《遗憾了此生》 小说介绍
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「biwomenqusia,womenniangliangjintianjiusijinimenkan……」
cheshangdelaobanzhongyuzhidaohaipale,taganmangxiache:「dajie!youhuahaohaoshuo!zanmenzheijiuqucaiwunaqian。」
chenmaojuanmanyidihetamenyiqiqunaqianle。
woguizaizaozhichangli,fangshengdaku,buzhudioutu,kousangziyan。
她给我灌进去了。
wozixiaobiantingnainaishuoguo,baicaokushiduomejududenongyao,hexiaqujiumeiyounenghuode,huisidehentongku。
woneimeneimedihaipa,yibiankuyibiantu,quanshenzhibuzhuduosuo。
zhidaochenmaojuannazheqianmeikaiyanxiaodichulaile。
tameihaoqiditilewoyijiao,madao——
「sibule,neilimianguandezilaishui,qiaonizheidianchuxi,yidianyongyemeiyou!」
陈茂娟,是我妈。
亲生的。
keshineijiuqianerbaisanshikuainahuilaihou,tameiyouhuazaiwoshenshangyifen。
tachenmiyudamajiang,yijiushihenshaohuijia。
dongxiahuanjideyifuhexiezi,xuexiaoyaojiaodefeiyong,tatongtongdoushiyiju:「zhaoniguyaoqu!nibachengleneigeyangzi,womeizoudoushinimenjiashaogaoxiangle!」
tashenmedouxiangrangwoquzhaogugu。
henbunengbajialitangzhewurenzhaoliaodebaba,yesaidaogugujia。
tachangshuodezuiduoyijuhuabianshi:「xutang,niyaozhizu,woyaoshizoule,nilianxueyebieshangle,chuoxuezaijiazhaogunibaba。」
tashuodedui,wonainainianlingdale,yizhishiguguzhaogu。
guguyijialaoxiao,bingbufuyu,qiezigubuxia,biaogeshangdaxuedeshenghuofei,doushizijijiaqidagongzhenglaide。
woba,shiwodezerenheyiwu,bushirenherende。
zhengyinruci,wogaozhongdoushizoudu,zhoumojiaqijibendouzaijiali,xiyizuofan,bangbaba**caxi。
budaowanbudeyi,wobugankaikouguanguguyaoqian。
因为怕姑父有意见。
suoyiwochangnianchuanzhexiaofu,zaiqitatongxuepanbixiezideshihou,woyishuangsanshikuaiqiandefanbuxie,chuandaokaijiao。
wobianshizaizheizhongjingkuangxia,renshichiyede。
gaoershangxueqi,tazhuanxuedaolejiachengzhongxue。
zhuanxuedeyuanyin,jushuoyinweitashigehunhun,zaixiaoshinanyiguanjiao,bajiaodaozhurenjizoule。
tajiayouqianyoushi,shijianpingxixialaihou,tabamabianzuozhu,jitazhuanlexue。
womenxuexiaodexiaozhang,gentabamashilaoxiangshi。
zheiyedaozhitadaolejiachengzhihou,shiyingdehenkuai。
ecuole,tagenbenbuxuyaoshiying。
chiyeneiyangderen,jieaodebukeyishi,meiyanfengruiyouyingting,wuguanduanzhengdelengjiaofenming,liangpianbochunweiweigouzhe,shaonianyiqifengfa,nizheguangban,yaoyandetaiguoduomu。
laoshianpaitayuwotongzhuo,yizaiwoxuexichengjihao,keyibangtazhidianxia。
tanalixuyaozhidian,tadeshuzhanxindeganjing,yagenjiumeiyouxiangxuexideyisi。
banlinaizhixuexiao,neixiechengjibuhaodenantongxue,henkuaigentadachengyipian,zhangkoubikouchige,laoda。
nvtongxueyedouhenxihuanta,banlizuipiaoliangzuijiaoaodechenjiani,zongxiaozhezhaotashuohua。
zhenggexuexiaodelaoshihetongxue,meirenbuxihuanta。
xiakeshi,nanshengweizaijiaoshiwaijijizhazha,wentaweishenmebazhiqianxuexiaodejiaodaozhurenjizoule?
taliaozheyanpi,xiaodepiqi:「neilaodongxishuangbiao,nandefancuo,tadangchangdaizhejiaoxun,lundaonvtongxue,jiufeiyaojiaodaozijibangongshi,haitemebamenguanshang,wobufu,bamenjichuaikaile……」
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wohechiyechengletongzhuo,kaishizhengzhengbanxueqidoumeiyoushuohua。
tabuaixuexi,xiakezhihoujibenbuzaizuoweishang。
woshangkerenzhen,conglaixinwupangwuditingjiang。
talianzuoyedouyourenbangzhexie,zixikeshangbushipazheshuijue,jiushitaokequlewangba。
e,haizongyourenzhaotajianghua,chaochaorangrang。
neitiandezixikeshang,tabuzai。
woyinweiqianwanaoleye,youxiekun,bianpazaizhuoshangshuilehuier。
yebuzhiguoleduojiu,daiwomimihuhudizhengkaiyanjing,zhengduishangyishuangdingdingwangguolaideheimou。
buzhiheshihuilaidechiye,yuwomianduimian,yezaipazheshuijue。
ketameiyoubiyan,lingluandeheifa,nongmeizhangjie,youshendeyanjingxiangxingchenyiyangliang。
tayidongbudongdikanzhewo,simuxiangdui,woheleyitiao,taquemeiyouhuang。
tashejiandingledingsaibang,manyouyoudiduiwodao:「lianshangdiaolegenjiemao。」
zheishitagenwoshuodediyijuhua。
wowuyiyouta,mangzhaolewenjuheshangdexiaojingzi,jiangneigenjiemaonadiao。
tongshihaibuwangdishengduitadao:「xiexie。」
taxiaoleyisheng,yishouchengnaodai,yishoufeikuaidizhuanyuanzhubi,shengyinraoyouxingzhi:「keqile,tongzhuo。」
zaihoulai,womianshangyihong,meigankanta,fankailekeben。
woshigelaoshihaizi,renshengsuoyoudejingli,douyongzailexuexishang。
chengjibanlidiyi,nianjiqianjiming,renrenduiwoxinhuaiqiwang。
唯独我妈陈茂娟。
taduiwobuguanbugu,yixinpuzaimajiangshang,nengchouchukonghuijiakanyiyanbaba,yishiduiwozuidaderenci。
guguchangshuo:「zanmenzheiyangdejiating,shangxueshiniweiyidechulu。」
biaogeyeshuo:「shehuidicengderen,gaibianmingyundejihuibuduo,dushuhegongzuo,zhiguanzhongyao。」
yushiwobengjinleyigenxian,gaozhongsannian,tiaodengyedu。
wohuoderucilei,yerucixinhuaixiwang,panzhejianglaishilaiyunzhuan,tuolizheikuhai。
chiyeshichuangruworenshengdeyichangyiwai。
wohenshaotongtajianghua,taquekaishiyouyiwuyidizhuyiwo。
tianlengdeshihou,woxiaofuxiamianchuanlejianjiumaoyi,youxietuoxian。
ketangshangtabaiwuliaolai,piejianleyifuxiadexiantou,yushishenchushouquzhuai。
tajiajinghao,yishuangxiezidouyaochengqiankuai,xianglaibushihenlijiezheixiantoudeyiyi。
dengdaowomenliangdouyishidaolebudui,tashouliyijingchanlebushaomaoxian,woxiaofuxiademaoyi,duanleyijie。
tagangadao:「duibuqi。」
wolianhonglexia:「meiguanxi。」
yixingqihou,wolaidaoxuexiao,faxiankezhuolisailegeshangpindai。
dakaiyikan,shijianfensedexinmaoyi,diaopaihaizai。
woyishixinhuangdelihai,baneidaizisaidaoletadekezhuoli。
shangkezhihou,tafaxianle,wangwoshenbiankaolekao,yadishengyinwenwo:「chimabuduima?worangwomazaishangchangmaide。」
woganjueergenfatang,shifenjiongpo:「buyongle。」
「zenmebuyongle?nineijianbunengchuanle。」
「真不用,谢谢。」
tatiaolexiamei,zhengyaozaigenwoshuohua,woyijingmobuzuoshengdihetalakailejuli,mubuzhuanjingdidingzheheiban。
池野隐隐笑了一声。
zhihou,wodiyicijianshidaoletadebadao。
fangxuehouwodouzoudaoxiaomenkoule,tazairenqunzhizhongdangzhongchaowohan:「xutang!xutang!」
wocuoedihuitou,takanzhewoxiao,zouguolaijiangneizhuangmaoyidedaizi,zhijiesaidaowoshouli:「tongzhuo,niyifuwangnale。」
neizhihou,banlikaishiyouchuanyan,shuochiyezaizhuiwo,jiwomailejianmaoyi。
我觉得惶恐。
zaolianduiyigelaoshidehaoxueshenglaishuo,shihongshuimengshou。
haozaiwoxuexichengjihao,shendelaoshiqizhong,banlimeirenduiwoshuosandaosi。
zhitingwenchenjianizaichiyemianqian,suanliuliudiwen:「nixihuanxutangshenmeya,tabujiuxuexichengjihaoma?」
chiyexiaole,fanwen:「xuexichengjihaohaibugou?」
「keshitagengedaiziyiyang。」
「nicaigengedaiziyiyang,xutangneibujiaodai,jiaoguai。」
yushiquanxiaodouzhidaole,chiyexihuanguaiguainvxutang。
liuyanchuanbiandeshihou,duiwozaochengleyidingdekunrao。
danyejinjinshikunraobale,woxuehuilechongerbuwen。
chiyezhaowoshuohuashi,wokeyishuli,henshaodalita。
tabianyeshiqu,manmandiyouyuwohuifulezhiqiandezhuangtai。
gaoerxiaxueqi,banzhurenzhaodaowo,shuoshixuexiaoshitangyoulianggeqingongjianxuedeminge,wenwoyuanbuyuanyizuo。
wodeqingkuangtashizhidaode,xuexiaodetekunshengbuzhu,tayizhibangwoshenqing。
neigenianlingdenvhai,sheidouxiangyaomianzi,kewobunengyao。
我缺钱。
woxiangpeiyifujinshijing,yinweikanheibandeshihou,zongjuedemohu。
yushimeitianzhongwu,wohelingyiminggaosandenantongxue,daishangzhiqinxiuzhang,kaishizaixuexiaoshitangshoucanpan。
qishiyejiuyigebanxiaoshi。
ruodadeshitang,wucanshijianxixirangrang,renjirendirenao。
yudaotongbantongxue,wulunshishenmeyangdeyanshen,wodoumobuzuosheng,xuehuilejieshou。
xutangderensheng,henzaozhiqianjiuxuehuilexiangshenghuoditou。
wobujinzaixuexiaoqingongjianxue,hanjiaheshujia,yechangrangbiaogebangmangzhao**gongzuo。
fuzhuangshichangdekuaicandianganguo,shiqudedixiadianwanchengganguo,fachuandanganguo,ouerhaihuipifayixiexiaowanju,jiejiaridewanshangqugongyuanmaijixiaohaizi。
wohennengchiku,yechiguanleku。
suoyizaixuexiaoshitang,dangyigenanshengguyibachishengdecanpanrengguolai,jianlewoyishencaitangshi,womobuzuosheng,shenmeyemeiyoushuo。
kewanmeixiangdao,zheiyimubeichiyekandaole。
tabugaoxingle,jingzhizouguolai,anzhuleneinanshengdetou,yanlidao:「jitadaoqian!」
chiyeshigehunhun,neinanshengyebushishancha,pokoubianma:「wodaonima!」
nuhuozhongshaodechiye,yijiaochuaileguoqu,shitangdezhuoyigenzhedaoleyipian。
jinjiezhe,shitangxianruhunzhan。
neinanshengguabudizhong,liantongshenbiandejigetongban,beidadebiqinglianzhong。
wozhanzaiyipanghedefadou,kanzhechiyexionghenhendidaren,hanzhekuqiangshangqulanta——
「biedale!nibiedale!」
zaihoulai,liantongwoyiqi,womendoubeijiaoqulexundaochu。
woyizhizaiku,chouqizhemolei。
chiyezhanzaiyipang,yebuzhiweihe,shengyinyouxieji:「biekuaxutang,meishide,buguannideshi,fangxin。」
wohenpa,yeyouxieyuanta:「sheijiaonidarenle?!」
「taqifunile,bugaidama?」
「wobuzaiyi,sheiyaoniduoguanxianshi。」
「wozaiyi,wobunengkanbierenqifuni。」
zaitamenyanzhong,nianshaodexutang,yidingshiyigebushihaodaideren。
kewoneishiduichiyezhendepoduoyuannian。
wolaoshi,neixiang,yimenxinsipuzaixuexishang,zhendebuyuanreshi。
wogengpachuandaochenmaojuanerduoli,beitawuyanhuiyuzhizhebizima。
haozai,neijianshimeiyounaoda。
wohoulaihechiyeyiqi,beijiaoqulexiaozhangbangongshi。
woqinertingdaochiyejiaoxiaozhanglishushu。
yekandaoyixiangbugouyanxiaodexiaozhanghengleyisheng,muguangwangxiangwo,duichiyexunchidao:「nixiaozilebude,yidianyebuxiaoting,dajiahezaolian,douzhanqiquanle。」
「ninbieyuanwangwo,shuowodajiaworen,shuowozaolian,youzhengjuma?」
「rendouzhanzaizheierle,nihaixiangyaoshenmezhengju?」
「biezheimeshuoashu,renjiaxutangshihaoxuesheng,chengjihaozheni。」
「feihua,tayaobushihaoxuesheng,wozaojiubanimenjiazhangdouqinglaile。」
「biemafan,qingwobamaguolaijiuxingle,kankanxuexiaohaiquediansha,rangtamenjijuandian?」
「chouxiaozi,xipixiaolian,wogaosuni,nizijibuxuehao,buyaoyingxiangbieren,tayaoshichengjixiahua,wofeidechouniyidun。」
「delei,tayaoshikaolenianjidiyi,ninbudejiangliwodianshenme。」
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quanxiaodouzhidaolewohechiyedeshi。
neishiwomenbanzhurenshigehennianqingdenvjiaoshi,tateyizhaowotanhua,yanyuzhizhongjiezaidingzhuwo,woshinvhaizi,yuchiyebutong。
nvhaizizaichengzhangdedaolushang,zhudingyaobinanhaichengshougengduo。
genghekuangwohaishineiyangdejiajing。
wowubiganjita,tamingmingbaibaidigaosuwo,wobunengzoujiejing,yinweiwomeiyoutuilu,zhiwangquanzaizijishenshang。
renshengdemeiyibudouzhiguanzhongyao,budaozhongdian,bugaixiache。
wojinjizhetadehua,leiyanposuodigaosuta:「laoshinixiangxinwo,womeiyougentatanlianai。」
tadangranxinwo,yinweizaitazhaowotanhuashi,chiyeyezhaoleta。
tazongshizheiyangwusuoguji,youzhiyanbuhuideziben:「laoshinibieweinanxutang,shiwozhuita,tameidali,talianpibodehen,nibiebatashuokule。」
houlai,womeizailiguochiye。
shenggaosandeneinianshujia,gewaimanzhang。
wozaibiaogedejieshaoxia,qulechengquyijiadianwanchengzuoshuqigong。
biaogedangshishangdasan,yougenvtongxueyezaineier**,wohetazhenghaoyiqi。
meitiangongzuosiwugexiaoshi,wanshangbadianjiukeyihuijia。
womeixiangdaohuizaineilijiandaochiye。
tabushiyigeren,shenbianhaiyousangenanshengheyigenvsheng,yiqizaidadianwan。
wozaibangrenduihuanyouxibishi,beitakandaole。
tachaowozoulai,henjingyayehenjingxi:「xutang,nizenmezaizheier?」
dianwanchengshengxianghenda,woyehenmang,zhihanhudichongtaxiaoxiao:「dagong。」
tameizaishuohua,yingshijuedezijiduociyiwenle。
hetayiqilaideneigenvhai,chuanzhepiaoliangdebeixinheduanku,zhagaomawei,huankuaidipaoguolailantagebo——
「ge,meibile,zaiduihuandian。」
「多少。」
「jiangchentamenyeyaoyong,xianwubaiba。」
neitian,tamenyigongduihuanleyiqiankuaideyouxibi。
wozaidianwancheng**zhenggeshujia,yebuguozhengleyiqiankuaidegongzi。
chiyezhidaowozaizheierhou,jingchangguolai。
kaishishiheyibangfaxiaoyiqi,houlaibianchenglezijiyigeren。
wobutaidalita,tajiumeitianzaiwoxiabanshi,shouzaimenkoudengwo。
biaogedenvtongxuehaiyincidaquwo:「xutang,ninanpengyouzhangdetingshuaiha。」
woganmanghongzhelianjieshi:「bushide,jiushiputongtongxue。」
guohouwoduichiyedao:「nibielaile。」
tashuo:「taiwanle,niyigenvhaihuijiabuanquan,wosongni。」
woshuobuxuyao,tayebuqiangqiu,youwenwoxiangbuxiangqutianhaidashakanyejing?
我说不去了,谢谢。
「neiqufujindeyeshiguangguang?」
tahenfan,meitiandoulai,youcidunzaichukouchuchouyan,haiqiaqiaobeiwozhuangjian。
simuxiangdui,talenglexia,qishenjiangyanjiqiale。
woqingtandao:「nimenzaixuexiaotoutouchouyan,wozhidaode。」
tayushixiaole,shuangshouchadou,wenwodao:「jintianyaobuyaoqutianhaidasha?huozhefujinyeshiguangguang?」
neiwanwosuanzheshijianshangzao,hetayiqiquleyeshi。
tatinggaoxing,yiluzhuizhewowen,xiangchishenme?xiangyaoshenme?womaijinihaobuhao?
womenzaiyitanweichibaobing。
wozhongyushuochulezijixiangshuodehua:「niyihouzhenbielaile,suanwoqiuni,nizheiyangwohenkunrao。」
「kunraoshenme,woyoumeirangnigenwotan,danghaopengyoubuxingma?」
「danghaopengyouyebuxing。」
taheimoudingdingdikanzhewo,lingluandezhangfaxianluchujifenbuji,shengyinyeyouxiefan:「weishenmebuxing?」
「buheshi,womenbuyiyang。」wodishengdao。
「zenmebuyiyang?nandaonishirenwobushiren?」
「wobuxuyaopengyou,wozhixianghaohaoxuexi。」
「he,zheihuashuode,nijiusuangenwotan,yebuyingxiangnikaodaxue,wohainengducunixuexini。」
「nizenmetingbudongni,yihoubuyaozaichanzhewole。」
woyouxieshengqi,baobingyebuchile,qishenlikai。
chiyesuihouzhuileguolai,genwodaochezhan,kanzhewoshanglegongjiaoche,shenqingyouxiewunai。
womeitianzhendehenlei,meishijiangentajiuchan。
gongjiaochedaozuihouyizhanhou,wohaiyaoquqiwodezixingche,yuemoshijifenzhongcainengqidaojia。
daojiazhihou,tongchangwomayeshibuzaide,woyaojibabaweishi,kantayoumeiyoudabian,bangtafanyifanshen,caxiyixia。
manghuowanhou,yijinghenwanle,wohaiyaoxishu,choukongkanshu,fuxiziliao。
wodejinshidushuyouzengjiale,bupeiyanjingzhendebuxing。
woxiangyizhibeizheqiaodewoniu,xuyaobuduandipaapa,fuzhongerxing,cainenghuanmandaodaxiangqudedifang。
chiyeshilingyigeshijiederen,tabuhuidong。
shujia**zuihouyitian,wozhaoliqizhezixingchehuijia。
zaixiaoqulouxia,kandaoleyinanrenshouzaineili。
yinweishilaojiuxiaoqu,louxianeiduanlumeiyouludeng,danworenchuleta,tajiaohuanghongbin,shiyijiamajiangguandelaoban。
wodouzhidaode,zaiwobachehuohoubujiu,tachenglechenmaojuandepintou。
tayoujiayoushi,zhongniannanren,haizidouhendale。
chenmaojuanziyuangenzheta,yinweitajitaqianhua。
他也给过我钱花。
zaiyiciwowangjidailejiazhongyaochi,qumajiangguanzhaochenmaojuanshi,takandaolewo,xiaomimidao:「xutangzhangzheimedale,tingnimashuonichengjitebiehao,lai,shushujinierbaikuaiqian,niliuzhemaixuexiziliao。」
wocongmeiyoujiaoguotashushu,yemeiyouyaotadeqian。
chenmaojuanmawomeilimao,jiqianhaibuyao,shigequexinyan。
wotaoyanhuanghongbin,tabushihaoren,xiaoqilaideyangzizongrangrenxinlifamao。
suoyizaixiaoqulouxiakandaotadeyishunjian,wolikexinshengjingti,meiyoushangqian。
tachaowozoulai,xiaodao:「tangtang,lai,shushujinishenghuofei。」
tanachuyitaqian,zuoshiyaodijiwo。
wozixingcheyireng,zhuanshenjiupao。
wopaodeneiyangkuai,yagenbuzhitayoumeiyouzhuishanglai。
jingju,konghuang,shiwoyanleishunjianbiaolechulai。
zhidaopaodaowaimiandedalu,yingmianzhuangshangyiren,wohedejianjiaochusheng。
neirenyibazhuazhuwodejianbang,jidao:「zenmele,xutangnizenmele?」
是池野。
wodengzheyanjingkanta,haoyihuierhuiguoshenlai,kudao:「nizenmezaizheier?」
「songnihuijiaa,neimewanle,niyinvhaiwobufangxin。」
wozheicaizhuyidao,lubiantingleliangchuzuche。
池野跟了我许久了。
zaiwogaojietabuyaochanzhewo,tarengjiumeiwandoulaidianwancheng。
dengwoxiaban,shanglegongjiaoche,tazaidachuzuyilugenzhe。
songdaoxiaoqulukou,tazairangshifuguaiwanhuiqu。
qishiwohuijiadeneitiaolu,zhianhenhao,yizhidouyouren,wanshanghaiyoubaitandedapaidang。
weiyouzijiaxiaoqulouxia,meiyouludeng。
ruofeiyudaohuanghongbin,wobuhuiyourenheweixian。
neiwanchiyepeizhewoqutuizixingche,huanghongbinyijingbuzaile。
woqingtaqulubianchidapaidang。
tahengaoxing,yizhishuocaichaodehaochi,zuihouhaiziguzidibaqianfule。
lianggechaocaijiabing,sanshiduokuaiqian,tajilelaobanwushi,shuobuyongzhaole。
随后又陪我走回家。
xiaoqulouxia,tayouwen:「nidaodizenmele?zhendeshibeimaohede?」
wodiantou,zishizhizhongdoumeiyougaosutafashengleshenme。
nanyiqichi,wonandaogaosuta,womadepintou,zaiwojialouxiadulewo。
chiyeduiwolaishuo,yejinshiyigeputongdenantongxueeryi。
houlaitazoule,wohuilejia。
jinjiazhiqian,wohaizaixiangzheruhebazheijianshigaosuchenmaojuan。
tabushiyigehaomama,danwoxiangxintabuzhiyusangjintianliang,fangrencishibuguan。
kewowanwanmeixiangdao,tuikaijiamen,kandaohuanghongbinzhengzuozaijialideshafashangchouyan。
陈茂娟当然也在。
tianqiyanre,wudingdediaoshanzhizhiyayadizhuan,kongqiquerengjiuchenmen,chulesanbuqudeyanwei,haimimanzheyigunanwendexing。
chenmaojuangangxiwanzao,toufahaizaidishui,diaodailezhu**degebo,xiongkoubaihuahuayipian。
tanazhemaojincatoufa,kandaowoqingtailexiayanpi:「huilaile?」
我老实,内向。
tapiqicha,congxiaodaodaduiwofeidajima。
shitarangwomingbai,tiandixiazhendeyoubuaihaizidemama。
tazhiaitaziji,woziranyebuhuiaita。
woyijingjinliangrongren,batadangchengyigemoshengren。
tahemajiangguanlaobandefengliushi,linlijiefangwurenbuxiao。
wokeyirenshouzhizhidiandian,danwobunengrenshou,tabarendaihuilejia。
youqishi,babahaitangzaichuangshang。
wodiyicifalepiqi,zhizhetamenfabiao——
「gun!nimendoujiwogun!」
chenmaojuanxianshiyileng,tayixiangshigehuobaopiqi,erhuabushuorenglemaojin,chongguolaituisangwo:「nigensheidahoudajiaoni,rangsheigunni?!xiaojiantizinifashenmefeng,piqijianzhangani。」
「worangnigun!nimendougunchuqu!」
neitian,chenmaojuanzhuazhewodetoufa,anwozaidishangda。
huanghongbinjianzhuang,zouguolailata。
talakaita,youshenchushouqubaowo,kansishixiangbawofuqilai,shizeyongneishuangexindeshou,huluandimowohoubei。
wofengleyiyangdichuaita,beitayibazhuazhujiaohuai。
「hei,xiaonizizhennanguanjiao。」
tamenlianggeren,woyige,houlaizhuanshenchongjinchufang,nalebadaochulai。
chenmaojuanmamalielie,huanleyifu,daihuanghongbinlikai。
wokuzhejigugudadianhua,bashiqingquanbushuojitating。
dangwanguguhegufujiudoulaile。
tamendaiwoqulexiaoqudeneijiamajiangguan,naoleyichang。
chenmaojuanxianggepofu,zhizhegugubizima,rangtayoubenshibatagejiezou。
guguqidezhifadou,rangtaganjinqulihun,zhiyaotalilehun,wobabuxuyaotaguan,tazuoshenmediurenxianyandeshidougenwomenwuguan。
chenmaojuanlengxiao:「ganwozou?xinga,fangzijiwo,dadexiaodedoujienijiaqu。」
shuodaodi,buguoshiyinweineichuangliangshiyitingdepofangzi,chuanyanyouchaiqiandeguihua。
naoleyichangzhihou,guguzoudeshihouhaizaima:「fangzinixiangyao,rennibuxiangguan,zuomengquba,zhiyaonibulihun,jiudebarensihoule,tangduojiunisihouduojiu,silewohailaizhaoni!」
nikan,zheizhongshizenmelideqingni,jiaoguguyemeiyong,baolejingyemeiyong。
naoyichangdeweiyihaochujiushi,chenmaojuanbuhuiqingyidairenhuijiale。
huaichushi,takaishiyinyangguaiqidizhaojihuijiumawo:「buyaolian,nihuangshushukannihuilaidewan,haoxinqulouxiajieni,xiangnanrenxiangfengleshiba,shuotaduni,nishenshangneierliangrouyouduozhiqian,fajianni。」
wuyanhuiyu,gengnantingdetayemaguo。
neinianwoshiqisui,lianpihenbodenvhai,beitamadeduocibengkui。
bababuguotangleliangnian,youneimeyishunjian,wojingranxiwangtagankuaisiba。
tasile,wojiukeyijietuo。
wokeyizhuxiao,yongyuanbuyaohuilaizaijiandaochenmaojuan。
neiniantouyichu,woleiliumanmian,yibiannawenmaojinjibabacaliancashou,yibianbuzhudidaoqian:「duibuqi,duibuqibaba,womeineigeyisi……」
woziyoushibeitahehuzhezhangdade,tadaiwomaitanghulu,chilaoweitangmian,jiewoshangxuefangxue……
tazhishiyigeputongde、hanhoudefuqin。
shenzhiruguochuxianqiji,tahuibiandeyouyishiyeshuobuding。
erwozuoweitadehaizi,jingranedudixiwangzheigetangzhebunengdongdetanhuanbingren,kuaidiansi。
tasile,wobuyongshangzhekehaizaidanxin,chenmaojuanzhongwuyoumeiyouhuijia,youmeiyoujitaweishuiweishi,futaqilaizuoyixia,daxiaobianshijindehua,tahuibuhuijicaxiyixia……
jiubingchuangqianwuxiaozi,zhendaolezheiyike,caizhirenrendoushisuren。
wangyouxiyanxinidianping:zheibenshudaodizenyangwobuqingchu,danxianzaitashiwoweishubuduonenggoukanxiaqudeshu(erqiehaijuedehenbucuo)。woxianzaikouweiyijingbijiaodiaole,shiyouyixiebuhelidedifang,danshiwohaimeizhaochushenmedudian。bijingwoyoushiyibenshuzhiyaoyouyigedudian,wojiuhuiqishu。
wangyoufeifeidazuodianping:haokan,yibennengrangrenrenbuzhukandaolingchensidian,zaoshangqidianqichuangyoujiezhekandexiaoshuo,zheizhongxiaoshuoyinggaiduoyidian。
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