心声暴露后，渣男全家跪求我别死
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zhoushaoohuiquejile：“yisheng，woyexiangpangting，woxiangduolejieyixiatadeqingkuang！
”tanalishixianglejieqingkuang，tashipawogenyishengshuoleshenmeduitabulidehua！
yancijingpianhoudemuguangweiweiyishan，yuqiyijiuwenhedanjianding：“baoqian，zhouxiansheng，
weilebaozhengzixunxiaoguohehuanzhedeyinsi，zixunguochengbunengyoudisanfangzaichang。zheishiyuanze。
”zhoushaohuibeidudeyakouwuyan。wogenzheyancizoujinzixunshi，guanshangmendeneiyike，
wotingdaolezhoushaohuizaiwonaozhongqijibaihuaidepaoxiao。【linwan！niganluanshuoyigezishishi！】wochongerbuwen。
men，beiwoqingqingguanshangle。gejueleneigenanren，yegejuelewodeqianbansheng。dibazhangta，
tingdaolewodexinsheng？zixunshilihenanjing，zhiyoujiashiqifachudeqingweishengxiang。yancijiwodaolebeiwenshui，
didaowoshouli：“nideshouhenliang。”wopengzheshuibei，dizhetou，meiyoushuohua。wozhidao，xianzaidewo，
zairenherenkanlai，doushiyigejingshencuiruo、ganggangjingliguojudachuangshangdebingren。yanciyemeiyoubiwo，
zhishijingjingdizuozaiwoduimian，yongtazhuanyeerwenhedemuguangkanzhewo。“jintianzaitiantai，henweixian。”takaikou，
shengyinhenqing。wodianlediantou。“nenggaosuwo，shishenmerangnizuihoujuedinghuilaidema？”shishenme？
shizheigegaiside，queyouhaoyongdebudeledexitong。wozongbunenggaosuta，wonaoziliduolegedongxiba？
wozhinengchenmo。kanzhewojinbideshuangchunhefangbeideyanshen，yanciqingqingtanlekouqi。“linwan，nibuyongbiziji。
ruguonibuxiangshuo，womenjiubushuo。”tahuanlegehuati，“shangcinitidao，
nizhangfusihuduinidebingqingyouxiewujie，jintiantagenlaile，shiyinwei……qingkuangyoubianhuama？”woyijiuchenmo，
zhishiniezheshuibeideshouzhi，weiweishoujin。zhoushaohuinalishiwujie，tajiushizuikuihuoshou。【bianhua？
dangranyoubianhua。taxianzaihenbudejiwodangniuzuoma，bawodangzuzongyiyanggongqilai，
yinweitapawobataneixielanshiquandouluochuqu。】wozichaodizaixinlixiangzhe。raner，xiayimiao，
rangwojinghaiyujuedeshiqingfashengle。zuozaiwoduimiandeyanci，neishuangzongshipingjingwubodeyanjing，
huranweiweizhengdaleyishun。tademuguang，daizheyisinanyizhixindecuoe，laolaodisuodinglewo。neiyanshen，
hezhoushaohuitamentingdaowoxinshengshidefanying，jihuyimoyiyang！wodexinzang，shunjianloutiaoleyipai。
bu……bukenengba？xitongbangdingdeduixiang，zhiyouzhoujianeisangerena！【ta……tatingdaole？
】wonanyizhixindizaixinlifawen，yanjingsisididingzheyanci。zhijianyancidehoujie，
jibukechadishangxiagundongleyixia。tafangzaixigaishangdeshou，zhijieweiweiquansuo。suirantahenkuaijiuhuifulezhending，
zhongxinbianhuineigewenrunruyudexinliyisheng，danneiyishunjiandezhenjing，jueduibushiwodecuojue！
wodedanao“weng”deyisheng，yipiankongbai。wanle。zheigezuidademimi，haoxiangbeidisigerenzhidaole。
erqiezheigeren，haishiyigezuishanzhangdongcharenxindexinliyisheng。dijiuzhangxitongloudongyuxinmengyou【xitong！
chulai！jieshiyixiazheishizenmehuishi！weishenmetayenengtingdao？！】wozainaozhongfengkuangpaochi。
lengdejixieyinchidundixiangqi：【……xitongjiancezhong……jiancedaoweizhibug……yinsuzhuqiusiyizhiguoqiang，
jihuoxitongshinengliangchangchuxianshunjianyichu，
duixiaofanweineijingshenligaodutongpindegetizaochengleyongjiuxinglianjie……】【shuorenhua！】【jiandanshuo，
dangshiyancijiuzaiyiyuanlouxiabuyuanchu，tajidudanxinnideanwei，jingshengaodujizhong，yunichanshenglegongming。
suoyi，xitongbuxiaoxin，batayejishaoshangle。】wo：“……”wojianzhixiangkoutufenfang。zheijiaobuxiaoxin？
zheijiaozhongdayiliaoshigu！wotaitou，duishangyancineishuangshenbujiandideyanjing。tayezaikanzhewo，yanshenfuza，
youzhenjing，youtanjiu，dangengduode，shiyizhongleranyuxinde……tongqinghedanyou。wanle，zheixiazhenchengtoumingrenle。
qifenninggulejimiaozhong。zuizhong，haishiyancixiandapolechenmo。tatuiletuibiliangshangdeyanjing，shentiweiweiqianqing，
yongyizhongzhiyouwomenliangrennengtingdongde、yadiledeshengyinwendao：“suoyi……zheijiushinifanjidewuqi？
”tameiyoudianming，dantaxianranshenmedoudongle。wojinjinminzhechun，xinzangtiaodefeikuai。mimibeichuochuan，
wobengaigandaokonghuang，danqiguaideshi，kanzheyanciqingchetandangdeyanshen，woxinzhongdekonghuang，
jingranmanmanpingfuxialai。【shi。】wozaixinlihuida。yancideyanzhongshanguoyisizanxu，
shenzhihaiyouyisi……xingfen？【gandepiaoliang。】tajingran，yezaiyong“xinsheng”huidawo！bu，zheibushixinsheng，
zheishitayongkouxingwushengdishuochudesangezi。wolengzhule。ranhou，wokandaotanaqizhuoshangdebi，
zaiyizhangbianqianshangxunsuxiexialeyixingzi，tuidaowomianqian。——【wobangni。】jianjiandandandesangezi，