《这扯淡的情感史记》 小说介绍
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diyizhang:shouerdexueyufushandeqingjianshouerdedongtian,xianggejudade、lengkudebingju。
lidonghesuozaitaneijianmingwei“diaosepan”dexiaohuashili,nuanqikaidewengwengzuoxiang,
quezongganjueyouguhanqicongjiaodibanwangshangzuan。chuangwai,xuehuawushengdipiaoluo,fugailexuanxiaodejiangnanqu,
yegaizhuletaneikepiaobolebanshengdexin。tazhengduizheyigexueshengwaiwainiuniudepingguosumiaozhoumei,
shouji“ding”deyisheng,pingmushangtiaochuyitiaomoshenghaomadeduanxin:>**“dongheouba,shiwo,shenzhiyan。
xiageyue15hao,wozaifushanjiehun。qingjianjidaonihuashile。youkongdehua,laihebeijiuba。zhiyan。
”lidongheniezheshouji,shouzhiguanjieyouxiefabai。“shenzhiyan?jiehun?”tachixiaoyisheng,
shengyinzaikongkuangdehuashilixiandegewaituwu,daizhediansuzuiweixingdeshaya,“tajuran……jiachuqule?
nagedaomeidanzheimexiangbukai?
”tanaohailishunjianshanguodaxueshineigezaijiubawuchizhongyangniudongyaozhi、yanshengouhunshepode“xinggannvshen”,
youxiangdaohoulaitingwentazhanzhuanyugezhong“jinzhu”jiandechuanwen。shijiana,zhenshizuiweidademoshushi,
nengbafengchenbianchengliangjia。taduodaochuangbian,kanzhewaimianbaimangmangdeshijie。liangnianqian,tajieshuleheanna(e,
xianzaigaijiaohanxiuyingle)neichangweitongjiaoladehunyin,xianggetaobingyiyangcongzhongguopaohuilehanguo,
huidaolezheigetaqingchunkaishiyoujieshudechengshi——shouer。yonglihunfendedezuihouyidianqian,
panxialezheigexiaohuashi,jiaojiaofujiazidihuasumiaoshuicai,mianqianghukou。rizixiangchuangwaidexue,pingjing,cangbai,
queyelengdecigu。“tadaoshishentongguangda,lianwozheiniaobulashidepohuashidounengzhaodao。
”lidonghezichaodiguanlekouzhuoshangdebingmeishi,kusedeweidaozhichongnaomen。qufushan?taxinlizhuomozhe。quba,
kankanneigecengjingjiaoluantaqingchundenvren,rujinpishangjiayishihemoyang,jiudangshijiguoquhuagejuhao。
shenghuotaitamapingjingle,pingjingdexiangyitansishui,xuyaodian**,napazhei**daizhedianfengci。yeshenle,
xueshengdouzoule。nuanqisihuyexiedaile,hanyizaicimiman。lidongheduzizuozaihuabanqian,
huabushangshiyipianchouxiangde、jiuchandesekuai,xiangtacikedexinxu。jiujingkaishishangtou,yanqianmohuqilai。
yigemingzi,yigetakeyichenfengleduoniandemingzi,bushoukongzhidicongxindizuishenchufuqi,
daizhejianruidetongchuhechenzhongdekuijiu。“encaia……”taduizhebinglengdekongqi,nannandiyu,
shengyinqingdexiangxuehualuodi,“zheimeduonianle……wo……shizhongkuiqianni。”chuangwaidexue,xiadegengdale,
fangfoyaoyanmaidiaosuoyoudeguowang,queyourangmouxiejiyizaihanlengzhonggengjiaqingxi。neimohude“kuiqian”erzi,
xiangyikechenrushenhaideshizi,jiqilediyizhangjieweidediyigelianyi。
dierzhang:chunchuandedingxiangyucuoguodeqinyin(huiyi)jiyidezhamenbeishouerdexueqiaokaiyidaofengxi,
lidonghedeyishishunjianbeilahuileshijinianqian,chunchuandaxueneimimanzheqingchunyuyishuqixidexiaoyuan。buguozheici,
huiyidezhujiaoshipoencai。neishichunmoxiachu,xiaoyuanlidedingxianghuakaidezhenghao,
kongqilifudongzhetianniyouyouyudexiangqi。poencai,yinlexueyuangangqinxidetiancaishaonv,
zhijianliutangchudeyinfunengrangjiaoshoudoupingxiningshen。cike,
tazhengjinzhangdizhunbeizhe“hannuoweiguojiqingniangangqindasai”dehanguoquxuanbasai。
zheishitongwangouzhoudingjianyinlexuefudehuangjinmenpiao。tadeshiyouyinwanjing,
yigexiaorongtianmeidanyandizongzangzheyisibuyichajuedeyinmaidenvhai,yebaomingletongyibisai。“encaia,
nidezhengshuni?mingtianbaomingzuihouyitian,yaodaiyuanjianheyande!”poencaizaisushefanxiangdaoju,
jidebijianmaohan。neifendaibiaotagangqinzuigaodengjidezhengshu,pingshidoufangzaiyigezhuanmendewenjianjiali。
“wojidejiufangzaishuzhuochouti……”tahuayinweiluo,yinwanjingduanzheyibeikafeizoujinlai,
xiaorongkeju:“encai,bieji,hebeikafeititishen。shibushijiazaipuziliwangdaile?wobangnizhaozhao?
”poencaiganjididiandiantou,wanquanmeizhuyidaoyinwanjingzhuanshenshi,zuijiaoneimoshaozongjishidelengxiao。
jiuzaizuotian,ta“haoxin”bangpoencaizhenglishuzhuoshi,zaoyijiangneibenzhiguanzhongyaodezhengshu,
qiaoqiaosaijinlezijiyijuzuidicengdeyijianjiudayikoudaili。diertian,baomingxianchang——chunchuanshiliyinletingwai,
renchaoyongdong。poencailiansecanbaidizhanzaibaomingchuqian,
gongzuorenyuanmianwubiaoqingdizhongfu:“feiyinlexueyuanxueshengbaoming,bixuchushizuigaodengjizhengshuyuanjian。meiyou?
baoqian,bunengbaoming。”“woyoude!wokendingyoude!yidingshiwangdaile!”poencaijidekuaikuchulai,
shengyindaizhekuqiang。peizaitashenbiandejindahui,
zheigecongxiaoyiqizhangda、xiangzuochenmoxiaoshanyiyangshouhuzhetadeqingmeizhuma,liketaochushouji:“encaibiehuang!
zhengshushibushizaisushe?yaochini?yaochishibushizailidongheneixiaozineier?!”poencaizheicaixiangqi,
zuotianlidonghelaizhaotajiesusheyaochi,
shuoshiyaofangdiandongxizaitaneier(qishishibangshenzhiyanzangyixianglailibumingde“jinkoujiu”),
yaochihaimeihaihuilai!jindahuifengkuangbodalidonghededianhua。yibian,liangbian,
shibian……tingtonglizhiyoubinglengdenvsheng:“ninbodadeyonghuyiguanji……”cikedelidonghezainali?
tazhengjiaotoulanedishouzaidaxuechengfujinyijialianjialvguandechuangbian。shenzhiyanzuowanzaijiubapeijiu,
buzhishiheduoleliezhijiuhaishibeirenxialeyao,turanyundao。jiangyiqi(huozheshuo,
didangbuzhushenzhiyanchuchukeliandeyanshen)delidonghe,batabeidaolezheilizhaogu。weilerangtaanjingxiuxi,
taguandiaoleshouji,hunranbuzhiwaimianzhengyourenweileyigeguanhumingyundezhengshuerxinjirufen。
shijianyifenyimiaoguoqu。yinletingnei,bisaikaishideqinshengyijingxiangqi。poencaixiangbeichouzoulesuoyouliqi,
huanhuandunzaiyinletingwaibinglengdeshijiejiaoluo,balianshenshenmaijinxigai。jianbangwushengdisongdong,
juewangdeleishuijinshileniuziku。neishiyizhongmengxiangzaizhijiansuiliedeshengyin,qingxiderangrenzhixi。jiuzaizheishi,
yizhenjicudejiaobushengyouyuanjijin。jindahuituozheqichuanyuyu、yilianmangrandelidonghezhongyugandao!
lidonghekanzhejiaoluolineigequansuochengyituan、zhandoukuqidenvhai,xinzangxiangbeiyizhibinglengdeshouhenhenzuanzhu。
tacongweijianguorucicuiruo、ruciposuidepoencai。tunqulepingrigangqincainvdeguanghuan,cikedeta,
xiangyipianbeifengyudaluozaididejiebaihuaban,meidejingxindongpo,yecuiruodelingrenxinsui。
yiguqiangliedebaohuyuhunzazhemoshengde、jianruidexinteng,shunjianjizhongleta。
“encai……”lidonghedeshengyinyouxiefase。jindahuihenhendenglelidongheyiyan,
dishenghoudao:“xianzaishuopiyong!”tadunxiashen,benzhuodipaizhepoencaidebei:“encai,biekule,
women……womenquchidiandongxi!huabeifenweishiyu!”weileanweishangxinyujuedepoencai,
helidonghebanjiabanfudibatadaidaoxuexiaofujinyijiajiao“mujinjia”dehanshidian(tidaileyuanlaidedingxiangwan)。
dianlirenshengdingfei,kaoroudexiangqimiman。poencaiyiyanbufa,zhishimentouguanjiu,qingjiu、shaojiu,
yibeijieyibei。lidonghexiangquan,quebeijindahuilanzhu:“rangtaheba,zuileyexunenghaoshoudian。
”zuiyihenkuaishangyong。poencaiyanshenmili,yaoyaohuanghuangdiqishenxiangquxishoujian,jiaoxiayigelieju,
shouzhongbanbeipijiutuoshoufeichu,bupianbuyi,
quanpozailelinzhuoyigechuanzhekaojiu、qizhijinguidenianqingnanzi——jiangzaixundexiongqian!
shensedeangguiyangrongshanshunjianyinshileyidapian。“ya!nizhangmeizhangyanjing!
”jiangzaixunshenbiandegenbanlikezhanqilaihechi。“dui……duibuqi……”poencaihedejiuxingleyiban,
huangmangdaoqian,shengyindaizhekuqianghoudeshaya。jindahuihelidongheyelikeweileshanglai,qifenshunjianjinzhang。
jiangzaixunzhoujinmeitou,kanzhezijizaoyangdeyifu,youkanlekanyanqianzheigemanlianleihen、jinghuangshicuodepiaoliangnvhai,
xianhuzhetadenansheng(lidongheneimeishushengdebujiqizhihejindahuineitiyushengbandetigehaishiyoudianhurende)。
chuhuyiliaodi,tataishouzhizhilegenban,taochushoupamantiaosilidicaleca,juranmeifahuo,
fanerdaizhedianshenshideyiweiwen:“nimen……shichunchuandadexuesheng?”yichangkenengdechongtu,
zaijiangzaixunyihuxunchangdelengjing(huozheshuo,duipoencairongmaodeshunjianjingyan)xiahuajiele。jiuzaizheishi,
chuangwaiturandianshanleiming,piaopodayuqingpenerxia,shunjianbajiedaobianchengleheliu。“zheiyuyishibanhuiertingbule。
”jiangzaixunkanlekanchuangwai,
youpieleyanpoencaishiluludetoufahedanbodeyifu(tadewaitaozaijindahuishoulinazhe),
guishishenchadikaikou:“wojiajiuzaifujin,mujinxiaoquyihaolou。buxianqidehua,qubibiyu?
”tazhilezhichuangwaibuyuanchuyidongjishizaiyumuzhongyexiandegewaiqipaidegaocenggongyu。jiuzheiyang,
sangehunshenshitou、yigezuixunxundenianqingren,genzhezheigechucijianmian、qichangqiangdadefujiazijiangzaixun,
zoujinleneijianhoulaichengweitamenqingchunzhongyaojiediandehaozhai。mingyundexiantou,zaichunchuandeyuyehecuoguodeqinyinli,
kaishiqiaoranchanrao。disanzhang:haozhai、mimiyumengyadeqingsutuikaijiangzaixunjiahouzhongdeshimudamen,
yiguhunhezheangguixiangxunhe……mouzhonglangjiedeqixipumianerlai。xuanguanchu,jiazhibufeidebosiditanshang,
sanluozhebeisidefensuidezhaopian。zhaopianshangshiyigechuanzhejingzhi、xiaorongdetidenianqingnvhai。
suipianyizhimanyandaokuanchangdenengdayumaoqiudeketing。“e……baoqian,jialiyoudianluan。
”jiangzaixunlianshangshanguoyisigangahefanzao,tatikaijiaobiandesuipian,yuqijinliangbaochipingjing,“suibianzuo,
bingxiangliyouyinliao,zijina。”tajingzhizouxiangbatai,jizijidaolebeiliejiu,yangtouguanleyidakou。
lidonghehejindahuijiaohuanleyigeyanshen,doucongduifangyanlikandaolejingya。
zheihaozhaideshehuachengduchaochuletamendexiangxiang,danyanqianzheijingxiang,gengxiangfengbaoguohoudexianchang。
poencaijiujingyoushanglaile,beijindahuixiaoxindifudaoyizhangkanqilainengmaixiatamensaquanbujiadangdezhenpishafashang,
quansuozhe,yanshenmimeng。qifenyoudianjiang。jiangzaixunyouguanleyikoujiu,kanzhedishangneixiesuipian,
turanzichaodixiaole,shengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou:“womajieshaode,tapaiyoudenver,
shuoshimendanghudui……he,feiyaowojinwanquxiangqin。woshuowoxihuannanren,tajiufengle,chongguolaisilezhaopian,
kuhanzhe‘wozenmehuishengchunizheizhongguaiwu’……”tahuanglehuangjiubei,
bingkuaizhuangjibeibideshengyinzaijijingzhonggewaiqingxi。ketingliluozhenkewen。jindahuidengdaleyanjing,
poencaisihuyeqingxingleyidian,jingyadikanzhejiangzaixun。lidonghezetiaoletiaomei,
tayishuquanlitongxinglianpengyoubushao,daomeijuedetaizhenjing,
zhishimeixiangdaojiangzaixunhuizheimezhijiediduigangrenshidemoshengrenshuochulai。yexushiyayitaijiu,
yexushijiujingzuosui,yexushizheisigenianqingrenzhijianmouzhongqimiaodecichang,
jiangzaixundetanchengxiangdakailemougefamen。waimiandeyushenghuahuazuoxiang,wuneiquejianjianshengwen。
lidonghelvxiandapolechenmo,tanaqiyipingpijiu,yezoudaobatai:“xihuannandezenmele?
zongbimouxierenmingmingxihuannvdehaidaochuliaosaoqiang。”tayiyousuozhidizichao,
yanshenquepiaoxiangleshafashangdepoencai。jindahuinaonaotou,hanhoudishuo:“anmeishawenhua,
jiujuede……xihuansheishirenzijideshierbei。zhiyaoduiencaihaojiuxing。
”taposhideluojifanerrangqifensongchixialai。poencaikaozaishafashang,jiujingrangtadelianjiafanzhehongyun,
takanzhezheisangefenggejiongyidenansheng,qingshengshuo:“xiexieni……jiangzaixunxi……yifu,
haiyou……rangwomenjinlai。”tadeshengyinruannuo,daizhezuiyi,youzhongbieyangdewenrou。huatijianjiandakai。
jiaxianghaibiandexiaoyucunhedangshuaijiaoshoudemengxiang(lidonghechazui:“guaibudenigangcaixiangdongshoudejiashineimehuren!
”yinlaiyizhenhongxiao);lidonghetucaomeishuxijiaoshoudeguban(“tafeishuowohuadeluotimotelinghunbugou,
feihua!neimotedayedouliushiduole,linghundourudinglehaoma?
lianqindekuzaoheyali;jiangzaixunzefenxianglexiezaimangushenghuodejianwen(“neibiande‘renyao’biaoyancaijiaoyishu!
bimouxiejiaqinggaodeyinlehuiqiangduole!”)。gangaxiaosan,
querdaizhideshiyizhongqimiaode、yuyegonghuannanbanderongqia。
lidonghedemuguangzongshibuzijuediluozaipoencaishenshang。taweixunshiyonglandeshentai,ouerluchudemihuxiaorong,
dourangtaxintouweidong。tabudongshengsedijitadaolebeiwenshui,diguoqushi,zhijianwuyijianxiangchu,
yiguweixiaodedianliucuanguo。poencaitaiyankanta,zuiyanmenglongzhong,lidongheguanqiedeyanshenhelunkuofenmingdecelian,
rangtaxinlimougejiaoluoqingqingdongleyixia。tajieguoshuibei,xiaoshengshuoleju“xiexieouba”,ranhouxunsudixiatou,
yanshizijiweitangdelianjia。jindahuizuozaipangbian,momodikanzhezheiyiqie。takandaolelidongheyanshenlidewenrou,
yekandaolepoencailianjiadehongyunbingfeiquanshijiujingsuozhi。taduanqibeizi,heleyidakouyinliao,shenmedoumeishuo,
zhishineikuanhoudejianbangsihuweiweibengjinle。erjiangzaixun,taxieyizaibataibian,huangzhejiubei,
muguangquexiangbeicishixizhuyiyang,jiaozhezailidongheshenshang。lidongheshuohuashifeiyangdeshencai,
tucaoshishengdongdebiaoqing,shenzhitajipoencaidishuishineibujingyidetitie,
dourangjiangzaixungandaoyizhongqiansuoweiyoudexiyinli。zheigedaizhedianpiqi、bujiqueyousihuzangzhexinidemeishusheng,
xiangyidaoqiangguang,cipoletayuanbenhuiandexinqing。takanlidonghedeyanshen,
jianjiandaishanglehaobuyanshidexinshanghe……yuelaiyuenongdexingqu。jindahuiouerpiejian,
meitoujibukechadizhouleyixia。buzhiguoleduojiu,chuangwaideyushijianjianbianxiao。
jiangzaixunkanlekanbiao:“yukuaitingle,wokaichesongnimenhuixuexiaoba。
”heisedehaohuajiaochepingwendixingshizaiyuhoudejiedaoshang,cheneiliutangzheqingroudeyinle。
poencaizuozaihouzuozhongjian,jiuyihepibeiruchaoshuibanyonglai。cheziyigeqingweidezhuanwan,
tadetoubushoukongzhidi、qingqingdikaozailepangbianlidonghedejianbangshang。lidongheshentishunjianjiangzhi,
suijiyouhuanhuanfangsongxialai,tameiyoudong,zhishiceguotou,kanzhenvhaitianjingdeshuiyan,
zuijiaogouqiyimozijidouweicengchajuedewenrouxiaoyi。chechuangwai,ludengdeguangyunzaitalianshangmingmingmiemie。
fujiashidejindahuitouguohoushijingkandaozheiyimu,yanshenanlean。jiashizuoshangdejiangzaixun,
wozhefangxiangpandeshouzhiweiweishoujin,jingpianhoudemuguangzaihoushijinglilidonghelianshangtingliulepianke,shensuinanming。
chunchuandeyuye,yichangyiwaidebiyu,sigenianqingren。youqingzaigangazhongjianli,
weicengmingyandeqingsuzaichenmozhongqiaoranzizhang。jiangzaixunhaozhailidemimi,xiangyiketouruxinhudeshizi,
lianyidangkai,yushizheweilaigengxiongyongdebolan。disizhang:lianaidejijieyuanyongdeyouhuoyuyezhihou,
chunchuandaxuedekongqisihudoubiandebuyiyangle。lidonghexiangdalejixue,
duipoencaizhankaile“yishushengshi”demengliezhuiqiu。tabuzaijinjinmanzuyuyuanyuanguanwang,
ershiqiangshidijijinlepoencaihejindahuixingyingbulideerrenshijie,
bingchenggongdibajiangzaixunyelaruletamende“sirenzu”。xiaoyuandelinyindaoshang,lidonghebeizhehuaban,
sipilailiandigenzhequqinfangdepoencai:“encaia,jioubadanggemotebei?jiuhuanidanqindeyangzi,
baozhengbanihuadebixiannvhaimei!”poencaibeitakuazhangdeyuqidouxiao,hongzhelianchenguai:“oubabienao!
woyaochidaole!”“chidaopashenme!jiaoshouwenqilaijiushuobeiweilaidedayishujiabangjiale!
”lidonghexiaoxixidiqiangguotadeqinpu,huanlaipoencaiyijihaowushashanglidefenquan。meishuxidehuashili,
poencaianjingdizuozaichuangbian,yangguangtouguobolisazaitashenshang,weitadushangyicengrouguang。lidonghezhuanzhudihuazhe,
bijianshashazuoxiang,yanshenlideqingmujihuyaoyichulai。huabushangdenvhai,meiyanwenrou,
zhijianfangfoxiayimiaojiuyaoliutangchuyinfu。huawan,taxianbaosidepengjitakan,
poencaikanzhehuazhongneigebeimeihuadebuxiangzijideziji,xintiaolouleyipai,
zuishangqueshuo:“oubabawohuapangle!”lidonghelikekuazhangdiaihao:“tiandiliangxin!zheishiyishujiagong!
zheijiaofengyumei!weinasidongbudong?”zhoumo,sirenzuqujiaowaiyecan。jindahuirenlaorenyuandikaorou,
jiangzaixunyouyadipinzhezidaidehongjiu,dianpingzhefengjing(“zheipianshulindegoutu,guangyingcengcitaicha”)。
lidonghezelazhepoencaiquxiesheng,huazhehuazhe,shoujiu“buxiaoxin”wozaileyiqi。
poencaizhengleyixiameizhengkai,hongzhelianrenyoutaqianzhe。jindahuifankaorouchuandedongzuodunleyixia,
jiangzaixunyaohuangjiubeideshouyetingleyishun,suijiyouruowuqishidiminleyikou。zhengchaoyeyou。
qiyinwangwangshishenzhiyan。lidonghezuishangshuoheshenzhiyan“zhishipengyou”,
dantayijiuhuiquneijiajiao“midiexiang”dejiuba。poencaiyouciwuyizhongkandaoshenzhiyanchuanzhe**dediaodaiqun,
zuozailidongheshenbian,coudehenjindishuozheshenme,lidonghexiaodeyiliancanlan。dangwan,
poencaijiuhelidonghenaolebieniu。“oubaweishenmehaizongquneili?ta……takannideyanshenjiubudui!
”“zhiyanxianzaiburongyi,zaijiubazuopeijiu,wojiushiqupenggechang,zhaoguxialaotongxueshengyi!nixiangnaqule?
”lidonghejieshideyoudianfanzao。“pengchangxuyaokaoneimejinma?xuyaoxiaodeneimekaixinma?
”poencaidezhijuerangtayichangbuan。“aiya,tajiushineizhongxingge!ninengbunengbiezheimemingan?
”lidongheyuqibuzijuejiazhong。“womingan?lidonghe,nishibushihaiduishenzhiyanyou‘neizhong’xiangfa?
”poencaizhijiewenlechulai,yanquanweihong。lidonghexiangbeicaileweibademao:“hushuoshenme!meiyoudeshi!
”tamengdibiekailian,fanzaodizhualezhuatoufa。neishunjiandehuibiheshanduo,xiangyigenci,zhajinlepoencaixinli。
shenzhiyan,chengletamentianmilianqingzhongyidaohuizhibuqudeyinying。youyici,lidonghehepoencaizaixiaoyuanli,
zhengqiaozhuangjianshenzhiyanhebanzhangzhaixudongcongxiaowaihuilai。shenzhiyanqinnidiwanzhezhaixudongdegebo,
bangeshenzijihudoutiezaitashenshang。kandaolidonghe,shenzhiyanyanshenshanguoyisifuza,suijixiaodegengjiawumei,
haiguyichaolidonghefeilegemeiyan。zhaixudongzeyouxiegangadichaolidonghediandiantou。dengtamenzouyuan,
poencaikanzheliansebutaihaodelidonghe,youyoudiwen:“ouba,ruguoshenzhiyanneiyangduini,
nihuibuhui……”houmiandehuatameishuowan,danyisibuyaneryu。lidonghexiangbeichuozhongleshenmexinshi,
mengdidaduanta:“goule!poencai!ninengbunengbiezhengtianshenzhiyanshenzhiyande!wogentashenmeshidoumeiyou!
nifanbufan!”tahouwan,kanzhepoencaishunjiancangbaidelianhexumanleishuideyanjing,youhouhuile,xiangdaoqian,
danzizunxinzuosui,zuizhongzhishifanzaodizhuanshenzoukai。liuxiapoencaiyigerenzhanzaiyuandi,
weiquhebuanxiangtengmanyiyangchanraozhuxinzang。neikemingweicaijidezhongzi,yiranmaixia。
jiangzaixunzechenglesirenzudechangke。tazongnengyongtadedushehechaonenglihuajieyixieganga(biruzailipochaojiahou,
haoqidiqingkequgaojicanting“huagangeweiyubo”)。taduilidonghedeguanzhuriyimingxian。lidonghehuahuashi,
tahuizaiyipanganjingdikanhenjiu,
yanshenzhuanzhuderanglidonghedouyouxiebuzizai;lidonghesuikoushuojuxihuanmougepaizideyanliao,
getianjiangzaixunjiuneng“qiaqiao”maidaoyitaosongta;lidonghedaqiushoushang,jiangzaixunbipoencaihaijinzhang,
likenachujinkouyaogao……yicizaijiangzaixunjiajuhui,lidongheheduolequyangtaichuifeng。jiangzaixungenlechulai,
liangrenkaodehenjin。jiangzaixunjiezhejiuyi,kanzhelidonghezaiyueguangxiadecelian,turandishengshuo:“donghe,
nizhidaoma?nijiuxiangyifu……chongmanmaodunyouwubixiyinrendehua。”tadeyanshenzhireerzhijie。
lidonghexinligedengyixia,jiuxingledaban。tadangranchajuedaolejiangzaixundexinsi。
tayouxiebuzirandituikaibanbu,dazhehaha:“zaixuna,niheduoleba?wozheirencaodehen,naxianghuaa,
dingduosuangetuya!”takeyibaochizhejuli,danxinliyeyouyisiyiyang。
beizheiyangyigeyouxiuyoufuyouderenruciguanzhu,xurongxinnanmianyoudianpengzhang,
dangengduodeshiduipoencaidekuijiuheduiweizhidehuibi。tapiejianketinglijindahuikanxiangyangtaifangxiangdemuguang,
daizheyisilerandejingti。lianaidejijie,kongqizhongmimanzhedingxiangdetianni,
yeyongdongzhemingweiyouhuoyubuandeanliu。lidonghezaipoencaidewenrouyushenzhiyandemeihuozhijianyaobai,
zaijiangzaixunzhiredezhushixiagandaowusuoshicong。erpoencaidebuan,jindahuideshouhu,jiangzaixundedanlian,
douzaizheikansimingmeidechunguangxia,qiaoranyunniangzheyichangzuyigaibiansuoyourenmingyundefengbao。
diwuzhang:beipandexueyeyufenbengdekaishichunchuandedongtianlaidexunmengerlinlie。yiyezhijian,
daxuefugailezhenggexiaoyuan,tiandijianyipiancangmangdeyinbai。qimokaoshijieshu,xueshengmenguixinsijian,
xiaoyuanlixiandeyouxielengqing。lidonghegangconghuashichulai,guojinledanbodewaitao,caizhehouhoudejixuewangxiaowaizou,
xiangmaidianrehudexiaoye。luguo“midiexiang”jiubahouxiangshi,
yigequansuozailajitongpangdehongseshenyingxiyinletadezhuyi。neishenyingzaixuedilisesefadou,
yansudehongseduanqunyuchunbaidexuexingchengciyandeduibi。shishenzhiyan。
talianshangdenongzhuangbeiyanleihexueshuihudeyitahutu,jiajiemaodiaoleyiban,langbeibukan。kandaolidonghe,
taxiangzhuazhujiumingdaocaoyiyangpuguolai,binglengdeshuangshousisizhuazhutadegebo,shengyinsiyajuewang:“donghe!
donghe……bangbangwo……neige**……tabuyaowole!
juanzoulesuoyoudeqian……bawoganchulaile……woshenmedoumeile……”takudeshangqibujiexiaqi,
shentidoudexianghanfengzhongdeluoye。
lidonghekanzheyanqianzheigecengjingguangmangsishe、rujinqueluoporusangjiazhiquandenvren,
xintouyongqijiqifuzadeqingxu。youzhenjing,youlianmin,youduineige“**”defennu,
haiyouyisi……liantazijidoubuyuanchengrende、laiziguowangdejidong。
shenzhiyanshenshangneiguhunhezheliezhixiangshui、jiujingheleishuidetuimiqixi,
jingqiyididianranletaxindimouzhongyinmideyuwang。“waimiantailengle,xianzhaogedifangnuanhexia。
”lidonghetuoxiazijidewaitaoguozhutadongdefazidejianbang,banfubanbaodijiangtadaililehouxiang。
tabenxiangdaitaquxuexiaofujindelvguan,danxiangdaorenduoyanza,youqishipabeipoencaizhidao。guishishenchadi,
taxiangqilejiangzaixunzaimujinxiaoquneijiankongzhidegongyu(jiangzaixunhuimanguchulijiashile,
yaochituotazhaokanzhiwu)。yigeniantoumaochulai:neilizuianquan,zuiyinbi。dakaigongyumen,
nuanqiqusanlehanyi。shenzhiyantanzuozaishafashang,yanshenkongdong。lidonghejitadaolebeireshui,
youfanxiangdaojuzhaochujiangzaixunliuxiadebanpingweishiji。“hedian,nuannuanshenzi。”tabajiudiguoqu。
shenzhiyanjieguobeizi,yangtoumengguanleyidakou,xinladeyetirangtajuliekesouqilai,yanleizaicixiongyongerchu。
tahuranzhuazhulidonghedeshou,yangqilian,
de、jingxindongpodeyouhuo:“donghe……zhiyouniduiwohao……zhiyounihaiguanwo……”tadeshentikaoguolai,
daizhejiuqiheyizhongjuewangdeyilian。lidonghedelizhizaifengkuanglaxiangjingbao:poencai!buxing!bunengzheiyang!
danshentiquexiangbeidingzaiyuandi。yanqianshishenzhiyanchuchukelianyouchongmanyouhuodelian,
biduanshitashenshangshuxiyoumoshengdeqixi,jiujingyezaimabizhetadeshenjing。
neixiebeipoencaidewenrouzanshiyayide、duishenzhiyanyuanshiyuwangdejidong,zaizheiyikerutongzhengtuolaolongdeyeshou,
paoxiaoerchu。kuijiu、zhengzha、yuwang、haiyouyisi“jiushizhu”bandejixing**,zaitanaozhongjiliejiaozhan。
“zhiyan……biezheiyang……”tadejujueruanruowuli。shenzhiyanquegengjinditieleshanglai,
bingliangdeshouzhifushangtadelian,hongchuncoujin,
daizhejiuqidewenrehuxipenzaitaerpan:“donghe……yaowo……jiujinwan……wanglesuoyou……”tadewen,
daizheguzhuyizhidefengkuang,luozailelidonghedechunshang。zuihouyidaofangxian,hongranbengta。chuangwai,
daxuewushengdifugaizhechengshi,yangaizheyiqieangzangyubeipan。wennuandegongyuli,
lianggemishidelinghunzaijiujing、juewangheyuwangdenizhaozhongchenlun。lidonghezaiduanzandechennihou,
judadekongxuhepaishandaohaidekuijiushunjianjiangtayanmei。takanzheshenbianchenchenshuiqudeshenzhiyan,
ganjuezijidelinghunbeisichengleliangban。poencaishizaidiertianxiawuganjuedaobuduijingde。lidonghelaizhaota,
yanshenshanshuo,buganzhishitadeyanjing。tashenshang,youyigudandande、bushuyutadexiangshuiwei,
hunzazhe……jiuqi?haiyou,tabozishangyouyidaojiqixiweide、xiangshibeizhijiahuaguodehonghen。
nvrendezhijueyoushihouzhundekepa。poencaidexinyidiandianchenxiaqu,chenrubingku。tameiyouzhiwen,
zhishijingjingdikanzheta,yanshenlideguangmangyidiandianximie,zhishengxiabinglengdekongdonghenanyizhixindeshangtong。
lidonghebeitakandewudizirong,shitujieshishenme,zuichundongledong,queyigeziyeshuobuchulai。judadexinren,
zaizheiyikehongrandaota。poencaideshijie,shunjianshiqulesuoyousecaiheshengyin。tameiyoukunao,
zhishimomodizhuanguoshen,buzaikanta。neiwushengdejuewang,
birenhexiesidilidekongsudougengranglidonghexinrudaojiao。jindahuihenkuaijiufaxianlepoencaidebuduijing。
tabazijiguanzaiqinfangli,yibianbiandanzouzhejilieerposuidelezhang,xiangzaifaxie,youxiangzaizihui。
tadeyanshenshiqulejiaoju,zhenggerenxiangbeichouzoulelinghun。
dangjindahuicongpoencaishiyouneilidezhilidonghezuotianzhengwanmeihuisushe,lianxiangdaopoencaidezhuangtai,
yigutaotiandenuhuoshunjianchongkualetadelizhi。tazaihuashimenkouduzhulelidonghe。meidenglidonghekaikou,
jindahuiyiquanhenhenzazailidonghepangbiandemenkuangshang,fachu“peng”deyishengjuxiang,muxiefeijian。“lidonghe!
niduiencaizuoleshenme?!”jindahuideyanjingbumanxuesi,xiangyitoubeijinudexiongshi,shengyindichenerweixian,
“tayaoshichuleshenmeshi,laozigennipinming!”lidonghekanzhebaonudejindahui,
youxiangdaopoencaineijuewangdeyanshen,xiukui、aohui、kongjujiaozhizaiyiqi,rangtayakouwuyan,
zhinengtongkudibishangleyanjing。jiangzaixunwenxunganlaishi,
kandaodejiushizheiyangjianbanuzhang、qifenyayidaojidiandechangmian。tasuiranbuqingchujutifashengleshenme,
danneimimanzaikongqizhongdebeipan、fennuhexinsui,rangtayegandaoleqiangliedebuan。daxueyijiufenfei,
shituyangaichunchuanxiaoyuanlifashengdeyiqie。danyouxieliehen,yidanchansheng,bianzaiyewufamihe。
sigenianqingrendeqingchunyouyi,zailidongheneigexueyedebeipanhou,chedizouxianglefenbenglixidebianyuan。
yichanggengdadefengbao,zhengzaiyunniangzhizhong。diliuzhang:lisandeyanxiyuwushengdewenbieshijianxiangbenliudehanjiang,
guoxiezheqingchunheshangtong,shuhujianyiguoqushunian。
didiancongchunchuanhuandaolegengjiafanhuaqueyegengjiabinglengdejiangling(tidaileshanghai)。
jiangzaixunjiazudechanyezaizheiliyouzhongyaofenbu,tajieshumangudeshenghuo,
bei“liufang”zhiciguanliyixie“buneimezhongyao”deyewu。mougeshenqiu,
huoxushidezhileshenzhiyanjijiangjiaqufushandexiaoxi,huoxushineixinshenchuduineiduanshiquqingchundejidian,
taguishishenchadibotonglejigechenfengyijiudehaoma。yijiamingwei“xueyueting”degaojihancantingbaofangnei,
 
                 这扯淡的情感史记
                                这扯淡的情感史记