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yinghuashuxiajiebaishi,tamenshuoyaozuowoyongyuandejiaren。zhuanxueshengzhoumuyanchuxianhou,wodeguanxinchenglefudan。
“linche,bienaqingmeizhumadangjiasuo。”tamenhuzaizhoumuyanshenqian。
zhidaowozhuangjianzhoumuyanbozishangguazhemuqindeyinghuaxianglian。“tamensongde,shuohenchenwo。
”tazhijianbonongzhezhuiziqingxiao。wodiandiantou,zhuanshenxiaoshidewuyingwuzong。sangeyuehou,
yiyuanzoulangcimudeguangxia,tamenzuanzhewozhongduyiyudezhenduanshufadou。
zhoumuyandexinxiaoxizaixuweiweishoujishangtiaochu:“nile,fenshoufeidanikashang。
”zhenduanshuriqishitamensongxiangliandeqianyitian。---wuhoudefengdaizhesiyueteyoudenuanyi,
juanqijipianlingluodewanyinghuaban,qingpiaopiaodiluozailinchejiantou。taxiayishiditaitou,
muguangjingzhunditouxianggaozhongbujiaoxuelousanlouzuidongbiandeneigechuangkou——gaoyi(san)bankaozoulangdeweizhi。
kongdangdangde。bolichuangfanshezheguoyumingliangdeyangguang,ciderenyanjingfasuan。guoqushinianli,
jihumeiyigezheiyangdechunriwuhou,neishanchuangqiandouhuizhunshitanchusangeshuxideshenying。
suqingzongshizuihuopodeneige,zhadegaogaodemaweibiansuizhetadafududehuishoudongzuoshuailaishuaiqu,
shengyinqingcuidinenggaiguozhenggecaochangdexuannao:“linche!zheibian!kanwomen!”xuweiweihuianjingdizhanzaitapangbian,
zhangfabeifengchuiqijilv,lianshangdaizhewenruandexiaoyi,yeqingqingzhaoshou。chenxuezebaozheshoubei,duanfaliluo,
shenqingzongshikukude,danyanshenlideshurenhexiaoyipianbuleren。tamenhuijizaiyiqi,
duizhelouxiagangzouchuchuzhongbujiaoxueloudelinche,hantademingzi,fenxiangyikuaitoutoudaijinjiaoshidelingshi,
huozhejinjinshiyigemoqideyanshenjiaohui。neishishuyutamensigerende、leidabudongdexiaoyishi。kejintian,
zhiyouguangtutudechuangkuang,kuangzheyifangguofenchengchedelantian,anjingdeyouxieyichang。neishanchuang,
xiangbeishengshengwandiaoleyikuai,tuwudikongzaineili。yisijiqixiweideseyi,xiangbeifengchuilaideyinghuarongmao,
qingqingsaoguolinchedexinjian。tachuixiayanjie,muguangluozaizijiganjingdefanbuxiexiejianshang,tingdunledagaibanmiao,
ranhoujixumaikaibuzi,yanzheneitiaobeidanfensehuabandianzhuideshuinilu,chaogaozhongbuzouqu。
huabanbeitadexiedinianguo,liuxiayidiandianbuyichajuedeshihen。gangzoudaogaozhongbulouxiadetaijie,
yizhenkuazhangde、daizhemingxiantaohaoyiweidexiaoshengjiuhaowuyuzhaodizhakai,yingshengshengsisuilewuhouyonglandeningjing。
linchedejiaobudunzhule。loutiguaijiaodeyinyingli,yiqunrencuyongzheyigeshenying。beizhongxingpengyuebanweizaizhongxinde,
zhengshineigezhuanxuelaihaibuzuyigeyuedezhoumuyan。taxieyizhebinglengdeqiangbi,xiaofuwaitaosongsongkuakuadipizhe,
luchuyijiejiagebufeidechaopaitxulingkou,zuijiaoqinzheyimomanbujingxindexiao,
sihuhenxiangshouzheizhongbeizhushihequyuedeganjue。weizhezhoumuyandesangeshenying,lincheshuxidebunengzaishuxi。
suqingzhengzhanzaizhoumuyanzhengduimian,yangzhelian,lianshangshilinchecongweijianguode、jinhuchongbaidecanlanxiaorong,
neixiaorongdenongduheredu,yuanchaoguoqushinianlitajilinchederenheyici。tashenzhidianqilejiaojian,
shouliniezheyikuaibaozhuangjingzhidejinkouqiaokeli,buyoufenshuodiwangzhoumuyanshoulisai,
shengyintiandefani:“muyannikuaichangchang!zheigechao——ji——nanmaide!wopailehaojiudeduini!
nikendingxihuan!”xuweiweizeanjingdizhanzaizhoumuyanshenceshaohouyidiandeweizhi,weiweidizhetou,
lianjiafanzhedandandehongyun。tameiyouxiangsuqingneiyangreliedibiaoda,dantadeyanshenxiangnianzailezhoumuyanshenshang,
zhuanzhuerwenshun。tashoulipengzheyibenzhanxinde、yikanjiujiagebufeide**banmanhua,
fengmianshangshizhoumuyanqianjitiansuikoutiguoyijuxihuandemougelengmenjiaose。taxiaoxindijiangshudiguoqu,
shengyinxixiruanruan:“muyan,shangci…tingnishuozaizhaozheige,woganghaokandao,jiu…jiumaile。
”chenxuezhanzaizhoumuyandelingyice,meiyouxiangsuqingneiyangkeyibiaoxian,yemeiyouxuweiweineizhonghanxiudaiqiedewenrou。
tazhishibaozheshoubei,duanfaxiadeshenqingyijiushiguanchangdelengjing,danneishuangruilideyanjingli,
cikeqingxidiyingzhezhoumuyandeshenying,daizheyizhongzhuanzhudeshenshihebuyichajuedexinshang。tameididongxi,
dantadezhanzi,taweiweiqianqingdeshentijiaodu,
douwushengdibiaomingletadelichang——tashuyuzheigeyizhoumuyanweizhongxindexiaoquanzi。jiuzaizheirenaodezhongxin,
zhoumuyandemuguangsuiyidisaoguorenqunwaiwei,qiahaozhuangshanglezhanzaijibukaiwaitaijiexiadelinche。
kongqifangfoningzhileyishun。zhoumuyanzuijiaoneimomanbujingxindexiaoyijiashenle,
daizheyizhonghaobuyanshide、jugaolinxiadewanwei。tameiyouyikaishixian,fanerxiangshiteyiyaoranglinchekanqingchu,
tataiqishou,zhijiansuiyidibonongleyixiacongchangkaidetxulingkouhuachulaideyitiaoxianglian。yinsedexilian,
zailoutijianyouxiehunandeguangxianxiafanzhelengguang。lianzimoduan,zhuizheyimeixiaoqiaodeyinghuazaoxingdiaozhui。
huabanshijidandefensefalang,huaruichuxiangqianzheyikejihukanbujiandesuizuan,jingzhidebuxiangfanpin。
neimeiyinghuadiaozhuisuizhetazhijiandebonong,zaisuogudeweizhiqingqinghuangdang。linchedetongkongzhouranshousuo!
neimeiyinghuadiaozhui——tarende!rendebunengzairende!neishitamuqinliuxiadeweiyiyiwu。muqinbingshiqian,
qinshoubatafangjintaxiaoxiaodezhangxin,yinghuabanbingliangdewendusihuhaicanliuzaijiyidepifushang。tashuo,
yinghuaduanzan,danniannianshengkai,jiuxiangtaduitadeai,yongbudiaoling。zheimeidiaozhui,tacongweilishen,shiruoshengming,
zhiyouzaixizaohuojulieyundongshi,caihuixiaoxinyiyidizhaixia,fangjinchoutizuishenchuyigepuzherongbudexiaohezili。
tazenmehui……chuxianzaizhoumuyandebozishang?yigubinglengdehanyishunjiancongjiaodicuanshangtouding,
lincheganjuequanshendexueyesihudouzaizheiyikeninggu、daoliu。
tasisididingzheneimeizaizhoumuyanzhijianhuangdongdeyinghuadiaozhui,zhijianbingliang,zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin,
dailaiyizhenjianruidecitong,quesihaoyabuzhuxindifanyongdejingtaohailang。suqingshunzhezhoumuyandemuguang,
yekandaoletaijiexiadelinche。talianshangdexiaorongjiangleyixia,
suijixunsubeiyizhonghunhezhegangahefangyudeshenqingqudai。taxiayishidichaozhoumuyankaojinleyixiaobu,
xiangshiyaoxingchengmouzhongbaohu。xuweiweiyekandaolelinche,tapengzhemanhuashudeshoumengdiyidou,shuchadiandiaoxiaqu。
tahuangluandidixiatou,lianjiadehongyunshunjiantunqu,biandeyouxiecangbai,shouzhijinjinkouzheguanghuadeshufengbianyuan,
buganzaikanlinchedeyanjing。chenxuezhishiweiweiculexiamei,
muguangzailinchecangbaidelianhezhoumuyanbozishangdexianglianzhijiankuaisusaoguo,zuichunminchengleyitiaolengdandezhixian,
meiyoukaikou,danneifenwushengdeshuligan,birenheyanyudougengciren。zhoumuyanjiangsanrendefanyingjinshouyandi,
chunjiaodexiaoyiyuefadeyi,daizheyizhongcanrendedongxihezhangkongde**。tafeidanmeiyoushoulian,
faneryingzhelinchejihuyaopenhuodemuguang,zhijianzaiciqingqingdanleyixianeimeiyinghuadiaozhui,
rangtahuangdongdefudugengdaleyixie。taweiweiceguotou,
yongyizhongbugaobudi、qiahaonengrangzhouweiyiquanrenbaokuolinchedoutingdeqingqingchuchudeyonglanyudiao,
qingxiaozhekaikou:“e,zheigea?”tazhijiannianzheneimeixiaoxiaodeyinghua,yuqiqingsongdexiangzaitanluntianqi,
“tingbiezhide,shibushi?tamensongde。”tamuguangyiyousuozhidisaoguoshenbiandesuqing、xuweiweihechenxue,
xiaorongjiashen,daizheyizhongxuanyaoshidecanren,“shuozheimeiyinghua,henchenwo。
”hong——linchezhijuedenaoziliyoushenmedongxichedizhakaile。
jianruideermingshengshunjiangaiguoleloutijianlisuoyoudeshengyin。tamensongde。henchenta。
meiyigezidouxiangcuiledudebingzhui,henhenzhajintahaowufangbeidexinzang,
shunjiandongjielesuoyoushituyongshanglaidezhiwenhefennu,zhishengxiayizhongjudade、huangmiude、lingrenzhixidekongmang。
xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu,ranhoumengditaokong,
liuxiayigehuhulouzhelengfengde、xueroumohudejudakulong。muqinlinzhongshiwenroudeyanshen,
yinghuashuxiasigexiaoxiaodeshenyinggouzheshouzhihan“yongyuanshiyijiaren”dezhinentongyin,
guoqushinianlineixieshubuqingde、shentouzaishenghuomeigefengxilideguanxinhepeiban……suoyouwennuanxianhuodehuamian,
zaizheiyikebei“tamensongde”sangeziqingyijidefensui,xiangbeikuangfengchuisandeshabao,
lianyidianhenjidoubukenliuxia。yuanlai,tazhenruoshengmingdemuqindeyiwu,tacongbulishendexinwu,zaitamenyanli,
buguoshiyijiankeyisuiyiquzou、yonglaitaohaolingyigerende“biezhi”wupin。yuanlai,suoweide“yongyuan”,
zaizhoumuyanchuxianhoudeduanduanyigeyueli,jiulianjiadaolezheizhongdibu。
judadehuangmiuganhemiedingdejuewangganxiangbinglengdehaishui,shunjianjiangtatunmei。tazhanzaitaijiexia,
yangguangluozaitashenshang,queganjuebudaoyisinuanyi,zhijuedehunshenbinglengcigu。
takanzhezhoumuyanbozishangneimeiciyandeyinghuadiaozhui,
kanzheneisangeshuxiyoumoshengdenvhailianshanghuogangahuoduobihuolengmodeshenqing,
kanzhetamenyibaohudezitaicuyongzaizhoumuyanshenbian……shijiezaitayanqianniuqu、tunse,
zhishengxianeimeihuangdongdeyinghua,xiangyizhibinglengde、chaofengdeyanjing。suoyoudezhiwen,suoyoudefennu,
suoyoudetongku,doukazailehoulongli,dudetaxiongkoujutong,queyigeziyetubuchulai。youshenmedongxi,
zaixiongqiangshenchuchedisuiliele,fachuzhiyoutazijinengtingjiande、zheneryulongdebeiming。ranhou,
neimiedingdeqingxurutongchaoshuibanzhourantuiqu,zhishengxiawubianwujide、sijidebingleng。linchedelianshang,
qijibandimeiyouchuxianrenheyuxiangzhongdebengkuihuobaonu。tashenzhichedongleyixiazuijiao,
yigejiqiduanzan、jihukanbuchuhudude、kongwuyiwudebiaoqing,xiangshimouzhongjiroudejingluan。tadianlediantou。
dongzuohenqing,fuduhenxiao。ranhou,tabuzaikanrenheren,buzaikanneimeiciyandexianglian,
buzaikanneisangecengjingzhanjuletazhenggeshijiedenvhai。taxiangshixiexialeqianjinzhongdan,
youxiangshibeichouzoulesuoyoulinghun。tapingjingdi、shenzhikeyishuoshiyouxiejixiedizhuanguoshen,maikaijiaobu,
chaozheyujiaoxuelouxiangfandefangxiangzouqu。jiaobuhenwen,meiyousihaotingdun,yemeiyouhuitou。tadebeiying,
tingzhidejinhujiangying,yibuyibu,chuanguopiaoluodeyinghua,zouguoxuannaodecaochangbianyuan,zouxiangxiaomenkoudefangxiang。
wuhoudeyangguangjiangtagulinglingdeyingziladehenzhanghenzhang,daizheyizhongjuejuede、beishijiechedipaoqidexiaosuo。
tajiuzheiyang,zaisuqingerandemuguang、xuweiweiwucuodejiujinyijiao、chenxuezhouranningzhongdezhushi,
yijizhoumuyanwanweidetiaomeizhong,yibuyibu,zouchuletamendeshixian,
 
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