《以爱之名,生命终结》 小说介绍
《yiaizhiming,shengmingzhongjie》shiyibukourenxinxiandedoushixiaoshuo,youxiakuiqiaomiaobianzhiercheng。gushizhong,fuziyansongshaojiejinglileyixiliejingxiancijidemaoxian,tongshiyemianlinzheneixindezhengzhahexuanze。tongguoyutarendexiangchuheyuziwoduihua,fuziyansongshaojiechengzhangweiyigezhenzhengyongganheyouzerenganderenwu。zheibuxiaoshuochongmanleqingganyuzhihui,wowubijidong,tahuanhuanxiangwozoulai,mouziculecuwozhewodeshouwendao:“meixiuxihaoma?liansezenmezheimecanbai?”……jiangjiduzhedailaiwujindesikaohedutedetiyan。
《以爱之名,生命终结》 第一章 免费试读
第一章
ershibasuideshengridangtian,woquezhenlejixingbaixuebing。
yishengshuo,bixuyaoyongtexiaoyaocaiyoukenengzhiyu。
tahaigaozhiwo,zhiliaodeguochengjianghuishifentongku,xiwangwonengjianchixialai。
wozuanzhejianchadanzuozaicheshangzhenglexujiu。
huidaojiakandaotamenzhengzaiweizhesongshaojieliangxizhuangchicun。
yijiarenqilerongrong,kongdangdangdezhuozishanglianyikuaidangaodoumeiyou。
tamenyouwanglewodeshengri。
zisongshaojielaidaowojia,woyijingjibuqingzheishididuoshaoci,tamenwangjile。
buguo,yijingbuzhongyaole。
1.
songshaojiedeyuguangnidaowozhihou,zhongrenshunzhetademouguangkanguolai,gangganglianshangdexiaorongshunjianxiaoshi。
wohuranjuedeyouxiekexiao。
wofujiasijideerzibeishouchongai,erwoquezhujianbeidajiaxianqi。
wozheimezhuzhongyishigandeyigerenzheimexienianbutanliwu,lianjiarendezhufudoushoubudaole。
songshaojieshishisuineinianlaidaowojiade,tashiwojiasijideerzi。
sijisongshifutufazhongbinglishile,houlaitamamashangxinyujueyesuizhetababaqule。
tamamalinsiqianliuxiayifengyishu,shuozhidaowomamayizhizaizuocishan,xiangweituowobamajiangsongshaojiefuyangzhangda。
congsongshaojiejinjiamendeneiyikebianchenglewodeemeng。
wodebabamamahemeimeigaosuwo,songshaojieshenshiqican,bamazaoshi,woshigegeyaodongdezhaogudidi。
lianwodemeimeiyeduiwoshuoyaobahaodongxidouhetafenxiang。
yushicongshiyisuidaoxianzai,wonengrangjitadeyiqiedourangle,baokuoshuyuwoderongyu。
jiuyinweisongshaojieshuoxihuanwofangjiandefengjing,wodefangjianrangle。
jiuyinweitashuoxihuanwodeshouban,wozhenzangduoniandeshoubandousongjitale,
meicichengjixiahuatadouhuihuijiadaku,wojiuhuilunweitamianfeidebuxilaoshi。
shenzhiwodezuoyedoukeyibuxie,yeyaoxianbangtabuke。
wofankangwuyong,bamazongshineiyitaoshuoci。
“nishigege,zenmenengzheimebudongshi?yaobangzhudidiyiqichengzhang。”
songshaojieganglaidaowojiashi,bamaduiwohaishihenhaode。
tayongjinshouduan,kanwoyicicirenrang,bianbenjialidizaigezhongshiqingshangwuxianwo。
甚至不惜伤害自己。
zheixienian,zaitalianniandegaozhuangxia,wochenglebamahemeimeiyanzhongdebujierdai。
zaitamenyanli,wodajiadououtaokewusuobuneng,hesongshaojiexiangbi,yigetianshangyigedixia。
woshouzhongjinjinzuanzhebaixuebingzhenduandan,yibubuzouxiangtamen,dixiatoukaikou。
“babamama,nimennengbunengjiwodayixieqian?wobingle,xuyaozhuyuan。”
wocongxiaojiuzaihuahuafangmianzhanxianchujigaodetianfu,zishangxueyihou,guoneidaxiaodehuahuabisaiwodouhuicanjia。
daxuewoxuanzedeyeshishejizhuanye,daoshishuowoyihouyidinghuichengweiguoneidingjiandeshejishi。
kezheiyiqiedouyinweisongshaojiedeyiju:“haoxianmugegenenghuodezhuanyebaoshuodejihui。”
wodeqiantujiuzheiyanggongshouxiangrang。
wobunengyouyijian,yinweibamagenbenbuyunxuwoyouyijian。
songshaojienazoulewodebaoyanminge,haibizhewojitahualeliangfencansaishejigao,yijuchengming。
tashouhuoledapifensi,weibosannianzhangfenbabaiwan,zhaotadingzhizhubaoshoushiderenpaiduipaidaolemingnian。
tagenbenbuhuihuahua,bamazhidaowobuyuanyiyizhibangta,suoyisixialibangtapinyongleliangmingbucuodeshejishi。
erwobiyezhihou,yinsongshaojiebuyunxuwotazushejijie,zhinengdangyigehaibuzhimingdejiaodizuozheweichiwenbao。
2.
wobenbuyuanxiangtamenkaikou,keshiwoquezhenlezheigebing,meiyouqianwozhinengsi。
yishengshuowozheigebingzhinengnaqianhuanming。
songshaojieyibaduoguowoshoulidequezhendanjidongdiduimamashuo:“nimenkan,woshuodeguoranmeicuo。”
womalengxiaoliangshengduiwochizedao:“shaojieshuodemeicuo,nihaizhennazhezheigejiadanzihuilaigenwomenyaoqian!”
womanlianjingchadikanzhetamenwendao:“shenmejiadanzi?”
“ge,bumannishuo,wosantianjiukanjiannizaiwangshangyanjiuruhemaidaojiadezhenduandan。duokuiwotizaogaosubama,burantamenjiuxinnile。”
tashuowanzhuantouyouduizhemanlianyinchendebamashuodao:“bama,nimenyebieguaigege,tazhangzheimeda,yijingxiguandashoudajiaole。nimenbuzhidaotazongshibeihouhewobaoyuannimenjidetaishaole,santianjiuhuawanle。”
“buzhidaoshibushijiepengyouqianle,suoyisahuangpiannimen。”
tingzhesongshaojiezaiwomianqianrucidiandaoheibai,woqibudayichulai,zhijieduohuijiancedanjudaobamayanqianshuodao:“nimenzijikankan,yiyuandezhanghaizaishangmian,woshizhendebingle!”
huayingangluo,meimeifuqingqingzhijietilewoyijiaoehenhendiduiwoshuo:“nishaolaizheiyitao。gegedougenwomenshuole,wangshangshenmeluobuzhangdounengmaidao,nishengdianliqiba,womenshibuhuixiangxinnide!”
“nishishenmerenwomenxinligenmingjingside。”
wodexiaotuibeifuqingqingdexiejiantideyinyinzuotong,zheishizheimeduonianyilaifuqingqingdiyiciduiwodongshou。
suiranzhiqiantazongshiweihusongshaojie。
woqidedashenghandao:“nimenweishenmejiushibuyuanyixiangxinwoni?mingmingnimenshiwodeqinrencaidui!”
songshaojielimaduzhezuishuodao:“babamama,nimenkangege,tazongshijuedewoshigewairen。”
songshaojiedeyanjihenqiang,shuowanbianhongleyankuang。
3.
womalimanuchidao:“goule!fuziyan,yaowogennishuoduoshaobian!shaojiejiushiwomendejiaren,shiwohenibabaqinshengerzi!”
meirenzhuyidaosongshaojiemouziliyishanerguodedeyi。
wobazhanzaiyipangchushengshuodao:“bangeyuehou,nijiuyaohelusangxuejiehunle,ganjinshoushouxin,buyaodiuwomenfujiadelian!”
wobayifuhentiebuchenggangdemoyang,manlianxiane。
shuowanwobadaletongdianhua,pailesimingbaoanlaikanshouwo。
wobamingqimingyuehunqianshouxin。
wozhuanshenhuilefangjian,daizuozailuodichuangqianjinjinzuanzheshouji,yanleibuzhengqidiluolexialai。
yizhidaowanfanshijian,fuqingqingcaiqiaomenhanwochifan。
yizhuozidechuancai,zhiyinweisongshaojieaichi。
bamabenlaiyinshihenqingdan,yingshiweileyinghesongshaojiedekouweibianle。
wobenshenjiuaichijiangnancai,meidunfandoubixuhetang。
woyichilajiuhuizhengyenaoduzi,haojicidouyinweiladaoxutuoyundaobeisongquyiyuan。
wohebamagoutongguojici,bamashizhongrenweiwoshizijizaiwaimianchilebuganjingdeshiwudaozhide。
tamenjuedewotaiguoyujiaoqing,shuoduolejiushuowoshiguyixianhaisongshaojie。
zheiyangshuangbiaodebamayeshihanjian。
quezhenhou,yishengzaisandingzhu,wojincangzhiliaoqianyinshiyidingyaoqingdan。
wokanlekanmanzhuodecai,laweitouguobiqiangyongshanglai,wodunganbushi,qishenzhunbeihuifangjian。
womaqiderangfuqingqingjiangwolazhu。
“fuziyan,nikankannixianzaixiangshenmeyangzi?yijiarenchifan,nijisheishuailianseni?!”
woshentishifenbushi,hanshuiyijingjintouleyishan,wokuaibuhuilefangjian。
wojilusangxuedaletongdianhua。
womenqingmeizhuma,zisansuiqijiushilinju,yaoshuozheigeshijieshanghaiyousheiyizhizaiguanxinwo,neijiushilusangxuele。
zheixienianyudaobugongdeshiqing,wozongshihuisixialihelusangxuetucao。
womenliangqingxiangyue,hunyueyeshizhangbeimenzaojiudingxiade。
dianhuajietonghou,lusangxueguanqiediwenwo:“zenmele?ziyan?jintianyudaoshenmebukaixindeshiqinglema?”
wochangchangshuolusangxuedesangyinhenzhiyu,womeicitingjiantashuohuadouhuigantanyibian。
woyouyubujue,buzhidaoshifougaijiangdebingdeshiqingzaidianhualigaozhi,wozhihaowentajinqinengbunenghuiguoyitang。
meidengtahuida,taturanshuoleju:“shaojiejiwodayuyinlaile,gujishiyoushenmejishi,woxianguale。”
huayingangluo,dianhuaneitouzhishengxia“dududu”deshengyin。
wodexinshunjianchenrubingdi,buzhicongshenmeshihoukaishi,lusangxuekaishiduisongshaojieyuelaiyueguanxinle。
zhiyaoshisongshaojiexiangyaodedongxi,lusangxuezongnengxiangbanfabangtamailai。
dangranzheixiebushilusangxuegaosuwode,ershisongshaojieshoudaoliwuhouxiangwoxuanyaode。
qichuwoshibuxinde,zhidaosongshaojiedakailiaotianjilu。
shizhengmianqian,wobudebuxin。
danmeicizheiyiniantou,wodoubuhuishensi,yinweizheimeduonianlusangxueduiwodetaiduyizhimeibianguo。
woxiangxinwomenzhijiandeganqingnengyongheng,zheiyeshitachuguoqiandayingwode。
wowozheshoujidengleyiwanshang,lusangxueyemeiyouzailianxiguowo,tadeweixinyuyinyizhichuyumangxian。
4.
diertian,guoranyousimingbaoankanshoujiamen,buyunxuwochuru。
wulunworuheyangqiu,bamayetingbujinquwoshuoderenhehua。
wotengdemandidagun,zhinengkaochizuotiancongyiyuankaidezhitengyaohuanjie。
songshaojiegengxinlexindepengyouquan,bamadaizhetaqumaishoubiaoqule。
neikuaishoubiaozhenggejiangchengzhiyouyikuai,qishiwoyehenxihuan,danwozhidaowoshiyaobudaode。
**zheyaowuaodaolehunlineitian,lusangxuedayingwotiqianliangtianhuilaipeiwo,danqueshiyanle。
tayemeiyougaosuwoyuanyou,wozhinengyingshengshengdengzhe。
dangwokanjianlusangxuechuanzheyixifenseqipaozaijiadengzhewoshi,wodeyanleizaidubuzhengqidi
haozai,tazhongyuaodaolehunlineitian。
dangtian,funanxicongguowaihuilai,chuanzheyishenheisegaodingqunzilaijieta。
chuxuanyikanzhezijiyanqiantingtingyuli,xiaodewenrouderen,yankuangrenbuzhuhongle。
wodeshengmingyijingjinrudaojishi,zheibeizinengqudaowoxinyideguniang,worenshengwuhanle。
lusangxuedayingguohuijiwoyigejia,daiwozouchubugongping,tazhendezuodaole。
wowubijidong,tahuanhuanxiangwozoulai,mouziculecuwozhewodeshouwendao:“meixiuxihaoma?liansezenmezheimecanbai?”
woyaoyaotouhuiying:“kenengshitaijidongle。”
lusangxuediandiantouwanzhewodeshougangyaochumen,wobamajiqiedichongdaowomengenqianshuodao:“sangxue,buhaole,womendoulianxibushangshaojiele。”
lusangxuedemousebianlebian,shousonglexiaqumiansejiaoji。
“zenmehui?jintiankeshiwomendedaxirizi。”
lusangxuesikaolejimiaoduizhewobamaquanweidao:“nimenbiedanxin,woanpairenquzhaota,zheimedarenlehuoxujiushiyudaoshenmeshiqingle。”
wobamajidemantoudahan,“yaoshitachushenmeshiqingle,womenkezenmexiangtabamajiaodaia!”
anzhaoxingcheng,wohelusangxuexianzaigaiqichengqujiudianle。
wolazhelusangxuedeshoushuodao:“yaobujiaojiwobamaanpaiba,womendequjiudianyingbinle。”
huayinweiluo,womalimachongshanglaishuailewoyibazhangmadao:“nizheigenizi!dididoubujianle,nijuranhaiyouxinsiyingbin?!”
“yaoshishaojiechuleshenmeshi,woraobuleni!zhenshizisizili!”
wowuzheguntangdelian,miansepingjing。
zheixiehuayuzheimeduonianwozaoyijingtingxiguanle。
xianzaiyaokandejiushilusangxuedetaidu。
bijingwolejiesongshaojie,tawubiximing,zheixiehenkenengshitaguyierwei。
wodingzhelusangxuekan,xiangrangtazuochujueding。
sheiliaotaerhuabushuojiulazhewomamapaole。
liuxiayiju:“hunlizanhuan,nixianqujiudianba。”
wokanzhetamenshensecongcongdebeiyingkuxiao。
lujiadeyongrendouzhanzaibuyuanchuqieqiesiyu。
wobingmeiyouqujiudian,wobuzhidaogairuhemianduibinke。
liangxiaoshihou,lusangxuecaijiwofalaiyitiaoxinxi:shaojiegewanle。
wobingbugandaozhenjing,bijingwonengcaidaotademude。
tabuxiwanglusangxuejiajiwo,congxiaodaoda,zhiyaoshiwodedongxitadouhuixiangfangshefadedao,zheiyiciyebuliwai。
songshaojieshizaijiudiantaofanggewande,shenbianhaifangzheyitaishexiangji,limianluzhileyiduanshenqinggaobaideshipin。
5.
yiyuanqiangjiushiwai,suoyourendouzaiqidaosongshaojiepinganwushi。
womajinzhangdeetoudabadabadimaozhelenghan,zuilinannandao:“zheihaizizhensha!mingmingxiangyaoshenmezhixuyaoxiangwomenkaikoujiuhao!”
shoushuhenkuaijiujieshule,yishenggaosuwomensongshaojiekenengyouxinjie,jingshenzhuangtaihuibuwending,rangwomenpingriliduozhaogutadeqingxuyixie,yanzhonglejiuhuiyinfayiyuzheng。
songshaojiexinglaihoukanzhechuanzhexinlanglifudewo,kuleqilai。
“duibuqigege,wobushiguyiyaoduinilaopobiaobaide,wozhishiyishixiangbukai......”
wolenghengliangshenghuiying:“biejiaxingxingdele,nidemudedadaole。”
womaqidezhijiejiangwoganchulebingfang。
yizhidaobanye,bamacaihuilai。
tamenjiaoxingleshuimengzhongdewoshuoyaohewotantan。
wozaojiuyuliaodaotamenlaidemude,suoyiwozhishitingzheweizhiyici。
linzouqian,babanieleniewodejianbangshuodao:“jididiyigejihuiba,gaishuyunidezonghuilaide。”
jinjinshiyinweitadeqingxubuwending,suoyiwojiuyaojixulunweixishengpin。
tamenxuanbuzanhuanwohelusangxuedehunyin,bingqiegaosuwolusangxueliuzaibingfanglizhaogusongshaojiequle。
tamenjiwodeliyoushilusangxueshigewaikeyisheng,hebingrendexiangchuzhidaotadongdeduoxie。
keshiwoyinxianglidelusangxueshibuhuizuozheizhongshiqingde,tacongxiaodaodazhiguanxinguowoyigeyixing。
youyishunjian,woxinzhongdeyiwenzaidushengqi。
wobuzhilusangxuedaodishiheshihesongshaojieshurende。
yishenggaosuwobixujinkuaijincang,fouzejishiyongshangtexiaoyao,wodebingqingyewufakongzhile。
woganjuezheibeizi,wojiukuaizoudaojintoule。
wozuizhongdayinglebamadetiaojian,danshiwodeyaoqiushitamenjiwoliangbaiwan,buyaowenwoyongtu。
bamakaolvdaosongshaojie,zhijiejiwozhuanleqian。
6.
qishiwobingbuxihuanzheigejiaoyifangshi,danshiwomeiyouqitabanfa。
yiriyizao,wozhijieshoushixingliquleyiyuan。
wogaosuyishengwokeyijinxingdiyiliaochengle。
dangwoqujiaofeichujiaoqianshi,gongzuorenyuanquegaozhiwo,kaliyueweiling。
woyiliandibukezhixin,dengjinyinxingchaxunlejibian,kalideqianjingranyiyezhijianbuyierfeile。
wodadianhuazhiwenbama,quezaodaoletamendemanma。
“zuotianwanshangnishikanzhewomenzhuanzhangde,zenmehuimeishoudao,nigaibuhuishixiangzaiewomenyibiba?”
womaqifendiguaduanledianhua。
henkuaiwoshoudaolesongshaojiedexinxi。
“gege,nideqianshiwozhuanzoude。”
woyishidaojialisuoyoudemimadouyongdeshisongshaojiedeshengri。
dangniantadingxiazheigeguidingshimingqimingyue:“woxiangrangnimenmeiniandoujizhuwodeshengri。”
bamashuodangshiganshoudaoletadebuan,limadayinglexialai。
dianhuaneiduanderenlengleleng,fanwendao:“shenmezhiliaofeiyong,chuxiansheng,zhangshangmeiyoushoudaonidedakuan。”
gualedianhua,wochaxunzhanghaoyue,shuzijingranxianshiwei0!
woshuangshouzhandou,qiangrenzhenuyichongdaoletadebingfang。
bingfangliwomamazhengzuozhejitaxuepingguo。
mamayijinghenduonianbujiwoxuepingguochile。
kanzheyanqianzheimucizixiaodechangmian,woqibudayichulai,zhijiechongjinquduizhesongshaojiedelianhuileyiquan。
womasisihuzhusongshaojieduizhewohoudao:“fuziyan,niyoufashenmefeng?!”
以爱之名,生命终结