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”wotamadaodizaijianchishenme？wofanchuchoutizuidicengdeupan，heise，wubiaoshi。
**diannao——tazaojiuduandianle，danwohaishichalejinqu，xiangyizhongyishi。pingmuqihei。woanxiakaijijian。
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xiangyizhangfanhuangdeyangpizhi。
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baochou：5**cjiezhi：72xiaoshitishi：zhenshi，caishiyishudezuigaoxingshi。wodingzheneixingzi，
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rentishoulijiaodu。woshenzhiquyixuewangzhanchalugusuiliedexingtai。wohuatadaoxiadeshunjian。
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xitongtishi：weituowancheng。baochouyifafang。dengdaishenhe。shenhe？sheishenhe？wotanzaiyizishang，shuizhele。
mengli，wozhanzaijuyuanwutaishang。tajiutangzaiwojiaobian，shouliwozhemeigui。woditoukanhuaban，
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”2huazhongminganwojingxing。tianliangle。wodakaishouji，
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想联系林修，
.onionshoujianren：linxiubiaoti：xiayidanneirong：······fasongshijian：zuowan23:17fen，
erwo，zhengzaihuahua。wodingzheneifengyoujian，shouzhifadou。womeiyoufaguozheifengyoujian。
kefajiandizhi……shineigeanwangpingtai。wodadianhuajilinxiu。xianglewusheng，jietong。“wei？yuanjing？
nifashenmeshenjing？dabanyeyoujianhewoyitiao！shenme‘xiayidan’？nijiesihuole？
”“linxiu……neifengyoujian……shinishenmeshihoushoudaode？”“zuowana。wohaixiangshuonishibushifengle，
huazheixie……wei，nimeishiba？shengyinguaiguaide。”“wo……wokeneng……zuoleshenmewobuzhidaodeshi。
”dianhuaneitouchenmoliangmiao。“shangcinibazijiguanzaihuashisantian，chulaishimanlianshixue，haijidema？
”wolengzhu。neici……wojidezijizaihuahua，danzhihoudejiyishikongbaide。xinglaishi，huawanchengle，
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“linxiu……wozuijin……shibushijingchang……bujidezijizuoleshenme？”tatanqi：“niyalitaidale。
mingtianwodainiqujiancha，biezaihuaneixiesirenle，xingma？”wogualedianhua，zhanzaichuangqian。yuhaizaixia。
wohuranjuede，zhengzuochengshixiangyifujudadehuabu，erwo，zhengbeiyizhikanbujiandebi，yibiyibi，
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beituixiaguidao。tachuanhuidayi，linjiugongwenbao。zhuyi：tadexiedaishisongde。
baochou：8**cjiezhi：48xiaoshitishi：yishu，xuyaoguanzhong。ersiwang，shizuihaodewutai。
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huawanshi，shilingchensidianshiqifen。wodaochuwenjian，shangchuan。xitongtishi：weituowancheng。baochouyifafang。
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haiyouneizhongjinshumocadejianruisheng——xiangchache，youxiangcanjiao。wobishangyan，kanjianlaorendeshouzhizaichouchu，
xiedaizaifengzhongpiao，xiangyitiaoheisedeshetou。womengdizuoqi，faxianzuoshouxiaozhiyinyinzuotong。wofanchushoudiantong，
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ershizaijiyi。kezheijiyi，bushuyuwo。santianhou，xinwenbaole。
【tufa】ninghai2haoxianditiezhanfashengzhuiguishigu，laorenqiangjiuwuxiaoshenwangzuorixiawu5dian23fen，
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xiangzaichaneifengfajilinxiudeyoujian，quefaxiantaxiaoshile。caogaoxiang、yifaxiang、lajixiang，quandoumeiyou。
wokaishifanshoujixiangce，xiangzhaochurenhenengzhengmingwo“qingxing”dezhengju。jieguozaixiangceshenchu，
fandaoyizhangsantianqiande**——wozuozaihuashi，beijingshineifu“zhantaizhisi”decaotu，
shijianshiwanshang11:48。kewowanquanbujidepaiguozheizhangzhaopian。gengguiyideshi，wolianshangmeiyoubiaoqing，
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kewoshangchuandezuizhongban，shisongkaide。wogaiguohua。danwo……bujide。wodadianhuajilinxiu。
“nikandaoxinwenlema？ditieneigelaoren……”“kandaole，”tashengyindichen，“tingcande。
buguonishuozheigeganma？”“linxiu，wo……woyouhuale。”dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao。
“niyoujieneizhongweituole？yuanjing，woshuoguoduoshaoci——”“wobushijieweituo，”wodaduanta，
“shitazijilaide。huawanzhihou，renjiusile。hejuyuanneigenvrenyiyang。”“nifengleba？
”tashengyinturantigao，“nishishuo，nihualeshei，sheijiusi？nishiyuyanjiahaishisharenfan？”“wobuzhidao！
”wojihuhouchulai，“danhualidexijie，xinwendoumeibao，kewoquanhuachulaile！tashouzhideba，
xiedaidejiefa，liangongwenbaolidiaochulaidewenjianbiaotiwodouhuale——‘jiangnanjianzhujiesuanqingdan’！
zheitamasheihuizhidao？！”linxiuchenmolehenjiu。“yuanjing……nizuijin，youmeiyouzaimengyou？”wolengzhu，
mengyou！zheigecixiangyibayaochi，tongjinwojiyidesuokong。woxiangqineixiekongbaideyewan，xinglaishihuayiwancheng，
shouzhiyoushang，dibanshangyoujiaoyin，tongxiangmenkou……kemenshisuozhede。“wo……keneng……youguo。”“tingzhe，
”linxiushengyinyansu，“wobuguannishibushi‘beixuanzhong’，yebuguanshenmeanwangweituo。nixianzaibixutingshou。
biezaihuale，mingtianwodainiqulanshanyiyuan，zhaoxinlikedecaoyisheng，xingma？”wozhanglezhangzui，
xiangshuo“laibujile”，kedianhuaturanduanle。wozhongbo，tishiguanji。wodingzheshouji，
huranyouzhongqiangliedeyugan——linxiuyouweixian。jiuzaizheishi，diannaozidongkaiji。pingmuliangqi，
haishineigejiemian：weituobianhao：003zhuti：zhuiluoneirong：huayigechuanhongyuyideren，
zaibaoyuzhongcongtiantaizhuiluo。tashouzhongwozheyibenweichubandemanhua。zhuyi：tazuojiaodexiegenliele。
baochou：12**cjiezhi：36xiaoshitishi：xiayigezhujiao，shinizuiqinjinderen。
wodingzhe“hongyuyi”sangezi，xueyeshunjiandongjie。linxiu，tashangbanyoushichuanhongyuyi！wochongdaochuangbian，
danjingdewangxiangbianjibudaloudefangxiang。yuhaizaixia，chengshizaihuianzhongmohuchengyipian。wodakaihuituruanjian，
shoudoudejihuwobuzhubi。wobuganhua。keshouzhi，zijidongle。bijianluoxia，huabushang，
chuxianyishuangjiao——zuojiaoxiegenliekai，yushuishunzheliefengshenru。ranhoushishenti，hongyuyizaifengzhongfanfei。
ranhoushilian。wohuadehenman，xiangzaituoyansixing。tajiuzaiwonaozili，zaineixiewo“bujide”deyeli，
yibiyibi，kejinlewodeshenjing。wohuawanzuihouyibi——tashouzhongdemanhuafengmian，
zhengshiwocongweifabude《mengyanjuchang》。shangchuan。xitongtishi：zhongjiceshiqidong。xianshitongbulv：97%。
dengdaizuizhongqueren。wotanzaiyizishang，leishuiliuxialai。bushiyinweibeishang。shiyinweishuxi。zheizhongganjue，
woyouguo。xiaoshihou，fuqinjiuhoudawo，wohualeyifutashuaidaozaididehua。diertian，tazhendeshuaile，
tuiguzhe。muqinshuoneishiqiaohe。kewozhidao，bushi。wozhishi……wangle。zhidaoxianzai。shoujixiangle。
moshenghaoma。wojieqi。dianhuaneitou，shiyigenvrendeshengyin，lengjing、kezhi，
daizhejingyongduijiangjibandedianliuzayin：“yuanjingxiansheng？woshilixiyun，ninghaidifangjingchatingzhonganzu。
”wohoulongfajin。“wokanlenidehua。”“shenmehua？”“juyuandenvren，
ditiedelaoren……neixieweigongkaidecaotu。womenzaiwangluoshencengcengjizhongzhaodaolebeifen。”woxintiaozhouting。
“wobuzhidaonizaishuoshenme。”“shima？”tadunledun，“kenihuade，bixianchangzhaopianhaixiangxi。
baokuoneixie——womencongweigongbudexijie。”wobishangyan。“nixiangganshenme？”“woxiangjianni。”tashuo，
“weilelinxiu。”womengdizhengyan：“linxiuzenmele？”“tazuowanzaibianjibutiantai……zhuiloule。
”“chuanhongyuyi。”“shouliwozheyibenmanhua。”“zuojiaoxiegenliele。”wowozheshouji，
xiangwozheyikuaishaohongdetie。dianhuaneitou，taqingshengshuo：“nihuadedisanfuhua……yijingkaishile。
”3huashiyuxingjinglinxiusile。wozhanzaitajialouxia，taitouwangzheneidonghuibaisedebianjibudalou，
tiantaibianyuandejingjiexianzaifengzhongpiaodang，xiangyitiaotunsedehongyuyi。yuhaizaixia，hehualiyiyang。wowozheshouji，
lixiyundeshengyinhaikazaiermoli，xiangyigenbinglengdezhen：“nihuadedisanfuhua……yijingkaishile。
”womeiquxianchang。wobugan。wopawozhanshangqu，
jianhuazhongdegoutu——linxiudaoxiadejiaodu、yudideguiji、hongyuyibeifengxianqidehudu——quandoufenhaobucha。
wopawoyikan，jiuhuixiaochulai。jiuxiangwozaijuyuanneifuhuawanchengshi，xiaodetingbuxialai。wohuidaogelou，
mensuomeihuai，kewuneixiangbeifanguo。diannaokaizhe，liulanqilishibeiqingkong，upanchacaoyouqingweiguahen。
yourenlaiguo。jingcha？haishi“tamen”？wofanchubeifenyingpan，
xiangzhaohuineisanfuhua——ke【mengyanjuchang】wenjianjiaxiaoshile。suoyouyuantu、caogao、tuceng，quanbeishanchu，
lianhuishouzhandoumeiyou。danwozhidaotamenhaizai。zaiwodenaozili。wobishangyan，neinvrenzaijuyuandaoxia，
laorenzaizhantaichouchu，linxiuzaitiantaizhangkaishuangbei——xiangyizhibuhuifeideniao。wozhengkaiyan，
faxianqiangshangbuzhiheshiduolejidaohuahen，yonghongbihuade，waiwainiuniu，pinchengyigefuhao：neizhibizhedeyanjing。
hewozaihuashangqiande“qianming”yimoyiyang。liangtianhou，lixiyunlaile。tameichuanjingfu，yishenheisefengyi，
duanfaliluo，yanshenxiangshoushudao，yijinlaijiusaoshizhenggefangjian，tingzaiqiangshangdefuhaoshang。“nihuade？”tawen。
“wobuzhidao。”woshuoshihua，“woxinglaijiuyoule。”tameixiao，yemeizhiyi。tacongbaolinachupingban，
diankaijizhangtu——shijuyuanmingandexianchangzhaopian，fangdadaozhijialiehen、meiguikuweidebanshu、nvrenerhoudezhi。
“henihuadeyimoyiyang。”tashuo，“danwomencongweigongkaizheixiexijie。”“woshuole，wobushixiongshou。
”“womeishuonishi。”tadingzhewo，“dannizaihuafashengzhiqian，jiuhuachuletamen。zheibixiongshougengkepa。
”wokuxiao：“nijuedewoshiyuzhizhe？”“wojuedenishigongmouzhe。”tashengyinhenqing，“bushizhudongde，
ershibeidongde。nibeimouzhongdongxi……yindaozhehua。”womengditaitou：“nizhidao‘hualang·anshi’？
”tayanshenyidong：“nishuoshenme？”“yigeanwangpingtai。”wosangzifagan，“tajiwofaweituo，wohua，
ranhourenjiusile。”tachenmopianke，congpingbandiaochuyizhangjietu——heibaijiankonghuamian，
shijianshijuyuanmingandangwan23:17，yigemohurenyingzoujinqingjiegongdegongyulou。neirenchuanzhehuidayi，
shenxing……xiangwo。“zheishini。”tashuo。“bukeneng！woneiwanzaijia！”“kenidiannaoyoushangchuanjilu。
”tadiankailingyizhangtu，“nishangchuanneifuhuadeshijian，shianfahouliangxiaoshi。ernihuade，
bishitibeifaxianhaizao。”wonaoziwengdizhakai。“nishishuo……woqulexianchang？ranhou……hualeta？
”“huozhe，”tahuanhuanshuo，“nihualeta，suoyitabixufasheng。”wolengzhu。tadehuaxiangyibazaozi，
qiaokaiwojiyideliefeng。huaxianyuxianshi。bushiyuyan，bushiqiaohe——shizhiling。wohuaxiasiwang，
xianshijiubixuzhixing。tazuoxia，dijiwoyibeishui。“wochaleni。”tashuo，“meishuxueyuanbiye，
cenghuoxiaoyuanmanhuajiang，ticaishi《qizongzuidexiandaiyanyi》。daoshipingjia：‘caihuahengyi，
danxinlizhuangtaibuwending。’”wolengxiao：“suoyiwoshifengzi？”“wobushixiapanduan。”tapingjingdishuo，
“dannitongnian，jieshouguoxinlizhiliao。yishengjiaominshixun。”wohunshenyijiang。neigemingzi，xiangyibaxiudao，
**wonaohaizuishendejiaoluo。“nizenmezhidao？”“yinweiminshixun，
”tadingzhewodao：“shiershinianqian‘yishulianhuansharenan’dexiongshou。”wohuxitingzhi。neigeanzi，
wotingshuoguo。qimingshouhaizhe，
chengjingdianminghuazishi——《zuihoudewancan》、《weinasidedansheng》、《nahan》……zuihoutazaihuashizifen，
liuxiayifuweiwanchengdehua：huazhongshiyigeshaonian，zhengzhandouzhezuohua，erhuabushang，shiyizhanglian。
“jingfangshuotasile。”woshengyinfadou。“shitiyanzhongshaohui，wufaquerenshenfen。”tashuo，
“womenyizhihuaiyitameisi。”“suoyi……nishishuo，taxianzaizaicaokongwo？”“wobuzhidao。”tayaotou，
“dannizaihuadedongxi，hetadangniandezuoanmoshi……taixiangle。
”wohuranxiangqishenme：“nishuojiankongliderenxiangwo……kewoyoubuzaichangzhengming。neitianwozhengwandouzaihuahua。
”“niqueding？”tawen，“niyoumeiyou……mengyouguo？”wochenmo。
tanachuyifenwenjian——wodeyiliaojilufuyinjian。zhenduan：jielixingshenfenzhangai（did），
tongnianchuangshangyoufa。“nishiwusuineinian，yin‘yejianxingweiyichang’zhuyuanliangzhou。”taqingshengshuo，
“hushijilu：nichangzailingchensandianxinglai，zuozaibingfangdibanshanghuahua，huawanhouwanquanbujide。
”woshoudoudenabuzhuzhi。neixiekongbaideyewan，neixiemomingwanchengdehua，
neixiedibanshangdejiaoyin……yuanlaibushihuanjue。shiwo，youbushiwo。shi“huashi”。tazouhou，
wofanchujiuxiangce。zaizuidiceng，zhaodaoyizhangfanhuangdezhaopian——woqibasui，zuozaihuajiaqian，shouliwozhetanbi，
yanshenkongdong。shenhouzhanzheyigechuanbaidaguadenanren，shoudazaiwojianshang，weixiao。minshixun。zhaopianbeimian，
yixingxiaozi：“wanmeidehuabu，xuyaoxuelaihuanxing。”——m.s.h.wodingzheneixingzi，
hurantingjianerbianxiangqiyigeshengyin，dichen、wenrou，xiangcuimian：“huaxiaqu，yuanjing。zhenshi，
caishiyishudezuigaoxingshi。”womengditaitou。jingzili，wozhanzaihuabanqian，shouwohuabi，
zhengzaihuadisifuhua——yigenvrenzhanzaibangongshichuangqian，chuangwaipiaoxue，zhuoshangfangzhebingliheyizhizhanxuedeqianbi。
tachuanzhefengyi，duanfa，yanshenruili。shilixiyun。wojingkongdirengdiaobi，kehuayijinwancheng。youxiajiao，
neizhibizhedeyanjing，jingjingzhushizhewo。shoujizhendong。
yitiaonimingduanxin：weituobianhao：004zhuti：xingjingzhizuineirong：huataguizairanshaodehuagaoqian，
shouzhongwozhenidebingli。biaoti：《huazhongzui》。baochou：∞tishi：zhongzhang，younizhibi。wotaitoukanxiangjingzi。
jingzhongdewo，xiaole。erwo，meiyouxiao。4jiyicanpianwoshaoleneifuhua。bushiyonghuo，
shigeshihuayingpan、zasuishouhuiban、sisuisuoyoucaogao，ranhoubasuipianpaojinpiaobaiji，
kanzhemoxianzaiyetiliniuqu、xiaosan，xiangxuerongyushui。woyiweizheiyangjiunengjieshu。kediertianxinglai，
huayouhuilaile。bushizaidiannaoli，shizaiqiangshang。yonghongbi，yibiyihua，
fukelezhengfu《xingjingzhizui》——lixiyunguizaihuozhong，shouzhongwozhewodebingli，chuangwaixueluowusheng。
liantafengyizhezhoudezouxiangdoufenhaobucha。erwodeyoushou，zhanmanlehongmo，zhijiafengliqianzhebijiandesuixie。
wokaishihaipajingzi。yinweimeicizhaojing，wodoubunengqueding——limiandeshiwo，haishi“ta”。
neigecongwogutoulizhangchulaide“huashi”。lixiyunzaicidengmenshi，wojihubugankaimen。tazhanzaimenkou，