《你可听见我的心在动》 小说介绍
niketingjianwodexinzaidongyiqiyinrenrushengdegushiqingjiehejingcaiderenwusuzaoerwenming,yousunwangermaojingxinchuangzuo。gushizhong,zhangkailipeishanjinglileyiduanyixiangbudaodemaoxian,tongshiyefaxianlezijineixinshenchudeliliang。zhangkailipeishantongguoyongqi、zhihuiheyili,zuizhongkefulekunnanbingshixianlezijidemubiao。“keshibaoqianle,talipeishanjiushiwolaopo,wozenmeduita,shiwomenliangkouzideshiqing,nisuanlaoji?niguandezhema?wozhi……jiangdailingduzhetansuoyigeqihuanyouzhenshideshijie。
《你可听见我的心在动》 第5章 免费试读
“keshipeishan,zheimedadeshiqing,nibuyinggaimanzhenimade。meiyigeshoushudouhuimaofengxian。ruguoshoushudeshihou,youmapeizaishenbian,woxianghuihaoyidian。”zhenniquanwo。
wohaishiyaotou,“bu!zhenni,womahaimeicongwobadeshiqingzhonghuanguojingerlaini。jiusuanshiwomazhidaolewodeshiqing,chulerangwomagengzhejigengnanguozhiwai,yushiwubu,gaifashengdehaishihuifasheng,dengwohaoyixiele,wohuimanmangaosugenwoma,xianzaijueduibunenggaosuwoma。xianzai,wonengweiwomazuode,jiushirangtazhidaowoguodehenhao,rangtafangxin。”
“nihenifumudeganqingzhenhao,buxiangwohetamen。”zhennibafumuhedidi,yong“tamen”yidaierguo。
“zhenni,meiyigefumudoushiaizijidehaizide,zhishitamenaidefangshibuyiyangeryi。nibuyinggaihentamen,ziyuyangerqinzai,shifeichangxingfudeyijianshi。yiqianwobahuozhedeshihou,woyizhiyiweiyoudeshishijian,yiqiedoulaideji,keshi,zhidaoshiqinglaibuji,wocaixingwu,yaozhenxiyanxiademeiyitian。wohenmingyunwuchang,keshi,woyeganxieta,tarangwomendongdelezhenxi。zhenxizheigeshishangzhenxinaiwomendezhiqin、pengyou,zhenxiyoushengzhiniandemeiyitian。”
woyoumozhezijideduzi,nanguodidiyu:“woyeaizheigehaizi,keshi,womeibanfabatashengxialai,kongpatazaiwoduzilihaimeizhangda,jiuyaohewoyiqilikaizheigeshijiele。yishengshuo,jiusuanzheigehaizinengzhangdaobageyue,nengmianqiangshengxialai,yehuishigejixinger。neiwoningyuanbuyaoshengxiata,wobuyaojitayigecanquedetongkuderensheng。suoyi,wohezheigehaizidemuziyuanfen,zhinengzoudaozheili。”
zhennizaifuxiashenzibaobaowo,“meishi,xiangkaiyidian,shoushuhou,dengnideshentiyanghaole,hainengzaihuaiyun,niyihouhaihuiyouhaizide。suoyi,buyaoyouxinlifudan,fangqingsong,tingyishengdehua,xianbazijidemingzhaoguhao,zaishuoqitade。”
“zhenni,niheta,duanlema?talaopohaiyouqunaoma?”wowen。wokanjianzhennideerduoshangyouduoleyiduijinguangshanshandezuanshierzhui,kanqilaijiazhibufei,bushiyibannanrennengsongdeqide。erjiangzhengfeizaiguowairuguleyigezhongwaiheziqiye,nianshourushangqianwan。zhennideshenbianzongshiweiraozhehenduoshangliushehuideduojinnanren。danshi,zheigeerzhuidepinwei,heqianjiciwuyi,yinggaishichuzitongyigenanrenzhishou。congpinweishangkan,zheigenanrenyinggaishiyigedidiaoshehuayouneihandenanren,jiangzhengfeiwuyi。
“qinianle,yaoyixiaziduandeganganjingjing、chechedidide,haishiburongyide,bijingyouqiniandeganqingzai,rendoushiganqingdongwu。shangcitalaopopairenlainaoguozhihou,woyouhuanlegedifang。”zhennidebiaoqingxiandehenwunai,meilidemeitouningzaiyiqi,wumeidedayanjinglidunshileiguangyingying,wandengbaoguozhongdejiaomeirenzhouranlihuadaiyu。
guoleyihuier,zhenniwenlewenqingxu,kanzhewoyoushuo:“woyizhidoubumingbai,talaoposhizenmezhidaowodeni?haizhidaowojiadedizhi,wodeshoujihaoma。shisheigaosutalaopodeni?”
zheishi,wodexiongkouzhentongfazuo,xianzaizhentongdecishuyijingyuelaiyueduole。worenzhutong,banzuoqilai,congchoutilinaleyipianzhitongyao,jiushuihexia。zhenniwenwo:“peishan,yaobuyaosongniquyiyuan?”
wobishangyanjingkaoleyihuier,zhentongjianqinglexie,caichongzhennibaibaishou,“buyong,woxianzaihaoduole。”
“neijiuhao。”zhennibangwoyeyebeizi。
woshenhuxileyikouqi,cacaetoushangdexuhan,jixuquanzhenni:“zhenni,womendouyijingsanshile,nibunengzaigentahaoxiaqule,nidenianlingzaiyehaobuqile,zhaogehaonanren,jiujiehunba。nidetiaojianyouzheimehao,huiguodehenxingfude。nvrenhaiyoujigeqinian?xiayigeqinian,nibuzainianqingpiaoliangle,tahaihuibuhuixiangxianzaizheiyangduinihao?tayaolenishengmingzhongzuimeideqinian,niqingchunbuzaile,danshinianqingdenvrenmeiwanmeile。niyaoweizijidejianglaiduodasuan。nizheiciyidingyaoxiadingjuexin,henxiaxin,bunengyourouguaduan,fouze,zuihouhaide,shiniziji。”
zhennituranbianlelianse,shuangshoujiaocha,bunaifanqilai,“jielehunjiunengxingfuma?nixianzaijielehun,niganjueniguodexingfuma?xingbuxingfu,hejiehunyoubirandeguanxima?wofanerjuede,nvrendeqingchun,jiushinalaihuihuode,nibuhuihuo,qingchunzhaoyanghuishiqu。jiuxiangni,nideqingchun,chuledengdaiyigeqingyibugaoerbiedeneigenanren,jiushigenyigenibingbuaidenanrenhaozheshengming。xianzai,nideleaizheng,nibujuedenideqingchunkexima?genghekuang,zheigenanrenchulebunengjiwohunyin,shenmedounengmanzuwo,zhiyaoshiwoxiangyaode,tadouhuijiwo。jiwankuaiqiandebao,jibaiwandeche,niyibeizidoubukenengzhushangdegaodangbieshu,xiangchuguosuishikeyishuakazouren,niguangshangchangyongyuandoubukenengguangdaodezuidingceng,xiangmaishenmemingpaisuibiantiao。zheiyangdeshenghuo,yongqiniandeqingchunhuan,yezhile,shibushi?erneizhongrenyihuihuodeganjue,nizheibeizidoumeiyoujihuitihui,suoyi,bieyiweiwohuixianmunineiyangdeshenghuo,biezongshizaiwomianqianxuanyao,meishenmedabulede,niyebujiandejiuxingfu。”
chuanlekouqi,zhenniyoulengxiaoyisheng,“nideyanxiazhiyi,wufeishixiangshuowodeqinianguodebuzhi,neinideqinianni?nijiukuaisile,nidelaogongshoushuhoujiuyaohenilihun,popolianzhuyiwantangdoubuken,nideqinianbushizhaoyangbuxingfu?niyouyoushenmezigejiaoyuwo?”
tingwanzheifanhua,wodunshilengzhule。wohezhennimianduimianzuozaidengyingli,bantian,sheidoumeiyouzaishuohua。
xujiu,zhennicaihongzhelian,jinghuangshicuodeduiwoshuo:“peishan,wo,wo,wogangcaishuodeneixiehua,doubushiwodezhenxinhua,woyebuzhidaozijizheishizenmele,wodoushihuyanluanyude,nibuyaoshengwodeqi,nibuyaonanguo……”tabawobaozhu,butingdedaoqian:“peishan,duibuqi,zhendeduibuqi,wobuyinggaineiyangshuonide,wobuyinggaishangnide,wobushiguyide。zheiduanshijian,wofashengletaiduodeshiqing,wodexinliluanjile,woyebuzhidaowozenmehuishuochuneixiehua,nimawobapeishan,nidawoyidunba,wozhenshigaisi。”
“meishizhenni,wobuhuiguaini。”woshuo。
turan,tadeshoujidapolezheigegangadeqifen,takanlekanshouji,youkanlekanwo,“shitadalaide,wodeyaohuiqule,woxuyaohetatantan。”
zhennimengdizhanqishen,jiaoxiameizhanwen,mangfuzhuqiang,“wozhongwuheleyipinghongjiu,xianzaitouhaiyunhuhude。”
zheigeshihou,lipeishantuikaimen,duanzheyibeibaiwuliaoraodechunnaizoudaowochuangbian,“wogangjinirede,nichenrehele。”
wojieguobanwendebeizi,taitoukanzhetashuo:“xiexie。ninengbangwoqusongyixiazhennima?tazhongwuheleyipinghongjiu,xianzaihaitouyun,tianyouzheimewan,tazhudeneigedifangyouyuan,tayigerenkaichehuiqubuanquan。”
womenkeqidexianglianggemoshengren。
lipeishanhezhenniliquhaozhangyiduanshijian,wotangzaimenglongdechenghongseguangmangbaoguoxiadedachuangshang,yijingkuaiyaoshuizhele,duanxindeshengyinhuranxiangqi。zheimewanle,sheihuifaduanxinlai?
woxinxiang,bushiyidonggongsitixingjiaoshoujifeide,jiushinagehuazhuangpindiangaodazhehuodong。keshidangwodakaiduanxin,kandaoneilianggeqinminannvdeshihou,wozhenggerenjianzhishadiaole。lipeishanhezhennizenmekenengzuochuzheizhongshi?tamenshicongshenmeshihoukaishide?erzheitiaoduanxin,youshisheishenyetoupaifajiwode?nandaoshijiade?hechengde?
jinjiezhe,jitiaoduanxinjietuyoufaleguolai,shijiancongbannianqianzhijin。
chuangwaidexuebuzhishenmeshihoutingle,wozhanzaichuangqian,shenhuxilejikouqi。jiuzaizheigeshihou,lipeishandechezikaijinlelouxiadetingchewei。
piankezhihou,lipeishanhuidaolewoshi,tadeshenshangyoulaibujixiaohuidemingguidexiangshuiweidao,shizhennishenshangde。
tayiyankandaoleworengzaichuangshangdeshoujilidezhaopian,“zheishisheizaiezuojua?”
wokanzheta,wen:“nihezhennicongbannianqianjiukaishilema?”
lipeishandelianseyixiazibiandehennankan,“zheixiedongxishisheifajinide,nizaizhaorendiaochawo?”
“woyizuowanshoushu,womenjiulihunle,woyoubiyaozhaorendiaochanima?bannianqian,womenhaiquyiyuanjiancha,zaiyaohaizi。nijingranbeizhewozuochuzheizhongzangzangdeshiqing,erqieshihezhenni。nimenweishenmeyaozheimeduiwo?”
lipeishanshuangshoujiaowozaixiongqian,yixiayixiatizheshujia,turan,shujiashangdeyibenjiushudiaolexialai,jiazaishulideneizhanglaozhaopianyediaolechulai,zhenghaoluozailipeishanjiaobian。lipeishanditoushiqineizhangzhaopian,kanzhezhaopianshangwodeweichen,zouguolai,bazhaopiandalirengdaowolianshang,“nishuo,zheishishenme?lipeishan,nizhenshirangwotaiexinle!nishuo,zheixienian,nishibushiyizhidouxiangzheta,tashibushiyihuiguo,nijiuhuichuquhetatoutouguihun?nidaoshishuohuaa,daodishibushi?nishuohuaani!”lipeishanbawobizaiqiangjiao。
“womeibiyaohenijieshi,wobuhuizuochuxiangnineiyangwochuodeshiqinglai。”cishi,wodexiongkouyoukaishizhentong,wotuikaita,zoudaochuangbianzuoxia,nachuyao,gangcaidaohaodekaishuiwendugangganghao。
lipeishanzouguolai,yibajiangwoshoulidebeizidaluozaidi,“nishuoshenme?wowochuo?niyehaobudaonaliqu?niheneigeweichengenbenjiumeiduanduibudui?zheixienian,haibuzhidaonijiwodaileduoshaodinglvmaozi?nizheigejiannvren!”cishidelipeishan,jianzhijiuxiangshiyitiaoluanyaorendefenggou。
“nijianzhibukeliyu!woxianzaijianzhihuaiyi,woyoumeiyourenshiguoni。”wodengzhelipeishan。“woleile,woyaoshuijuele。”wotuikailipeishan,tangjinbeiwo,beiduizheta。
zheishi,xiangqiqingqingdeqiaomensheng,menwaishigonggongjiaojideshengyin,“nimenliangmeishiba?lipeishan,nishibushidongshoule?”
“ba,womenmeishi,niqushuiba。”woqianleqianshen,chaomenshuo。
xujiu,lipeishanguanledeng,shangchuang,beiduizhewotangxia。heianli,wodeleizaiyekongzhibuzhudeliuxialai,henkuai,zhenshangshileyidapian,wobaojinlezhandoudeziji。
diertianyidazao,fangjianbeidongribiaozhixingdebaitaiyangzhaoliang,wobeiwomadedianhuachaoxing,womashuotayijingzailaidedabashangle。
tianna!wogankuaicongchuangshangpaqilai,balipeishanjiaoxing。renheshiqingdouzanqiefangyibian,yanxia,womayaolai,wodeganjinaiqiugongpo、lipeishanhewoyanyichujiahewanshixingdexi,mantianguohai,haojiaowomaqinyanmuduwoguodehenxingfu。
lipeishanyilengjinglexuduo,xushixinxu,xushikuijiu,tayikoujiudayingle。
woyouzhaodaogongpo,gonggongmankoudaying,popoquebashoulinazhedeyaofanshaozihenhenrengzaiguotaishang,yinyangguaiqididuiwoshuo:“yanshenmexi,sheiyouneigexinqingneigeliqipeiniyanxi?nimashiwangmuniangnianga,talaiwomenyijiasankouhaideditouhayaolieduihuanyinga?nisuanshenmedongxi,niguojitianzuowanleshoushu,mashangjiucongwomenzhangjiagundanle,nihailaiyaowoheniyanxi?zheigejia,woshuolesuan,buguansheilai,woxiangzenmeyangjiuzenmeyang,wozaiwojia,woxiangshuoshenmejiushuoshenme,xiangzuoshenmejiuzuoshenme,hailunbudaoniyigewairenduiwozhishouhuajiao!”
“jiusuanwoqiunile。”wodishengxiaqiaiqiupopo。
popoconghoulongliwujindeyide“heng”leyisheng,meimaoyitiao,yanjingyideng:“jiusuan?shenmejiaojiusuan?nijiudelaiqiuwo,nilaiqiuwo,wohuoxuhaikeyikaolvdayingni,peiniyanzheichuxi。neishinima,bushiwomenyijiasankoudema。woxianzaihaiyunxutalai,shiyinweiwokelianni,kelianta,keliantaganggangsongzoulelaoban,bujiujiuyaobaifarensongheifarenla。wokebushiyigewuqingwuyideren。”
wojixuqiuta:“woqiuqiuni,nizhiyaobuzaiwomamianqiantiaizhenghelihundeshijiuxing。”
popowaizhezuihenghenglengxiaoliangsheng,“jiusuanxianzaibuti,yezongyouyitianyaoti,bideguochuyi,bibuguoshiwu,nibuganshuo,jiuyouwozheigepopolaitinishuohaole,nizheiyangmanzhezongbushibanfa,womenzhangjiapeiniyanzheiyici,bunengyihouyizhipeiniyan。suiranwomenzhangjiarenxinchanghao,danyoubushijinipaolongtaode,womenyemeizheiyiwu。huayoushuohuilai,nibushihouhuile,buxianglihunle,xianglaizhewomenzhangjia,laizhewoerzilipeishanba?”
“woqiuni,zheishidiyici,yeshizuihouyici,xianzai,wobagangzou,womahaimeihuanguojinglai,wobuxiangrangwomazhidaozheixieshiqing。lihundeshi,nidakeyifangyiqiangexin,wojuebufanhui。woqiunile!”woyoushuo。
你可听见我的心在动