暖阳在等我
《暖阳在等我》 小说介绍
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我被关小黑屋了
wodetuibuyoudewanghoutui，zuihoubeizheigenanrenbidaoqiangjiao。
wozhanweiweidikaikou：“weishenme？”
lengyan：“yinweiwoxihuanni。”
wojingdezhanglezhangzuiba，laizheiliyigeyueyexiangguowushugeliyou，conglaimeiyouxiangdaohuishizheigeliyou。
zheigebiantaishuotaxihuanwo？
kewoconglaijiuburenshizheigebiantaia！
lengyanzaiwozhenjingzhisezhongjiezheyoubaochuyigexiaoxi，“nidelianggepengyoubeiwodailai，wanquanshiyinweini。”
我：“……”
“wopamaoranbanidailai，hedaoni，suoyitiqianbanilianggewandebucuodepengyouxiandaihuilaizainixinlishangjiyuyixieanwei。”
“zaiwofangzounipengyoudeshihou，wojiuyijingbashiqingdezhenxianggaosutale，qiebushuozheishanludixingfuza，tanenghuozhezouchuzheidashan，jishizouchuqu，nijuedetahuiweilenibaojingma？”
wohaizaibaoyouxiwangdedengdaimoxinbaojing，quebuxiangzheiyiqiedoushilengyanjimou。
wodeyanleibuzijueliulexialai，taimoubusixindixunwenta，“ruguozuotianwochoudaodeshizhangqian，nihuirangwolikaima？”
lengyanxiesiyixiao，“nichoudaodejiushizhangqian。”
zheiyikewoxinrusihui，henbudeshaleyanqianzheigechusheng。
suoyishuomoxinhexiaoyudoushiyinweiwobeizhualaizheide。
是我害了她们。
11.
woxianrushenshendezizeyukuijiuzhong，xiaoyujicudeqiaomenshengrangwohuiguoshenlai。
“lengyan，yunan，kaimen，waimianxiadayule，rangwojinquhaoma？”
wozhunbeijixiaoyukaimen，gangtaijiaozouleyibu，beilengyankouzhushouwan，wojiaojidao：“nirangxiaoyujinlai。”
lengyanbuhuangbumangkaikou：“tademingzainishoushang。”
我：“……”
lengyanpawotingbudongyoubuchongyiju，“nizhidaowoxiangyaoshenme。”
“畜生！”
woqidezhenxiangyibazhangshanzailengyanlianshang，kewoyoupayanqianzheigejingguoteshuxunliandebiantaishaoweiyongdianlibawogeboniuduan。
menwaihaizaibuduanxiangqiqiaomenshengyijixiaoyudeqiujiu，“kaixiamenhaoma？woqiuqiunilelengyan！yunannibangwogenlengyanshuoyisheng，rangwojinqu。”
wozhihaoqiqiuyanqianzheigelengxuedenanren，“nijitakaimen，woqiunile。”
“suoyinishiziyuanbeiwoqinfanshima？”
lengyanhaokandefengmoudingzhewo，zuijiaoqinqiyisihudu，kezaiwoyanligenemomeishenmeliangyang。
侵犯？
yuanlaitayezhidaoneishiqinfan！
“shi。”wochongtadiantou。
benjiushiyinweiwo，xiaoyucaibeizhualaide。
ruguoxiaoyuyinweiwochuleshi，wopashimeirihuozaikuijiuzizedangzhong，erqiehaiyaoyigerenyumianqianzheigechushengshenghuozaiyiqi。
weilehuoming，routi，zunyansuanshenme。
zhiyaohuozhe，wojiuyoulikaizheifangzidekeneng，napaxuyaohenzhangdeshijian，wodouyaolikaizheili。
12.
lengyanzhongyuguoqujixiaoyukaimen，wokandaoxiaoyumanshenshitou，lijifuzhetajinlai，jitanahaoyitiaomaojinheyibeireshui。
lengyansihuyouxiebunaifan，zhuaizhewochaotadefangjianzou。
tajiekaizijiyifujiushanglaijiewodeyifu。
wojuedewozijidezizunbeijiantazailejiaodi，wujindequruyongshangwoxinjian，tawenzhuwodechun，rangwojuedeexin。
manmandetakaishizhuanyifangxiang，chaoxiawenqu，zuihouwenzhewolianshangguazhedeleizhu。
tadeqinrurangwobuyoudejiaochusheng，wogandaoxiuchirangwozhunbeiwuzhuzijidezuiba，lengyanxianyibuduzhuwodezui，zaiciwenwo。
wodeweiqu，buganyijichiruzaicishidouyihuazuoleishui。
wohuanxiangguowogenlinfandeweilai，quebuhuiyouyitianbeiyigeemodapowoneimeihaodehuanxiang。
yizhidaoxiabanye，tazhongyubuzaijixuxiaqu。
woyishimohudeganjuedaotajinjinbaozhuwodeshenti，“jiejie，rangwohaohaobaobaoni。”
我：“……”
你赶紧去死吧！
13.
wogenxiaoyudechichuandoushilengyancongwaimianmailai，gangbeizhualaideshihou，womensangeweiletaohaolengyandoushilunliuzuofan，xianzaimoxinlikai，zhishengxiawogenxiaoyu。
xianzailengyanburangwozuofan，meicifaxianwozuofandouhuichenshenghechiyicixiaoyu，suoyixiaoyuyejiubuzairangwopengneixieguowanpiaopen。
zicongwozhuzailengyandefangjian，zheibiantaijihumeiwandouhuiqinfanwo。
lianggeyuewodoumeiyoujianmoxindaijingchaguolai，woyijingbuzaibaoyouxiwang。
zhidaowoyizhidoumeilaiguoyueshi，zuijinhaifanqioutu，woxindiyinyinkaishiyoulebuhaodeniantou。
wobuzhidaowoshibushihuaiyun，keshiwobuganranglengyanzhidaozheijianshi，wopatahuibizhewoshengxiazheiniezhang。
wosikaichuangdan，jinjinlezhuwodefubu。
woxiangyongzheizhongfangfalesiwofuzhongkenengcunyoudehaizi。
xiaoyukandaowozican，guolaizhizhiwo，“yunan，nizuoshenme？”
wohaizaibuduanyonglizhuazhuchuangdanjinjinlejinwodeduzi，ledewobujinfubuteng，haichuanbukaiqi，“wokenenghuaiyunle，danshiwobunengshengxiazheiniezhang，woyaodadiaota。”
xiaoyuwozhuwodeliangzhishou，tongqingdikanzhewo，“keshinidadiaozheigehaizi，zhiyaonilibukaizheili，jiuyoukenenghuaishangdierge，disangea。”
wotingdaoxiaoyudehua，wozhuchuangdandeshuangshouyehuanhuansongkai，gandaoyizhenbeiai。
wozhendebuxiangyibeizibeikunzaizheili！
gengbuxiangshengxiashashoudehaizi。
xiaoyujiezheyoushuo：“burunixiangaosulengyan，kankantadefanying，ruguotaxiangyaohaizi，nichenzhejihuishuoxianghuangedifangyangtai，womenyehaolikaizheigeguidifang。”
wojuedexiaoyushuodeyoudaoli，ruguotaxiangyaozheigehaizi，wokeyichenzhezheigejihuishuohuangedifangyangtai，daoshihouyekeyibaojing。
ruguotabuxiangyaozheigehaizi，woyekeyirangtadaizhewoquyiyuandatai。
liangzhongkeneng，wodoukenenghuiyouqiujiudekeneng，zongbiyizhibeikunzaifangziliqiang。
14.
lengyanhuilaihou，wowendaotashenshangyiguxuexingwei，buzhidaotajintianyoushaleduoshaoren。
yixiangdaowokenenghuaishangtadehaizi，woxinlibuyoufanqigeying，chayidiantuchulai。
lengyankandaowooutudeyangzi，jiwodaolebeishui，pailepaiwohoubei，youxieguanxindixunwenwo，“weiyoubushufule？”
wohexiashuizhihou，weilishufulexie，kanxianglengyan，“wokenenghuaiyunle。”
lengyanyilianmangrandikanzhewo，“huaiyun？”
wobuqingchulengyanshizhentingbudonghaishijiatingbudong，jieshileyixia，“jiushiyoubaobaole。”
lengyanditounanyizhixindikanzhewodefubu，“wohenide？”
wozhuangmozuoyangdemozhewodefubu，“ng，woyebutaiqueding，keshiwolianggeyuemeilaiyueshi，jiashangbutaixiangchifan，zheiliangtianyouleoutuxianxiang，zheidoushiyigenvrenhuaiyundezhengzhao，suoyiwocaicewoyoukenenghuaiyunle。”
wotaitoukanzhelengyanxunwenta，“nihuiyaozheigehaizima？”
lengyandiyicichongwoxiaodegengehaiziyiyang，“wogennidehaizi，dangranyao。”
我心里不禁冷笑。
杀手也配要孩子？
jibianzhendehuaishang，woyebuhuishengxiazheigehaizi。
15.
wanshang，lengyankaishirenbuzhuduiwodongshoudongjiao，wenzhewodebozi。
没完没了了！
wofanzaodituikaita，tayouxiejingedidingzhewo。
sihushizheilianggeyueyilaideshuncongyoukaishiyoulexiangdiyicidejujue。
wokandaotakaishiyinchendelianseparetabugaoxing，xiangtajieshi，“wohuailebaobao，congjintiankaishinibunengpengwole。”
lengyanpielewoyiyan，butaixiangxinwoshuodehua，“weishenme？”
wojuedeyanqianzheigenanrenduiyixiechangshijiushi**，budebugengzixidixiangtajieshi，“haizizaiwofubuhaibijiaocuiruo，zuoneizhongshitaijiliedehua，wokenenghuiliuchan，haizihuibaobuzhude。”
lengyanzizededaoqian，“baoqian，wobutaiqingchu。”
“meiguanxide。”wodadueryouxujiadechongtayixiao。
kanzhelengyanmeiyouwangridaizheyiguliqi，wojihuazhelikaizheili，“nikeyidaiwoquyiyuanjianchayixiakankanwoshibushizhendehuaiyun？wozhishitongguoyixiashenghuochangshicaice，bingbunengbaifenbaiqueding？”
lengyandinglewoyihui，yongzheqiqiudeyuqishuo：“jiejie，buyaoxiangzhelikaiwohaobuhao？”
我无语。
mingmingwocaishineigeshouhaizhehaobuhao！
bimiantakaishiduiwoyouzhejingtixin，woanfuta，“womeiyouyaolikaini，wozhishixiangquyiyuanjianchayixia。”
lengyanshenyoudeyanshendingzhewodeyanjing，sihuyaobawodelinghunkanchuan，“nizaisahuang。”
“bujianchajiubujiancha，daoshihoushijianyijiujiunengquedingwoshibushizhendehuaiyunle。”wozhihaoqituo，haibuwangjingtiditixingyiju，“buguozaizheigeshijianduan，nibunengpengwo。”
lengyandiantoudaying，“hao。”
16.
wotudekaishiyuelaiyuelihai，yijinghenquedingwozijijiushihuaiyunle。
怀了杀手的孩子！
yigeyuehou，wodefubujiuyijingkaishiweiweilongqi，lianggeyuehou，wozoulujiumeiyouzhiqianneimebianlile。
suiranwochichuanbuchou，kewoyidiandoubuxianggenyuanshirenyiyangzhuzaifangzi。
meidaowanshang，lengyanmowodeduzi，wojiujuedeexin，woshenzhilianduiwofuzhongdehaiziyitongyane。
lengyangenwangriyiyanghuibaozhewo，dashoufushangwodefubu。
yixiangdaowobeitadianwuyoulezheimehaizi，wojuedeshifenexin，qingxutufajidongdishuaikaitadeshou，“wobuhuijinishengxiazheigehaizide。”
lengyanduiwoturuqilaideqingxunongdeyouxiemimang，“jiejie，zenmele？”
wotongkudikuleqilai，“nibiejiaowojiejie，wobushinijiejie！ruguonizhendangwoshinijiejie，nijiubuhuibangjiawoqiujinwodianwuwo！”
我爱的是林帆！
xinliyoudeyezhiyoulinfan！
kewoquedaizaizheilinadoubunengchuqu，huaishangshashoudehaizi！
lengyanshengyinwenroudexiangshizaihongwo，“hao，bujiaojiejie，neijiaoninannanhaobuhao？”
“niyebupeijiaowozheigemingzi！”woehenhendidengzheta，yanzhongduitadehendoukuaiyichulaile。
woshuaikaita，lianxiezidoumeiyouchuanjiuwangwaimianpao，lengyanzhuilechulai。
wokonghuang，shijinghuangdongzhefangzidedamen，“woyaolikaizheili，woyaogenwofumushenghuozaiyiqi，wobuyaogenyigesharenfanzaiyiqi……”
小羽在旁边劝我。
keshitagenwobuyiyang，tabuyongmeitianmianduiyigesharenfan，meiyicigenlengyandaizaiyiqi，wojingshenjiubengkuiyici。
zheiyiciwonaodetaixiong，jiashanghuaizheshenyun，woyunguoqu。
17.
zaicixinglaideshihou，wozhongyubuzaifangzi，ershizaiyigekuanchangdewoshi。
lengyankenengyizhishouzaiwoshenbian，jianwoxingle，lianshangfuxianyimoxinxi，xiaoxinyiyibawofuqilaikaozaichuangtou。
wohaishimeihaoqidishuaikaitadeshou，“nibawodaidaonale？”
“womaidebieshu。”lengyanshuo，“yihouwomenzhuzaizheili。”
zhongyubuzhuzaifangzi，wodexinlidedaoyisianwei。
keyixiangdaomaizheibieshudeqianhuoxuyongyongsharendedaodeqianmaide，wodunshiyoujuedezheidongfangzimanshixuexingwei。
wolikaiwoshi，kanleyanzheidongbieshu，tingdadeyidongsancengbieshu。
womeiyoukanjianxiaoyu，kaikouxunwenlengyan，“xiaoyuni？”
lengyan：“worangtalikaile。”
“weishenme？”wotingdaolengyanrangxiaoyulikai，xinlitingbushiziwei，chongtanuhou，“weishenmenibamoxinhexiaoyudoufangzoule，pianpianbufangwolikai？”
“yinweiwoshuoguo。”lengyanyiziyidunshuo，“woxihuanni。”
我：“……”
keshitadexihuan，rangrenexin！
“niweishenmejiaowojiejie？”
woshizhongbumingbailengyanjiaowo‘jie’deyuanyou，nanbuchengshiyinweiwobitanianlingda？
lengyanfuzhewozuoxia，“wogennijiangguogushihaobuhao？”
womeishuohua，dandanpieletayiyan。
tazuozaiwoshenbian，jiangwobaozhu。
wokangjudexiangyaozhengtuo，quehaishibeitajinjinbaozaihuaili，tabaozhewokaishijiangshutadegushi。
“congqianyouhurenjiashengxiayigenanhai，yinweijialiqiongsuoyibeijialirendiudaofuliyuan，zaifuliyuanyinweitaruanruokeqidexinggechuchushouqitaxiaohaideqifu。”
“danshifuliyuanyigepiaoliangdejiejiekanjianzheigexiaonanhaibeishouqifu，jiukaishitizheigexiaonanhaidabaobuping，zongshizaitashouqifudiyishijianbaohuta。zicizheigexiaonanhaijiuchengleneiweixiaojiejieshenhoudegenpichong，zongshigenzaineiweijiejiedeshenhou，lianggerenshuohaoyongyuanbufenkaibupaoqi。”
“keshijiejiezuihouhaishipaoqilenanhai。neiyitian，yihuyouqianderenjiakanzhongzheigepiaoliangdejiejiejiuzhunbeibatadaihuijiafuyang，xiaonanhaikuzheqiujiejiebiezou，keshijiejiehaishigenneihurenjialikaile。xiaonanhaianzifashi，zhangdaleyidingyaoyouchuxizhaodaojiejie，yongyuanbugenzheigejiejiefenkai。”
18.
tingdaolengyanjiangshuzhesuoweidegushi，wodeshenziweiweikaishizhandou。
lengyanhuoxuchajuewodoudongdeshenzi，ditoukanlekanwo，xiayikequebawobaodegengjin。
“haozaia，tazaishanggaozhongdeshihou，faxiancongxiaogentayitongzaifuliyuanshenghuodejiejieyezaizheisuogaozhongshangxue，keshitadangshimeiyoushenmenengli，bunengbajiejieliuzaishenbian，jiuyizhimomozaishenbianshouhuzheta。”
“zhongyuyouyitian，nanhaiyoulenengli，nengrangjiejieyongyuanpeizaitashenbian，bujiudejianglai，tamenhaihuiyouyigefeichangpiaoliangeryoukeaidehaizi。”
woyanzhongfanzheyicengyinyun，nanyizhixindedingzhelengyan，“gushizhongdenanhaijiushini？”
meicuo，wocongxiaoqishishiguer。
congwojishiqi，wojiuzhuzailefuliyuan，xiaodeshihouqueshiyujianyigebiwoxiaoyisuidexiaonanhaishouqifuguoqubangleta，xiaonanhaijingchanggenzaiwoshenhou，yikouyigejiejiejiaozhe。
daowobasuishi，wobeiyihurenjiacongfuliyuankanzhongjiezou。
tajiaowo‘jiejie’，keshiwoweileguoshanghaodeshenghuopaoqileta。
wozuozaicheli，kanjiannanhaiyinweiwodelikaikudesixinliefei，zheijianshiyizhikuijiuyuwoxinzhong。
lengyanrushihuida，“shiwo。”
qingkejian，wodeyanleijiuxiangshiduanlexiandezhuzi，kekeerluo。
houhui、aonao、xintong，fuzadeqingxuyiyongerlai。
“niweishenmebianchengzheiyang！nandaonishuodeyounengli，jiushiqusharenzhuanneixiezangqian？”
wohuihenwodangchuweishenmebuqiqiuwodeyangfumubatayiqidaizou。
ruguoneiyang，tajiubuhuibianchengxianzaizheigeyangzi。
lengyanshengyinwenroudeanweizhewo，“jiejiebuxihuanwozheigezhiye，woxixingemian，buzuole。yihouwohuizhaoyifengongzuo，laiyangnihehaizihaobuhao？”
我没有吭声。
jintiandejumianquandoushilanyinxuguo，yinguolunhuibale。
ruguowozaihenzaoyiqianxianrenshita，taganganjingjingzhanzaiwomianqian，meiyoushaguoren，huoxuwohuihetazaiyiqi。
jibiantaxixingemian，wohaishimeiyoubanfahetazaiyiqi。
19.
“nengrangwohuijiajianjianwofumuma？”
buzhibujue，wozaizheidongbieshuyezhulelianggeyue。
yinweitashiwozaifuliyuanrenshidenanhai，woduitameiyouyuanxianshenkedediyi，queyecongweiwangjixiangbanfalikaizheier。
yijinghuaiyunliugeshenyundewoshenziyouxiebubian，dansinianfumushenqiedewohaishiqushufangzhaoleta。
zheishiwodiyicigentatichuhuijiadeyaoqiu。
tazuozaidiannaozhuoqianchenmo。
wojiantameiyouzhandingjietiedijujuewo，juedeyouxi，kaishixiangtaqiqiu，“lengyan，wolijiazheimejiu，wofumuzhaobudaowohuishangxinde，tamenjiuwoyigenver，suiranwoshizaifuliyuanbeitamenbaolaide，keshitamenyixiangdaiwohenhaode，gentamenqinshengdemeishenmequbie。”
“hao，buguowoyaopeiniqu，yininanpengyoudeshenfen，haizifuqindeshenfen。”
lengyanzuizhongdayingxialai，keshitahoumiandeyaoqiulijidedaowodefandui。
“不行。”
wofumuruguokandaowokuaiyinianmeiyouhuijia，dazheduzihaidaizheshashounanpengyouhuiqu，huaiyidaolengyanshenfen，zhidaohouyidinghuibeihedaode。
lengyankouzhuwodeyaozhi，baliantiezaiwolongqideduzishang，tingtaierdetaidong，bujinbumandishuo，“neijiudenghaizichusheng，womendaizhehaiziyiqihuiqubaifangwodeyuefuyuemu。”
我暗骂这人不要脸。
danweilezaodianjianwofumuhaishitongyirangtayiqigenqu，“wodayingni，tongyinipeiwoyiqiqu，buyaodenghaizichusheng。”
lengyanwenlewenwoduzi，“yigexingqihou，wodainiqu。”
20.
yigexingqihou，lengyandaiwohuijia。
wobeipoheshashoushenghuoledabannian，zaitashanghuijiadelu，yangaibuzhulianshangjidongxiyuedexinqing。
danshilengyanzheirenjiushikanbudewogaoxing，changbubuheshiyidemaochuyijuwobuaitingdehua，“nannan，niyaozuohaoxinlizhunbei。”
woniutoucumeikanxiangta，“nishuozheihuashenmeyisi？”
tameizaishuohua，rangwoxinzhongyinyinjuedeyouzhongbuhaodeyugan，zhihoujiufaxianlengyandaiwolaidebushiwofumudezhuchu，ershilaidaolemudi。
woxinzhongbuhaodeyugangengjiaqianglie，“nidaiwolaizheierganma，zheilishimudi！”
lengyanxialechelaidakaichemenshenshouqianwo，“nigenwolai。”
wochiyibujueyixia，haishigenzhetaxialeche。
tadaiwolaidaoyikuaimubei，wokanjianmubeishangwofumudemingzi，tongkongzhouranyisuo，buganxiangxinkanzhemubeishangdezi，sangzirutongbeiduzhushuobuchuhualai。
lengyan：“nifumuyijingsile，henzaojiusile。”
wochongshangqushuaijilengyanyigebazhangnubukeedezhizheta，“shinishadeduibudui！shinishaletamen！”
talianbeiwodadeweihong，yiyanbufa。
wojiuzhelengyandeyifu，henbudejiangtayinqixuedanqirou，“shinicongyikaishibawodaihuifangzineitiannidedaozidaixue，neishiwofumudexue！nijihentamenbawocongfuliyuandaizou，suoyishaletamen。”
lengyanduiwogouchunyixiao，“jiejie，nideluojisiweizhenlihai。”
“emo！”wokanzhetadexiaorongjuedemaogurongran，keyouhenbudeshaleta，“nijiushigeemo！dangniannizaifuliyuanbeirenqifu，wojiugaixiushoupangguande！”
lengyan：“jiejie，fumuyekanwanle，womengaihuiqule。”
womanlianleishui，henyididengzheta，“wosidoubuhuizaigennihuiqu，nijiushigechusheng。”
woshuowanzheiju，wangwofumudemubeikanleyiyan，chongguoquzhuangshangleshangqu。
21.
我没有死。
zaijinyaoguantou，lengyanhaishizhuaizhulewo，danwohaishiyinweifumudelikaishangxinguoduyunleguoqu。
woxinglaiananfashiwobunengjiuzheimesile，taibianyilengyanle，woyaoweiwofumubaochou，zhaochulengyanshahaiwofumudezhengju。
womanmandekaishizhuangzuobuzaipaichilengyan，guyihetaqinni，rangtayiweiwoyijingkaishixihuanshangleta。
wozhidao，tashahaiwofumuzuoangongjujiuzaitadeshufang。
zhaodaotadezuoangongju，yidinghuiliuyouzhiwen，shuobudingbuzhinengpowofumuyian，jiaojijingfang，hainengpoduogeanzi。
lengyandaduoshijianhuidaizaishufang，woyezhaojiekouqushufangzhaota，kankannengbunengzhidaotazuoangongjuzangzaina。
“lengyan，haizihaiyoulianggeyuekuaichushengle，niyaobuyaojihaiziqugemingzi？”
womolemozijigaogaolongqidefubu，xinqingwuweizachen。
suiranhenbuxihuanzheigehaizi，keshitazaiwoduzilitaidongwoshichangnengganjuedao。
lengyanxiangleyixia，shuo：“nvhaijiaolinmuyu，nanhaijiaolinmunan。”
womanlianbujie，“weishenmexinglin？”
lengyanduiwobingweijieshi，duiwowenrouyixiao，“buxinglin，gennixing，xingsuhaobuhao？”
我没说什么。
ruguowobuzhidaotashigezenyangxinhenshouladeren，huoxuzhendeyiweitashigehenwenroudenanren。
zhiyuxingshi，wocaibuguanhaizishengxialaixingshenme，shengxialaiwojiudiudaofuliyuanqu。
jingguowoxiexiedenuli，wozhongyudezhitadezuoangongjuzangzaishujiaxiadejuzili，shiyigeheisedexiaopixiang，limianyougezhonggeyangdezuoangongju，shenzhihaiyouyibaheisedexiaoshouqiang。
wozaifangzideshihoujiujianguozheixiedongxi。
wobatamenxiaoxinyiyideshouqilai，zaidengyigeshiji，yigelengyanbuzaijiadeshiji。
22.
zheitian，lengyanlikaibieshushuowanshangcaihuilai，ranhouanpailianggebaomuzhaoguwo。
zheigejihuiwobunengfangqi。
denglengyanlikai，wolimaquleshufangbaolejing。
jingchahenkuailaidaowozhudedifang，wojijingchajiangshulewodezaoyu，youbazheixiezuoangongjudijijingcha，bingqiehairangjingchaquxunwenxiaoyugenmoyu。
jingchagaosuwo，ruguowotigongdezhengjudoushizhende，huijinkuaibawojiejiuchuqu。
wozhongzhongdianlediantou，zaizheiyikesuoyoudeyayirushizhongfu。
xiangxinwotigongdezhengjuyijiwolianggepengyoudekougongyidingnengbandaolengyan。
xiangdaowojiuyaoweizijifumubaochou，weizijibaochou，zhongyubuzaiyinrendewoxinqingdahao，wanshangdangjichileliangwandamifan。
lengyanhuilai，kanzhewoshiyudahaobalazhemanzhuodefancai，kanqilaiyeyoujifengaoxing，“jintianchilezheimeduo？”
woxinqinghaodelandezaidalita，jixuchizhewowanlidedamifan。
lengyanxiangmowodeduzi，woyibazhangpaikaibujimo。
xianzaiwoyijingbuyongzaiweizhuangle。
tasihuyemeijijiao，zuoxialaikaishichifan。
23.
baomulikaishi，wotoutoujitasaileqian，
wotiqianjiuyijingjinggaota，rangtabuzhunbajingchalaiguodeshiqingshuochuqu，haikonghetaruguoshuochuqujiushibaobifanzuixianyiren。
wopalengyandaizhewopaolu，daoshihoujingchazhuatagengnanzhuale。
ruriduniandesantian，jingchadadianhuaguolai，shuowotigongdezhengjumeiyourenheshuofuli，neibaheisedexiaoshouqiangyezhishigewanju。
wobunengjieshouzheiyangdejieguo，qingxujidongdiduizhedianhualixunwen，“neikougongni，xiaoyuhemoxintamenlianggerendekougongzongbunengshijiade。”
“womendiaochatamenliangren，tamenerrenshuocongweibeibangjiaguo。”
“bukeneng，wobuxiangxin，yidingshilengyanweixietamencaizheimeshuode，nimenbunengjiuzheiyangfangqile。”
“nvshi，baojiaanshiweifade。”
jingchashuowanzheijuhua，jiubawodedianhuajiguale。
wohuitou，zhenghaokanjianlengyanzaishufangmenkoukanzhewo。
我顿时明白。
zheiyiqiedoushilengyanyuliaohaode。
tatiqianbazhenshouqianghuanchengjiashouqiang，zhiwenyebeitacashiguo，woyebuzhidaotamenyongshenmeshouduanrangmoxinhexiaoyutitazuoweizheng。
zheiyike，wosuoyoudeqingxudouhuaweifenhen。
wonaqipanzilideyibashuiguodao，chaozhelengyanciguoqu。
“楠楠……”
tahanzhewodemingzi，jinghuangshicuodiduoleguoqu，buguoshoubeihaishibeiwohuashangle，dunshixianxuezhiliu。
wojuedebujiehen，yuguangkanjiandiannaozhuoshangyouyibaheisexiaoshouqiang，woshiqineibaqiangduizhelengyanxiongkou。
wokoudongbanji，tingjian‘peng’deyishengjuxiang，wocaihuanhuanzhengkaiyanjing。
wokanjianlengyanxiongkoubuduanyongchudaliangxianxue，zhengdayanjingdingzhewodaozailedishang。
wokanzhelengyanneishuangsibumingmudeyanjing，hedehunshenchulelenghan，diezuozaidishang。
wofubukaishitengdelihai，qunzikaishibeiyangshuihexueyejinshi。
sihutingjianyourenzaijiaowo，woxiangrenzhejutonglikaizheigedifang，keshiwohaishidibuguotengtongyunleguoqu。
24.
dangwoxinglaideshihou，woyijingchuxianzaileyiyuan，haiziyeyijingshenglechulai。
“楠楠……”
我听见有人叫我。
“linfan？”wokanqingchurenhou，buzhidaoshibushixijierqidekulechulai，“niweishenmebuzaodianjiuwo，weishenme！”
tashenshoucaquwolianshangdeleishui，xianghongxiaohaiyiyanghongzhewo，“haole，haole，bukule，yijingmeishile。”
wokandaotadeshoubeishoushang，baisedeshabuyicengyicengkunzaitadeshoubei，“nideshoubeizenmenongde？”
linfanditoukanleyiyan，buzaiyideyixiao，“buxiaoxinhuashangle，meishenmedaai。”
wodingzhetabaozhadeshoubei，juedeyouxiexiqiao，keshiwoyoushuobushanglai。
“孩子呢？”
suishuowoqueshibuxihuanneihaizi，kebijingzaiwofuzhongdaileyoubageyue。
“在保温室里。”
“nengbunengbaolaiwokankan？”
“好。”
25.
linfanbahaizibaojiwo，wodingzhehuailichoubulajidexiaohai，xindijingchanshengaiyi。
kewoyixiangdaozheigehaizigenlengyanshengde，wojiuduitaxihuanbuqilai，wobahaizidiujilinfan，“nibatasongdaogueryuanba。”
linfanyouxiezhenjing，“wei……weishenme？”
kandaohaizizailinfanhuailiguaiqiaodemoyang，woyoukaishirenbuzhudeluolei，“zheigehaizi，shiwogenyigezuietaotiandeshashoushengde，haishishahaiwofumudeshashou，wobunengbazheiyangyigehaiziyangzaizijishenbian。”
linfananweiwo，“darenfanxiadeshigenhaizimeiguanxigenghekuanghaishiyigesheshiweishendeyinger。woyuanyiyangta，womenyiqiyangta。”
wokanzhelinfanbuxiangkaiwanxiaodelian，wenta，“niweishenmeyaoyangta？nizhibuzhidaozheigehaizidefuqinshoushangzhanleduoshaorenming，bingqiehaishishahaiwofumudexiongshou。”
linfan：“kebuyeshinidehaizima？”
wo：“wocaibuyaozheiyangyigehaizi。”
linfanhuoxubeiwozheijuhaiziqidehuadouxiaole，“haole，bieshuaxiaohaizipiqile，womenyangliangtian，niyaoshishizaibuxihuanta，womenzaibatadiudaogueryuanxingbuxing？”
“那就先养两天。”
kenenghaizizhangxiangsuiwo，suoyibutaihaokan。
suiranhaizizhangdebuxing，dankanzhehaiziguaiqiaodemoyang，wohaishiburenzhijiebatarengjingueryuan。
moxinhexiaoyulaiyiyuankanwo。
woxiangdaozhiqianwoyaotamenxiangjingfangtigongkougongdeshiqing，zhiwentamen，“moxin，xiaoyu，nimengaosuwo，weishenmenimenlianggebuyuanyigenjingchatigongkougong？”
“yunan，zheijianshi……”xiaoyuzhizhiwuwushuobuchuyijuhualai，zuihoutuijilemoxin，“nilaijieshi。”
moxinbailexiaoyuyiyan，kanxiangwoshi，sihuyeshiyiliandenanyanzhiyin。
wowozhumoxindeshou，qingshenganweita，“lengyanyijingsile，nimendakeyishuochulai，buyongzaihaipa，shibushilengyanweixiedenimen？”
moxinyouyouyuyudekaikoujieshi，“duibuqia，yunan，queshishilengyanzhaodaowomenweixiewomenliangge，ruguoshuochuqu，womenlianggexiaomingjiuhuibaobuzhu。”
xiaoyugangcaibukenshuo，xianzaiquemangmudediantoufuhe，“shiashia，suoyiwomenlianggemeibanfa，suoyicaibudeyimeiyoushuochushiqing。”
moxinhexiaoyudezhizhiwuwuyouyouyuyurangwochanshenghuaiyi，wohaishijuededangshishiyouxiqiao。
buguowoyemeizaizhuiwenxiawu。
26.
yigeyue，woshenghaizideshentiyehuifudechabuduo，doushilinfanzaiwoshenbianwuweibuzhidezhaoguwo。
danshiyinweiwodezaoyu，kongpameifagenlinfanshenghuozaiyiqile。
woshalelengyan，keshijingfangquemeiyouzhaoshangwo，zheijianshirangwojuedeyinyinbuan。
wogengdanxinlengyanmeiyousi。
suoyibuguanshizishou，haishinongqingchulengyanyoumeiyousi，wodouyaonongqingchuzheijianshi。
“nishuoniyaozishou，shaleqiujinniyiniandelengyan？”jingchazaizhiyiwodehua。
jibianruci，wohaishijiandingdediantou，“shi。”
lianggejingchaduishiyiyan，juedewozaikaiwanxiao，xiaozheshuo，“zheiweinvshi，juwomendiaocha，zaiwomenshilimeiyouxinglengderenjia，yejiubucunzaiyoulengyanzheigeren。erqiewomenyemeiyoujiedaorenheguanyusishangdebaojing。”
我头一下就炸了。
shenmemeiyoujiaolengyanzheigeren！
还是说冷焱没有死？
wohuidaoxiaoqu，linfanzaixiaoqumenkouzhaowo，jiandaowohuilai，dabuzoushanglaijiqiedixunwen，“niqunale？zenmebugaosuwoyisheng？”
womunedikaikou：“woquzishoule，keshijingchashuozheiduanshijianconglaimeiyoujiedaorenheguanyushangwangdeanzi。”
“nannan，qishiwojiushilengyan。”
woxiayishijinghaidikanlelinfanyiyan，suijixiangdaozheishibukenengdeshiqing，qingxiaodao：“kaishenmewanxiao？nizenmehuishilengyan？”
linfancuolecuoshou，chunbanweimin，kanqilaixiangshizaijiujieshenme。
tashenqingyansudekaikou，“nisuozaidefangziqishishiwomendefangzi，nibajializhaogunidelianggebaomudangchenglexiaoyuhemoxin。nigengshibawodangchenglemeimingmeixingdeshashou，weilepeiheni，suoyijiwoqimingjiaolengyan。bieshuyeshiwomaidefangzizhunbeijiehunyongde。”
27.
wozaishibasuineinianzaoyuguobangfei。
wokaoruwomenshideyisuomingpaidaxue，jiashangyoushiwodeshengri，suoyibamadangtianzaijiudianjubanyichangshengdadeshengriyan。
womenhuijiadelushangzaoyubangfei，tamenbawohefumuguanjinyijianyinanchaoshidefangzi。
jigebangfeirangwomengenjigeqinqidadianhuachouqianshuwomen，wozaigenlinfandadianhuadeshihouhaitoutoubaolejing。
bangfeijuedehaibuzhizu，kanwoyoujifenzisejiuxiangyao**wo，wobamakanjian，jibianshenshangbeibangzheshengziyechongshanglaizuzhitamendejudong。
wobamayongshenzihenhenzhuangxiangfeitoudeduzi，bafeitouzhuangzaidishang。
houlaiwobajiubeifeitouminglingshouxiaoudawoba，womayeweilebaohuwo，beineijigebangfei**，hairangwobahaohaodekanzhe。
wobeikunbangzheshangqian，yebeifeitoujiuzhetoufashanlejigebazhang。
womabukanxiuru，congdishangmoqiyikuaisuiwanpianzijin，wobayebeitamenhuoshengshengdasi。
chuleshiqing，jigebangfeizhongyuzhidaohaipa，yebuganduiwoxiashou。
womuduwofumudesiyin，zhidaolinfanhejingchajiejiuguolai，woyirandairuomuji。
wosihuyijingwangjiwozijishisheile。
houlaiwodejingshenjiuyizhiyouxiewenti，shichanghuanxiangyixiebucunzaideshiqing，shichangbalinfanhuanxiangchengyigebucunzaideren，kaorudedaxueziranyebunengshangle。
林帆。
shitayizhipeibanzaiwoshenbian，wuweibuzhidezaizhaoguwo。
wobinghaoyidiandeshihou，wocaizhidaotashiwocengjingzaigueryuanrenshideneigenanhai。
weilezhaowo，laidaowozhudechengshi，hewoshangtongyisuogaozhong。
wodebingqingshihaoshihuai，danmeicifazuodeshijiandoubuhuihenzhang，erzheici，queshiwobingqingfazuodezuizhangyiduanshijian，conghuaiyundaoshengzi。
shenzhiwoshengxiahaizihouhuifuzhengchang，hairangwoliuzaiwobingqingfazuodeqingjingzhong。
xiangqizheiyiqiedewokuseyixiao，“wodouwangle，woshigejingshenbing。”
linfananweiwo，“bushijingshenbing，zhishiyixiangzhengeryi。meishi，huizhihaode，yishengshuo，nizuijinbuzaiyixiang，jiushihaozhuandejixiang。”
wokuxiao，“ruguowoyihouzaitufazheizhongbingzhuangzenmeban，nizongbunengyibeizipeizheyigefengzinaoba！”
linfanbaetoutiexiangwodeetou，qinmidibaozhewo，“sheishuojiejieshifengzide？wojiuxihuanpeijiejieyanxi，bidianshijuyandehaiyouyisini。”
zheiyinian，wo26，ta25。
28.
shengxiahaizihou，wodebingqingmeiyouzaifazuo。
sanshisuidewodaizhesisuideerzizaigongyuanmanbu。
erzizhixianggongyuanyigenanren，hanzhe“baba。”
zheigeshijiandianlinfanyinggaizaishangban，woyouxiehuyidechaoerzizhizhedefangxiangkanguoqu。
kandaoyizhangshuxideceyan，wotongkongbuyouyisuo，jinghuangshicuodibaozheerzilikaigongyuan。
冷焱！
bu，tazhibuguoshigewomianduilinfanhuanxiangderenwu。
wanshang，wojiangzheijianshigaosulinfan，linfantingwenlianseshaoweiyouxieningzhong，zhuanerxiaozheanweiwoshuokancuole。
我不相信是看错了。
ruguowokancuole，neimeerziweishenmejiaotababa！？
wanshanglingchenwudian，yinweibaitiandeshiqingwoshuibuzhejue，dakaishoujiwokandaoyourenjiwofaletiaoduanxin。
“nihao，wojiaolengyan。”
“wunianqiandewobeinidazhongyiqianghoubingmeiyousi。linfanbanidaizouweilewendingnideqingxuerbianzaoleyigegushi，zukeyizhengmingtahenaini。”
“buguonifangxin，zheiyiciwohuilaibingbuhuidaraonideshenghuo，zhishihuilaikanyiyanwomendehaizi，kandaoerzijiankangchengzhangpeizainishenbian，yushengzuyi。”