睁开眼：回到老婆女儿自杀那天
《睁开眼：回到老婆女儿自杀那天》 小说介绍
zhujiaojiaoxuyangbaiqinghandexiaoshuojiao《zhengkaiyan：huidaolaoponverzishaneitian》，shizuozhezhisuijiuyinqingxinchuangzuodeyibengudaixiaoshuo，shuzhongzhuyaojiangshule：“jintianwolaizuofanba～”xuyangturanshuodao，tanaliganrangbaiqinghanzuofan。“nilaizuo？nihuizuofan？？”baiqinghanmingxianbuganxiangxinyinweicongjiehunkai……...
《睁开眼：回到老婆女儿自杀那天》 第1章 重生1983，小山村 免费试读
“1978nian，woshibasui，shigeerliuzi，pingshizaicunliyoushouhaoxian，
baiqinghanshigexiaxiangzhiqing，bujinwenhuagao，erqiehenpiaoliang，congdiyiyanjiandao，wojiujianseqiyile。”
“1979nian，womenjiehun，neigeniandaiqingbaihenzhongyao，
neipashiwotouqinleyixia，kenengjiuhuijiangliyikehuashengmi，genghekuangwozuoleguofendeshi，
buguowosuiran**，danshizhangdequeyebucha，zaijiashangwoyouyigehebaiqinghanrenshidejiejie，
jiejieyexiwangwojiehunhounengyousuogaibian，yushizaitadecuohexia，baiqinghanzuizhongxuanzejiajilewo。”
“1980，womenzheibiandezhiqingdoukaishilehuicheng，erbaiqinghanbingmeiyouxuanzehuiqu，
dangranbushiyinweiwo，yinweitahuaiyunle，tongnianwomendenvertangtangchusheng。”
“1981nian，wobingmeimeiyouyinweijiehun，ergaibianxingge，
yijiushiyigebuxuewushudeerliuzi，zhengtianbuzhejia，yebuzhenggongfen，
laopohaiziwanquankaozhejialiliuxiayixiejiachan，yijijiejiedejieji，caimianqiangyoukoufanchi
jinjiezhe，jialifenletiandi。danshiwogenbenbuzhongtian，weilehaizi，zheiziranerrandouluodaobaiqinghanshenshang，
“1982nian，haiziyijingliangsuile，neigeshidaizhongnanqingnv，
youyushigenvhai，wogengbuxi，youyuzijibuganhuo，jialimeishenmeqian，
weileqian，youshihouwo，wohaijingjingchangdatamenmunv，woqinshouburu，”
“1983nian，zheiyangderiziyizhichixulesannian，baiqinghandezhongyushishoubule，
kanzheyizhiyingyangbuliangdetangtang，zuolezuihouyidunfan，
laoshuyaobanfan，jiuxiancai，lianzhengchangdecaidoumeiyou。
benlaitashixianglawoyiqisile，
danshidangshinvertaiele，jiusuanshicumixifan，yegenbenrenshoubule，
zuizhong，womenhaimeiyoudongshouchifan，nvercansizaiwomenmianqian，
jinjiezhebaiqinghan，henhendekanlewoyiyan，
bingmeiyouyouyu，chixiadailaoshuyaodemifan，yesizaiwodemianqian，
wodangshishale，lianzulandeyongqidoumeiyou。
那个眼神，
haiyounversizaiwodemianqian，woyongyuanbukenengwangji，
danshidangshiwopale，wohaipadepaole。”
“1990，wozuoweidiyipidagongren，baishouqijia，
woyijingshenjiayijingchaoguoshiwan，neishihoudeshiwanxiangdangyuxianzaidejibaiwan，
danshimeitianshuijueqiandoushi，qizinversiqianneiyimu。”
“2005nian，wodeshenjiazuzufanleshangbaibei～danshiwoquemeitianhuozaitongkuzhizhong，haoxiangzhiyoupinmingdegongzuo，cainengmabiziji。
“2020nian，wowushijiusui，rujinyijingshiyanshishuyishuerderenwu，danshiyibiyan～”
“2022nian，rujinwoyijingliushiyisuile，wozhijinbuganhuiqu，haipa，houhui。”
“zheigeshijie，haorenbuzhangming，huairenhuoqiannian。”
dangchu，wojiugaichileneiwanfan，jiubuhuizheimetongkule，huoxu，zheijiushishangtianduiwodechengfaba。”
huiguyisheng，wangrizhongzhong，
xuyangkanzhezhuozishangdeanmianyao，zize，tongku，zuizhonghaishixuanzelezisha。
……
“mama，tangtangduziee，xiangchifanfan，”
“mama，baba，zenmepazaizhuozishangshuizhele，mama，dengtangtang，
zhangdale，yidingyaobaohumama，buyaorangbabazaiqifumama。”
许阳耳边，
chuanlaileyizhenxiaonvhaidenaisheng，fangfoshigesishiduonian，
jirangrenganjueshuxiyoumosheng。
xuyangnaodaiyouxiemen，mimihuhu。
他不是自杀，死了？
nandaoyoubeiqiangjiuguolaile？
**，zuoweiyigefuhao，xiangtoutoudesidouzheimenanma？
erbiandeshengyinyuelaiyueqingxi，xiaonvhaideshengyinhenhaoting，
youruanyounuo，danshimingxiandaizhejiedexuruogan。
“duibuqi，doushimamabuhao，mamazheijiujitangtangzuofanchi。”
baiqinghanyanlihanzheleishui，shouzaikoudaizhongmoleyoumo，zuizhongxiadingjuexin。
“biehenniang～”tahongzheyankuang，dunxiashenzi，yongshouruoxianxideshoujiangtangtangbaozaihuaizhong。
“mama，buku，tangtangbuele，mamabuku～”
“shayatou，hao，mamabukule。”baiqinghan，zhuanguotou，toutoudejiangyanleicadiao。
tangtangsuirancaisansui，danshitaidongshile，dongshiderangbaiqinghanneijiu，
尽管
nverhenkeaidongshi，danshineishouruodeshenti，xianranrangtazhidao，
养不活，
与其活活饿死～
还不如～
ruguo～bushimeiyouxiwang，sheihuixuanzesile，
napaxuyangjiyidianxiwang……
baiqinghanehenhendekanlepazaizhuoshangyiranzidehuhudashuidexuyang。
……
cishipazaizhuoshangdemihuxujiudexuyangyijingmanmanzhengkaileshuangyan
tadenaodaihaizaizhenzhenfateng。
danshiyanqiandejingse，quechongjizaitadexinling
zheiyimumu，taishuxile，shuxideren，shuxideqingjing，
fangfokezaitadelinghunshenchu
回光返照？
kanlaiyoumengdaotamenmunvle
“baiqinghan，duibuqi……”
“mama，baba，xingle～”
“……”
这不是梦……
xuyangmengranjingxing，kanzhepopolanlantupifang，yijimianqianhuaileyigetuidepojiumuzhuo
takuaisudisaoleyiyanzijideshenshang，yishuangheisebuxie，jiaoshanglianshuangwazidoumeiyou，ranhoujiushiyitaomabuyifu，
zhei……zheibushiwonianqingdeshihouma？
还有眼前熟悉的人，
wo，zhei……shizhongshengle，
laotianyouyana，wojingranzhongshengle，
baiqinghanhenvertangtangjiuxiangshikunraotayibeizidemengyan，
shitayibeizidekuijiu，rujintamendouhuozhe，douhuozhe，
tajidongdechaozhebaiqinghanhetangtangzouleguoqu，
xiangbaozhulaopohenver，jinshengzaiyebufenli。
只是还没走两步，
yishuangxiaoshoujiulanzaixuyangmianqian，tangtangkuzheshuodao：
“baba，buyaodamama，doushiyinweiwokushengtaida，chaoxingbabade～”
xuyangxinli，zhuizicijinqu，tashiduo**，
jinjinshishuixing，jiurangzheimexiaodenverzheimepata，
“shayatou，babazenmehuidamamani～”xuyangzaicixiangqian，xiangyaojieshi。
jiujianbaiqinghanhuduziban，jiangtangtanghuzaishenhou，
youxiekongjuzhandoudeshuodao：“xuyang，nixiangganshenme，niyaoshigandatangtang，wohenipinle～”
xuyangdebuzitingzaiyuanchu，
他人认识到，
zaibaiqinghanyanzhong，tashineigeshiebushede**，
yiyanbuhe，bushuodalaopo，jiuliannverdouda。”
许阳赶紧停下脚步
想要解释
danshi，huayongdaozuibian，queyouyouxieyaran，buzhidaoruhekaikou
自己之前做过，
jiushiqinshoukanleyedechouzijilianggedabidouzi，
xianzaijieshi，tayouqihuiting～
xuyangbuzhiruheshihao，kanlekanhaiyouxiehaipadetangtang
tayankuangfahong，zuizhonghaishi，zhanweideshuodao：
“tangtang，rangbababaobao。”
cishicike，xuyangxinzhonghaoxiangbaoyixia，zijidegurouzhiqindenver。
然而，
baiqinghan，queyongyizhongjingtiyouzhenjingdeyanshenkanzhexuyang，
wangyouxiaochoudeyanleidianping：zhisuijiuyinbililede，《zhengkaiyan：huidaolaoponverzishaneitian》zheibenxiaoshuozhongmiaoxiedegegechangjingdourangrenganshoudaotadewenxuezhishishifengfude，haojiumeiyoukanzheiyangnengtaoyexingqingdewenle，zhenpeifuzheiyangdezuozhe。
wangyouxiyanxinidianping：zhisuijiuyindewenzimiaoxietebiebang，ranhoumeigehuanjiedoubianpaidelinlijinzhi，rangrenliulianwangfan，xiwangzhisuijiuyinnengyizhijianchigengxinxiaqu。