现在哭给谁看？我不在乎了
《现在哭给谁看？我不在乎了》 小说介绍
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chengyuyandingzhediannaopingmushangfengkuangshuaxindeshejiaomeitiyemian，shouzhizaijianpanshangqiaojidesuduyuelaiyuekuai。yitiaoguanyulinshijituanzhinengjiajuxitong"qiequyonghuyinsi"debaoliaozhengzaifengchuan，pinglunquyijingzhakaileguo。
"gongguanbusuoyouren，jinjihuiyishi**！"tazhuaqineixiandianhua，shengyinyinjinbengerlvexianjianrui。
shifenzhonghou，gongguanbuquantichengyuanweizuozaihuiyizhuoqian，touyingpingmushangxianshizhejingzhengduishouxingyunkejiganggangfabudeshengming——tamenshengchenglinshijituandechanpincunzai"yanzhongshujuanquanyinhuan"，binghuyuxiangguanbumenjierudiaocha。
"zheigenbenshieyizhongshang！"lixiaofennudipaizhuo，"womendexitonganquanjibieshixingyezuigaode！"
chengyuyanrouleroutaiyangxue："wentishigongzhongxianzaixiangxintamen。gujiayijingdiele7%，zaibukongzhizhu，houguobukanshexiang。"
huiyishidementuranbeituikai，linzhiyuandabuzoulejinlai，lianseyinchenrushui。"dongshihuigangjieshujinjihuiyi，"tazhijiekanxiangchengyuyan，"jini24xiaoshi，woyaokandaoweijijiechu。"
chengyuyandehoulongfajin："womenxuyaoquanweidisanfangdeanquanrenzheng，zuihaoshi——"
"xingchenkeji。"linzhiyuandaduanta，"tamengangfabulexinyidaishujuanquanjiancexitong，yejiepingjiahengao。"tayiweishenzhangdikanlechengyuyanyiyan，"jiranniheguzong'jiaoqingbuqian'，zheigerenwujiujiaojinile。"
huiyishilidekongqishunjianninggu。suoyourendouxiangqileneijixiangliangdeerguang。
chengyuyandezhijiaqiajinlezhangxin，dantadeshengyinyichangpingjing："wohuichulihao。"
sanhuihou，chengyuyanzhijiequlexishoujian。tadakaishuilongtou，binglengdeshuiliuchongshuaguoshouwan，quewufapingxineixindefanteng。jingzilidenvrenyanquanweihong，zuijiaojinbeng。tashenxiyikouqi，congbaolinachufenbingbulebuzhuang，ranhoubotonglexingchenkejidedianhua。
"ninhao，woxiangyuyueguyuanzhouguzong，guanyulinshijituanyuxingchenkejidehezuoshiyi。"tanulishizijideshengyintingqilaizhuanyeerbudaiganqing。
banxiaoshihou，tashoudaolehuifu：guyuanzhoutongyijianmian，xiawusandian，xingchenkejihuiyishi。
chengyuyantiqianshiwufenzhongdaoda。qiantai**renchuleta，yanshenzhongshanguoyisichayi，danhaishilimaodijiangtadaidaolehuiyishi。
huiyishikuanchangmingliang，luodichuangwaishichengshitianjixiandezhuangguanjingse。chengyuyanzhanzaichuangqian，xintiaoruleigu。tayijingxianghaolegezhongkaichangbai——congzhengshideshangwuhanxuandaochengkendedaoqian，shenzhizuohaolebeidangzhongxiurudezhunbei。
menbeituikaideshengyinrangtamengdizhuanshen。
guyuanzhouzoulejinlai，shenhougenzheyiweidaiyanjingdenianqingnanzhuli。tachuanzheyitaoshenhuisexizhuang，chenshankouziyisibugoudixidaozuishangmianyike，zhenggerensanfazhelengjundeqixi。zuolianjiashangyijingkanbuchuzhanghendehenji，danchengyuyanzhidaoneiyibazhangdeliduyouduoda。
"chengjingli。"taweiweidiantou，shengyinpingjingdexiangshimianduirenheyigeputongkehu，"zheiweishiwodejishuzongjianzhouyang。tingshuolinshijituanyudaoleshujuanquanfangmiandekunrao？"
chengyuyanzhunbeihaodesuoyouhuayudoukazailehoulongli。guyuanzhoubiaoxianderucigongshigongban，fangfotamenzhijiancongweiyouguoneiduankegumingxindeguoqu，fangfoneijierguangcongweifashengguo。
"shide，"taqiangpozijijinrugongzuozhuangtai，dishangyifenwenjian，"zheishijingzhengduishoudezhikonghewomenxitongdejishucanshu。womenxuyaoquanweidedisanfangjiancebaogaolaichengqingshishi。"
guyuanzhoujieguowenjian，kuaisuliulanleyibian，ranhoudijizhouyang："nizenmekan？"
zhouyangtuiletuiyanjing："jishushangbunanshixian，danbiaozhunjianceliuchengzhishaoxuyao48xiaoshi。"
"womenzhiyou24xiaoshi。"chengyuyantuokouerchu，suijiyishidaozijideshili，"baoqian，wozhidaozheihencangcu，dangujiameixiadieyigebaifendian，gongsijiusunshishuyishizhi..."
guyuanzhouchensipianke，shouzhiwuyishidizaizhuomianshangzhuandongzheyizhigangbi。chengyuyandemuguangbeizheigedongzuoxiyin——neishitadaxueshijiuyoudexiguan，sikaowentishizongxihuanzhuanbi，erqiezongshishunshizhenzhuansanquan，zainishizhenzhuanliangquan，rucifanfu。
tahaijidema？jidetacengjingxiaohuatazheigexiguanxianggeqiangpozhenghuanzhe？
"womenkeyiyouxianchulilinshijituandejiance，"guyuanzhouturankaikou，daduanlechengyuyandesixu，"danxuyaonimenjishutuanduidequanlipeihe，kenengxuyaotongxiaogongzuo。"
chengyuyanhaobuyouyudidiantou："meiwenti，woqinzidaidui。"
"neijiuzheiyangdingle。"guyuanzhouzhanqishen，"zhouyanghuianpaijutishiyi。wohaiyouhuiyi，shipeile。"
tashenzhimeiyouduokanchengyuyanyiyan，jiuzhuanshenlikailehuiyishi。
chengyuyanjiangzaiyuandi，xiongkouxiangshibeiyikuaijushiyazhu，huxidoubiandekunnan。zhouyanggangadiqingleqingsangzi："chengjingli，wodaininqujishububa？"
jiexialaideshijigexiaoshi，chengyuyanhexingchenkejidejishutuanduipaozaishiyanshili，duilinshijituandexitongjinxingquanfangweideanquanjiance。guyuanzhoumeiyouzaichuxian，danmeigejixiaoshi，zhouyangjiuhuilaixunwenjindu。
wuyeshifen，chengyuyanyijinglianxugongzuolejinershixiaoshi。taroulerousuantongdejingzhui，qishenquchashuijianchongkafei。zoulangjintoudebangongshihailiangzhedeng，touguobankaidebaiyechuang，takandaoguyuanzhouzhengfuangongzuo，celianzaitaidengxiaxiandegewaiqingxi。
takanqilaineimepibei，meixinjinsuo，shouzhibutingdianyataiyangxue。chengyuyanxiangqidaxueshi，meidangguyuanzhouaoyebiancheng，tazonghuiqiaoqiaocongbeihoumengzhutadeyanjing，qiangpotaxiuxi...
"程经理？"
zhouyangdeshengyinbatalahuixianshi。chengyuyanhuangmangshouhuimuguang，faxianzhouyangshoulinazheliangbeikafei。
"guzongrangwosonglaide，"zhouyangdijitayibei，"tashuo...e，shuoaoyegongzuokafeishibixupin。"
chengyuyanjieguokafei，xintiaoturanjiasu。beizhongdekafeiheiernong，taxiayishidiwanglijialeliangshaotang，meiyoujianai。
"ninyexihuanzheiyanghekafei？"zhouyangjingyadiwen，"heguzongyiyang。"
chengyuyandeshouweiweizhandou。tadangranzhidao，yinweizheishitaheguyuanzhougongtongdexiguan。tamencengjingkaiwanxiaoshuo，zheishi"zhongdu**yilaizhenghuanzhe"debiaopei。
"qiaoheba。"taqingshengshuo，ranhouxunsuzhuanyihuati，"jiancebaogaoshenmeshihounengchulai？"
lingchensandian，zuihouyixiangjiancezhongyuwancheng。xingchenkejidejishutuanduiquerenlinshijituandexitongbucunzaisuowei"shujuanquanyinhuan"，bingchujulexiangjindejiancebaogao。
"taiganxiele，"chengyuyanzhenchengdiduizhouyangshuo，"qingtiwoxiangguzongzhuandalinshijituandexieyi。"
"ninbuqinziqushuoma？"zhouyangzhilezhiloushang，"guzonghaizaibangongshi。"
chengyuyanyouyuleyixia，haishiyaoleyaotou："taiwanle，budaraotale。"
tashoushihaowenjianzhunbeilikai，quezaidiantikoubeiyiweiwaimaixiaogelanzhu："chengyuyan**？nindewaimai。"
chengyuyanlengzhule："womeidianwaimaia。"
"shiguxianshengdiande，"waimaixiaogeheduileyixiadingdan，"beizhushuo'buyaola，duojiaxiangcai'。"
chengyuyandeyankuangshunjianfare。buyaola，duojiaxiangcai——zheishitachixiaoyeshidegudingyaoqiu，erzhidaozheigexiguanderen，quanshijiebuchaoguosange。
tajieguowaimai，shiyifenretengtengdeniuroumian。taitoukanxiangguyuanzhoubangongshidefangxiang，dengguangyiranliangzhe，danbaiyechuangyijingladeyanyanshishi。
diertianshangwu，linshijituanzhaokailejinjijizhehui，gongbulexingchenkejidejiancebaogao。chengyuyanzuoweifayanren，congrongbupodihuidalesuoyouzhiyi。weijihenkuaidedaokongzhi，gujiakaishihuisheng。
"gandepiaoliang。"huiyijieshuhou，linzhiyuannandediluchulexiaorong，"dongshihuihenmanyi，tebieshininenggoubujiqianxianyuxingchenkejihezuo。"
chengyuyanmianqiangxiaolexiao："zheishigongzuo。"
"jinwanqidian，kaiyuejiudian，gongsianpaileqinggongyan。"linzhiyuanyiweishenzhangdishuo，"guyuanzhouyehuichuxi，xiwangnijixubaochizhuanye。"
chengyuyandexintiaolouleyipai。youyaomianduiguyuanzhou，erqieshizaifeigongzuochanghe...tabuquedingzijinengfoubaochilengjing。
kaiyuejiudiandeyanhuitingzhuangshidefulitanghuang。chengyuyanxuanleyitiaojianyuedeheiselianyiqun，jibuguofenzhangyang，yebushilishu。tadaochangshi，datingliyijingrentouzandong，linshijituandegaoguanhexingchenkejidejishuguganmensansanliangliangdijiaotanzhe，qifenrelie。
tahuangusizhou，meiyoukandaoguyuanzhoudeshenying。
"zhaoguzongma？"suyuanbuzhiheshichuxianzaitashenpang，shouliduanzheyibeixiangbin，hongchunweiyang，"tagangcaihezhaozongyiqichuqule，kanqilaihenqinmini。"
chengyuyanqiangzizhending："wozhishixiangxiangtadaoxie。"
"e？"suyuantiaomei，"weinajianshidaoxie？weitazaifabuhuishangbeinidaleyibazhang，haishiweitazaiweijizhongjiulegongsi？"
chengyuyanmeiyoulihuitadetiaoxin，naleyibeiguozhizouxiangyangtai。yefengweiliang，tashenxiyikouqi，shitupingfufantengdeqingxu。tabuzhidaozijiweishenmeyaozaiyiguyuanzhouhesheizaiyiqi，tamenyijingfenshouwunianle，tayouquanlikaishixindeshenghuo...
"外面冷。"
yigedichendeshengyincongshenhouchuanlai。chengyuyanmengdizhuanshen，guyuanzhouzhanzailuodichuangqian，shoulinazheyijianxizhuangwaitao。yueguangxia，tadelunkuoxiandegewaifenming，yanjinglidaoyingzhechengshidedenghuo。
"xiexie。"chengyuyanjieguowaitao，quemeiyouchuanshang，zhishibaozaixiongqian，"zuotiandejiance...xiexieniyouxianchuli。"
guyuanzhoukaozailanganshang，muguangtouxiangyuanchudeyejing："gongshigongbaneryi。"
chenmozailiangrenzhijianmanyan。yanhuitinglidehuanxiaoshengyinyuechuanlai，gengxiandezheiyikedejijinglingrenzhixi。
"neigezhaozong..."chengyuyankaikou，youlikehouhuilezijidemaomei，"woshishuo，takanqilaihenyouxiu。"
guyuanzhoucetoukanta，zuijiaoweiweishangyang："zhaolishiwobiaojie，xingchenkejidelianhechuangshiren。"
chengyuyandengdaleyanjing，lianjiashunjianfatang。suoyineitiantakandaode"qinmiyuehui"zhishi...jiazujucan？
"woyiwei..."tadeshengyinyuelaiyuexiao。
"yiweishenme？"guyuanzhouturanbijinyibu，yanshenruili，"yiweiwoyoulexinhuan？"talengxiaoyisheng，"chengyuyan，bushisuoyourendouxiangniyiyang，nengneimekuaijiubaguoqupaozainaohou。"
chengyuyandexinzangxiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouzuanjin："womeiyou...zheiwunianwo..."
taxiangshuotacongweiwangjiguota，xiangshuomeiyitiandouzaihouhuidangchudejueding，danhuadaozuibianquebianchengle："duibuqi，weineiyibazhang。"
guyuanzhoudebiaoqingzhongxinbiandelengmo："wojieshoule。ruguomeiyouqitashi，woxianhuiqule。"
tazhuanshenyaozou，chengyuyanbuzhinalaideyongqi，yibalazhuletadeshouwan："guyuanzhou，nihaihenwoma？"
zheijuhuatuokouerchuhou，tacaiyishidaozijiheleduoshaojiu。jiujingmohulelizhidebianjie，shifangletayayiyijiudeqinggan。
guyuanzhoutingxiajiaobu，huanhuanzhuanshen。tademuguangzaichengyuyanlianshangqunxun，fangfoyaokanchuantadelinghun。xujiu，taqingshengshuo："buzhongyaoderen，buzhidehen。"
zheijuhuaxiangyibafenglidedao，jingzhundiciruchengyuyandexinzang。tasongkaishou，kanzheguyuanzhoutouyebuhuidizoujinyanhuiting，xiaoshizairenqunzhong。
chengyuyanyigerenzaiyangtaishangzhanlehenjiu，zhidaoshuangtuifama。tahuidaoyanhuitingshi，qinggongyanyijingjiejinweisheng。taxianglinzhiyuanjiandangaobie，ranhouduzizouxiangdianti。
kongdangdezoulangli，tadegaogenxieqiaojidimiandeshengyingewaiqingxi。turan，tazaiyezhichengbuzhu，dunxiashen，jianglianmaijinguyuanzhoudewaitaozhong，wushengdikuqi。
waitaoshanghaicanliuzhetashenshangdeqixi，neizhonghunhezhedandanmuzhixiangdiaodeduteweidao，cengjingshitazuishuxideanquanganlaiyuan。
erzaizoulangguaijiaodeyinyingchu，guyuanzhoujingjingzhuli，kanzhechengyuyanzhandoudebeiying，quantouzaishencezuanjinyousongkai。zuizhong，tazhuanshenzouxianglelingyigefangxiangdedianti。
yucitongshi，xingchenkejidebangongshili，zhouyangzhengzaizhengliwenjian。tadakaiguyuanzhoudechoutixunzhaoyinzhang，queyiwaifaxianleyigehouhoudewenjianjia。haoqixinqushixia，tafankaikanleyiyan，suijizhenjingdidengdaleyanjing——
wenjianjializhengzhengqiqidishoujizheguoquwuniansuoyouguanyuchengyuyandexinwenbaodao、zazhicaifangshenzhishejiaomeitijietu。meiyiyedejiaoluodoubiaozhuzheriqi，youxiepangbianhaiyoujianduandebiji："yuyanshengzhile"、"takanqilaishoule"、"xihuanzheitiaolanqunzi"...
zhouyanghuangmangheshangwenjianjia，fanghuiyuanchu。taxiangqijintianguyuanzhouzaichengyuyanlikaihou，duzizaibangongshidaizuodaotianliangdebeiying，turanmingbaileshenme。
youxieshangkou，biaomianjielejia，neiliquecongweiyuhe。
chengyuyandingzhediannaopingmushangdehetongtiaokuan，shouzhizaijianpanshangqiaojizhexiugaiyijian。zicongshangciweijijiejuehou，linshijituanyuxingchenkejidachenglezhangqihezuoxieyi，tadegongzuoneirongturanduolexuduoyuxingchenkejiduijiedebufen。
"chengjingli，zheishixingchenkejifalaidezuixinjishucanshu。"lixiaoqiaomenjinlai，fangxiayifenwenjian，"guzongshuoqingninqinziguomu。"
chengyuyanjieguowenjian，zhijianweiweifazhan。fankaidiyiye，guyuanzhoulongfeifengwudeqianmingheranzaimu，bifenglinglirudao，yudaxueshineigegongzhengdeqianmingpanruoliangren。
"guzongzuijinjingchangjiabandaohenwan，"lixiaozhuangsiwuyidishuo，"woshangzhouwuwanshangqusongwenjian，zhengcengloujiutabangongshihailiangzhedeng。"
chengyuyanjiazhuangmeitingjian，jixushenyuewenjian。dandangtianwanshangxiabanhou，taguishishenchadikaicheraodaolexingchenkejidalouxia。guoranrulixiaosuoshuo，dingcengbangongshidedengguangyiranliangzhe。
tazuozaicheli，wangzheneishantouchudengguangdechuanghu，sixupiaohuidaxueshidai。guyuanzhouzongshiaoyebiancheng，tajiuhuitoutouliujintadesushe，daishangyifenretengtengdexiaoye。neishihouqiong，liangrenjingchangfenchiyiwanpaomian，quebishenmedoukaixin...
chengyuyanturanfadongchezi，kaidaofujinyijia24xiaoshiyingyedezhoupu，maileyifenpidanshourouzhouhejiyangxiaocai，yongbaowenhezixizhuanghao。ranhouyouhuidaoxingchenkejilouxia，youyuzaisan，haishizoujinledalou。
yebanbaoanrenchuleta："chengjingli？zheimewanhaiyoushi？"
"wo...jiguzongsongdianziliao。"chengyuyanhuanglehuangshouzhongdewenjiandai——neishitalinshicongbaolifanchulaideguoqiwenjian，zhenghaonalaidangjiekou。
baoandiandiantou，fangtajinqule。diantishangshengdeguochengzhong，chengyuyandexintiaoyuelaiyuekuai。tabuquedingzijiweishenmeyaozheiyangzuo，zhizhidaodangtaxiangdaoguyuanzhoukenengyouezheduzijiabanshi，xiongkoujiufanqiyizhenshuxidecitong。
dingcengyipianjijing，zhiyouzoulangjintoudebangongshitouchudengguang。chengyuyanshenxiyikouqi，qingshouqingjiaodizoudaomenqian，quefaxianmenxuyanzhe，limiankongwuyiren。bangongzhuoshangsanluozhewenjian，diannaopingmuhailiangzhe，yibeikafeiyijingliangle。
tayouyuleyixia，qiaoqiaozoujinqu，jiangbaowenhefangzaibangongzhuoyijiaobuhuibeipengdaodedifang。zhengzhunbeilikaishi，tademuguangbeiqiangshangdeyizhangzhaopianxiyin——neishisitanfudaxuedexiaoyuanjingse，paisheyuzhumingdehufotaqian。
chengyuyanjidehenqingchu，neishiguyuanzhounadaojiaohuanshengzigehoupaide。dangshitabitahaixingfen，lianyebangtachaziliao、zhunbeicailiao。tachufaqianyitian，liangrenzaijichangyiyibushe，taqiangrenzheyanleishuohuidengtahuilai...
"你在干什么？"
yigedichendeshengyincongshenhouchuanlai，chengyuyanmengdizhuanshen，guyuanzhouzhanzaimenkou，shoulinazheyidiegangdayindewenjian。tadelingdaisongkaile，chenshanzuishangmiandekouziyejiekaile，luchusuogudeyixiaopianjifu。yanjingxiamianyoumingxiandeheiyanquan，kanqilaipibeierjingti。
"wo...laisongwenjian。"chengyuyanhuangluandijuqishouzhongdewenjiandai，suijiyishidaozheishigeduomezhuoliedejiekou，"haiyou...zheige。"tazhilezhibaowenhe，"tingshuonijingchangjiaban，jiu...dailexiechide。"
guyuanzhoudemuguangzaibaowenhehetalianshanglaihuisaoshi，biaoqingnanyizhuomo。tazoujinbangongshi，fangxiawenjian："xiexie。buguoyihoububifeixin，woyouwaimaiapp。"
chengyuyandelianjiafatang："wozhidao...zhishiganghaoluguo。"tazhuanshenyaozou，"wenjianshishangzhouhuiyidejiyao，nikanyixiajiuxing，buyonghuifu。"
"dengdeng。"guyuanzhouturanjiaozhuta，"mingtianlinshijituandetuanjianhuodong，nihuicanjiaba？"
chengyuyanjingyadizhuanshen："nihuicanjiatuanjian？"zaitadeyinxiangzhong，guyuanzhoucongbucanyuzheizhongshejiaohuodong。