总感觉被人跟踪，监控显示只有我自己
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jingzhongde“wo”youzhewocongweiyouguodejiaoxiabiaoqing，tawushengdikaikou，
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”kongjiedeshengyinjiangwolahuixianshi。woyaoyaotou，bishangyanjingshituxiuxi。danshuiyiquanwu，
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wotuozhexinglixiangzouchujichang，jiaoleliangchuzuchezhibenlaochengqu。yantudefengjingjishuxiyoumosheng，
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wodakaisuoyoudedeng，kaishifanzhaojiuwu。gaozhongshidaidewupindoucunfangzaigeloudeyigedaxiangzili，
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haiyouyitayongsidaikunhaodexin——neishixiaoyaxiejiwodeqingshu。wojiekaisidai，yifengfengfanyue，
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rijicongwunianqiankaishijilu，zhengshiwojuedebeigenzongdeneiduanshijian。
danlimiandeneirongwanquanbushuyuwodejiyi：“jintiantayoujiabandaoshenye，wozhihaoduzizaijia。
kanzhejiankonglideta，zhenxiwangtanengzaodianhuilai。”“tazuixihuanchuanneijianlansechenshan，
jintianwoyechuanleyiyangde。jingzili，womenzhendeyimoyiyangle。”“tafaxianlejiankonglideyichang，
kaishihaipale。zhenhaowan。”zuihouyiyeshisantianqianxiede：“tayaohuilaojiale，zhenghao，woyegaihuiqukankan。
”wodeshoudoudejihunabuzhurijiben。zheibushiwodebiji，danmeiyiyedouqianzhewodemingzi。gengkepadeshi，
rijixiangxijilulewoguoquwuniandeshenghuoxijie，baokuoyixiewoquexincongweigaosuguorenherendeyinsi。
geloudedengguangturanshanshuoqilai。womengditaitou，kandaoduimianqiangshangdeyingzixunsuhuifuzhengchang。
danjiuzaineiyishunjian，woquexintabishijidewoyaogaojilimi。“chulai！”woduizhekongqidahan，
shengyinzaikongkuangdefangzilihuidang。meiyouhuiying，zhiyousiyibandejijing。wozhuaqirijibenchongxialou，
juedinglikequzhaokenengzhidaoxiaoyaxialuoderen。gaozhongshidebanzhurenwanglaoshihaizhuzailaochengqu。kandaowoshi，
tajingyadituiletuilaohuajing：“linshen？zhenshihaojiubujianle！”womianqianghanxuanjiju，
zhibenzhuti：“wanglaoshi，ninhaijidesuxiaoyama？womenbiyehouzaimeilianxi，woxiangzhidaotahoulaizenmeyangle。
”wanglaoshidebiaoqingturanbiandeguguai：“xiaoya？ta...tabushibiyeneinianjiuqushilema？
”woruzaoleiji：“shenme？bukeneng！womenmingmingyiqipaibiyezhao，
tahaishuoyaoqubeijingdudaxue...”wanglaoshibeishangdiyaotou：“chehuo，jiuzaibiyedianlihouyizhou。
nidangshishoudaohendadaji，zhuyuanzhiliaoleyigeyue。zheixienidoubujidele？”wodiezuozaiyizishang，
danaoyipiankongbai。xiaoyasile？shinianle，wojingranwanquanwangjilezheijianshi？“nifumudangshihendanxinni，
”wanglaoshijixushuo，“yishengshuozheishichuangshanghouyingjizhangai，nixuanzexingyiwangleneiduanjiyi。
”wohuanghudilikaiwanglaoshijia，jietounihongdengdeguangyingzaiyanqianmohuchengyipian。ruguoxiaoyazaoyibuzairenshi，
neizheixieniandejiyishizenmehuishi？woyiweidechulian，neixietianmidehuiyi，nandaodoushiwodehuanxiang？
huidaolaofangzi，wofengkuangdifanzhaobiyejiniance。zaibanjiheyingzhong，xiaoyamingmingjiuzhanzaiwopangbian，xiaodecanlan。
wozhaodaobiyewanhuideshipinguangpan，zaijiudiannaoshangbofang——huamianzhong，wohexiaoyayiqitiaowu，
jieshoutongxuemendeqihongzhufu。zheiyiqierucizhenshi，zenmekenengshijiade？dandangwozixiguankanshipinshi，
faxianleguiyizhichu：shipinzhongdexiaoyacongweizhijieyuqitarenhudong，tadeshenyingzaimouxiezhenzhonglvexiantouming，
youshishenzhihuichuxianduanzandexiaoshi。zuikepadeshi，zaishipindemouyike，
dang“xiaoya”zhuantouduizhejingtouweixiaoshi，
tadeyingzizaiqiangshangqingxidibileyige“ye”deshoushi——yuwozaijiankongzhongkandaoderuchuyizhe。
lenghanjintoulewodehoubei。zheimeduonianlai，woyizhizaiyuyigehuanyingtanlianai？shenzhibiyehoude“fenshou”，
douzhishiwoqianyishichuangzaodeqingjie？woturanmingbaileshenme，chonghuigelou，zhongxinfankanneibenguiyideriji。
zaizilixingjian，wozhaodaolexiansuo：rijizhongde“wo”jingchangtidao“womenzhongyuyiyangle”，
yiji“tajianghuimingbai，gudushizuihaodebaohuse”。yigekepadecaixiangfuxianzainaohai：zheigeyingzi，
zheigedoppelgänger，huibuhuijiushixiaoyadeguihunsuohua？huozhegengzao，
shiwozijiyinweiwufajieshoutadesiwangerfenliechudedierrenge？yeshenle，
wojingpilijindidaozaitongnianwoshidechuangshang，rijibentanzaixiongqian。banmengbanxingjian，
woganjueyourenzaiqingqingfumowodetoufa，shuxierwenrou。“xiaoya？”womimihuhudihuandao。fumotingzhile。
woqiangpozijizhengkaiyanjing，kandaochuangtoujushangdejingzili，wodeyingzizhenghuanhuanshouhuishou，
lianshangdaizhexiaoyateyoudeqiaopixiaorong。ranhou，tayongkouxingwushengdishuo：“yongyuanzaiyiqi。
”wojianjiaozhezasuijingzi，suipianhuashangleshou。xianxuedizaidibanshang，xingchengyitananhongsedewuzi。zaidengguangxia，
neitanxuedeyansesihubizhengchangdeyaoanyixie，jihujiejinheise。jiexialaidesantian，wobimenbuchu，
zixiyanjiuneibenrijihesuoyouyuxiaoyayouguandewupin。jianjiandi，
yigekepadezhenxiangfuchushuimian：xiaoyaqueshizaibiyeneinianqushi，erwoyinweiwufajieshouzheigeshishi，
chuangzaoleyige“tazhuanxuelikai”dexujiajiyi。dangenglingrenbuandeshi，
rijianshizheige“yingzi”yijingcunzaiduonian，shenzhikenengzaixiaoyaqushiqianjiuyijingchuxian。
youyiyexiedao：“jintiantiyuke，tashuaidaole，woqueganjuebudaotengtong。yuanlaiyingzishibuhuishoushangde。
”zheijuhuarangwoxiangqigaozhongshideyiciyiwai：wozaitiaogaoshishuaishang，xigaifenglewuzhen。danqiguaideshi，
woqingchudijideshuaidaodeshunjian，quemeiyourenhetengtongdejiyi。nandaoneigeshihou，yingzijiuyijingcunzaile？
disitianqingchen，menlingxiangle。touguomaoyan，wokandaoyigeyixiangbudaoderen：chenhao。“nizenmezhaodaozheilide？
”wokaimenhoujingyadiwen。“nimashengqianjiguowobeiyongyaochi，paninatianchushi。”chenhaodaliangzhewo，
“kanlaitashiduide。nikanqilaizaotoule。”worangtajinwu，jianyaoshuominglefaxian：xiaoyadesiwang，
wodeshiyi，yijiyingzikenengyutayouguan。chenhaodebiaoqingcongdanyoubianweizhenjing：“linshen，zheitaifengkuangle。
jishixiaoyazhende...qushile，neiyezhishigebeiju，gennideyingziyoushenmeguanxi？
”wonachurijibenjitakan。chenhaofanlejiye，meitouyuezhouyuejin：“zheibiji...henshuxi。
”“nijianguo？”tachensipianke，turanliansedabian：“zheikanqilaixiangshixiaoyadebiji！
”womenfanchuxiangzilixiaoyadeqingshuduibi，guoran，rijidebijiyuqingshushangderuchuyizhe。“danzheibukeneng，
”chenhaoshengyinzhandou，“xiaoyayijing...erqiezheishiniderijiben。”woturanxiangqishenme，
chongjinwoshinachubiyejiniance，fandaobanjitongxunluneiyiye。zaixiaoyademingzipangbian，
qingxidiyinzhetadeshengri：1994nian3yue15ri。erwodeshengrishi1994nian3yue14ri。
womenzhichayitian。yigehuangdanerkepadeniantoujizhonglewo：ruguoyingzibushixiaoyadeguihun，
yebushiwodefenlierenge，ershimouzhonggenggulaodecunzai？mouzhongliyongwomenduibicidezhinianershitihuadedongxi？
neitianwanshang，wozuolegeguiyidemeng。mengzhong，wohexiaoyazhanzaigaozhongxiaoyuandeyinghuashuxia，
tadexiaorongmingliangeryoushang。“linshen，nibixufangshoule，”mengzhongdexiaoyashuo，
“fouzetahuiyongyuankunzhuwomenliangge。”“tashishenme？yingzishishenme？
”xiaoyadeshenyingkaishibiandetouming：“takewangchengweizhenshi，ernidezhinianjiletaliliang。jizhu，
youxiejiexianbugaibeikuayue...”wojingxingshi，yueguangtouguochuanghusazaidibanshang。meiyoukaidengdefangjianli，
wodeyingzibeiladezhangzhangde，zhizhifangmenfangxiang。woshunzhefangxiangkanqu，faxianfangmenxuyanzhe，
waimianchuanlaixiweidexiangdong。xiaoxinyiyidizoudaomenkou，wokandaolezhongshennanwangdeyimu：ketingli，
yigeyuwoyimoyiyangderenzhengzaipaocha，dongzuoshuliandefangfotacaishizheifangzidezhuren。“nixingle？
”“wo”zhuanguotou，luchuyigeyouhaodeweixiao，“yaohechama？”disanzhangjingzhongguiyingwojiangzaimenkou，
xueyefangfoshunjianninggu。ketinglineige“wo”shentaiziruo，jiuxiangzheishizaizhengchangbuguodechangjing。“nishishei？
”wodeshengyinsiya。“wojiushinia。”“ta”qingxiao，diguoyibeicha，“huozheshuo，
woshinixiwangchengweideneigeren。”womeiyoujiechabei，
sisidingzheneizhangyuwobiewuerzhidelian：“xiaoyazainali？”“ta”dexiaorongningguleyishun，
suijihuifuziran：“xiaoyayizhidouzai。zainidejiyili，zaiwodecunzaizhong。”dengguangxia，
“ta”deyingzizhengchangditouzaidibanshang。dandangwoyidongshi，
wofaxianleyigekepadexijie：zheigejiamaozhedeyingziyushitidedongzuoyouweixiaodebutongbu，
jiuxiangjiankongshipinzhongneigeyichangdeyingzi。“nishiwodeyingzi。”woquexindishuo。“yingzi？bu，
”“ta”yaotou，“woshigengwanzhengdecunzai。woshiniyiwangdebufen，shinibuganmianduideziwo。
”“ta”xiangqianyibu，dengguangzhaoliangle“ta”debojing。neiliyouyidaodandandebahen，
shiwogaozhongshishoushuliuxiade。zheigemaopaihuolianzheizhongxijiedoufuzhile。“nidaodixiangyaoshenme？
”wohoutuiyibu，shouqiaoqiaomoxiangkoudailideshouji。“henjiandan，”“ta”shuo，“woxiangyaohuoxiaqu。
zhenzhengdihuoxiaqu，zouzaiyangguangxia，beisuoyourenrenkewei‘linshen’。”“ranhouni？qudaiwo？”“qudai？
bu，shironghe。”“ta”deyanshenturanbiandekuangre，“xiangxiangyixia，linshen。nibuzaigudu，buzaiyouruodian。
womenkeyichengweizuiwanmeidecunzai。”womengdianxiashoujidejinjibohaojian，chenhaodehaomashiyushedekuaijiejian。
xiwangtanengyishidaobuduijing。“ta”sihuchajuelewodexiaodongzuo，danbingbuzuzhi：“jiaosheilaidoumeiyong，
chenhaozhihuirenweinide‘bingqing’gengyanzhongle。”dianhuajietongle，wodashengshuo：“chenhao，kuailailaofangzi！
yougemaochongwoderenzaizheili！”dianhuaneitouchenmopianke，ranhouxiangqichenhaokunhuodeshengyin：“linshen？
nihaihaoma？wojiuzaiketinga。”wolengzhu，kanxiangjiamaozhe。“ta”juqishou，
shouzhongnazheyibuzhengzaitonghuazhongdeshouji——neishiwodeshouji。“kanlainidepengyourenweiwocaishizhenzhengdelinshen。
”“ta”weixiaozheshuo，shengyinyuwoyimoyiyang。dianhuabeiguaduanle。jimiaozhonghou，wodeshoujixiangqi，
pingmushangxianshizhe“chenhao”demingzi。wozhandouzhejieting，chenhaojiaojideshengyinchuanlai：“linshen？
nigangcaishuoshenme？wojiuzailaofangziketing，zheilizhiyouwoyigerena！”wotaitoukanxiangketing，
neigejiamaozheyijingbujianle。fangfogangcaideyiqiedoushiwodehuanjue。“wo...wokenengzuoemengle。
”womianqianghuida，guaduandianhua。huangusizhou，ketingkongwuyiren，
zhiyouyibeihaizaimaoreqidechazhengminggangcaibushihuanjue。wozoujinchaji，faxianchabeipangfangzheyizhangzitiao，
shangmianshishuxidebiji：“mingtianxiawusandian，muxiaoyinghuashuxia，womenzuogeleduan。
”zitiaobeimianhuazheyigejiandandexiaolian，
zuijiaoshangyangdehudurangwobuhanerli——neizhengshixiaoyadebiaozhixingxiaorong。neiyiyewowumian，
zuozaiketingzhidaotianming。chenxitouguochuanghushi，wozuochulejueding：wulunzheigeyingzishishenme，wodouyaomianduita，
jieshuzheichangemeng。diertianxiawu，wotiqianlaidaomuxiao。yinghuashuyiranzhifanyemao，zhishiwushirenfei。
wozhanzaishuxia，huiyiqiyuxiaoyazaizheilidediandiandidi——huozheshuo，woziyiweidehuiyi。“nihenzhunshi。
”shenhouchuanlaishengyin。wozhuanshen，zaicikandaoneigejiamaozhe。yangguangxia，“ta”deshenyingqingxishizai，
meiyourenhetoumingdejixiang。“zhishuoba，nidaodishishenme？”wodandaozhiru。
“ta”tanlekouqi：“woshuoguole，woshinixiwangchengweideren。gengzhunquedishuo，
woshiniyinweixiaoyadesierchuangzaochude‘wanmeibanben’。”“jieshiqingchu。”“haijidexiaoyaqushihou，
niyouduotongkuma？”“ta”qingshengshuo，“niwufajieshouxianshi，
yushiqianyishichuangzaoleyigetidaipin——yigeyongyuanbuhuilikaini、yongyuanbuhuishanghainide‘wanmeibanlv’。
dannibumanzuyuci，nixiwangzijiyenengbiandewanmei，peideshangzheiduanganqing。”“ta”xiangqianyibu：“yushi，
nifenliechulewo。woshinilixiangzhongdeziji：jianqiang、zixin、yongyuanbuhuibeiqinggansuokun。duonianlai，
woyizhizainishenbian，guancha、xuexi、chengzhang。zhidaozuijin，wozhongyuqiangdadaokeyishitihuale。
”zheifanhuarangwoxiangqixinlixueshangde“tulpa”gainian——tongguoqianglieyinianchuangzaochudeshiti。
danneishiweikexue，bushima？“ruguonishiwochuangzaode，weishenmehuiyouzijideyishi？
weishenmeyaoweixiequdaiwo？”“yinweisuoyoushengmingdoukewangcunzai，”“ta”deyanshenbiandebingleng，
“wobuxiangyongyuanhuozainideyinyingxia。woyaozhenzhengdihuozhe。”yuanchuchuanlaixiake**，
xueshengmenluxuzouchujiaoxuelou。jigexueshengxiangwomentoulaihaoqidemuguang，xianranzhuyidaolelianggeyimoyiyangderen。
“kan，tamennengtongshikandaowomen。”jiamaozheweixiaozheshuo，“zheiyiweizhewoyijingzugouzhenshile。
”yigedadandeniantoushanguowodenaohai：ruguozheigeshitishiyinweiwodezhinianercunzai，
neimedangwozhenzhengjieshouxiaoyadesiwang，fangxiaguoqushi，tashifoujiuhuixiaoshi？wobishangyanjing，
nulihuiyibiyeneitianzhenzhengdechangjing：bushiwoyiweidetianmigaobie，
ershijiedaodianhuatongzhixiaoyasixundeshunjian；bushichengnuobaochilianxi，
ershizaizanglishangwufayizhidetongku...dangwozhongxinzhengkaiyanjingshi，
yanqiandejiamaozhesihubiandemohuleyixie。“meiyongde，”“ta”lengxiao，“woyijingtaiqiangdale，
buzaiyilainidexinniancunhuo。”jigexueshengyuezouyuejin，zhizhewomenqieqiesiyu。wobixujinkuaijieshuzheiyiqie。
“xiaoyayijingsile。”wodashengshuo，jishiduijiamaozhe，yeshiduiziji，“tayongyuanbuhuihuilaile。
wosuohuainiande，zhishiwozijichuangzaodehuanying。”jiamaozhedeshenxinghuangdongleyixia，xiangxinhaobuliangdedianshihuamian。
danhenkuaiyouwendingxialai。“zhenshiganren，”“ta”jifengdao，“danniyiweizheimejiandanjiunengbaituowo？
taitianzhenle。”“ta”turanxiangqian，zhuazhuwodeshouwan。chuganzhenshierbingleng。“ganshouyixia，linshen。
woshizhenshide，binigengzhenshi。yinweiwobushouqinggandeshufu，buhuiyinweishiquertongku。”woshituzhengtuo，
dan“ta”deliliangdadejingren。gengkepadeshi，zai“ta”jiechuwodeshunjian，
yixiemoshengdejiyiyongruwodenaohai：wokandao“ziji”zaishenyedejiedaoshangyoudang，
kandao“wo”duizhejiankongshexiangtouweixiao，
kandao“wo”zairijibenshangxiexianeixielingrenmaogusongrandejuzi...zheixiebushiwodejiyi，
queshitongguowodeyanjingkandaodejingxiang。“zheixie...shishenme？”wojiannandiwen。
“zheishigongxiangkaishidebiaozhi，”“ta”deshengyindaizheshenglidexiyue，“henkuai，womenjiangbuzaiyouqubie。
wohuiyongyounidesuoyoujiyi，nihuijieshouwodesuoyoujingli。womenzhongjiangheerweiyi。”yuanchu，
wokandaolechenhaojicongcongpaolaideshenying。taxianrantingxueshengshuoleyoulianggeyimoyiyangderen，ganlaikangejiujing。
“linshen！”chenhaozaiyuanchuhandao，kunhuodikanzhewomenliangge。jiuzaizheiyifenshenzhiji，
jiamaozheturansongshouhoutui，dashengduichenhaoshuo：“xiaoxin！tashimaochongde！”chenhaolengzaiyuandi，kankanwo，
youkankanjiamaozhe，xianranwufafenbian。“chenhao，shiwo！”wojimangshuo，“jidedaxueshinizhuineigenvsheng，
shiwobangnixiedeqingshu！”jiamaozhetongshikaikou：“chenhao，taduqulewodejiyi！jidequniannilihunshi，
shiwopeiniheleyiyedejiu！”chenhaodebiaoqinggengjiakunhuo，zheiliangjianshidoushizhende，
danfenbiefashengzaibutongshiqi。woyishidaozheishigexianjing：zheigejiamaozhebujinmofanglewodewaimao，
haiqiequlewodejiyi。tazhunbeiderucichongfen，xianranxumouyijiu。“tashoushangyoubahen，
”woturanxiangqiyigexijie，“jinzaowobuxiaoxintangshangde！”chenhaokanxiangwomenliangrendeshou。woshenchuzuoshou，
shoubeishangqueshiyouyikuaixinxiandehongzhong。erjiamaozheshenchushou——wanmeiwuxia。“kanlaizhenxiangdabaile。
”chenhaosonglekouqi，xiangwozoulai。danjiuzaizheiyishunjian，