创伤性回忆
《创伤性回忆》 小说介绍
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jiehunliuzhounian，woweilezhichifuyideshiye，baochangletazhuyandedianying。
quezaidapingmulikandaotadapoyunvxingxiang，henanzhujiuchanzaiyiqidexiangyanpianduan。
wohongzheyankuangdadianhuaxunwen，quetingdaotahedianyingnanzhuzaixuanchuanshishuo，
“zheishiyicidadandechangshi，shiwomenweilezuopinxiangyishudexianshen，xiwangweilaihainengyouzheiyangweiyishuxianshendejihui。”
erwozhongyukanqing，dianyingnanzhuzhengshitaxinxinniannianduoniandebaiyueguang。
woguoduandijijialidaquledianhua，chechuduitadetouzi。
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dianyinghaizaixunhuanbofangzheneichangxiangyanqiaoduan。
fuyibaozhedianyinglidenanzhujiao，yicicishenqingdiduitashuo，woaini。
shoujiliyechuanlaifuyizaizhiboliheyangtiankaimofangzheigeqiaoduanfachudeshengyin。
woshenzhiyoushunjianxiwangzijishimingshicongle，shenmeyetingbujian，kekanbujian。
“添楷，我爱你。”
zheicifuyibuzaihandeshiyangtiankaizaidianyingzhongdemingzi，ershitadebenming。
neishenqingkuankuan、wenroujuanliandeyanshen，manmandeaiyidoukuaiyichulaile。
kanzhezhibojianfensifengkuangfachuzaiyiqidedanmu，xinqingluodaogudiwohuranxiaolechusheng。
genfuyijiehunzhengzhengliuniandeshijian，woainizheisanzi，tacongweigenwoshuoguo。
wozouchudianyingyuandeshihou，daochudouzaiguazhefuyiyuyangtiankaitianmiyongwendexuanchuanhengfu。
taxiaodeneimewenrou，wanquanbuxiangzaiwoshenbian，zongshilengbingbingdeshenqing。
hunhuneetaohuilejiali，wokanzhewoshiguazhedejiehunzhao。
fuyineidanmoshuli、hewolakaibanmiyuanjulidejudazhaopian，wodexinhenhencitongleyixia。
wojiangjiehunzhaozalexialai，chedishuaisui，faxiedesihou。
zhihoupingjingxialai，shiwujindechenmo。
chuquzheizhangjiehunzhaozhihou，yuanbenjiulengdandejialixiandegengjiakongkuang。
woshituzaijialixiangyaozhaodaohefuyiyoutianmienaihuiyidedongxi，laizhengmingwozaitaxinliyeshiyoujifendiweide。
keshenmeyefanzhaobuchulai。
fuyishizailinjinbanyedeshihoucaihuilaide。
wohaizuozaiketingjiehunzhaoposuidezhaopianzhixia，chaoxiaozijijinxinfuchudezheiliunian。
takandaomandidesuipianheleyitiao，xianqididuizhewoshuo，
“gaoshenme，bajialinongdezheimeluan。”
tasihaobuzaiyidishangyijinghuaidiaodejiehunzhao。
zhishijuede，jializangle。
wochenmodidingzheta，zaitalianshangkandaoyimoyane。
fuyiyijiaotikailedishangdejiehunzhao，zuodaoshafashangbunaifandeduiwoshuo，
“ganjinshoushile，quzhuwanniuroumianguolai，wokuaiesile。”
shuowanjiubawanqileshouji。
yanyuzhongneigaogaozaishangdezitai、minglingdekouwen，fangfozhishizaixiadayijianwoyinggaizuodeshiqing。
“不想做。”
woqileshenlengjingdikanzheta，yilianliunian，congweizheimepingjingguo。
fuyixiankaiyanpi，zhouzhemeixinbutingdaliangzhewo，sihaomeiyoujiwoyidiannaixin，chenzhelianma，
“sheirenilehuilaijiujiwoshuailianzi，woyitianweilexuanchuandianyingdaochupao，wobuleima？biemeishizhaoshihaoma？”
mianduitadenuqi，worenbuzhujixiaolechulai，dandandikanzhetashuo，
“nidexindianyingwoyijingkanwanle。”
fuyiningzhemeichenzhelianbunaifandezeleyisheng，
“kanwanlejiukanwanle，shibushiwohaidejinibangejiang......”
woshenqingdanmo，yizhijinjindidingzheta。
tashuozheshuozhediqishizudehuahuranluolexiafeng，haoxiangxiangqishenmeyiyangyanshenpiaohuleqilai，shitandixunwen，
“neigepianduannikandaole？”
wochenmobuyu，jianglianpiequyibian。
zichudaoyilai，fuyijiuzaisuoyourenmianqianweichizheburongqinfandeyunvxingxiang。
wobenyiweishifuyitianshengxinggeruci，zaikandaoneibudianyinghetashenbianzhanzhedenanrenshi。
wozhongyuyishidao，tazhishiduibuzhongyaoderenbaochizhezheiyangdexingxiangeryi。
fuyidaliangzhewodeshenqing，meiyihuiqingmiedishuo，
“e，jiushiyinweizheishia，nijiutedijiwobaigeliansechulai？neishidaoyandeanpai，wonengyoushenmebanfa？”
wojixiaochusheng，jingjingdikanzheta。
jingranmeizaitalianshangtanxundaobandianxinxuhuozhekuijiudehuamian。
zaozailiangnianqian，fuyijiuyijingdaolekeyizijitiaoxuanjubendekawei。
yaoshitabuyuanyi，genbenjiumeiyoudaoyannengqiangpotapai。
ertazhaolezheimezhuoliedejiekou，xianranzhishiyinweimeibawodangyihuishi。
“shima。”womianbugaisezuoxia，yuqipingpingdiqingwen。
付怡却突然暴怒，
“nishenmeyisi？niyisishiwozhudongxiangpaizheizhongpianduan？zhouheng！woyuanbenyiweinikeyilijiewodegongzuo，meixiangdaonizheimesiban，lianzheigedoujieshoubule！”
“suanle，wolandegenniche，jiunizheizhongquefaqingquderen，kanbudongqujiedianyingyechunshuzhengchang！”
tahuayiwanjiuzamenerchu，pengyidashengxiangchelezhenggejia。
wokuxiaoleyisheng，shiwobudongqingqu。
buguocongjinyihou，tayebuhuizaiyigebudongqingquderenshenbianjiangjiuzijile。
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huixiangwohefuyizheiliuniandeshiguang，gangkaishilianaideshihoutawenrouxizhi，duiworenheshiqingdougewaiguanxin。
tahuicuicuwobuyaoaoye，jiwozuohaozaocan。
meitianhuijixuanhaodiertianyaochuandeyifu，yunhaofangzaichuangtou。
zhidaowojixingbuhao，huizaijialidaochutiemanzhitixingwojializhongyaodongxifangzaishenmeweizhi。
wodedaxiaoshijibenshangdouhenyilaita。
youshihoushenfenzheng、yinxingkahuozhezhongyaohetongzhaobudaole，wojitadaqudianhua，haidanyoutahuixianwofan。
ketazaidianhuaneitouxiaodetebiewenrou，
“niya，yaoshimeilewokezenmebancaihaoni？hetongzaidianshijixiadejuzili，shenfenzhengyezainei。”
fuyizuodemeiyijianshiqingjiuhaoxiangzhaoruwuneideneilvyangguang。
yidiandianqinruwodexinfang，shenruwoshenghuolimeiyichudiandiandidi。
wokaishixiangtashuodeneiyang，kaishidanyouyouyitianfuyihuilikaiziji。
suoyiyiranjueranjiangsuoyoudeqiantourufuyideyanyiquanxingye。
shenzhibuxiqingjinjialiderenmaizichan，weifuyizuodadianrangtabuzaizhuiqiuzijimengxiangdedaolushangshoudaozuai。
womenhuxiangyiweizhezouwanleyinianyouyinian，zhidaodiwunian，wofaxianlefuyidemimi。
neishiwuyijianfandaotadaxueshiqiderijiben，neilimianmimimamaxiemanletongyigerendemingzi。
杨添楷。
woxixifanyuezhemeiyiye，faxianfuyisuoweidemengxiangbuguoshixiangyaochuguodeyangtiankai，nengkandaozijidexianzhuang。
woconglaibuzhidao，fuyiyuanlaikeyiduiyigerenneimereqing，haobuyanshibiaodazhezijideaiyi。
congneibenrijilikuitandaodeneirong，woshenzhibuganzhaofuyiduizhi。
shengpatadangzhewochengnuozheilimiandesuoyoudoushitadezhenshixiangfa。
wojiangtongkushenmaizaixinli，yibianbiananfuzijineidoushitaguoqudeshiqing。
zhidaoyangtiankaihuiguozhihou，kaishitaruyanyiquanhetayiqipaixi，zaipianchangchuanchuaimeidexingwei。
zhidaoneibudianyingzhongchuxianlefuyi**、kaifang、wumeidepianduan。
wozhidaowozaiyeweichibulezheifuyubiaomian、xujiadejiale。
事实证明，我错了。
jiusuanwozuodezaiduoyebibushangyangtiankaiduitagougoushouzhi。
huiyiruzoumadengyibanzainaozhongguoleyibian，woxianqiyanlianjilvshidaquledianhua，nilefenlihunxieyishu。
jiuzaigangguawandianhua，menbeirenqiaoxiang。
shifuyidejingjirenlaile，tadaizhemodetideweixiaodijiwoyigedaizi，
“zhouxiansheng，zheishiyijierangwojininsongguolaide。”
wojiexiazhihoutajiulikaile，dakaikoudailimianshiyigejingmeibaozhuangdeshifenjingzhihudiexiongzhen。
neishiyinianqianzaiyigepaimaihuishang，woyiyanjiuxihuanshangdehudiexiongzhen。
danshiyinweisanbaiwanangguidejiage，wozhidaofuyizuoweimingxingbaoyanghuaqiandedifangduo，yizhishebudemaixiata。
kemeiguojitian，wojiushoudaoleyinxingkazhichuliubaiwandexiaofeijilu。
neitianfuyimaileyigeliubaiwandebiao，songjiyangtiankaizuoshaqingliwu。
limianhaiyouyizhangzhitiao，shineigeshuxidexiujuanzijijiandandexielewugezi，
[六周年礼物。]
wojiangxiongzhenyouzhuangjinlehezili，suiyirengdaolezhuoshang，zaiyemeikanguoyiyan。
meiguoduojiu，fuyidalailedianhua，yuqiwenroudenengqiadechushuilai，
“liwushoudaolema？gangcaiworangxiaotiansongguoqule。”
我淡淡嗯了一声。
xushiyinweimeiyoudedaoxiangxiangzhongwoxinxiruokuang，youduizhetaganendaidedefanying。
fuyichenmolejimiao，youxietaohaoyiweichuantingtongneibianchuanlai，
“haola，wozuotianshihuashuodezhongleyidian，nibieshengqilehaobuhao？liwuhaixihuanma，wojidequniannikandaotadeshihoudouzoubudongdaole。”
womeiyoudahua，tajiezheziguzishuo，
“daihuiliudaohuilaiwomendianyingxuanchuan，niyelaihaobuhao？daoshihoufayanzhicideshihou，woyoujingxiyaojini。”
woyuqilenglengdigangxiangjujue，keyixiangqiliudaoyouyouyule。
dangchuweilejifuyizuotouzi，liudaozhongjianqianxiandaqiaobanglebushaomang。
taneimedadedaoyannengchuxifuyidedianyingxuanchuan，bushaoyeshikanzaihewodejiaoqingshang，yaoshibuqudehua，neishizaiyoudianbujitamianzi。
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woquledianyingxuanchuandepianchang，liudaojianwolai，lianmangjiwozhaoshourangwohetazuoyipai。
kandaofuyiheyangtiankaishouqianzheshouzhanzaitaishang，woyiweizaojiumeiyourenheqingxule，quehaishibuyoudexincitongleyixia。
“xiaozhou，zenmexianzaicailai，fuyigangcaishuo，jieshuhouyaozuozhiciganxieni，kendingshiyaodaxienizheigedinglizhichitadelaogonga！nikankanniduoyoufuqi，laopoyoupiaoliangyounenggan！”
liudaoxiaozhegenwodaqilezhaohu。
“lushangduchele。”woxiaoxiaogentahanxuanzhe，meiyoujiangzijibenxiangbudasuanlaidexiangfagaosuta。
meiliaojiju，fuyiheyangtiankaikaishizuoxuanchuanhuodong。
youbushaofensizaixiamianqihong，duifuyijidongtiwen，
“fulaoshi，yaoshirangnijitiankaiyigeqinmidechenghu，nizuixiangjiaotashenme？！”
fuyiwozhuhuatong，shenqingdikanxiangyangtiankai，jihushihaobuyouyudishuo，
“老公。”
hongyixia，wohaoxiangbeidianjileyiban，shenjingxitongchucuo，dongdanbude，zhenggerenmumudedaizhizaizuoweishang，jianbangzhibuzhudezaizhandou。
jiehunliunian，fuyicongweijiaoguowoyijulaogong。
napashizaichuangshang，tazuiduozhihuijiaowobaobei。
woyiweizhishitaxinggeneilianbuyuanyi，cikenaozhongshuayixiaxiangqitarijilixiede。
ruguojiajilebuaideren，yidingbunengjiaotalaogong，yinweilaogongzheigechenghushiyaoliujiaiderende。
kanzhetaishang，yangtiankaiwozhutadeshou，jiangtajianbangfankoulanjinlehuaizhong，xiaozheyibianbiandiyuzaihuiyingta，
“laopo，wozuiainile。”
fuyilianshangcanlandexiaorongshiwocongweijianguode。
yishunjianwoganjuezijikuaiyaozhixile。
liudaochajuechulailewoliansebudui，saoxiangtaishangqinnideliangwei，miansefuzaduiwoshuo，
“xiaozhou，bietaizaiyile，zheixiedouzhishizouzouguochangeryi。”
wochechuyifennankandekuxiao，“wozhidao。”
wozhidao，fuyibushizouguochang，taduiyangtiankaiconglaidoushizhenqingliulu。
liudaokanxiangtaishangyoukanxiangwo，zhanglezhangzui，zuizhongshenmeyemeishuo，pailepaiwodejianyizuofuwei。
huodongdeshijianhenduan，jinjinershifenzhong，woquexianghaoxiangguoleliangtianliangyeneimejianao。
zhuchirennazhehuatongkaishihuoyueqileqifen，juguangdenghurandadaowodetoushang，tazaishuo，
“zhouxiansheng，qingninshangtailai！fulaoshishuo，zheicixuanchuandianyingtedijinizhunbeileyigejingxi！”
fuyikanzhewobantianmeidong，bunaifandizhouqimei。
zaizhongmukuikuizhixia，woshangletaishang。
hechunfengdeyideyangtiankaiduibiqilai，wojianzhixiangyigeguojielaoshu，tayanzhongdewanweiheqingmieyidianyemeizang。
wanzhefuyideshouyemeisongkai，tiaozhemeiduiwoshuo
“zhouheng，wohexiaoyidoushiweilexuanchuandianying，youxiebijiaoqinmidexingweinikeqianwanbieshengqia！”
tashuodehendasheng，bawoshuanzaiyigebudayingtajiuhuixiandezijishifenbudongshidejumianshang。
wochechunyixiao，“buhuide。”
fuyilianseyibian，yanzhongshanguoyisiguguai，yexushiwozhanzaitashenbianshizairangtajuedeaiyan，taduizhewoxianqidishuo，
“nizhanhoumianqu，zhanzaizheiliwohetiankaizenmexuanchuan？zheigejieguyanshangbuyaomeishizhaoshi！”
wochenmodidiandiantouchaotahoumianquzhanzhe，yangtiankaidaizhemojixiaozhuantoulaikanwo。
jinjiezhe，dapingmushangkaishigundongchufuyidezhici，taniandemeiyijudouhenqingxi，
“nengzoudaozheigeweizhi，ganxiejialirendezhichi，haiyougeweidaoyandeshangshi......zheili，woyougezuiganjideren，youjijuhuaxiangduitashuo。”
pingmushanggundongchujigezi，
[我的先生周衡]
fuyiniandaozheijigezizhiqiandunzhulejimiao，shengyindoubiandegengyanleqilai。
wohuranxinlipiaoqilejifenjidongheqidai。
jinzhangdiyanlejicikoushui，xiayimiaowojiubeixianshihenhenjikua。
wotingjianqianmiandeyaotiaobeiyingyiziyidun、renzhenkanzheshencederengengyanzheshuo，
“ganxietiankai，tashiwoyishengzhongzuizhongyaoderen，shitajilewoyongqirangwozhuizhuzijidemengxiang，zoudaolejintiandeweizhi。tiankai，youyijuhuawoyizhixiangduinishuo，woaini。”
juguangdengdazaiwomensangedeshenshang，tadehuayichu，taixiaxiangqihongdongdezhangsheng，fensizaidashengdiqihongzhe，
“qinyige！qinyige！”
yangtiankaiqingxiaozhelouzhulefuyidelian，erfuyimeiyoutuikai，dianqijiaojianzhudongpengshangletadechun。
renshengdingfeizhizhong，wojiuxianggeyonglaichentuodechoujiao。
bingmeiyouxiangxiangzhongdebengkui，woshenzhihainengdandingziruodeguazheyimodetidexiaorongguankanwanzheichuxi。
huodongjieshu，wojijialidaquledianhua，
“ba，jialiduifuyidetouzikeyichele。”