《未完成的忏悔》 小说介绍
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xiezaiqianyanqianyanshijianyouxieshangkou,shiwushengde。tamenbuliuxue,bujiejia,zhizaixueroushenchuqiaoqiaokuilan,
zuizhongyushengmingzhangchengleyiti。zheikuilandeguocheng,bianshirichang。ruonizaiyuedushi,
xintoulveguoyisishuxide、weixiaodecitong,neihuoxushiyinwei,womendoucengzaimougebujingyideshunjian,
yugushilidemougerenwu,qiaoranzhongfeng。——jinyiciwen,xianjisuoyouzaiqinqingzhong,
cenggandaowuyanyiduiderenmen。diyizhang:lingchendetangyuyaoyeshichenxiaqude,
daizheyizhongnianchoude、huizhibuqudezhidi,xiangshiaoguohuodezhou,diziyijingjiaohule,
mianshangquehaimianqiangweichizheyidianwentundejiaxiang。zheichuanglaojiudegongfangli,jijingbingfeizhenkong,
ershichongmanlegeshigeyangxiweide、fubaideshengxiang——muzhijiajuyinchaoshierqiaoranzhangsuode**,
shuiguanshenchuouchuanlaidekongdongwuyan,yijishijianbenshen,zaizheilifangfoningguchengyizhongyouxingzhiwu,
huanmandi、zhizhongdiliudong,sanfachujiuwuteyoudeweichenqiwei。chenyufenbianshizaizheipiannianchoudejijinglixinglaide。
yuqishuoshixinglai,burushuoshibeiyigejingquewubideshengwuzhong,congyipianhundundenizhaolimengdizhuailechulai。
lingchensandianshiqifen。fenmiaobucha。tadeyanpixiangshibeiwuxingdexianshengqianzhe,shudizhengkai,
yanqianshinongdehuabukaideheian,zhiyouchuanglianfengxili,loujinyisijiedenghunhuangdeguang,
wulidiqiegezheshineidelunkuo,xiangyidaoyongyuanwufayuhedejiuba。tabuyongkanchuangtoujushangneizhijiunaozhong。
zhouhuizhendejiunaozhong,jinshudezhizhendaizheyeguangdelv,zaiheianliyouyoudi、guzhidizhixiangneigeshike。
tazhidaode。tadegutouzhidao,tadexueyezhidao,taneigebuzhengqide、shichangyinyinzuotongdeweiyezhidao。
sandianshiqifen。yigexiezi,shenshendingjintashengmingnianlunlideshike。
beiwolihaicanliuzheyisibairiliyangguangshaiguode、nuanhonghongdejiaxiang,danhanyiquecongjiaodixin,
shunzhelinxundejiaohuai,yisisipashanglai,xiangwushubinglengdexijiaolingdingdechong。taquanlequanshenzi,
guanjiechufachuqingweide、gansede“geda”sheng,xiangxiuhuaidemumenzhou。tadeshou,
neishuangcengjingyesuandeshangxianqiao、rujinqueguanjiezhongdaruhetaodeshou,bushoukongzhidicongbeiwolitanchulai,
chihuandi、daizheyizhongmengyoubandeduding,shenxiangkongzhong。wuzhiweiweizhangkai,xiangshizaixukonglimosuozheshenme,
youxiangshiyaozhuazhuyidianjijiangpiaosandeyanlv。zhijianzaibinglengdekongqiliqingqingzhandou。
“huizhen……”shengyinshiconghoulongshenchujichulaide,ganya,hanhun,xiangmengzheyicenghouhoudehuichen。
“……biezou……”kongqilimeiyouhuiying。zhiyouneisijiedengdeguang,
lengmodizhaozhetaxuanzaikongzhongde、kushoudeshou。neishoudeyingzibeiladezhangzhangde,touzaibanbodeqiangbishang,
xiangyigejuewangde、zhengzaiqiqiushenmedeguimei。zheitulaodezhuawochixuledayueshijimiao,huoxugengjiu。
shijianzaizheilishilezhun。zuizhong,neishouxiangshihaojinlesuoyouqili,tuiranluoxia,
zhongzhongdidiezaifugaizheshentidemianbeishang,fachuchenmendeyisheng。zhangxinchudaobeimian,
yizhongcucaode、shishizaizaidezhiwugan,fanerrangtagandaoyizhenxutuobandemangran。zuiliyouxiefagan,
yizhongnianliandekusecongshegenfanshanglai。tazalezazui,xiayishidijuedexuyaoyidianshenmelairunze,
huozhetianbuzheiwuduanduankongdongqilaidexiongqiang。tang。huizhenzonghuijitatang。
neizhongyongtoumingbolizhibaozhedeshuiguoyingtang,zaishejianhuakaideshihou,shijianruide、burongzhiyidetian,
nengzanshiyazhushenghuolisuoyoushuobuqingdaobumingdekuse。taceguoshen,mosuozhelakaichuangtoujudechouti。
choutiyouxiese,fachu“huala”yishengcierdezaoyin,zaizheijingyelixiandegewaijingxin。tatingleyixia,
ceerqingting。gebifangjianmeiyourenhedongjing。huilinhetadexiaobao,xianglaishishuichenle。tasonglekouqi,
jixuzaichoutilimosuo。limianzaqizabaduizhexiewushi——jijuanbaisedeyiyongjiaobu,banpingqingliangyou,
yibaduanlechidemushu,haiyoujizhixingzhuangbuyideyaoping。tadeshouzhilveguoneixiebingliangde、guanghuadeyaoping,
zhongyuchudaoyigexiaoqiaode、zhangfangxingdelvboban。shile,jiushizheige。huizhenjitadetang,
zongshizheiyangyixiaobanyixiaoban,fangbiantafangzaikoudaili。tadezuijiaojihushibuyichajuediqiandongleyixia,
xiangshiwanchengleyigeyinmideyishi。tayongneiguanjiecudadeshouzhi,
youxiebenzhuodi、queyouyichangzhizhedikouzhelvbobanshangdetuqi。yixia,
liangxia……neicengbobodejinshubopiankangjuzhe,fachuxiweide“pipa”sheng。zhongyu,
yikehongsedexiaoyuanpianbeitajilechulai,luozaitaweiweizhandoudezhangxinli。kanyemeikan,
tabianshuliandijiangnei“tang”songjinlezuili。
yiguqiangliede、daizhehuaxuezhipinqixidekuseweishunjianzaikouqianglimimankailai,badaodizhanlinglemeiyigeweilei。
tazhoulezhoumei,huizhenzheicijidetang,weidaoyouxieguai。dantashixinde,huizhenjidedongxi,zongshihaode。
tayonglijujiaoqilai,neijianyingde“tangkuai”zaiyachijianfachu“gazhi”decuixiang,
kusedeweidaogengjiaxiongyongdifanlankaiqu,zhichonghoulong。tanulitunyanzhe,xiangwanchengyixiangjianjuderenwu。
houlongliyizhenjinsuo,weiliyegenzhefanqiyigubushidenuanliu,
hunzazheshangweiwanquanxiaohuade、wancanshihedenanguazhoudeweidao。neizhouaodetaiguohuohou,milidouronghuale,
zhishengxiayizhongtiannideguofende、hudadadekougan,nianzaishidaoli,shangbulai,xiabuqu。
zheiweidaorangtayouyishunjiandehuanghu。yanqianbushizheichenchendeheian,ershiyiyuanbingfangwai,
neitiaozhangzhangde、zongshimimanzhexiaodushuihefancaihunheqiweidezoulang。tashouzheyizhixiaoxiaodedianfanbao,
guolizheng“gudugudu”dimaozhepao,shinanguazhou。huizhenzhuyuanhouqi,shenmedouchibuxia,
weiduhainenghejikoutaaodenanguazhou。“huoxiaodian,biehule。”tadangshixinlifanfuniantaozhe,
yanjingyizhabuzhadidingzheneixiaoxiaodeguogaibianyuanyichudebaisezhengqi。kebuzhizenmede,yigezoushen,
huoxushihushituizheyaochejingguodeshengxiangfensanletadezhuyi,
huoxushichuangwaidetiansehurananlexialairangtaxintouyijin,zongzhi,yigudandandejiaohuweihaishicuanleshanglai。
tamengdijiekaiguogai,zhengqi“weng”diyixiapuletamanlian,shilulude,daizheyigushibaide、langbeideqixi。
guodijieleyicengnankande、huangheisedejia。tanazheshaozi,tulaodiguazheneicengjiaohu,dongzuoyuelaiyueman,
zuizhongtinglexialai。tajiuneimezhanzhe,dingzheneikouguo,guodineikuaiheisedewuzi,
xiangyikuaituranluozaitaxinshangdeba。zuzuyoubangezhongtou。zoulangliderenlaileyouzou,jiaobushengzaluan,
doumeiyoujingdongta。zhidaohushichulaishuo:“27chuangzhouhuizhenjiashu,bingrenxingle。”tacairumengchuxing,
shoumangjiaoluandijiangshangmianweicenghudiaodezhoushengchulai,duanlejinqu。zhouhaishitaitangle。tadijihuizhenshi,
zhishuoleyiju:“chenrehe。”shengyinganbabade,meiyourenhewendu。huizhenjieguo,yaoleyishao,
songdaocangbaidechunbian,zhiheleyikou,meitoubianculeqilai,suijimengdiceshen,juliedikesou,
jiangneikouzhoujinshutuzailechuangbiandetanyuli。tamenmunverren,yigekaozaichuangtouweiweichuanxi,
yigezhanzaichuangbianshouzuwucuo,sheidoumeiyouzaishuohua。bingfanglizhishengxianeikouzhoudeyuwen,
heyizhongbijiaohuweigenglingrennankandejingmo。“huizhen,zhouliangle,rerezaihe?”chenyufenduizheyanqiandeheian,
nannandishuo。tafangfoyouwendaoleneigujiaohuqi,congjiyishenchu,yecongyanxiazheijianwoshidemougejiaoluopiaolai。
tachuangbiandedishang,queshifangzheyizhixiaoxiaodedianfanguoneidan,limiancanliuzhezuowandezhouzi,yijingganhebanjie,
guodineikuaiheisedewugou,zaiheianzhongkanbuzhenqie,dantazhidaotazaineili,
xiangyikuaininggude、wufaxiaojiedehuihen。zuilidekuseweiyufanongzhongle,weilineigunuanliubianchenglezhuoshaogan,
yizhenzhenwangshangding。tagandaoyouxieexin,touyeyunxuanqilai。taxiang,zheitang,pashizhendeyouxiebuduijingle。
jiuzaizheishi,woshidemenbei“kada”yishengtuikaile。dengguangzhouliang,xiangyibabinglengdeliren,
shunjianpikailefangjianlideheianyuhundun。chenyufenbeizheituruqilaideguangxiancidemiqileyanjing。
zhouhuilinzhanzaimenkou,shenshangchuanzheyijiansizhidebaolanseshuipao,chendetaxinzuodemianpangyouxieguoyubaixi,
shenzhidaizhedianqingcang。taxianranshigangcongchuangshangqilai,toufaquebujiansihaolingluan,
yijiubaochizheshuiqianshulihaodemoyang。zhishilianshangneicengjingxinbaoyangdepifu,
zhongjiushimeinengwanquanzangzhubeijingraolehaomengdeyunnu。takanzhechuangshangdemuqin,
muguangxianshiluozaitaweiweigudongdesaibangzishang,ranhouyousaoleyiyanchuangtoujushangbeilakaidechouti,
yijineibanbeikoukailvbodeyaopian。“ma!”zhouhuilindeshengyinxiangshibeishenmedongxilejinle,jianruierjicu,
“ninyoubayaochicuole?shuoleduoshaoci,hongseshijiangyayao,lanseshiweiyao!nindangzheishitangma?
”tajibuzoudaochuangbian,yibazhuaqichuangtoujushangneibanjiangyayao,youchaoqipangbianlingyibanwanzhengdeweiyao,
jiangtamenbingpaijudaochenyufenyanqian,shouzhiyonglidejihuyaoniesuineisuliaoban。“kanqingchu!hongde!lande!
jibuzhujiuyongbixieshang!huozhewojininfenhao,yitianyici,yicigeyipian,zheihennanma?
”chenyufenbeitayilianchuandehuawendeyouxiefameng,zuilidekuseweisihugengzhongle。
tazhengzhengdikanzhexiaonveryinnuqierxiandeyouxiemoshengdelian,youkanlekanneiliangbanyansecimudeyaopian,
xiayishidiruniezhe:“huizhen……huizhenhuibangwofen……”tadeshengyinhendi,
daizheyizhonghaitongbandeyilaiyuweiqu。“jiejie?jiejiezaosile!”zhouhuilinxiangshibeizheijuhuachedidianranle,
tamengdijiangshoulideyaobanshuaizaipangbiandechajishang。neibanjiangyayaozaiguanghuadebolichajimianshangdantiaoleyixia,
lvbobanbianyuanliekai,jikehongsede、lansedeyaopianzhengxiankonghoudigunluochulai,bengtiaozhe,
sanluozaichaji、diban,shenzhichuangjiaoxia,xiangyichangcubujifangde、secaiyanlidebingbao。
“ninnengbunengbiezongtita?a?yitiandaowanhuizhenhuizhen!tahuozhedeshihouyemeijianninduodianjita!
xianzairenmeile,nindaobataguazaizuibiandangpusagongzhele!”zhouhuilindeshengyinyuelaiyuegao,
daizheyizhongbeizhangqiyayihouzhongyubaofadexiesidili。taxiongkouqifuzhe,baolansedeshuipaofanzhebinglengdeguangze。
chenyufenxiangshimeiyoutingjiantahoumianneixiehua,tademuguangzhuisuizheneixiegunluodeyaopian,youqishineikehongsede,
taganggangchixiaqude“tang”。tazhengzhazhe,xiangyaofushenqujian。shentibenzhongerbutingshihuan,
tamanmandi、jiannandinuodaochuangbian,wanxiayao,shenchuneizhiguanjiezhongdaruhetaodeshou,
zhanweiweidixiangqugoulichuangzuijindeyikehongseyaopian。tadezhijianganggangchudaoneikeyaopianbingliangdebiaomian,
zhouhuilinquezaizheishimengdizhuanguoshen,sihushiyaoqunashenmedongxi,huozheshixiangpingfuyixiaguoyujidongdeqingxu。
tadeshuipaoxiabai,neiguanghuadesizhibianyuan,bujingyijiansaoguolechuangtoujudelingyice。“kuangdang——!
”yishengqingcuiyouchenmendesuilieshengxiang,rangfangjianlidekongqishunjianninggule。zhouhuilindedongzuojiangzhule。
chenyufenjianyaopiandeshouyetingzailebankong。munverrendemuguang,tongshitouxiangshengyindeyuantou——chuangtoujushang,
neigeyuanbenlizhede、zitanmubiankuangdexiangkuang,cikemianchaoxiadishuaizailedibanshang。xiangkuangshizhouhuilinhoulaimaide,
shuoshipeizheizitanmudechuangtouju,xiandetimian。erxiangkuangli,shizhouhuizhen。neishizhouhuizhengongzuohoudiyinian,
danweizuzhichunyoushipaidezhaopian。zhaopianshangdeta,zhanzaiyipianmohudelvsebeijingqian,
chuanzhejianbanxinbujiudeqianhuisewaitao,lianshangdaizheyidianqianqiande、jihushishitanxingdexiaorong,
yanshenliyouxiexujujin,queyoutouzheyisiduiweilaideweimangxiwang。
zheishichenyufennengzhaodaode、nverzuijinqide、yeshikanqilaizuiqingsongdeyizhangdanrenzhaole。cike,
zheixiangkuangbolimianchaoxiadikouzaidibanshang。zhouhuilinshenxiyikouqi,zouguoqu,wanyaojiangtajianleqilai。
xiangkuangdebolibiaomian,congzhongjianzhakaileyiquanfangshezhuangdeliewen,xiangyigezhouranningjiede、judadezhuwang,
yanyanshishidifugaizaizhouhuizhendelianshang。neixieliewenniuquletadewuguan,
jiangneidianqianqiandexiaoronggeliedezhiliposui,yanshenyebiandemohubuqing,
fangfogezheyicengyongyuanwufachuantoudemiwu。zhuwangdezhongxin,shiyigexiaoxiaode、baisedezhuangjidian,
xiangshizheiwushengbeijudehexin。zhouhuilinnazhezheipoliedexiangkuang,shouzhiniedejinjinde,zhijiefanchubaise。
takanzhezhaopianshangjiejieneizhangbeiliewenfengedelian,yishijian,jingyewangleyanyu。nuhuoxiangshibeichuopodeqiqiu,
shudixiele,zhishengxiayizhongkongmangde、daizheciguhanyidepibei。chenyufenzhengzhengdikanzheneisuiliedexiangkuang,
kanzhexiangkuanglinverneizhangbiandemoshengerposuidelian。taxuanzaibankongdeshou,manmandi、manmandishoulehuilai。
neikeganggangchudaodehongseyaopian,congtasongkaidezhifengjian,wushengdigunluo,
buzhiyinmeidaolenagegengshendejiaoluoliqu。tadezuichundongledong,sihuxiangshuoshenme,
quezuizhongshenmeshengyinyemeiyoufachu。zhishineishuangyan,zaidengguangxia,kandongxizongxiangshimengzheyicenghuizhibuqudewu,
cike,neiwufangfogengnongzhongle。tabuzaiqukandishangdeyaopian,yebuqukannvershoulineiposuidexiangkuang,
zhishihuanhuandi、huanhuandijiangshenzisuohuilebeiwoli,beiduizhedengguang,mianxiangzheqiangbi,
xiangyizhishoulejingde、zhixiangbazijizangqilaideshuailaodeshou。kongqizhong,zhishengxiayaopiansanluoyidideweichen,
hexiangkuangbolisuiliehou,neiwushengwuxi、quewubifenglidejingmo。jiedengneihunhuangdeguang,
yijiucongchuanglianfengxilitoujinlai,zhaozhedibanshangneixiecaisede、yuanxingdeyaopian,hexiangkuangboliliewenli,
neishuangbeigeliede、daizheweimangxiwangdeyanjing。zhangyemanman,zheisihuzhishiyigexuqu。erkuse,
yishenshenjinrulezheigejiademeiyicunjili,wucongtaobi。dierzhang:yijulidehongyubaixiangkuangsuiliedeshengxiang,
rutongyigebuxiangdexiuzhifu,qiangxingjieduanlelingchenneichanghunluandexuqu。
zhouhuilinnazheneimianbumanzhuwangliewendexiangkuang,zhijianshibingliangdebolichugan,
heyizhonggengshensuide、congxindimanshanglaidehanyi。takanzhemuqinquansuohuibeiwodebeiying,
neibeiyingdanbodexiangqiurilizuihouyipianguazaizhitoudekuye,daizheyizhongjujuegoutongde、lingrennaonudecuiruo。
manqiangdenuhuo,zaijiechudaoneiposuideyingxiangshi,qiyidixiaosanle,
querdaizhideshiyizhongniannide、wuchufaxiedepibei。tazhanglezhangzui,zuizhongqueshenmeyemeishuo。
zhishichenmodi、jinhucubaodijiangsanluozaidideyaopianyiyijianqi,hongsede,lansede,
xiangshoushiyichanglangbeidecanju。yaopianluohuichajishangdesuliaoyaoheli,fachuxisude、suosuideshengxiang。ranhou,
tanazheneiliekaidexiangkuang,zhuanshenzouchulemuqindewoshi,meiyouguanmen,
renyouzoulangdedengguangxiangyidaocanbaidetanzhaodeng,xiexiedidarufangjian,qiegezaichenyufenlongqidebeizishang。
chenyufentingzhenverliqudejiaobusheng,jiangyingdeshenticaiweiweisongchixialai。
zuilineihuaxueyaojidekuseweiyijiupanjubusan,weilidezhuoshaoganyebingweijianqing。
dantacikezaiyidebushizheige。
tadeerduobuzhuozhemenwaidedongjing——jiaobushengjinrulexieduimiandezhuwoshi(rujinshizhouhuilinhexiaobaozaizhu),
ranhoushichoutilakaiyouguanshangdeshengyin。huilinshibaneixiangkuangshouqilailema?haishihuibatarengdiao?
zheigeniantourangtaxinliyizhenfajin。taxiayishidiyouxianghuhuanneigemingzi,danshengyindaolezuibian,
youbeitashengshengyanlehuiqu,huazuohoulongliyishengmohudewuyan。huilinshuodedui,huizhenbuzaile。
zheigerenzhixiangyibadundao,meicixiangqi,douzaixinkoumanmandiju。keshi,ruguoliantadoubuzaitiqi,
ruguolianzheidianjiyideweiguangdoushoubuzhu,neihuizhenzaizheigejiali,jiuzhendexiangcongweicunzaiguoyiyang,
beimodeganganjingjingle。tabuyunxuzheiyang。tianguangzaichuanglianhouyidiandianliangqilai,huibaide,quefaredude。
chengshidexuanxiaokaishixiangchaoshuibanmanyongjinlai,cheliusheng,yinyuedelabasheng,
linjujiachoushuimatongdehongming……zheixieshengyingouchengleyigexianshide、burongzhiyideshijie,
jianglingchenneichangjiyicuoluandeemengtuiyuan,biandemohuerbuzhenshi。zhouhuilinzaicichuxianzaimenkoushi,
yijinghuanshangleyishenjiancaililuodemibaisetaozhuang,lianshangfulefen,zhegaileaoyedehenji,
kouhongshishixialiuxingde“gankumeigui”se,chendetaqizhiganlian,queyetouzheyiguzikeyiweichideshuli。
tashouliduanzheyibeishuihejipianyao,shizaoshanggaifuyongdefene。“ma,chiyao。”tadeshengyinpingjingwubo,
tingbuchurenheqingxu,xiangshilingchenneiyimucongweifashengguo。tajiangshuibeiheyaopianfangzaichuangtoujushang,
muguangsaoguodishangneizhijiezhezhougoudedianfanguoneidanshi,meitoujibukechadiculeyixia,danzhongjiumeishuoshenme。
chenyufenmanmandizuoqishen,yiyanjiangyaopiantunxia。wenshuidenuanyihuaguohoulong,zanshiyaxialeneigukuse。
tatoutoutaiyanqukannverdelianse,zhouhuilinqueyijingzhuanguoshen,kaishizaiyijulifanzhaozheshenme。
zheijianwoshideyiju,shineizhonglaoshide、daizhejingzideshuangkaimenyiju。jingzibianyuandeshuiyinyouxieboluo,
yingchuderenyingdaizheniuqudeyunying。yijuli,kaowaiguazhede,shizhouhuilinjinqijimuqinmaidejijianxinyifu,
yansedaduoshichenwendezanglan、huihei,liaozikanqilaibucuo,lianbiaojiapaidouhaiweichai,
xiangyigegedengdaijianyuede、moshengdeshibing。“xiawuwodaixiaobaoqushangzaojiaoke,shunbianqushangchang。
”zhouhuilinyibianzhenglizheneixiexinyidelingkou,shiqikanqilaigengtingkuo,yibianshuozhe,
shengyincongyijushenchumenmendichuanlai,“jininzaimailiangjianhuanxide。zheixieninzenmedou**?fangzheluohuima?
”chenyufenmeiyouhuida。tademuguang,yueguonverdejianbang,touxiangyijuzuishenchu,
neibeixinyifukeyizhedangzhudedifang。neili,yinyuekejianlingyipaiyiwu,yanseandan,shiyanglaojiu。
zhouhuilinshunzhetademuguangkanqu,dongzuodunleyixia。tashenshou,
youxieyonglidijiangneijijianxinyifuwangliangbianbolebo,luchulelimianneipaijiuyidequanmao。
jijianxidefabaidedequeliangchenshan,yitiaozangqingsededilunkuzi,
haiyou……yijianyongtoumingfangchendaixiaoxinyiyizhaoqilaide、yanseyijiuxianliangduomude——hongjiayi。neihong,
shizhenghong,chouduanzhidi,zaiyijuneibuhunandeguangxianxia,yijiuxiangyicuchenmoranshaodehuoyan,
yuzhouweihuipupudejiuyihexinyineichenmendesecai,xingchenglechumujingxindeduibi。
jiayidekuanshishishijinianqiande,lingkouhexiukouyongjinxianpanzheximidechanzhihuawen,suiranbaocundehenhao,
danshiguangzhongjiushiliuxialehenji,duanmianburudangnianneibanliuguangyicai,daizheyidiananjiudedise。
zhouhuilindehuxisihuzhileyishun。takanzheneijianhongjiayi,yanshenfuza,youyane,
youmouzhongshuobuqingdaobumingdefanzao,huoxu,haiyouyisijidande、beitaxunsuyaxiaqudeshenmebiededongxi。
tamengdijiangbokaidexinyifuyouhelong,shituzaicijiangneimohongseyanzangqilai,dongzuodaizhediancangcudeyiwei。
“zheixiejiuyifu,gairengdejiurengle,zhandifang。”tayuqishengyingdishuo,xiangshizaiduimuqinshuo,
youxiangshizaiduizijishuo。chenyufendezuichundongledong,zuizhonghaishimeichusheng。takanzhenverjinhucubaodedongzuo,
kanzheneimohongsebeizhongxinyangai,xinliyoushenmedongxiyegenzhechenlexiaqu。
**shanhui:maoyidewendu**jiyizongshizheiyangbuheshiyidicuanchulai。neishihenduonianqianle,huizhenganggongzuo,
nadaolediyigeyuedegongzi。neitiantaxiabanhuilai,lianshangdaizhehanjiande、qingkuaidexiaorong,
congshenhounachuyigeyinzhebaihuogongsilogodezhidai。“ma,jinin。”tabazhidaisaidaochenyufenshouli,
yanjingliangjingjingde,“tiankuailengle,ninzongshuojianbangtong。”chenyufenyouxiechayididakaizhidai,
limianshiyijianzaohongsedeyangmaoshan,chushourouruanerwennuan。tadangshidediyifanyingshixintengqian。“nizheihaizi,
luanhuashenmeqian!woyoudechuan!”tabanqilian,xiguanxingdishuluo。zhouhuizhenyanlideguangandanleyixia,
danhenkuaiyouxiaoqilai,zhiyibamaoyinachulaizaitashenshangbihua:“nuanhebu?shishima?
”chenyufenzuizhonghaishimeiyoudangzhenverdemianshichuan。tazuishangshuozhe“fangzheba”,denghuizhenhuilezijifangjian,
taquenazheneijianmaoyi,zaidengxiafanfanfufukanlehaojiu。yangmaodezhiganhenhao,yanseyezheng,
shineizhongnaikande、buzhayandehong。tayongshoumosuozhe,zuizhonghaishibatazixididiehao,
yazailezijizhentoudexiamian。neiyiye,tashizhenzheneijianxinmaoyishuide。
yangmaoxianweilisihuhaicanliuzhebaihuogongsichuchuangdeqiwei,
hunhezheyizhongmoshengde、shuyunverde、chengrendeguanqie。taqishimeizenmeshuizhe,jianbangtiezheneirouruandeyangmao,
youzhongqiguaide、buxiguandenuanyi。jieliansanye,tadoushiruci。zhidaodisitian,tacaibamaoyishoujinleyiju,
hehuizhenqitadejiuyifuguazaileyiqi。zheijianshi,tacongweiduirenherentiqi,lianhuizhenyebuzhidao。
**xianshi:qiweiyulajitong**zhouhuilinlikailejia,daizhexiaobao,wuzilizhongxinxianruyipianjijing。
chenyufenzaichuangshangzuolehenjiu,zhidaoyangguangchediqusanlelimingqiandeyinyi,jiangfangjianzhaodetouliang,
yezhaochulejiajubianjiaojicundehuichen,hekongqizhongpiaofudeweichenkeli。tamanmandinuoxiachuang,zoudaoyijuqian。
tashenchushou,meiyouqupengwaimianneixieguazhebiaopaidexinyifu,ershizaicibokaitamen,
mubiaomingqueditanxiangzuilimian。talveguoneijijianjiuchenshan,zuizhong,shouzhitingliuzaineijianzaohongsedejiuyangmaoshanshang。
huizhenmaidemaoyi。tabataqulechulai,baozaihuaili。yangmaoshanyinweiniansuijiuyuan,yanseyouxiefaan,
chuganyebuzaineimepengsongrouruan,daizhedianchenjiuzhiwudejiangying。tabalianmaijinqu,shenshendixileyikouqi。
“huizhendeweidao……”tanannanziyu,canglaodelianshangluchuyisijinhumizuideshenqing。
qishinalihaiyoushenmejutideweidaoni?wufeishizhangnaowan、huichen、yijishiguangbenshenfuxiudeqixi。
dantaguzhidirenwei,tanengwendao,neiyidiandianshuyunverde、zaoyixiaosanzaikongqizhongdeweimohenji。
tajiuzheiyangbaozhemaoyi,zaichuangbianzuolebuzhiduojiu,xiangbaozheyijianshierfudedezhenbao,
youxiangbaozheyikuaibinglengde、wufawennuandeshitou。xiawu,zhouhuilinhuilaile,shouliguorantizhexindegouwudai。
takandaomuqinhuailibaozhedejiumaoyi,lianselikechenlexialai。“ma!ninyoubazheijianpoyifufanchulaizuoshenme?
”tafangxiagouwudai,jibuzouguolai,shenshoujiuqunaneijianmaoyi,“yigumeiwei!shuoleduoshaocile,
zheixiejiudongxibuweisheng,yaorengdiao!”chenyufenxiayishidibamaoyibaodegengjin,
shouzhisisizuanzheyangmaoshandexianwei,zhijiefanbai。“bu……bureng……”tashengyinweiruodifankang。
“youbudenin!”zhouhuilindenaixinsihuhaojinle。tayongliyiche,jiangmaoyicongmuqinhuailiduoleguolai。
chenyufencubujifang,shentihuangleyixia,chadiancongchuangbianzaidao。zhouhuilinkanyemeikan,
nazheneijianzaohongsedeyangmaoshan,jingzhizoudaochuangbian,tuikaichuanghu,
jiangtahenhendirengjinlelouxianeigejudade、lvsedegongyonglajitongli。dongzuogancuililuo,meiyouyisiyouyu。
“zangle,buyaole。”tapailepaishou,fangfozhanshangleshenmebujiededongxi,ranhouguanshangchuanghu,
gejuelewaimiankenengpiaolaiderenheqiwei。chenyufendaidaidikanzhenverdedongzuo,
kanzheneimozaohongsezaikongzhonghuachuyidaoduanzandehuxian,ranhouxiaoshizailajitongshenbujiandideheianli。
taweichizheneigehuaibaodezishi,shoubeihaixuanzaibankong,jiujiumeiyoufangxia。tadeyanshenkongmang,
wangzheneishanjinbidechuanghu,fangfonengchuantouboli,kandaolouxialajitongli,neijianbeiwuqingpaoqidemaoyi。
tacengjingzaitazhenxia,jiyutasangeyewanmoshengerzhenguidenuanyi。rujin,
taheneixiefulandecaiye、feiqidebaozhuangdaihunzaiyiqi,zhenzhengdibianchengle“zangle,buyaole”dedongxi。
fangjianli,xinmaideyifuhaitangzaigouwudaili,sanfazhezhanxinde、gongyejiagongguodexianweiqiwei。
erneiguxiangxiangzhongde、shuyuhuizhende“weidao”,chedixiaoshile。yijushenchu,neijianhongjiayi,
yijiuzaifangchendaixiachenmodiranshaozhe,xiangyicubeifengcunde、yongbuximiedehuoyan,
yexiangyidaowurenganchupengde、xianyandeshangkou。chenyufenzhidao,xiayigebeizheiyanggancuililuodichulidiaode,
huoxujiushitale。zheigerenzhi,rangtagandaoyizhongbiweilidezhuoshaogengshenkedetengtong。
tahuanhuandifangxiaxuankongdeshoubei,shouzhiwuyishidijiaozheshenshangneijianxidefabaidejiushuiyideyijiao,yibian,
youyibian。disanzhang:shengrizhuhuoshangdebarizixianghuailechilundezhongbai,zaiyuandizhizhongdi、yixiaxiadiyaohuang,
jiqianjinbule,yehoutuibude。zhouhuilinyijiushimangliude,
daizheyizhongdoushizhiyenvxingteyoude、beirichengbiaoqucedejingqueyucongmang。tajichenyufenanshibeiyao,
sancanyejiaoleqingdandewaimai,yiqiekanqilaidouweichizhezuidixiandude、timiandeyunzhuan。zhishineitimian,
xiangyicengbobodeyoucai,fuzaibiaomian,dixiashishenbujiandide、riyizhanchoudechenmo。chenyufenyujiachenmoxiaqu。
tadabufenshijiandoudaizaiwoshili,huozuozaichuangbianfadai,huotangzheyidongbudong,yanjingwangzhetianhuaban,
fangfonengzaineixiexiweideliewenli,duchushenmepangrenwufalijiedechenyu。tabuzaiqupengchuangtoujulideyao,
yebuzaiduizhekongqihuhuanhuizhendemingzi。zhishiouer,zaizhouhuilinbuzaijiadeshihou,
tahuipanshanzhezoudaoyijuqian,bokaineixiexinyifu,yongshougezhefangchendai,qingqingfumoneijianhongjiayidelunkuo。
neidongzuojiqiqingrou,daizheyizhongjinhuqianchengdeaiqi,fangfochumodebushichouduan,
ershiyigeyisuide、chenshuidelinghun。zuilidekuseweisihuchenglechangtai,
yuweilineiyinyinde、chixudezhuotongganjiaozhizaiyiqi,gouchengtashentineibuxinde、wufayanshuodebeijingyin。
tachideyuelaiyueshao,songlaidewaimaizhou,wangwangzhidongjishaojiufangxiale。zhouhuilinwenqi,tayezhishiyaotou,
shuo“bue”。shizhendebue,haishineinanguazhoudetianniyuhuwei,
zongrangtaxiangqiyiyuanzoulanglineiduanshibaide、chongmanjiaohuqiweidejiyi,wurenzhixiao。dapozheitansishuide,
shixiaobaodewusuishengri。shengrihuishezaijiali。zhouhuilintiqianqinglezhongdiangonglaizuolecidasaochu,
jiangneixieaiyandejiuwu、baokuodishangneizhijiegoudedianfanguoneidan,douzanshisaijinleyangtaidejiaoluo。
ketingbeibuzhidewucaibinfen,guazheliangjingjingdelahua,duimanlegeshigeyangdexinwanju,
kongqilimimanzhenaiyoudangaotiannidexiangqi,heyizhongkeyiyingzaochulaide、renaofeifandejiaxiang。
xiaobaobeidabandexianggexiaowangzi,chuanzhezhanxindebeidaiku,toufashudeyouliang。taxianranhenxingfen,
zaikeren(zhuyaoshizhouhuilindejigepengyouhetamendehaizi)zhongjianchuansuo,fachujianlide、wuyouwulvdexiaosheng。
chenyufenyebeizhouhuilinyaoqiuhuanshangleyijianxinmaidezanglansekaishan。kaishanzhidirouruan,yansechenwen,
chuanzaitashenshangquekongdangdangde,gengchendetamiansehuibai,
xiangyizhubeiqiangxingyizhidaowenshilide、jijiangkuweidelaoshu。tabeianpaizaiketingshafadezhuwei,
yigexiangzhengxingde、zunguiqueyougegeburudeweizhi。tajucudizuozhe,shuangshoujiaodiefangzaixishang,
neiguanjiezhongdadeshouzhi,zaixinyifuguanghuadeliaozishang,wuyishidifanfumosuo。tademuguang,
daduoshushihoushikongmangde,luozaixukongzhongdemouyidian。zhidaoketingdediaodengbeiximie,
zhiliuxiacanzhuoshangdangaoshangchazhedewugencaiselazhu,tiaodongdehuomiaochengweihunankongjianliweiyideguangyuan。
“zhunishengrikuaile,zhunishengrikuaile……”darenmenpaizheshou,changzheshengrige,
haizimengenzheyiyiyayadifuhe。zhuguangyingzheyizhangzhangxiaolian,yeyingzhechenyufenmangrandelian。neinuanhuangsedeguang,
zaitamengzhewudeyandi,bingweidianranrenheguangcai,fanerxianggezheyicengmaoboli,xiandeyaoyuanerbuzhenshi。
gechangwanle。zhouhuilinwanxiayao,roushengduixiaobaoshuo:“xiaobao,qu,qingwaipobangnichuilazhu,
genwaiposhuo‘zhuwaiposhentijiankang’。”zheishiliuchengdeyibufen,
shi“xiaodao”yu“jiatinghemu”debiyaobiaoyan。xiaobaoxianranbeimuqintiqianjiaodaoguo。
tashoulihaizuanzheyiliangzhanxindexiaoqiche,youxiebuqingyuandi,zaizhouhuilinyanshendecuicuxia,
momocengcengdizoudaoshafaqian。suoyourendemuguang,doujujiaozaizheiyilaoyishaoshenshang。xiaobaoyangqitou,
kanzhezuozaishafalidewaipo。chenyufenyeweiweidixiatou,kanxiangzheigetamingyishangdewaisun。zhuguangyaoye,
zaitaneishuangbumanlaonianban、guanjiebianxingdeshoushangtouxiahuangdongdeyinying。neishuangshou,zhengweiweixiangqianshenzhe,
sihuzhunbeiyingjiehaizi,huozhezhishiwuyishidedongzuo。xiaobaodemuguang,meiyouluozaiwaipodelianshang,
ershizhigougoudi、daizhehaitongneizhongbujiayanshide、cankudehaoqixin,
dingzhulechenyufenshenchulaideshoushang——neixieshenhesede、daxiaobuyidelaonianban,zaitiaoyuedezhuguangxia,
xiandegewaiqingxihe……choulou。shijianfangfoninggulesanmiao。turan,xiaobaoxiangshibeishenmedongxicileyixia,
mengdixianghouyitiao,jianshengjiaodao:“wobuyao!wobuyaochouwaipochuiwodelazhu!”tahandeneimexiangliang,
neimeqingxi,daizhehaiziteyoude、burongzhiyidezhibai。zhenggeketingshunjiananjingxialai,
zhishengxialazhuranshaoshixiweide“pipa”sheng。zhouhuilinlianshangdexiaorongjiangzhule,
tapengyoumendebiaoqingyebiandeyouxieweimiaoheganga。chenyufenshenzaibankongdeshou,jiuneiyangzhitingtingdijiangzhule。
suoyoudexueyefangfodouzaiyishunjiantunqu,zhishengxiabinglengde、mamudechugan。lazhuronghuadeguntanglayou,
jiuzaizheishi,bushoukongzhididiluoxialai,zhenghaoluozaitajiangzhideshoubeishang。“zi——”xiweideshengxiang,
jihubeijijingtunmei。yigujianruide、zhuoredetongchucongshoubeichuanlai。dantameiyoudong,yemeiyousuoshou。
neihongsede、xunsuninggudelayou,xiangyikuaiganggangluoshangqude、xingzhuangbuguizedeba,
jinjindinianzaitadepifushang,yenianzailesuoyoupangguanzhedeshixianli。
**jingmoduihua:guoqidetangyucuoweidechenghu**ketinglidegangajihuyaoningjiechengshiti。
zhouhuilinzuixianfanyingguolai,talianshangxunsuduiqiyigemianqiangdexiao,shitudayuanchang:“xiaohaizihushuoshenmeni!
kuai,chuilazhule!”tajihushibanqiangpodilazhexiaobao,congcongchuimieledangaoshangdelazhu。dengguangzhongxinliangqi,
ciyanderangrenwusuoshicong。biaomianderenaoyuxuanhuazaicibeiqiangxingshiqi,danliefengyijingchansheng,
kongqilipiaofuzheyizhongshuobuqingde、rangrenbushideyinzi。
chenyufenhuanhuandi、jiqihuanmandishouhuileneizhidaizhelayoubahendeshou。
taditoukanlekanshoubeishangneituanhongsede、yingbangbangdedongxi,yanshenkongdong,fangfoneitengtongbingbushuyuziji。
tazaizhongrenkeyihuibidemuguangzhong,momodi、congzanglansexinkaishandekoudaili,taochuleshenmedongxi。
neishiyikeshuiguoyingtang,yongyijingfazhoudetoumingbolizhibaozhe,tangzhibianyuandoumodeqilemaobian。
buzhidaozaitakoudailifangleduojiu。tajiangtangdixiangganggangbeimuqinanfuzhu、danyijiujuezhezuidexiaobao,
pianjijiangsuiliedeluoye:“huizhen……huizhenyiqianzongjiwotang……jinichi……”tadesiweixianranshihunluande,
jiang“wojihuizhentang”yu“huizhenjiwotang”hunweiyitan,huoxuzaitatantadejiyimigongli,
jiyuhejieshouaidejiexianzaoyimohu,zhishengxia“tang”zheigefuhao,daibiaozhemouzhongxibode、cancundetianwei。
zhouhuilinyanjishoukuai,yibajiangneiketangcongmuqinshoulinaleguolai,zhikanleyiyan,meitoujiujinjinzhouqi:“ma!
genninshuoguoduoshaobianle!zheitangshenmeshihoudele?zaojiuguoqile!bunengchi!
”tayuqidaizheyayibuzhudefanzaoheyisibuyichajuedexiunao,fangfomuqinzheibuheshiyidejudong,
zaicijiangganggangmianqiangyangaide“butimian”baoluzailerenqian。tashunshoujiujiangneikezhoubabadetang,
rengjinlepangbiandelajitongli,dongzuoherengdiaoneijianjiumaoyishiyiyanggancui。xiaobaokanzhetangbeirengdiao,buyile,
duozhejiaorangrangqilai:“woyaochitang!woyaochijiejiejidetang!”“jiejie?”chenyufenlengzhule,
hunzhuodeyanjinglishanguoyisijidudekunhuohemangran。tataiqitou,kankanxiaobao,youkankanzhouhuilin,
xiangshizaiquerenshenme,“jiejie……?”zhouhuilindelianseshunjianbiandeshabai。tamengdidunxiashen,
wuzhuxiaobaodezui,shengyincongyafenglijichulai:“biexiajiao!nalaidejiejie!
”tadeyanshenruilidisaoguoketinglineixiebiaoqinggeyidepengyou,yizhongjiachoubukewaiyangdelangbeihefennu,
rangtajihuweichibuzhubiaomiandepingjing。xiaobaobeimuqindefanyinghedaole,wadeyishengkuleqilai。
shengrihuichediluanletao。**shanhui:youleyuandetangzi**zaiyipianhunluandekunaohegangadeanfushengzhong,
chenyufendeyanqian,queyoushiyihua。neishiyangguanghenhaodeyigexiawu,zhouhuizhennandexiuxi,
daizhenianyoudexiaobaoqufujindegongyuanwan。huilaishi,xiaobaoshoulijuzheyigejudade、yunduobandefensemianhuatang,
chidemanliandoushinianhuhudetangsi。zhouhuizhenlianshangdaizhewenhede、youxiepibeidexiaorong,
duizuozaiyangtaishangdechenyufenshuo:“ma,xiaobaofeinaozheyao,ninyechangyikou?kanzhetingtiande。
”chenyufendangshizhengdaizhelaohuajingkanbaozhi,touyemeitai,xiguanxingdihuilehuishou,
yuqidaizhelaonianrenchangyoude、dui“bujiankanglingshi”debiyi:“tianninide,xiaohaizichidedongxi,
youshenmehaochide。”zhouhuizhenxiaolexiao,meizaijianchi,lingzhexiaobaoquxishoule。chenyufenfangxiabaozhi,
muguangwuyijianzhuisuizhebengbengtiaotiaodexiaobao。neihaizijingguotashenbianshi,
juzhemianhuatangdeshoubuxiaoxincengdaoletadegebo,liuxialeyixiaopianniannide、fensedetangzi。xiaobaopaokaile,
chenyufenditoukanzhegeboshangneidianxianyandefense,guishishenchadi,tashenchushetou,
feikuaidi、toutouditianleyixia。yigujianruide、gongyexiangjingweidaodetian,shunjianzaishejianzhakai。queshitianni。
dantadangshi,bingmeiyoulikecadiaoneidiantangzi。
**xianshi:ninggudebahenyuxiaosandetian**xianshideshengyinjiangchenyufencongduanzandeshanhuizhonglachehuilai。
xiaobaohaizaiku,zhouhuilinzhengzaidishenghechi,pengyoumenzaigangadigaoci。ketingliyipianlangjie,
dangaoshangdenaiyousihuyeshiquleyourendeguangze。chenyufenmomodizhanqishen,meiyoukanrenheren,
yemeiyoucanyuyanqiandehunluan。tagoulouzhebei,manmandi、yibuyibudizouhuizijidewoshi。
zanglansedexinkaishanxiabai,cengdaolezhuojiao,liuxiayidiankanbujiandehuichen。tahuidaochuangbianzuoxia,
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