《月如殇》 小说介绍
zaiyuerushangzhong,zhouxuyanayueshiyiweichongmanmeilihejiandingderenwu。zhouxuyanayuekefuleshenghuozhongdecuozheyukunnan,tongguonuliyujianchizuizhongshixianlezijidemengxiang。munaixitongguoxinidemiaoxiehejincoudeqingjie,jiangzhouxuyanayuedechengzhanggushizhanxiandelinlijinzhi。“nijiushixiaoyueliangdexianggonga,tajiajinihaibudaoyinian,jiubingruozhici,wohaixiangwenwenniduitazuoleshenme?”……bijiangjiduzhedailaiwujindegandongheqishi。
《月如殇》 第二章 免费试读
求和离
chulegongmen,zhouxuyanjiangwobaoshangmache,mianchenrushui,xiongkouqiqifufu,sizaiyayizheshenme。
“ayue,”liangjiu,tahuanhuankaikou,“ruobushiwodanxinnishouliangganzhequsongpifeng,haibuzhidaoyuanlainigenwoyiqifuyan,shiweileyubierenxiangjian。”
talianshangdebiaoqingneimexintong,yourubeiwoshenshenshanghaidaoyiyang,rangwobujinxiangxiao。
“shi,wojiushixianglaijianta,dengyunihelihou,wohuihetayiqilijing。”
“休想!”
yizhiyilai,zhouxuyanhuolengmohuowenwen,haishidiyicizheiyanghou。
直接将我吓得愣住。
tazhuyidaowohaipadeshenqing,muguanglimayouruanlexialai,yazhesangyinshuo:
“buyaoheli,ayue,woaini。”
爱我?
woxiangtingdaoshenmexiaohuayiban,xiaodetingbuxialai。
“zhouxuyan,niaidebushiwo,ershiwoxinlitangzhedexue。”
“ayue,wozhidao,zhiqianquandoushiwodecuo。nijiwoyigemibudejihuihaobuhao,qiunile。”
cishi,tadelianshangquanshishenqingbuyu,wokanle,quezhiyoushuobuchudeyane。
“nizheifuqingshenqianjuandeyangzihaishibaijisongxingchukanba,wobuxihan。”
zhouxuyandemouguangzhanlezhan,buyoufenshuojiangwoquanjinhuaizhong,jinjinbaozhu,yishengshengdinan:
“buyaoheli,wobutongyi。ayue,bielikaiwo。”
huidaojia,tayoubiandeneimeshenqingkuankuan。
jiangwofangdaochuangshang,yanhaobeijiao,youqingshengshuo:“zaiyoujirijiushinideshengchenle,niyanghaodeshang,wodainiquqingsheng。”
sanyuechushi,chunnuanhuakaiderizi。
是我的生辰。
kecongxiaodaoda,zhouxuyancongweipeiwoqingguoshengchen,zhishizailiangnianqiansongleyizhifazan。
woxinxibuyi,jiangneifazanzhengridaizaitoushang。
youyirisongxingchukandaole,tiaomeiyixiao。
“zheizanzishiqianxierizixuyansongwode,wohaimatazenmexuandekuanshirucisubukenai。meixiangdaotazhuanshousongleni,buguowokannidaizhedaoyexiangpei。”
shunjian,woxinzhongdehuanxidouhuaweisuanse。
yuanlaishisongxingchuxianqibuyaode。
wohaiyiweishitaweiwotebietiaoxuandeliwu。
huidaofangli,wozhaixiafazan,xiangrengdiao,youshebude。
bijingzheimeduonian,zhouxuyansongwodedongxishaodekelian。
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几日一晃而过。
zheitianyizao,zhouxuyanjiulaile。
“ayue,zou,wodainiquqima。”
woxihuanqima,wujuwushu,ziyouchicheng。
kexianzaiquelianjiangshengyewobuzhu。
“youxielei,buxiangchuqule。”
wohuileyiju,zhuanguoshenmianxiangchuangli。
ketaquezhijiejiangwohengbaoqilai。
“jintiantianqizhenhao,chuquzhuanzhuanba。”
yilubeibaoshangmabei,zhouxuyanjiangwoquanzaihuaizhong,youjiexiapifengguojin。
tadeshoubeilanzhuwodeyao,touzaiwoerbiancengleceng,qingshengshuo:“ayue,niqingdexiangpianyumaoyiyang。”
mapaoleqilai,yilubenxiangjingjiao。
wosuiquanshenwuli,dannenglikaipingrizhudeneigebizeyuanzi,haishijuedekaixin。
“阿月,你笑了。”
shenhouchuanlaizhouxuyandeshengyin,yedaizhexiaoyi。
“zou,womenquyouhu。”
daolehubian,neiliyitingzhedadaxiaoxiaoxuduohuafang。
gangxialema,jiutingdaoyishengshuxidijiaoxiao。
“xuyan,nizenmeyelaila。”
buyuanchu,dabandehuazhizhaozhandesongxingchuzhengheshumingxiaojiemenbanshichahui,kandaozhouxuyan,lianmangzhaohutacanjia。
“ayue,neibianzhenrenao,womenqukankanba。”
zhouxuyanfuzhewohuanhuanzouleguoqu,luguochuanxianshi,haijiangwobaoqi。
wenroutitiedeyangziredeqitaxiaojiemendouweiguolaikan。
tamenbingbuzhidaowoquxuejisongxingchuzuoyaoyin,douyiweishiwoshenglebing,
fenfenyanxianzheshuo:“songerxiaojienengjiajizhougongzi,zhenshitiandadefuqia。”
“shia,nimenganqingzheiyanghao,zhenshixianshapangren。”
zhouxuyantingle,lianshangsiranshangcengyanzhi,chuixiayanmou。
songxingchuyegenzhexiao,zhishiyanzhongdeguangfanzhesisilengyi。
luozuohou,tabianheqitarenkaishizuoqileshi。
shizuohaohou,yourentiyi:“zhenggeshangjingruolunwencaifeiran,feizhougongzimoshu,burujinrijiuyoutalaizuopinpingruhe?”
“neizhenshizaihaobuguo。”
songxingchujiujiangshigaodoujiaojizhouxuyan,shensehenshiqinni,“xuyan,jiubaituonikankanba。”
zhouxuyanyiyeyiyerenzhenfankanwan,zuihourenweisongxingchudangdetouchou,haishuolejijujianjie。
zhongrentingle,doubuyouzantan:“bukuishizhougongzi,zheiyangdongxingchudeshi,dangzhenshigaoshanyuliushui,shijianzhiji。”
songxingchuxiaodeyuefajiaoyan,wangxiangzhouxuyandeyanzhongmaimaihanqing。
“xuyan,haishinidongwo,zheishiwoqinshoupaodecha,qingnichangchang。”
wozaiyipangkanzhe,shizhongyiyanbufa。
zhouxuyanaimusongxingchuduonian,duitaxihaowuyibuzhi,dangzhenshiyiduizhiji。
ruobushiwodexuenengjiusongxingchudeming,zhouxuyankongpakandoubuhuiduokanwoyiyan。
zheibian,zhouxuyanjieguochabei,fangzaichunbianpenglepeng,youdixiatouwenwo:
“ayue,kelema?zheichawenzhenghao,heyixieba。”
shuozhe,tayishoutuozhewodeyao,lingyizhishoujiangchasongdaowozuibian。
pingrili,tazongshizheiyangweiwoheyao,dongzuozuodeziranshuxi,yourangwoyinlaiyipianxianmudemuguang。
songxingchuyishunbushundidingzhezhouxuyankan,zuijiaoyongliminlemin,hudicongxiuzhongtaochuyiyangdongxi,dashengshuo:
“zhuweikankan,zheihebaozuogongruhe?”
qitarenhaoqiweishangqukan,kanwandoubuyouchaoxiao。
“haowainiudezhenjiao,haoculoudecixiu,jiujingshisheidexiugongrucibukan?”
“shia,kanzheipeisehuayang,shizaishiyongsu。”
“nengbahebaoxiuchengzheiyang,xiangbiyeshiyongsuzhiren。”
zaitamendeyilunshengzhong,woyekanxiangneihebao。
quezhikanleyiyan,jiurenbuzhuquanshenfazhan。
neihebao,fenmingshiganghezhouxuyandingqinshi,woqinshouxiuhaosongjitade。
congxiao,fuqinhedimudouduiwobuwenbuwen,yecongbuqingrenjiaowonvhong。
wozijimosuozhe,aohongleyanjingzhalanleshouzhi,caimianqiangzuolechulai。
suibuhaokan,danquejiangwoquanbuailianxiujinlezheiyizhenyixianzhong。
weihexianzaihuizaisongxingchushouzhong?
tingzhezhongrendechaofeng,dijiezhuantoukanlewoyiyan,mouzhongzangzhejihenyudeyi,huanhuankaikou,yiziyizishuodejiweiqingxi。
“woyebuzhishisheixiude,jiushizaijiazhonghouyuandenitulisuiyijiandaode。”
泥土里,随意捡到。
siyouyibadaozaiwodexiongkouyonglijiaozhe。
wotengdegongqileshenzi,jihuchuanbushangqilai。
zhouxuyanlianmangjiangwofuzhu,“ayue,zenmele?nalinanshou?”
wokanlekantadelian,quanshijiaojidanyou,duineihebaomeiyoubandianzaiyi。
yuanlaitayijingwanquanmeiyouyinxiangle。
yedui,tacongbucengzaiyiwo,youruhehuizaiyiwosongdedongxi。
wocheqizuijiao,wushengdixiaolexiao。
“woleile,xianghuiqu。”
“好。”
zhouxuyandayingzhe,gangbaowoqilai,quetingdaoshenhouchuanlaijinghu。
“xingchu,nizenmele?”
“shiwodejiujiyoufanle,renyirenjiumeishile。”
“neizenmexing,nihaishiganjinhuijiaxiexiba。”
“xuyan,”songxingchubaizhezhanglian,shensetongku,jiaoruowulidishuo:“wohaonanshou,ninengsongwohuifuma?”
zhouxuyankanlekanwo,zhanzhemeidong。
“咳咳咳。”
songxingchuwuzhuzui,jicudikeleqilai。
zhouxuyanculecumei,jiangwofanghuizuoweishang,qingshengshuo:“ayue,woxiansongchuchuhuiqu,nidengdengwo,haoma?”
woniuguotou,kanzhechuangwaidehushui,danshengshuo:“nizouba。”
zhouxuyandaizhesongxingchulikaile。
qitarenhenkuaiyedousanle。
anshangyouyikeshu,kaizhewozuixihuandexinghua。
wochengqishen,zouxiachuan,yanzhehubianzouqu。
henjindeyiduanjuli,woquezoudejiejinquanli。
zhongyudaole,wokaozuozaishuxia,xiuzhexinghuadexiangqi,huanhuanbishangleyanjing。
“ayue,xingxing,ayue。”
buzhishuileduojiu,wobeirenqingqingyaoxing。
zhengkaiyan,mianqianderenshizhouxuyan。
tadeyankuangweiweihongzhe,jianwoxinglai,yibajiangwoyongjinhuaili。
“ayue,nizenmezijizoudaozheilaile?wohuiquzhaobudaoni,kuaiyaojifengle。”
woqingqingxiaolexiao,“zhouxuyan,nifangxin,worenmingle,zaiquwanzuihouyicixuezhiqian,buhuizaitaopaole。”
“bushide,”tabaozhewodeshoudouledou,shengyinsiya,“woshihaipanichushi。”
wohaishixiao,“woyebuhuichushi,wohaidengzhewomenhelide……”
“wobuhuiheli,”tajipodijiangwodehuadaduan,kouqizhongdaizheaiqiu。
“dengsongxingchudebingzhihaohou,wojiuzaibuhuigentayourenheguage。congjinwanghou,wohuiyixinyiyiaini,buchangni。ayue,nixiangxinwohaobuhao?”
wowusuoweididiandiantou,meiyouhuida。
xiangxinruhe?buxiangxinyouruhe?
nideai,nidebuchang,wozhendeyidianyebuxiangyao。
7
youdaolechusan,quxintouxuederizi。
zhouxuyanyongdaohuapowodexiongkou。
shangkouhenshen,kexuequerengjiuyidianyidianliudehenman,fangfosuishihuikujie。
quxuedeshijianhenzhang,wohentenghenteng,yaopolezuichun。
“songkaizui,lai,yaowoba。”
zhouxuyanjiangshoubeisongdaowochunbian,wohaobuyouyu,zhangkaizuisisiyaozhu。
henkuai,nongyudexuexingweizaizuizhongmanyankai。
tayidongbudong,jinjinbaozhewo,renyouwoyaozhe。
erwoxiangdequeshi,hainengliuzheimeduoxue,zhenhaoa。
buxiangwo,huodexianggexingshizourou。
guolehenjiuhenjiu,woshenshangyuelaiyueleng,yishizhujianhuansan。
mengmenglonglongzhong,tingdaoyourenjiaojidijiaowo:“ayue,buyaoshui,ayue。”
zhihoubianshenmeyebuzhidaole。
wozuoleyichanghaozhanghaozhangdemeng。
mengzhongdewokeyipaokeyitiao,keyidashengdixiao。
zhaizuimeidehua,zhuozuihuadeyu,qizuikuaidema,hezuiliedejiu。
zhidaoyouyitian,zhouxuyancongyipianyinyingzhizhongzouchulai。
一步步走近。
wozhuanshenjiupao,querengbeitayibazhuazhu,sisianzaidishang。
tashoulidedaoshanzhelengguang,eryanzhongdeguanggengleng。
“不要!”
我大喊了一声。
四周突然明亮起来。
erbianchuanlaijingxideshengyin。
“furenxingle,kuaiqutongzhigongzi,furenxingle!”
zhengkaiyankanlekan,zuozaichuangbiandeshizhouxuyansuishenfushidedayahuan。
zuikaishijiaguolai,taduiwolianzhengyandoubukanyiyan,xianzaiquegewaiyinqin。
jiangwoxiaoxinfuqi,manmanweimishui,youshuo:
“gongziyijingzaifotangguilesantiansanye,shuofurenyiribuxing,tajiuyiribuqilai。”
meiguoduojiu,yougerendiediezhuangzhuangchuanglejinlai。
zhouxuyanliansecangbai,yanzhongqueshanzhekuangxideguang。
bendaochuangbian,sihujianchibuzhu,shuaidaozaidi。
“ayue,nizhongyuxingle。”
wochuixiayanmou,wenta:“wodijiedebinghaolema?”
talengzhu,dailebanshang,caineneshuo:“haole。”
“那我们……”
“我不会和离!”
tazhantiejiedinghuileyiju,ranhouconghuailiquchuyigeyupai,xiaoxinyiyituoqiwodetou,jiangyupaidaidaowodebozishang。
youduanxiangleyihuier,yanxiaoyanyan:
“zheishiwoyibuyikoushoushangdaoyuntaishandingdedafosizhongqiulaidepinganfu,yidingnengbaoyouwodeayuezhangmingbaisui。”
neiyupaiyuanbenhainuannuande,daizhetadetiwen。
ketiedaowodexiongqian,buguopianke,jiuyibingleng。
zaiwoxinglaihou,zhiyaoxialezhi,zhouxuyanjiuhuilai。
shenzhijiangshufangdebimodoubanleguolai,meiwanbangongdeshihouyeshouzhewo。
youshixiezhexiezhezi,tahuitaiqitoukankanwo。
ouermuguangxiangyu,tajiuhuigouchunqianxiao。
雅致而缱绻。
congqianzheixiaozhishuyusongxingchu。
wozaimomokanzhe,yibianyanxianyibianpengranxindong。
rujin,tazhongyuyezheiyangduizhewoxiao,woquexinrusihui,zhiyubeiliang。
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zheitian,fuqinhedimulailezhoufu,haidaizhedijie。
meiqimingyue,laikanwangwo。
zheiyinianlai,woshoujinzhemo,tamenconglaimeizaiyiguo,jintiandengmen,diyijuhuajiushi:
“chuchudebingyijinghaole,xianzhiheshiyuchuchuchengqina?”
zhouxuyanlianshangdexiaoyixiazijiangle,toutoukanlewoyiyan,huidao:“yuezhangyuemudarenshuoxiaole,xuyanyijingquleayue,zennengzaigenchuchuchengqin。”
dimushenseyibian,suijiyoucihedixiaoleqilai。
“kewojidedangchuxianzhibushizheiyangshuodea。neishinimingmingshuo,quhuaiyuezhishiquanyizhiji,zhiweiliuzhequxue。burantahuipaodaobiansaiqu,chuchudebingjiuwuyaokeyile。”
suiranwozaoyimingbai,zhouxuyanquwobuguoshiweilewodexintouxue,kexianzaitingrenzheimezhibaishuochulai,haishirenbuzhudouledou。
songxingchuzhanzaidimushenhou,kanzhewo,deyidigoulegouchun。
zhouxuyandelianshuadeyixiajiubaile,mouguangzhongshiwanquanyangaibuzhudehuangzhang。
zhangzhangyixiuxia,talazhuwodeshou。
shouzhiliangliangde,yezaidou。
jianzhouxuyanbushuohua,fuqinyelaibangqiang:“xianzhia,wozhidaonirenyi,burenxinxiuqihuaiyue。woyijingweinimennihaolehelishu,womenhuibahuaiyuejiehuijia,napatabuzaijia,yeyangtayibeizi。”
fuqinshuodelisuodangran,bahelishuzhankai,sihuzheiyangzuoyijingshiduiworenzhiyijin。
zhouxuyanjieguohelishu,yidianyidianzuanjin,yousuishouyiyang,rengzaidishang。
neiroulanledehelishugunlegun,tingzailesongxingchujiaoxia。
fuqindailengzheshuobuchuhua,dimulianshangdexiaozaiyeguabuzhule。
“songhuaiyuezheigeyangzi,kongpananyouzisi,xianzhijiubukaolvkaolvyihouma?”
wenyan,zhouxuyanjibeitingdebizhi,yaozheya,yiziyizishuodejiman:
“xuyanxinyiyijue,cishengzhiquayueyiren。”
“叙言!”
songxingchujipodihanleyisheng,“womenziyouqingtouyihe,nicengdayinghuiquwo,nandaoxianzaibeisonghuaiyuezheigehulijinggouyinzoulema?”
zhouxuyanshangqianliangbu,jiangwodangzaishenhou,chuizhemou,xiaoshengshuo:“duibuqi,songdaxiaojie,quanshizhoumoudecuo,nibuyaocuoguaiayue。”
“nijingran……jingranhuzheta!”
songxingchumanliannanyizhixin,sisidingzhezhouxuyan,leizhugungunerluo。
kejianduifangshizhongbuweisuodong,tazuizhongduoleduojiao,yanmiandakuzhepaozou。
“楚楚,你去哪?”
dimuhenhendenglewoyiyan,zhuilechuqu。
fuqinyoudailexujiu,zuizhongtanlekouqi:“jirannixinyiyijue,nei,neicishijiuzuobale。”
yichangnaojujieshu,suoyourendouzoule。
zhouxuyanpobujidaijiangwobaojin,douzheshengyinshuo:“ayue,yiqianshiwogaisi,qiunibieshengwodeqi。”
wotaiqitou,pingjingkanzheta。
“wozaojiuzhidaoniquwoshiweileshenme,youweihehuishengqi。”
shuozhe,wocongxiuzhongyetaochuyizhangzhisaidaotashouli。
“diedehelishubeinihuile,neiwozheifenniqianleziba。”
tazhenggerenchedilengzhengzhu,yidongbudongkanzhewoshouzhongdehelishu,yanweijianjianranlecenghong。
“wobuhuiqian,songhuaiyue,nixiuxianglikaiwo。”
shuowan,tajiangwotuikai,zhuanshenjiuzou。
liangqiangdebeiying,fangfoshilangbeiertao。
shenye,wozhengshuizhe,wumenbeimengdituikai。
zhouxuyanzoulejinlai,yishanyouxiesanluan,shenshangdaizhenongnongjiuqi。
“ayue,”tashoulijuzheyigedongxi,duizhewoxiaolexiao,shensequeqiliangdexiangyaokuchulai。
“niweishenmeyaobatarengle?neishiwoyiguiyikouqiulaide,shiwoduinideyikexin。”
jiezhezhuhuo,woningshenkanlekan。
shineitiantaweiwoguazaibojiandeyupai。
ketazouhou,jiubeiwosuishourengle。
“gaosuwo,weishenmeyaorengdiao?weishenme?”
tachongguolai,shuangshouchengzhuchuangbian,jiangwokunzaibeiwanzhijian。
眸色沉沉,深如墨。
“e,”wosuiyidixiaolexiao,“neiwosongnideqinshouxiudehebao,beinirengdaonaqule?”
“荷包?”
tayanzhongshanguoyisimimang。
“bujideleba?jiushineitianshichahuishangbeisongxingchunazaishouzhongdajiachaofengdehebao。”
“tashuo,shizaiyuanzilidenitulisuiyijiandaode。”
“zhouxuyan,wodexinbeinizheiyangjianta,niyouyoushenmezigelaizhiwenwo?”
zaiwomorandehuayuzhong,tatongkongzhouranyisuo,mouzhongsihuyoushenmeqingkejiansuiliekai。
“我...我……”
tashenqingqihuangdexiangshigehaizi,zuichundouzhe,shuobuchuhualai。
wohuranjianjuedewubipibeiyouyanjuan,wulidituiletuita。
“wobuxuyaonidekuijiuhebuchang,gengbuxiangyaonideai。fangshouba,fangguowomenbici。”
“不。”
他眼中有莹然滴落。
“ayue,woruofangleshou,nijiuhuigenzhecuijinqubiansai,cishengzaibuhuijianwo,shibushi?”
wodixiatou,meiyouhuida。
kewoheta,douyizhidaodaanshishenme。
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rizifangfoyouhuifuruchu。
zhouxuyanyijiuwenrouqianquan,xiaoxinyiyidibuzaitirenheyuhelixiangguandeshi。
zhuanyanguoleyueyu,wojianjiannengduzixiachuangzoudong。
zheiribangwan,zhouxuyandetieshenyahuanlaiweiwoshuzhuangdaban,shuoshishengxiahehuakailemanhu,yuewoqushanghe。
我跟着坐上了马车。
yilushang,buzhizenmede,zongjuedeneiyahuanshenseyouxiebuduijing。
chulechengmen,laidaohubian,bingbujianzhouxuyandeyingzi。
congyouchuanshangzouxialaidequeshisongxingchu。
“wodenglehaojiu,nizhongyulaile。”
duoribujian,tahaishineibanjiaoyandongren。
woxianghoutuileliangbu,quebeineiyahuanlanzhu。
songxingchuyanranyixiao,“womenjiemeihaojiumeiyoushuoshuohuale,burudaochuanshangyixuba。”
wokanlekansizhou,jijingyouan,shenhoudeyahuandingzhewo,yilianjingti。
songxingchuyoubeierlai,wopashitaotuobule,zhinenggenzhetashanglechuan。
chuanzhongzhuojishangfangzhechahubeizhan,songchuxingmantiaosilididuanqilaiheleyikou,caitaiyandaliangwo。
“songhuaiyue,wohaizhenshixiaoqiaoleni,xiangbudaonizheifubansibuhuodeyangzi,yenenggouyinzouxuyan。”
wodandanxiaolexiao,pingjinghuita:“zaihewodexuezhiqian,jiejieyeshiyizhibansibuhuode,butongyanggouzhezhouxuyandexin。”
“你...**!”
songxingchuboranbianse,jiangchabeizhongzhongshuaizaizhuoshang。
“jiejiebingganghao,haishimoyaodongqi。”
wojiangchahufangdaohuolushang,youquchuchaye,yidiandiandaojinbeizi。
“congqianjiejieshengbingbunengchumen,zongshizaiwuzhongzhucha,zhouxuyanzuishiaihe。woxinzhongxianmu,touxuelejifen,jiejiechangchang,kehairudelekou?”
shuozhe,wojiangpaohaodechadiguoqu。
songxingchujieguo,yidianyidianminzhe,yanjingshizhongdingzhewokan。
目光森然。
zhongyu,tajiangchahewanle,gouqizuijiaolenglengyixiao。
“wohaidaoniyoushenmeshouduan,yuanlaibuguoshidongshixiaopin。danniyequandoushiwangfeixinjile,buchujiri,zheihulihuifushanglaiyijunvshi。shangjingderenjiudouhuizhidao,zhouxuyanneibingyanyandefurenbushenzhuihushenwang。”
shuowan,tashilegeyanse,zhanzaishenhoudeyahuanlimazoushangqian,tuozhuwowanghulitui。
“等等。”
wojiaoleyisheng,zhuantoukanzhesongxingchu。
“jiejieyoumeiyoujuedecishiquanshenwuli,chuanbushangqilai?”
songxingchuliansebailebai,shouxiayishiquwuxiongkou。
“ni,nijiwochileshenme?”
“ganggang,wozaichashuilixialedu。jiejieruobuxiangdufashenwang,jiujiangwosongdaocuijinfushang。dengwopingandaole,zihuijinijieyao。”
songxingchumouguangshanshan,sishizaikaoliangwodehuadezhenjia。
woyebingbuji,zhihaozhengyixiadengzhe。
meiguoduojiu,tabugandiyaoleyaoya,fenfudao:“daitaqucuijinneili。”
我默默长出了口气。
dengdaoledifang,qiaokaimen,cuijinkandaowoyanjingyixiajiuliangle。
“xiaoyueliang,nizenmelaile?”
wojinjinzhuazhutadexiuzi,xiaoshengshuo:“keyilianyejiangwosongchuchengma?chenzhezhouxuyanhaimeiyouchajue。”
tamianseyilin,laqiwodeshoujiuwangyuanzilizou。
“hao,nidengwoshoushiyixia,zheijiudainizou。”
“songhuaiyue,”shenhouchuanlaisongxingchujiaojideshengyin,“jieyaoni?kuaijiwo!”
我回头笑得灿然。
“zhouxuyanshengpawotiqiansilebujizaizuoyaoyin,jiangwokandeneibanjin,woyouruhenengyouduyao。fangcaijinichide,buguoshiwoyonglaihuanjieshangtongde**bale,nihuiqushuiyijue,mingrijiuhaole。”
“songhuaiyue,nizheige**!”
songxingchuqijibaihuaidimaleqilai,kewoyisihaobuzaiyile。
yinweiwoshizaishitaikaixinle。
zhongyuyaolikaishangjing,likaizheizuolaolong,yelikaizhouxuyanle。
10
cuijinqizhema,jiangwoquanzaishenqian,yilujixing。
yesezhong,buzhicongnafeilaiyizhizhangjian,zhizhishedaomatiqian。
henkuai,qianfangchuxianrenying,wushuhuobaweileguolai。
zaineihuoguangzhongyang,youyirenzuozaimashang。
qingyiqingpao,yishenxiaosu,yanzhongjilengruxue。
“放开她。”
zhouxuyandeshengyinhenqing,quedaizhekezhibuzhudeshaqi。
cuijinfanerjiangwoloudegengjinlexie,yelenglengkaikou:
“fangkaitazuoshenme?jixubeinizhemoma?”
zhouxuyanzhangjiezhalezha,youkanxiangwo,mouzhongyongqiwuxianwenrou。
“ayue,genwohuijiaba,wozhailehaoduonizuixihuandexinghua,baimanlewomendeyuanzi。”
womeiyouhuida,ershiyongquanlibachucuijinyaojiandedao,hengzaibojingqian。
“jinriniyaomerangwozou,yaomejiudaihuiwodeshiti。”
“阿月!”
zhouxuyandahanledasheng,cemayaoguolai。
queyouzaikandaowobozishangdexuehenshi,lejinjiangsheng。
“ayue,nandaohuidaowoshenbian,jiurangnirucishengburusima?”
“shi,”wohuidadihaobuyouyu,“zhouxuyan,woningkesi,yebuxiangzaijiandaoni。”
neiyike,wokandaoduimianderenyingzaidishangdeyingzimingxiandouledou。
jiulianyixiangbitingdejibeidouwulidikualexialai。
taxiaoleqilai,jijindiankuang。
suihoumengdiyongshouwuzhuzui,youyiguxinghongwanyanliuxia。
“hao,”tabuzaiyidimolemozuijiao,duizhewocanxiao:“ayue,wozhongyumingbaile,zijifanxiadezuiyouduobukeraoshu。”
说完,他抬了抬手。
shenhoudeshiweizidongrangchuyitiaolu。
“cuijin,haohaozhaoguta,yishengyishi。”
“he,”cuijintiaomeilengchiyisheng,sishiduizheigezhutuojidubuxieyigu。
taqiangguowoshouzhongdedao,yuanyuanrengdiao,youhuiqilemabian。
马再度飞跑起来。
“yihou,buxupengwodedao。”
“zaipeng,jiubanirengxiama。”
“听到没?”
shenhouderenmeiwanmeilediluosuozhe。
woxiaozhewangtahuailikaolekao,bishangyanjing,huileyiju:
“知道了。”
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八年一晃而过。
zhouxuyanguozhekuxingsengyibandeshenghuo。
qingxinguayu,jiazhongjiliao,suoyoudexinsidoupuzaizhengwushang。
yinciyeyuefadehuangdideqizhong。
duanduanjinian,yiweijirenchen。
jinlai,huangdibingzhong,gongzhonggefangshilidoudingzheneibalongyi,chunchunyudong。
zheiwan,zhouxuyanyiwanshi,chugongdelushangyudaogegongbi。
“zhoudarenliubu,shufeiniangniangyouqing。”
zhouxuyangenzhegongbidaolelaiyidian,songxingchuzhengduanzuozaidianzhong,huaizhongbaozhetagangmansansuideyouzi。
“zhoudarenzuoba,lairen,kancha。”
songxingchurugongqinian,jushoutouzujianzaoyishiyipaihuangjiaqidu。
zhouxuyanzuoxia,quebingbujiechazhan,chenshengwen:“shufeishenyezhaochenlai,buzhisuoweiheshi?”
“bixiadebingkongpaxiongduojishao,xiangqingwenzhoudaren,sheinengjichengdatong?”
zhouxuyanchuizhetou,shengyinpingzhi,budaibandianqingxu。
“bixiayichuanzhao,zhaozaibianguandujundetaizihuichao。”
songxingchuweiweiyixiao,mouguanglianyan。
“xuyan,woyunixiangshiduonian,jiumingrenbushuoanhuale。wodehongercongminglingli,shendebixiachongai。buruniwolianshou,chuqutaizi。jianglaihongerjichenghuangwei,wochuiliantingzheng,nizuodangchaoshoufu,gongxiangfugui,ruhe?”
zhouxuyanrengchuizhetou,xiangshizaihenglianglibi。
liangjiu,taqishenduizhesongxingchuxinglegedali。
“neichenjiugongjingburucongmingle。”
jirizhihou,chuanlaixiaoxi。
taizihuijingtuzhongyuci,zhongjianshenwang。
huangdiyoujingyoutong,koutuxianxue。
laibujizuorenheanpai,jiudangwanjiabeng。
朝中混乱一片。
yourenzhanchulaiyonglisongxingchudeyouziweidi。
dangjiyouyourenfandui,chaotangzhishangchaozuoyituan。
zuihou,suoyourendoukanxiangzhouxuyan,dengtazuodingduo。
zhouxuyanchenshengxiaolexiao:“guobukeyiriwujun,chenyuanyonglishufeizhizi。”
suoyourenbuzaizhengchao,kaishimangzhedengjidadian。
dadiandangri,songxingchushenzhefengpao,qianzhexiaohuangzideshou,zhideyimandizouxiangtaijidian。
jiuzaitamenyaoburudianmenshi,sizhouturanchuanlaiyizhenxuanhua。
youwushuyulinweichonglejinlai。
zaisuoyouchaochendejingkongzhong,youyirenhuanhuanzouchu。
zhengshibenyinggaiyucishenwangdetaizi。
tafuzheshou,ruilidemuguangweizhezhongrensaoleyiquan,zuihouluozaisongchuxingshenshang。
“shufeisongshi,jiyuhuangwei,mouhaichujun,zuibukeshe。jiangqimuzifeiweishuren,guanrutianlao,yongbudetachuyibu。”
songchuxingwubicuoe,doudejihuzhanlibuzhu。
beituozoushi,takandaolezhanzaitaizishencedezhouxuyan,turanfenglesidedahan:
“zhouxuyan,niweiheyaohaiwo?weishenme?”
zhouxuyanlenglengkanzhe,moranbuyu。
dengsongchuxingbeituoyuan,sihanshengzaiyetingbudaoshi,taduizhetaizixingleyili。
“dianxia,chenyizhuninchuqusongshiyidang,neiyeqingnindayingchendeqingqiu。”
taizizhangtanleyisheng:“zhouaiqingyoujingshizhicai,weiheyaociguanqubiansaineiyaoyuanzhidi?”
zhouxuyanchenmoxujiu,guidikoushou,shuo:“chenxiangqujianyigeren,qiudianxiachengquan。”
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行途漫漫。
lineiduonianlaichaosimuxiangzhirenyuelaiyuejin,zhouxuyanqueyuelaiyuepa。
patahaishineiyanglengmo,gengpatamianwubiaoqingdishuo:
“woningyuansi,yebuxiangzaijianni。”
daolebiansai,taxianyudaodeshicuijin。
duonianguoqu,cuijinyirantingbaminglang,zhishijiandaotadeshunjianjiuchenxialelian。
“你来做什么?”
“我想看看她。”
“tabuxiangjianni,gun!”
cuijinshuowan,zhuanshenjiuzou。
“dengdeng,”zhouxuyanjiangtalazhu,jihushizaikenqiu:“rangwojianjianta。”
cuijinyibatuikai,nujifanxiao:“tazheixienianganggangyouxiehuorendeyangzi,nihailaiganshenme?jixutongtadaozima?”
zhouxuyanbuda,congxiuzhongtaochuneibahanguangshanshandebishou,dizaixiongqian。
“ruguo,wohaijitashierdao,ninengrangwo,jiantayimianma?”
cuijinminleminzuijiao,baoqishuangbei,xiaolexiao:“haoa,nitongba。zhouxuyan,nizaojiugaizheiyanghaizhaile。”
zhouxuyanchuimou,wojindaobing,meiyouyouyu,yixiayixiatonglejinqu。
一,二,三……
……十一、十二。
xuezaoyiliulemanshenmandi。
zhouxuyanlianbairuzhi,quehaishizaixiao。
“我想,见见她。”
“跟着我。”
cuijinlengbingbingrengxiayiju,zhuanshenjiuzou。
zhouxuyanzaoyiyaoyaoyuzhui,querengyaoyasisichengzhe,genzaihoumian。
zaiyipianguangkuocaodishang,chuanlaiyizhenzhenmatisheng。
jiezhe,yougehongyishenyingcongmabeishangyuelexialai。
xiangshigejinglingyiban,qingyingyouliluo。
“ajin,nihuilaila。”
taxiaozhe,yixiatiaojinlecuijinhuaizhong。
lianshangdexiaobijiaoyanghaiyaomingmei。
cuijinbaozheta,yuandizhuanlejiquan,youquroutadetoufa。
“biezongshiqimatanwan,dangxinxiongkouyoutengqilai。”
“meishi,”tapailepaixiongfu,waizhetou,xiaoyeruhua。
“wozaojiuyijinghaola。”
zhouxuyanyigerenduozaiyuanchu,momodikanzhe。
目光贪婪又眷恋。
taxiongqiandeshanghaizaibutingtangzhexue。
xueyuelaiyueduo,shenshangyuelaiyueleng,yuelaiyuelei。
ketaquehaishijiejinquanlikanzheta,bushedebishangyanjing。
她已经好了。
youhuixiaole,younengqimale。
youbianhuicengjingdeneigesonghuaiyuele。
真好。
zaiheianlailinqian,zheishizhouxuyanxinzhongweiyidesuoxiang。
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