《第六年,我不再爱他了》 小说介绍
《diliunian,wobuzaiaitale》shiyibulingrenxinchishenwangdezuopin,jiangshulexiehanzhouguqingyanzaizhuiqiumengxiangdedaolushangjinglidejianxinyufuchu。xiehanzhouguqingyanfendoubuzhi,mianduizhegezhongtiaozhanhekaoyan。tongguoyutarendejiaoliuyuhuzhu,xiehanzhouguqingyanbuduanchengzhang、gaibian,bingzuizhongshixianleziwochaoyue。zheibuxiaoshuochongmanyongqiyuxiwang,taxiongkoudemeiguiwenshenyebushiyinweidanchunjuedeneigetuanhaokan,ershiyinwei,guqingyanjiushineiduokaizaitaxinshangdemeigui。yuanlai,neisuoweideliunianxiang……jiangdianranduzheneixindejiqing。
《第六年,我不再爱他了》 第一章 免费试读
第一章
wohexiehanzhouxiangshishiernian,xiangailiunian。
zheiliunianlianaiqijian,woyizhizaimomoliyongjiazudeliliangzhichitadegongsi,rangtazhujianzoushangzhenggui。
jiuzaigongsijijiangshangshideqianjitian,taxiangwoqiuhunle,chengnuohuirangwochengweishishangzuixingfudenvren。
danouranjian,wozaitadediannaolikandaoletahepengyoudeduihua。
“wowangbuleqingyan,wogenzhiyuejiehun,zhishizeren。”
kandaozheixiexiaoxihou,wolikerangmuqintingzhileduitagongsidesuoyoutouzi。
wojuedingchengquantamen,rangtamenquzuoneiduiyuanyang。
1.
“mama,xiehanzhougongsidegufen,nipaoleba,haiyouneixietouzi,yedoucheleba。”
xiehanzhoudegongsijijiangshangshi,ruowomamacishichezi,tadegongsijiangmianlinjudaweiji。
“neixiaozishibushiqifunile?mamabangniqutaohuigongdao!”
womamacongxiaojiuchongwo,xianzaiyebuwenyuanyin,jiuyaoquzhaoxiehanzhoudemafan。
我苦笑了一下。
“ma,zheishier,wozijilaichuli。”
woshuohuadeshengyinyoudianzhandou。
weileburangwomadanxin,woganjingualedianhua。
kewodeyanjinghaishijinjindingzhediannaopingmu,shangmiandeliaotianjilurangworuzhuibingjiao。
wohexiehanzhousuanbushangshichuantongyiyishangdeqingmeizhuma,danwohetarenshideshihou,haishigaoyi。
wobamadehunyinbingbuxingfu,chusanneinian,wobadexiaosandaizhesishengnvdengtangrushi,wobaweilezheiduimunvbipowomahetalihun。
womayiqizhixialilehunqulegangcheng,erwozechenglejiazhongduoyuderen。
neiyinian,woderenshengsuandeshangyituanluan,wojuedequanshijiedoubuaiwo,zaixuexiao,guqingyanyehuidaitoubalingwo。
bishidexiehanzhoujiangwodangzaishenhou,zhizeneixiebalingwoderen。
jibianzhidaolewoyituanluandejiatingguanxi,tayehuixintengdibaozhuwo。
tashuorangwobiehaipa,jibianmeirenduiwohao,tayehuiduiwohao。
tazaineigexiazhexuedewanshangzaitiyuguandeqicaishizhaodaobeikunlehaojigexiaoshidewo,ranhoubeizhewohuijia。
wobeitabeizhe,tingtajiandingdigenwoshuo:“guzhiyue,jiusuanquanshijiedoubuyaoni,woyeyaoni。”
wohetaconggaozhongzoudaoledaxue,dasanneinian,tanazhezijizhuandaodediyitongjinmailaidejiezhigenwogaobai,bishidewoyijinglikailegujia,huidaolewomamashenbian:
“cenzhiyue,niyuanyizuowonvpengyouma?”
wogaoxingdebuzhisuocuo,houlai,tagongsixianruweiji,shiwoqiuwomajitadegongzitouzi,jitaziyuan,tadegongsizheicaizoushangzhenggui。
sannianshijian,gongsizhongyukuaiyaoshangshile。
iposhenhetongguodeneitian,taxiangwoqiulehun。
woyiweiwomenzhongyunengzoudaozuihou。
danwomeixiangdao,tabingbuaiwo,tadexinzaojiupaodaobierenneierqule。
neigerenbushibieren,shineigepohuailewodejiating,youbalingwodeguqingyan。
jintian,xiehanzhouwaichuyingchoule,zoudecongmang,wangletuichudiannaoshangdeweixin。
woyoukandaoletaheguqingyandeliaotianjilu。
「cenzhiyuebuguojiushiwodetisheneryi,nihaizhendasuanquta?」
xiehanzhoumeiyouhuita,ketayiranziguzidikaikou,gezhepingmuwodounengganshoudaotade「shizaibide」。
「nijiusuanbushuo,woyecaidedao。nibujiushixiangqiwo,jiushixiangbiwochuxianme?」
「wokandaonimendinghundezhaopianle,tashoushangneimeihunjiegenbenjiushiwoxihuande,jiuliantadeneishenlifu,yeshiwodexihao。」
「nizhenzhengaide,congshizhizhongdouzhiyouwo。」
yigexiaoshihou,xiehanzhoucaihuifuta:「nihendeyime?zhidaowohaiaini。」
leishuimohulewodeshixian,wodeshouzhisimingdiqiazhewodezhangxin。
yuanlai,wohexiehanzhoudezheiliunian,zhishiwodeyixiangqingyuan。
tamingmingzhidaoguqingyanshishangwozuishendeneigeren,ketaquerenyouzijiquaita。
wolianxilewoma,shuowojuedinglikaijingbeiqugangcheng。
bangexiaoshihou,womafalaileyizhangbangeyuehoudejipiao,tagaosuwo,zonggaiheguoqugaogebie。
wogangguaduandianhua,shoujiyouxiangleqilai。
“zhiyue,nikuailai,hanzhouhebierendaqilaile!”
dianhualiyinyuechuanlaixiehanzhoudaizhezuiyidepaoxiaosheng。
“nimenzheiqunzasui,bixujiwonvpengyoudaoqian!”
我心里猛地一紧。
wobuzaitashenbian,tashuodenvpengyouxianranbushiwo。
wohaoqijinwandaodifashengleshenme,yushichuanshangwaitao,zoudaoxiejuqian,quefaxianwosongtadeweijinjingjingditangzaidishang,shangmianhaiyoumingxiandejiaoyin。
zheitiaoweijin,wohualeshijitianshijian,shoudoubeizhalehaojicicaizhiwan,ketajingranzheimebuzhenxi。
wojianqiweijin,meiyoubiaoqingdidiujinlelajitong,ranhoudaleliangchezhibenxiehanzhoudajiadejiuba。
daoleneili,wokandaoxiehanzhouzhenglouzheyigekudelihuadaiyudenvhai。
bushibieren,zhengshiguqingyan。
2.
“neijigerenbuxiaoxinbajiusazaihanzhoupengyoushenshangle,hanzhoujiuhetamendaleqilai。”
xiehanzhoudepengyoupaoguolaigenwojieshi:“hanzhoujintianhelehenduo,wopataremafan。”
tingdaozheigeyuanyin,wokuxiaoleyixia。
wojideyoucipeitayingchou,kehuguyibajiusazaiwolianshang,tadoumeizheimeshengqi,fanerguaiwodaozhihezuoshibai。
xiehanzhouyouxiangchongshangquheduifangdajia,tapengyouganjinlanzhu:“xiehanzhou,nidouyaojiehunle,bienaodale!”
xiehanzhouqueyibatuikaitapengyou:“sheishuoyaojiehunle!zhei**bajiusawonvpengyoushenshangle,nengzheimesuanlema!budaoqian,sheiyebiexiangzou!”
xiehanzhouyijingzuidezhanbuwenle,zheihuarangtadepengyoumendouhenganga,fenfenkanxiangwo。
wolengxiaoyisheng,zoushangqian,yibazhangshanzailehexiehanzhouduizhidenanrenlianshang。
现场顿时一片寂静。
duifanglengleyixia,ranhoubaonuzhechaowopulai。
woxiangkankanxiehanzhouhuibuhuixiangyiqianneiyangbaohuwo。
dantaqueyibatuikaiwo,nuhoudao:“cenzhiyue,nilaitianshenmeluan!haibugouluanma!”
“chengshibuzubaishiyouyu!”
xiehanzhouzheihuarangwoxinhan。
talizhiqizhuangdirangduifangganjinzou。
duifanghaisuanlizhi,malejijujiuzoule。
tamenzouhou,xiehanzhouyitoudaozaishafashang。
xiehanzhoudepengyougangadixiangwojieshao:“zhiyue,nibiewangxinliqu,hanzhouheduole,zheishitadaxuetongxueguqingyan,jintiangangcongguowaihuilai。”
woqingqingpieleyanguqingyan,tadeyanjiaohaiguazhejingyingdeleizhu,xiandechuchukelian。
“qingyan,zheishihanzhoudeweihunqi,zhiyue......”
wolengxiaoyisheng,kanzheyanqiandeguqingyan:“buyongjieshao,wogentahenshu。”
xiehanzhoudepengyouzhenghaoqiwohetashishenmeguanxi,xiehanzhoujiuchushengdaduan,tasihuyouhuifuleqingmingdeshentai。
“zhiyue,wojintianshiqiaqiaoyujianqingyan,tabeineiqunhunhunjiuchanwocai......”
“zaizenmeshuo,tabijingdoushi**mei。”
xiehanzhoudehuayuzhongchongmanleduiguqingyandeweihu,pingrilichenmoguayandeta,cikequetaotaobujue。
woningshizheyanqiandezheigenanren,xinzhongyongqiyigunanyiyanyudemoshenggan。
mingmingwocaishipeibantazouguochuangyefengyudeweihunqi。
weihezuizhong,woquechengletaxinzhongdeyigetidaipin?
woyaojinyaguan,nuliburangleishuihualuo,shenshendixileyikouqi。
wobudasuanzaijiguqingyanlianmian。
“xiehanzhou,nishuocuole,womeiyoumeimei,wobawomajiushenglewoyige,tazhishiyigebuzhilianchidexiaosandezhong。”
“tamashixiaosan,tayeshi。”
wodehuafangfochudonglexiehanzhoudeminganshenjing,tamengdifanu。
“cenzhiyue!nizenmenengduiyueyueshuochuzheimeedudehua?nibixuxiangtadaoqian!”
tadeyuqizhongchongmanleburongzhiyideqiangying。
“nanguainicongxiaojiubeiqinshengfumuyiqi,nanguaisuoyourendoushuyuanni。nizheijiansuankebodeyangzizhenrangwoyane,nizhudingguduzhonglao!”
tadehuayuxiangyibafenglidedao,henhendicixiangwodexin。
fangfohaipawohuiduiguqingyanzaochengshanghai,xiehanzhoumengdijiangwotuidaoyibian,jiandingdidangzaitademianqian。
xiehanzhoudepengyoujiandaotazheifuyangzi,zhouqimeilaijiangwofuqishen,hanjiandigentafalepiqi:
“xiehanzhou,niguofenle。”
wozhuanguotou,bimianyutademuguangzaicixiangyu,yankuangquebuyouzizhudifanhong。
xiehanzhoudeyanzhongshanguoyisizhandong。
huoxushiyinweiyishidaozijiyancideshidang,youhuoxutaliuyidaolewoshoushangdeshuangjiao。
taqingtanyisheng,“jinwan,wojiudangnijiuhoushiyan,zhiyuyihou......”
“buhuizaiyouyihoule。”woqingshengdaduanleta。
“nishuoshenme?”tazhuiwen。
raner,xiehanzhoudeyihuoweijie,jiubeiturankuzhepaokaideguqingyandaduanle。
tawuxiagujixinzhongdeyiwen,jimangzhuileshangqu。
congmangzhizhong,takoudailidexiangliandiaoluoyeweicengchajue。
wojianqidishangdexianglian,jiandaozhuizhedexiaoqiaodebeihoukezhe「y」demeiguidiaozhui,naohaizhongfuxianchuxiehanzhouzuoxiongshangneiduomeigui。
neixiewocenghushidexijie,cikerusixianbanchuanlianqilai。
yuanlaiybushicenzhiyuedeyue,ershiguqingyandeyan。
taxiongkoudemeiguiwenshenyebushiyinweidanchunjuedeneigetuanhaokan,ershiyinwei,guqingyanjiushineiduokaizaitaxinshangdemeigui。
yuanlai,neisuoweideliunianxiangai,zhishiwoyirendedujiaoxi。
jiranruci,woyouhebiweiyigebuzhidederen,jixujiuchanbuxiu?
3.
xiehanzhoudepengyoutichuyaosongwohuiqu,wobailebaishou。
baneigediaozhuishouhuizijidebaoli,huluancaleliangbayanleijiuzoulechuqu。
huijiadelushang,womeinengrenzhu,yanleihaishiliulexialai。
xiangxiangwomenlianaileliunian,xiangshishiernian。
kedaotoulai,queshizheiyangdejieju。
wohuidaojia,ketingliyuanbenzuoweihunlidaojishidepaizi,rujinbianchenglewolibiededaojishi。
wokuxiao,jianghunfangneidesuoyouzhuangshiyuqinglvyongpinyiyidiuqi。
jirantianyiruci,jiuyongzheizuihoudebangeyue,
yuwodeguoqu,zuogechedidegaobie。
zaoshang,wobeixiehanzhoudedianhuacongshuimengzhongchaoxing。
“zhiyue,xinglema?wojinimailenizuiaideshengjian,rangzhulijinisongguoqule,buguojintiangongsiyoudianjishi,wokenenghuibuqule,hunshazhaodepaishewomenjiugaitianba。”
“zuowandeshiqing,niyebietaiwangxinliqu,woyijingtinigenqingyandaoguoqianle。”
wokanzhechuangwaitingzaishushaozhitoudemaque,xindiyongshanghanyi:
“知道了。”
xiehanzhousihumeiliaodaowohuirucishuangkuaididaying,lvexiangangadibuchongdao:
“hunlijiushigexingshieryi,womenganqingzheimehao,genbenbuxuyaozheixielaizhengmingshenme,yiqiecongjianjiuhao,duiba?”
“嗯,你决定吧。”
dianhuaneitoudexiehanzhoubeiwolengdandeyuqinongdeshuobuchuhua,banshangcaigangadixiaolexiao,zhufuwojideanshichifanjiucongconggualedianhua。
一切从简。
zheichanghunli,meiyoujiehunzheng,meiyouhunshazhaodetianmi,meiyousiyidezhufu。
meiguanxi,hengshuyebuhuiyouxinniangchuxi。
guaduandianhuahou,wonaqimakebi,qingqinghuaqulerilishang「paihunshazhao」zheiyixiang。
xiehanzhouzongshimangyugongzuo,xianshaoyoushijianpeibanwo。
yushi,wobazijizuixiangzuodeshiqing,yiyijiluzairilishang,qidaizhezaijiehunzheiduanteshuderizili,zhuyishixianzheixiexinyuan。
raner,rujinzheixiexinyuan,quebeihouzhongdeheisemakebiyiyifugai,huazuolenanyiyanshuodeyihan。
wobuzaijiangzijideqingganjituozaixiehanzhoushenshang,ershizhunbeihaolecicheng。
jiexialaiderizili,wozhuyilianxilewodepengyoumen,gaozhitamenhunliquxiaodexiaoxi。
“qishi,womenzaojiucaidaole......”
pengyoubianshuobiandakailexiehanzhoudepengyouquanjiwokan。
“zheiduanshijian,xiehanzhouyizhiheguqingyanzaiyiqi。”
“bushuxiderenkenenghaiyiweitapengyouquanlideneigerenshini,danwomenyiyanjiurenchulaile。”
xiehanzhoudepengyouquanli,congweichuxianguowodeshenying,rujin,quequanshiguqingyandebeiying。
tamenyitongzaiyouleyuanhuanxiao,yitongzaihaibianyinjiudengdairichu。
taduiguqingyandeai,rucidafang,rucitandang,queweidu,jiangwopingbizailetadeshijiezhiwai。
pengyoudaizheyisiyoulvwangxiangwo。
“zhiyue,bietaishangxinle。guqingyannalibideshangni,yaoshixiehanzhouzhidaoguqingyandezhenmianmu,takendinghuihouhuimojide。”
“wusuoweile,wozaojiubuzaihule。”
wofangxiashoulidekafei,zhuanguotouwangxiangchuangwaifanmangdejiedao。
xinzhongxiangzhe,zaiguojiri,wojiuyaoyongyuanlikaizheigedifangle。
womeiyouduoyudeshijianhejingli,quweixiehanzhoudebeipanershangxin。
wozhanzaikafeidianmenkou,kanzhejiedaoduimian,xiehanzhouheguqingyanqianzheshouzoujinhunshadian,wobotonglewomadedianhua:
“ma,chezideshiqing,jiuzaixiehanzhouhunlineitiangaosutaba。”
4.
shishihoujihexiehanzhouyouguandeyiqiehuashangzhongzhifule。
liuniandeshenqing,queshirangwoxinyoubugan。
danyexu,zheishiernianshiwoshengmingzhongzuizhenguideshiguang,tazhanjulewozhenggeqingchun。
wodeweizijidemangmuhetianzhenfuze。
danfangmiandefuchu,daijiazongshichenzhongde。
raner,wobixufangxiazheiyiqie,zhongqiwoderensheng。
suoyi,dangduoriweiguidexiehanzhouturanchuxianshi,woyiranmianwubiaoqing,wudongyuzhong。
tahuilaihou,shouzhizaishoujipingmushangkuaisuhuadong,suiyidihuangusizhou。
“jializenmezheimelengqing,nimeibuzhima?”
“nibushishuoyiqiecongjianma?”
wocongpingbanshangtaiqitouyilianpingjingdikanzheta。
xiehanzhouyishiyusai,muguangluozaileqiangshangdaojishideshuzi「7」shang。
“shijianguodezhenkuai,zaiguoyizhoujiushiwomendehunlile。”
wofangxiashoulidepingban,zoudaocanzhuopang,sixialiangyerili,ranhoutuanchengtuanrengjinlajitongli。
“nijicuole,bushiyizhou,shiwutian。”
tayouxiegangadixiaolexiao,ranhoujianghuatichekai。
zheishi,womadedianhuadalejinlai,wozoudaoyangtaijianduandiliaolejiju。
huidaofangjianshi,xiehanzhouhaizaidingzheshouji,tataitoukanlewoyiyan,“shenmeshi?wohaoxiangtingdaolejipiaoshenmede。”
“meishenme,yougekehuyaoconggangchengguolai,jipiaoyoudianxiaowenti。”wofuyandao。
“haoba,nikeqianwanbiezhunbeishenmemiyuelvxing,wozuijintaimangle,meishijianqu。”
wokanzheqiaozheerlangtuihuazheshoujipingmudexiehanzhou,zhuanguoshenjiangyangtaimenguanshang。
“wozhidao,meizhunbei,woyemang。”
zicongguqingyanhuilaihou,xiehanzhoudemuguangjiuyikedoulibukaita。
chajuedaoqifenyouxieganga,wocongdianshijijuzidechoutilinachuneitiaozhuizhemeiguidiaozhuidexiangliandijilexiehanzhou。
tayuanbenpingjingdeyanshenshunjianliangleqilai。
“yuanlaizainizheili,wozhaolehaojiu。”
“ng,kandaonipengyouquanfadegaojiaxunwuqishi,turanxiangdaoneitianzailushangjiandaole。”
yibaiwan,zhiweixunzhaoyitiaokuanshilaojiulianjiadexianglian。
erwomenjijiangjuxingdehunli,zonghuafeiyebuguoershiwaneryi。
wokanzhexiehanzhoubainongxiangliandeshou,tuwudiwendao:“nidehunjieni?”
talengleyixia,suihouditouwangxiangzijikongwuyiwudeshouzhi,xiandeyouxiemangran。
“buzhishenmeshihoudiule......”
tashitujieshi,danzheishi,shoujiyouxiangqilexinxiaoxidetishiyin,neishiguqingyanduyoude**。
tacongcongkanleyiyanxinxi,ranhouqishen,zaiwodechunjiaoshangqingqingluoxiayiwen。
“duibuqi,laopo,zuijinshizaitaimangle。hunlideshi,jiuquankaonifeixinle。”
tadehuayuzhongdaizhejifenqianyi,
“dengmangwanzheiduanshijian,woyidingrangnichengweizheigeshijieshangzuixingfudexietaitai。”
xiehanzhouturanbiandeshanzhangshuotianyanmiyule。
ruguoshizaicongqian,wohuoxuhuimanxinhuanxi,juedezijizhongyuronghualeneizuolengmodebingshan。
danxianzai,wozhishilengmodikanzhetalikaidebeiying,ranhouquweishengjianshualeyaxilelian,jixumangliuzhezijideshiqing,duitadeqinghuawudongyuzhong。
5.
shijianrubaijuguoxi,zhuanyanjianjiudaolehunlideqianyitian。
wokanzhebeiwozijidabaozhenglihaodedongxi,jiaolekuaidigongsishangmen,bawodedaxiangziquandouanzhaogangchengdedizhijiguoqu。
zhiyushengxiade,gairengdequandourengdiao。
zhengliwanbi,woturanxiangqushanshangkanluori,yushi**cuikailechequ。
lingchendeshihou,woduziyigerenkaizhechequlehaibian。
woguozhehoutanzizuozaicaopingshang,chuizheshanfeng,kanzhetaiyangyidianyidianluoxiaqu。
wojuqishoulidekafeibeichaozhewanxiahuanglehuang。
jingwoyidijimaodeliunian。
jingwo**yiyangdanglehaojiniandetishen。
敬我爱了一个烂人。
zhidaowanxiaquanbuxiaoshi,wocaipaizhekuziqishen,zuozaicheli,woshuaxinlepengyouquan。
shiguqingyanjiwofalaidezhaopian。
yidajiazirenzaichituanyuanfan,tashenbianzuozhexiehanzhou。
woxiaozhehuitayijuhua:「weikoutinghaoa。」
ranhouximieleshoujiwangjialiqu。
huidaozhuchuhou,wokaishizuihouqingdianxingli。
mangliudaolingchenshifen,jingranyiwaifanchulexiehanzhouderijiben。
rijizhongxiangxijizailetajinianqianzuiluoposhi,zaihaichengdelvtuzhongyuguqingyanxiangshidejingguo。
raner,zuiguanjiandebufenquebeisidiaole,zhiliuxialeyiju「neishiwoyishengzhongzuikuailedeshiguang」。
wofankaiyibenyouyibenriji,faxianlimianwuyibushizaisushuozhetaduiguqingyandeshenshenhuainian。
zaitaxiangwoqiuhundeneitian,rijiligengshizheiyangxiedao:
「cengjingnianshaowuzhi,cuobayumudangzhenzhu,cuoguolecishengweiyidezhiai。cihouwozaizenmenuli,yewufajiangcenzhiyuebianchengqingyan。」
「wangshibukezhui,kanzaiqingyandefenshang,wohuishandaicenzhiyue。」
tadezijigangjingyouli,meiyigebihuadoufangfokezailewodexinshang。
wodeyanleiduokuangerchu,yunkailerijibenshangdeziji。
wotaiyanwangqu,zheixienianxiehanzhouzengyuwodeliwulinlangmanmu。
congmingpaibaobao、gaodanglianyiqundaozhubaoshoushi,zaidaoxiaoqiaodewawawanou、naichaheyouxiji。
wuyibutouluchuyigexinxi——zheixiedoushiguqingyansuozhongaide。
zaikankanjingzhongdeziji,shenzhesuihuazhangqun,yitoujiyaodeheisezhifa,jianzhijiushiguqingyandefanban。
wocengyiwei,xiangbanshierniandewomen,zhijianzonggaiyouxienanyigeshedeqingyi。
然而......
tamingmingqinyanmuduleguqingyanzheixienianduiwozaochengdeshanghai,quehaishixuanzezhanzailetaneiyibian。
tamingmingqingchu,guqingyanshiwocishengzuihen、zuiyanederen,querengranzhiyiyaojiangwosuzaochengtadeyingzi。
weiquyufennujiaozhizaiyiqi,chongjizhewodeneixin。
wohuandiaoleshenshangdequnzi,chuanshangwozuixihuandeweiyiheniuziku,youduizhejingzijianqulewoliulehenduoniandezhangfa。
wobukenengzaijixuzuoguqingyandeyingzile。
cenzhiyue,zhishicenzhiyue。
wozaitoudengcanglizuoxialaideshihou,jiedaolexiehanzhoudedianhua,tadeyuqidaizhejiaoji,zixiting,sihuhaiyouxiegengyan:
“zhiyue,niqunalile?”
                
                                第六年,我不再爱他了