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jie。yiji，duianrandekewang。wokaishimanzhezongbu，yemanzheanran，zaishenye，duziwaichu“shoulie”。
zheizuochengshi，zaiputongrenkanbujiandejiaoluo，yinzangzhewushudeguiyi。tamenshichengshidejishengchong，
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pingzhewoneifeirendeganzhi，wonengqingyidizhaodaotamen。xulie9de“yuanying”，xulie8de“huapigui”，
shenzhi，shixulie7de“meishijia”。zaijueduideliliangmianqian，
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woli“ren”zheigegainian，yuelaiyueyuan。shijiezaiwoyanzhong，buzaishijiayuan。
tabianchengleyigejudade、chongmanleshiwude……liechang。anranchajuedaolewodebianhua。“chenyuan，
nizuijin……shuidehaoma？”yitianwanshang，tajiwoduanlaiyibeireniunai，zuozaiwodechuangbian，qingshengwen。
“henhao。”wohuida。zheishihuangyan。wojihuyijingbuxuyaoshuimianle。“keshi，nishoule。
erqie……”tayouyuleyixia，haishishuolechulai，“nishenshangdeweidao，bianle。”“shenmeweidao？
”“biande……henleng。xiangdongtiandebing。”takanzhewo，yanshenlichongmanledanyou，
“yebiande……henyougongjixing。youshihouwobanyexinglai，ganjueshuizaiwoshenbiande，bushini，
ershiyijianshoulianlesuoyoufengmangdebingqi。”wodexin，xiangshibeishenmedongxicileyixia。
zheishijiuweide、yisiweiruode“tongjue”。wozhidao，zheishishuyu“chenyuan”zheigerenleide、cancundeqinggan。
“bieduoxiang。”woshenchushou，xiangyaoxiangyiqianyiyang，fumotadelianjia。kewodeshou，zaibankongzhong，quedunzhule。
wopawodechumo，buzaishianfu，ershiyizhong……xiedu。wopawozheishuangniesuilewushuguiyihexindeshou，
huinongzangta。woshouhuileshou，dandandishuo：“kenengshizuijinyalitaidale。shuiba。”wotangxia，beiduizheta。
zaiheianzhong，wonengqingxidi“kan”daotaneiyinweiwodelengdanerbiandeshiluo、weiqudebiaoqing。
woneng“ting”daotaneiyayizhede、xiweidetanxi。
woneng“wen”daotashenshangneiyinweiqingxubodongerbiandegengjianongyude、tianmeide“shengmingnengliang”。wodehoulong，
youkaishifagan。wozuanjinlequantou，zhijiashenshendixianruzhangxin，yongtengtong，
laiduikangneiguxiangyaohuiguotoujiangtapudao、tunshideyemanchongdong。chenyuan，nishigeguaiwu。wozaixinli，
yibianbiandiduizijishuo。danguaiwu，yeyinggaiyouzijizuihoudedixian。anran，bushishiwu。
tashiwode……jiushu。weilezhuanyizheizhongkepadeyuwang，wokaishigengjiapinfandiwaichushoulie。
woxiangyigeyinjunzi，kaozhetunshineixiedidengdeguiyi，laihuanjiewodui“zhongjimeishi”dekewang。wodeliliang，
zaishikongdipengzhang。erwo，yezaishikongdebianyuan，fengkuangdishitan。zhongyu，wowantuole。neitianwanshang，
wozhuizongzheyiguyichangqiangdadenengliangbodong，laidaolechengjiaodeyizuomuyuan。woyiwei，
neiyoushiyizhixulie7zuoyoude、meiweide“dianxin”。danwocuole。dangwotarumuyuandeneiyike，wocaifaxian，
neibushiyizhi。ershiyiqun。zhengzhengshangbaizhiyoushiguheyuanqiningjuerchengde“mubeixingzhe”，
tamenzuchengleyigeguiyide“juntuan”。erzaizheiqun“shibing”dezhongyang，
yigechuanzhegudaijiangjunkaijiade、qizheyipibaiguzhanmadejudashenying，
zhengsanfazherangwodougandaoxinjide、xulie6deqiangdaqixi。“mubeijiangjun”。yijitade，wanglingjuntuan。
wobeibaoweile。zheishiwodiyici，zaishouliezhong，bianchengleliewu。“youyisi。”wotianletianzuichun，
bujingfanxi。wodeshentili，neigushuyufeirencunzaide、shixuehaodoudebenxing，beichedijifalechulai。
jiranpaobudiao。neijiu，baocanyidunba。diwuzhang：duiyoudetiwen，weiheruciguntang？neishiyichangtusha。
huozheshuo，shiyichangshengyan。shangbaizhi“mubeixingzhe”，zaiputongxuliezhekanlai，
shizuyicuihuiyizuoxiaozhendezainan。danzaiwoyanzhong，
tamenzhishiyiqunyongjide、sanfazhefuxiuqixide“yasuobinggan”。zhandou，congyikaishijiujinrulebairehua。
womeiyoushiyongrenhejiqiao。zhishizuichuncuide、zuiyemandelilianghesudu。wodeshenti，
huazuoyidaowufabuzhuodeheiseshandian，zaiwanglingjuntuanzhongchuansuo。meiyicishanshuo，doubansuizhegugesuiliedeshengyin，
heyikekesanfazhehuiseguangmangde、weixiaodeguiyihexinbeiwotunshi。neixiehexin，weidaobingbuhao。ganse，
jianying，daizheyiguchenfudenituwei。dantamenyunhandeliliang，quexiangjuanjuanxiliu，buduandihuiruwotinei，
rangwoganjuebudaosihaodepibei。“mubeijiangjun”nuhouzhe，huiwuzheshouzhongjudadeguzhizhandao，xiangwokanlai。
daofengshang，chanraozhenongyudesiwangqixi，zuyirangxulie7deqiangzheshunjianbiming。womeiyoushanduo。
wozhishitaiqiyizhishou，qingmiaodanxiedi，zhuazhuleneishidalichendedaoren。“kaca——！”jianyingdegudao，
zaiwoshouzhong，xiangyigencuiruodebinggan，cuncunduanlie。“mubeijiangjun”neikongdongdeyankuangli，diyici，
touchulemingwei“zhenjing”deqingxu。taxiangyaohoutui，danyijinglaibujile。woqishenershang，yiquan，
zhijiehongzailetadexiongjiashang。youbainianxuantiedazaodekaijia，shunjianaoxian、suilie。wokandaole。
zaitaneijudadexiongqiangli，yikeyingertouludaxiaode、rutongheiyaoshibandehexin，zhengzaijuliedibodong。
zheicaishi……zhucai。wotianletianzuichun，zhengzhunbeijiangtataochulai，xiangyongwodezhanlipin。jiuzaizheishi，
yigebinglengde、daizheyisixixuedeshengyin，congbuyuanchuchuanlai。“zezeze，zhenshijingcaidebiaoyan。yigeren，
dantiaoleyizhenggewanglingjuntuan。gaizenmechenghunini？xinren？”womengdihuitou。zhijianmuyuandeweiqiangshang，
buzhiheshi，zuozheyigenanren。tachuanzheyishendetideheisefengyi，daizheyidinglimao，maoyanyadehendi，
kanbuqingtadelian。tadeshenshang，meiyousihaodenengliangbodong，jiuxiangyigewurucidideputongren。danwodezhijue，
quezaifengkuangdijianjiao。weixian！jiduweixian！zheigenanrenjiwodeganjue，
shenzhibi“mubeijiangjun”haiyaokongbubaibei！tajiuneimejingjingdizuozaineili，quexiangyigeheidong，
yaojiangzhouweisuoyoudeguangxian，douxijinqu。“nishishei？”womiqileyanjing，baichulejiebeidezitai。“wo？
”nanrenqingxiaoyisheng，congweiqiangshangtiaolexialai，dongzuoyouyadexiangyizhimao，“nikeyijiaowo……‘mushizhe’。
”mushizhe？meitingshuoguodedaihao。bushi“yexunzhe”deren。“nihewo，shitonglei。
”mushizhehuanhuandixiangwozoulai，“wonengwendaonishenshangneigu……xinxianeryouqiangdadeweidao。nihennianqing，
danniyijingzoulehenyuan。biwodangchu，zoudehaiyaokuai。”tonglei？wodexin，mengdiyichen。nandaota，
yehewoyiyang……“nihaizaiyayiziji，duima？”mu-shizhetingzaiwoshimikaiwaidedifang，wailewaitou，
xiangshizaixinshangyijianyouqudeyishupin，“nizaihaipa，haipazijichedibianchengguaiwu。
nishenzhi……haibaoliuzheyixiekexiaode、shuyurenleide‘ganqing’。”tadehua，xiangyibadao，
jingzhundipoukailewodeweizhuang。“kankanni，”tazhilezhiwo，“nideliliang，yijingchaoyuelesuoweidexulie6。
dannidelinghun，quehaitingliuzaiyuandi，ruoxiao，kebei。nijiuxiangyigenazheshenzhiwuqideyinger，
zhihuiyongtalaizahetao。”“nizhidaoma？nitineideliliang，buyinggaibeizheimelangfei。
tamenkewangzhegenggaojiede‘shiliang’，kewangzhe……tongleidexuerou。”tadeshengyin，chongmanleguhuo。
xiangmoguidediyu，zaiwoerbianhuixiang。“tonglei？”wolengxiaoyisheng，“wokebujide，woyoushenmeguaiwutonglei。
”“zuiying。”mushizheyaoleyaotou，yuqilidaizheyisilianmin，“nihenkuaijiuhuimingbaide。dangnifaxian，
nishenbianneixie‘duiyou’detiwen，weihehuibiandeneimeguntangyourenshi；dangnifaxian，
nineigezhiyuxidexiaonvyou，zainiyanzhong，
yuelaiyuexiangyikewanmeide、huizoulude‘shendan’shi……nijiuhuilaizhaowole。”tadehua，rangworuzaoleiji。
tazenmehuizhidaoanran？tazenmehuizhidaowoneixinzuishenchu、zuiheiandemimi？“womenhuizaijianmiande，
‘xinren’。”mushizheduiwoxingleyigeyouyadetuomaoli，ranhou，tadeshenti，jiuneimepingkongdi，
rongrulebeihoudeyinyingzhizhong，xiaoshibujian。fangfotacongweichuxianguo。wozhanzaiyuandi，jiujiuwufahuishen。
“mushizhe”……tadaodishishei？tashuode，youshishenmeyisi？duiyoudetiwen……woxiayishidi，
huixiangqihelimotamenbingjianzuozhanshideqingjing。wohaoxiang，
queshiduitamenshenshangneigushuyuxuliezhede“nengliangqixi”，yuelaiyueminganle。neiganjue，
jiuxiang……jiuxiangjichangluluderen，wendaolemianbaodexiangqi。yigekepadeniantou，zaiwonaozhongshengqi。
wo……kaishikewangtunshiwodetongleile？bu！bukeneng！woshuaileshuaitou，qiangpozijibuzaiquxiang。wozhuanguoshen，
jiangneikeshuyu“mubeijiangjun”deheiyaoshihexin，henhendiniesui，tunlexiaqu。xinla，kuangbao。
xiangyituanhunhezheyanjianghebolizhadehuoyan，zaiwodeshidaolizhakai。judadeliliang，chongjizhewodelizhi。
woxuyao……zhendingji。woxuyaoanran。wofafengside，xiangzongbudefangxiangchongqu。wozhixianglikejiandaota，
wozhutadeshou，ganshoutadewendu，rangtadeguang，laiqusanwoxinzhongneiyuelaiyuenongdeheian。wotuikaigongyudemen，
limohejigeduiyouzhenghaoyezai，sihuzaitaolunzheshenme。“chenyuan？nihuilaile！”limokandaowo，
jingyadizhanleqilai。taxiangwozoulai，xiangpaiwodejianbang。zaitakaojindeneiyishunjian，wowendaole。
wendaoletashenshangneigushuyuxulie8“liren”de、xinlade、daizhetiexiuweideliliangqixi。neiguqixi，
cike，shirucideqingxi，rucide……guntang。wodetongkong，shunjianbianchengleyeshoubandeshutong。wodeshenti，
bushoukongzhidi，zuochulefanying。woshenchushou，yiba，qiazhuletadebozi。“chenyuan！niganshenme！
”“fengle！tafengle！”duiyoumendejinghusheng，zaiwoerbianzhaxiang。danwotingbujian。wozhizhidao，wohaoe。
yanqianzheige“guntang”denanren，kanqilai……haohaochi。diliuzhang：shenyuandehuixiang，
lingyige“wo”wodewuzhi，xiangtieqianyiyang，sisidisuozhelimodehoulong。tashenzhilaibujifankang。
neizhangzongshidaizheyisipiqidelianshang，cikechongmanlejingkonghezhixidetongku，tadeshuangjiaolidi，
tulaodizhengzhazhe。“chen-yuan！zhushou！”duizhangzhaohaifengdepaoxiaosheng，xiangyikezidanzhuangzaiwodeermoshang。
tabachuletadexuliewuqi——yibachanraozheleiguangdezhanchui，haobuyouyudixiangwozalai。
tashixulie7de“leifazhe”，zheiyichui，zuyirangyidongdalouhuaweijifen。danwomeiyouduo。
woshenzhimeiyouhuitou。wozhishi，yongyanjiaodeyuguang，pieletayiyan。yiguwuxingdeqichang，congwotineibaofa。
zhaohaifengneileitingwanjundeyichui，zaijuliwohounaohaiyoubanmidedifang，jiaranerzhi，
fangfozhuangshangleyidukanbujiandeqiangbi，zaiyewufacunjin。talianshangdezhenjing，wuyifujia。“dou……gunkai。
”wotingjianzijiyongyizhongjidubingleng、budairenheganqingdeyudiaoshuodao。wodelizhi，
zhengzaiheneigushixuedebenneng，jinxingzhetianrenjiaozhan。yifangmian，wozhidaoyanqianderenshiwodeduiyou，shilimo。
danlingyifangmian，yigegengqiangdade、laizilinghunshenchudeshengyinzaipaoxiao：【shiwu！xinxiande、wenredeshiwu！
】【xulie8！henbucuodekaiweicai！】【chidiaota！nihuibiandegengqiang！】wodeshouzhi，zaiyidiandiandishoujin。
limodelian，yijingyinweiqueyangerbianchenglejiangzise。“chenyuan！
”jiuzaiwodeligzhijijiangbeichediyanmeidezuihouyike，yigedaizhekuqiangde、shuxideshengyin，xiangyidaoshengguang，
cipolelongzhaowodeheian。shianran。tacongfangjianlichonglechulai，buguyiqiedi，congbeihousisidibaozhulewo。
“fangkaita！qiuqiuni，chenyuan，fangkaita！”tadeshenti，shiruciderouruan，rucide……wennuan。
tashenshangneigudutede、tianmeide“shengmingnengliang”，xiangzuiqiangdadezhendingji，shunjianzhurulewohunluandelinghun。
woqiazhelimodeshou，buyouzizhudi，songdongle。neigufengkuangde、xiangyaotunshiyiqiedeyuwang，chaoshuibandituiqu。
querdaiेडzhide，shilingyizhong，gengshenchen、gengzhuanzhudekewang。woxiangyao……ta。wohuanhuandi，
songkailelimo。taxiangyitanlanniyiyang，tandaozaidi，wuzhebozi，juliedikesou。wozhuanguoshen，
kanzhebaozhewodeanran。taleiliumanmian，neishuangmeilideyanjingli，chongmanlekongju、beishang，
heyisi……wokanbudongdejuejue。“genwohuifangjian。”tameiyoulihuiqitarendejinghunweiding，
zhishilazhewodeshou，bawotuohuilewomendewoshi，ranhou，“peng”diyisheng，guanshanglemen。fangjianli，
meiyoukaideng。zhiyouchuangwaideyueguang，qingxiejinlai。womenxiangduierli，chenmozhe。liangjiu，takailekou，
shengyinshaya。“niyoujinhuale，duima？”wodianlediantou。zaitamianqian，wowufasahuang。wodeshentiqixi，
pianbuletazheigezuidingjide“weijiezhe”。“niyuelaiyuekongzhibuzhuzijile。”tachenshuzheyigeshishi，
yanleizaicihualuo，“gangcai，nizhendexiangshaleta。”“wo……”wozhangle-zhangzui，quewufabianbo。
“chenyuan，nikanzhewo。”tazoudaowomianqian，pengqiwodelian，qiangpowozhishitadeyanjing。“gaosuwo，
zainiyanli，woxianzaishishenme？”“shianran？haishi……nideyao？”tadewenti，xiangyibazuifenglidedao，
poukailewosuoyoudeweizhuang，zhiciwolinghunzuishenchu。wokanzheta，
kanzhetaneijinzaizhichide、chuidankepodejifu，
kanzhetaneiyinweibeishangerweiweizhandongde、rutonghuabanbandezuichun。wonengwendaotahuxidexiangqi。
wonengganjuedaotaxueyedeliudong。woneng“kan”daotalinghunshenchu，neituanzuichunjing、zuimeiweide“guang”。
wohaoxiang……yikou，batatunxiaqu。zheigeniantou，shirucideqianglie，rucidezhenshi。wodeshenti，
shenzhiyinweizheigukewang，erkaishiweiweizhandou。womengdituikaileta，langbeidihoutui，
zhidaohoubeizhuangshangbinglengdeqiangbi。“biebiwo，anran……biebiwo！”wotongkudidihou。
takanzhewozheifuyangzi，meiyouzaibiwen。tazhishi，huanhuandi，jiekailezijishangyidekouzi。yike，
liangke……luchuletaneibaixi、xianxide、youmeidebojinghesuogu。“ruguo，
nixuyao‘yao’cainenghuoxiaqu……”tabishangyanjing，lianshangdaizheyizhongxianjibande、qimeideshenqing。“ruguo，
chidiaowo，nengrangnibuzaitongku……”“neijiulaiba。”taxiangwo，changkailetadeyiqie。haobushefang。
wodaizhule。wokanzheta，kanzhezheigeyuanyiweilewo，xianchuzijishengmingdedenvren。
yigujudade、nanyiyanyudetongkuhefennu，juezhulewodexinzang。danzheifennu，bushiduita。shiduiwoziji！
shiduineige，zhengzaiwotineipaoxiaode、xiangyaojiangtatunshideguaiwu！“bu……”woyaozhetou，yibubudi，
xiangtazouqu。wozoudaotamianqian，shenchuzhandoudeshou，jiangtadekouzi，yikeyikedi，zhongxinxihao。dongzuo，
wenroudexiangshizaiduidaiyijianxishizhenbao。“nibushiyao。”wopengqitadelian，
yongjinlewocancundesuoyou“renxing”，yiziyijudi，qingxidishuodao：“nishianran。
”“shiwode……zuihouyidaofangxian。”shuowan，wofuxiashen，bushiquyaotadebozi。ershi，shenshendi，
wenzhuletadezuichun。neishiyigedaizhejuewang、tongkuhewujinaiyidewen。yeshiyige，renheguaiwu，
zaishenyuanbianyuan，zuihoudeyongbao。wobuzhidao，zheidaofangxian，hainengzhichengduojiu。danwozhidao。zaitabengkuizhiqian，
wo，haishichenyuan。diqizhang：zhengjiutamen，ranhoutunshitamenzongbu，duiwojinxinglejinjigelishencha。
qiazhuduiyoubozidexingwei，yijingchupenglezuigaojingjiexian。ruguobushianranyizijidexingmingdanbao，
haifengzaiguanjianshikexuanzetiwoyinmanlebufenzhenxiang（tameiyoushangbaowonengpingqichangdangzhutaquanliyijideshishi），
wokongpayijingbeidangchengzuigaojibiedeweixianpin，jinxing“jinghuachuli”le。zuizhong，wobeiguanleshiwutiandejinbi。
zaiyigeyouteshuhejindazaode、wanquangejuerenhenengliangqixidechunbaifangjianli。zheili，meiyoushengyin，
meiyousecai，shenzhimeiyoushijiandeliugan。yemeiyouanran。zheishiwodiyici，zaijinhuahou，
zhangshijiandi、chedidilikailewode“zhendingji”。qihouguo，shizainanxingde。wode“jiegan”，
zaichunbaidediyuli，beifangdalewushubei。wokaishichuxianyanzhongdehuanjue。wokanjianqiangbishangshenchuxianxue，
kanjiantianhuabanshangzhangchuyizhangzhangaihaoderenlian，kanjianchunbaidediban，
bianchengyipianrudongde、youyanqiuzuchengdehaiyang。“mushizhe”neizhangyinzangzaimaoyanxiade、chaofengdelian，
yeshichangzaiwoyanqianfuxian。【kan，meiyoulenidexiaonvyou，nishenmedoubushi。】【chengrenba，
nijiushigeguaiwu。】【elema？laiba，chilewo，chileniziji……】woquansuozaifangjiandejiaoluo，
xiangyitoubinsideyeshou，kaozheyibianbiandizaixinlimoniananrandemingzi，
laidikangneizuyibifengrenherendejingshenqinshi。wobuzhidaozijishizenmeaoguolaide。dangwobeifangchujinbishi，
zaicijiandaoanrandeneiyike，wojihushiliangundaipadi，pudaoletadehuaili。woxiangyigenishuideren，
zhuazhuzuihouyigenfumu，tanlandi、dakoudi，huxizhetashenshangneigunengrangwoanningdeqixi。
anranshenmedoumeishuo，zhishibaozhewo，butingdiyongtadenengli，yibianyouyibiandi，
chongshuazhewoneibinlinbengkuidelinghun。danwomendouzhidao，zheizhishizanshide。woyijinghuaxiangleshenyuan。erqie，
suduyuelaiyuekuai。jiuzaiwochujinbidediertian，yigesjidejinjijingbao，xiangchelezhengge“yexunzhe”zongbu。
sjijingbao，yiweizhe，chuxianlezuyiweixiedaozhengzuochengshianweide、xulie5yishangdekongbuguiyi。
shangyicisjijingbaoxiangqi，haishizaisannianqian。neiyizhan，zhengge“yexunzhe”zongbu，xishenglesanzhijingyingxiaodui，
heyiweixulie5defubuzhang。zheiyicidejingbao，laizichengshidexinzang——zhongyangditieshuniu。
yizhidaihaowei“qianmian”deguiyi，zhanlingleneili。tanengwuxianfuzhitasuotunshiguoderenlei，
bingwanmeidijichengtamendejiyihenengli。cike，zhenggeditieshuniu，
yijingbianchengleyigeyou“qianmian”defuzhitizuchengde、judade、huihuxide“chaoxue”。
tazhengzaiyiyizhongkongbudesudu，xiangwaikuozhang。zaibuzuzhi，zhengzuochengshi，douhuibeita“tonghua”。
zongbusuoyouxulie6yishangdeqiangzhe，douqingchaoerchu。dantamen，doushibaile。“qian-mian”defuzhiti，
wuqiongwujin。nimeishasiyige，tajiunenglikezaichaoxueshenchu，fuzhichuliangge。shenzhi，
takaishifuzhineixieqianqutaofade“yexunzhe”。jushi，chedishikong。zaijinjihuiyishang，zongbubuzhang，
neiweixulie4de、rushenmingbandenanren，zuochuleyigejiannandejueding。takanxianglewo。“chenyuan，
”tadeshengyin，tongguoguangbo，chuandaowodegelibingfangli，“xianzai，woyi‘yexunzhe’zuigaozhihuiguandemingyi，
minglingni，qianwangzhongyangditieshuniu。”“zongbu，jiangjiechuduinideyiqiexianzhi。”“niderenwu，
zhiyouyige——”“buxiyiqiedaijia，cuihui‘qianmian’dehexin。”“women……xuyaonide‘liliang’。
”zheiyijingbushiqingqiu，ershimingling。tamenyaofangchuwozheitou，tamenzijidougandaokongjudemengshou，
quduikanglingyitou，gengkongbudeguaiwu。yidugongdu。womeiyouxuanze。anranyemeiyou。
zuoweiwode“jingshenwendingmaodian”，tabixuyuwotongxing。dangwomendaodazhongyangditieshuniushi，
zheiliyijingbianchenglerenjiandiyu。wushude“shimin”，zaizhantai、zaiguidao、zaichexiangli，mamudixingzou。
tamenkandaowomen，lianshangdouluchuletongyige、guiyideweixiao，ranhou，xiangchaoshuiyiyang，xiangwomenyonglai。
tamenzhizhong，youlaoren，youhaizi，shenzhi，haiyouwomenshuxide、shuyu“yexunzhe”detongliao。“kaihuo！
”tongxingdeyexunzhexiaodui，fachulejuewangdepaoxiao。danzidanhedaoren，duitamen，haowuyiyi。wozhanzaiyuandi，
bishangleyanjing。zaiwodeganzhili，zheixiedoubushiren。
tamenshiyigengencongdidishenchuyanshenchulaide、judade“junsi”。ertamendebenti，
neigerutongmutibandehexin，jiuzangzaizhenggeshuniudezuidiceng。tahenqiangda。qiangdadao，
rangwotineidemeiyigexibao，douzaiyinweixingfenerzhanli。neigujiuweide、fazilinghunshenchudejiegan，
zaicisuxingle。erqie，biyiwangrenheshihou，douyaoqianglie。“anran，”wozhengkaiyan，duishenbiandetashuo，
“baojinwo。wulunjiexialai，wobianchengshenmeyangzi，doubuyaosongshou。”anrandelian，cangbairuzhi。
dantadeyanshen，queyichangjianding。tadianlediantou，congbeihou，sisidibaozhulewodeyao。tadetiwen，
tadeqixi，taneitianmeide“shengmingnengliang”，chenglewozuihoudemaodian。ranhou，woxiangqian，tachuleyibu。
“hong——！”yiguwufayongyuyanxingrongde、qiheirumodeqichang，congwotinei，chongtianerqi！neiyike，
wofangqilesuoyoudeyayi。woshifangle，wotineineitou，yizhibeiqiujinzhede、zhenzhengdeguaiwu。
【shiwu……】【haoduode……shiwu……】yigebinglengde、bushuyuwodeshengyin，zaiwodenaohaili，
manzuditanxi。wozhangkaizui，fachuleyishengwushengdepaoxiao。yiquanrouyankejiandeheisebowen，yiwoweizhongxin，
shunjiankuosanzhizhenggeditieshuniu。suoyoubeibowenchujide“fuzhiti”，douzaiyishunjian，tingzhiledongzuo。ranhou，
tamenxiangbeifenghuadeshadiaoyiyang，congneibu，kaishibengkui、wajie，huaweizuijingchundenenglianglizi，
fengkuangdi、zhengxiankonghoudi，xiangwoyonglai！neishiyichang，shengdadaojizhide、danfangmiande“tunshi”。