《爱如朝露,去日苦多》 小说介绍
linqinghuaifuyanchuanzuowei《airuchaolu,qurikuduo》zheibenshudezhujiao,tianlingxiedeneironghenxiyinren,shiyibenbukeduodededoushixiaoshuole,jiangshule:sangerenyiqizaicantingheying,fuyanchuanlouzheshenfuxuedeshou,yijiarenqinmiwujian。…erzuihouyigeshipinli,shiananheshenfuxueyizuoyiyouqinwenfuyanchuandelian。an……
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第1章摧心
hunliqianxi,wocongloutishangshizudieluo,fuzhongdehaizisuizhiliuchan。
fuyanchuanjiaojidibawosongshangleshoushutai。
quanmasuxingshi,woqueyinyuetingjianyishengduifuyanchuandiyu:
“zhenshiyihan,wugeyuele,taieryijingchengxing,feichangjiankang。”
“yihanshenme,buguoshigeweichushidepeitaibale。”fuyanchuandeshengyinlenglierushuang。
“lin**deshentizaoshoulezhongchuang,kongpazaiyewufashengyule......”
“takeyidangwohefuxuehaizidehouma。meileshengyunengli,tahuoxuhuiduiwomendehaizigengjiatengai。”
wobeituichushoushushi,leishuiwushengdishunzhelianjiahualuo。
neigewoquanxinquanyixinrendenanren,yuanlaishigeemo。
woqidaiyijiudehunli,buguoshiwohaizidecuimingfu。
jiranruci,wochengquanta。
1
“fuzong,haizihenjiankang,shigeyijingchenglexingdenanhai,xuyaojininkanyiyanma?”
“zhijiedangyiliaofeiwuxiaohuijiuhao,lingwai,buyongbaoquantadezigongheluanchao,biebeitafaxian。”
“dengdaotahuifuhaole,wojiudaitaqufuliyuanbaananlingyangguolai,tameileshengyunengli,yidinghuiduiananshirujichu。”fuyanchuanlengchendesangyinburongzhihui。
yishengkanleyiyanzaishoushuchuangshangxuruodewo,youyudao。
“kefurendeshentishoudaozhongchuang,zigongbiyijinghenbole,zainanshouyun,nihaiyaoqiangxing......zheiyangbushiyaotademingma?”
“ninheshen**dehaizidouneimedale,pashihennanmanguofuren,ruguotazhidaoshininqinzirangrenbatatuixialoutide......”
“tabuhuizhidaode。wodayingguofuxue,suiranmeifajitamingfen,danbixujitayichangfengfengguangguangdehunli。”
fuyanchuandandankaikou,shiruozhenbaodipengqiwodeshou,jiangyimeishikeladequanmeizuanjiedaizaiwodewumingzhishang。
“bieshuole,shengxiade,wohuiyongyushengmibuta。”
…
bingfangnei,fuyanchuanwenroudiweiwocashizheetou,zaiwodechunjianluoxiaqingqingyiwen。
“qinghuai,worangyishengyongzuihaodemeirongxianjinifenghe,buhuiliubade。”
“zheizhongmazuijibuhuixingdetaikuai,nishentixuruo,duoshuiyihuier。”
tabuzhidao,woyijinghuifuleyishi,zhishizaiqiangrenzhemeiyoudiaoxiayanlei。
liunianganqing,woqixudehunli,buguoshiyichangjudadexuwangheyinmou。
tazaoyihebierenyoulehaizi,quepianwoshuoshenfuxueshitarendeganmeimei。
woaileliuniandenanren,fuzhonghaizidefuqin,yeshiqinshoushasitadezuikuihuoshou。
zhongyuaidaotianliang,wotingdaofuyanchuanqiaoqiaoqishenlikaideshengyin,yizhibuzhudebengkuiluolei。
xiaofuyichouyichoudetengtong,quebujixintongbanfen。
wozhandouzhefuxiangneipiandaokou。
limianzaiyemeiyouwohehulewugeyuedexiaoshengming。
dakaigouzidezhibo,shiwojingxincehualebanniandecaopinghunli。
“jintianshitianshengjituanfuzongdehunli,ciqianxinniangbeifuzongjinwuzangjiao,waijieyizhixiangyidufangrong,xianzaijiushijiexiaodeshike......”
manshanbianyedecaopingheshanshi,xiangyichangdianying。
fuyanchuancongshenhoujiangshenfuxuebaozhu,yiqunbaigebuduancongdimianfeili,yipianxuebai。
“fuxue,wojingxinweinizhunbeidejingxi,xihuanma?”
“wozhidaonibuxihuanmafan,jintianwomendehunli,buyongjingfumuzhangbei,zhiyouniwo。”
shenfuxuefachuyinlingbandexiaosheng,xiusedizaitalianjiabianluoxiayiwen。
“xihuan,yanchuangege,niduiwozhenyongxin。”
liangrenreliejiwen,renqunzhongbufazhufuyuhuanhu。
leishuiyidiyidiluozaipingmushang,zhujianbanboleyanqiandejingxiang。
woqidailezheimejiu,conglaimeiyouxiangguo,hunlidenvzhujiaobingbushiwo。
jiehunsannian,wotitazhaogugongpo,yizhixinganqingyuandangtadeyinhunqizi。
taquebalangmanaiqingdoujilebieren,bahunyindeshufuhejiasuodouliujilewo。
2
neiyiwan,fuyanchuandoumeiyouhuilai。
diertianmimihuhuxinglaiqian,wotingdaofuyanchuanzaidadianhua。
“......zuotiandehunlidoufengsuohaoxiaoxilema?jueduibunengrangqinghuaizhidao。”
dengwozhengkaiyanshi,tayijingzuozailechuangbian,yilianxintengdiwangzhewo。
“清槐,你醒了?”
“fuyanchuan,womendehaizi,meile。”
woxuleyiyedeleizhiyezhibuzhu,xiongyongchenghe,yanshenmamudidingzheta。
fuyanchuanjinjinjiangwolanruhuaizhong。
“qinghuai,nifangxin,jishinimeiyouleshengyunengli,niyeshibamazuimanyideerxifu,yongyuanshiwomenfujiaderen。”
“woaini,zheiyidian,nikeyixiangwofanfuqueren。”
shouzhiweiweiyidong,tangruobushizhixiaolezhenxiang,wozhendehuiyirujiwangxiangxintadeqinghua。
erxianzai,wozhijuedezhenzhenexin。
wokuaisujiangbinglengdeshoucongtashouzhongchouchu,tuikaita,fuyanchuanyishizhengzhu,henkuaihuifuleruchangderouqing。
“fuliyuanneibianwoyijinglianxihaole,nibushiyizhixiangyaogenverma?womenqulingyangyigehaiziba。”
tazhongyujibukenaibaoluchulezhenshimude。
wohouhuizijicongqianshuangyanmengbi,meiyoukanchuanguotadexuwei。
jiranruci,wochengquantamen。
chuyuandangtian,fuyanchuanqinzibawobaoshangchenei,xianshazhongren。
fuliyuannei,yigexiaonvhaibengbengtiaotiaochaowomenguolai,yiliantianzhendiduifuyanchuanshuo:
“fushushu,nizheicishilaijiewohuijiadema?xinmamayuanyijieshouwolema?ananhuihenguaide,huitaoxinmamahuanxinde。”
“qinghuai,nikanananduokeai。“fuyanchuanyuqiwenrou,“womenlingyangtahaobuhao?niyidinghuixihuantade。”
xiaonvhaizhangdehenxiangfuyanchuan,yeyoujifenxiangshenfuxue。
“haoa。”wodandangouchun。
fuyanchuansihusonglekouqi,dunxiashenwozhuwodeshou:“wojiuzhidaonihuitongyide,yihounijiushianandemamale。“
wokanzhetadeyanjing,neishuangcengjingrangwochenlundemouzili,cikeshengmanlexujiadeshenqing。
wohuranxiangqizaishoushutaishangtingdaodeduihua,toupishunjianfama。
xiangqifuyanchuanheshenfuxuedemimou,xiangqineigebeitamenqinshoueshadehaizi。
wojiekouquxishoujiancanghuangtaoli。
menwaichuanlaijiaobusheng,shifuliyuandegongzuorenyuanzaixianliao。
“fuzongzhenshiyongxinliangku,weilerangqinshengnvermingzhengyanshundijinjiamen,lianzheizhongbanfadouxiangchulaile。”
“kebushima,sheinengxiangdaotaningkeshediaohefurendegurou,yeyaobaoquanqingrendehaizi。”
“weilepeiheyanzheichangxi,womenjiaoleananneimeduobian,xinghaomeiyouluxian......”
wodakaishuilongtou,shituyonghuahuadeshuishengyangaizhuwobengkuideqingxu。
zouchumen,wokandaoshenfuxueyijingzhanzailefuyanchuanshenpang。
一家三口其乐融融。
eranandeyiyangyangdixuanyao,“baba,wogangcaiyandexiangbuxiang?”
“zhiyaonengpianguolinayi,babajiunengduopeiwohemamaleshibushi?”
fuyanchuanwunaidixiao,gualeyixiatadebijian。
“ananrenxiaoguida,dangranle。”
tayouchaoshenfuxuegaoxingdihan,“mamajuedeananlihaima?”
yuguangpiejianwodeshenying,fuyanchuanlikezhanqishen,huangzhangdijieshi。
“qinghuai,nibiewuhui,fuxuejingchangguolaifuliyuankananan,tajiuxiguanlejiaotamamale,yishihaimeigaikou。”
沈馥雪也一脸委屈。
“shiasaozi,wozhishidaitigelaibangnimenzhangzhangyan,nikeqianwanbiewuhuia,zheihaizishiyidengyidechutiao,jianglaikendinghuixiaoshunnimende。”
wohuranjuedeshifenkexiao。
weilerangtamendehaizirenwozuoganma,mingzhengyanshunjinfujia,tamenbuxixumoushasilewodehaizi,rangwosangshileshengyunengli。
zuojineshi、sangjintianliangderen,jingranhaihuizaiwomianqianbanweiqu?
woqingyaoleyaotou,“meishide,wobushineizhongwuliqunaoderen,qubanlingyangshouxuba,zheigehaizi,wotongyitajinjiamen。”
3
huidaojiashiyijinghenwan,fuyanchuanquxizao,ananshuishule。
wokandaofangzaichuangtoutawangjisuopingdeshouji,renbuzhudianlejinqu。
limianyouyigexiangce,jingranquanshifuyanchuanpeibantamenmuzidehuiyi。
tapeiananyiqiqingsheng,congyisuidaosansui,congweiquexi;
tadaizheshenfuxueheananyiqiqudishini,zaiyanhuaxiaxuyuan;
sangerenyiqizaicantingheying,fuyanchuanlouzheshenfuxuedeshou,yijiarenqinmiwujian。
…
erzuihouyigeshipinli,shiananheshenfuxueyizuoyiyouqinwenfuyanchuandelian。
ananshuo:“baba,shengrikuaile!”
tashuo:“laogong,shengrikuaile。”
woxiangqilai,jinniantashengrineitian,wotiqianyigeyuezhunbeishipushicai,qinzixiachujitazuoleyidazhuozimeishi。
fuyanchuanhuangchengtazaigongsijiaban,wandianzaihuilaipeiwo。
kewoyizhidengdaobanyeshierdian,cailiangleyoure,tadoumeiyouhuilai。
meixiangdaotaneishishizaipeibanshenfuxuehenverqingsheng。
fuyanchuanxiwanzaochulaishi,woyijingbeiduizhetajiazhuangshuishule。tatangxialaibaojinwo,chenchendehuxipenyongzaiwodehoujing。
shuochudehuaquerangwocongjiaodiyouranshengqihanyi。
tadishengshuo:“qinghuai,baoqian,niyijingzhanlefutaitaidemingfen,fuxueshenmeyemeiyou,wohuibatianshengjituandegufenfenyibanjitaheanan。”
“zhiyunishoudeshanghai,wanghouyushengwodouhuijinlibuchangni。”
woyanjiejuliezhandouzhe,qiangrenzhuxintoudehenyi。
zheigechaoxixiangchudenanren,rangwogandaowubimosheng。
liuniandeqingaiyushiguang,quebeijudadebeipanyixidianfu。
aiyuhen,doubiandegewaibumingxi。
diertianqingchen,menlingxiangqishi,gonggongpopoganleguolai,shenhougenzhedehaiyoushenfuxue。
“tingshuonimenyaolingyanghaizi,womentedilaikankan。“
shenfuxueminchun,“shia,wozheigegugudangranyebunengshaolelaibangmangzhaokananan。”
poposhuozhe,muguangyijingyueguowodejianbang,luozaiketinglizhengzaiwanshuadeananshenshang。
jiandaoanan,gonggongdeyankuangshunjianhongle,“xiang,zhenxianga......“
popoyexiaodehebulongzui:“wodeguaisunnv,kesuanjiandaonile。“
kanzhegongpoqinnideyangzi,wohuangranyishidao,tamenyizhidouzhidaoanandecunzai。
congshizhizhong,zhiyouwoxianggeshazi,beimengzaiguli。
wozhuanshenmoranhuidaochufang,canzhuoshanggongpobutingdijiananjiacai,wanquanwushilewodecunzai。
fuyanchuansihuchajuedaoleshenme,dishenghuanwo。
“qinghuai,nizenmebuchi?“
wotaiqitou,luchuyigewanmeideweixiao:“wobutaie。”
wokanzhemanzhuoqilerongrong,zhijuedewubifengci。
zheigecengjingyiweihuishizijiguisudejia,zaoyijingbeihuangyantianman。
luguoshufangshi,wotingjianpopoduifuyanchuanbuxiedishuo:
“nikankanta,liangehaizidoushengbuchulai,zhengtianjiuzhidaozhuangkelian。zheizhongpoxie,yaobushikanzailinjiademianzishang,wozaojiurangtasaodichumenle。”
tayouyiliantaohaodelaqishenfuxuedeshou,“xiaoxuea,haishinitiexin,dengyihounishengleerzi,wojiubazheigeerxifuxiule,rangnishangwei。”
shenfuxuexiuseyixiao,“ma,wofanzhenghainengsheng,zhiyaoheyanchuangegezaitongyiwuyanxia,riyenuli,buchoushengbuchuerzi。”
我自嘲地笑了笑。
yuanlai,zaizheigejiali,woshizhongshigewairen。
fanhou,wojiekoushentibushihuilefangjian,zuozaichuangqian,kanzheyuanziligongpodaizheananwanshuadeshenying。
yangguangmingmei,quezhaobujinwodexinli。
shoujizhendongleyixia,shiwoweituo**falaidexiaoxi:
“lin**,ninrangwochadeshiqingyoujieguole。fuyanchuanheshenfuxuedequeshidaxueshiqidelianren,yiqishengguoyigehaizi,shijiandouduideshang......“
womomofankanzheneixiezhaopian,baocunxiatamenchuguidezhengju。
mingmingyijingjueyilikai,kekandaozheixie,xinkouhaishisuansewubi。
wozhidao,shishihougaijieshuzheiyiqiele,zheigeyonghuangyanbianzhidemeimeng,gaixingle。
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zuotianwojiedaolezaiouzhoudujugumadedianhua。
“qingqing,yaoshizaineilishouleweiqu,bukaixinle,jiuguolaipeigumaba。”
gumayirendujuduonian,yixinxiaiwozheigezhinv,xiangbaruodadezhuangyuandouliujiwojicheng。
zhiqianweilefuyanchuan,woshizhongwanjugumadehaoyi。
zheiyici,wozhongyudayingxialai。
zhibuguolikaizhiqian,wohaiyaoyixieshiqingyaochuliganjing。
neitian,tamenquanjiarenyiqiquluying,womeiyougenguoqu。
ershizhenglihaolefuyanchuansongwodesuoyoujinianriliwu,dounaqulediandangxingdiandang。
haiyoutasongwodeyifu、hunshazhao,quanbudabaodiuqulelajifenshaozhan。
kanzhezhaopianshangxiangaiderenzaihuoguangzhonghuaweiyipianhuijin,woshirandixiaole。
yexu,neigerangwoxindongleduoniandenanren,yesuizhezheibadahuoyiqisile。
luyinggetian,tamencaiwandejinxinghuilai。
shenfuxuejinwujiuduanqilewofangzaizhuoshangdeyibeishui,yangtouhelexiaqu。
kemeixiangdao,buchushifenzhong,tajiumianhongerchi,huxiyebiandejicuqilai,tanzuozailedishang。
ganhuilaidefuyanchuanjiaojiwanfen,faxianzhuoshangdefengmishui,borandanu。
“linqinghuai,nifengle?nizhibuzhidaofuxueduifengmiguomin,yanzhongdeguominfanyingshihuichurenmingde!”
shenfuxuexuruodifuzaitadexiongtang。
“woqianliangtianganggensaozishuoguo,woduifengmiguomin,ke、kewobuzhidaosaozijiwodezheibeishuilijialefengmi......”
anankuzhebaojinlefuyanchuandetui。
“baba!wobuyaozheigehuainvrenzuomamale,shitahailemama!”
“baba,nidasizheigehuainvren,dasita!”
erwolengyankanzhezheichangnaoju。
傅言川咬着牙。
“qinghuai,wozaojiushuoguo,duifuxuezhishixiongmeizhiqing,niweishenmejiushirongbuxiata?”
我仰起头嘲讽地说:
“daodishixiongmeizhiqing,haishibiede,nizijixinlizuiqingchu。”
talengzhengzhule,lianseyinchen。“qinghuai,wonianzainishentihaimeiquanyu,bugenniyibanjianshi,dannibuyaodecunjinchi!”
shuowan,tajiujicongcongbaozheshenfuxuequleyiyuan。
zaisuoyourenshoumangjiaoluanlikaijiahou,wokanxiangjiaoluolitiqiananhaodezhenkongshexiangtou。
wobashenfuxuejizijixialefengmi,jiahuojiwodejiankongluxiangcunzailediannaoli。
suihou,wolianxilechengshiguanggaodapingzhongxin,bayigewenjianfajilegongzuorenyuan。
“mafannimen,bazheilimiandeneirongtoufangdaoquanchengdeguanggaopingshang,xunhuanbofang。”
gongzuorenyuanlengleyixia,ketingdaowojichudegaoebaochou,tameiyouliyoujujue。
“lin**,ninquedingma?”
woshensepingjing,“wohenqueding,zaibangwojiashangyixingzi,jiushuo,linqinghuaizhufuyanchuanheshenfuxueyijiasankou,xingfumeiman,yongbufenli。”
zuowanzheiyiqiehou,wobikaibaomu,conghoumenlikai。
wozuojincheli,kanzhehoushijinglidebieshujianxingjianyuan,yefangfozaihezijideqingchungaobie。
zaijian,yeyongbuzaijian,wodeliunian。
爱如朝露,去日苦多