我。”
“你骗我。”
yanleihualuo,zheiyici,woqueliancaqudeliqidoumeiyou。
woxiangbumingbai,ruguonizhendekanbushangwo。
youweishenmeyaodayingbangwo。
jiwoxiwangdeshini,shuohuibangwodeshini,zuihouqingjianwode,yeshini。
傅君辞,你好狠。
duziyuelaiyueteng,xianxueshunzheshuangtuirushileyiqun。
youxiarenzhuyidao,jianjiaoleyisheng。
“将军,血!”
fujunciyanshenyining,lianmangjiangwobaoqichongjinlexiangfang。
“快叫大夫!快!”
yuanzishunjianluanleqilai,xiarenmenjihuanghuangdipaochuqujiaoren。
linpianyuebuhuaihaoyidizoushangqian,anshidao:
“junci,doushuonvrenshengchanshitiandixiazuizangdeshiqing,nigenwochuqu,kebiezhanranlehuiqi。”
“zaishuole,woqiaozheshenyiniangliulezheimeduoxue,yebuxiangshiyoufuqide。”
“shuobuding......”
“闭嘴!”
fujuncizhuanguotou,xinghongzheyandengletayiyan,zhuanguotoulazhewodeshou,shengyinzhandou:
“wanning,wocuole,wobugaiqinide。”
“zhiyaonihaohaode,woyidingquqiuhuangshang,qiutabangxiejiafanan。”
“你别丢下我。”
wotengdejihuhunjue,quehaishimeicuoguoliangrendeduihua。
心里只觉得讽刺。
weishenmerenmenzongshiyaozhendeshiqucaihuidongdehouhui。
zheiyangdehouhui,youdaodiyoujifenzhenxin?
ganshouzheshentijianjianshiquliqi,woyongjinzuihouyisilizhirangfujunciqushoushihedezuidixia。
拿出那份和离书。
wozhidaonvzishengchanshidaoguimenguan。
woyebuquedingzijinengbunengpinganshengxiahaizi。
jiaruwozhendetingbuguoqu,wojuebuyaowohewodehaizi,daizhefujuncidexingshisiqu。
zheishiwozuoweixiejianv,zuihoudezunyan。
fujuncitingdaolewodehua,lianmangyazhesangzirangrenquna。
yanleidiluozaiwodeshoushang,wanrufuguzhiju。
让我恶心。
dafuhewenpoganlai,jiangtatuichulexiangfang。
wosonglekouqi,youhenkuaibei**juliedetengtongdaizoulelizhi。
fujuncizaiyuanwai,congtianliangdengdaotianhei。
zhidaoyingerdetikushengchuanlai,tacaihuiguoshentanzuozaidishang。
wenpobaozhehaizizouchulai。
fujunciyanshenyiliang,jiqiedijieguohaizi。
xiaoronghaiweiyangqi,jiuyoukandaowenponachuleyifengxin。
buzhiweihe,tadexinturanluanleyipai,zhuizhuibuan。
budengxunwen,wenpopibeideshengyinxiangqi:
“jiangjun,zheishiniyaodehelishu。”
如果情深真能似海