《最后的离别是忏悔》 小说介绍
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woqufeizhouzuocishan,queyudaokongbufenzitouzhidingshizhadan。
jinshengwufenzhong,wojiliyedaqudianhua,xiangjiliuxiayiyangaosuta,woaita。
shitongdianhua,wuyijietong。
zuihouyifenzhong,wofaletiaopengyouquantiqiangongbuzijideyiyan。
benyizuohaofusidezhunbei,zaibaozhaqianbeichaidanzhuanjiajiejiulexialai。
daizhesilitaoshengdexiyuedakaishoujizhunbeibaoxi,quekandaopengyouquanpinglunquliyehaoyouqingyisefalaidechaofeng。
[xianzaidounayiyanlaiweixieyegele?kexitagenbenbuhuizaihunisihuo。]
[yegemangzhepeilinyaoqujitachongwugoudazhenni,nayoukongdalini。]
zheiyike,fenshoudejuexinjiandinglexialai。
1.
sangeyuezuocishandeshijianruqierzhi,wotashanglehuiguodelvtu。
zaijijiangbashoujidiaochengfeixingmoshiqian,woyoudakaileheliyedeliaotianyemian。
yidapianfachuqudexinxi,erhuifudeyitiaomeiyou。
tuichuweixinzhiji,wokandaolebailinyaogengxindepengyouquan。
zhaopianshitaheliyelianggeren,tahuaizhongbaozheyizhibixiong,erliyemanhanaiyidemuguangluozaitashenshang。
wenanshi“yijiasankou”。
liyesanfenzhongqianpinglun,[wozuiaidebaobao~]
tadepengyouqingyisedoushizhufudepinglun,heduiwojieranxiangfan。
kanjianliyedepinglun,wochechuyimokuxiao。
xianglianqinian,tacongweilaiwodepengyouquanliuxiajirenhepinglun。
gengbuyuanyirangwojiangtafabuzaipengyouquanli,shuobuxiangbierenduiwomendeganqingzhizhidiandian。
zuiaineilianggeziyan,rangwogandaowubifengci。
neixieshichendahaidexinxi,wozhongyuwufazaiziqiqirendoushiyinweiliyemang。
yitianyiye,huidaojiashiwoyijingjinpilijinle。
dakaijiamen,meiyouyiwaidiliyebingbuzaijia。
yiwaideshi,jialiduoleyitiaogou。
mandidoushibeisichedezhizhang,haiyougoucaidejiaoyin,shafabeifandeluanzaozaode。
wolengzhuleliangmiaozhong,huanghuxiangqibailinyaodepengyouquan,neizhigoushitade。
yijinmen,gouduiwokuangfeibuyi,wohaipadebugantajinmen,zhanzaimenkousesefadou。
dengdaineizhigoujiaoleile,zijihuidaolongzhongshuijue,caixiaoxinyiyijinlejiamen。
jinlewoshixiangyaoshuiyijue。
meiduojiu,jiamenbeidakai,suizhishiliyebaozhegouchongdaowoshilainubukeechongzhewosihou,
“chengfei!nibagouguanzheganshenme?tacaidalezhenhuilaiyishengshuoyaorangtafangsonghuier!”
woxianqiyanpikanzhetahanlengrubingdeyanshen,jieshizhe,
“womeiyouguanta,shitazijijinqude。”
liyeningzhemeitoukanqilaigengjiashengqile。
tajianggoufangdaoledishang,rangtasuiyizaiwoshisichechuanglianbuzuozuzhi,
“niyiweiwohuixinma?linyaorangwobangtazhaogugou,yaoshitazhidaonizheimeduiluckygenwoshengqile,wogennimeiwan!”
wochuixiayanpijianglianbiequleyibian,xindijuedefengciwubi。
sangeyuemeiyoujianmian,caitarujiamen,meiyouguanxinmeiyouxinxi,weileyizhigoujiangwomadegouxuelintou。
buguo,zixixiangxiang,bijingneishibailinyaodegou。
wozailiyexinzhong,liantadegoudouganbushang。
bixiongsahuandizaiwoshilikuangben,huranmengdichaochuangshangkuangfeiqilai,bawohedezuoleqilai。
wojinzhangdanyoudikanxiangliye,jiqiediqiuta,
“nengbunengbagouxianbaochuqu?”
liyeyizaimenshangwanquanmeibawodehuadanghuishi,shenzhihaiduibixiongkuajiang,
“luckyzuodehao!jiushiyaozheiyangchengfaeren!”
hualuodaowodeerbian,wodexinhaoxiangbeizhenzhaleyixia,zhenggerenquansuozaibeizilihaipadefadoukuchulesheng。
zhidaoshifenzhonghou,liyecaijianggoubaodaolehuaizhongwangwaizou。
临走前,嗤笑着说,
“chengfei,nanguainixiaoshihoubierenqifunifanggouyaoni,xiangnizheimedaiduderenbubeixiaodongwuxihuanshihuogaide。”
woshilazhechuanglianmeikaideng,jiangwolongzhaozaiheianzhong。
wozhandouzhechechufenkuxiao,liyeguoranshiliye,zuizhidaoshuoshenmenengrangworuzuozhenzhan。
2.
zaiwoqisuideshihou,beinantongxueqifu,fangleyitiaodagouzhuizhewoyao。
woyifubeisichelanle,beihedeyilukuangbendiedaojicihunshenyuqing,duozaitianqiaoledengdaobanyegoulikailecaiganzhanzhanweiweihuilejia。
neijianshiqingzhihou,woduigouchanshengleshenshendeyinying。
liyetingwanzheijianshiqingdeshihou,xintengdibaozhewo,leizhumeiyouduanguo,tashuo,
“feifei,yihouwobaohuni,yougouchuxiandeshihou,wohuidangzainideshenqian。”
wojidehenqingchu,tahaishuo,yongyuanbuhuirangwohuixiangqineixieshiqing。
shishishang,tayequeshizuodaole。
zhishaoqianwunianshizheiyangde。
xiaoquyouyangzhedaxingquandezhuhu,liyesuoxingzhijiemailedongbieshurangwobanjinlai。
meicichuqu,tahuixianzaiwangshangsousuo,zheiduanluhuibuhuiyouliugourenshi。
yudaodaxingquandeshihou,tahuiwojinwodeshoumanmandangzaiwodeshenqian,qingshenganfuwo,
“feifeibupa,woyongyuandouzai。”
woxiangguoliyebianxin,wohuishiwanghuisixin,haiyoukenenghuieyuxiangjia。
quemeixiangguo,tanengneimeqingyiyongwodeyinyinglaifengciwo。
fanlaifuqushuibuzhe,tingjianketinglidedongjing,woqilechuangzoulechuqu。
rangwogandaoyiwaideshi,liyezhengzaidasaojiali,haihenzixidibawomenhezhaodexiangkuangcadehenzixi。
kandaowochulaichaowoyixiao,zhangkaishuangbeichaowoerlai,
“qilaile?wobajializizixixidasaoganjingle,zheiyangnihuibuhuixinqinghaodian?”
tawozaiwodejingwoli,taohaodixiaoshengshuo,
“duibuqi,gangcaishiwotaidubuhao,bugaiduinishuoneixiehuade。”
wotuiletuita,hetachekaijuli,dandandishuo,“shuodouyijingshuole。”
zheici,womeizaishuomeiguanxi。
yijingshuochukoudedongxi,meiyourenhekeyizaiwanhuideyudile。
liyezhanglezhangchun,haixiangzaishuodianshenme,dianhuaquexiangleqilai,
“hao,nizhanzhebiedong,daihuiwojiuguolai。”
tingtaneigewenrouchongnideyuqi,jiuzhidaoduimianderenkendingshibailinyao。
guaduandianhua,taminzhechundinglewoliangmiao,zuizhongzhishiliuxiaqingpiaopiaodeyiju,
“duibuqifeifei,gongsiyoushi,dengwomangwanhuilaizaibuchangnihaobuhao?”
woziguzizaishafashangzuolexialai,yuqiruchang,
“没事。”
liyedalianglewoliangyan,youxiangguolaibaowo。
baolidedianhuajicuxiangzhe,tadunledongzuo,youyuliangmiaojietongdianhuaduineitouqingshenghong,
“laila,mashangdaizhezanmenbaobaolaila。”
zhihoumanlianxiaoyi,zaiwurenhekuijiulinzheyifudaizhegouchulemen。
wodakailecishanjigoufuzerendeduihuakuang,faqulexinxi,
[woxiangqianqufeizhoucishanzhudiwuniandehetong。]
neibianhenkuaihuifu,[zheibianyijingweinindengjihaole,ninzhunbeihaohuzhao,houtianjiukeyiqicheng。]
huifuhaozhihou,woyoukandaobailinyaofabudepengyouquan。
zheici,shitaheliyequlegongyuanliugou。
liyezaitashenbianxiandeneimewennuanxingfu,lianlianshangdouyangyizherumuchunfeng。
buxiangzaiwoshenbian,luchugexiaorongdoushijiannanshi。
tadepengyouhaishizhaochangzhufupinglun,yougerenhaizaixiamiantiqilewo。
[linyaojie,haishiduokuilenibazanmenyegedexinjijiuhuole,tazaineigenvdeshenbianchengtianyaosibuhuodeyangziwokanledouxinteng。]
wochelechezuijiao,liyepengyouyiweishiwosichanlandazhuidaodeliye,suoyisihaobuzunzhongwo。
其实事实并非如此。
我和他在大学相遇。
liyezhuiqiulewozhengzhengyiniandeshijian,gezhongsonghuasongzaocan。
daiwoqutingyipiaonanqiudeyanchanghui,jiwobaomingqianjinnanqiudegangqinke。
tadaiwozaihubiankanxingxing,shuodengwomenjiehunneitian,tayaomaixiayikeyiwodemingzimingming。
womenpanpaguosiqianmihaibadexueshan,queyangdeqingkuangxia,tabazuihouyiguanyangqijilewo。
zaiyiqihou,tahaizhaolvshizuolegongzheng,yaoshiwomenjiehunle,buguanshisheitichulihun,tadoujingshenchuhu。
tashoushangyouzhejinshiyidezichan,nengzuodaozheigedibu,shibaozhexieshouyishengdejuexinle。
xiangdaoneifenchengnuo,wobujinfaxiao。
zaimeizailongzhongdeshiyanchengnuoyouyoushenmeyongni,tayoubuhuigenwojiehun。
tapengyouduiwodeqingmieyane,henduocirangwonanshoubuyi。
wobuzhiyicitichuguo,tapengyouzheiyangzuo,wobugaoxing。
taquebunaifandishuo,“nixiangrangwoshuoshenme?zheibushizaiweinanwoma?tamenjiuzhishixihuankaiwanxiaoeryi。”
woduoshaocianweiziji,tazhishibijiaozhongqingyi。
yiciciqiangpozijixiaohuaduineixiesuoweiwanxiaodebuman。
danhenkuaijiubeixianshijipoleyipenlengshui。
bailinyaohuiguozhihou,taqinzizulegefanju。
dangzhesuoyoupengyoudemianshuo,yaoshisheigantidangnianbailinyaopaoqitachuguodeshiqinglaiweinanta,tajueduibuhuifangguoneigeren。
tashuo,bailinyaoshitazuizhongyaoderen,buyunxurenherenbuzunzhongta。
wobujideshizenmeaoguoyiwofengqihongshenghezhufushengde。
zhijideyizhizaidongkuai,quemeichangdaobandianweidao。
rutongjiaola,nanyixiayan。
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wobanhaoleqianzheng,dinghaolejipiao。
huijiabadongxishoushihao,jiukeyilikaile。
gangcaijiamen,faxianmenwaibeirengleyiduiyifuheyongpin,quanshiwodedongxi。
tuimenerru,jialineixiexiangkuanghezhaotongtongxiaoshibujian,querdaizhihuanshangleliyehebailinyaodezhaopian。
woshilidaizhejiaoxiaodenvrenzoulechulai,shibailinyao。
tadaizheyidadailajidaichulai,suishouwangdixiayireng,xiaozheduiliyeshuo,
“aye,fangjianlidelajiyetaiduole,wobangniquanbushoushile,daihuidaichuqudiudiao!”
kandaowodeshunjian,tayouxiejingya,huanlefuxiluotiaoxindexiaorong,
“feifei,nizenmelaile?”
wowangzhetachenshanxianeimohongsedeaimeihenji。
lajidailishiwoheliyedeqinglvtuoxie、yifu、yashua,shenzhizhaopian。
cengjingbeiwohetashiruozhenbaodedongxi,tongtongzhuangjinlelajidai。
wochelechezuijiao,huidui,
“这是我家。”
bailinyaolianseyibian,zoudaoleliyeshenbianweiqubabadishuo,
“aye,nihaimeihechengfeishangliangma?tashibushiduiwoyoushenmeyijiana?”
liyelanzhutadeyao,qingshenganfuzhe,
“tazenmeganduiniyouyijian?buyonggentashangliang,rangtashoushidongxigunjiushile。”
zhuanerheizheliannizhewo,meijianshanshuozhebinglengbunai,yuqiburongzhihui,
“nidongxizaimenkouzijishoushiyihoubanchuqu,linyaojialitaixiaoleluckydehuanyigedadehuanjing,yihoutabanlaizheilizhu。”
wozhengzhuleliangmiao,buganxiangxinzheihuashitashuode。
suoyounengzhanshiwoheliyeguanxidedongxiquanbubeirengdaolelajitong。enaixingfudehenjiquanbuhuanchengletayubailinyaodeyiqie。
ruofeijialidadaxiaoxiaodezhuangshishiwoqinshoubuzhide。
wodouhuihuaiyizheibushiwozhulewuniandejia。
haijidegangbandaozheierlaishi。
liyeshuo,zheiliyaowoqinshoubuzhi,yinweiweilai,shiwomendehunfang。
xianzaiqueweilebailinyaoyanggouchaichulesuoyouwomenxiangaiguodehenji。
还将我赶这里。
mingmingzaojiuxinsi,keyanleihaishibuzhengqididazhuan,gengyankanxiangta,
“liye,nimaizheidongbieshudemudeshishenme,nihaijidema?”
liyemeixinzhoulezhou,xiaebengchengyitiaoxian,liansebutaihaokan。
xianran,tashixiangqilailede。
zhishixiayimiao,bailinyaobaozhetadeshoudiashengdiaqidisajiao,
“zenmelemaaye,shiwoheluckybunengbanjinlaima?bushishuoyihouzanmenyijiasankouzhuzaizheilima?”
liyejinzhoudemeixinshuzhankai,chongnidirouleroutadetou,
“dangran,dayingguonideshiqingkendingbuhuifanhui。”
zhuanlian,duizhewoyingshengyingqididihou,
“nibienayiqiandeshilaiche!xianzailinyaoxuyaowo,wojiubixubangta!”
“nidedongxiquanburengzaimenkoule,daihuidaizhenidexingli,zijibandaochengjiaoneitaofangziquzhu!”
bailinyaotingdaotaduizijideweihu,xiaodedeyi,xixiaozheshuo,
“feifei,neijiuzhinengweiqunila,daihuizoudeshihoujidebazheixielajidaizourengdiaoe!”
wokanzheliyeyaneditilejiaolajidai,limiandeqinglvjiezhidiaozaitajiaobian。
taningzhemeimanlianxianqitikai。
wolengxiaolesheng,benxiangzuoyichangtimiandedaobie。
kexianzai,haiyoushenmehaoshuodeni。
zaiduodehuadoushiziquqirueryi。
jifengdiqianqichunjiao,woshensedanmo,
“buyongnigan,wobenlaiyizaoyezhunbeihaolikaide,zhunihebailinyaozaizheidongbieshulibaitoudaolao。”
womaibuyaozou,liyehudizhuaizhuwodeshou,dengzheyanzhiwen,
“你什么意思?!”
wolengzhelianzhengtuokaita,zhengzhongqishididuitaxuanbu,
“wodeyisishi,womenfenshou,yihouyongyuanbiezaijian。”
 
                 最后的离别是忏悔
                                最后的离别是忏悔