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wobeikunzaisixunhuanlijiushijiuci,meiyicidousizaibaojunxiaoxuanmianqian。woshitabaiyueguangsuqingwandetishen,
cunzaideweiyijiazhi,jiushiweitadangxiasuoyoumingqianganjian,ranhouzaitahuailiduanqi。dijiushijiuci,
woweitadangxiapanjunshoulingdezhimingyijian,xiongkoukaichuxuedong。tabaozhewo,shuangmuxinghong,
diyicimeiyouhan“qingwan”,ershishengsilijiedijiaozhewodemingzi:“aluan!chengzhu!”kewohaishisile。
zaicizhengyan,youshidiyibaicixunhuandekaishi。wotangzailongchuangshang,kanzhetoudingshuxideminghuangsezhangman,
neixinhaowubolan。zhidaoxiaoxuantuimenerru,shenhougenzhetagangcongjiamiaolijiehuilaidebaiyueguangsuqingwan。
suqingwanrouruodikaoxiangta,xiangweitazhengliyijin,quebeitabudongshengsediceshenbikai。tademuguangluozaiwoshenshang,
neishuangcengshengmanduisuqingwanaiyideyanmouli,
cikezhishengxiabinglengdeshenshiheyisi……nanyichajuedepibeiyuyanfan。zheiyici,wojuedingtangpingle。
aisibusi,sheiyebiexiangrangwozaiweitadangdao。woxiangkankan,ruguowobuqusi,zheigeshijiehuibianchengshenmeyang。
jieguo,neigeshiwoweigongjudebaojun,kaishiriyebulidishouzhewo,jinzhangdexiangpengzheyijianxishiguobao。
ertaneijinghuangshicuodebaiyueguang,zhongyurenbuzhu,zaiwomianqianbachubishou,jianshengzhiwen:“shenluan!
niweishenmehaibuqusi!”1“bixia,ninhuilaile。”wocongchuangshangzuoqilai,
yuqipingdandexiangzaiwenjintiantianqiruhe。xiaoxuandejiaobudunleyixia,meitoujinsuo。tashenhoudesuqingwan,
chuanzheyishensujingdebaiyi,lianshangdaizheqiadaohaochudeqieruoyuyilian,wojianyoulian。“axuan,
wo……woshibushidaraodaoshenguniangxiuxile?”taxiaoshengkaikou,yanquanweiweifanhong,fangfoshouletiandadeweiqu。
zaiqianjiushijiushi,meidangtaluchuzheifubiaoqing,xiaoxuandouhuilikejiangwopaozainaohou,roushenganfuta,
shuoyixie“tazhishigeyingzi,zhenxinlizhiyouni”zhileideguihua。womianwubiaoqingdikanzhe,
dengzhetashangyanlanshuyuxindexima。raner,xiaoxuanzhishidandandi“ng”leyisheng,feidanmeiyouanweisuqingwan,
fanerjingzhizoudaowodechuangbian。“shentiruhe?”tawen,shengyinlitingbuchuqingxu。“sibule。
”wochelechezuijiao。zheigehuidaxianranrangtabuyue,tadeliansechenlexiaqu。“haohaoshuohua。”“huibixia,
chenqieshentikangjian,chimamaxiang。”wohuanshangyifugongjingdekouwen,yanshenquekongdongwuwu。suqingwandeliansebaile。
tadagaicongweijianguoxiaoxuanyongzheizhongtaidugenwoshuohua,gengmeijianguowoganyongzheizhongtaidugenxiaoxuanshuohua。tayaozhechun,
rouruodizoushangqian,shitulazhuxiaoxuandeyixiu:“axuan,nibieshengjiejiedeqi,tadingshiguaiwohuilaile,
zhanlenideshijian……”tadeshouhaimeipengdaoxiaoxuan,jiubeitayigeyanshenzhizhile。neiyanshenlengdexiangbing。
“zheilimeinideshi,xianhuinideqingzhigong。”xiaoxuandeshengyinbudaiyisiwendu。suqingwanruzaoleiji,
nanyizhixindikanzheta。“axuan……”tayanlideleishuizhongyugunluoxialai,“nishizaiganwozouma?
nicaibawojiehuilai……”xiaoxuandemeiyujianfuxianchuyisijibunaifandeshense。“zhenrangnihuiqu。
”tazhongfuleyibian,yuqijiazhonglejifen。woraoyouxingzhidikanzhezheiyimu。taixinxianle。
zheikeshipotianhuangdetouyizao。zaiqianjiushijiushi,suqingwanbieshuoku,jiushizhouyixiamei,xiaoxuandexindouyaosuile。
xianzai,meirenchuilei,tajingranwudongyuzhong,shenzhi……youxiefanzao?suqingwandaizhemanfudeweiquhebujie,
yibusanhuitoudizoule。qindiannei,zhishengxiawohexiaoxuan。tazuozaichuangyan,muguangchenchendikanzhewo,
fangfoyaojiangwokanchuan。“nisihu……yidiandoubuyiwai?”tahurankaikou。wodangranbuyiwai。
woyiwaideshini。danwozhishixiaolexiao:“bixiaxiwangchenqieyoushenmefanying?
shigaixinxiruokuangdiqingzhunindebaiyueguangzhongyuhuigui,haishigaikutianqiangdidiqingqiuninbuyaopaoqiwozheigetishen?
”“shenluan!”tadiheyisheng,niezhuwodexiaba,lidaodadejihuyaoniesuiwodegutou。
“niyouzaishishenmexingzi?”wotengdeyanleidoukuaichulaile,quehaishijueqiangdiyingshangtademuguang。
“bixiabujiuxihuanwozheifuyangzima?gensuguniangyouqibafenxiangdeyanjing,naoqipiqilaiyeyousanfenxiangdejueqiang。
buran,nindangchuweihehuizaiwanqianxiunvzhong,weidutiaozhonglewo?”zheifanhua,shiwozaiqianjishicixunhuanli,
meicisuqingwanhuilaishi,wodouhuikuzhezhiwentade。meiyici,tadouhuilengmodihuida:“nizhidaojiuhao。
baizhengzijideweizhi。”erzheiyici,tatingwanhou,quejiujiudichenmole。niezhewoxiabadeshou,
lidaozaibujingyijiansonglexuduo。tadeyanshenbiandefuzaqilai,limianyouwokanbudongdezhengzhahetongku。
“aluan……”tadishenghuanwo,shengyinlidaizheyisishaya,“biezheiyang。”wolengzhule。
tacongweizheiyangjiaoguowo。pingshi,tayaomelianmingdaixingdihan“shenluan”,yaomegancuibuhan。
“aluan”zheigenicheng,shishuyusuqingwande。e,budui,suqingwandenichengshi“wanwan”。woshuaikaitadeshou,
wangchuanglimiansuolesuo,lakaiwomenzhijiandejuli。“bixia,ninyaoshileile,jiuquqingzhigongxiezheba。
suguniangganghuilai,kendinghenxuyaonin。”woshuodeshizhenxinhua。yanlejiushijiucideshenqingxima,woyeleile。
zheiyishi,wozhixiangdanggeanjingdeguanzhong。kexiaoxuanquexiangshimeitingjianwodehua,tabujinmeizou,fanertuolewaipao,
jingzhizaiwoshenbiantanglexialai。wohunshenyijiang,jingtidikanzheta。“bixia,ninzheishiheyi?”“shuijue。
”tabishangyanjing,yuqiburongzhihui。wojianzhihuaiyizijitingcuole。zaiguoqu,chufeishiweilepaijieyuwang,
tacongbuhuizaiwodeqingongliusu。suqingwanhuilaihou,tagengshihenbudeshishikekedoupeizaitashenbian。
jintianzheishizenmele?wobugandong,zhinengjiangyingditangzaichuangdezuilice,hetagezheyigerendejuli。
bijianyingraozhetashenshangqingliedelongxianxiang,woquejuedebirenheduyaodougengrangwozhixi。yiyewumian。2diertian,
woshibeiyizhenxuannaoshengchaoxingde。woyizhengyan,jiukandaowodetieshengongnvxiaotao,zhengmanlianjiaojidishouzaichuangbian。
“niangniang,ninkesuanxingle!”“waimianzenmele?”worouzhetaiyangxuezuoqilai,suzuibandetoutong。
xiaotaodelianseyouxienankan:“shi……shiqingzhigongdesuguniang。tayidazaojiuqinzidunlecantang,
shuoyaojibixiabushenzi,zheihuierzhengzaidianwaihouzheni。”wotiaoletiaomei,kanxiangshence。xiaoxuanyijingbuzaile,
chuangpudelingyibianhaicanliuzheyisiyuwen。“rangtahouzheba。”wodandandao,qishenzhunbeishuxi。
xiaotaoyuyanyouzhi:“keshiniangniang,suguniangbijingshibixiaxinjianshangderen,zheimerangtazaiwaimiandengzhe,
wanyibixiaguaizuixialai……”“taguaizuixialai,wodanzhejiushi。
”wokanzhejingzilineizhanghesuqingwanyouqifenxiangsidelian,yanshenpingjing。zaiguoqu,
wozongshihuozaisuqingwandeyinyingxia。taxihuanbaiyi,wobianbunengchuanyanse;taxihuanqingdandeshiwu,
wodeyushanfangbianbunengyouxinla;tatiruo,wobianyaoshishiweitashiyao。woxiangyigemeiyoulinghundemuou,
mofangzhetadeyiqie,zhiweibodexiaoxuanouerdechuilian。kexianzai,wobuxiangzaizheimehuole。
womantiaosilidishuxiwanbi,youyonglebangeshichendezaoshan,zheicaibujinbumandiduobudaodianwai。
suqingwanguoranhaidengzaiwaimian。taduanzheyigeshihe,shenxingdanbodizhanzaichenfengzhong,liansedongdeyouxiefabai,
yanquanhonghongde,kanqilaichuchukelian。kandaowochulai,talikeyingleshanglai。“shenjiejie,nizhongyukenjianwole。
zheishiwoqinshouweiaxuandundecantang,laofanjiejiebangwozhuanjiaoyixiakehao?”tadezitaifangdehendi,
yuqiyewenshun,rensheikanledouhuijuedeshiwozaiwuliqunao,zhangshiqiren。zhouweidegongrenyijingkaishiqieqiesiyu,
kanwodeyanshendoudaishanglejifenbuzantong。woxiaole。“suguniang,nishibushigaocuoleshenme?
”wojieguotashouzhongdeshihe,suishoudijilepangbiandexiaotaijian,“bixiazuoyesuzaiwodezhanglegong,
taxiangheshenme,ziyouwodegongrenquzhunbei。nidedongxi,wulunshicantanghaishishenme,doubugaisongdaowozheierlai。
”suqingwandelianseyibai,xuanranyuqi:“jiejie,womeiyoubiedeyisi,
wozhishi……zhishidanxinaxuandeshenti。”“nidexinyi,wohuitinizhuangaobixia。dandongxi,
haishinahuiquba。”wolandegentayanxi,“yihouzheizhongshi,yebiezaizuole。nishibixiaqinghuilaideguike,
bushiyushanfangdechuniang。”shuowan,wozhuanshenjiuyaozou。“zhanzhu!”yishenglihecongbuyuanchuchuanlai。wohuitou,
zhijianxiaoxuanzhengdabuliuxingdizouguolai,tagangxiazaochao,haichuanzheyishenheisedelongpao,
lianseyinchendenengdichushuilai。tademuguangyueguowo,luozailesuqingwanshenshang。suqingwanlikexiangzhaodaolezhuxingu,
yanleiwangwangdipaoguoqu:“axuan,nilaile。”taweiqudizhizhewo:“wozhishixiangjinisongwantang,
keshenjiejieta……tabuxuwojianni,haibawodetangji……”wolengyankanzhetadiandaoheibai。guoran,
haishishuxidepeifang,shuxideweidao。jiexialai,xiaoxuangaifanule,
gaichizewo“buzhihaodai”“xinchangdaidu”le。woshenzhiyijingzuohaolebeitaxialingjinzudezhunbei。raner,
xiaoxuanzhishizhouzhemei,tingwanlesuqingwandekusu,ranhou,takanxiangneigebeiwosuishoushihuandexiaotaijian。“tangni?
”xiaotaijianhedeyigeduosuo,lianmangbashihepengleshanglai。xiaoxuandakaishihe,
kanleyiyanlimianhaimaozhereqidecantang,ranhou,dangzhesuoyourendemian,taduanqiwan,
jiangzhengwantang……pozailedishang。“huala——”qingshibanshang,tangzhisijian。suoyourendoujingdaile,
baokuowohesuqingwan。“a……axuan?”suqingwandeshengyindouzaifadou。
xiaoxuandemuguanglengdexiangdaozi:“zhenshuoguo,rangnizaiqingzhigonghaohaodaizhe。sheijinidedanzi,
paodaozhanglegonglaisaye?”suqingwandelianshunjianxuesejinshi。“wo……womeiyou……wozhishi……”“goule。
”xiaoxuandaduanta,yuqilimanshiyanfan,“zhenbuxiangting。lairen!”“bixia!”liangmingshiweilikeshangqian。
“songsugunianghuigong,meiyouzhendezhiyi,buxutazaitachuqingzhigongbanbu!”“shi!
”shiweimianwubiaoqingdijiazhusuqingwandegebo,jiuyaobatatuozou。“bu!axuan!nibunengzheimeduiwo!
”suqingwanzhongyubengkuile,tafengkuangdizhengzhazhe,“woshiwanwana!niweilewolianjiangshandouchadianbuyaole,
nizenmenengzheimeduiwo?shibushita?shibushishenluanzheige**zainimianqianshuolewoshenmehuaihua?
”tadedemuguangcuileduyibanshexiangwo。wozhanzaiyuandi,yidongbudong,xinliquexianqilejingtaohailang。
zheijuqing……chedishikongle。xiaoxuanbujinmeiyouweihutadebaiyueguang,fanerweilewo,xialingjiangtajinzu。
zheidaodishizenmehuishi?nandaowoyiciyouyicidesiwang,zhendenenggaibiantaduisuqingwandeganqing?keneiweishenme?
taailesuqingwanneimeduonian,zheifenaiyizaoyikegumingxin,zenmehuiyinweiwozheigetishendesiwangerxiaojian?
wobaisibudeqijie。xiaoxuanchuliwansuqingwan,zhuanguoshen,yibubuxiangwozoulai。tadeyanshenshensui,
limianfanyongzhewokanbudongdeqingxu。“xianzai,nimanyile?”3wokanzheta,huranjuedeyouxiehaoxiao。
“bixiazheihuawendeqiguai。suguniangbeijinzu,shitazijiyanxingbudang,chongzhuanglenin,yuwohegan?
woyoushenmemanyibumanyide?”“lingyalichi。”xiaoxuanlenghengyisheng,quebingmeiyouzhendeshengqi。
tazoudaowomianqian,taishou,fuquwofajishangzhandaodeyipianluoye。tadedongzuohenqing,
zhijiandewendutouguofasichuanlai,rangwoyouyishunjiandehuanghu。“yihou,litayuandian。”tadishengshuo,
“taruozailaizhaoreni,zhijierangxiarendachuqu,bubigujizhendeyanmian。”wochedilengzhule。
zheihaishineigeweilesuqingwan,keyirangwoguizaixuediliyiye,
zhiyinwowuyizhongnongzangletayijianyifudexiaoxuanma?“bixia……”worenbuzhukaikou,
“nin……buaitalema?”wenchuzheijuhuadeshunjian,wokandaoxiaoxuandeshentimingxianjiangleyixia。tachuixiayanmou,
zhangzhangdejiemaozaiyanxiatouxiayipianyinying,zhezhuletasuoyoudeqingxu。“zheibuguannideshi。”taguolehenjiu,
caituchuzheimeyiju,ranhouzhuanshenlikai,beiyingkanqilaiyouxiexiaosuo。wozhanzaiyuandi,wangzhetayuanqudefangxiang,
xinlideyihuoyuelaiyueshen。yidingyoushenmedongxi,zaiwobuzhidaodedifang,qiaoranfashenglegaibian。congneitianqi,
xiaoxuanzhendebasuqingwanjinzuzaileqingzhigong。wulunsuqingwanruhekunao,shenzhijueshi**,tadouwudongyuzhong,
shenzhilianpairenqukanyiyandoumeiyou。zhenggehougongdouzhenjingle。suoyourendouyiweiwozheigetishenzhongyuaochutou,
yaocaizhebaiyueguangshangweile。yishijian,wojuzhudezhanglegongmentingruoshi,qianlaibajietaohaoderenluoyibujue。
woyigaibujian,zhiguanqimenlaiguozijidexiaorizi。wotangpingle,chedidi。meitianshuidaoziranxing,
chizheyushanfangjingxinzhunbeidegesemeishi,xiawuzaihuayuanlishaishaitaiyang,huozhekankanhuabenzi。
zhiyuneixiezhudinghuifashengde“yiwai”,woyebuzaikeyiquyinghe。biru,wozhidaojintianxiawu,
yuhuayuandejiashanshanghuiyouyikuaishitousongdong,zaiwoluguoshidiaoxialai,zhenghaozazhongwodenaodai。zaiqianjishi,
wodouhui“qiahao”zaineigeshijiandianchuxianzaineili,ranhou“qiahao”beixiaoxuankandao,tahuifeishenpuguolaijiuwo,
danhaishiwanleyibu,wotoupoxueliudisizaitahuaili。zheishiwodedisancisiwang。siqian,tabaozhewo,
diyicishitaidihanchule“wanwan”。erjintian,woyagenjiumeiquyuhuayuan。worangxiaotaobanlezhangtangyi,
jiuzaiwoqindiandeyuanzili,yibiankezheguazi,yibiankantianshangdeyun。“niangniang,
ninjintianbuquyuhuayuansanbulema?”xiaotaohaoqidiwen。“buqule,”wolanyangyangdishuo,“jintianfengda,
xiaoxinchuidiaolejiashanshangdeshitou。”xiaotaosidongfeidongdidianlediantou。daolebangwan,gonglijiuchuanlailexiaoxi。
libushangshujiadeqianjinlaigongzhongbaijianhuanghou,luguoyuhuayuanshi,beijiashanshangdiaoluodeshitouzashangletui,
suiranmeiyouxingmingzhiyou,danyedezaichuangshangtanggebaibashitianle。wokeguazidedongzuodunleyixia。yuanlai,
ruguowobuqusi,neigesiwangminge,jiuhuisuijijianglindaolingyigerentoushang。zheigerenzhirangwoxinliyouxiefamao。
zheiganjue,jiuxiangbeisishendingshangle,wulunwozenmeduo,tazongyaoshougeyigerendexingming。zhengxiangzhe,
xiaoxuanjiulaile。tayijinyuanzi,jiukandaowoyouxianditangzaiyizishang,mandideguaziqiao。tadeliansehenbuhaokan。
“nijiuzheimedaizaiyuanzili,yixiawunaerdoumeiqu?”“shia。”wodiandiantou,“bixiayouhezhijiao?
”tashenxiyikouqi,xiangshiyaoyaxiaxintoudehuoqi。“nizhibuzhidao,jintianyuhuayuandejiashanluoshi,
zashanglewangshangshudenver?”“tingshuole。”wozhilezhimandideguaziqiao,
“zheibuzhengshizaiweiwang**dezaoyugandaowanxibuyi,shibuxiayan,zhinengkaokedianguazilaipaijieyouchouma?
”xiaoxuanbeiwoqideshuobuchuhualai。tasisididingzhewo,kanlebanshang,hurandabuzouguolai,
yibajiangwocongtangyishangzhuaileqilai。“congmingtianqi,bandaozhendeqingongquzhu。”“shenme?
”wohuaiyizijitingcuole。“zhenshuo,rangnibanquyangxindian!”tayiziyidundishuo,“zhendaoyaokankan,
zaizhendeyanpizidixia,haiyousheigandongni!”womudengkoudai。tazheishi……yaoqinzibaohuwo?
ketaweishenmeyaobaohuwo?jiuyinweiwojintianmeiqu“songsi”?zheiluojiyetaiqiguaileba!4wobuxiangban。
yangxindianshihuangdideqingong,shiquanlidezhongxin,zhuzaineili,
yiweizhewodeyijuyidongdoujiangbaoluzaisuoyourendeshixianzhixia。taimafanle。erqie,
wozhishigepingpingwuqideguiren,lianfeiweidoubushi,jiuzheimebanjinyangxindian,genhuangditongchitongzhu,
buzhidaohuiyinlaiduoshaojihenhemingqianganjian。wozhixiangananjingjingditangping,buxiangzaijuanrurenhefenzheng。“bixia,
zheiyulibuhe。”woshitugentajiangdaoli,“chenqieweifendiwei,banruyangxindian,kongzaorenfeiyi,
yehuisunhainindeshengyu。”“zhendeshengyu,hailunbudaonilaicaoxin。”xiaoxuanlenglengdidaduanwo,“zhenrangniban,
nijiuban,nalaineimeduofeihua?”tadetaiduhenqiangying,wanquanmeiyoushangliangdeyudi。wozhidaofankangwuxiao,
zhinengzaixinlitanlekouqi。kanlaizhei“tangping”zhilu,yebingfeiyifanfengshun。dangtianwanshang,
wodedongxijiubeidabaosongdaoleyangxindian。xiaoxuanjiwoanpaileyangxindiandepiandian,suiranburuzhanglegongkuanchang,
danyesuanqingjing。zhishi,wocongcijiushiquleziyou。wulunwozoudaonali,shenhoudougenzheyiduishiwei。
jiulianzaidianlikangehuabenzi,xiaoxuandouhuipaitazuixinrendetaijianzongguanlidequanzaimenkoushouzhe。“bixiashuole,
shenzhuzininshenzijingui,wanbunengyourenheshanshi。”lidequanxiaomimidishuo,neizhangjuhualaolianshangmanshizhezi。
woheheganxiaoliangsheng。jingui?pashi“sidejingui”ba。
xiaoxuandagaishipawozheige“dangjianpai”zaiguanjianshikediaolianzi,suoyiyaobawolaolaodikanguanqilai。
jiexialaidejitian,woguoshanglezhuyiyangdeshenghuo。meitianchulechijiushishui,ouerbeixiaoxuanlinquyushufang,
xianggebaijianyiyangzuozaipangbian,tingtachulizhengshi。tasihuzhendehenmang,meitiandouyoukanbuwandezouzhe,
kaibuwandehui。youshihoutapiyuezouzhedaoshenye,wojiupazaipangbiandezhuozishangshuizhele。dengwoxinglaishi,
shenshangzonghuiduoyijiantadewaipao,daizhetashenshangqingliehaowendeweidao。youyici,wobanmengbanxingjian,
ganjueyourenzaiqingqingfumowodelian。neidongzuohenqingrou,daizheyisiwocongweiganshouguodelianxi。
woyiweishizaizuomeng,bianmeiyouzhengyan。erbian,chuanlaitayishengjiqingjiqingdetanxi。
“aluan……weishenme……nipianpianshitadeyangzi……”wodexinmengdiyizhan,shunjianqingxingguolai。
danwohaishibizheyan,jiazhuangshushui。tadehua,xiangyigenzhen,zhajinlewoxinli。yuanlai,taduiwosuoyoudefanchang,
suoyoudelingyanxiangkan,douhaishiyinweizheizhanglian。wozaixinlizichaodixiaolexiao。shenluanashenluan,
nihaizaiqidaishenmeni?taaide,conglaidouzhishisuqingwan。wuluntabiaoxiandeduomeyanfan,duomelengmo,
kezaiguzilideai,shibuhuiqingyigaibiande。woduitaeryan,zhongjiuzhishiyigezhangdexiangdetishen。
xiangtonglezheiyidian,woxinlizuihouneidianbolanyepingxile。wozhongxinbianhuileneigemeiyouganqingdemuou。
zhishizheiyici,wobuzaishiweilequyueta,ershiweilewoziji。wopeihezhetadekanguan,tarangwowangdong,
wojuebuwangxi。tarangwochifan,wojuebuhetang。wodeshuncongrangtahenmanyi,danyoushihou,takanzhewodeyanshen,
youhuiliuluchuyisibuyichajuedeshiwang。wojiazhuangmeikanjian。zhidaosuqingwandegege,zhenbeijiangjunsuyuanzheng,
banshihuichao。5suyuanzhengshixiaoxuanzuiyizhongdejiangling,shouwozhongbing,zhangonghehe。tongshi,
tayeshisuqingwanyimutongbaodeqingege。tazheicidashengguilai,xiaoxuanlongyandayue,
zaigongzhongshexiashengdadeqinggongyan。zuoweihuangdishenbiandexinjin“hongren”,woyebeiyaoqiuchuxi。yanhuishang,
wozuozaixiaoxuandexiashou,anjingdichizhezijimianqiandecai,duizhouweidegongchoujiaocuo,gewushengping,chongerbuwen。
“shenzhuzi,chenjingninyibei。”yigehongliangdeshengyinzaiwoerbianxiangqi。wotaitou,kandaoyigeshencaikuiwu,
mianrongyingjundenianqingjiangjun,zhengduanzhejiubei,xiaoyinyindikanzhewo。tajiushisuyuanzheng。worenshita。zaiqianjishi,
taduiwoyizhibujiacise,renweishiwozheigehumeizimihuolejunxin,rangtameimeishouleweiqu。youyici,
tashenzhizaigonglilanzhuwo,jinggaowobuzhunzaixiaoxiangbushuyuzijidedongxi。erzheiyishi,takanwodeyanshen,
suiranyijiudaizheshenshi,quemeiyoulemingxiandediyi,fanerduoleyisihaoqi。wozhanqishen,duanqimianqiandejiubei。
“sujiangjunkeqile。”wozhengyaoyinxia,shouwanquebeiyizhidashouanzhule。shixiaoxuan。tabuzhiheshizhuanguoshenlai,
wozhulewodeshou,lianseyouxieleng。“tashenzibuhao,bunengyinjiu。”taduisuyuanzhengshuo,“zheibeijiu,
zhentitahe。”shuowan,tanaguowodejiubei,yiyinerjin。quanchangshunjiananjinglexialai。
suoyourendemuguangdoujujiaozaiwomensanrenshenshang,qifenbiandeyouxieweimiao。suyuanzhenglianshangdexiaorongjiangleyixia,
danhenkuaiyouhuifuruchang。“bixiazhenshitixuxiashu。”tahahayixiao,huajieleganga,“shichenkaolvbuzhoule。
”tazhuantoukanxiangwo,yiweishenzhangdishuo:“shenzhuzihaofuqi。”woxiaolexiao,meishuohua。fuqi?wodefuqi,
jiushibutingdiqusi,nixinma?yanhuijinxingdaoyiban,suyuanzhengjiezhejiuyi,xiangxiaoxuantileyigeqingqiu。
“bixia,chenlijingduori,shifenguanianjiamei。tingwentazuijinshentibushi,yizhizaigongzhongjingyang,
chenxiangqutanwangtayifan,buzhikefou?”zheihuayichu,dianneideqifenyoushiyining。sheidouzhidao,
suqingwanbushi“jingyang”,ershibeibixiaxialejinzuling。suyuanzhengzaizheigeshihoutichutanshi,
mingbaizheshixiangweitameimeiqiuqing。suoyourendoukanxiangxiaoxuan,xiangkantaruheyingdui。woxinliyeyouxiehaoqi。
yibianshizhangonghehededajiangjun,yibianshilingtarijianyanfandebaiyueguang。zheiyici,tahuiruhexuanze?
xiaoxuanchenmolepianke。taduanzhejiubei,xiuzhangdeshouzhiqingqingmosuozhebeibi,yanshenshenchen,
rangrenkanbutoutazaixiangshenme。jiuzaiwoyiweitahuixiangqianjishiyiyang,shunshuituizhou,
jiezhezheigetaijiebasuqingwanfangchulaishi,taquekaikoule。“bubile。”tadeshengyinbuda,
queqingxidichuanbianlezhenggedadian。“**meita……delehuichuanrandeeji,buyijianren。
zhenyijingpailetaiyihaoshengkangu,nijiububiguoqule,miandeguolebingqi。”zheigeliyou,jianzhishihushuobadao。
dantashihuangdi,tashuodehua,jiushishengzhi。suyuanzhengdelianseshunjianbiandehennankan。“bixia!ninzheishiheyi?
chendemeimeidaodideleshenmebing?weihechencongweitingtaiyiyuanderentiqiguo?”“fangsi!
”xiaoxuanmengdijiangjiubeizazaizhuoshang,longyandanu,“suyuanzheng,nizaizhiwenzhenma?”diwangzhinu,
rangzhenggedadiandewendudoujiangdaolebingdian。suyuanzhengbeitahedeyigejiling,jiuxingleyiban,lianmangguixiaqingzui。
“chenbugan!chenzhishiguanxinzeluan,qingbixiajiangzui!”xiaoxuanlenglengdikanzheta,yanshenlimeiyouyisiwendu。
“zhennianniganglixiadagong,zheicijiubuyunijijiao。zaiyouxiaci,dingbuqingrao!”“xiebixialongen!
”suyuanzhengkelegetou,langbeidituihuilezijidezuowei。yichangfengbo,
jiuzheimebeixiaoxuanyongqiangyingdeshouduanyalexiaqu。wozuozaipangbian,congtoudaoweikanzhe,xinliqueshifanjiangdaohai。
tajingranweileburangsuyuanzhengjiansuqingwan,buxidangzhongsahuang,shenzhibujitazheigexinfuaijiangyidianqingmian。
taduisuqingwandeyane,sihuyijingdaoleyigeqiansuoweiyoudedibu。zheidaodishiweishenme?
wokanzheshenpangzheigenanren,diyiciganjue,wohaoxiangconglaimeiyouzhenzhengrenshiguota。yanhuijieshuhou,
xiaoxuandaizhewohuiyangxindian。lushang,tayizhichenmobuyu,lianseyebutaihao。wozhidaotaxinqingbujia,
bianyeshiqudimeiyoukaikou。huidaodianli,tapingtuilesuoyouxiaren,zhiliuxiawoyige。tazuozaizhuweishang,
rouzhemeixin,kanqilaishifenpibei。“jintian,hedaonile?”tahuranwen。woyaoleyaotou。
gensilejiushijiucibiqilai,zheizhongchangmian,zhinengsuanshixiaoerke。“nibuhaoqi,zhenweiheyaozheimeduisuyuanzheng?
”“neishibixiadejiashi,chenqiebuganguowen。”tataiqiyan,shenshendikanlewoyiyan。“aluan,
daozhenshenbianlai。”tachaowoshenchushou。woyouyuleyixia,haishizouleguoqu。talazhewodeshou,
rangwozuozaitadetuishang。zheigezishitaiguoqinmi,wohunshenjiangying,youxiebuzizai。taquexiangshimeiyouchajue,
zhishijiangxiabadizaiwodejianbangshang,qingqingditanlekouqi。“sujia,shidale。”tashuo。woxinzhongyidong,
yinyuemingbaileshenme。suyuanzhengshouwozhongbing,sujiazaichaozhongpangencuojie,zaoyichenglexiaoxuandexinfudahuan。
tazhisuoyichichimeiyoudongshou,yishiyinweijidansujiadebingquan,erlai,yeshiyinweisuqingwan。zaiqianjishi,
taduisuqingwanaideshenchen,ziranburenxinduitajiarenxiashou。erzheiyishi,taduisuqingwandeaiyixiaojian,
duisujiaderongrendu,ziranyejiujiangdile。“nipabupa?”tawen,shengyinmenmende。“pashenme?
”“pazhen……lianniyiqichudiao。”woxiaole。“bixiayaoshawo,buguoshiyijuhuadeshi,
 
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