永远的外人
《永远的外人》 小说介绍
yongyuandewairenjianyanlinweihangzheibenshu，wulunshijuqing，gousijiaodudoubijiaoxinying，youliyouju，luojiqingxi。xiaoshuojingcaijiexuanwomingandezhuyidaotadeyifuyijingcongwaimiandeyifuhuanchenglejiajufu，yinggaishihuijiayihouzaibiedefangjiandaileyihuiercaiguolaide。……
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zaizuotianzhiqian，woyizhiyiweiwoshirenshengyingjia。
jiatingxingfu，popociai，laogongtitie，erziguaiqiao。
ranerwoquefaxian，popoyixinzhixiangchijuehu，laogongzaijiayangwairen，shenzhilianwodeerzi，doubushiwoqinshengde！
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wuye，woturanjingxing，quefaxianlaogongneibanbianchuangshikongde。
shenshouyimo，beiziyijingliangle。
是看孩子去了吧？
wogangshengwanhaizi，laogongduierzijiaoguandehen，zenmeyekanbugou。
xiangdaozhei，worenbuzhuweixiao，qishenquyingerfangzhaota。
yingerfangmenmeiguanyan，nuansededengguangcongmenfenglitouchulai，haiyouyinyindechuanxisheng。
不对劲。
woxinxiayihuo，shunzhemenfengwanglikan。
zheiyikan，woganjuequanshendexueyedouchongdaoletouding，taiyangxueyitiaoyitiaodeteng。
wuli，shiwodelaogonglinweihang，hehaizidebaomuchenlele。
liangju**deshenti，jiuzaiyingerchuangbianjiaochan。
linweihangchuanzhecuqishuo：“nizheigexiaoyaojing，bupawonongsini？”
chenlelebaixidepifushangdouranshangleyicengfeihong，：“nibujuede，zheiyangtoutoumomodegeng**ma？”
linweihangwenyanguorangengjiajidong，chenlelezheishihouquenaqiaoqilai，tuizhetashuo：“qingdian，wanyibayanyanjiechaoxinglezenmeban？”
“nideyanyanjiechileanmianyao，zheishihouzhengshuidehesizhuyiyang，zheigeshihoubuyaotita……”
“wopianyaotipianyaoti！youtazaiwoyongyuanyebukenengjiajini，ninandaoyaorangwoyizhizheiyangtoutoumomodema？”
“henkuai，henkuaiwojiunengrangniguangmingzhengdale……”
wozhenggerenxianruzhenjinghemamu，mengyousidehuidaolezijidefangjian。
lianggeyueqian，woshenglehaizi，juedinggugebaomu。
popojiuzhaolechenlele，shuoshijinpaibaomu，youshitajiaqinqi，bujinjiagebianyi，haiyongzhefangxin。
zheilianggeyue，taqueshibahaizizhaogudewuweibuzhi，jihubuyongwoshangshouzuoxieshenme。womeiyounai，jiulianbanyeweinaidoushitaqilai，meirangwoqiguoyici。
woyuanbenduitamanshiganji，xianzaixiangqilaiquehenbuduijing。
wohelaogongshitongxue，conglianaidaojiehunyizhiganqinghenhao，popohechenleleshiyouyuwoshenghaizizhaoguwocaizhujinlaide。
zheilianggeyue，chenlelehelaogongdanduxiangchudejihuibingbuduo，tamenlianggeshishenmeshihouzaiyiqide？weishenmekouqineimeshunian？
chenlelehelaogongdeshipopozhidaoma？
tashiyincicaibachenlelejieshaodaowojiadema？
linweihangshuomashangjiuyaohechenleleguangmingzhengdaleyoushishenmeyisi？
haiyou，tashuowochileanmianyaoshishenmeyisi，womingmingmeiyou……
naozhonglingguangzhaxian——shuiqiandeneibeiniunai。
linweihangshuopawowanshangshuibuhao，jinqimeiwanlinshuiqiandoujiworeyibeiniunai，jushuokeyitigaoshuimianzhiliang。
heleniunaiyihouwoqueshimeiwandoubucengxinglai，zhiyoujinwanbuzhidaoweishenmewowenzheniunaiweiyouxieexin，youburenxinjujuetadehaoyi，jiubaniunaidaojinlexishouchi，piantashuohewanle。
nanguaitazheimemingmuzhangdandezaiwodeyanpizidixiatouqing，yuanlaishidudingwojinwanbuhuixingguolai。
yigeyouyigedexiangfaxiangshiwenquanzhongdepaopaoyiyangyongchulaiyoubenglie，wodenaodaidouyaobeizheixiexiangfazhangpole。
buzhiguoleduojiu，woshenbiandechuangxianlexiaqu，daizhemeiguimuyuludeweidao，xiangdaowojingxintiaoxuandedaibiaoaiqingdemeiguiweidaocikequechengletayangaichuguidegongju，wobuyoudeshengqiyizhenxinlixingdeyane。
wocongmeixiangguowomenhuiyoutongchuangyimengdeyike，bijing，woyutacongxiaofudaohunsha，jianzhenglebicitaiduodezhongyaoshike，zaoyirendinglebicideweiyi。
ruofeiruci，woyebuhuizaibiyeyihou，fangqihuaqingdaxueliuxiaorenjiaodedahaojihui，zhuisuitalaidaoxishan。
jibianshenbiandepengyouhaiyouxuexiaodelingdaodoujuedehenwanxi，worengranmeiyouhouhuiguo，zhiyinweilinweihangduiwoshuo：
“yanyan，woshiyaohenizouyibeizide，wozenmenengshedenichuqumianduiwaimiandefengshuangxueyu，woxiwangninenggouyizhizaiwodebihuxia，zuowodeyigerendexiaogongzhu。”
yaobushiwoxintengtapatayalitaidaxiangweitafendan，tabenlailiangongzuoyebuxiangrangwozhaode。
dangshijuedeshitaduiwodechongai，xianzaikanlai，daodishiwodexingyun，haishiwodejienan？！
buguanzenyang，woyaozhidaoshiqingdezhenxiang，woyaozhidaomeitianshuizaiwoshenbiandezheigenanren，yiguanchuchudewaibiaozhixia，baoguodeshizenyangdeyifulangxingoufei。
weilenenggoubudongshengsedelejieqitarendexingwei，wozaiwangshangmaileweixingdeshexiangtou，dasuanzaijialimeiyigejiaoluodouzhuangyige，
beizhuyaoqiuzaikuaididanshangxieshangyingeryongpin，quebaozheigebaoguohunzaiqitadekuaidizhongbuhuiyinqiqitarendehuaiyi。
shengchanwanhouwojingchangwanggouyingeryongpin，weilehuanjiechanhoudefanzaoxinqing，wosuoyoudekuaididoushizijichaide，zheiyefangbianwozhihoudebuzhi。
“yanyan，laihetangle。”popoduanzheyiwanjinhuangdejitangzoujinlewodefangjian，batangfangzaiwodechuangtouzhihouyouwangwoshenhoudianleyigekaodian，rangwozuoqilaideshihounenggougengshufu。
nenggouxiadingjuexinhelinweihangxieshouyisheng，poposhiqilehendazuoyongde。
taduiwodetengaiyizhizangzaigezhongxijieli，keshi，cikewoquezaihuaiyi，zailinweihangdechuguizhong，popodaodibanyanleyigezenyangdejiaose。
shexiangtoudaodehenkuai，benzheyoubeiwuhuandeyuanze，chenzhepopohechenleledaibaobaochuquliuwandekongdang，wozaibaobaodeyingerfanglizhuanglesange，qitafenbuzaigegefangjian，shujuhuishishichuansongbaocundaowodebijibenli。
tamendaibaobaohuilaihou，wopobujidaidedakailebaobaofanglideshexiangtou，zicongzhidaochenleleshilaogongdechuguiduixiangyilai，wozongshihuaiyitahuibeidilinvedaibaobao，nagexiaosanhuishandaibierendehaizini？
dakaishexiangtou，yingruwoyanliandeyimuquerangwozhenjingbuyi，chenlelejingranzaiqinzijibaobaoburu！
shengwanhaiziyihouwoyizhimeiyouxianai，xiangduiyuwodejiaoji，popohelaogongquebiaoxiandeshifendanran，doushuobaobaohenaifenyeshiyiyangde。
dangshiwohaiqingxingzhaodaolekaimingdepopohelaogong，meiyouyinweimeinaibeipopoxianqi。tamenyeyizhigaosuwo，baobaochideshinaifen，keshi，yanqiandezheiyimushizenmehuishi？
zheishihou，popoduanleyiwanyutangzoujinleyingerfang，qiaoqiaodiduichenleleshuo：“yihuierweiwannaibayutanghele，nidenaihao，haizihelecainengzhangdezhuang。”
chenlelekanzhenulichinaidebaobao，lianshangdemuaizangyezangbuzhu，takanbaobaodebiaoqing，zenmekanyebuxiangshiyigexiaosankanyuanpeihaizideyangzi，nandaotazijibunengsheng，suoyicaizheiyangxihuanwodehaizi？
yanjianhaizichibaolenai，chenchenshuiqule，chenlelexiaoxinyiyidebatafangjinyaolanli，weiqudekanxiangpopo：“wodenaizaihaoyeweibuleduojiule，zheiduanshijianjianyanyizhixiangzijidaihaizi，zhiqianzanmenyizhijiekoushenghaizichanfuyaoyangsangeyue，yankanyekuaidaole，daoshizheijialihaiyouwoderongshenzhidima？”
“dangchuwojirandayingnijiuyidingnengzuodao，hekuangnijiwomenlaolinjiashenglebaobeijinsun，woweiyirendingdeerxizhiyouni。”poposhuochulaidehuarangwoxinliyihan。
taguoranzhidaolinweihangchuguichenleledeshiqing。
erqie，taliangjuranyeshengleyigehaizi！
buchuyiwaidehua，liuzaiwojializheigehaizi，shilinweihanghetashengdeba。
“ma，neiniganjinrangwojinmena，wohaikeyizaijiweihanggezaishengjigeerzi，zheiduanshijianwomendoumeiyoubiyun，shuobuding，wodeduziliyijingyouyouleni？”
chenlelesazhejiaolazhepopodeshoufangzaitadeduzishang。
popokanxiangchenleleduzideyanshenjiuxiangzaikanyigejubaopen。
“wodeyanguangguoranmeicuo，niyikanjiushiduoziduosundewangfuxiang，buxiangneigejianyan，wokantajiuhetaneigemayiyang，tianshengdezhangmuniangming，zheibeizibuguanshengjigekendingdoushiyatoupianzi。womenlinjiazushangkeshichuguozaixiangde，kebunengdaoweihangzheiduanlexianghuo。”
“kebushime，manihuiyanruju，kandezhenzhun，jianyanzheicishengdekebujiushigeyatoume。”chenlelexingzailehuodeshuo。
“suoyiwocaizaozaodexiangzhongleni，niyeshiyoufu，yuchanqizhenghaobijianyanzaoyigeyue，zaitashengchandeshihoulaigelimaohuantaizi，rangwodebaobeijinsunxiangshouzheidafangzi，zheihaotiaojian，niyechuleyuezi，budankeyiyibaomudemingyizhaogubaobao，jianyanyebazheihaizichongdeyanzhuziyiyang。”popodeyiyangyangdeshuo。
tingdaotamendetanhua，wodunshiruzhuibingku。
erduoliwengwengdexiang，houlaitamenshuodeshenme，wojingranwanquantingbuqingle。
wodehaizi，wohuaitaishiyue，pinjinqianxinwankushengxialaidehaizijingranbeipopohuanle！
wodehaizixianzaizainali？
wopinjinquanlixiangtingqingtamendetanhua，xiangcongzhongzhidaowohaizidexialuo。
keshi，wozhinengtulaodekanzhetamendezuiyizhangyihe，fangfochirendemogui，yikouyikoudebawodeqilitunchidaijin。
buzhiguoleduojiu，wojianjiancongjudadedajizhongqingxingguolai。
yuanlaiwosuoweidexingfurensheng，buguoshiyigexiaohua，kewobunengjiuzheiyangbeijidao。
我还有女儿。
nvbenrouruo，weimuzegang。
wobudanyaozhaohuiwodebaobei，haiyaorangshanghaiwoderenfuchuyingyoudedaijia！
keshikankanwomuqiandaidezheigedifang。
jierzizhaoxiaosandepopo。
出轨的丈夫。
buhuaihaoyidexiaosanhedingtilewonverxingfushenghuodeyehaizi。
zheinalishiyigejia，fenmingshiyigehulangwo、shexiepen。
wobixujinkuailikaizheili。
keshi，tamenbuhuiqingyifangguowode。
chanhou，linweihangjiujiekouyaojihaizishanghukouyijingbawodeshenfenzhengnazoule。
zhihouyizhimeiyouhaijiwo，yexudangshi，tajiudadingzhuyibufangwolikaile。
“yanyan，wohuilaile，jintiannihebaobaoyoumeiyouxiangwoa。”
womingandezhuyidaotadeyifuyijingcongwaimiandeyifuhuanchenglejiajufu，yinggaishihuijiayihouzaibiedefangjiandaileyihuiercaiguolaide。
bushiqukanhaizi，jiushiqukanchenlelele。
“nideliansebushihenhao，bukaixin？”linweihangshitandewen。
“buguoshizaijiajiule，mendehuang。”weilebuyinqitadehuaiyi，wobianleyigeliyou。
“zhende？wohaiyiweimahelelezaijiazhaogudebuhao，nijuedeweiquleni。”
“nayou，mameitianbianzhehuayangdejiwoaotang，leleyeconglaiburanghaizilaifanwo，wochidehaoshuidehao，nikanwodoupangleni。”wojiazhuangxingfudeshuodao。
mingyishangshiburanghaizidaraowoxiuxi，shijishanggenbenburanghaiziyuwoqinjin。
jiusuanshiwoqinshengdehaizi，zheiyangxiaquyebuhuihewoyouduoqinre。
hekuangzheigehaizigenbenjiubushiwode。
“pangyidianhao，nizhiqianjiushitaishoule，erqiewohemadoubuxiwangnitaixinku，dengguojitianwodainihebaobaochuquzhuanyizhuan，renzongbiezaijiali，jiurongyihusiluanxiang。”tadehuasihuyiyousuozhi。
weilezhuanyihuati，woxiangwangchangyiyangwentajintiangongzuomangbumang。
“shengjijianlaiduiwomendanweixuncha，zhunbeidecailiaobijiaoduo，dengwomangwanzheiyizhen，wojiuxiujia，haohaopeipeinihehaizi。”
wozaixinlilengxiao，daodishipeiwohaishipeichenlele，zhiyoutazijixinliqingchu。
daoshizheixuncha，chadebujiushitazheizhongdaomaoanrandehunjingongwuyuanduiwudebaileima？
wanshang，tazhaolijiwosonglaileanmiandeniunai。
weilebuyinqitadehuaiyi，wodangzhetademianyikouhexia。
zaiwoyanxiaqudeneiyike，tajibukechadesongleyikouqi。
ciritashangbanyihou，woqulinweihangdanweideguanwangshangzhaodaoleshengjijianduitamendanweijinxinglixingxunchadegonggao。
bashangmianduiwaigongshijieshoujianjudedianhuaheyouxiangdoujilexialai。
woxiangxin，yaoxiangranglinweihangshiqutayinyiweiaodegongwuyuangongzuo。
congyunduandiedaodidi，zheixieyidinghuiyongdedao。
ranhou，woxiangwangchangyiyangdakaiqianyitiandeshipin。
turanzaipopofangjianlifaxianletadeshenying，anfenlezheimejiu，zhongyubiebuzhule。
“weihanga，yougehaoxiaoximadegaosuni。”popoxiqiyangyangdeshuo。
“嗯？”
“leleyouhuaiyunle！qianjitianwojiekoudaitahehaizichuquliuwan，daitaquyiyuanjianchale。”
kandaozheili，wolengxiaoyisheng，chenlelekezhengoupinde，suansuanshijian，zheishiyuezilijiumeixianzhe。
“真的？！”
“kebushima，weihang，bushimashuoni，dangshinihejianyantanlianaideshihou，xinshidandandexiangmabaozheng，jianyanshidushengnv，fumuyouzaiguowai，tafumudejiachanyihoudoushizanmenjiade，macaidayingtajinmen，fouze，jiupingtadezhangmuniangming，xiangjinwolinjiademen，zuomeng！”
“ma，zheibushidemanmanlaima，jianyandefumudoushizhimingjiaoshou，taolimantianxiade，zhiqianwokaogongwuyuandeshihoutamenyebanglebushaomang，erqie，zheitaofangzisuiranshijianyanjialiquankuanmaide，xiedebuyeshiwoliangdemingzima。”
“wonengdeng，lelededuzikebunengdengle。toutaihaihao，ganghaoheneigeyatouzuogediaohuan，zheiyitaini？niyaozenmeban，makanjianyanxianzaideyangzi，kebudasuanhuaiertai，nirenxinrangzanmenlaolinjiadesunzigenzhelelemeimingmeifendeshenghuozaiyiqi？nirenxin，makeburenxin。nizongshuomanmanlai，kenixinlishizenmexiangde，zongdehemajiaogedi。”
“ma，nihaijidechangshupoposhaerxideanzima？”dunleyixia，linweihangyincecedeshuo。
“nishishuorangwo……”popodeyuqiliyouxiechiyi，youyouxiehaipa。
“ma，wozheimexiaoshun，zenmenengrangnizuofanfadeshiqingni？”linweihanglianmangjieshidao。“woshishuo，zanmenjiadeqingkuangheanzilideneijiashiyiyangde，ruguojianyanyinweiyiwaizoule，neimenengjichengtayichandezhiyoubaobao、wohetadefumu，tadefumuyidingbuhuihewoqiangduoyichan，erqiehaidebangzhewomenfuyubaobao，jibianwohelelezaihun，youlewomenzijidehaizi，youbaobaozaishouli，tafumuhaibushirenwomenyuquyuqiu，jianglaitamenguoshiyihou，jiachankendingyeshiyaojibaobaode。”
“zanmendengyiwaidedengdaoshenmeshihoua？”popojipodewen。
“yiwaima，keyirenweichuangzaode。”linweihangxiongyouchengzhudeshuo。
“weihang，nishigongjiaren，jianglaishiyaozuodaguande，nikebunengzuocuoshi。”popodedanyoubushiweilewodeshengming，ershiweilelinweihangdeqiantu。
“manifangxin，henkuaide。songzoulejianyan，tafumudeziyuanherenmaijiudoushiwode，jiashangzhiqianwojitamaidebaoxianpeichangjin，zanmenjiamashangjiuyouquanyouqianle，nijiudengzhexiangfuba。”