《我死后,所有人都说爱我》 小说介绍
《wosihou,suoyourendoushuoaiwo》shiyibukuayueshikongdeyanqingxiaoshuo,jiangshulejiangtangshencongbaidejingxianmaoxianzhilv。jiangtangshencongbaishigeputongren,danzaiyicitufashijianhou,tafaxianzijinenggouchuanyuebutongdeshidai。zaijiuzhidebixia,jiangtangshencongbailijingzhongzhongmonan,mianduizhexieeshilideweixie,tongshiyefaxianlezijineixindeyongqiheliliang。biaojiemengyanleyiye,cunbubulishouzaitashenbiandesanren,mingmingtingtajiaohanleneimeduoju。「jiangtang,nifangguowo,fangguowo。」「womei……jiangdailingduzhechuanyueshikong,chenjinzaizheigelingrenshenwangdeshijiezhong。
《我死后,所有人都说爱我》 第1章 免费试读
我自杀了。
zaisuoyourendouyinweibiaojieliuchan,damasidezenmebushiwodeneiyitian。
我累了。
buxiangzaijieshi,buxiangzairenshouqinjinderen,yiciyouyicidemanmahebaiyan。
ketamenquezaiwosihou,chanhuiqilai。
mamazhengribaozhewodeguhui,kuxialeyanjing,babayiyebailetou。
jiulianneigezaiwoshengqianyanzhongzhiyoubiaojiedenanren,yekaishishuoaiwo,yaoweiwoxunqing。
kemingming,wohuozhedeshihou,tamenmeiyouyigerenaiwo。
——
「jiangtang,nizenmebuqusi,huozhetiantianhuohainibiaojie,nihaiburusilesuanle。」
「yunyunduzilidehaizibeinihaimeile,nizenmehaiyoulianhuozaizheishishang,zaozhidaonishigehuohaijing,dangchushengnideshihou,jiugaizhijieqiasini。」
「zheihaizishinibiaojiezuihoudeyangzhang,nirangnibiaojiezenmehuo,nizheigehairenjing。」
hairenjing,hairenjing....
babamamadeshengyinxiangbinglengdecidao,fanfuguanchuanwodeermo,wohunbushoushedekanzhetamen。
woshili,biaojiekudehenshangxin。
mamajiangtabaozaihuaili,xintengdegenzhediaoyanlei。
「wodeyunyun,nishoukule,doushigaisidejiangtang,tazenmenengzheimehuai。」
「yunyun,haizihaihuiyoude,biekuhuaileshenzi,nizheiyang,womenxinteng。」
babaconglaibushanyanci,dancikequenengshuochuneimeduoanweidehua。
jiulianyixiangmianduiwolengdandeweihunfushencongbai,mianduibiaojieyelengdanbuqilaile。
lianshangquanshiduibiaojiededanxin。
tazaibiaojieqibuchengshengshi,louzhutadejian,jiangtahuzaihuailijitaanwei,gaosuta。
「yiqieyouwo,biepa。」
biaojieshitamensuoyourendezhangshangmingzhu,erwo,zhishidongledongtuifachuleyidingdianshengyinbianbeihechi。
「gunchuqu,nihaiyoulianguolai。」
mamachaoqichuangshangdezhentouzaxiangwo。
babazhuantoudengzhewo,「denghuikanwozenmeshoushini,wofeidasinibuke。」
shencongbaizouguolai,mianwubiaoqingde‘peng‘dejiangmenguanshang。
wobeigejuezaimenwai,limianyinyinyueyuehainengtingdaotamenfennudeshengyin。
‘zenmebuqusi,zenmebuqusi。‘
shibushiwosile,jiunengrangsuoyourenmanyile。
womingmingshuole,bushiwotuide,weishenmemeiyouyigerenxiangxin。
congxiaodaodatamendoubuxinwo,congjiujiuqushijiumagaijia,biaojiezhujinzheigejialikaishi,wojiuchengletamenyanlidehuaihaizi。
biaojiedezuoyebenshiwoside,tadequnzishiwoyongjiandaojianpode,taxihuandexiaowuguishiwoyongshitouzaside,tacanjiahuahuabisaideshoushiwoshangde,tadeyaochishiworengjinhelide,tashenshangdeshangyeshiworangxiaohunhunqifutaliuxiade....xianzaitadehaiziyeshiwotuidaomeiyoude。
kezheixie,doubushiwozuode。
wocaishineigebeiyuanwangbeiqifude,weishenmesuoyourendoubuxinwo,mingmingtamenshiwodebaba,shiwodemama,shiwodeweihunfu。
ketamenyongyuanzhixiangxinbiaojie。
我累了。
zaibeifanfudewuxianguaizuimanmazhong,zaiyechengbuzhule。
meiyourenzhidao,woyijinghaojiuhaojiumeiyouhaohaoshuiguojuele,fangzaichuangtoudeanmianyao,huibeibamafengci,zhuangkelian。
tamenjiangwodeanmianyaochongjinxiashuidao,rangwobuyaozaizhuangmozuoyang。
kemeiyouyao,wojiugengshuibuzhele。
wozhendeleile,xiangyaohaohaodeshuiyijue。
wozhanshangleloudingtiantai,louxiajujilehaoduoren,tamenchongwodashengdehanjiao,rangwobuyaotiao。
tamenshuo,zheigeshijiehaiyouhenduomeihaodefengjingzhidewoqukankan。
tamenshuo,aiwoderenhuishangxin。
tamenbuzhidao,meiyourenaiwo。
kewohaishichiyile,wojimamadadianhua,wowenta,「mamaniaiwoma?」
mamashuo,「wohouhuishengleni。」
woshuo,「ninnengduiwoshuoyijuwoainima?」
tashuo,「nizenmebuqusi。」
haobamama,woyuanyimanzunidezheigeyuanwang。
danwoyeyougeyuanwang,woxiangshangdiqiqiu,‘xiabeizi,qingjiwoaiwodebabamamaba。‘
——
doushuorensihou,tingjueshizuihouyigexiaoshide。
wotingdaolehenchenzhongdeshengyin,shiwodeshentishuaizaidimianshangshifachude,wotingdaorenqunliyourenweiwoku,wotingdaotamennuqibuzhengdemawo。
「weishenmezheimesha?youshenmeshibunengguoqude,nizheigeshahaizi。」
wobushisha,wozhishileile。
——
woxiangyaozhangmian,kewodelinghunquemeiyouxiaosan,jingranpiaohuilejiali。
wokandaobabajieqiledianhua,shilouxiadelinju,tarenchulewo,tagenbabashuo。
「ninverchushile,tatiaolousile。」
bababunaifandeshuo,「taaizenmesizenmesi,hewomeiguanxi。」
说完挂了电话。
biaojiekaikou,「wogangcaihaoxiangtingdaoleshenmeshengyin,nimentingdaolemei?」
babashuo,「meishenmeshengyin,yunyun,biebeitamenhushuobadaohedaole,huohaiyiqiannian,jiangtangneigehuohaihuodebisheidouzhang。」
mamafuhe,「jiangtangnayoudanzizisha,tabisheidoupasi,sheitiaoloutadoubukeneng。」
jiulianshencongbaiyezheimejuede,duiyuneitongdianhuawudongyuzhong。
zhidaojiuhuchejiangwolazouhou,ganguolaichulixianchangdejingchaqiaoxianglewojiademen。
「bukeneng,jueduibukeneng。」
tingdaojingchashuowosile,bamadediyifanyingdoushiyaotou,kejingchajiangwodeshoujinalechulai。
「zheishinimennverdeshoujiba?」
wodeshoujiqiaoshiyizhangquanjiafu,wobeibabamamayizuoyiyoudeyonghuzaizhongjian。
tamenlianshangquanshitengai,wodelianshangquanshixiao。
kanzhejiushitianmideyijiaren,kezheizhangzhaopianshiwopde,zhongjianderenshibiaojie。
shiwohuaqianrangrenbazijixiaodezuihaokandezhaopian,tihuanxiabiaojiepshangqude。
yinwei,woconglaijiumeiyouquanjiafu。
bamayemeiyoudaiwopaiguoquanjiafu,jiulianzheizhangtamenhebiaojiedequanjiafu,doushichenwogaosanchongcibuzaijiashitamenyiqiqupaide。
wozongshixiangbumingbai,mingmingwocaishibamadenver,weishenmetamenaibiaojieerbuaiwo。
woshenzhihuaiyiguo,biaojiecaishitamendehaizi,erwoshijianlaide。
ruguoshizheiyang,zheixienianwohuoxubuhuizheimetongku,kepianpian,wodedequequeshitamendenver。
erbiaojie,yededequequeshijiujiudenver。
kanzhezheizhangquanjiafu,babamamazhongyushuobuchuneiju‘bukeneng‘le,tamenkanzhewodeshoujiqiaoyidongbudong,fangfomeilezhijue。
shencongbaizuixianyoudongzuo,taturanfengleyiyangdeduomenerqu。
tazaiyiyuandetingshijianzhaodaolewo。
28cengdegaolou,wocongshangmiantiaoxialai,dangchangsiwang,naojiangdoujianchulaile,meiyouqiangjiudebiyao。
wodiyicikandaozheiyangdeshencongbai,tadelianbaidexiangzhiyiban,yanjingsisidedingzhetingshichuangshangdewo。
jiaorutongguanleqianyiban,nuodongdehenjiannan,yizhinuodaolewogenqian,tataiqishoubeiliandaizheshouzhizhandoudezhuazhulegaizaiwoshenshangdebaibu。
meiyouxiayibudedongzuo,shencongbaibaochizhezheigejiangyingdedongzuobaochilehenjiu。
jiudaotingshifangwaichuanlailebabamamadeshengyin。
「wodenver,wodenverzaina?」
tamendeshengyinlichongmanlehuangzhanghebeitong,busitamennengfachulaide。
ershencongbaiyezaizheiyangdeshengyinlixiadinglejuexin,tayibaxiankailebaibu。
「啊。」
xiayimiao,tingshijianlichuanlaishencongbaitongkudeaihao。
wokanzhetalianshangbiaoqingdebengkui,kanzhetabeiqideyangzi,juede,zheibushiworenshideshencongbai。
worenshideshencongbai,duiwoconglailengdan。
xiangyikuaiqiannianbuhuadehanbing,zenmeyewubure。
tazenmehuiweiwonanguo??
babamamayeshi,tamendiediezhuangzhuangchongjinlai,zaikandaowoposuiniuqudeshentiyoushilidiezuozaidishangdeyangziyouxiehuaji。
不是该高兴的吗?
wozhongyusile,wozheigehuohaizaiyemeibanfahuohairenle。
他们应该开心的。
——
ketamenbukaixin,danyemeiyounanguotaijiu。
dangbiaojiezoujintingshijian,beiwoposuibiantadenaodaihedeyunguoquhou,suoyourendezhuyiliyouzhuanhuidaoletashenshang。
shencongbaijiangtacongdishangbaoleqilai,babazaiqianmiankailu,mamajinzhangdegenzaishenhou,dajiaozhe。
「yisheng,yisheng...」
erwo,jiushisile,yehuanbulaitamenzheiyangdeguanzhu。
biaojiezuoleemeng,erenzaibeizijiqifuderensihou,yeshihuijuedehaipade,tadagaishipawohuachengliguixiangtabaochouba,yiyuleyigewanshang。
yizhijiaozhe,rangwofangguota。
kexiwobuhuirumeng,fouzeyidingzuanjintademengli,zhaotasuoming。
biaojiemengyanleyiye,cunbubulishouzaitashenbiandesanren,mingmingtingtajiaohanleneimeduoju。
「jiangtang,nifangguowo,fangguowo。」
「womeirangnisi,bushiwohaisinide。」
「duibuqi,duibuqi...」
却没有一个人起疑。
buxiangdingwodezuishi,zhixuyaobiaojieyanhanreleideyiju,「shijiangtang...」
dagaizhenshihehenle,biaojiexinglaihou,youxiedishao,yinweitadedishao,sanrendoubufangxinlikaitashenbian。
wodeshenghoushi,jihuquanyouyiyuandailaole。
zhizaihuohuashi,youbabazuodaibiao,qianqulinglewodeguhui。
wosidetaicangcu,tamenyoutaimang,mangzhezhaogubiaojie,anweibiaojie,suoyimeilaidejizaibiaojiechuyuanqian,weiwomaixiamudi。
youyinweibiaojiekandaowodeguhuihaipa,tamenmeiyoujiangwodeguhuibaohuijiafanghao,ershisuiyidefangzailouxiadechuwujian。
chuwujianyinanchaoshi,haiyouwozuipadezhanglanglaoshu。
laoshudagaieletaijiu,kandaoguanzijiuyiweilimianyouchide,tamenjiangwodeguhuiguancongyaoyaoyuzhuidezhuozishangzhuangxialai,zaiposuideciguanzhongxunzhaochide。
danwodeguhuishizaitainanchile,lianlaoshudouxianqi,tamenshenzhisalepaoniao,zuoweipingjia。
wojiuzheimezaichuwujiandailesantian,zhidaosantianhou,wodemamaturanxiangqilewo。
tazoujinlai,kandaosaleyidideguhui,momodecongzawujianlifanzhaochuyigesuliaoguan,lianzhechentuyiqizhuanglejinqu。
tatanzheqi,「nizijixiangbukaitiaolou,buguannibiaojiedeshi,wobanibaohuiqu,nixiaoxiaoqi,biezaihenibiaojiele。」
yuanlaishitamenzuitengaidesongyunyundishaobutui,beiemengsuokun。
wogenzheguhuiheyilupiaohuijiazhong,jialijingranyoulianggechuanhuangsedaopaoderen,tamenduizhewodeguhuishangcuanxiatiao,zuihouyouchaozhewosasashui。
zhuangshennongguiyifanhou,tongbamashuo,「meishile,jinwanzheiweixiaojiejiubuhuizaibeiemengjingraole。」
bamajiletamenyixieqian,dengliangrenzouhou,mamaanweizuozaishafashangdebiaojie。
「昀昀没事了。」
biaojiekaozaimamadejiantou,「guma,wohaipa。」
mamatengaidemozhebiaojiedelian,babatiyibiaojiechuqusansanxin,shencongbaibiaoshitayuanyipeibanzhaoguzuoyou。
表姐点头答应。
shencongbaikaichedaizhebiaojiechuqu,tamenqulehenduodifang,neixiedifangwoyeheshencongbaiyiqiquguo。
buyiyangdeshi,neixiedifangdoushiwoqiulehaojiu,shencongbaicaiyuanyipeiwoqude。
bulunshikanfengjinghaishichihaochidedongxi,peizaiwoshenbiandeshencongbaiconglaidoushibuxiaode。
tazongshixingzhiquequeruoyousuosidekanzheyuanchu,wohetashuohuatayehenshaoyingda。
buxiangzaibiaojieshenbianshi,tazonghuizhudongzhaohuatidoubiaojiekaixin。
yiqianheshencongbaizaiyiqideshihou,wojiuzongzaihuaiyi,tashibushibuxihuanwo,kebuxihuanwo,youweishenmeyaohewozaiyiqi?
meidangwowenta,tadouhuifuyandeshuo,tazhishiyouxielei。
jiuerjiuzhi,woyeyuanyiziqiqirendexiangxintashiyouxielei。
zhidaobiaojiehuiguo,kandaoshencongbaikanbiaojiedeyanshen,neiyangdeshenqingwenrou,wocaizhidao。
shencongbaishizhendebuxihuanwo,taxihuandeshibiaojie。
wobumingbai,weishenmewoshenbianderendouhuixihuanshangbiaojie,wodebaba,mama,xianzailianshencongbaiyeshizheiyang。
jishibiaojiezaiguowaijiujielehun,huaileyun,tayeyijiuxihuanta。
——
「从白,我好怕。」
zhanzaihaibian,biaojiepujinleshencongbaidehuaili。
shencongbaipaizhetadebei,wenroudeanweizheta,「yunyun,biepa,yiqieyouwo。」
woyiweibiaojiepadeshiwo,meixiangdaotapadeshitadezhangfuhuihetalihun。
ketadezhangfu,bushizaozaitahuiguodeshihou,jiuyijinghetalilehunma?
「wodehaizimeiyoule,tamenjiayidinghuihewolihunde,woyigeerhunnvren,yihouhaiyaozenmezhaohaorenjia,ruguobushijiangtang,baozhulehaizi,wojiubuhuibeipaoqile。」
shencongbaijinjindibaozheta,「lihunyebuyongpa,woyizhidouzai。」
「congbai,nihuihewojiehunma?」
biaojieturanqidaidikanzheshencongbai。
keshencongbaikanzheta,buzhidaoxiangdaoleshenme,jingranmeiyoudiyishijiandaying,ershishuo,「yunyun,wobuhuidiuxianibuguande。」
youleshencongbaidehua,biaojiezhongyupotiweixiaole。
——
songyunyunzheicihuiguo,shuotadezhangfuyaohetalihun,yuanyinshitadezhangfuzaiwaimianyourenle。
dantahuaileyun,tabuxianglihun。
suoyicongguowaihuilaiyangtai,songyunyunshuo,zhiyaozheigehaizishengxialai,tadehunyinjiubaozhule。
jialirendouxinletadehua。
danzhiyouwozhidao,songyunyunzaozaihuiguoqianjiulilehun,jingshenchuhu,tadelaogongmeiyouchugui,chuguideshita,taduzilidehaizishibierende。
keneigenanrenbufuzeren。
wanchurenmingzijixianliule。
shenyunyunzheicihuilai,shiweileshencongbai,taxiangzhaoyigejiepanxia,haiyaoyouzhide,baozhengtayihouhainengguoshangyouqiantaitaideshenghuo。
但孩子不能留。
jiahuojiwoshizuihaodexuanze。
womingmingzaozaozhidaozheimeduodezhenxiang,kemeiyouyigerenxiangxinwo,zhenxiangbeiwozhidao,hemeiyouzhenxiangmeiyouliangyang。
woduisongyunyundesuoyoukongsu,douzhihuibianchengwodezhenduijidu。
ersongyunyun,zhixuyaoyongzuijingbuqituiqiaodejiahuo,jiunengrangwowanjiebufu。
zhishi,songyunyunmeiyouxiangdao,chengshouletayibeiziwumiedewo,huizaizheiyicizhongtiaolouzisha。
bingchengweitahuizhibuqudemengyan。
mingmingyiqiedouchaozhetaxiangyaodefangxiangguoqu,danpianpiantaxianruleemengzhizhong。
heshencongbaichuqusanxindesongyunyun,qingkuangmeiyouhaozhuan,fandaoyuelaiyueyanzhong。
tajingchangzaibanyejingxing,duizhebuzhimingdedifangrangwobieguolai。
wozuozaitadechuangtou,henxiangtixingta,weizhicuole,wobuzaichuanghuneier,jiuzainishenbiana。
jianjiandi,woyemochulaileguilv。
wolisongyunyunyuejin,tadeshenjingjiuhuiyueshuairuo,yuekonghuang,shenzhihuichuxianhuanjue。
yushi,woriribulishendegenzheta,tabushuijuezoudongdeshihou,wojiupazaitabeishang,rangtabeizhewo。
zheishiwocongyiqiankandekongbupianlidechulaidejielun,liguisuominghaoxiangdoushiguazaibeishangde。
woxiang,woxianzaidagaijiushiyuanqijizhongdiligui,buranweishenmeyizhimeiyoutoutaixiaosanni。
zaiwodinulixia,songyunyunbukanzhongfudedaoxiale。
tatangzaileyiyuandebingchuangshang,nanadoujuedebushufu。
keyishengzhenduanbuchulaijutibingyin,jitayongyaoyezhinengyongshengliyanshuihexiaoyanyao。
bamaheshencongbaiweicidanxindezhengyeshuibuzhejue,tamendaisongyunyunzhanzhuanlehaojijiayiyuan,jieguodouyiyang。
dashenduizhewotiaoleyizaoyouyizao,wobaozhesongyunyundahaqian,juedemeiyisijile。
buguokanzhesongyunyunweimideyangzi,youjuedekaixin。
qishiwoyebushiyidingyaodaizoutade。
zhishi,tahaimeiyouxiangwochanhui。
——
woyiweiwodengbudaozheiyitiande,meixiangdaojirihou,songyunyundebingfanglilailegechuanzhehongyidewawalianshaonv。
我死后,所有人都说爱我